{"id":10000,"date":"2015-12-04T16:40:49","date_gmt":"2015-12-04T12:40:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10000"},"modified":"2015-12-04T16:40:49","modified_gmt":"2015-12-04T12:40:49","slug":"v%c9%99li-%c9%99f%c9%99ndi-n%c9%99yin%c9%99-yarasirdi-sevm%c9%99k","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10000","title":{"rendered":"V\u0259li \u018ff\u0259ndi — N\u0259yin\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 sevm\u0259k?!"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"12193405_1006214529421258_3258799109023207559_n\"<\/a><\/p>\n

***<\/span><\/p>\n

Ruhlar var dostum,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Ruhlar;<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Yer\u0259,g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u0131\u011fmayan…<\/p>\n

<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Baxmaq ist\u0259m\u0259zl\u0259r G\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00dczm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259zl\u0259r Damarlarda;<\/span><\/p>\n

M\u0259hkum olduqlar\u0131 B\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0H\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 boylanarlar<\/span><\/p>\n

Azadl\u0131\u011fa.<\/span><\/p>\n

Yor\u011fun,bitkin halda…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0U\u00e7maq ist\u0259rl\u0259r,<\/span><\/p>\n

El\u0259 hey,u\u00e7maq;<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Yoxlu\u011fun ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131,<\/span><\/p>\n

Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bitdiyi yer\u0259,<\/span><\/p>\n

C\u0259nn\u0259tin tap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131,<\/span><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131n\u0131n itdiyi yer\u0259..<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Sevginin g\u0259ldiyi,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0H\u0259r yerin e\u015fq<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Oldu\u011fu yer\u0259,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fc,<\/span><\/p>\n

Zaman\u0131n Durdu\u011fu yer\u0259…<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

\u00a0Ruhlar var,dostum,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Ruhlar;<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u0130ncim\u0259l\u0259ri,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Bir s\u00f6zd\u0259n,s\u0259sd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131,<\/span><\/p>\n

Toxunuldumu,<\/span><\/p>\n

Q\u0259f\u0259sl\u0259rini parampar\u00e7a etm\u0259k ist\u0259rl\u0259r,<\/span><\/p>\n

Soyunub c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m libaslar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259zara<\/span>;\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130tm\u0259k ist\u0259rl\u0259r…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Ruhlar var dostum,<\/span><\/p>\n

Ruhlar,<\/span><\/p>\n

Getm\u0259k ist\u0259rl\u0259r,<\/span><\/p>\n

Sad\u0259c\u0259,<\/span><\/p>\n

Getm\u0259k ist\u0259rl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00dcmid, \u00a0Can\u0131n\u0131 kim\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n,<\/p>\n

\u00a0Ham\u0131da bir tik\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc dad\u0131r..<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0259limd\u0259n m\u0259zarl\u0131q qoxusu g\u0259lir,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0O is\u0259, israrla \u0259lin uzad\u0131r..<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

\u00a0Qa\u00e7 m\u0259nd\u0259n uza\u011fa,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Qa\u00e7,<\/span><\/p>\n

Ya\u015famaq ist\u0259rs\u0259n,<\/span><\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259ki,yara\u015fmaz yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q \u00f6m\u00fcr;<\/span><\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131laq,<\/span><\/p>\n

Bo\u015fanmaq ist\u0259rs\u0259n..<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

M\u0259n,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin bat\u0131\u015f\u0131,<\/span><\/p>\n

Sona \u00e7atmaqdayam;<\/span><\/p>\n

M\u0259n,<\/span><\/p>\n

S\u0259nin aldan\u0131\u015f\u0131n,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn Arzusuna \u00e7atmaqdayam.<\/span><\/p>\n

Uzaq dur…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

***<\/span><\/p>\n

Qana susam\u0131\u015f damarlar\u0131<\/span><\/p>\n

Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n yoxlu\u011funa inand\u0131rmaq..<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

\u0130\u015f\u0131\u011fa m\u00f6htac qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 uzanan \u0259ll\u0259rini ba\u011flamaq..<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259ri,<\/span><\/p>\n

D\u0259rinliyin\u0259 \u0259n saf duy\u011fular\u0131n,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0R\u0259ng \u00e7alarlar\u0131yla \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f r\u0259smi,<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 al\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmaq..<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

Allaha a\u00e7\u0131lan \u0259ll\u0259ri ba\u011flay\u0131b,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Yumruq-yumruq d\u00f6ym\u0259k<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/span><\/p>\n

Yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc..<\/span><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131dan qa\u00e7\u0131b tanr\u0131la\u015fmaq;<\/span><\/p>\n

V\u0259 \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rmaq d\u0259lic\u0259,<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rin,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc..!<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0***<\/span><\/p>\n

El\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rinin qabar\u0131na,<\/span><\/p>\n

D\u0131rnaqlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan<\/span><\/p>\n

Z\u0259hm\u0259t kirin\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 sevm\u0259k.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0El\u0259 pas tutmu\u015f<\/span><\/p>\n

D\u0259mir qoxulu \u00fcst-ba\u015f\u0131na,<\/span><\/p>\n

Aln\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259rin\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 sevm\u0259k..<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0El\u0259 pulqab\u0131na<\/span><\/p>\n

Nifr\u0259t ed\u0259n ka\u011f\u0131zlara;<\/span><\/p>\n

Cibind\u0259 kils\u0259 z\u0259ngi \u00e7alan<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Q\u0259pikl\u0259r\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 sevm\u0259k..<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0El\u0259 x\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131n<\/span><\/p>\n

Alt\u0131nda \u0259zil\u0259n ruhuna,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00dcmidl\u0259rinin vurdu\u011fu<\/span><\/p>\n

T\u0259pikl\u0259r\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 sevm\u0259k..<\/p>\n

<\/span><\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n a\u011fas\u0131na,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0B\u0259yin\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 sevm\u0259k..<\/span><\/p>\n

S\u0259n,ay kas\u0131b,yetim adam,<\/span><\/p>\n

N\u0259yin\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 sevm\u0259k..!?<\/span><\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

<\/span><\/p>\n

“Noyabr tanr\u0131s\u0131”<\/p>\n

<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Soyuqdu,soyuq,soyuq…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7im tir-tir \u0259sir;<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ya\u015fatmayacaqd\u0131n,Tanr\u0131,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Bu q\u0131\u015f\u0131 ya\u015fatmayacaqd\u0131n.!<\/span><\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7di,<\/span><\/p>\n

S\u0259ninl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fmaqdan ke\u00e7di,<\/span><\/p>\n

U\u015faq \u00fcr\u0259yimin Sevgisin\u0259,<\/span><\/p>\n

Atmayacaqd\u0131n Tanr\u0131,<\/span><\/p>\n

Da\u015f atmayacaqd\u0131n..!
\n<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Unut m\u0259n adl\u0131 b\u0259nd\u0259ni,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u018flini \u00e7\u0259k yaxamdan,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259ms\u0259 yerim,<\/span><\/p>\n

Olsun;<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00f6nd\u0259r,<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00f6nd\u0259r g\u0259lsin arxamdan…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Unut Tanr\u0131,unut,<\/span><\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil he\u00e7 yaratmad\u0131n,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00dcsyansa bu,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00dcsyansa,<\/span><\/p>\n

Olsun..!<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00dcsyan edir\u0259m;<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00d6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcn,ya\u015fatmad\u0131n..!<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Ya\u011fd\u0131r ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131,<\/span><\/p>\n

Ya\u011fd\u0131r qar\u0131n\u0131,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Bumbuz k\u00fcl\u0259yini \u0259sdir i\u00e7im\u0259…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259 qapan\u0131b ayaqlar\u0131na<\/span><\/p>\n

M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t umacam-<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0“Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla,<\/span><\/p>\n

Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla,<\/span><\/p>\n

Qan\u0131m\u0131 b\u0259sdir,i\u00e7m\u0259..!”<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Unut m\u0259ni Tanr\u0131,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Unut,<\/span><\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil b\u0259d\u0259nim\u0259,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00d6z ruhundan \u00fcf\u00fcrm\u0259din,<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcnah i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259dim;<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 unut Tanr\u0131,<\/span><\/p>\n

Unut ki,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n,<\/span><\/p>\n

Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na t\u00fcp\u00fcrm\u0259din…<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

“Qiyam\u0259t”<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

Aln\u0131na dayad\u0131\u011f\u0131n<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Silah\u0131n t\u0259tiyini<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259k\u0259rs\u0259n,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0“Sur” \u00e7al\u0131nar;<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0H\u0259r k\u0259si \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0D\u00fcnyan\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tma\u011fa,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Bir intihar b\u0259s ed\u0259r…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0“Oktyabr…”<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

Oktyabr v\u0259 S\u0259n…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0He\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim;<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00dcr\u0259yimin qap\u0131s\u0131n<\/span><\/p>\n

D\u00f6y\u0259c\u0259k barmaqlar\u0131,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0S\u0131x\u0131b ovuclar\u0131na,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0G\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Oktyabr v\u0259 m\u0259n..<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Gedir\u0259m;<\/span><\/p>\n

Uzaqlara…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0D\u00fcnyan\u0131 sevgi deyil,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0U\u015faqlar qurtaracaq..<\/span><\/p>\n

Gedir\u0259m;<\/span><\/p>\n

S\u0259ni d\u0259,sevgimi d\u0259,<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0Lap el\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131 da,<\/span><\/p>\n

Tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131ram gunahs\u0131z,<\/span><\/p>\n

T\u0259rt\u0259miz u\u015faqlara…<\/span><\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

<\/span><\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 651 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

*** Ruhlar var dostum, \u00a0Ruhlar; \u00a0Yer\u0259,g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u0131\u011fmayan… \u00a0Baxmaq ist\u0259m\u0259zl\u0259r G\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n, \u00dczm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259zl\u0259r Damarlarda; M\u0259hkum olduqlar\u0131 B\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n, \u00a0H\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 boylanarlar Azadl\u0131\u011fa. Yor\u011fun,bitkin halda… \u00a0 \u00a0U\u00e7maq ist\u0259rl\u0259r, El\u0259 hey,u\u00e7maq; \u00a0Yoxlu\u011fun ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131, Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bitdiyi yer\u0259, C\u0259nn\u0259tin tap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131, Tanr\u0131n\u0131n itdiyi yer\u0259.. \u00a0 \u00a0Sevginin g\u0259ldiyi, \u00a0H\u0259r yerin e\u015fq \u00a0Oldu\u011fu yer\u0259, \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fc, Zaman\u0131n Durdu\u011fu yer\u0259… \u00a0Ruhlar var,dostum, \u00a0Ruhlar; \u00a0\u0130ncim\u0259l\u0259ri, \u00a0Bir s\u00f6zd\u0259n,s\u0259sd\u0259n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10000"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10000"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10000\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10003,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10000\/revisions\/10003"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10000"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10000"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10000"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}