{"id":10065,"date":"2015-12-16T17:01:19","date_gmt":"2015-12-16T13:01:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10065"},"modified":"2015-12-16T17:01:19","modified_gmt":"2015-12-16T13:01:19","slug":"t%c9%99ran%c9%99-vahid-intihar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10065","title":{"rendered":"T\u0259ran\u0259 Vahid — \u0130NT\u0130HAR"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Bura \u2013 n\u0259n\u0259sigilin dam\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc asma\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 yolda qaba\u011f\u0131na k\u0259ndin aya\u011f\u0131nda \u00a0ya\u015fayan bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 H\u0259\u015fimin \u00e7illi q\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Bu q\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7oxdan g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc -\u0259sg\u0259rliy\u0259 getm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l. K\u00f6rp\u0259likd\u0259 sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n,\u00a0 bir az da duzsuz\u00a0 u\u015faq idi. Qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fanda suyundan tan\u0131d\u0131 ki, bu, o q\u0131zd\u0131. Q\u0131z onu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 iri, qonur g\u00f6zl\u0259ri\u00a0 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb az qala sif\u0259tinin yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tutdu. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. \u00c7iy\u0259l\u0259k r\u0259ngli dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan q\u0259nd kimi a\u011f, sa\u011flam di\u015fl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. Salams\u0131z-k\u0259lams\u0131z soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– Ax\u015fam toya g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– Yox az, n\u0259 toy! \u2013 boz-boz cavab verdi.<\/p>\n

– Niy\u0259 ki? \u2013 q\u0131z \u0259l \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259nnik deyil.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7iynin\u0259 qoyub yaz\u0131qla\u015fd\u0131. X\u0131na r\u0259ngli buruq sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7iynind\u0259n arxaya it\u0259l\u0259yib q\u0259fild\u0259n dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259nin \u015f\u0259klin bizd\u0259 var eyyy…<\/p>\n

– Do\u011furdan? \u2013 q\u0131z onun kinay\u0259sini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– Allah haqq\u0131. Suru\u015f da s\u0259nn\u0259n oxuyub ax\u0131, \u0259mim q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 deyir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Var var da, n\u0259 olsun ki?<\/p>\n

– Onun albomundan o\u011furlam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

E\u015fitdiyi s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n qula\u011f\u0131na kimi q\u0131zard\u0131. Bayaqk\u0131 kimi \u00f6tk\u0259m dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da al\u0131nmad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Az, m\u0259n artist-zadam…<\/p>\n

– S\u0259nn\u0259n el\u0259 xo\u015fum g\u0259lir ki…<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fcnorta \u00e7a\u011f\u0131, k\u0259ndin ortas\u0131nda e\u015fitdiyi s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tamam itirdi. \u018fvv\u0259l qulaqlar\u0131 q\u0131zard\u0131. Sonra qulaqlar\u0131ndak\u0131 q\u0131zart\u0131 yanaqlar\u0131na kimi uzand\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Xo\u015funa g\u0259lir\u0259m? \u2013 titr\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– O q\u0131z n\u0259 q\u0131zd\u0131 ki, ondan \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcn pis olursan. Gedib c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 getsin, el\u0259 getdiyi o\u011flan da\u00a0 onun tay\u0131d\u0131 da…<\/p>\n

H\u0259y\u0259can\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt-basd\u0131r el\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00f6hb\u0259ti d\u0259yi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

– Hara gedirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– N\u0259n\u0259mgil\u0259.<\/p>\n

– \u018flind\u0259ki n\u0259dir?<\/p>\n

– Bal\u0131qd\u0131, d\u0259d\u0259m t\u0259z\u0259 tutub. \u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n verim s\u0259n\u0259, apar q\u0131zart, ye.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259mimiyy\u0259ti \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 kimi i\u015fl\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– Bi\u015fir\u0259nim yoxdur.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri el\u0259 par\u0131ldad\u0131 ki, i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 sif\u0259tin\u0259 yay\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n…<\/p>\n

Tez d\u0259 s\u0259sini k\u0259sdi. P\u0259rtliyini gizl\u0259tm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n soru\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdim ki, qoltu\u011fundak\u0131 n\u0259di?<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdi. Dey\u0259 bilm\u0259di ki, qoltu\u011fumdak\u0131 k\u0259ndirdir. Bu ax\u015fam ist\u0259diyim q\u0131z\u0131n toyudur. M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc asma\u011fa gedir\u0259m. Birc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

– Ged\u0259si yerim var.<\/p>\n

Bu sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n, \u00e7illi q\u0131z az qala g\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 ona yalvard\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Bal\u0131q yem\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259n utanma, n\u0259n\u0259mgil\u0259 g\u0259l. G\u00fcnortaya haz\u0131r olar.<\/p>\n

Bunu deyib k\u00f6hn\u0259 qalo\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdi.<\/p>\n

Bir xeyli q\u0131z\u0131n dal\u0131nca baxd\u0131. \u0130nana bilmirdi ki, H\u0259\u015fimin x\u0131rda q\u0131z\u0131 bel\u0259 tez b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb. Amma i\u00e7ind\u0259ki intihar hissi onu n\u0259n\u0259sigilin dam\u0131nacan s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb g\u0259tirdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi h\u0259r \u015fey haz\u0131r idi. K\u0259ndir d\u0259, k\u0259til d\u0259, tavandak\u0131 tir d\u0259.<\/p>\n

K\u0259ndiri k\u0259nara atd\u0131, k\u0259til\u0259 karl\u0131 bir t\u0259pik ili\u015fdirdi, yuxar\u0131dak\u0131 tir\u0259 t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs bax\u0131b \u00e7illi q\u0131z\u0131n n\u0259n\u0259sigil\u0259 yolland\u0131…<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 867 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bura \u2013 n\u0259n\u0259sigilin dam\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc asma\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 yolda qaba\u011f\u0131na k\u0259ndin aya\u011f\u0131nda \u00a0ya\u015fayan bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 H\u0259\u015fimin \u00e7illi q\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Bu q\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7oxdan g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc -\u0259sg\u0259rliy\u0259 getm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l. K\u00f6rp\u0259likd\u0259 sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n,\u00a0 bir az da duzsuz\u00a0 u\u015faq idi. Qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fanda suyundan tan\u0131d\u0131 ki, bu, o q\u0131zd\u0131. Q\u0131z onu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 iri, qonur g\u00f6zl\u0259ri\u00a0 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb az qala sif\u0259tinin yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tutdu. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. \u00c7iy\u0259l\u0259k r\u0259ngli […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10065"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10065"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10065\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10067,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10065\/revisions\/10067"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10065"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10065"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10065"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}