{"id":10093,"date":"2015-12-18T23:24:22","date_gmt":"2015-12-18T19:24:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10093"},"modified":"2015-12-18T23:24:22","modified_gmt":"2015-12-18T19:24:22","slug":"gunel-eminzad%c9%99-gozl%c9%99m%c9%99-%c9%99sla","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10093","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel Eminzad\u0259 — G\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259, \u0259sla…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"g\u00fcnel\"<\/a><\/p>\n

\u201cSalam\u201ddan sonra s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 deyim, \u201cG\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259\u201d, \u0259n son s\u00f6z\u00fcm olsun \u201c\u018flvida!\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n

S\u0259ninl\u0259 xatir\u0259m azd\u0131r, bilirs\u0259n, birg\u0259 \u015f\u0259klimiz bel\u0259 olmad\u0131 ki, bax\u0131m silim onlar\u0131 noutbukumun, plan\u015fetimin, telefonumun yadda\u015f\u0131ndan ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman\u2026 H\u0259diyy\u0259n d\u0259 yoxdur ki, at\u0131m onu zibil qab\u0131na hirsl\u0259ndiyim zaman\u2026\u00a0<\/em><\/h4>\n

T\u0259k bir xahi\u015fim var: G\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259!<\/em><\/strong><\/h4>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259r davam\u0131zdan, anla\u015f\u0131lmazl\u0131qdan, m\u0259n\u0259 olan haqs\u0131z davran\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan sonra z\u0259ng ed\u0259c\u0259yimi g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259, \u0259sla!<\/em><\/h4>\n

He\u00e7 n\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015f kimi h\u0259r \u015feyi unudub birinci ismar\u0131c yazaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n!<\/em><\/h4>\n

S\u0259n z\u0259ng etdiyind\u0259, d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 n\u00f6mr\u0259mi y\u0131\u011fanda, z\u0259ngin\u0259 cavab ver\u0259c\u0259yimi g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259\u2026 \u00a0<\/em><\/h4>\n

Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n ard\u0131c\u0131l v\u0259 \u00e7oxsayl\u0131 ismar\u0131clar\u0131na da cavab yazaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259\u2026<\/em><\/h4>\n

Susqunlu\u011fumu v\u0259 incikliyimi anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n zaman qap\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fcy\u00fcn zaman qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda s\u0259n oldu\u011funu bilib, qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131m\u0131, s\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131b, qucaqlayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259\u2026<\/em><\/h4>\n

\u0130ctimai n\u0259qliyyat vadsit\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259, ictimai yerl\u0259rd\u0259, birlikd\u0259 vaxt ke\u00e7irdiyimiz m\u0259kanlarda g\u00f6zl\u0259rin axtarmas\u0131n m\u0259ni, oralar\u0131 sevmir\u0259m daha, \u00e7\u0131xmayaca\u011fam s\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259\u2026<\/em><\/h4>\n

S\u0259ninl\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtsa yenid\u0259n birlikd\u0259 nahar, \u015fam ed\u0259c\u0259yimizi, \u00e7ay, kofe i\u00e7\u0259c\u0259yimizi g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n\u2026<\/em><\/h4>\n

M\u0259ni yenid\u0259n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nla s\u00fcz\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yini, m\u0259n\u0259 f\u0259rqli, maraq dolu, qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirici bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nla baxaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259\u2026<\/em><\/h4>\n

\u018fks\u0259r ki\u015fil\u0259r eynidir, \u0259min oldum buna bir daha\u2026<\/em><\/h4>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259ndim, inand\u0131m, f\u0259rqli oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, yax\u0131n bildim, insan kimi ba\u011fland\u0131m, sevdim\u2026 S\u0259n is\u0259 layiqs\u0259nmi buna?<\/em><\/h4>\n

S\u0259n\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yeni h\u0259yat \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015fans verdim, \u0259b\u0259s yer\u0259\u2026<\/em><\/h4>\n

\u00dcmidl\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 bo\u015fa, inam yan\u0131b k\u00fcl oldu, buxarland\u0131, \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n siqar\u0259t kimi, sevgini insanlar \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc, i\u00e7l\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdil\u0259r, i\u00e7dil\u0259r q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u015f\u0259rab kimi sevgini, qanlar\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131rd\u0131lar, meyxo\u015f, m\u0259st oldular, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckl\u0259ri v\u0259 q\u0259bul etdikl\u0259ri, oyaq vaxt\u0131 c\u0259sar\u0259t etm\u0259dikl\u0259rini s\u00f6yl\u0259dil\u0259r\u2026<\/em><\/h4>\n

S\u0259n d\u0259 o s\u0259rxo\u015f insanlar kimi bir kobud h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin, s\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcn m\u0259ni, incitdin m\u0259ni, q\u0131rd\u0131n q\u0259lbimi\u2026<\/em><\/h4>\n

S\u0259ni g\u00fcnahkar, s\u0259b\u0259bkar bilmir\u0259m\u2026 \u018fsla! \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259m s\u0259b\u0259bkar\u0131 da, g\u00fcnahkar\u0131 da\u2026<\/em><\/h4>\n

Oxudun m\u0259ni kitab kimi, bitdi kitab\u0131n, bitdi mara\u011f\u0131n\u2026 B\u0259lk\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n ba\u015fqalar\u0131na oxumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u2026<\/em><\/h4>\n

M\u0259ni d\u0259, sevgimi d\u0259 sald\u0131n d\u0259y\u0259rd\u0259n\u2026<\/em><\/h4>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 nifr\u0259t etdim, sevgid\u0259n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259 bir add\u0131ml\u0131q yol var, bir vaxt \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc sev\u0259rdim, sevilm\u0259k v\u0259 sevm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259rdim\u2026 \u0130ndi is\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 nifr\u0259t edir\u0259m, ist\u0259yir\u0259m m\u0259n\u0259 nifr\u0259t etsinl\u0259r v\u0259 nifr\u0259t edim \u0259ks\u0259r ki\u015fil\u0259r\u0259 v\u0259 sevgiy\u0259, \u00a0yalanlara, s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259, inama, \u00fcmid\u0259, insanl\u0131\u011fa\u2026. S\u0259ni sevm\u0259yim\u0259 nifr\u0259t etdim\u2026<\/em><\/h4>\n

\u0130ncim\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 m\u0259ni\u2026 Sevgi s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015famaz, \u0259m\u0259ld\u0259 ya\u015far, unutma bunu\u2026<\/em><\/h4>\n

Xo\u015fb\u0259xt ol, m\u0259nsiz, m\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqlarda\u2026 \u018fks\u0259r ki\u015fil\u0259r\u0259 ancaq ehtiras\u0131n\u0131 oyatmaq, yan\u0131b yand\u0131rmaq, odunu s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259k, seks, vaxt ke\u00e7irtm\u0259, \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r\u2026<\/em><\/h4>\n

Sevgi n\u0259yiniz\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r ax\u0131?! Qad\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259vi d\u00fcnyas\u0131, xarakteri, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6n\u0259mli deyil, \u0259sas ehtirasd\u0131r, zahiri g\u00f6z\u0259llikdir!<\/em><\/h4>\n

Bacarsan, s\u0259n m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, s\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flam\u0131\u015fam, amma unuda bilmir\u0259m etdiyini, \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f sevgimi dirild\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 bunu\u2026<\/strong><\/em><\/h3>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 831 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u201cSalam\u201ddan sonra s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 deyim, \u201cG\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259\u201d, \u0259n son s\u00f6z\u00fcm olsun \u201c\u018flvida!\u201d S\u0259ninl\u0259 xatir\u0259m azd\u0131r, bilirs\u0259n, birg\u0259 \u015f\u0259klimiz bel\u0259 olmad\u0131 ki, bax\u0131m silim onlar\u0131 noutbukumun, plan\u015fetimin, telefonumun yadda\u015f\u0131ndan ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman\u2026 H\u0259diyy\u0259n d\u0259 yoxdur ki, at\u0131m onu zibil qab\u0131na hirsl\u0259ndiyim zaman\u2026\u00a0 T\u0259k bir xahi\u015fim var: G\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259! S\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259r davam\u0131zdan, anla\u015f\u0131lmazl\u0131qdan, m\u0259n\u0259 olan haqs\u0131z davran\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan sonra z\u0259ng […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[6],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10093"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10093"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10093\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10094,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10093\/revisions\/10094"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10093"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10093"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10093"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}