{"id":10095,"date":"2015-12-19T13:09:32","date_gmt":"2015-12-19T09:09:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10095"},"modified":"2015-12-19T13:42:29","modified_gmt":"2015-12-19T09:42:29","slug":"r%c9%99sid-b%c9%99rgusadli-t%c9%99hqir-edilmis-vicdan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10095","title":{"rendered":"R\u0259\u015fid B\u018fRG\u00dc\u015eADLI — T\u0259hqir edilmi\u015f vicdan"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"12027802_536807073156755_6945701829105550315_n\"<\/a>\u00a0 \u00a0(\u0130\u015fd\u0259n sonra f\u0259hl\u0259liy\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259sr olunur)<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130nstitutlardan birind\u0259 bioloji t\u0259dqiqatlar lobaratoriyas\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcdiriydim. Elml\u0259r namiz\u0259diy\u0259m. Bir g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u0259l televiziyalar\u0131n birind\u0259n z\u0259ng vurdular ki, \u2013 \u201cgenid\u0259yi\u015fdirilmi\u015f meyv\u0259-t\u0259r\u0259v\u0259z, korservl\u0259\u015fdirilmi\u015f \u0259rza\u011fa vurulan konservantar\u0131n insan orqanizmin\u0259 z\u0259r\u0259rin\u0259 dair verili\u015f \u00e7\u0259kilir, xahi\u015f edirik canl\u0131 proqramda i\u015ftirak etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131\u00e7\u0131xan bir n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259siniz\u201d.
\nAy sizin qadan\u0131z\u0131 al\u0131m, burda n\u0259 pis \u015fey vard\u0131 ki… Ancaq m\u0259n n\u0259 bilim ki, ax\u0131r\u0131 zibil\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259k. Laboratoriyam\u0131z\u0131n \u201ca\u011f\u0131l d\u0259ryas\u0131\u201d, i\u00e7imizin \u0259n savadl\u0131s\u0131 olan Feyzulla \u0130bi\u015fovu g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259yi \u015f\u0259kk-\u015f\u00fcbh\u0259siz q\u0259rara ald\u0131m. Adam\u0131n vicdan\u0131 olar, m\u0259n d\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q, b\u00fct\u00fcn laboratoriya t\u0259r\u0259zinin bir g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, Feyzi m\u00fc\u0259llims\u0259 dig\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qoyulsa, yen\u0259 d\u0259 onun \u00e7\u0259kisi savadda a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259l\u0259r. Allah bax\u0131r, ham\u0131m\u0131zdan savadl\u0131d\u0131r ki\u015fi, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 biologiya elml\u0259r namiz\u0259di, dosentdir. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131b x\u0259b\u0259ri dedim. \u201cNec\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t bilirsiniz..!\u201d \u2013 deyib par-paltar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib \u00e7\u0259kili\u015f\u0259 getdi.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rl\u0259 birlikd\u0259 iki saatdan sonra televiziya il\u0259 canl\u0131 yay\u0131mda ged\u0259n h\u0259min verili\u015f\u0259 baxmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259nim ka-binetim\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Feyzulla m\u00fc\u0259llimi televiziyada g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n bir q\u00fcrur hissi c\u0259r\u0259yan kimi ke\u00e7di, \u2013 o, bizim layiqli t\u0259msil\u00e7imiz idi. Birinci d\u0259f\u0259ydi ki, fa\u011f\u0131r v\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yiyuxa kolleqam\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki alim nurundan g\u00f6z\u00fcm qama\u015fd\u0131 \u2013 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n televizor adam\u0131 ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr g\u00f6st\u0259rirmi\u015f.
\nM\u00f6vzu \u00e7ox maraql\u0131 m\u00f6vzuydu. Durub b\u00fct\u00fcn verili\u015fi da-n\u0131\u015fas\u0131 deyil\u0259m. S\u00f6hb\u0259ti birba\u015fa m\u0259tl\u0259bin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tirir\u0259m. S\u00f6z verildi Feyzulla m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259… O \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc apar\u0131c\u0131ya tutub \u00e7ox inamla v\u0259 \u0259minlikl\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n bildiyi, q\u0259zetl\u0259rin, televiziyalar\u0131n g\u00fcnd\u0259 toxundu\u011fu eyni \u015feyl\u0259ri t\u0259krar etdi:
\n\u2013 El\u00e7in m\u00fc\u0259llim, bu \u201creklam\u201d, \u201ckeyfiyy\u0259t\u201d, \u201chalal\u201d terminl\u0259ri bazara gir\u0259nd\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyin zay\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, meyarlar t\u0259rsi-m\u0259zh\u0259b olub. Reklam olunan \u015feyi almaqdan insanlar \u00e7\u0259kinir, \u201cdem\u0259k n\u0259ys\u0259 zay m\u0259hsuldur ki, bu q\u0259d\u0259r x\u0259rc \u00e7\u0259kib camaata s\u0131r\u0131\u015ft edirl\u0259r.\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrl\u0259r. Reklama aldan\u0131b al\u0131rsan, m\u0259lum olur ki, keyfiyy\u0259tsiz bir \u015feymi\u015f, bir daha aldad\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131na it kimi pe\u015fiman olursan. Haram \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 \u201chalal\u201d etiketini el\u0259 vururlar ki, adam\u0131n vicdan\u0131 s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131r. M\u0259n ali-m\u0259m, n\u0259 reklamdan, n\u0259 keyfiyy\u0259t alverind\u0259n, n\u0259 d\u0259 halal ticar\u0259td\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131m \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Amma bilir\u0259m ki, kolbasaya donuz ya\u011f\u0131 vurulmasa bu art\u0131q kolbasa deyil. Lap, damla-damla deyil, q\u0259tr\u0259-q\u0259tr\u0259 toplasan da, \u0259g\u0259r \u015fir\u0259 konservl\u0259\u015fdirilib paket-l\u0259nirs\u0259, i\u00e7in\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q kimy\u0259vi reagentl\u0259r v\u0259 emulqatorlar vurulur. G\u0259lin bu camaat\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na c\u0259v\u0259r\u0259n h\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259k. Qoy he\u00e7 olmazsa sa\u011flaml\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131na \u00f6zl\u0259ri qals\u0131nlar. H\u0259l\u0259 ki, kampotun keyfiyy\u0259tini \u0259v\u0259z ed\u0259n bir \u015fir\u0259 yoxdur. Qoyun kampotlar\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ib, ceml\u0259rini, m\u00fcr\u0259bb\u0259l\u0259rini bi\u015firm\u0259kd\u0259 davam etsinl\u0259r. Ya da ki, ki\u015fi kimi \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yaz\u0131n ki, \u2013 \u201cey m\u00fcs\u0259lman, m\u0259mulat\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 donuz piyi var\u201d. Qoy \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fcs\u0259lman sayan da bilsin ki, bu kolbasa haramd\u0131r, yey\u0259r, ya da imtina ed\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fc bilsin, bir d\u0259 Allah\u0131… M\u0259n bir \u015fey\u0259 m\u0259tt\u0259l qalm\u0131\u015fam \u2013 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin ki, \u201cdindar\u201d insan \u201cHalal\u201d kolbasas\u0131 yeyir v\u0259 ya alkoqolsuz \u201cHac\u0131\u201d piv\u0259si i\u00e7ir. Bir burdak\u0131 iyr\u0259nc m\u0259ntiq\u0259 bax\u0131n \u2013 dem\u0259k vaxtil\u0259 yediyi haram\u0131n dad\u0131n\u0131 unuda bilm\u0259diyind\u0259n dama\u011f\u0131n\u0131n dad\u0131n\u0131 qurcalay\u0131r bu adam. Bel\u0259 d\u0259 m\u00f6min olar? Bel\u0259 m\u0259hsula ruhanil\u0259r idar\u0259si d\u0259 r\u00fcxs\u0259t verirs\u0259, g\u00f6r n\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck f\u0259lak\u0259td\u0259dir m\u00fcs\u0259lman\u0131n ba\u015fab\u0259la n\u0259fsi? Bu \u201chalall\u0131qda\u201d, \u201chac\u0131l\u0131qda\u201d iblis barma\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131qca g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. Bazar\u0131n alver qaydalar\u0131na kim g\u0259tirib bu \u015feytan d\u00fcsturunu? Camaat\u0131 aldatmaq g\u00fcnahd\u0131r, bu mill\u0259ti \u00f6zba\u015f\u0131na bu\u00acraxsan, n\u0259yin haram, n\u0259yin halal oldu\u011funu \u00f6z\u00fc yax\u015f\u0131 ay\u0131rd ed\u0259c\u0259kdir.
\nM\u0259n Zakatala rayonundanam. O g\u00fcn rayona ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin gir\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259 bir reklam l\u00f6vh\u0259sin\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm sata\u015fd\u0131. Dem\u0259li, \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 iki alma var \u2013 birinin b\u00f6yr\u00fcn\u00fc qurd yeyib azca qarald\u0131b, dig\u0259ri is\u0259 genid\u0259yi\u015fdirilmi\u015f \u201csappasa\u011flam\u201d q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131yanaq almad\u0131r. \u015e\u0259kilin alt\u0131ndan iri h\u0259rfl\u0259rl\u0259 bel\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b: \u2013 \u201cYax\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn se\u00e7!\u201d. Bu bir bank reklam\u0131d\u0131r. Dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir ki, \u2013 \u201cba\u015fqa banklar \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck i\u015fl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcr, biz is\u0259 sa\u011flam\u0131q, biziml\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259s\u0259niz bax bel\u0259 sa\u011flam alma yey\u0259c\u0259ksiniz\u201d . El\u00e7in m\u00fc\u0259llim, siz\u0259 sual verir\u0259m, siz qurd yemi\u015f alman\u0131 se\u00e7\u0259rdiniz, ya q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131yanaq sa\u011flam alman\u0131?
\nApar\u0131c\u0131:
\n\u2013 Sa\u011flam alman\u0131.
\nFeyzulla m\u00fc\u0259llim:
\n\u2013 Bax burda s\u0259hv edirsiniz \u2013 bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 s\u0259hv edir. Qurdun yem\u0259diyi sa\u011flam almada ziyanl\u0131 bir kimy\u0259vi qatq\u0131 var ki, qurd ona yax\u0131n durmay\u0131b. Bu i\u015fd\u0259 qurd insandan a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131d\u0131r. Bax genid\u0259yi\u015fdirilmi\u015f meyv\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 \u00f6z g\u00f6z\u0259lliyil\u0259 adam\u0131 yoldan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r. \u0130nsana g\u00f6rk olsun dey\u0259 qurda g\u00f6z v\u0259 a\u011f\u0131z dad\u0131 verib yaradan Allah, \u015feytan v\u0259sv\u0259s\u0259si kimi insanlar\u0131 zahiri g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259 yoldan \u00e7\u0131xaranlardan bir g\u00fcn m\u00fctl\u0259q haqq-hesab soracaqd\u0131r. \u0130blis \u0259slind\u0259 insan\u0131n irad\u0259sini idar\u0259 ed\u0259 bilmir, yaln\u0131z bir \u015feyi g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259kl\u0259 insan\u0131 d\u00fcz yoldan sapd\u0131r\u0131r. Gerisini \u00f6z m\u00fckalim\u0259niz\u0259 burax\u0131ram El\u00e7in m\u00fc\u0259llim.
\nQuba almas\u0131n\u0131n dad\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131b, Q\u0131z\u0131l\u0259hm\u0259di almas\u0131n\u0131n r\u0259ngi g\u00fcnd\u0259n-g\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fs\u0259 d\u0259, art\u0131q oduncaq dad\u0131 verir. Selek-siya qanunlar\u0131 ba\u015fqa \u015feydir, gen transplantasiyas\u0131 is\u0259 tamam ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey. Bax\u0131n, h\u0259kim analara, \u00f6z u\u015faqlar\u0131na vitamin kimi t\u0259bii meyv\u0259 \u015fir\u0259l\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259kib verm\u0259yi t\u00f6vsiyy\u0259 edir. Zavall\u0131 ana da bazarda \u0259n yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 v\u0259 bahal\u0131 meyv\u0259l\u0259ri al\u0131b \u015fir\u0259sini can\u0131ndan da \u0259ziz \u00f6vlad\u0131na verir. Gec\u0259nin bir yar\u0131s\u0131, k\u00f6rp\u0259, yuxudan qarn\u0131n\u0131 do\u011frayan sanc\u0131yla yerind\u0259n d\u0259li kimi dik at\u0131l\u0131r v\u0259 qusub rahatlanmad\u0131qca yuxuya getmir. H\u0259kiml\u0259r bildiyimiz diaqnozu qoyur, \u2013 \u201cZ\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259nib!\u201d, ya da \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 halda \u201cqarn\u0131 pozulub\u201d. Kimy\u0259vi d\u0259rmanlarla, gen d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259kl\u0259 al\u0131nan meyv\u0259l\u0259r insana \u00e7ox ziyanl\u0131d\u0131r \u2013 insan\u0131n n\u0259slini k\u0259sm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir silahd\u0131r. M\u0259n d\u0259 meyv\u0259l\u0259rin \u201ch\u0259kim\u201diy\u0259m, m\u0259n d\u0259 alma a\u011fac\u0131na n\u0259 yedirm\u0259k laz\u0131m oldu-\u011funu t\u0259yin edir\u0259m. Bilir\u0259m, kimins\u0259 bostan\u0131na da\u015f at\u0131ram, ancaq paketl\u0259nmi\u015f \u015fir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259ns\u0259, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z areal\u0131n t\u0259bii \u015f\u0259-raitind\u0259 bit\u0259n meyv\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n istifad\u0259 edin.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n

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\n…N\u0259ys\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131za d\u00f6n\u00fcm. Bura q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259sdi, gerisi alim ara\u015fd\u0131rmalar\u0131 v\u0259 t\u00f6vsiyy\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey deyildi. B\u00fct\u00fcn kollektiv, Feyzi m\u00fc\u0259llimi alq\u0131\u015flay\u0131r, sevincimizd\u0259n at\u0131l\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fck . \u201c\u018fhs\u0259n \u0130bi\u015fov\u201d ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131q. \u018fslind\u0259 ki\u015fi ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ad\u0131ndan n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131sa, h\u0259r \u015feyi dedi, bir \u015feyi unutmad\u0131. Tibb elml\u0259r namiz\u0259di, dosent R\u0259\u015fid M\u0259mm\u0259dov cindarlar, fal\u00e7\u0131lar, ekstrasensl\u0259rl\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259d\u0259 nec\u0259 ad \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131sa, \u0259min idik ki, \u0130bi\u015fov da bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u201chalal v\u0259 haram telesava\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 hakimi\u201d olacaqd\u0131r. \u0130\u015f\u00e7il\u0259r \u00f6z i\u015f yerl\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 da\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar ki, telefon z\u0259ng \u00e7ald\u0131. Sevincl\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259yi g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. \u201cY\u0259qin alim dostlar\u0131mdan Feyzulla \u0130bi\u015fovu tan\u0131yanlar verili\u015f\u0259 bax\u0131b m\u0259ni t\u0259brik etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir…\u201d
\n\u2013 Alo, buyurun e\u015fidir\u0259m \u2013 demi\u015fdim ki, telefonun o biri ucunda yonulmam\u0131\u015f bir s\u0259s az qala c\u00f6ng\u0259 kimi b\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u00fc \u2013 \u201cS\u0259n kims\u0259n!?…\u201d
\n\u2013 M\u0259n.., meyv\u0259\u00e7ilik institutunun bioloji t\u0259dqiqatlar la-boratoriyas\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcdiri, biologiya elml\u0259r namiz\u0259di, dosent \u018fk-b\u0259r V\u0259liyev…
\n\u2013 \u018fy\u0259, donqili! O qalo\u015fu s\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartm\u0131san televizora?!
\n\u2013 N\u0259 olub ki..?
\n\u2013 \u018f o bamb\u0131l\u0131ya deyn\u0259n ki, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 damla-damla toplay\u0131b eksporta g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259r\u0259m. \u018ftini donuz piyin\u0259 qat\u0131b \u201chalal\u201d kolbasas\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259r\u0259m! Bir d\u0259 murdar qa\u015f\u0131q kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u00fcrtm\u0259yin, e\u015fitdin!
\n\u2013 Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, kimn\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram?
\n\u2013 Adam\u0131n qan\u0131n\u0131 damla-damla i\u00e7m\u0259kd\u0259n z\u00f6vq alan biriyl\u0259! Dey\u0259s\u0259n dedikl\u0259rim s\u0259n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 \u00e7atmad\u0131… Dilinizi soxun dinm\u0259ziniz\u0259, bir d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xartmay\u0131n. Qand\u0131n!? Yenotab\u0259nz\u0259r t\u0131sba\u011fa, genid\u0259yi\u015fdirilmi\u015f porsuq, t\u00fckl\u00fc heyv\u0259r\u0259!
\n\u2013 ….
\n\u2013 D\u00fct.., d\u00fct, d\u00fct….
\nD\u0259st\u0259yi pe\u015fiman-pe\u015fiman yerin\u0259 qoydum. Ayaq\u00fcst\u0259 quruyub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bayaqk\u0131 sevincimd\u0259n z\u0259rr\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimi tutub stula oturdum. Ax\u0131 \u0130bi\u015fov neyl\u0259mi\u015fdi ki? Bir vicdanl\u0131 alim kimi \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n, haql\u0131 v\u0259 s\u0259mimi elmi izahatdan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 bir g\u00fcnah s\u00f6z i\u015fl\u0259tm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Niy\u0259 vicdan v\u0259 haqq s\u00f6z d\u0259 kimins\u0259 monopoliyas\u0131na tabe etdirilm\u0259lidir? Maddiyy\u0259t \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fanlar bar\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ox e\u015fitmi\u015f\u0259m, ancaq bu yolda alimin t\u0259hqir edilm\u0259sini he\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131ma da g\u0259tirm\u0259zdim. Allah s\u0259n\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin Sultan S\u0259lim. Deyirl\u0259r S\u0259limin d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 h\u00fccum olard\u0131sa, sultan \u0259mr ed\u0259rmi\u015f ki, \u2013 \u201c\u0130lk n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259nin aliml\u0259rini t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259siz yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131n\u201d. Sonra \u00f6z ail\u0259sini xilas ed\u0259r v\u0259 qo\u015funun qaba\u011f\u0131nda ya\u011f\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ged\u0259rmi\u015f. \u201cV\u0259t\u0259ni m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti itirm\u0259k d\u0259 olar, ancaq alimin eti-bar\u0131n\u0131 bir saniy\u0259 d\u0259 olsa itirm\u0259k a\u011f\u0131r g\u00fcnahd\u0131r\u201d. Dern\u0259yin da-\u011f\u0131ls\u0131n nadan insan! S\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcm yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z olayd\u0131n! Yeri, Allah qat\u0131nda \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259rl\u0259 bir tutulan aliml\u0259rin da\u015f-qalaq olunan, d\u0259rb\u0259d\u0259r sal\u0131nan vaxt\u0131d\u0131r! G\u00fcnahlarda y\u0131xanan yurdum, s\u0259n allah acg\u00f6z, hiyl\u0259g\u0259rl\u0259r, yaltaqlar, nadanlar, iki\u00fczl\u00fcl\u0259r v\u0259t\u0259nin\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259! Halall\u0131q, haqq s\u00f6z dey\u0259n alim d\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259hqir olunacaqsa, art\u0131q buran\u0131 t\u0259rk etm\u0259yin vaxt\u0131d\u0131r dem\u0259k!
\nQeyri ixtiyari \u0259lim\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m ald\u0131m, a\u011f v\u0259r\u0259q g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb yaz-d\u0131m:<\/span><\/span>…institutun direktoruna
\n\u018friz\u0259
\nXahi\u015f edir\u0259m m\u0259ni s\u0259hh\u0259timl\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar olaraq i\u015fd\u0259n azad ed\u0259siniz.
\n\u0130mza b.e.n V\u0259liyev \u018fkb\u0259r V\u0259li o\u011flu
\n\u018friz\u0259ni d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb direktorun yan\u0131na qalxd\u0131m v\u0259 \u0259riz\u0259ni stolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub tam ciddi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259n azad olunma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 israrla xahi\u015f etdim. \u00c7ox \u00e7\u0259k-\u00e7evird\u0259n sonra ki\u015fini bezdirdim v\u0259 inand\u0131rd\u0131m ki, m\u00fctl\u0259q i\u015fd\u0259n azad olunmal\u0131yam. Allah k\u00f6m\u0259yi olmu\u015f, sonda raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131. \u0130\u015fd\u0259n azad olundum v\u0259 birba\u015fa ev\u0259 g\u0259ldim.
\n* * *
\n…Qayn\u0131m\u0131n \u201cS\u0259d\u0259r\u0259k\u201d ticar\u0259t m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 iri bir d\u00fckan\u0131 var. Ali t\u0259hsil alma\u011f\u0131na m\u0259n s\u0259b\u0259b olmu\u015fam, onu m\u0259n evl\u0259n-dirib adam el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. \u0130ndi onun yan\u0131nda anbardar i\u015fl\u0259yir\u0259m. \u0130\u015fim \u00e7ox rahatd\u0131r, ancaq vicdan\u0131m h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yaral\u0131d\u0131r. Ka\u015f m\u0259n\u0259 o ac\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259ri dey\u0259n adam\u0131 bir g\u00fcn m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259ydil\u0259r. T\u0259hqir olunmu\u015f vicdan\u0131ma and olsun ki, d\u0259mird\u0259n, qur\u011fu\u015fundan t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f olsa bel\u0259, onu di\u015fl\u0259riml\u0259, caynaqlar\u0131mla par\u00e7a-par\u00e7a ed\u0259r\u0259m.
\nXaricd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n i\u015f t\u0259klifl\u0259rinin bir ne\u00e7\u0259sini art\u0131q g\u00f6t\u00fcr-qoy etmi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n\u0259 anamdan da \u0259ziz, m\u0259ni b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcb boya-ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131ran V\u0259t\u0259nimi \u2013 do\u011fma Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131m\u0131 \u201cuf\u201d dem\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259rk ed\u0259c\u0259yim g\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m. Bazardak\u0131 tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131m tez-tez soru\u015furlar, \u2013 \u201cNiy\u0259 i\u015find\u0259n, rahat dolan\u0131\u015f\u0131-\u011f\u0131ndan imtina etdin?\u201d. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 eyni cavab\u0131 verir\u0259m, \u2013 \u201cM\u0259n, alimi zibil yerin\u0259 qoyulan bir m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259td\u0259 ya\u015famaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m\u201d. M\u0259n, haram\u0131n \u201chalal\u201d etiketi alt\u0131nda al\u0131n\u0131b-sat\u0131l-d\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259td\u0259 ya\u015famaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m… M\u0259n\u0259 elml\u0259 azad m\u0259\u015f\u011ful ola bil\u0259c\u0259yim bir yer laz\u0131md\u0131r. \u201cAmma kim\u0259s\u0259 \u015fikay\u0259t ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdin, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259nin ara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131, s\u0259ni t\u0259hqir ed\u0259nin tap\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdin\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259nd\u0259, cavab verir\u0259m ki, \u201cM\u0259n elm adam\u0131yam, b\u00fct\u00fcn biclikl\u0259rd\u0259n, \u015feytan v\u0259 siyas\u0259td\u0259n uzaq vicdanl\u0131 bir alim..! M\u0259ni t\u0259hqir ed\u0259ni axtarmaq m\u0259nim i\u015fim deyil. Bir alim he\u00e7 bir v\u0259chl\u0259 t\u0259hqir edilm\u0259m\u0259lidir!\u201d
\nM\u0259ni qara yola-qara saata it\u0259l\u0259dil\u0259r V\u0259t\u0259n! \u018flvida, do\u011fma Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131m m\u0259nim, s\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n k\u00fcsd\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r, iyr\u0259n-dirdil\u0259r, q\u0259lbimi q\u0131rd\u0131lar v\u0259t\u0259n! M\u0259n elmimi s\u0259nin xo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qurban verm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r idim, h\u0259r \u015feyimin s\u0259nin olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yirdim v\u0259t\u0259n…
\nKa\u015f, he\u00e7 olmazsa, son m\u0259zar\u0131m olayd\u0131n. Art\u0131q indid\u0259n q\u00fcrb\u0259tin z\u0259kkum dad\u0131n\u0131 duyuram…
\nM\u0259ni isti oca\u011f\u0131mdan, yurdumdan-yuvamdan ed\u0259n, s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcm l\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n!<\/div>\n

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\u00a0 \u00a0(\u0130\u015fd\u0259n sonra f\u0259hl\u0259liy\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259sr olunur) \u0130nstitutlardan birind\u0259 bioloji t\u0259dqiqatlar lobaratoriyas\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcdiriydim. Elml\u0259r namiz\u0259diy\u0259m. Bir g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u0259l televiziyalar\u0131n birind\u0259n z\u0259ng vurdular ki, \u2013 \u201cgenid\u0259yi\u015fdirilmi\u015f meyv\u0259-t\u0259r\u0259v\u0259z, korservl\u0259\u015fdirilmi\u015f \u0259rza\u011fa vurulan konservantar\u0131n insan orqanizmin\u0259 z\u0259r\u0259rin\u0259 dair verili\u015f \u00e7\u0259kilir, xahi\u015f edirik canl\u0131 proqramda i\u015ftirak etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131\u00e7\u0131xan bir n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259siniz\u201d. Ay sizin qadan\u0131z\u0131 al\u0131m, burda n\u0259 pis […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10095"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10095"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10095\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10103,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10095\/revisions\/10103"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10095"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10095"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10095"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}