{"id":10137,"date":"2016-01-10T21:50:42","date_gmt":"2016-01-10T17:50:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10137"},"modified":"2016-01-12T00:24:52","modified_gmt":"2016-01-11T20:24:52","slug":"akif-abbasov-insan-sevgid%c9%99n-d%c9%99-yetim-qalarmis","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10137","title":{"rendered":"Akif Abbasov – \u0130nsan sevgid\u0259n d\u0259 yetim qalarm\u0131\u015f"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"AK\u0130F<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n

(\u201cAldanma s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259\u201d roman\u0131ndan)<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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\u0130nsan t\u0259k ata \u2013 anadan deyil,<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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Dem\u0259, sevgid\u0259n d\u0259 yetim qalarm\u0131\u015f<\/span><\/h3>\n

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T. N\u0259z\u0259rli<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u018fziz\u0259 avtobusda fikirli v\u0259 qan\u0131qara oturmu\u015fdu. Yan\u0131ndak\u0131 yeri bir g\u0259nc tutdu. Qan\u0131 bir az da qarald\u0131. \u00c7ox ist\u0259rdi ki, burada ya\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015fi, yaxud qad\u0131n otursun.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

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O\u011flan z\u00f6vql\u0259 v\u0259 s\u0259liq\u0259li geyinmi\u015fdi. Zahiri g\u00f6rk\u0259mi d\u0259 pis deyildi. N\u00fcfuzedici bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 vard\u0131.\u00a0 Cavan o\u011flan yaln\u0131z \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259 ona \u00f6t\u0259ri n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131 v\u0259 d\u0259rhal da \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yana – p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259\u00a0 sar\u0131 tutdu. Avtobus t\u0259rp\u0259ndi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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O\u011flan \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 sakitc\u0259 oturub yola bax\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra q\u0259zet oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, \u201c525-ci q\u0259zet\u201d idi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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20-ci sah\u0259 deyil\u0259n\u00a0 \u0259razid\u0259 tikinti i\u015fl\u0259ri gedirdi. Q\u0259rib\u0259dir. Bir vaxtlar Bibi-Heyb\u0259t m\u0259scidini s\u00f6k\u00fcb Bak\u0131n\u0131n gir\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259ki yolu geni\u015fl\u0259ndirmi\u015f, burada – yolun ortas\u0131nda inqilab\u00e7\u0131 Xanlar S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259liyev\u0259 b\u00fcst qoymu\u015fdular. Zaman g\u0259ldi, ictimai\u00a0 qurum yenid\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015fdi. \u0130ndi d\u0259 Xanlar\u0131n b\u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb, yolu darald\u0131rlar. Bibi-Heyb\u0259t m\u0259scidinin t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n\u00a0 in\u015fas\u0131na ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Yolun h\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 \u201cN\u0259zir qutusu\u201d qoyulmu\u015fdu. \u015e\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 gir\u0259n, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan ma\u015f\u0131nlar \u00e7ox vaxt burada dayan\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259rni\u015finl\u0259rd\u0259n kimin n\u0259ziri vard\u0131sa,\u00a0 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb a\u011fz\u0131na q\u0131f\u0131l vurulmu\u015f qutulara\u00a0 pul sal\u0131rd\u0131. Kims\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcd\u0259n\u00a0 xahi\u015f edib avto\u00adbusu saxlatd\u0131rd\u0131. Bir-iki n\u0259f\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb n\u0259zirl\u0259rini qutuya sald\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

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G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan n\u0259zirl\u0259rd\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259ri xeyriyy\u0259 i\u015fin\u0259 s\u0259rf olunur? \u00a0Y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan n\u0259zirl\u0259rin u\u00e7otu apar\u0131l\u0131rm\u0131? \u018fziz\u0259 buna \u00e7ox da inanm\u0131rd\u0131. Onun insanlara inam hissi t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259kd\u0259 idi. Adamlar\u0131 ki, bel\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc, n\u0259zird\u0259n \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmam\u0131\u015f olmazd\u0131lar.<\/span><\/p>\n

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O\u011flan \u018fziz\u0259nin fikrini oxuyurmu\u015f kimi \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ona tutub:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Bu qutular b\u0259zil\u0259rinin qazanc m\u0259nb\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7evrilib, – dedi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u018fziz\u0259 dinm\u0259di. G\u0259nc \u0259l \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k fikrind\u0259 deyildi:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Mollalar, seyidl\u0259r yen\u0259 camaat\u0131n can\u0131na dara\u015f\u0131blar. Adamlar da el\u0259 bil yenid\u0259n avaml\u0131q d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131blar. Polis dil\u0259n\u00e7id\u0259n haqq al\u0131r, molla \u00f6l\u00fc yerind\u0259 yas sahibi il\u0259 pul \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7\u0259n\u0259-bo\u011faz olur\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u018fziz\u0259 ona bax\u0131b yenid\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 sar\u0131 \u00e7evirdi. Cavab\u00a0 verm\u0259y\u0259, s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 qo\u015fulma\u011fa h\u0259m h\u0259v\u0259si yox idi, h\u0259m d\u0259 hal\u0131. \u00d6z hay\u0131nda idi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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G\u0259ncin g\u00f6z\u00fc \u018fziz\u0259ni tutmu\u015fdu. \u018fslind\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 can\u00adf\u0259\u015fanl\u0131q edir, onu dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u0259han\u0259 g\u0259zirdi. Arada\u00a0 d\u00f6n\u00fcb bu qaradinm\u0259z, qa\u015fqabaql\u0131 q\u0131za bax\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fziz\u0259 d\u0259 bunu g\u00f6r\u00fcb daxil\u0259n \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015firdi. Bayaq ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 cavan o\u011flan\u0131n yan\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdiyini\u00a0 g\u00f6r\u00fcb t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259nmi\u015fdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u018fziz\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259nbir k\u0259nd\u0259 \u2013 anas\u0131na ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 gedirdi. Bu, s\u0259b\u0259bsiz deyildi. Atas\u0131 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. Onun yoxlu\u011fu il\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fa bilmirdi. Valideynl\u0259rini h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 ad\u0259t etmi\u015fdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Onlar Q\u0259rbi Az\u0259rbaycanda, da\u011f k\u0259ndind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131lar. K\u0259ndd\u0259n dem\u0259k olar, k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 olark\u0259n \u018fziz\u0259y\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, atas\u0131 sa\u011fd\u0131r, buradan anas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi kimi, atas\u0131na da \u0259li \u00e7atm\u0131r. Bir n\u00f6v \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc inand\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, atas\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131r. Yen\u0259 k\u00fcr\u0259yini iri qovaq a\u011fac\u0131na s\u00f6yk\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, \u00e7ubu\u011funu t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259dir.<\/span><\/p>\n

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El\u0259 ki, k\u0259nd\u0259 gedirdi, olurdu yetim, q\u0259lbis\u0131n\u0131q. G\u00f6z\u00fc atas\u0131n\u0131 axtar\u0131rd\u0131 \u2013 tapa bilmirdi, yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi \u2013 g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xmaq bilmirdi. Onda ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, o, bir daha g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, onunla k\u0259lm\u0259 k\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. \u00d6z \u0259c\u0259li il\u0259 \u00f6ls\u0259ydi, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259ni bu q\u0259d\u0259r yan\u00add\u0131r\u0131b-yaxmazd\u0131. Ki\u015fi faci\u0259li\u00a0 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 h\u0259lak olmu\u015fdu. \u00d6ld\u00fcr\u00adm\u00fc\u015f\u00add\u00fcl\u0259r onu.\u00a0 \u018fziz\u0259 onun meyitini g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi, q\u0259biri d\u0259 yox idi atas\u0131n\u0131n. Amma \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Anas\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki\u015finin nec\u0259 can verdiyini. Meyiti tap\u0131lmayan, q\u0259bri olmayan adam\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 nec\u0259 inanayd\u0131 \u018fziz\u0259?! G\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi ki atas\u0131 bir g\u00fcn evin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7acaq, sakit add\u0131mlarla i\u00e7\u0259ri ayaq basacaq v\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259: \u201cBu da m\u0259n!\u201d dey\u0259c\u0259k.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ancaq o g\u0259lmirdi. Anas\u0131n\u0131n dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, ki\u015fi g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u201cO<\/em>\u201d da yox idi. \u018fziz\u0259 \u201cO<\/em>\u201dnun da \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi, q\u0259brinin d\u0259 harada oldu\u011funu bilmirdi. \u201cO<\/em>\u201dnu sa\u011f bilib, yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. \u201cO<\/em>\u201dnun \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 ba\u015fqas\u0131ndan \u2013 Xuramandan e\u015fitmi\u015fdi. Onlar \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. Qeyb\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Qeyb\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n biri atas\u0131 idi \u2013 \u018fziz\u0259ni d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tir\u0259n, ikincisi sevgilisi idi, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k ev-e\u015fiyi, \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn yolda\u015f\u0131 olacaq \u015f\u0259xs idi. Birincisi xo\u015f xatir\u0259l\u0259r, nisgil qoyub getdi. \u0130kincisi is\u0259 ac\u0131 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf, yalan, riya\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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Birinciy\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu borclu olacaqd\u0131 \u018fziz\u0259. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 minn\u0259t\u00addarl\u0131q hissil\u0259 xat\u0131rlayacaqd\u0131. \u00d6lm\u0259y\u0259 qoymayacaqd\u0131. Ya\u015fadacaqd\u0131 onu \u018fziz\u0259. \u0130kincisini is\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259k, ya\u015fama\u011fa qoymayacaqd\u0131. Hafi\u00adz\u0259\u00adsind\u0259, yadda\u015f\u0131nda, q\u0259lbind\u0259, xatir\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kdi onu!<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc avtobusun p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259mi\u015f \u018fziz\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259nin g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131ndan island\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdi. O a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130kincinin yadda\u015f\u0131nda, q\u0259lbind\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb, d\u0259fn edirdi, a\u011f\u0131 deyirdi, \u015fiv\u0259n qopar\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cO<\/em>\u201d, bir daha yada d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Siz harada d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259ksiniz?<\/span><\/p>\n

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Cavan o\u011flan\u0131n s\u0259si idi. H\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6z al\u0259mind\u0259dir. \u018fziz\u0259 birisin\u0259 \u201ch\u0259yat\u201d, birisin\u0259 \u201c\u00f6l\u00fcm\u201d h\u00f6km\u00fc verir, g\u0259nc is\u0259 mac\u0259ra axtar\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259qiqi \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn, h\u0259qiqi dirimin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu bu cavan o\u011flan h\u0259l\u0259 bilmirdi. Ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Odur ki, hiss etmirdi. \u018fziz\u0259 kimi a\u011f\u0131r z\u0259rb\u0259 alanlar bunu yax\u015f\u0131\u00a0 anlay\u0131rlar. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259 bir t\u0259h\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc toplay\u0131b g\u0259nc\u0259 el\u0259 cavab verdi ki, o, q\u0131zdan bird\u0259f\u0259lik \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kdi:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>D\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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Kobudlu\u011funa \u018fziz\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 m\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l qald\u0131. Lakin s\u00f6z a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, n\u0259zak\u0259tsizlik etdiyini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 d\u0259, s\u0259hvini d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259y\u0259 c\u0259hd g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259di.<\/span><\/p>\n

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S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc radionun d\u00fcym\u0259sini basm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Estrada konserti gedir\u00addi. Mirz\u0259 Babayevl\u0259 Brilyant Dada\u015fovan\u0131n konserti idi. Brilyan\u00adt\u0131n s\u0259si\u00a0 bir anda avtobusu ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc:<\/span><\/p>\n

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D\u0259rdimd\u0259n s\u0259n vallah \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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M\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kimi sevm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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Aldanma g\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259, aldanma s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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Aldanma h\u0259r \u00f6t\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259ld\u0259<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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G\u00fcl\u0259r \u00fczl\u0259r\u0259 \u2026<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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Q\u0259h\u0259r \u018fziz\u0259ni bo\u011fdu. O, inanm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 aldanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Qanadlar\u0131 s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f qu\u015fam m\u0259n<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00abYad \u0259liyl\u0259 \u00e7ilikl\u0259n\u0259n \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 m\u0259n<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r m\u0259n, Z\u0259ngilan m\u0259n, \u015eu\u015fa m\u0259n.<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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Qanadlar\u0131 s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f qu\u015fam m\u0259n,<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00c7al ay a\u015f\u0131q, \u00abK\u0259r\u0259mi\u00bb \u00e7al \u00abK\u0259r\u0259mi\u00bb<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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Fatma xala i\u00e7ind\u0259ki q\u0259m-q\u00fcss\u0259 v\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259ri, d\u0259rd v\u0259 \u0259l\u0259mi bo\u00ad\u011fub \u00fcr\u0259yi u\u00e7una-u\u00e7una q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259li\u015fini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131-qa\u00adras\u0131 bir q\u0131z\u0131 vard\u0131, bir o\u011flu. Z\u0259man\u0259 o\u011flunu \u0259lind\u0259n ald\u0131. Birc\u0259 g\u00fc\u00adma\u00adn\u0131 qarda\u015f\u0131na g\u0259lirdi. O da ail\u0259si il\u0259 yar\u0131 ac, yar\u0131 tox dolan\u0131rd\u0131. Bin\u0259\u00advan\u0131n g\u0259ncliyi, ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n insan\u0131 s\u0131na\u011fa \u00e7\u0259kdiyi d\u00f6vr\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Vaxt vard\u0131 Fatma \u0259ri il\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259 ill\u0259rini xat\u0131rlayar, a\u011f\u0131r g\u00fcnl\u0259ri and\u0131qca \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259ri a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131lar\u0131 ya\u015fayar, \u0259ll\u0259rini g\u00f6y\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131b: \u201e\u0130lahi, o g\u00fcnl\u0259ri ki, biz ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f\u0131q, bunu \u00f6vladlar\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259! Onlar\u0131 s\u0131na\u011fa \u00e7\u0259km\u0259! Adils\u0259n, ulusan!\u201c – dey\u0259rdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u00a0D\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u00fcz vaxt\u00adlar\u0131 idi. Camaat \u0259kib bec\u0259rir, kolxozda, tarlada, zavodda, fab\u00adrikd\u0259, idar\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r, \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259\u00a0 g\u00fcn-g\u00fcz\u0259ran d\u00fcz\u0259ldirdil\u0259r. Ail\u0259\u00adl\u0259rd\u0259 varlanma hiss olunurdu. Dar g\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 be\u015f-on manat geriy\u0259 at\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u0130ndi goruna s\u00f6yd\u00fckl\u0259ri, dur\u011funluq d\u00f6vr\u00fc adland\u0131rd\u0131qlar\u0131 Brejnevin vaxt\u0131 idi. Dem\u0259, camaat el\u0259 \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rini ya\u015fay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, \u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n. El\u0259 ki, \u201ealn\u0131 xall\u0131\u201c – Qorba\u00e7ov taxt-taca yiy\u0259\u00adl\u0259ndi, hikk\u0259li arvad\u0131 Raisan\u0131n, daha kiml\u0259rin fitn\u0259-f\u0259sad\u0131na, k\u0259l\u0259k\u00adl\u0259rin\u0259 uydu, ba\u015flad\u0131 al\u0259mi bir-birin\u0259 vurma\u011fa.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Dem\u0259, sonradan g\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259slin d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259kli g\u00fcnl\u0259ri varm\u0131\u015f! Al\u00adlah adildir! O yox, Qorba\u00e7ov \u00e7\u0259kdi mill\u0259ti s\u0131na\u011fa. Atd\u0131 oda, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 k\u0259nardan arvad\u0131 Raisa, bir d\u0259 Raisan\u0131n can-ciy\u0259ri A\u011fambekyanla birlikd\u0259 tama\u015fa ed\u0259-ed\u0259 l\u0259zz\u0259t v\u0259 z\u00f6vq g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Raisa erm\u0259nil\u0259rd\u0259n r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t v\u0259 t\u0259limat ald\u0131, \u0259ri Mixail onlar\u0131n ist\u0259diyini yerin\u0259 yetir\u00adm\u0259\u00adyinc\u0259 onu yata\u011f\u0131na buraxmad\u0131. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r mill\u0259timizin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ayaq a\u00e7d\u0131lar. Torpaq ist\u0259dil\u0259r \u2013 torpaq ald\u0131lar. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri doymad\u0131. \u201eYen\u0259! Yen\u0259!\u201c – dedil\u0259r. Verilm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n d\u0131rna\u011facan silahland\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 yeridil\u0259r. Mill\u0259tin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131, dilini, burun-qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sdil\u0259r. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259risini soydular, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ovub \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131lar, diri-diri yan\u00add\u0131rd\u0131lar. Balaca u\u015faqlar\u0131 iri borulara doldurub h\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n boru\u00adlar\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 qaynaq etdil\u0259r. Bununla xalq\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qorxutma\u011fa, onu diz \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Fatma arvad d\u0259rdd\u0259n yan\u0131b yax\u0131l\u0131r, t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fc t\u0259p\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, ah\u0131 \u0259r\u015f\u0259 dir\u0259nirdi. Ne\u00e7\u0259 vaxt idi ki, o, qarda\u015f\u0131 Cavad\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Cavad onun\u00e7un burada bir koma qaraltm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Be\u015f-on toyuq-c\u00fcc\u0259 al\u0131b h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fs\u0131n.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Q\u0259rbi Az\u0259rbaycandan qovulanda Fatma \u0259rini itirmi\u015fdi. O g\u00fcnl\u0259ri \u00fcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u00abYurd yerimdi ya\u011f\u0131larla talanan,<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00c7\u0259m\u0259nimd\u0259 ocaqlar\u0131 qalanan,<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259min, al lal\u0259min ba\u011fr\u0131 qan.<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00c7al, ay a\u015f\u0131q, \u00abK\u0259r\u0259mi\u00bb \u00e7al, \u00abK\u0259r\u0259mi\u00bb<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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Mal-qaran\u0131 yerb\u0259yer el\u0259yib \u015fam yem\u0259yin\u0259 oturmu\u015fdular. Bird\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 it h\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 q\u0259fil d\u0259 s\u0259sini k\u0259sdi. Evin qap\u0131s\u0131 dart\u0131ld\u0131, sonra yumruqla, z\u0259rbl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. Qap\u0131\u00a0 i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n q\u0131f\u0131ll\u0131 idi. Nizam ki\u015fi c\u0259ld aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131: \u201e\u0130t niy\u0259 s\u0259sini k\u0259sdi? X\u0259rifl\u0259yib n\u0259dir? G\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259ri lap evin i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb\u201c. Qap\u0131 ara verm\u0259d\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u201eTan\u0131\u015f adama ox\u015fay\u0131r. Yoxsa it h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 buraxmazd\u0131. Ey dili-qafil, b\u0259lk\u0259 u\u015faqlardan bir x\u0259b\u0259r g\u0259tiribl\u0259r\u201c.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Nizam ki\u015fi qap\u0131n\u0131n c\u0259ft\u0259sini a\u00e7d\u0131, iki n\u0259f\u0259r i\u00e7\u0259ri soxuldu. Sam\u00advell\u0259 Sergey idi. Nizam ki\u015fi t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259 qonaqp\u0259rv\u0259r\u00adli\u00adyind\u0259n qalmad\u0131:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Xo\u015f g\u0259lmisiniz, ke\u00e7in, ke\u00e7in. Deyir\u0259m ax\u0131, tan\u0131\u015f adamd\u0131lar ki, it d\u0259yib-dola\u015fmay\u0131b. Ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 niy\u0259 dayanm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?\u00a0 \u018fyl\u0259\u015f\u00ads\u0259niz\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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Onlar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259 be\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lan t\u00fcf\u0259ng oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcb:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Ovdan g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z\u2026 – dedi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Birinci Sergey dill\u0259ndi:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>D\u00fcz tapm\u0131san, Nizam ki\u015fi. Ova \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Ovumuz da burada, bu evd\u0259dir. \u0130tin s\u0259si, bilirs\u0259n, niy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r?! G\u0259b\u0259rtmi\u015fik.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Bunu da Samvel dedi:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Ovumuz, bilirs\u0259n, kimdir? Deyim, bil\u0259s\u0259n. G\u0259lmi\u015fik, g\u0259lini aparaq.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Nizam ki\u015fi onlar\u0131n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bir \u015fey ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di. Sam\u00advell\u0259 Sergeyin yax\u015f\u0131 niyy\u0259tl\u0259 bu evin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bayaqdan duyan g\u0259lin ad\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259nd\u0259 tir-tir \u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u018fri burada yox idi, bac\u0131s\u0131 \u018fziz\u0259ni Bak\u0131ya \u2013 semestr imtahanlar\u0131na\u00a0 aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fziz\u0259 institutda qiyabi t\u0259hsil al\u0131rd\u0131. D\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r evin do\u011fma adam\u0131 bildikl\u0259ri, yax\u0131n qon\u015fu sand\u0131qlar\u0131\u00a0 erm\u0259nil\u0259r qan-qan deyirdil\u0259r. Nizam ki\u015fi t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na onlarla nec\u0259 bacaracaqd\u0131?<\/span><\/p>\n

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Fatma arvad\u0131n da sif\u0259tin\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fc r\u0259ngi \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Key-key bax\u0131r, bir \u015fey\u00a0 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilmirdi. B\u0259zi k\u0259ndl\u0259rd\u0259 erm\u0259nil\u0259rin az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 ail\u0259l\u0259rini qovub \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitmi\u015fdi. Yoxsa, onlar\u0131n k\u0259ndi d\u0259 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259ruz qal\u0131b? B\u0259s bu h\u00f6kum\u0259t, Qarba\u00e7ov hara bax\u0131r?<\/span><\/p>\n

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Nizam ki\u015fi qulaqlar\u0131na inanmayaraq:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni g\u0259lini aparma\u011fa g\u0259lmisiniz? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu. -Hara apar\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z? \u2013 dey\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Samvel boz \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rdi:<\/span><\/h4>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>G\u0259lini hara apararlar, Nizam? Sanatoriyaya\u2026 ha!!!\u00a0 ha!!! Yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da haz\u0131r el\u0259mi\u015fik, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u0259 haz\u0131r\u0131q \u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u0130\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259kil\u0259rin mat-mat baxd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n Sergey \u0259lav\u0259 etdi:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Qorxmay\u0131n, s\u00f6z\u0259 baxan olsa, incitm\u0259rik. Bir az i\u015fl\u0259dib g\u0259tir\u0259rik. Uza\u011f\u0131 sabah burada olar.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Nizam onlar\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 anlamayaraq soru\u015fdu:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Ay balam, onun n\u0259 can\u0131 var ki, i\u015f g\u00f6r\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 gec\u0259nin bu v\u0259d\u0259si. M\u0259n\u00a0 dura-dura, o niy\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259sin?<\/span><\/p>\n

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Sergeyl\u0259 Samvel u\u011funub getdil\u0259r:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Oyunun olsun, Nizam, \u0259\u015fi, o i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n demirik. S\u00f6hb\u0259t yor\u011fan-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259kd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n gedir. S\u0259n onu bacarmazsan. S\u0259n Fatmayla g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn i\u015fd\u0259n \u2026 ha\u2026 ha\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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G\u0259lin utand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u0259lil\u0259 sif\u0259tini tutdu. Fatma da h\u0259yas\u0131ndan q\u0131zard\u0131. Qad\u0131nlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda bel\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q-sa\u00e7\u0131q dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 Nizam\u0131n Sergeyl\u0259 Samvel\u0259 ac\u0131\u011f\u0131 tutdu:<\/span><\/p>\n

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– Ay g\u0259d\u0259, m\u0259rif\u0259tli dan\u0131\u015f\u0131n. Ay\u0131bd\u0131r. Biz \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k k\u0259smi\u015fik, gor qon\u015fusu olmu\u015fuq. D\u0259d\u0259-babadan sizin namus \u2013 bizim, bizim namus sizin olub. Namusu it\u0259 at\u0131blar, it yem\u0259yib \u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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Nizam ki\u015fi Samvell\u0259 Sergeyin kefli olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 art\u0131q-\u0259skik dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcman edib onlar\u0131 birt\u0259h\u0259r sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k ist\u0259yir v\u0259 eyni zamanda \u00e7ox da d\u0259rin\u0259 getmirdi. Orada-burada erm\u0259nil\u0259r v\u0259 az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar aras\u0131nda toqqu\u015fmalar olur, bu da \u00f6l\u00fcm-itiml\u0259 n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259nirdi. Yuxar\u0131larda bizimkil\u0259rin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fid\u0259n yox idi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Sergey \u0259lini qald\u0131r\u0131b s\u0259rt:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>K\u0259s g\u00f6r\u00fcm, mumla\u2026 Namus g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n mill\u0259t bizimkil\u0259ri\u00a0 o g\u00fcn\u0259 qoymaz, onlar\u0131n qan\u0131n\u0131 t\u00f6km\u0259zdi. Biz sizinl\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nik\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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Nizam bu gec\u0259nin qan-qadas\u0131z \u00f6t\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini anlayaraq\u00a0 yaranm\u0131\u015f v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti bir t\u0259h\u0259r sakitlikl\u0259, \u015firin dill\u0259 aradan qald\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Odur ki dedi:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Ay Sergey, ay Samvel, siz yax\u015f\u0131 bilirsiniz ki, Sumqay\u0131t hadis\u0259l\u0259rini kiml\u0259r t\u00f6r\u0259tdi. S\u0259b\u0259bkar qald\u0131, bunu bizim aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131za yazd\u0131lar.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Samvel ona \u00e7\u0131mx\u0131rd\u0131:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Uzun dan\u0131\u015fma, ki\u015fi, sizin b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r boyunlar\u0131na al\u0131blar, kim\u0259 k\u0259f g\u0259lirs\u0259n?..<\/span><\/p>\n

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Nizam ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa v\u0259 inand\u0131rma\u011fa\u00a0 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Ay Sergey, ay Samvel, bu bizim b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259rin k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u015fak\u0259ridir. \u018fvv\u0259l erm\u0259ni dey\u0259ni deyirl\u0259r, \u0130\u015f-i\u015fd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra h\u0259qiq\u0259ti. Bu ki sizin \u00f6z s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fczd\u00fcr: \u201cMusurman\u0131n sonrak\u0131 a\u011fl\u0131 bizd\u0259 olayd\u0131\u201d. Bax,\u00a0 bizimkil\u0259rd\u0259n b\u0259zil\u0259rin\u0259 sonradan a\u011f\u0131l g\u0259lir.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Sergey \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131:<\/span><\/p>\n

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– Bilirs\u0259n, Nizam, s\u0259n ba\u015f aparma. Biz bunu ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fik. G\u0259lini \u00f6z \u0259linl\u0259 geyindir, ver aparaq, sabah\u00a0 sa\u011f-salamat g\u0259tir\u0259rik. Qorxma, lap ist\u0259yirs\u0259n, g\u0259linlik paltar\u0131n\u0131 geyindir.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Nizam k\u00f6m\u0259ksiz v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Namus \u0259ld\u0259n gedirdi. Yalvarma\u011fa, onlar\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r idi, t\u0259ki g\u0259lin\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259y\u0259ydil\u0259r. Sonra g\u0259linin, o\u011flunun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 nec\u0259 baxacaqd\u0131?.<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Ay Ser\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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Sergey onu geri it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k:<\/span><\/p>\n

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– Ay ki\u015fi, xo\u015fluqla verm\u0259s\u0259n, zorla\u00a0 aparaca\u011f\u0131q, dey\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. -\u00d6z\u00fcn bil. Arvad\u0131n\u0131n hay\u0131 gedib, vay\u0131 qal\u0131b. Yoxsa onu da aparard\u0131q. Allah \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259\u00a0 bax\u0131b, qay\u0131\u015fbald\u0131r q\u0131z\u0131n evd\u0259 deyil, onu da \u00e7\u0259kib yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131za\u00a0 salacaqd\u0131q.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Nizam yalvar\u0131r, Fatma il\u0259 g\u0259lin g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Fatma arvad:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>O\u011ful Samvel, o\u011ful Sergey, ail\u0259 sahibisiniz, arvad\u0131n\u0131z var \u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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Samvel:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>S\u0259n narahat olma, Fatma qar\u0131, -dedi. -Bu tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 biz\u0259 arvadlar\u0131m\u0131z veribl\u0259r. Yataq da haz\u0131rlay\u0131blar.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Nizam ki\u015fi yalvar\u0131\u015fdan kar a\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 dedi:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>\u018f, siz n\u0259 binamus mill\u0259tsiniz! D\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r arvadlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 kol dibind\u0259 axtar\u0131rd\u0131n\u0131z\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u0130r\u0259li yeriy\u0259n Sergey yumru\u011funu Nizam\u0131n sif\u0259tin\u0259 endirdi. Ki\u015fi s\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259yib y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. Fatma arvad \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ortaya atd\u0131. Nizam burnun\u00addan\u00a0 axan qan\u0131 sil\u0259-sil\u0259 qalxd\u0131. Samvel \u0259li il\u0259 Fatman\u0131 it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>S\u0259n itil o yana, qanc\u0131q\u2026 Nizam, g\u0259l, s\u0259n biz\u0259 mane olma. Onsuz da xeyri yoxdur. G\u0259lini aparmasaq, buradan ged\u0259n deyilik. Y\u00fc\u00adk\u00fcn b\u00f6yr\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f g\u0259lin g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ara verm\u0259d\u0259n sin\u0259sin\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcr\u00add\u00fc. Bel\u0259 bir s\u0259hn\u0259nin \u015fahidi olmaqdansa, \u00f6l\u00fcm yax\u015f\u0131 idi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u018fli silahl\u0131 erm\u0259nil\u0259rl\u0259 bacara bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini g\u00f6r\u0259n Nizam hiyl\u0259y\u0259 \u0259l atd\u0131:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>He\u00e7 olmasa; \u00e7\u0131x\u0131n, \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yin. Bu \u0259yin-ba\u015fla k\u0259nd i\u00e7in\u0259 nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n?.\u00a0 Qoyun paltar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fsin, sir-sif\u0259tini, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 qayda\u00adya sals\u0131n.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Samvell\u0259 Sergey bax\u0131\u015f\u0131b h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar\u0131n evl\u0259rind\u0259n t\u00fcf\u0259ngl\u0259r y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan Sergeyl\u0259 Samvel arxay\u0131n idil\u0259r. Nizam\u0131n\u00a0 qo\u015fal\u00fcl\u0259 t\u00fcf\u0259ngini d\u0259 aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Sergeygilin h\u0259tta bun\u00addan da x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259ri vard\u0131. Amma bilmirdil\u0259r ki, Nizam\u0131n o\u011flu S\u0259m\u0259d Tiflis bazar\u0131ndan tapan\u00e7a al\u0131b kartof-so\u011fan y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f z\u0259nbild\u0259 ev\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. \u00c7ar\u0259siz qalan Nizam vaxt itirm\u0259d\u0259n yor\u011fan-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259yi yer\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcb sand\u0131qda gizl\u0259tdiyi dolu tapan\u00e7an\u0131 v\u0259 iki\u00a0 daraq patronu g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. S\u0259m\u0259d tapan\u00e7an\u0131 atas\u0131na ver\u0259nd\u0259: \u201cBunlar \u0259claf mill\u0259tdir, he\u00e7 olmasa arvad-u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 qoruyar\u0131q!\u201d – demi\u015fdi. H\u0259min an g\u0259lib yeti\u015fmi\u015fdi. Namus \u0259ld\u0259n gedirdi. Fatma arvad ir\u0259li yeriyib \u0259rinin \u0259lind\u0259n tutdu:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>N\u0259 el\u0259diyindi?! Bunlar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qan\u0131 yoxdur. Onlara bir x\u0259t\u0259r yetirs\u0259n, erm\u0259nil\u0259r \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k, ev-e\u015fiyi yand\u0131racaq, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc d\u0259 q\u0131racaqlar. Bunu ki bilirs\u0259n.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Nizam \u0259ll\u0259rini yanlara a\u00e7d\u0131. \u00c7ar\u0259siz halda x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>B\u0259s fikrin n\u0259dir, arvad? Namusumuzu tapdalas\u0131nlar?! \u00d6z q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z\u00a0 deyil, yad q\u0131z\u0131d\u0131r, ona g\u00f6r\u0259?<\/span><\/p>\n

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Fatma arvad barmaqlar\u0131 il\u0259 sif\u0259tini c\u0131r\u0131b t\u00f6kd\u00fc:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Ay ki\u015fi, \u00fcr\u0259yimi par\u00e7alama! O b\u0259y\u0259m bizimki deyil? Bir ay\u0131n g\u0259linidir.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Bir \u00fcz\u00fc q\u0131z, bir \u00fcz\u00fc g\u0259lin olan G\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 yalvararaq:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Ay d\u0259d\u0259, m\u0259ni bu quduzlar\u0131n \u0259lin\u0259 verm\u0259, Silah varsa \u2013 silah, yoxdursa \u2013 balta, d\u0259hr\u0259, yaba g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcm, bu d\u0131\u011falar\u0131n ax\u0131r\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xaq. \u00d6zl\u0259ri binamusdurlar, el\u0259 bilirl\u0259r\u2026\u00a0\u00a0 Burnundan g\u0259lsin o Sergeyin, tutub basm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259, qarda\u015f\u0131m gedib qurtard\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

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G\u00f6z\u0259l daha a\u011flam\u0131rd\u0131. D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 haz\u0131r v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 idi. Fatma arvad da belini dik\u0259ltdi. S\u0131naq vaxt\u0131 idi, \u0259lini \u0259linin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub baxa bilm\u0259zdi. Ail\u0259nin taleyi h\u0259ll olunurdu.<\/span><\/p>\n

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K\u0259ndd\u0259 h\u0259min hadis\u0259l\u0259rin ba\u015f verdiyi anlarda bac\u0131-qarda\u015f\u00a0 – \u018fziz\u0259 il\u0259 S\u0259m\u0259d D\u0259nizk\u0259nar\u0131 bulvarda kafel\u0259rin birind\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib q\u0259hv\u0259 i\u00e7irdil\u0259r. G\u00fcnd\u00fcz \u018fziz\u0259 imtahanlar\u0131n birini vermi\u015f; \u0259la qiy\u00adm\u0259t alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n u\u011furunu qeyd etm\u0259k, h\u0259m d\u0259 onun yor\u011fun\u00adlu\u011funu aradan\u00a0 qald\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn S\u0259m\u0259d q\u0131z\u0131 g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259\u00a0 \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fziz\u0259 dil bo\u011faza qoymadan el\u0259 hey imtahandan, nec\u0259 cavab verdiyind\u0259n, qrup yolda\u015flar\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

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D\u0259nizin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259, k\u0259narlar\u0131nda qa\u011fay\u0131lar u\u00e7ur, arada suya ba\u015f vurur, dimdikl\u0259ri il\u0259 q\u0259nim\u0259tl\u0259rini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb yen\u0259 havaya qalx\u0131rd\u0131lar. Qa\u011fay\u0131lar d\u0259nizin yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131rlar. Hava s\u0259rin olsa da, bulvarda xeyli adam vard\u0131. Buralar bax\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131q ucbat\u0131ndan \u0259vv\u0259lki g\u00f6rk\u0259mini itir\u00admi\u015fdi. S\u0259m\u0259d institutda oxuyan ill\u0259rd\u0259\u00a0 bulvar daha g\u00f6z\u0259l v\u0259 c\u0259lbedici idi. Amma h\u0259r halda d\u0259niz havas\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 \u00f6zg\u0259 l\u0259zz\u0259ti v\u0259 xeyri var.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Estrada orkestri r\u0259qs havas\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131. G\u0259ncl\u0259r a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r \u201cTanqo\u201d oynay\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u018fziz\u0259 \u015fad v\u0259 m\u0259sud halda,\u00a0 heyranl\u0131qla\u00a0 c\u00fctl\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc onlar\u0131n yerind\u0259 hiss edirdi. O, yetkin, q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng, a\u011f\u0131mt\u0131l q\u0131z idi. Tay-tu\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7oxu \u0259r\u0259 getmi\u015fdi. K\u0259nd yerind\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l v\u0259 t\u0259rbiy\u0259li q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6z a\u00e7ma\u011fa qoymurlar. M\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirm\u0259mi\u015f el\u00e7i-el\u00e7i dal\u0131nca g\u0259lir. El\u0259 o\u011flanlar\u0131 da tez evl\u0259ndirirl\u0259r. \u018fziz\u0259ni ist\u0259y\u0259n \u00e7ox olmu\u015f\u00addu. Amma q\u0131z bu tezlikl\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259k fikrind\u0259 deyildi. M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxu\u00adyark\u0259n ata-anas\u0131 el\u00e7il\u0259r\u0259: \u201cAy can\u0131m, qoyun bir a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n sar\u0131s\u0131 get\u00adsin d\u0259. Q\u0131z h\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faqd\u0131r. 18 ya\u015f\u0131na \u00e7atar, sonra baxar\u0131q\u201d cavab\u0131n\u0131 verirdil\u0259r.<\/span><\/p>\n

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B\u0259zil\u0259ri \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259-bay\u0131rda, bulaq ba\u015f\u0131nda Fatma arvad\u0131 dil\u0259 tutma\u011fa\u00a0 \u00e7al\u0131\u015faraq:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Biz indi q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb aparm\u0131r\u0131q ki, ay Fatma bac\u0131, ni\u015fanlayaq qals\u0131n.\u00a0 N\u0259 vaxt ver\u0259rsiniz, onda da toyunu ed\u0259rik, – deyirdil\u0259r.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Fatma da \u00f6z n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Q\u0131z\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 aram\u0131\u015fam. G\u00f6z\u00fc tutan o\u011flan yoxdur. H\u0259m d\u0259 ni\u015fanlanma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259smir, – dey\u0259 onlar\u0131 ba\u015fdan el\u0259yirdi. -Ay q\u0131zlar, bir d\u0259 ki, armud vaxt\u0131nda d\u0259y\u0259r. Q\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259sdir\u0259rik, birisin\u0259 \u201ch\u0259\u201d dey\u0259r, sonra \u00f6z qism\u0259tin\u0259 rast g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r.<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Fatma, s\u0259n d\u00fcnya g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f adamsan, q\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6z ba\u015f\u0131na qoysan, ya zurna\u00e7\u0131ya ged\u0259r, ya da papaq\u00e7\u0131ya.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Bunu \u00e7oxdan \u018fziz\u0259ni o\u011flu \u015eahin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6zalt\u0131 el\u0259mi\u015f S\u0259n\u0259m dedi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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– El\u0259 dem\u0259, S\u0259n\u0259m, Allaha ac\u0131q ged\u0259r. M\u0259g\u0259r zurna\u00e7\u0131 da, pa\u00adpaq\u00e7\u0131 da, halva\u00e7\u0131 da allah b\u0259nd\u0259si deyil?! H\u0259m d\u0259 atas\u0131 Nizam m\u0259n\u0259\u00a0 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131b ki, q\u0131z\u0131 dil\u0259 tutub, ba\u015fdan el\u0259m\u0259yim. Kim\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fc olsa, ona da ver\u0259rik. Bir q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z var, onu var-d\u00f6vl\u0259t\u0259, \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t\u0259 satmayaq. Var-d\u00f6vl\u0259t, \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t qazan\u0131land\u0131r, xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik is\u0259 insan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcr.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Fatma art\u0131q bir ne\u00e7\u0259 adamla bu m\u00f6vzuda s\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Onlar, t\u0259bii ki, onun cavab\u0131ndan raz\u0131 qalmam\u0131\u015f, dodaq b\u00fczm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. \u00d6z aralar\u0131nda: \u201cBu Fatma \u00e7ox yuxar\u0131dan gedir\u201d, – demi\u015fdil\u0259r. \u201cBizl\u0259ri b\u0259y\u0259nmir. Dey\u0259s\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 nazir \u00a0o\u011fluna verm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u201d.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Bunu da G\u00fclsabah dedi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Yox, ay can\u0131m, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bel\u0259 qand\u0131m ki, ya papaq\u00e7\u0131ya, ya da zurna\u00e7\u0131ya ver\u0259c\u0259k. H\u0259l\u0259\u00a0 halva\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n da ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdi\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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Bunu da S\u0259n\u0259m dedi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>B\u0259han\u0259 g\u0259tirir ki, q\u0131z h\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faqd\u0131r. Q\u0131z\u0131 ki, iyirmi ya\u015f\u0131na kimi \u0259r\u0259 verm\u0259din, solur, \u0259tri gedir. Q\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259r quca\u011f\u0131nda t\u0259rav\u0259tini saxlay\u0131r.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Bunlar\u0131 is\u0259 \u015e\u0259fiq\u0259 dedi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u018fziz\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259 \u00a0ona \u00fcr\u0259yini a\u00e7an o\u011flanlara: \u201cM\u0259kt\u0259bi\u00a0 qurtarandan sonra yen\u0259 oxuyaca\u011fam. Bu tezlikl\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259k fikrim yoxdur\u201d \u00a0cavab\u0131n\u0131 verirdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Bu \u201cr\u0259dd\u201d cavablar\u0131\u00a0 g\u0259ncl\u0259rin inad\u0131n\u0131 daha da art\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fziz\u0259 instituta gir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra el\u00e7il\u0259rin say\u0131 n\u0259inki azald\u0131, h\u0259l\u0259 \u00fcst\u0259lik \u00e7oxald\u0131: \u201cO vaxt deyirdiniz, q\u0131z h\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faqd\u0131r. \u0130ndi n\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz?\u00a0 \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u0259yani oxumur ki, bir \u0259ng\u0259l \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n ortaya\u201d.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Lakin \u018fziz\u0259 susurdu, qism\u0259tini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Ni\u015fanl\u0131n\u0131 r\u0259qs\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etm\u0259k olar?<\/span><\/p>\n

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S\u0259m\u0259d ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b g\u0259nc\u0259 baxd\u0131. O\u011flan s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam etdi:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>M\u0259n \u00fczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m pis m\u0259nada ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259\u00ady\u0259\u00adsiniz.\u00a0 Bayaqdan fikir verir\u0259m. Ham\u0131 r\u0259qs edir. Siz is\u0259 bel\u0259 xo\u015f g\u00fcn\u00add\u0259 m\u0259cbur edirsiniz ki, q\u0131z dar\u0131xs\u0131n.<\/span><\/p>\n

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K\u0259nd \u015f\u0259raitind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n S\u0259m\u0259d sad\u0259 v\u0259 s\u0259mimi g\u0259nc idi. O\u011f\u00adla\u00adn\u0131n t\u0259klifind\u0259n z\u0259rr\u0259c\u0259 incim\u0259di. G\u0259nc s\u0259mimi t\u0259sir ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. Odur ki, eyni s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tl\u0259 dedi:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Cavan o\u011flan, \u0259vv\u0259la, bu m\u0259nim ni\u015fanl\u0131m deyil, bac\u0131md\u0131r. \u0130kin\u00adcisi, g\u0259r\u0259k, s\u0259n d\u0259 incim\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n, q\u0131z k\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. Bizim k\u0259ndd\u0259 tanqo d\u0259b olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan o,\u00a0 r\u0259qs etm\u0259yi bacarm\u0131r.\u00a0 Aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 tap\u00adday\u0131b\u00a0 p\u0259rt\u00a0 olar. Bizim havalardan \u00e7al\u0131nanda yax\u0131nla\u015farsan, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u00adm\u00fcz d\u0259 r\u0259qs ed\u0259rik.<\/span><\/p>\n

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G\u0259nc \u00fczr ist\u0259yib yerin\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131. Cavabdan S\u0259m\u0259d \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 raz\u0131 qald\u0131. Cavan o\u011flana a\u011f\u0131r cavab ver\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Lakin buna d\u0259y\u0259rdimi? \u00d6z\u00fc dediyi kimi, o, pis niyy\u0259tl\u0259 onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259m\u0259d d\u0259 onu p\u0259rt etm\u0259di. \u0130nand\u0131rd\u0131 ki, bac\u0131s\u0131 tanqo oynama\u011f\u0131 bacarm\u0131r. Ba\u00adcar\u00adsayd\u0131, burada n\u0259 q\u0259bah\u0259t vard\u0131?! \u0130caz\u0259 ver\u0259rdi, oynayard\u0131lar. Kafe m\u0259d\u0259ni yerdir. Onlar da buraya dinc\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259, \u015f\u0259nl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259libl\u0259r.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Bir az sonra S\u0259m\u0259d \u00f6z\u00fc bir oyun havas\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fziz\u0259ni d\u0259 qald\u0131rd\u0131. R\u0259qs ed\u0259-ed\u0259 g\u0259lib cavan o\u011flan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayand\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7\u00adl\u00fckd\u0259\u00a0 r\u0259qs etdil\u0259r. O\u011flan da \u00a0\u00a0S\u0259m\u0259din s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tin\u0259 tam inand\u0131.. R\u0259qsd\u0259n sonra\u00a0 S\u0259m\u0259dl\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259 onunla xudahafizl\u0259\u015fib kafed\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Q\u0131\u015f t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 girmi\u015fdi. B\u0259zi a\u011faclar yarpaqlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f, \u00e7\u0131lpaq v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.\u00a0 H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ya\u015f\u0131l a\u011faclar is\u0259 q\u0131\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 q\u0259rq edirdil\u0259r. S\u0259m\u0259d bu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259nin seyrin\u0259 dal\u0131b \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dedi: \u201cBizd\u0259 \u2013 Bak\u0131da ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131q azd\u0131r. Onun say\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131rmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. H\u0259m d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ya\u015f\u0131l a\u011faclar \u0259kilm\u0259lidir\u201d.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u018fziz\u0259 S\u0259m\u0259din qoluna girmi\u015fdi. O, qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n boy-buxunu, a\u011fl\u0131 il\u0259 \u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bir ay olard\u0131 ki, S\u0259m\u0259di evl\u0259ndirmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Bir yerd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131lar. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 G\u00f6z\u0259l qon\u015fu k\u0259ndd\u0259n, n\u0259cab\u0259tli bir ail\u0259d\u0259n idi, \u00fcz\u00fc-yola, mehriban, b\u00f6y\u00fck-ki\u00e7ik yeri bil\u0259n g\u0259lin idi. \u018fziz\u0259 il\u0259 bir sinifd\u0259 oxumu\u015fdular. Qarda\u015f\u0131na da bu q\u0131z\u0131 \u018fziz\u0259 ni\u015fan vermi\u015fdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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S\u0259m\u0259d bird\u0259n ayaq saxlad\u0131. Divardak\u0131\u00a0 afi\u015faya n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131. Han\u00ads\u0131sa teatrda C\u0259f\u0259r Cabbarl\u0131n\u0131n \u201c1905-ci ild\u0259\u201d pyesi oynan\u0131\u00adlacaqd\u0131. \u018fziz\u0259 S\u0259m\u0259din \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 deyindiyini e\u015fitdi:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Erm\u0259nil\u0259r yen\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259 bir hoqqa \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rlar. \u018flli-altm\u0131\u015f ild\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar\u0131 \u00f6z d\u0259d\u0259-baba yurdlar\u0131ndan \u2013 Q\u0259rbi Az\u0259r\u00adbaycandan did\u0259rgin sal\u0131b, \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131blar. Bunlar azm\u0131\u015f kimi yeni bir oyuna ba\u015flay\u0131blar. Biz is\u0259, ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 beyn\u0259lmil\u0259l\u00e7ilik\u00a0 borcumuzu yerin\u0259 yetiririk. \u00d6z-\u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 bu ideya yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Lakin bax\u0131r kim\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259td\u0259. Dostla d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni ay\u0131rd etm\u0259yimizin vaxt\u0131 \u00e7oxdan \u00e7at\u0131b. Dostla \u2013 dost, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259 – d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n kimi davranmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u018fziz\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Do\u011fru buyurursan, qarda\u015f! \u2013 dedi.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Bird\u0259n S\u0259m\u0259din r\u0259ngi avaz\u0131d\u0131, \u0259li il\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yini tutdu:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Bac\u0131, n\u0259s\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc pis hiss edir\u0259m.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u018fziz\u0259 tez:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Qarda\u015f, b\u0259lk\u0259 q\u0259hv\u0259d\u0259ndir, t\u0259rkibind\u0259 kofeyin var. Y\u0259qin \u00e7ox i\u00e7din, t\u0259zyiqini qald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

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S\u0259m\u0259d sir-sif\u0259tini daha da tur\u015fudaraq:<\/span><\/p>\n

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– Yox, \u018fziz\u0259 q\u0259hv\u0259lik deyil, – dedi. \u2013 N\u0259 is\u0259 narahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q hissi ke\u00ad\u00e7ir\u00adm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fam. El\u0259 bil dar\u0131x\u0131ram. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, evd\u0259-e\u015fikd\u0259, k\u0259ndd\u0259-k\u0259s\u0259kd\u0259 n\u0259 var, n\u0259 yox! Xarabada bir telefon yoxdur ki, z\u0259ng \u00e7alaq.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u018fziz\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcb onu sakitl\u0259\u015f\u00addir\u00adm\u0259k ist\u0259di. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r m\u00fclayim v\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131l\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259:<\/span><\/p>\n

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– Narahat olub \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00fczm\u0259. K\u0259ndd\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Atam q\u0131\u015f t\u0259dar\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcb. Ne\u00e7\u0259 kis\u0259 un al\u0131b y\u0131\u011f\u0131b, me\u015f\u0259d\u0259n odun g\u0259tirib. Mal-qaran\u0131n yemi\u00a0 q\u0131\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259r\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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S\u0259m\u0259d sakitl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k bilmirdi:<\/span><\/p>\n

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– \u018fziz\u0259, bu erm\u0259nil\u0259rd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm su i\u00e7mir. Qorxuram k\u0259ndd\u0259 bir h\u0259ngam\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xararlar. Anamla G\u00f6z\u0259l qoca atam\u0131n \u00fcmidind\u0259 qal\u0131b.\u00a0 K\u0259nd\u0259 basq\u0131n ets\u0259l\u0259r, bu i\u015fin ax\u0131r\u0131 nec\u0259 olar?<\/span><\/p>\n

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Art\u0131q \u018fziz\u0259 d\u0259 narahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q ke\u00e7irir, lakin bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r bunu b\u00fcruz\u0259 verm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259m\u0259din \u00fcr\u0259yini tutmas\u0131 onu qorxut\u00admu\u015fdu. Qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131rmaq ist\u0259mirdi. \u015e\u0259r dem\u0259s\u0259n, xeyir g\u0259lm\u0259z. Bird\u0259n qarda\u015f\u0131na bir x\u0259t\u0259r toxunar.<\/span><\/p>\n

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– Yax\u015f\u0131, ay S\u0259m\u0259d, d\u0259v\u0259d\u0259n fil d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259k s\u0259nin k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u015fak\u0259\u00adrindir! \u0130n\u015fallah, salamatl\u0131q olar. \u018fg\u0259r ev sar\u0131dan bel\u0259 narahatsan, sabah get, ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259k. Bu g\u00fcn ax\u015fam qatar\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xa bil\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/span><\/p>\n

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S\u0259m\u0259d qay\u011f\u0131l\u0131:<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>S\u0259nin ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 imtahan\u0131n n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r?<\/span><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>\u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra\u2026 M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 niy\u0259 narahat olursan?.<\/span><\/p>\n

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S\u0259m\u0259d fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259n kimi, \u00a0k\u0259ndd\u0259 sakitlikdir. Qay\u0131tsa, ki\u015finin ona ac\u0131\u011f\u0131 tutar. Dey\u0259r q\u0131z\u0131\u00a0 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r yerind\u0259\u00a0 t\u0259k qoyub g\u0259lmis\u0259n. H\u0259l\u0259 \u00fcst\u0259lik t\u0259n\u0259 vurar ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 g\u0259lind\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc dar\u0131x\u0131b orada qala bilm\u0259mis\u0259n?!<\/span><\/p>\n

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Onlar g\u0259lib kiray\u0259 tutduqlar\u0131 ev\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131lar. \u00c7ox g\u00f6t\u00fcr-qoydan sonra S\u0259m\u0259d q\u0259rara ald\u0131 ki, \u018fziz\u0259nin imtahan\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yib sonra\u00a0 k\u0259nd\u0259 yola d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn. \u00d6zl\u0259rin\u0259\u00a0 t\u0259skinlik verm\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r c\u0259hd g\u00f6st\u0259rs\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, o gec\u0259 S\u0259m\u0259d d\u0259, \u018fziz\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox narahat yatd\u0131lar.<\/span><\/p>\n

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(\u201cAldanma s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259\u201d roman\u0131ndan)   \u0130nsan t\u0259k ata \u2013 anadan deyil,   Dem\u0259, sevgid\u0259n d\u0259 yetim qalarm\u0131\u015f   T. N\u0259z\u0259rli   \u018fziz\u0259 avtobusda fikirli v\u0259 qan\u0131qara oturmu\u015fdu. Yan\u0131ndak\u0131 yeri bir g\u0259nc tutdu. Qan\u0131 bir az da qarald\u0131. \u00c7ox ist\u0259rdi ki, burada ya\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015fi, yaxud qad\u0131n otursun.\u00a0   O\u011flan z\u00f6vql\u0259 v\u0259 s\u0259liq\u0259li geyinmi\u015fdi. Zahiri g\u00f6rk\u0259mi d\u0259 pis […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10137"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10137"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10137\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10150,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10137\/revisions\/10150"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10137"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10137"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10137"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}