{"id":10151,"date":"2016-01-12T17:41:13","date_gmt":"2016-01-12T13:41:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10151"},"modified":"2016-01-12T17:41:13","modified_gmt":"2016-01-12T13:41:13","slug":"usta-veys%c9%99l-aglima-g%c9%99l%c9%99nl%c9%99r-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10151","title":{"rendered":"Usta Veys\u0259l &#8211; A\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"color: #141823;\"><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/20140302_193645.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright wp-image-9931 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/20140302_193645-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"20140302_193645\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" \/><\/a>(trilogiya)<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>3.<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>H\u0259yat\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fc.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">Tarix\u0259 meydan h\u0259r\u0259kat\u0131 kimi d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f bir d\u00f6n\u0259mi ya\u015fayanlar bu d\u00f6vr\u00fcn silinm\u0259z izl\u0259rini, y\u0259qin ki, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yadda\u015flar\u0131nda da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rlar. Bu el\u0259 bir zaman k\u0259siyi idi ki, h\u0259r\u0259kata \u0259n az\u0131ndan bigan\u0259 baxmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. Ya\u015f\u0131m az olsa da, (o vaxtlar orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxuyurdum) g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131nca \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc meydan\u0131n ortas\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Bir d\u0259 ay\u0131ld\u0131m ki, SSR\u0130-nin tarixind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fan d\u0259rsliyimi \u0130nc\u0259\u00e7ay\u0131n sular\u0131na vermi\u015f\u0259m, komsomol biletimi yand\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam v\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nO vaxt m\u0259nim t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcs\u00fcm v\u0259 r\u0259hb\u0259rliyim il\u0259, Azad G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u0130ttifaq\u0131 ad\u0131 alt\u0131nda bir qurum yaratd\u0131q. \u015e\u0259hid \u015fair \u00dclvi B\u00fcnyadzad\u0259nin \u00f6l\u00fcmqaba\u011f\u0131 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259\u015fhur and\u0131, bizim quruma q\u0259bul olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131l\u0131 \u0259riz\u0259ni \u0259v\u0259z edirdi. \u00dcmd\u0259 m\u0259qs\u0259dimiz he\u00e7 bir partiyan\u0131n vassal\u0131 olmadan, h\u0259qiq\u0259t bildikl\u0259rimiz u\u011frunda m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparmaq idi. Biz az idik, amma, v\u0259t\u0259nin m\u0259nafeyi namin\u0259 h\u0259r hans\u0131sa partiyaya qo\u015fularaq, n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259 qadir g\u0259ncl\u0259r idik. O zaman\u0131 ya\u015fayan g\u0259ncl\u0259rin dig\u0259r b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259 ox\u015far qurumlar yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259rdar idim v\u0259 onlarla q\u00fcvv\u0259mizi birl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 c\u0259hd edirdim. Bununla ba\u011fl\u0131 r\u0259hm\u0259tlik \u018fb\u00fclf\u0259z El\u00e7ib\u0259yl\u0259 \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, yard\u0131m etm\u0259sini d\u0259 xahi\u015f etmi\u015fdim. T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, bu v\u0259 dig\u0259r s\u0259yl\u0259rim o zaman he\u00e7 bir n\u0259tic\u0259 verm\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8230; M\u0259n uduzdum. Uduzma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259bi var idi. S\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n biri AXC-nin b\u0259zi n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259rinin bizi \u00f6z\u00fcnk\u00fcl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259si oldu&#8230; Dig\u0259r s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259r d\u0259 var idi, amma, \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck z\u0259rb\u0259ni m\u00fcxalif\u0259t hakimiyy\u0259t ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 ald\u0131m.<br \/>\nO g\u00fcn, sad\u0259c\u0259, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015feyin bitdiyini anlad\u0131m. Meydan q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259tinin kreslo d\u00fc\u015fg\u00fcn\u00fc oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm v\u0259 bundan utanc duydum. Daha \u00f6n\u0259mlisi-\u201c AZADLIQ bu idimi?\u201d sual\u0131n\u0131n cavab\u0131nda duruxdum. Xatirinizd\u0259dirs\u0259, Az\u0259rbaycan Xalq C\u0259bh\u0259si partiyaland\u0131, d\u00f6vl\u0259tl\u0259ndi v\u0259 \u0259n sonunda par\u00e7aland\u0131. Buna siyas\u0259t\u0259 m\u0259nim kimi a\u011fl\u0131 il\u0259 deyil, \u00fcr\u0259yi il\u0259 qo\u015fulanlar\u0131n uzaqla\u015fma\u011f\u0131 az rol oynamad\u0131.<br \/>\nSiyas\u0259t m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcm azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 verm\u0259di. Ver\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi d\u0259. M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn azadl\u0131q utopiya imi\u015f- m\u0259n bunu anlad\u0131m v\u0259 bir daha siyas\u0259t\u0259 qo\u015fulmayaca\u011f\u0131ma s\u00f6z verdim.<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n\u201cBir d\u0259f\u0259 hans\u0131 filosofsa demi\u015fdir ki, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259si insan\u0131n \u0259n t\u0259sirli g\u00fccl\u00fc t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259sidir. M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin paradokslar\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r deyilmi\u015f v\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fsa da, bu t\u0259sirli t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259d\u0259 riyazi c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fcz olmayan, amma m\u0259n\u0259n da\u011f\u0131lmaz m\u00fctl\u0259q qanun, he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayan d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli bir qanunauy\u011funluq, q\u0259rib\u0259likl\u0259rin harmoniyas\u0131 m\u00f6vcuddur. \u018fks t\u0259qdird\u0259 buna t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259, daha do\u011frusu xaosdan \u0259ld\u0259 edilmi\u015f al\u0259m dem\u0259k olmazd\u0131. V\u0259 Petrarkan\u0131n Lauraya- adi avinyonal\u0131n\u0131n on bir u\u015faq do\u011fmu\u015f adi arvad\u0131na olan sevgisini duymaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn arxivl\u0259rd\u0259 e\u015f\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259k yox, insan\u0131n \u0259n t\u0259sirli, g\u00fccl\u00fc hissin\u0259 n\u00fcfuz etm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r.\u201d (Yevgeni Boqat, \u201c Onlar bel\u0259 sevirdil\u0259r\u201d Bak\u0131. G\u0259nclik. 1990 s\u0259h.-12)<br \/>\n***<br \/>\nDidro sevgilisi Sofi Volana t\u0259xmin\u0259n otuz il \u0259rzind\u0259 be\u015f y\u00fcz \u0259lli \u00fc\u00e7 m\u0259ktub yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n\u201cOnlar tan\u0131\u015f olanda Didronun q\u0131rx \u00fc\u00e7,Sofinin is\u0259 q\u0131rx ya\u015f\u0131 var idi. Onun arvad\u0131, q\u0131z\u0131 vard\u0131 v\u0259 bu vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259yat\u0131nda xeyli romantik sevgiy\u0259 d\u00fc\u00e7ar olmu\u015fdur.\u201d(yen\u0259 orada, s\u0259h.-23)<br \/>\n2-ci Yeketirina Avropan\u0131n f\u0259xri olan Didroya \u015f\u0259fq\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, onu Peterburqa d\u0259v\u0259t ets\u0259 d\u0259, Didro bundan sevgisi namin\u0259 imtina edir. Didro Rusiyada ya\u015fayan heyk\u0259lt\u0259ra\u015f Falkonaya demi\u015fdir:\u201d M\u0259nim tan\u0131\u015f qad\u0131n\u0131m var v\u0259 m\u0259n bu qad\u0131na el\u0259 z\u0259rif, el\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fc hissl\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131yam ki,\u0259g\u0259r y\u00fcz \u00f6mr\u00fcm olsayd\u0131 bel\u0259 , ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ona h\u0259sr ed\u0259rdim.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201c1770-ci ild\u0259 Didronun \u0259lli yeddi ya\u015f\u0131 olanda kurortda tan\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu q\u0131rx be\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131n xan\u0131m Demo il\u0259 oturub-dururdu.\u201d(yen\u0259 orada, s\u0259h.-29-39)<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">***<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f h\u0259yat n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259ridir. Bunlar\u0131 kimin ya\u015famas\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259 f\u0259rqi var ki&#8230; Fakt faktl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda qal\u0131r-bu bir ya\u015fant\u0131, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc deyib d\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 iz buraxa bil\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fc.<br \/>\nYeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, m\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 riyaziyyata b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r elm deyir\u0259m. \u018fn az\u0131ndan ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, riyaziyyatda toplananlar\u0131n yerini d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259, c\u0259m d\u0259yi\u015fmir. \u018fd\u0259biyyatda is\u0259 \u201czavod \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi\u201d il\u0259 \u201c\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k zavodu\u201d aras\u0131nda dan\u0131lmaz bir f\u0259rq var. Bu f\u0259rq \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259siz ki, \u201ch\u0259yat\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fc\u201d il\u0259 \u201c s\u00f6z\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131\u201dnda da olmam\u0131\u015f deyil. Amma bunu g\u00f6rm\u0259k adamdan diqq\u0259t t\u0259l\u0259b edir bir az.<br \/>\nS\u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 o d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 \u0259ks etdir\u0259 bilir ki, aradak\u0131 f\u0259rq itir b\u0259z\u0259n. \u018fslind\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn ba\u015fl\u0131ca m\u0259qs\u0259di el\u0259 bu deyilmi? &#8211; Cavab verm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259k.<br \/>\nM.Qorkinin q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131ndan biri deyir: \u201c- El\u0259 bilirs\u0259n yoldan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131\u011f\u0131m arvad bilmir ki, m\u0259n onu aldad\u0131ram? (&#8230;) O \u00f6z\u00fc ist\u0259yir ki, onu aldats\u0131nlar.\u201d( M.Qorki. \u201c\u00d6zg\u0259 qap\u0131lar\u0131nda\u201dBak\u0131. G\u0259nclik. 1981s\u0259h.138) \u018fslind\u0259 \u201c b\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6z haqq\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b edir, ox\u015fanmaq ist\u0259yir, bundan art\u0131q ona he\u00e7 bir \u015fey laz\u0131m deyil&#8230;\u201d ( yen\u0259 orada. s\u0259h. 202)<br \/>\n\u201cQad\u0131n ki\u015fi il\u0259 t\u0259klikd\u0259 qal\u0131rk\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259bii bir arzu do\u011fur ki, ki\u015fi il\u0259 \u0259lq\u0259d\u0259 olsun, ki\u015fi d\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 yiy\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yir.\u201d (A.Tolstoy \u201c \u018fzabl\u0131 yollarla\u201d Bak\u0131. Az\u0259rn\u0259\u015fr 1961 s\u0259h. 110) \u201c \u0130nsan\u0131 yoldan \u00e7\u0131xaran tamahdan, g\u00fcnah i\u015fd\u0259n yaxa qurtar\u0131b bir yana qa\u00e7a bilmirs\u0259n(&#8230;) onlar ehtiras v\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259s oyad\u0131r, adam\u0131 aldad\u0131b tora sal\u0131r, yen\u0259 d\u0259 aldan\u0131rsan\u201d ( yeh\u0259 orada. s\u0259h. 123) &#8211; B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar h\u0259yat\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fc, diqt\u0259si.<br \/>\nSual do\u011fur- h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00e7\u0131lpaq \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 \u018fD\u018fBiyyata g\u0259tirilm\u0259si laz\u0131md\u0131rm\u0131. Yaxud, (bel\u0259 daha d\u00fczg\u00fcn olar) laz\u0131m g\u0259lm\u0259dikd\u0259 bel\u0259, \u0259s\u0259rd\u0259 kimins\u0259 yor\u011fan\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rmaq d\u00fczg\u00fcnd\u00fcrm\u00fc? \u018fs\u0259rind\u0259n iqtibas g\u0259tirdiyim A.Tolstoyun m\u0259ram\u0131,m\u0259qs\u0259di var idi v\u0259 o m\u0259ram\u0131n\u0131 yaz\u0131rd\u0131, \u00d6Z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.- \u201cXurafat\u0131n k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sm\u0259k, yand\u0131rmaq, da\u011f\u0131tmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r&#8230; Q\u0259ti, heyvani, toxunulmam\u0131\u015f bir azadl\u0131q olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Zaman\u0131n t\u0259l\u0259bi budur. Bel\u0259 zaman daha olmayacaq&#8230; Biz d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259ni h\u0259yata ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259yik. Me\u015f\u015fan firavanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na can atanlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 m\u0259hv olacaq&#8230; Biz onlar\u0131 \u0259z\u0259c\u0259yik&#8230; \u0130nsan he\u00e7 bir \u015feyl\u0259 m\u0259hdudla\u015fmayan arzu dem\u0259kdir&#8230;\u201d ( yen\u0259 orada. s\u0259h.571) A. Tolstoyun fikrinc\u0259 azadl\u0131q \u201c m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s anarxiyada, ehtiraslar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck at\u0259\u015ff\u0259\u015fanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda\u201dd\u0131r. (yen\u0259 orada. s\u0259h.582)<br \/>\nN\u0259dir AZADLIQ???<br \/>\n\u018fd\u0259biyyat i\u00e7imizd\u0259ki azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yimizd\u0259n s\u0131\u00e7rayan q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131mlar\u0131 deyilmi? Kim\u0259s\u0259 yox, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 bel\u0259 etiraf etm\u0259kd\u0259 zorland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z sirl\u0259rimiz var. Bunlar ya biziml\u0259 q\u0259br\u0259 getm\u0259li, ya da \u015feir\u0259 \u00e7evrilib \u00fcst\u00fc\u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc halda deyilm\u0259lidir. \u015eairin, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rliyi ondad\u0131r ki, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dey\u0259 bilir. Fikrimc\u0259 burada m\u00fctl\u0259q m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n s\u0259rh\u0259d g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r. \u0130\u00e7imi daha \u00e7ox t\u00f6kd\u00fcy\u00fcm \u015feirl\u0259ri \u201c \u00e7\u0131lpaq \u015feir\u201d adland\u0131r\u0131ram. Bu \u00e7\u0131lpaql\u0131q he\u00e7 d\u0259 ifad\u0259 etdiyim \u0259d\u0259bsiz s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259( t\u00fcrk\u00fcn s\u00f6z\u00fc) ilgili deyil. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, \u201cYarasa\u201d \u015feirinin \u00e7\u0131lpaql\u0131\u011f\u0131 son misralar\u0131nda:<br \/>\n<em><strong>&#8230; Eh yarasa, yarasa,<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>yen\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 baxmad\u0131n.<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Hava qaralan kimi,<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>u\u00e7ub getdin harasa.<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\nV\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t \u015feir\u0259 \u00e7\u0131lpaql\u0131q g\u0259tirdim dey\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259, bunu g\u00fcnah say\u0131b da deyin\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 Yevgeni Yevtu\u015fenkodan bir \u015feir h\u0259diyy\u0259 edir\u0259m. Xat\u0131rlad\u0131ram ki, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259z \u015fairimiz B. Vahabzad\u0259y\u0259 aiddir.<br \/>\nT\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\"><em><strong>\u00c7\u0259kdi aradak\u0131 qara p\u0259rd\u0259ni,<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Dedi p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla:-Art\u0131q o yatd\u0131.<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>O\u011flunu yat\u0131r\u0131b<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>O, s\u00fczd\u00fc m\u0259ni,<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Xalat\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b k\u0259nara atd\u0131.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\"><em><strong>Sevgid\u0259n bir k\u0259lm\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131q biz,<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck,<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Sevi\u015fdik,<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Ancaq sevgisiz&#8230;<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\"><em><strong>-\u00c7oxdan h\u0259yat\u0131ma t\u00fcp\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Qad\u0131n paltar\u0131nda ki\u015fiydim&#8230;<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Bird\u0259n<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>D\u00f6n\u00fcb qad\u0131n oldum.<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>S\u0259n i\u015f\u0259 bax bir,<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>G\u00fclm\u0259li deyilmi?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Lap g\u00fclm\u0259lidir.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\"><em><strong>Ehtiras oduna al\u0131\u015f\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259k,<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r,\u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r.<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Bu da bir oyun.<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>M\u0259n q\u0131zm\u0131\u015f, m\u0259n har\u0131n bir canavar t\u0259k<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Onun yata\u011f\u0131na girmi\u015f\u0259m bu g\u00fcn.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\"><em><strong>\u00dcrk\u0259k qurd balas\u0131 q\u0131s\u0131l\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259,<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Ax\u0131r g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131&#8230;<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>S\u0131x\u0131l\u0131ram m\u0259n.<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Onun minn\u0259tdarl\u0131q t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Yan\u0131b-yax\u0131l\u0131ram x\u0259cal\u0259timd\u0259n.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\"><em><strong>M\u0259n ona t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr el\u0259m\u0259liyk\u0259n<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>O,m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr el\u0259yir n\u0259d\u0259n?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>\u0130\u015f\u0259 bax,sevilib,ox\u015fan\u0131b dey\u0259<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>T\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr el\u0259yir qad\u0131n ki\u015fiy\u0259.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\"><em><strong>Bel\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015f olar?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Unutduq n\u0259d\u0259n<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Onun ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za tac oldu\u011funu,<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Biz sal\u0131b qad\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259n<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Ki\u015fiyl\u0259 bir g\u00f6r\u00fcb al\u00e7altd\u0131q onu.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\"><em><strong>D\u00fcnyada h\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00f6z yeri vark\u0259n<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Adamlar hardasa bir az \u00e7a\u015f\u0131bd\u0131r,<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Qad\u0131nlar, qad\u0131nlar ki\u015fil\u0259\u015firk\u0259n<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Ki\u015fil\u0259r d\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb qad\u0131nla\u015f\u0131bd\u0131r.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\"><em><strong>Titr\u0259yir v\u00fccudu bayaqdan b\u0259ri,<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>O sevgid\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259 n\u0259 bilir bu d\u0259m?<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Cinsini itir\u0259n onun g\u00f6zl\u0259ri<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Qad\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7evrilir bu d\u0259m.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\"><em><strong>O m\u0259n\u0259 y\u00f6n\u0259ldi, m\u0259n d\u00f6nd\u00fcm sa\u011fa,<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Dey\u0259s\u0259n utand\u0131&#8230;<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>S\u0259yirdi g\u00f6zl\u0259r,<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>\u0130lahi,qad\u0131n\u0131 qad\u0131n sayma\u011fa<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>Ax\u0131 n\u0259 varm\u0131\u015f ki&#8230;<\/strong><\/em><br \/>\n<em><strong>\u00c7\u0259tindir m\u0259g\u0259r?<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">MART, 2014<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"10151\">Yaz\u0131ya 836 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(trilogiya) 3. H\u0259yat\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fc. Tarix\u0259 meydan h\u0259r\u0259kat\u0131 kimi d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f bir d\u00f6n\u0259mi ya\u015fayanlar bu d\u00f6vr\u00fcn silinm\u0259z izl\u0259rini, y\u0259qin ki, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yadda\u015flar\u0131nda da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rlar. Bu el\u0259 bir zaman k\u0259siyi idi ki, h\u0259r\u0259kata \u0259n az\u0131ndan bigan\u0259 baxmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. Ya\u015f\u0131m az olsa da, (o vaxtlar orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxuyurdum) g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131nca \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc meydan\u0131n ortas\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. 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