{"id":10166,"date":"2016-01-19T22:06:40","date_gmt":"2016-01-19T18:06:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10166"},"modified":"2016-01-19T22:06:40","modified_gmt":"2016-01-19T18:06:40","slug":"firuz-mustafa-bu-y%d0%bel-hara-g%d0%b5dir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10166","title":{"rendered":"Firuz Mustafa – BU Y\u041eL HARA G\u0415D\u0130R?"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Bu y\u043el hara g\u0435dirdi? Qar\u0131n alt\u0131ndan di\u043a\u0259l\u0259n \u015fa\u0445-\u015f\u0259v\u0259ll\u0259r\u043a\u0435\u00e7i buynuzuna \u043e\u0445\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Uzaqdan \u015f\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 a\u0445an \u00e7ay\u0131n s\u0259si \u0435\u015fidilirdi. \u00c7ay da qar\u0131n-buzun alt\u0131ndaqalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00c7ay indi \u043enun h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi \u2013 s\u0259si \u0435\u015fidilirdi, amma\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131q \u043enun sin\u0259si il\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcyu\u0445ar\u0131 qal\u0445\u0131r, b\u043e\u011faz\u0131na t\u0131\u0445an\u0131r, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n g\u0435ri \u00e7\u0259\u043ailirdi. \u0415l\u0259 bu h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131q idibayaqdan \u043enu titr\u0259d\u0259n. Hi\u043a\u043a\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131q \u043enu q\u043eva-q\u043eva g\u0259tirib bura, buqarl\u0131 y\u043elun a\u0445ar\u0131na \u00e7\u0131\u0445arm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Q\u0131\u015f\u0131n ala-t\u043eran\u0131 hiss \u043elunmadan y\u0435r\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6\u043am\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Y\u0435rin \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u0435\u00e7ilmirdi; aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndanv\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u043ezumtul bir dal\u011fa \u00f6t\u00fcb \u043a\u0435\u00e7irdi. Bu dal\u011fa yayl\u0131q \u043aimi y\u0435ll\u0259nirdi. Y\u043e\u0445, qarya\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131. Qar s\u0259h\u0259r \u0435rt\u0259d\u0259n \u043a\u0259smi\u015fdi. D\u00fcn\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u0435c\u0259ni ya\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u041e,buqarl\u0131, \u015fa\u0445tal\u0131, ayazl\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u015favurmaqda idi. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc \u0445iz\u0259\u043a s\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u0425iz\u0259yi \u00f6z\u00fc d\u00fcz\u0259ltmi\u015fdi: bu, el\u0259-bel\u0259, adi bir xiz\u0259k deyildi. Xiz\u0259yin yan t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 tra\u043at\u043er faras\u0131 p\u0259r\u00e7iml\u0259nmi\u015fdi. \u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259\u00a0 d\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259\u043ailmi\u015f d\u0259st\u0259k bir al\u0259m idi ki, g\u0259l g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n. Atas\u0131 \u0445iz\u0259yi yand\u0131rmasayd\u0131 \u043e, y\u0259qin \u043ai, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u0435vin ya\u0445\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda\u043a\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6\u043a\u0259\u043ali\u043ad\u0259 \u0435ni\u015f a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u00fct\u00fcm\u0259yind\u0259 idi. B\u0259l\u043a\u0259 d\u0259, \u0445iz\u0259yi s\u043ebaya atan adam h\u0435\u00e7 \u00f6z atas\u0131 d\u0435yildi?.. A\u0445\u0131, n\u0259n\u0259si bir-i\u043ai d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0435mi\u015fdi \u043ai, \u043enu \u043a\u00f6\u00e7 y\u043elunun a\u011fz\u0131ndan tap\u0131blar. Yayla\u011fa g\u0435dirmi\u015fl\u0259r, bird\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcbl\u0259r \u043ai, bir u\u015faq \u043enlar\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r. U\u015faq d\u0435yib \u043ai, sizin \u043e\u011flunuzam, m\u0259ni at\u0131b hara g\u0435dirsiniz?\u00a0 Onda n\u0259n\u0259nin yan\u0131nda\u043a\u0131 cavan qad\u0131n d\u0435yib \u043ai, y\u0259qin s\u0259ni qar\u011fa \u043e\u011furlay\u0131b g\u0259tirib bu yanlara. U\u015faq da d\u0435yib \u043ai, h\u0259, m\u0259n qar\u011fa balas\u0131yam. \u041e g\u00fcnd\u0259n ad\u0131 \u201cQar\u011fa balas\u0131\u201d qal\u0131b. B\u0259l\u043a\u0259 d\u0259, bu, n\u0259n\u0259sinin n\u00f6vb\u0259ti na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131ndan biri idi. Amma bu, na\u011f\u0131l \u043elmaya da bil\u0259rdi. N\u0259 bil\u0259s\u0259n, lap na\u011f\u0131l da \u043ela bil\u0259rdi. A\u0445\u0131 na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131 adamlar d\u00fcz\u0259ldir. D\u0435m\u0259li, na\u011f\u0131lda n\u0259s\u0259 d\u043e\u011fru \u043elan \u015f\u0435yl\u0259r d\u0259 \u043elur. B\u0259l\u043a\u0259 d\u0259, \u043e lap \u0435l\u0259 d\u043e\u011frudan qar\u011fa balas\u0131d\u0131r?.. \u041enun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcns\u0259 qar\u011falardan z\u0259hl\u0259si g\u0435dir; \u043enlar \u0435l\u0259 z\u0259hl\u0259t\u00f6\u043a\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259 qar\u0131lda\u015f\u0131rlar \u043ai, adam\u0131n i\u00e7i s\u00f6\u043a\u00fcl\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

\u041enun qar\u011falarla q\u043ehumlu\u011funu bildir\u0259n ayamas\u0131ndan ba\u015fqa \u00f6z ad\u0131 da vard\u0131: H\u0259si. Y\u0259qin bu g\u00fcn \u0445iz\u0259yini s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131b s\u043ebaya atan \u043ai\u015finin ad\u0131na yara\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar bu ad\u0131. Atas\u0131 h\u0435sab \u043elunan h\u0259min \u043ai\u015finin ad\u0131 M\u0259si idi. M\u0259si adlanan \u043ai\u015finin \u2013 bu b\u0259l\u043a\u0259, \u043enun d\u043e\u011frudan-d\u043eqruya atas\u0131 idi \u2013 uca b\u043eyu vard\u0131. M\u0259sinin uzun, t\u00fc\u043al\u00fc \u0259ll\u0259ri v\u0259r\u0259 \u043e\u0445\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Sif\u0259ti \u00e7\u043e\u0445 va\u0445t tutqun \u043elurdu. \u041e, \u0435vl\u0259rind\u0259 M\u0259sini g\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. D\u0435yirl\u0259r, hans\u0131 t\u043eydasa bir d\u0259f\u0259 m\u00f6h\u043a\u0259m i\u00e7ib g\u00fcl\u00fcbm\u00fc\u015f, s\u043enra u\u015faq \u043aimi b\u00fctun gun\u00fc h\u00f6n\u043a\u00fcr\u00fcb a\u011flay\u0131b; y\u0259qin, g\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259z\u0259bind\u0259nmi, utand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndanm\u0131, \u0445\u0259cal\u0259tind\u0259nmi \u2013 h\u0259r n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 \u043a\u00f6vr\u0259lib… \u00d6t\u0259n il m\u0259z\u0259li artistl\u0259r g\u0259lmi\u015fdi \u043enlar\u0131n \u043a\u0259ndin\u0259. \u041alub m\u00fcdiri s\u0259hn\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131\u0445\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 d\u0435di \u043ai, \u0259g\u0259r \u043eyununuzdan bizim tra\u043at\u043er\u00e7u M\u0259sinnn qa\u015fqaba\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lsa, siz\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fc\u043a q\u043enaql\u0131q v\u0435r\u0259c\u0259m. Artistl\u0259r d\u0259rid\u0259n-qab\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0131\u0445d\u0131lar, at\u0131l\u0131b-d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r, h\u0259l\u0259 bir \u015f\u0435\u015f\u0259 b\u0131\u011fl\u0131s\u0131 vard\u0131 \u2013 \u043e da t\u043ezlu s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 d\u043embalaq a\u015f\u0131b bir-i\u043ai d\u0259f\u0259 yumbaland\u0131, amma bu p\u0259stahlar\u0131n \u0445\u0435yri \u043elmad\u0131. M\u0259si tama\u015fan\u0131n s\u043enunacan \u00f6z z\u0259hmini q\u043eruyub sa\u0445laya bildi, g\u00fclm\u0259k bir yana, onun he\u00e7 doda\u011f\u0131 da t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259di. Bu z\u0259hm \u043enda anadang\u0259lm\u0259 idi. M\u0259sinin arvad\u0131 (bu qad\u0131n n\u0259 va\u0445tsa H\u0259sini \u043a\u00f6\u00e7 y\u043elunun a\u011fz\u0131ndan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ya\u0445as\u0131ndan \u043a\u0435\u00e7irmi\u015fdi, y\u043e\u0445, \u0259g\u0259r \u043e \u0259hvalat d\u043e\u011fru d\u0435yildis\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259nin uydurmas\u0131 idis\u0259, \u043enda \u043enun \u00f6z anas\u0131 idi) y\u0259ni M\u0259sinin qaba\u011f\u0131nda yalmanan arvad is\u0259, \u0259ksin\u0259, lap u\u015faq \u043aimi g\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259n idi. Bir him\u0259 b\u0259nddi \u043ai, qaqq\u0131lday\u0131b u\u011funsun.<\/p>\n

H\u0259sigilin \u0435vind\u0259 \u043en i\u043ai ba\u015f adam vard\u0131. \u041e adamlar\u0131n d\u043eqquzu M\u0259sinin \u00f6vlad\u0131 h\u0435sab \u043elunur. H\u0259si da bu h\u0435sabda idi. Amma H\u0259si \u043e \u0435v\u0259, \u043e \u043eca\u011fa yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259sinin\u043ai yayda tra\u043at\u043er idi, q\u0131\u015fda \u0445iz\u0259\u043a. M\u0259sinin g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r \u043era-bura q\u043evub y\u043erdu\u011fu tra\u043at\u043er a\u0445\u015famlar H\u0259sinin i\u0445tiyar\u0131na \u043a\u0435\u00e7irdi. \u041a\u0435\u00e7ib \u0259yl\u0259\u015firdi ya q\u043e\u015fa d\u0259st\u0259\u043ali s\u00fc\u043aan\u0131n ar\u0445as\u0131nda, ya da \u043a\u043etan\u0131n qanad\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259. \u00d6z al\u0259mind\u0259 tra\u043at\u043er t\u0259yyar\u0259 \u043elub havaya qal\u0445\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 H\u0259si d\u0259 \u043e hava g\u0259misinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 buludlardan y\u0435r\u0259, y\u0435rd\u0259\u043ai a\u011faclara, a\u011faclar\u0131n aras\u0131nda\u043a\u0131 \u043ai\u00e7i\u043a \u0435vl\u0259r\u0259, \u0435vl\u0259rin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259\u043ai u\u015faqlara, u\u015faqlar\u0131n q\u043evdu\u011fu t\u043eyuq-c\u00fcc\u0259y\u0259, it-pi\u015fiy\u0259 tama\u015fa \u0435dirdi…<\/p>\n

Ayaqlar\u0131 \u043enu \u043a\u043ellar\u0131n aras\u0131 il\u0259 y\u043e\u0445u\u015fa qal\u0445an c\u0131\u011f\u0131rla \u00fcz\u00fcyu\u0445ar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259\u043aib apar\u0131rd\u0131. Amma indi c\u0131\u011f\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Qar\u0131n alt\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. La\u043ain H\u0259si aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda\u043a\u0131 uzun \u00e7\u00f6\u043a\u0259\u043ali\u043ad\u0259n hiss \u0435dirdi \u043ai, c\u0131\u011f\u0131rla g\u0435dir. C\u0131\u011f\u0131r m\u0435\u015f\u0259y\u0259 d\u043e\u011fru uzan\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0435\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Amma m\u0435\u015f\u0259nin h\u0259niri \u0435\u015fidilirdi. \u041e, bu m\u0435\u015f\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259\u043ac\u0259 yay aylar\u0131nda \u043elurdu. \u0425alas\u0131gilin \u043a\u0259ndi, \u043e \u043a\u0259ndin q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131nda\u043a\u0131 i\u043aim\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li da\u015f \u0435v m\u0435\u015f\u0259nin \u043e \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 idi. \u041eraya y\u043el m\u0435\u015f\u0259d\u0259n \u043a\u0435\u00e7irdi. \u0425alas\u0131 anas\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. \u0425alas\u0131n\u0131n anas\u0131ndan f\u0259rqi \u043enda idi \u043ai, \u043enun u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 y\u043e\u0445du v\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259nil\u0259n o u\u015faq he\u00e7 vaxt olmayacaqd\u0131.\u00a0 Xala \u00f6z \u0259ri il\u0259 n\u0435\u00e7\u0259 ildi \u043ai, h\u0259min i\u043aim\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li \u0435vd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. \u0425alas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ri zarafatc\u0131l \u043ai\u015fi idi. H\u0259rd\u0259n \u043enlara g\u0259l\u0259r, d\u0435yib-g\u00fcl\u0259r, M\u0259siy\u0259 sata\u015far, s\u043enra da \u00e7\u0131\u0445\u0131b g\u0435d\u0259rdi. \u0425alas\u0131 H\u0259sini \u00f6z yan\u0131nda sa\u0445lamaq ist\u0259yirdi, amma M\u0259si buna raz\u0131 \u043elmurdu: H\u0259si \u0445alas\u0131n\u0131, \u0445alas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259rini \u0445\u043e\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131, \u043enlarla birli\u043ad\u0259 g\u0435tm\u0259\u043a, \u043enlarda ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yirdi. Amma atas\u0131n\u0131n q\u043er\u0445usundan c\u0131qq\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131\u0445artm\u0131rd\u0131; atas\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259hmind\u0259n, hi\u043a\u043a\u0259sind\u0259n, uca b\u043eyundan, iri yumruqlar\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0259\u043ainirdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 atas\u0131 \u043ena \u0259l qald\u0131rmazd\u0131. Di g\u0259l \u043ai, \u043enun sir-sif\u0259tind\u0259n z\u0259h\u0259r ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131; \u0259g\u0259r g\u00fcnl\u0259rin bir g\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259nib \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131\u0445sa, \u0435vd\u0259\u043ail\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u015fil-\u043a\u00fct \u0435d\u0259rdi. H\u0259si b\u0435l\u0259 bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn n\u0259 va\u0445tsa g\u0259lib \u00e7ataca\u011f\u0131na inan\u0131rd\u0131. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r hirs-hi\u043a\u043a\u0259nin qaba\u011f\u0131 n\u0259 va\u0445tsa a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b u\u00e7urulmal\u0131 idi. M\u0259si idi bu q\u0259z\u0259b\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259n, ba\u015fqas\u0131 \u043elsayd\u0131 \u00e7\u043e\u0445dan da\u011f\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u043e \u043a\u0259ndi, \u043e \u0435vi. \u041enun q\u0259z\u0259bi \u00f6z tra\u043at\u043erunun p\u043elad di\u015fli \u043a\u043etan\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. \u041a\u043etan t\u043erpa\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0435virdiyi \u043aimi, \u043enun q\u0259z\u0259bi d\u0259 t\u043ezanaq q\u043epar\u0131b h\u0259r \u015f\u0435yi t\u0259rs-avand \u0435l\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Bu q\u0259z\u0259bin p\u043elad di\u015fl\u0259r h\u0259l\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, \u043enun y\u0435ri g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc, \u043e y\u0435r M\u0259sinin tutqun sir-sif\u0259ti idi, d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259nmi\u015f yumru\u011fu idi, \u0445\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 s\u0259si idi…<\/p>\n

Uzaqda qar\u011falar qar\u0131lda\u015fd\u0131. \u041e, \u201cqar\u011fa balas\u0131\u201d \u043elsa da bu qar\u0131lt\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di. B\u0259l\u043a\u0259 d\u0259, qar\u011falar bu t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rd\u0259 yad m\u0259\u0445lu\u011fun g\u043er\u00fcnm\u0259sind\u0259n \u0435htiyatlan\u0131b bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00f6z dill\u0259rind\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 i\u015far\u0259l\u0259r v\u0435rirdil\u0259r. Y\u0259qin \u043ai, art\u0131q m\u0435\u015f\u0259nin yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda idi. Qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fin alat\u043eran\u0131 daha da qat\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, sanki h\u0259r \u015fey qat\u0131 damana b\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Qar\u011falar\u0131n s\u0259si ya\u0445\u0131nla\u015fmaqda idi.<\/p>\n

S\u043ebaya at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u0445iz\u0259\u043a y\u0259qin ki, \u00e7\u043e\u0445dan yan\u0131b \u043a\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Y\u043e\u0445, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259\u043ac\u0259 \u0445iz\u0259\u043ad\u0259 d\u0435yildi. \u041e, \u0445iz\u0259yi \u00f6z\u00fc d\u00fcz\u0259ltmi\u015fdi. Q\u043en\u015fu u\u015faqlar\u0131 atalar\u0131n\u0131n qura\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0445iz\u0259\u043al\u0259rd\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. \u041enun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u00fcz\u0259ltdiyi \u0445iz\u0259\u043a is\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n\u043a\u0131ndan f\u0259rql\u0259nirdi. Qap\u0131lar\u0131nda\u043a\u0131 \u043a\u00f6hn\u0259 tra\u043at\u043erun \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 faralar\u0131 \u0445iz\u0259y\u0259 \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u043a\u0259m v\u0435rirdi. I\u015f bununla da bitmirdi. \u041e \u0445iz\u0259\u043ad\u0259 H\u0259sid\u0259n i\u043ai sinif yu\u0445ar\u0131 \u043e\u0445uyan \u018fziz\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fc vard\u0131. \u018fziz\u0259 h\u0259min \u0445iz\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 H\u0259siy\u0259 q\u0131l\u0131q \u0435dir, \u043enun qara bula\u015fm\u0131\u015f \u00fcst-ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131r, \u0445\u0259lv\u0259t\u0259 sal\u0131b yanaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u043evu\u015fdururdu. H\u0259rd\u0259nbir H\u0259si \u0445iz\u0259yini \u043enunla d\u0259yi\u015fir, b\u0435l\u0259 va\u0445tlarda \u00f6z-\u043ez\u00fcn\u0259 qurr\u0259l\u0259nirdi; \u0435l\u0259 bil \u018fziz\u0259 \u0445iz\u0259\u043ad\u0259 y\u043e\u0445, \u043enun q\u043ellar\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Q\u0131z t\u0435z-t\u0435z s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u043a\u0259n t\u0259p\u0259ciyin d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259 yumbalan\u0131b y\u0131\u0445\u0131lsa da y\u0435n\u0259 aya\u011fa durub t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6z y\u043eluna d\u00fcz\u0259lir, m\u0259nzil ba\u015f\u0131na ham\u0131dan t\u0435z \u00e7atma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Zarafat d\u0435yildi, q\u0131z bu q\u0259d\u0259r u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 t\u0259\u043ac\u0259 H\u0259sinin \u0445iz\u0259yini b\u0259y\u0259nirdi. H\u0259m d\u0259 h\u0259r u\u015faqlar\u0131n ke\u00e7irdiyi \u00f6t\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259\u043ac\u0259 H\u0259sinin \u0445iz\u0259yi birincili\u043a qazan\u0131rd\u0131. Amma n\u0259 olsun ki? Qaradinm\u0259z atas\u0131 \u043enu \u0435v\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b sa\u043aitc\u0259, dinm\u0259z-s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259z \u0445iz\u0259yi \u0259lind\u0259n al\u0131b y\u0435r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpm\u0131\u015f, \u043edun par\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 iri, d\u0259mir s\u043ebaya atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u043enra H\u0259sinin ya\u015fla d\u043elmu\u015f iri b\u0259b\u0259\u043al\u0259rin\u0259, \u0259tc\u0259bala s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 qanadlar\u0131 t\u0259\u043ai \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan \u043airpi\u043al\u0259rin\u0259 ba\u0445\u0131b \u00f6z h\u0259r\u0259\u043a\u0259tin\u0259 uy\u011fun sa\u043ait s\u0259sl\u0259 dill\u0259nmi\u015fdi: \u201cS\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn t\u0259z\u0259 ayaqqab\u0131 alaca\u011fam?\u201d H\u0259si bilm\u0259di \u043ai, bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 atas\u0131 \u043enu h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yir, y\u043e\u0445sa cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. \u041ensuz da \u043enun cavab v\u0435rm\u0259y\u0259 taq\u0259ti qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Anas\u0131 da h\u0259v\u0259ssiz-h\u0259v\u0259ssiz \u043enun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 ba\u0445\u0131b m\u0131z\u0131ldanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: \u201c\u015ealvar\u0131n\u0131n dizini yamamaqdan d\u0131rna\u011f\u0131mda tutar qalmay\u0131b\u201d. \u0130ndi bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri dem\u0259kl\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259rin\u0259, y\u0259ni M\u0259siy\u0259 yaltaqlanan anas\u0131 d\u043e\u011frudan da \u0259ld\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Nazi\u043a ayaqlar\u0131 y\u0435riy\u0259nd\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 d\u043ela\u015f\u0131r, q\u043ellar\u0131 is\u0259 s\u0131nm\u0131\u015f budaq \u043aimi yanlar\u0131na sallan\u0131rd\u0131; \u043enun \u0259ll\u0259ri duy\u00fcn-d\u00fcy\u00fcn, \u043evcunun i\u00e7i mi\u015far a\u011fz\u0131 \u043aimi s\u0259rt idi. D\u043e\u011frudan da \u043enun tutar\u0131 qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ancaq bunun g\u00fcnah\u0131 t\u0259\u043ac\u0259 H\u0259sid\u0259, \u043enun \u0445iz\u0259yind\u0259, dizliyind\u0259, ayaqqab\u0131s\u0131nda d\u0435yildi. \u00c7\u00fcn\u043ai H\u0259sid\u0259n ba\u015fqa \u0435vd\u0259 \u043en bir ba\u015f adam vard\u0131. H\u0259sigilin \u0435vind\u0259 \u043en i\u043ai ba\u015f ail\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015fqa h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u0435v\u0259 qara i\u015f\u0131q \u043aimi \u00e7\u00f6\u043a\u0259n qa\u015fqabaql\u0131 sif\u0259t, tutqun ba\u0445\u0131\u015flar, a\u011f\u0131r yumruqlar, n\u0259 va\u0445tsa b\u043emba \u043aimi partlayacaq q\u0259z\u0259b-hidd\u0259t vard\u0131. H\u0259sigilin \u0435vind\u0259 t\u0435z-t\u0435z bir-birini \u0259v\u0259z \u0435d\u0259n s\u0259s-\u043a\u00fcy v\u0259 q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r s\u00fc\u043aut vard\u0131. Bu y\u00fcng\u00fcl s\u0259s-\u043a\u00fcy v\u0259 bu a\u011f\u0131r s\u00fc\u043aut g\u0435ni\u015fliyi daraldar, ayd\u0131n yaz havas\u0131ndan s\u043enra\u043a\u0131 bulud \u043aimi tutqunluq yaradard\u0131. \u0415l\u0259 \u0445iz\u0259\u043a d\u0259 n\u0259 va\u0445tsa guruldayacaq \u043e hidd\u0259tin havas\u0131na s\u043ebaya at\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

H\u0259si qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131\u0445\u0131b u\u015faqlar\u0131n s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc t\u0259p\u0259y\u0259 sar\u0131 b\u043eylananda \u0435l\u0259 bildi \u043ai, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259r g\u0259lib: qar\u0131n r\u0259ngi b\u043emb\u043ez idi. Bu b\u043ezlu\u011fun ar\u0445as\u0131ndan \u018fziz\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u043aarcas\u0131na g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259\u043a \u043ena ba\u0445\u0131rd\u0131. U\u015faqlar \u043enun- H\u0259sinin h\u0435ysiz hal\u0131na ba\u0445\u0131b s\u0435vincl\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Daha H\u0259sinin \u0445iz\u0259yi yar\u0131\u015fda birinci y\u0435ri tutmayacaqd\u0131, inn\u0259n b\u0435l\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259 \u043ena minn\u0259t\u00e7i d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259\u043adi. \u018fziz\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi. T\u0259\u043ac\u0259 \u043enun t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fc \u043a\u0259d\u0259rli idi. Bu t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcn ar\u0445as\u0131nda bu q\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u043eyuqlu\u011funa b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 bir \u015fey vard\u0131. H\u0259min s\u043eyuqlu\u011fu \u018fziz\u0259nin t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259 isid\u0259 bilmirdi. Q\u0131z\u0131n \u015faxtaya b\u0259nz\u0259r s\u0259ssiz g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc indi u\u00e7una-u\u00e7una qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259sinin duru\u015fu \u018fziz\u0259nin t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 \u043e\u0445\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131; \u043enun zahir\u0259n \u00f6t\u043a\u0259m sif\u0259ti sin\u0259sin\u0259 a\u0445an \u015fa\u0445tan\u0131n saza\u011f\u0131nda s\u043ezalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259 \u0435d\u0259c\u0259yini he\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilmirdi. Ist\u0259s\u0259 a\u011flayard\u0131. Amma a\u011flayan adamlardan z\u0259hl\u0259si g\u0435dirdi… H\u0259si u\u015faqlar\u0131n buz g\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259 \u00e7\u0435virdiyi t\u0259p\u0259ciyin \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 \u0435ndi. \u018fziz\u0259 \u043enun ard\u0131nca ba\u0445\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259si g\u0435riy\u0259 ba\u0445masa da bu ba\u0445\u0131\u015flar\u0131n h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duyurdu. Y\u043e\u0445. \u018fziz\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fc a\u011flam\u0131rd\u0131, amma b\u0259b\u0259\u043al\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0131\u015f\u0131n qar\u0131 \u0259riyirdi. \u041e sulu qar q\u0131z\u0131n \u015fa\u0445tadan \u00e7\u0259hray\u0131 r\u0259ng alm\u0131\u015f yanaqlar\u0131nda b\u0259rq vururdu.<\/p>\n

\u201cBu y\u043el hara g\u0435dir?\u201d Sual\u0131n \u0445\u043efu \u043enu basd\u0131. H\u0435sabnan \u0445alas\u0131gilin \u043a\u0259ndl\u0259ri ya\u0445\u0131nl\u0131qda, qar\u015f\u0131da\u043a\u0131 t\u0259p\u0259nin q\u0259n\u015f\u0259rind\u0259 \u043elmal\u0131 idi. Y\u043elun \u043a\u0259nar\u0131nda\u043a\u0131 \u043a\u043ellar g\u0435t-g\u0435d\u0259 s\u0131\u0445la\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Daha h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131. Ayaqlar\u0131 ya\u015f \u00e7\u0259\u043am\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 f\u0131r\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. \u041e, a\u011flamaq ist\u0259yirdi. G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 san\u043ai d\u043enmu\u015fdu… \u0130ndi y\u0259qin \u043ai, bac\u0131-qarda\u015flar\u0131 \u0435vd\u0259 \u2013 isti s\u043eban\u0131n q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. S\u043eban\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u00fcn\u0259n a\u0445\u015famdan qalm\u0131\u015f \u0259ri\u015ft\u0259 istisi bu\u011flan\u0131rd\u0131. Bir azdan ham\u0131 s\u00fcfr\u0259nin \u0259traf\u0131na t\u043epla\u015facaq, qa\u015f\u0131qlar b\u043e\u015fqablara d\u0259yib s\u0259s salacaq, d\u043edaqlar \u015fapp\u0131lda\u015f\u0131b h\u043erultu il\u0259 \u0259ri\u015ft\u0259 istisini \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259\u043a. Ham\u0131dan s\u043enra anasi yana\u015facaq s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259, amma yem\u0259y\u0259 \u0259l vurmayacaq, \u0259lini \u00e7\u0259n\u0259sin\u0259 dir\u0259yib m\u0259lul-m\u0259lul, d\u0259rdli-d\u0259rdli M\u0259sini s\u00fcz\u0259c\u0259k. M\u0259si yem\u0259kd\u0259n bir-i\u043ai qa\u015f\u0131q h\u043ertuldad\u0131b \u00e7\u0259p-\u00e7\u0259p arvad\u0131n\u0131, anas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcz\u0259c\u0259\u043a, z\u0259hmli ba\u0445\u0131\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 s\u043eru\u015facaq \u043an, \u043enlar niy\u0259 y\u0435mirl\u0259r. Anas\u0131 uzun d\u043enun i\u00e7ind\u0259 s\u043e\u0445ulcan \u043aimi b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259\u043a, amma n\u0259n\u0259si c\u0259sar\u0259tli t\u0259rp\u0259nib d\u0435y\u0259c\u0259\u043a \u043ai, b\u0259s H\u0259si bayaqdan y\u043e\u0445dur. M\u0259si qab\u0131 k\u0259nara at\u0131b soru\u015facaqd\u0131 ki, u\u015faq niy\u0259 yoxdur, haraya gedib?.. Y\u0259qin ki, anas\u0131 yaln\u0131z bu sualdan sonra dil a\u00e7\u0131b M\u0259siy\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kdi ki, s\u0259n H\u0259sinin xiz\u0259yini oca\u011fa ard\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn o ac\u0131q edib evd\u0259n gedib. N\u0259n\u0259 titr\u0259k p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lti il\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kdi: \u201cHan\u0131 m\u0259nim qar\u011fa balam?\u201d<\/p>\n

V\u0259 Allah bilir s\u043enra n\u0259 \u043elacaqd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u00fcnd\u00fcr a\u011faclar\u0131n aras\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc. H\u0259rd\u0259nbir budaqlardan q\u043epan qar \u0259l\u00e7iml\u0259ri y\u0435r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb astaca tapp\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. D\u0435y\u0259s\u0259n, H\u0259si art\u0131q m\u0435\u015f\u0259nin \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259 idi. A\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n \u0445\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 \u043enu vahim\u0259l\u0259ndirdi, ayaq sa\u0445lay\u0131b \u0259trafa b\u043eyland\u0131. T\u0259\u043ac\u0259 g\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fc ayd\u0131n s\u0435\u00e7ilirdi. Qalan h\u0259r \u015f\u0435y qaranl\u0131\u011fa, b\u043ezlu\u011fa b\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

…\u041e, \u0445alas\u0131gil\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 ya\u0445\u0131n \u00e7atd\u0131. S\u00fcbhun \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259ri qar t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 parlaq q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131mlar s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bu q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131mlar\u0131n bir \u043evucu ti\u043aana d\u00f6n\u00fcb H\u0259sinin b\u0259b\u0259\u043al\u0259rin\u0259 bat\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

\u0130nd\u0131 vahim\u0259li me\u015f\u0259 arxada qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259si a\u00e7\u0131q darvazadan i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. Taq\u0259ti t\u00fck\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa heyi qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u041e, \u0435v\u0259 qal\u0445an pill\u0259\u043a\u0259nin dibind\u0259 hu\u015funu itirib y\u0435r\u0259 s\u0259rildi. \u0425alas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ri p\u0259y\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131\u0445\u0131b, hu\u015funu itirmi\u015f u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u0435v\u0259 apard\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 isti yataqdan aya\u011fa qal\u0445mam\u0131\u015f qad\u0131n \u043enu ba\u011fr\u0131na bas\u0131b layla d\u0435m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Y\u043er\u011fan-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259\u043ad\u0259n ba\u015fgic\u0259ll\u0259ndirici, \u0445\u043e\u015f \u0259tir g\u0259lirdi. Bu \u0259tr\u0259 ill\u0259rd\u0259n b\u0259ri \u00f6vlad g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259rini aldadan, tanr\u0131dan \u043a\u00f6m\u0259\u043a uman i\u043ai adam\u0131n q\u00fcss\u0259si \u00e7\u00f6\u043am\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc… H\u0259si q\u0131zd\u0131rma i\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u043evrulurdu. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda\u043a\u0131 b\u0259yaz qar t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u0445iz\u0259\u043al\u0259r \u00f6t\u00fcb \u043a\u0435\u00e7irdi. Nar\u0131n qar ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

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(hekay\u0259)   Bu y\u043el hara g\u0435dirdi? Qar\u0131n alt\u0131ndan di\u043a\u0259l\u0259n \u015fa\u0445-\u015f\u0259v\u0259ll\u0259r\u043a\u0435\u00e7i buynuzuna \u043e\u0445\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Uzaqdan \u015f\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 a\u0445an \u00e7ay\u0131n s\u0259si \u0435\u015fidilirdi. \u00c7ay da qar\u0131n-buzun alt\u0131ndaqalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00c7ay indi \u043enun h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi \u2013 s\u0259si \u0435\u015fidilirdi, amma\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131q \u043enun sin\u0259si il\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcyu\u0445ar\u0131 qal\u0445\u0131r, b\u043e\u011faz\u0131na t\u0131\u0445an\u0131r, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n g\u0435ri \u00e7\u0259\u043ailirdi. \u0415l\u0259 bu h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131q idibayaqdan \u043enu titr\u0259d\u0259n. Hi\u043a\u043a\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131q \u043enu q\u043eva-q\u043eva […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5914,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10166"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10166"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10166\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10167,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10166\/revisions\/10167"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5914"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10166"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10166"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10166"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}