{"id":10188,"date":"2016-01-25T14:25:01","date_gmt":"2016-01-25T10:25:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10188"},"modified":"2016-01-25T14:25:01","modified_gmt":"2016-01-25T10:25:01","slug":"akif-abbasov-n%c9%99-toyum-toy-duyun-n%c9%99-yasim-yasdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10188","title":{"rendered":"Akif ABBASOV – \u201cN\u0259 toyum toy-d\u00fcy\u00fcn, n\u0259 yas\u0131m yasd\u0131…\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"AK\u0130F<\/a>(\u201cAldanma s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259\u201d roman\u0131ndan)<\/p>\n

N\u0259 toyum toy-d\u00fcy\u00fcn, n\u0259 yas\u0131m yasd\u0131,
\nS\u0259nsiz a\u011flayamm\u0131r, g\u00fcl\u0259mmir\u0259m, g\u0259l
\n(Allahverdi M\u0259mm\u0259dli)
\n\u018fziz\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 \u00abO\u00bbnu, bir d\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. \u00abO\u00bb sa\u011f olsayd\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259nin olsayd\u0131 (dem\u0259 ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n imi\u015f), he\u00e7 Adilxana rast g\u0259lm\u0259zdi d\u0259. \u00abO\u00bb, s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi ki, Fatma arvad\u0131 da \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259k, birlikd\u0259 ya\u015fayacaqlar. H\u0259r s\u00f6z\u0259 inanmaq olmur. \u0130nsan n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 v\u0259dl\u0259r\u0259, s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 aldan\u0131r. \u018fziz\u0259 yan ota\u011fa ke\u00e7ib \u00e7amadan\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Qarda\u015f\u0131 S\u0259m\u0259din \u015f\u0259klini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00f6pd\u00fc. Doyunca onun \u0259ksin\u0259 baxd\u0131. S\u0259m\u0259d idman\u00e7\u0131 idi. Karate il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olurdu. Ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 yar\u0131\u015fdan qalib \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0259rbi Az\u0259rbaycanda ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131ndan \u00e7ox vaxt r\u0259qibl\u0259ri erm\u0259nil\u0259r olurdu. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 erm\u0259nil\u0259ri m\u0259\u011flub ed\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259 bil ona d\u00fcnyan\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131lar. K\u0259ndd\u0259 Samvel d\u0259, Sergeyl\u0259 A\u015fot da ona yalaqlan\u0131r, ondan \u00e7\u0259kinirdil\u0259r. Bir n\u00f6v onlar S\u0259m\u0259din buyruq qullar\u0131 idil\u0259r.
\nO vaxt ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlay\u0131b Fatma arvad\u0131 kuzova qald\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Arvad \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259-s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u0259l-qolunu \u00f6l\u00e7\u0259-\u00f6l\u00e7\u0259 n\u0259yis\u0259 adamlara qand\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 bir daha \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n getmi\u015fdi. Kims\u0259:
\n– Dey\u0259s\u0259n, arvad dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir ki, me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 kims\u0259 qal\u0131b.
\nS\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc etiraz ed\u0259r\u0259k:
\n– L\u0259ngiy\u0259 bilm\u0259rik. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xar, d\u0259rimiz\u0259 saman t\u0259p\u0259rl\u0259r.
\nMurad adl\u0131 ya\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015fi:
\n– Bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, bax\u0131n, – dedi. \u2013 B\u0259lk\u0259 yax\u0131nl\u0131qda kims\u0259 yaral\u0131d\u0131r. G\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259k allaha da xo\u015f ged\u0259r.
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb baxm\u0131\u015f, g\u0259linin meyitini ma\u015f\u0131na qald\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Nizam ki\u015fi is\u0259 el\u0259 o v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ma\u015f\u0131n Az\u0259rbaycan k\u0259ndl\u0259rind\u0259n birin\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xanda bundan x\u0259b\u0259r tutdular. Geriy\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq olmazd\u0131. G\u0259lini k\u0259nd q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda d\u0259fn etdil\u0259r.
\nS\u0259m\u0259dl\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259 faci\u0259d\u0259n bir g\u00fcn sonra x\u0259b\u0259r tutdular. Axtara-axtara g\u0259lib Fatma arvad\u0131 Da\u015fl\u0131 k\u0259ndind\u0259 tapd\u0131lar. \u018fziz\u0259 il\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131 S\u0259m\u0259d G\u00f6z\u0259lin m\u0259zar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259lib g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6kd\u00fcl\u0259r. S\u0259m\u0259d d\u0259rhal atas\u0131n\u0131n dal\u0131nca yolland\u0131. N\u0259 billah el\u0259dil\u0259rs\u0259 onu fikrind\u0259n d\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259 bilm\u0259dil\u0259r.
\nS\u0259m\u0259d haradansa bir tapan\u00e7a tap\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. G\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r gizl\u0259nir, gec\u0259l\u0259r yol gedirdi. N\u0259hay\u0259t, g\u0259lib k\u0259ndl\u0259rinin yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 me\u015f\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131. Anas\u0131 s\u0259mti ona ni\u015fan vermi\u015fdi. Axtara-axtara g\u0259lib atas\u0131n\u0131n buda\u011f\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 beli s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f a\u011fac\u0131 tapd\u0131. Ki\u015fi s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u2013 torpa\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. H\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz idi. Hadis\u0259d\u0259n bir h\u0259ft\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131n vaxt ke\u00e7irdi. S\u0259m\u0259d donub yerind\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t el\u0259y\u0259 bilir, n\u0259 d\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n hal\u0131na g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u0259 bilirdi. Ayaqlar\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxm\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259xmin\u0259n on d\u0259qiq\u0259 bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qald\u0131. Sonra ona el\u0259 bil q\u00fcvv\u0259 g\u0259ldi. \u0130r\u0259li yeriyib meyiti qucaqlad\u0131. H\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flad\u0131. Bird\u0259n sanki m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 ba\u015f verdi. Hiss etdi ki, quca\u011f\u0131nda tutdu\u011fu cans\u0131z c\u0259s\u0259d h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lir. S\u0259m\u0259d \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 qorxdu. Sonra \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131b yoxlad\u0131. Nizam ki\u015finin n\u0259f\u0259si g\u0259lirdi. Acl\u0131q, susuzluq, a\u011fr\u0131 onu \u0259ld\u0259n salsa da, h\u0259l\u0259 can\u0131n\u0131 almam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6z qapaqlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259 aralay\u0131b S\u0259m\u0259di tan\u0131d\u0131:
\n– G\u0259l\u2026din? Bi\u2026lir\u2026dim\u2026m ki, g\u0259\u2026l\u0259\u2026c\u0259k\u2026s\u0259n\u2026 Ba..\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259y\u2026
\nS\u0259m\u0259d \u0259yildi. Nizam ki\u015fi onun \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fc. Yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015f qurudu\u011fundan ya\u015farm\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– G\u00f6-z\u0259-li qor-ruya bil-m\u0259-dim. Anan sa\u011f-d\u0131?
\nS\u0259m\u0259d ba\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 \u00abh\u0259\u00bb dedi.
\n– \u018fzi-z\u0259 ne-c\u0259-dir?
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, ata, anam\u0131n yan\u0131ndad\u0131r. G\u0259ldim s\u0259ni apar\u0131m.
\nNizam ki\u015fi zar\u0131d\u0131.
\n– Gec-dir, o\u011ful. Sala-mat qal, – dedi v\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131 sin\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nS\u0259m\u0259d atas\u0131n\u0131n ax\u0131r n\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun c\u0259s\u0259dini buradan apara bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Y\u00fcz kilometr m\u0259saf\u0259 q\u0259t etm\u0259li idi. \u018ftraf erm\u0259nil\u0259rl\u0259 dolu idi. H\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc geriy\u0259 qay\u0131da bil\u0259c\u0259kdimi? Bu, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259mmal\u0131 idi. Odur ki, yan cibind\u0259ki s\u00fcng\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b h\u0259min \u015fahid a\u011fac\u0131n dibind\u0259 atas\u0131na q\u0259bir qazma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7\u0259tin idi, lakin ba\u015fqa \u0259lac\u0131 yox idi. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saat \u0259ll\u0259\u015fdikd\u0259n sonra q\u0259bir haz\u0131r oldu v\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259li il\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259fn el\u0259di.
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\n\u015e\u0259r qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O, ba\u015f\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, fikirli, d\u0259rd-q\u0259m i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 me\u015f\u0259nin i\u00e7\u0259risil\u0259 add\u0131mlay\u0131rd\u0131. Bird\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131n s\u0259si e\u015fitdi. C\u0259ld a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259yilib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011faclar\u0131n birinin arxas\u0131na verib gizl\u0259ndi. \u0130ki ma\u015f\u0131n idi. Ondan bir az aral\u0131da ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131 saxlad\u0131lar. Be\u015f-alt\u0131 qad\u0131n v\u0259 ki\u015fi ma\u015f\u0131nlardan t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Kefli idil\u0259r. Yanlar\u0131nda iki it d\u0259 vard\u0131. S\u0259m\u0259d ac\u0131 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fdi: \u00ab\u0130tl\u0259r duyuq d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259l\u0259r, \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n yaxa qurtara bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m\u00bb.
\nBel\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, erm\u0259nil\u0259r me\u015f\u0259y\u0259 kef \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yand\u0131rd\u0131lar. H\u0259r\u0259si bir qad\u0131n\u0131n qolundan tutub kolun dibin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdil\u0259r. \u0130tl\u0259r ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sdirib durmu\u015fdular. S\u0259m\u0259d bir anl\u0131\u011fa fikirl\u0259\u015fdi: \u00ab\u0130tl\u0259r olmasayd\u0131, ma\u015f\u0131nlardan birin\u0259 minib yola \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131m\u00bb.
\n\u0130tl\u0259r, sanki onun fikrini oxudular. A\u011f\u0131z-a\u011f\u0131za verib h\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Tan\u0131\u015f olmayan qoxunu hiss etmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Erm\u0259nil\u0259rd\u0259n kims\u0259 itl\u0259r\u0259 ac\u0131qland\u0131. Onlar s\u0259sl\u0259rini k\u0259sdil\u0259r. Az sonra yen\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Erm\u0259ni donquldand\u0131:
\n– Bu \u00e7\u0259r d\u0259ymi\u015fl\u0259r d\u0259 vaxt tapd\u0131lar h\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259\u2026 Y\u0259qin onlar da tamaha d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbl\u0259r \u2026 – q\u0259h-q\u0259h\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi.
\nBird\u0259n itl\u0259rd\u0259n biri yerind\u0259n qopub S\u0259m\u0259d t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc. S\u0259m\u0259d bayaqdan tapan\u00e7an\u0131 aya\u011fa \u00e7\u0259kib g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. \u018flacs\u0131z qal\u0131b at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7d\u0131. \u0130kinci it d\u0259 ir\u0259li cumdu. N\u00f6vb\u0259ti g\u00fcll\u0259 onu da a\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\nArt\u0131q erm\u0259nil\u0259r d\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar:
\n– Ara, bu supa o\u011flu kimdirs\u0259, itl\u0259rin n\u0259f\u0259sini k\u0259sdi\u2026 Ara, siz d\u0259 at\u0131n\u2026 G\u00fcll\u0259 h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. S\u0259m\u0259d yerini d\u0259yi\u015fdi. Onu g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r v\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259y\u0259 tutdular. Kimins\u0259 s\u0259si g\u0259ldi:
\n– Ara, bu harada varsa \u2013 t\u00fcrkd\u00fcr\u2026
\nS\u0259m\u0259din vur-tut be\u015f g\u00fcll\u0259si qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0259na\u0259tl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259tm\u0259li idi. Onu bilirdi ki, erm\u0259nil\u0259rin \u0259lind\u0259n yaxa qurtara bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Odur ki, g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259ri havaya sovurmaq ist\u0259mirdi. \u018fn az\u0131 be\u015f erm\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259li idi. Ni\u015fan al\u0131b atd\u0131. Erm\u0259nil\u0259rd\u0259n biri sin\u0259sini tutub y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131:
\n– Ara, supa o\u011flu \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc m\u0259ni.
\nErm\u0259nil\u0259rd\u0259n birinin g\u00fcll\u0259si S\u0259m\u0259ndin \u00e7iynini qana boyad\u0131. O, s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259 yerini d\u0259yi\u015fdi. \u0130ri g\u00f6vd\u0259li a\u011fac\u0131n arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7di. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r m\u00fchasir\u0259 h\u0259lq\u0259sini daraltd\u0131lar. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, qad\u0131nlarda da silah vard\u0131. Onlar da at\u0131rd\u0131lar.
\nS\u0259m\u0259d:
\n– Bu da G\u00f6z\u0259lin qisas\u0131, – deyib aln\u0131ndan bir qad\u0131n\u0131 ni\u015fan ald\u0131. Qad\u0131n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n baltalanm\u0131\u015f a\u011fac kimi yer\u0259 s\u0259rildi. \u0130\u015fin t\u0259rsliyind\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n f\u0259n\u0259rl\u0259ri S\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 sar\u0131 tu\u015flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun gizl\u0259ndiyi yeri v\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259s\u0259ydi, m\u00fctl\u0259q onu vuracaqd\u0131lar. F\u0259n\u0259rl\u0259ri g\u00fcll\u0259y\u0259 tutsayd\u0131, g\u00fcll\u0259si qurtaracaqd\u0131. Bird\u0259n a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n fikird\u0259n sevindi. \u018flini at\u0131b yerd\u0259n bir da\u015f g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb atd\u0131. Da\u015f ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n faras\u0131na d\u0259yib s\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130\u015f\u0131qlardan biri s\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u0130kinci da\u015f o biri ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131ndan birini ke\u00e7irdi. Tez s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb yerini d\u0259yi\u015fdi. G\u00fcll\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. \u018fg\u0259r c\u0259ld yerini d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259s\u0259ydi, g\u00fcll\u0259 onu tutacaqd\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcll\u0259si qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. F\u0259n\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259n ikisini g\u00fcll\u0259 il\u0259 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrs\u0259ydi, \u0259traf z\u00fclm\u0259t\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 o, me\u015f\u0259nin qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yoxa \u00e7\u0131xacaqd\u0131. Atd\u0131. G\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259rrast oldu: \u00abQald\u0131 biri: Tapan\u00e7an\u0131 tu\u015flamaq ist\u0259yirdi ki, bird\u0259n arxadan ba\u015f\u0131na n\u0259s\u0259 endirildi. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri qarald\u0131, tapan\u00e7a \u0259lind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Erm\u0259nil\u0259rd\u0259n biri onun arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7\u0259 bilmi\u015f, tapan\u00e7an\u0131n qunda\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 onun ba\u015f\u0131na m\u00f6hk\u0259mc\u0259 bir z\u0259rb\u0259 endirmi\u015fdi. Onu g\u00fcll\u0259 il\u0259 d\u0259 vura bil\u0259rdi. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, diri tutmaq ist\u0259yirmi\u015f.
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\nS\u0259m\u0259di ma\u015f\u0131na bas\u0131b k\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. Meyitl\u0259ri d\u0259 sahibl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u0130ki evd\u0259 \u015fiv\u0259n qopdu. \u00d6l\u0259nl\u0259rin yax\u0131nlar\u0131, qohum-\u0259qr\u0259bas\u0131 h\u00fccum \u00e7\u0259kib S\u0259m\u0259di t\u0259l\u0259b etdil\u0259r. Gec\u0259 il\u0259 onu didik-didik etm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Lakin onlar\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirib dedil\u0259r ki, sabah k\u0259nd camaat\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ist\u0259diyiniz c\u0259zan\u0131 ver\u0259rsiniz. \u00c7\u00fcnki S\u0259m\u0259d bir-iki adam\u0131n yox, ham\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nidir. G\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r da\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131b getdil\u0259r v\u0259 sabah\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar.
\nSergey qaba\u011fa ke\u00e7di. Onun g\u00f6st\u0259ri\u015fi il\u0259 S\u0259m\u0259di t\u00f6vl\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n birin\u0259 sal\u0131b a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131lar. Amma \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259mc\u0259 \u0259zi\u015fdirdil\u0259r. T\u0259piy\u0259, yumru\u011fa tutdular. Yaral\u0131 \u00e7iynin\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259n z\u0259rb\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n hu\u015funu itirib h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz qald\u0131. Sergey:
\n– Bunun atas\u0131 Samveli \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f, m\u0259ni d\u0259 yaralam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, dedi:
\nO c\u0259zas\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131. \u0130ndi n\u00f6vb\u0259 o\u011flunundur. Sergey ax\u015fam ev\u0259 l\u00fcl-q\u0259nb\u0259r qay\u0131td\u0131. Kefi k\u00f6k idi. Roza il\u0259 me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259bi\u0259tin qoynunda ey\u015f-i\u015fr\u0259td\u0259 olmu\u015fdu. T\u00fcrk zal\u0131m o\u011flu kefl\u0259rin\u0259 so\u011fan do\u011framasayd\u0131, g\u00fcn\u00fc lap xo\u015f ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259kdi. H\u0259l\u0259 allah \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131 ki, sa\u011f-salamat qurtard\u0131. G\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259rin biri ona d\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Amma S\u0259m\u0259di tutduqlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn art\u0131q olub-ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri, qan\u0131qara\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 unutmu\u015fdu. Erm\u0259nil\u0259rin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc onu yand\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131. Bir t\u00fcrk\u0259 i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259 verm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc on erm\u0259ninin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 raz\u0131 olard\u0131.
\n\u0130ki erm\u0259ninin at\u0131\u015fma zaman\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclm\u0259sind\u0259n Siranu\u015fun da x\u0259b\u0259ri vard\u0131. Amma bu hadis\u0259nin Sergeyin vecin\u0259 olmamas\u0131 onu t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndirdi.
\n– Yen\u0259 n\u0259dir, kefin ala buludlarda g\u0259zir\u2026 he\u00e7 olmasa, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259ni tutdunuz?
\n– Sergey qrafind\u0259n st\u0259kana su s\u00fcz\u00fcb ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi:
\n– Tutdunuz n\u0259dir, atas\u0131n\u0131 yand\u0131rd\u0131q. \u0130ndi yar\u0131mcan A\u015fotun t\u00f6vl\u0259sind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn kef edir.
\n– Tan\u0131ya bildin? Kimdir?
\nSergey \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n raz\u0131:
\n– Kim olacaq? Nizam\u0131n yetim\u00e7\u0259si S\u0259m\u0259ddir d\u0259\u2026 Sabah camaat\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc qaba\u011f\u0131nda i\u015fin\u0259 \u0259ncam \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259yik.
\nSiranu\u015f S\u0259m\u0259din ad\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fidib tutuldu. N\u0259f\u0259si darald\u0131. Lakin bunu b\u00fcruz\u0259 verm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sonra n\u0259s\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb:
\n– Bird\u0259n gec\u0259nin bir al\u0259mi durdu qa\u00e7d\u0131\u2026
\n– Qa\u00e7ma\u011fa hal\u0131 olsa \u2013 qa\u00e7ar. Yaral\u0131d\u0131r, h\u0259m d\u0259 malcan \u00e7\u0131rpm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Sonra da A\u015fotun t\u00f6vl\u0259si da\u015fdand\u0131r. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 d\u0259mir barmaql\u0131q vurub. Qap\u0131s\u0131 da d\u0259mird\u0259ndir. Ke\u00e7\u0259n il mal-heyvan\u0131 o\u011furlanandan sonra A\u015fot i\u015fini ehtiyatl\u0131 tutub. D\u00fcz deyirl\u0259r ki, i\u015f-i\u015fd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra qar\u0131 tuman ba\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259rkidir. Bundan ba\u015fqa, m\u0259n A\u015fot-ma\u015fota bel ba\u011flayan deyil\u0259m. Qap\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131f\u0131llay\u0131b a\u00e7ar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm\u2026
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\nSergey ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259 dayan\u0131rd\u0131. Siranu\u015f ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xarmaqda ona k\u00f6m\u0259k etdi. Sergeyin \u00e7arpay\u0131ya uzanma\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 yuxuya getm\u0259yi bir oldu. Siranu\u015f da paltar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b onun yan\u0131nda uzand\u0131. Lakin g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumsa da yuxuya ged\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Da\u011f\u0131 arana, aran\u0131 da\u011fa apard\u0131. S\u0259m\u0259din qaynar g\u00f6zl\u0259ri, iri \u0259z\u0259l\u0259li qollar\u0131, b\u0259d\u0259ni, n\u00fcfuzedici bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nSergey d\u0259rin yuxuya getmi\u015fdi. Xorna \u00e7\u0259kirdi. O, kefli olanda onun bax bel\u0259c\u0259 div yuxusuna getdiyini, bir d\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r oyand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Siranu\u015f yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi. \u00dcsulluca yor\u011fan\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kdi. \u00c7arpay\u0131dan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u0259lini onun \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131n cibin\u0259 sald\u0131.
\nGec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131 idi. Siranu\u015f h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u018ftrafa g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi. K\u0259nd d\u0259rin yuxuda idi. Uzaqdan a\u011fla\u015fma s\u0259si g\u0259lir v\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131n q\u0259rib sakitliyini pozurdu. Siranu\u015f ehtiyatla A\u015fotun evin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Darvaza ba\u011fl\u0131 idi. O, pi\u015fik kimi s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b hasar\u0131 a\u015fd\u0131. Heyv\u0259r\u0259 it d\u0259rhal onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda peyda oldu. Lakin h\u00fcrm\u0259di. Siranu\u015f A\u015fatoun arvad\u0131 Marfa il\u0259 r\u0259fiq\u0259 idi. Bu ev\u0259 tez-tez g\u0259lib getdiyind\u0259n it onu tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Siranu\u015fun qoxusunu ald\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, ona toxunmad\u0131. Qad\u0131n itin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tumarlad\u0131. \u0130t yalmand\u0131. Siranu\u015f t\u00f6vl\u0259y\u0259 sar\u0131 getdi v\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. \u0130\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 xeyli mal-qara vard\u0131. O, t\u00f6vl\u0259ni i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259m\u0259d g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ymirdi. Qap\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n ba\u011flay\u0131b t\u00f6vl\u0259nin o biri qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 a\u00e7ar\u0131 q\u0131f\u0131la sald\u0131. S\u0259m\u0259din zar\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 g\u0259lirdi. Siranu\u015f \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ona yetirdi. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b dizinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu:
\n– Samad, ay Samad\u2026
\nS\u0259m\u0259d g\u00fccl\u0259 g\u00f6z qapaqlar\u0131n\u0131 aralay\u0131b baxd\u0131. F\u0259n\u0259rin sol\u011fun i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Siranu\u015fu g\u00f6r\u00fcb t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi. Onu geri it\u0259l\u0259di.
\n– Samadcan, g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m s\u0259ni qurtar\u0131m. \u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 s\u0259ninl\u0259 gedim. Bu Sergey can\u0131m\u0131 bo\u011faz\u0131ma y\u0131\u011f\u0131b. Supa kimidir. Arvadbazl\u0131qdan ba\u015f\u0131 ay\u0131lm\u0131r.
\n– \u018fl \u00e7\u0259k, qanc\u0131q\u2026 Yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur \u00f6ld\u00fcr m\u0259ni\u2026
\n– Samadcan, s\u0259n bilirs\u0259n ki, man sani \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Siranu\u015f t\u00f6km\u0259b\u0259d\u0259nli qad\u0131n idi. A\u011f-appaq b\u0259d\u0259ni, iri g\u00f6vd\u0259li, yo\u011fun bald\u0131rlar\u0131 vard\u0131. Yeriy\u0259nd\u0259 az qal\u0131rd\u0131 yeri da\u011f\u0131da. Yanlar\u0131n\u0131 oynada-oynada ged\u0259rk\u0259n arxadan baxanlar\u0131 tamaha sal\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259m\u0259d yolda\u015flar\u0131ndan e\u015fitmi\u015fdi ki, erm\u0259ni arvadlar\u0131 ba\u015fqa bir cand\u0131r. Yataqda onlara \u00e7atan yoxdur.
\nK\u0259ndd\u0259 S\u0259m\u0259d d\u0259 tay-tu\u015flar\u0131ndan g\u00f6rk\u0259mc\u0259 f\u0259rql\u0259nirdi. Qarabu\u011fday\u0131, iri s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u00fc, enli k\u00fcr\u0259kli g\u0259nc idi. Ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n arvad\u0131na, q\u0131z-g\u0259linin\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ucu il\u0259 d\u0259 baxmazd\u0131. \u00ab\u0130nsan \u00f6z namusunu qorumaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259, g\u0259r\u0259k ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n da namusuna toxunmaya\u00bb. Onun q\u0259na\u0259ti bel\u0259 idi. \u0130nsan, x\u00fcsus\u0259n, qad\u0131nlar q\u0259rib\u0259 xisl\u0259tli olurlar. E\u015fq-m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t, maraq, meyil kimi hissl\u0259r m\u00fcxt\u0259lif t\u0259zadlarla m\u00fc\u015fayi\u0259t olunur. G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, biri d\u0259rdind\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcr, ona m\u0259h\u0259l qoymursan, s\u0259n\u0259 bigan\u0259 olan\u0131n birisinin h\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n. Siranu\u015f h\u0259l\u0259 q\u0131z vaxtlar\u0131nda \u00e7oxlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 od salanda onu he\u00e7 kim yox, yaln\u0131z S\u0259m\u0259d maraqland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259z\u0259nib-d\u00fcz\u0259ns\u0259, xo\u015f m\u00fcnasib\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259 S\u0259m\u0259di \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 c\u0259lb el\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Ax\u0131rda kar a\u015fmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb ac\u0131\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb Sergey\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 getdi.
\nSergeyi sevmirdi. \u00abAd olsun, \u0259r\u0259 getdi\u00bb prinsipin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259nib ail\u0259 qurdu. Amma kefind\u0259n d\u0259 qalmad\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fc tutan\u0131n yata\u011f\u0131na girdi. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, d\u00fcnya be\u015f g\u00fcnl\u00fckd\u00fcr. Adama da g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc kef qal\u0131r bu fani, v\u0259fas\u0131z d\u00fcnyada. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, S\u0259m\u0259d onu almad\u0131-almad\u0131, z\u00f6vq\u00fc-s\u0259fa \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fc. Arada ona atmaca atd\u0131, qand\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Kar a\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb dil\u0259 g\u0259ldi, yen\u0259 xeyri olmad\u0131. Ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259r arzusu g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 qald\u0131.
\nS\u0259m\u0259d ail\u0259 qurdu, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ail\u0259sin\u0259, ev-e\u015fiyin\u0259 h\u0259sr etdi. Siranu\u015f, \u00e7\u0259tin olsa da, S\u0259m\u0259di unutma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Lakin bacarmad\u0131. \u0130ndi S\u0259m\u0259di, sad\u0259c\u0259, g\u00f6rm\u0259k, dindirm\u0259kl\u0259 d\u0259 olsa t\u0259s\u0259lli tap\u0131rd\u0131. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r t\u00fcrkl\u0259rin evl\u0259rini yand\u0131randa, onlar\u0131 qovub \u00e7\u0131xaranda Siranu\u015fun b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcmidl\u0259ri pu\u00e7a \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Nizam ki\u015fi, G\u00f6z\u0259l \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, Fatma arvaddan x\u0259b\u0259r yox idi. S\u0259m\u0259dl\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 bu hadis\u0259d\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b Bak\u0131ya getmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Daha buralara d\u00f6n\u0259si deyildil\u0259r. O, S\u0259m\u0259dl\u0259 bir d\u0259 qiyam\u0259td\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u0130ndi S\u0259m\u0259din k\u0259ndd\u0259 \u0259sirlikd\u0259 oldu\u011funu e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259yi yerind\u0259n oynam\u0131\u015f, \u00f6l\u0259n \u00fcmidl\u0259ri \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O, S\u0259m\u0259di erm\u0259nil\u0259rin \u0259lind\u0259n qurtara bil\u0259rdi. S\u0259m\u0259d d\u0259 bunu qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndir\u0259rdi. S\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 olan m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti erm\u0259ni oldu\u011funu sanki Siranu\u015fa unutdurmu\u015fdu. S\u0259m\u0259dl\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259yi xo\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 bel\u0259 haz\u0131r idi. K\u0259r\u0259m \u018fslinin yolunda olmaz\u0131n \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 qatla\u015fd\u0131. K\u0259r\u0259m t\u00fcrk, \u018fsli erm\u0259ni idi. \u0130ndi rollar d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. Siranu\u015f S\u0259m\u0259dd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc d\u0259li-divan\u0259 idi. O, n\u0259yin bahas\u0131na olursa-olsun g\u0259nci dardan qurtarmaq ist\u0259yirdi. H\u0259m d\u0259 anlay\u0131rd\u0131 ki, \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 f\u00fcrs\u0259t d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi erm\u0259nil\u0259r heyf \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa, t\u00fcrkl\u0259rd\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 qoparma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Bir yandan torpaqlar\u0131n\u0131 tutur, dig\u0259r yandan da Erm\u0259nistandak\u0131 ev-e\u015fikl\u0259rind\u0259n qovurdular.
\nS\u0259m\u0259d \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259-s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 deyildi. Hu\u015funu itirmi\u015fdi. K\u00f6yn\u0259yi c\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u0259z\u0259l\u0259li sin\u0259si \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Siranu\u015f \u0259li il\u0259 onun t\u00fckl\u00fc sin\u0259sini tumarlad\u0131. S\u0259m\u0259d yar\u0131mcan v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tli, yenilm\u0259z g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Siranu\u015f yaxas\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fcym\u0259l\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131. \u0130ri d\u00f6\u015fl\u0259ri k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. O, \u0259yilib a\u011fappaq d\u00f6\u015fl\u0259rini S\u0259m\u0259din t\u00fckl\u00fc sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u00fcrtm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.
\nB\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 yum\u015faq bir \u015feyin d\u0259ydiyini hiss ed\u0259n S\u0259m\u0259d g\u00f6z qapaqlar\u0131n\u0131 aralay\u0131b baxd\u0131. Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 Siranu\u015fun m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259td\u0259n al\u0131\u015f\u0131b-yanan g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 sata\u015fd\u0131. \u018fli il\u0259 onu geri it\u0259l\u0259di. Siranu\u015f onun bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tind\u0259n q\u0259tiyy\u0259n incim\u0259di. Yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, vaxt azd\u0131r. O, S\u0259m\u0259di qurtarmal\u0131d\u0131r. Odur ki, yaxas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcym\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 \u2013d\u00fcym\u0259l\u0259y\u0259:
\n– Dur, Samad, dur, Sergey oyansa, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bura \u00e7atd\u0131racaq, qa\u00e7maq laz\u0131md\u0131r. Sabah \u0259tini \u015fi\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Bizimkil\u0259ri ki, tan\u0131y\u0131rsan\u2026
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\nSergey arxas\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Xorultusu evi ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bird\u0259n b\u00f6yr\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7evrilib \u0259lini ir\u0259li uzatd\u0131. Arxadan Siranu\u015fun dolu \u0259ndam\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b yatma\u011f\u0131 xo\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. Lakin bu d\u0259f\u0259 Sergeyin \u0259li bo\u015fa getdi. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc bir az ir\u0259li verdi v\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131. Siranu\u015f yerind\u0259 yox idi. Sergey haraylad\u0131. Cavab g\u0259lm\u0259di. \u018flini at\u0131b siqaret g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 yand\u0131rd\u0131. Bir-iki qullab vurub fikr\u0259 getdi. Siranu\u015fun yan\u0131nda S\u0259m\u0259din ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kd\u0259 ehtiyats\u0131zl\u0131q etmi\u015fdi. S\u0259m\u0259dl\u0259 arvad\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fq mac\u0259ralar\u0131 qula\u011f\u0131na \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Lakin n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131sa, onlar\u0131 bir yerd\u0259 tuta bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Rastla\u015fd\u0131qda Sergeyin ona qanl\u0131-qanl\u0131 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n S\u0259m\u0259d ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, Sergey arvad\u0131n\u0131 ona q\u0131sqan\u0131r. Odur ki, onu saxlay\u0131b, inand\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, Siranu\u015fla onun aras\u0131nda he\u00e7 bir yax\u0131nl\u0131q yoxdur. E\u015fitdikl\u0259ri yaland\u0131r. Amma Sergey inanmaq ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 bacara bilm\u0259mi\u015f, \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 xal d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00abOd olmasa, t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xmaz\u00bb.
\nOna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 S\u0259m\u0259din Bak\u0131da olmas\u0131ndan istifad\u0259 edib Samveli d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb onlar\u0131n evin\u0259 getmi\u015fdi. M\u0259qs\u0259di S\u0259m\u0259dd\u0259n heyf \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir gec\u0259liy\u0259 d\u0259 olsa G\u00f6z\u0259li \u0259l\u0259 ke\u00e7irm\u0259k idi. Bu da yad\u0131n\u0131zda varsa, ba\u015f tutmad\u0131. \u0130ndi S\u0259m\u0259d \u00f6z\u00fc onun \u0259lind\u0259 idi. T\u00f6vl\u0259nin a\u00e7ar\u0131n\u0131 da S\u0259m\u0259dl\u0259 haqq-hesab\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fctm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Siranu\u015f g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xmaq bilmirdi. Sergeyin \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 damd\u0131. Tez \u0259lini at\u0131b \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. T\u00f6vl\u0259nin a\u00e7ar\u0131 yerind\u0259 yox idi. O, c\u0259ld geyindi:
\n– Qanc\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n? Yek\u0259 dal\u0131n\u0131 S\u0259m\u0259din h\u00fczuruna apar\u0131b\u2026
\nH\u0259y\u0259t qap\u0131s\u0131 arxadan q\u0131f\u0131llanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Samvel iti add\u0131mlarla h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 girdi. \u0130t h\u00fcr\u0259-h\u00fcr\u0259 onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 cumdu. S\u0259s\u0259 A\u015fot \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 it\u0259 ac\u0131qland\u0131. Sergey t\u00f6vl\u0259nin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri bo\u015f idi.
\n– Supa o\u011flu supa! T\u0131s vurub yatm\u0131san. S\u0259n\u0259 dem\u0259mi\u015fdim g\u00f6z\u00fcn bu t\u00fcrkd\u0259 olsun. \u0130ndi ba\u015f\u0131nla cavab ver\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. S\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n onun yerin\u0259 s\u0259ni \u015fi\u015f\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259yik. C\u0259ld dal\u0131mca g\u0259l\u2026
\nSergey itin yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 ona bir t\u0259pik vurdu:
\n– \u0130t ki, it\u2026 T\u00fcrk\u00fc yola sal\u0131r, m\u0259nim \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 cumur.
\nEndiril\u0259n t\u0259pik itin s\u00fcr-s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259zi\u015fdirdiyind\u0259n Sergeyin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 at\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131ndan onu qapd\u0131. Sergey q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b s\u00f6yd\u00fc. A\u015fot tez yod, t\u0259nzif g\u0259tirdi. Sergey q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– Ay e\u015f\u015f\u0259k, tez ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 sal\u2026 T\u00fcrk c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259, arvad da \u0259ld\u0259n getdi\u2026
\nA\u015fot t\u0259dbirli t\u0259rp\u0259ndi:
\n– Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fidib gizl\u0259n\u0259rl\u0259r. G\u0259r\u0259k piyada ged\u0259k\u2026
\nSergey \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn tur\u015fudaraq:
\n– Piyada gets\u0259k, \u00e7atmar\u0131q. Onda g\u0259r\u0259k velosiped\u0259 oturaq.
\nBu t\u0259klif Sergeyin a\u011fl\u0131na batd\u0131:
\n– Di, tez ol, velosipedi g\u0259tir\u2026 Tapan\u00e7a da g\u00f6t\u00fcr.
\nOnlar ikisi d\u0259 \u2013 qabaqda A\u015fot, arxa oturacaqda Sergey velosiped\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r v\u0259 yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.
\nS\u0259m\u0259d yaral\u0131 oldu\u011fundan \u00e7ox da uza\u011fa ged\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. O, t\u0259k idi. Siranu\u015f g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ymirdi. Sergey \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 deyindi: \u00abY\u0259qin qanc\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dinc\u0259ldib ev\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b. Eybi yox, onunla sonra dan\u0131\u015faram\u00bb.
\nS\u0259m\u0259d ac idi. Taq\u0259td\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Yaras\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131 verirdi. Odur ki, yorulub yolda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onu bir kolun dibind\u0259 tapd\u0131lar. Sergeyl\u0259 A\u015fotu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 durub qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259di. Amma ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc ald\u0131lar.
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\n\u018fziz\u0259 h\u0259yatda haqs\u0131zl\u0131qlar, al\u00e7aql\u0131qlarla az rastla\u015fmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259tiril\u0259n bu oyunlar\u0131n bir \u00e7oxu onun yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Lakin do\u011fmalar\u0131na, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 edil\u0259n pislikl\u0259ri, t\u0259hqirl\u0259ri he\u00e7 c\u00fcr unuda bilmirdi. \u0130nstitutda oxuyanda da haqs\u0131zl\u0131qlarla \u00fczl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. H\u0259min hadis\u0259 yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015firdi. Riyaziyyatdan imtahan idi. M\u00fc\u0259llim qrupa x\u0259b\u0259r g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdi ki, qiym\u0259t almaq ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r qabaqcadan onu g\u00f6rs\u00fcnl\u0259r. \u018fziz\u0259 bel\u0259 t\u0259m\u0259nnal\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259ri anlaya bilmirdi. Onlar m\u00fc\u0259llim ad\u0131na l\u0259k\u0259 g\u0259tirirdil\u0259r. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 ehtiyatl\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259nmi\u015f onun ist\u0259diyi pulu vermi\u015fdil\u0259r. \u018fziz\u0259 imtahana haz\u0131rla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bu s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259ti, x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 qulaq ard\u0131na vurmu\u015fdu. Lakin do\u011fru deyibl\u0259rmi\u015f s\u0259n sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 say, g\u00f6r f\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259 say\u0131r\u00bb.
\n\u018fziz\u0259 gec\u0259ni, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u0259 qat\u0131b imtahanlara haz\u0131rla\u015fd\u0131, \u0259la qiym\u0259t alaca\u011f\u0131na \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 etmirdi. \u0130mtahandak\u0131 \u015fifahi cavablar\u0131 da, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 h\u0259lli d\u0259 imkan verirdi ki, \u0259la qiym\u0259t als\u0131n. Lakin g\u00f6zl\u0259diyinin \u0259ksin\u0259 olaraq m\u00fc\u0259llim \u00abyax\u015f\u0131\u00bb yazmaq ist\u0259diyini bildirdi. \u018fziz\u0259 etiraz etdi. Bu, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259lm\u0259di v\u0259 o ac\u0131\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00ab\u018flaya he\u00e7 m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm bilmir\u0259m\u00bb. \u018flav\u0259 suallar, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 v\u0259 misallar verdi. N\u0259tic\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 olsa da, m\u00fc\u0259llim \u0259la yazmaq ist\u0259mirdi ki, ist\u0259mirdi. Ax\u0131rda i\u015f o yer\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131 ki, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b 2 qeyri kafi qiym\u0259t yazd\u0131. \u018fziz\u0259 sonra g\u00f6nd\u0259ri\u015f alsa da \u0259li r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015f, vicdan\u0131n\u0131 pula satan, m\u00fc\u0259llim t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rini qurma\u011f\u0131 bacarmayan, pedaqoji etikadan k\u0259nar bu \u015f\u0259xs h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 m\u0259yus edirdi. \u018fziz\u0259y\u0259 sonuncu g\u00f6nd\u0259ri\u015f verilmi\u015fdi. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 iki qiym\u0259t alsayd\u0131 kursda qalacaqd\u0131. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 komissiya t\u0259l\u0259b etdi. V\u0259 riyaziyyat m\u00fc\u0259lliminin ciddi c\u0259hdin\u0259 baxmayaraq biliyi \u0259la il\u0259 qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirildi. \u018fziz\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259t d\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Lakin bunu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 r\u0259va g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nN\u0259 \u0259c\u0259b d\u00fcnyada yax\u015f\u0131 adamlar varm\u0131\u015f! H\u0259min \u015f\u0259xsl\u0259rl\u0259 Mahmud m\u00fc\u0259llim kimi l\u0259yaq\u0259tsizl\u0259ri m\u00fcqayis\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259k, \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fc yax\u015f\u0131lara verdi. V\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 \u00abO\u00bbna rast g\u0259ldi. D\u00fcnya bir anl\u0131qda \u0259lvan r\u0259ngl\u0259r\u0259 boyand\u0131. H\u0259r \u015fey g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. Kobud s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259, deying\u0259n qon\u015funun da, xudbin qrup yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n da, qiym\u0259td\u0259 aldadan sat\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n da, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t verm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Biri haqq\u0131nda fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, y\u0259qin \u0259s\u0259bidir, kims\u0259 qan\u0131n\u0131 qaral\u00acd\u0131b, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 kobudluq edir; o biri bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc: g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, d\u0259rdlidir; sat\u0131c\u0131 haqq\u0131nda \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 dedi: \u00abY\u0259qin ehtiyac\u0131 var, n\u0259 bilm\u0259k olar?!\u00bb
\nBax, bel\u0259c\u0259, \u015f\u0259n, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z, sevgili g\u00fcnl\u0259ri ba\u015fland\u0131. Deyirl\u0259r, vaxtil\u0259 insan t\u0259bi\u0259ti indiki kimi olmay\u0131bm\u0131\u015f. Onun d\u00f6rd \u0259li, d\u00f6rd aya\u011f\u0131, k\u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 ox\u015far b\u0259d\u0259ni varm\u0131\u015f. Bir boynunun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bir-birinin tam eyni olan, lakin \u0259ks istiqam\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 baxan iki sif\u0259ti varm\u0131\u015f. \u0130nsan \u00f6z g\u00fcc\u00fc, q\u00fcvv\u0259si, bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131, a\u011fl\u0131, \u00e7evikliyi etibaril\u0259 indikil\u0259rd\u0259n f\u0259rql\u0259nirdi. O, allahlarla bel\u0259 boyun \u0259ymirdi. Bundan x\u0259b\u0259r tutan Zevs onlar\u0131n q\u00fcvv\u0259sini par\u00e7alamaq, h\u0259r birini iki hiss\u0259y\u0259 b\u00f6lm\u0259k q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldi. Bunlardan da ki\u015fi v\u0259 qad\u0131n yarand\u0131. H\u0259min hiss\u0259l\u0259r h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 qovu\u015fma\u011fa can at\u0131rlar, buradan da Eros, y\u0259ni t\u0259bii m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t yaran\u0131b. Biz \u0259slind\u0259 b\u00fct\u00f6v insan deyilik, vahid tam\u0131n hiss\u0259l\u0259riyik. Yaln\u0131z \u00f6z hiss\u0259l\u0259rimizi tapd\u0131qdan sonra \u0259sl insana \u00e7evrilirik.
\n\u018fziz\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z hiss\u0259sini tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc b\u0259xtiyar, m\u0259sud san\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u0130ndi \u00f6t\u00fcb-ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri and\u0131qca g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, h\u0259yat onun fikirl\u0259\u015fdiyi kimi yaln\u0131z \u0259lvan boyalara b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u0259yib, yaln\u0131z adama s\u0259ad\u0259t b\u0259x\u015f etmir, \u015firin bad\u0259sini i\u00e7irtmir, onun h\u0259m d\u0259 z\u0259h\u0259r kimi ac\u0131 bad\u0259si var. H\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259cbur edir ki, onu da i\u00e7\u0259s\u0259n. H\u0259yat\u0131n xo\u015f anlar\u0131 kimi ke\u015fm\u0259ke\u015fli, a\u011f\u0131r, sars\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131, \u0259ziyy\u0259tli, iztirabl\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00e7oxdur. \u00d6z tay\u0131n\u0131 tapanlara b\u0259xtiyar dem\u0259k olar.
\nK\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rli \u0130lyas baba il\u0259 Xat\u0131n n\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 az, n\u0259 \u00e7ox d\u00fcz 105-106 il \u0259r \u2013 arvadl\u0131q h\u0259yat\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcbl\u0259r. \u0130lahi 105-106 il! B\u0259zil\u0259ri ail\u0259 qurandan sonra he\u00e7 ilk u\u015faqlar\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f ayr\u0131l\u0131rlar. H\u0259r g\u00fcn bir-birl\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u0259k ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 il sonra da insanlar\u0131 t\u0259ng\u0259 g\u0259tirir. 105-106 il, bir \u0259srd\u0259n \u00e7ox bir-birin\u0259 h\u0259yan durasan, birg\u0259 \u015fadlanasan, birg\u0259 q\u0259ml\u0259n\u0259s\u0259n, \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259rini birg\u0259 h\u0259ll ed\u0259s\u0259n. 130-140 il birlikd\u0259 \u0259r-arvad kimi ya\u015famaq n\u0259dir, h\u0259tta 100 il \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrm\u0259k bel\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u00fcn\u0259rdir. 130-140 il ya\u015fayasan bundan 100 ild\u0259n \u00e7oxunu bir-birin\u0259 h\u0259sr ed\u0259s\u0259n. Dem\u0259li, xo\u015fb\u0259xt ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 insan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 uzad\u0131r. Ail\u0259 u\u011fursuz olanda \u00f6m\u00fcr d\u0259 q\u0131sal\u0131r, xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik d\u0259 azal\u0131r, yoxa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.
\n\u018fziz\u0259 \u00abO\u00bbnunla birlikd\u0259 150 il birg\u0259 ya\u015faya bil\u0259rdi. B\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 ona h\u0259sr ed\u0259rdi. Laz\u0131m g\u0259ls\u0259ydi, onunla \u00f6l\u0259rdi, diril\u0259rdi. \u00abO\u00bbna m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tinin h\u0259ddi-h\u00fcdudu yox idi. \u0130ki \u0259sr bu m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin oduna q\u0131z\u0131nmaq olard\u0131. Ancaq olmad\u0131. \u00abO\u00bb \u00f6ld\u00fc, \u018fziz\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nAdilxan\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tini ona ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamazd\u0131. Ancaq ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131. D\u00fcnyadak\u0131 pislikl\u0259rin yan\u0131nda o n\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck g\u00fcnah tutmu\u015fdu ki?! \u018fziz\u0259ni ma\u015f\u0131na s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259n, sa\u011f v\u0259 sol t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rind\u0259 oturub b\u0131\u00e7aqlar\u0131n\u0131 onun b\u00f6y\u00fcrl\u0259rin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259y\u0259n o\u011flanlar\u0131 tutdurard\u0131. Lakin tutdurmad\u0131. Mahmud m\u00fc\u0259llimin al\u00e7aq h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bu n\u0259 idi ki? Mahmud m\u00fc\u0259llimi ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamad\u0131. Taleyin h\u00f6km\u00fcn\u0259 buraxd\u0131. \u018fziz\u0259 h\u0259min g\u0259ncl\u0259ri d\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamazd\u0131. Ancaq cavanl\u0131qlar\u0131na q\u0131yd\u0131. O, pislik \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaranmay\u0131b. Pisl\u0259rin c\u0259zas\u0131n\u0131 qoy allah \u00f6z\u00fc versin. Allah \u00f6z\u00fc Mahmud m\u00fc\u0259llimin c\u0259zas\u0131n\u0131 verdi. Al\u00e7aq h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bir g\u00fcn milis i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259ri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n yaxaland\u0131.
\nErm\u0259nil\u0259r d\u0259 \u00e7ox fironluq edirdil\u0259r. Allah onlar\u0131n da ham\u0131l\u0131qla c\u0259zas\u0131n\u0131 versin. Arxal\u0131 k\u00f6p\u0259k qurd basar. Biz onlarla h\u0259l\u0259 ki bacara bilmirik.
\nSonralar d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259sir al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f Vazgen S\u0259m\u0259din ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259tiril\u0259n oyunlar\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Fatma arvad, Cavadla \u018fziz\u0259 S\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 yas tutub, n\u0259 vaxtdan b\u0259sl\u0259dikl\u0259ri \u00fcmidi d\u0259fn etdil\u0259r. Fatma arvad \u018fziz\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Kims\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. \u018fziz\u0259 S\u0259m\u0259din \u015f\u0259klini bir daha \u00f6p\u00fcb, \u00e7amadana qoydu, g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sildi.
\n\u018fziz\u0259 o biri ota\u011fa ke\u00e7di. Milisd\u0259n idil\u0259r. G\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r onu sor\u011fu-suala tutanda \u018fziz\u0259 he\u00e7 kimd\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259t etm\u0259di. H\u0259tta \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tox tutdu. Zarafata sal\u0131b: \u00abMa\u015f\u0131nda bir az g\u0259zdirib, evimiz\u0259 g\u0259tirdil\u0259r\u00bb, – dedi:
\nC\u0259f\u0259rxan \u018fziz\u0259nin a\u011fl\u0131na, \u0259xlaq\u0131na, xeyirxahl\u0131\u011f\u0131na heyran qald\u0131.
\n– \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dedi: \u00abHeyf bel\u0259 g\u0259lin ail\u0259miz\u0259 qism\u0259t olmad\u0131\u00bb.
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\nG\u0259l, s\u0131nd\u0131r h\u0259sr\u0259tin q\u0131l\u0131nc buzunu
\nG\u0259l, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 b\u0259xt ulduzunu!
\nYa\u015famaq ist\u0259s\u0259n ill\u0259r uzunu,
\nK\u00f6\u00e7 \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259!
\nT.N\u0259z\u0259rli<\/p>\n

\u018fhvalat\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259n kimi Natiq m\u00fc\u0259llimin qan\u0131 qarald\u0131 v\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdi. Adilxan\u0131 tap\u0131b onunla haqq-hesab\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fctm\u0259k ist\u0259di. C\u0259ld m\u0259kt\u0259bin h\u0259y\u0259tin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Lakin burada ayaq saxlad\u0131. \u00c7\u0131xar\u0131b bir siqaret yand\u0131rd\u0131. D\u0259rin bir qullab vurub fikr\u0259 getdi v\u0259 \u0259li bo\u015fald\u0131. \u018fvv\u0259la, buna \u018fziz\u0259 nec\u0259 baxard\u0131? \u0130kincisi, \u018fziz\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 ona \u00f6z fikrini bildirm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Sonra da o, m\u00fc\u0259llim v\u0259 t\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7i idi. \u00d6t\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 Adilxan onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 h\u00fccum \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f, o da cavab\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fdi. Bunu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. \u0130ndi o, Adilxan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 gets\u0259ydi, g\u00fcnahkar \u00f6z\u00fc olacaqd\u0131. V\u0259 buna he\u00e7 c\u00fcr haqq qazand\u0131ra bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. H\u0259m Adilxan\u0131n s\u0259viyy\u0259sin\u0259 en\u0259c\u0259kdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 onu q\u0131nay\u0131b dey\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r: Q\u0131z\u0131n anas\u0131, day\u0131s\u0131 qala-qala bu m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yuyulmam\u0131\u015f qa\u015f\u0131q kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc araya soxur? N\u0259 qohumudur, n\u0259 ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 arvad\u0131. H\u0259, yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, Cavad da arada bac\u0131s\u0131na, \u018fziz\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn k\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Hadis\u0259d\u0259n burada x\u0259b\u0259r tutdu. Bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n el\u0259 hey probleml\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259\u015fdiyini g\u00f6r\u00fcb qan\u0131 qarald\u0131. Yaz t\u0259tili oldu\u011fundan m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 d\u0259rsl\u0259r yox idi. Ara-s\u0131ra m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 g\u0259lir, yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalm\u0131\u015f i\u015fl\u0259rini, yaz\u0131-pozular\u0131n\u0131 davam etdirir, m\u0259kt\u0259b s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rini qaydaya sal\u0131rd\u0131lar. Ged\u0259rk\u0259n Fatma arvada tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, haz\u0131rla\u015fs\u0131nlar, sabah dallar\u0131nca g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. Gedib d\u00f6rd-be\u015f g\u00fcn onlarda qalarlar.
\nBac\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259ni rayona aparmaqda m\u0259qs\u0259di h\u0259m d\u0259 bu idi ki, onlar bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn camaat\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n uzaq olsunlar, s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t k\u0259silsin.
\n\u0130ndi \u018fziz\u0259 il\u0259 anas\u0131 yol t\u0259dar\u00fck\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Fatma arvad h\u0259y\u0259t-bacadan, mal-heyvandan mu\u011fayat olma\u011f\u0131 qon\u015fusu G\u00fclbahar arvada tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fziz\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259yirdi ki, s\u0259s e\u015fitdi. D\u00f6n\u00fcb baxanda Natiqi g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Darvaza a\u00e7\u0131q oldu\u011fundan onun n\u0259 vaxt h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 ke\u00e7diyini g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi.
\n– Salam, \u018fziz\u0259!
\n\u018fziz\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdi. Donub qald\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z qonaq onu lap \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131:
\n– Salam, Natiq m\u00fc\u0259llim.
\n– E\u015fitdim\u2026
\n– G\u0259l, bu bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmayaq. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7.
\n– Yox, yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.
\nNatiq \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u00fcvv\u0259 toplayaraq:
\n– \u018fziz\u0259, bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni qurtarmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. S\u0259ni narahat edirl\u0259r. M\u0259n d\u0259 iztirab \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m. G\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, fikrini \u00f6yr\u0259nim.
\n\u018fziz\u0259, n\u0259hay\u0259t, q\u0259ti q\u0259rara g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259k:
\n– M\u0259nim bir s\u00f6z\u00fcm yoxdur. Ancaq anamla da m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259\u015fim.
\nNatiq\u0259 el\u0259 bil d\u00fcnyan\u0131 verdil\u0259r. Bayaqdan g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 gizl\u0259nmi\u015f narahatl\u0131q sevincl\u0259 \u0259v\u0259z olundu.
\nFatma arvad qon\u015fuya getmi\u015fdi. Natiq \u018fziz\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259n tutdu. G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxaraq:
\n– Sa\u011f ol, \u018fziz\u0259! M\u0259n s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m! \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u00e7ox. Bunu qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirdiyin, m\u0259ni m\u0259yus etm\u0259diyin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn minn\u0259tdaram. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, harasa haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?
\n– El\u0259dir. Rayona day\u0131mgil\u0259 gedirik.
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\nMurad art\u0131q h\u0259yatda yox idi. Xuraman bununla raz\u0131la\u015fa bilmirdi. O \u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259dsiz ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Deyirl\u0259r m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcr. Yaland\u0131r! \u018fd\u0259bi m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t, h\u00fcdudsuz m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t \u00f6lm\u00fcr, \u00f6l\u0259 bilm\u0259z. O, sevm\u0259mi\u015fdi ki, sevgisini \u00f6ldurs\u00fcn. Arzu kimi, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti d\u0259 onun balas\u0131 idi. Balan\u0131 da \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k olar? Arada \u018fziz\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. Onun taleyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn narahat olurdu. Onda q\u0131nay\u0131c\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 Murad\u0131n \u015f\u0259klin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Amma Xuramana el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, Murad da ona h\u0259min n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 bax\u0131r. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 Xuraman \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259qsirli bil\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qa\u00e7\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Sanki Murad da onu q\u0131nay\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb qal\u0131nas\u0131 i\u015f idi. Arzu da atas\u0131n\u0131n xiff\u0259tini edirdi. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 Xuraman onu dayan\u0131b Murad\u0131n \u015f\u0259klin\u0259 baxan g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n n\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131 ki, atas\u0131z qald\u0131? Bir doyunca ata qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259di. Do\u011frudur, Xuraman ona h\u0259m atal\u0131q, h\u0259m d\u0259 anal\u0131q edir, qay\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 qoymurdu. Amma anan\u0131n \u00f6z yeri var, atan\u0131n \u00f6z yeri. Atalar\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tutub q\u00fcrur hissi il\u0259 yeriy\u0259n u\u015faqlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 Arzunun onlara nec\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259, qibt\u0259 hissil\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr v\u0259 var\u0131ndan yox olurdu.
\nMurad\u0131 birc\u0259 anda itirdil\u0259r. Arzu u\u015faq ba\u011f\u00e7as\u0131nda idi. Xuraman m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 x\u00f6r\u0259k haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fti ma\u015f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7irib t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 qurtarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u0259l\u0259mi l\u0259\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 ay\u0131r\u0131b isti suya sal\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rd\u0131 ki, \u0259ti b\u00fcks\u00fcn. Qap\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259ngi \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131. Murad idi. O, ad\u0259t\u0259n, s\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ax\u015fam t\u0259r\u0259fi qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131. Onun g\u00fcnorta ev\u0259 g\u0259ldiyini g\u00f6r\u0259n Xuraman t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259:
\n– N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 tez g\u0259ldin. He\u00e7 olmasa bir d\u0259f\u0259 nahar\u0131 evd\u0259 ed\u0259rs\u0259n.
\nMurad:
\n– B\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rlikd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan. Oturma\u011fa vaxt yoxdur. Haz\u0131r n\u0259 varsa, g\u0259tir, bir tik\u0259 yeyim, gedir\u0259m. Ezamiyy\u0259t\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rirl\u0259r.
\nO, tez- t\u0259l\u0259sik nahar edib qalxd\u0131. Xuraman\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcb getdi. Yola d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rk\u0259n tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, m\u0259nim a\u011fz\u0131mla Arzu balam\u0131z\u0131 da \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6p\u0259rs\u0259n.
\nMurad iki g\u00fcn olard\u0131 ki, ezamiyy\u0259td\u0259 idi. Arada ev\u0259 z\u0259ng \u00e7alm\u0131\u015f, Arzu il\u0259 d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Uza\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn\u0259 qay\u0131daca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildirmi\u015fdi. Xuraman\u0131n hesab\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259, Murad bu g\u00fcn evd\u0259 olmal\u0131yd\u0131. O, paltar yuma\u011f\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutmu\u015fdu. Amma n\u0259s\u0259 \u0259li i\u015f\u0259 yatm\u0131rd\u0131. Fikrind\u0259n vaz ke\u00e7di. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc narahat hiss edirdi. Dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131, n\u0259s\u0259 b\u0259dbin, q\u00fcss\u0259li bir hiss, duy\u011fu onda \u0259s\u0259bi \u0259hval yarad\u0131rd\u0131. \u00abG\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr havada maqnit burul\u011fan\u0131 var\u00bb, – dey\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. El\u0259 bu fikirl\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259rq olmu\u015fdu ki, telefon z\u0259ng \u00e7ald\u0131. Xuraman vanna ota\u011f\u0131nda paltar yuyurdu. \u018flini qurulay\u0131b d\u0259st\u0259yi qald\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 e\u015fitdiyi x\u0259b\u0259rd\u0259n az qald\u0131 a\u011fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n: Murad avtomobil q\u0259zas\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc \u2026
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\n\u00abO\u00bb, q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t hiss\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yolunu d\u0259yi\u015fdiyini \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Asfalt yolla ma\u015f\u0131nlar \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc. Fikirli-fikirli o biri t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 adlamaq ist\u0259yirdi. Yol polisinin fit s\u0259sini e\u015fidib sanki ay\u0131ld\u0131. Q\u0259fil d\u0259 geri d\u00f6n\u00fcb qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259di. Art\u0131q gec idi. Ma\u015f\u0131nlardan biri k\u0259skin tormoz verdi. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc bir t\u0259h\u0259r s\u00fckan\u0131 s\u0259kiy\u0259 sar\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u0259rdi. Arxadan yeti\u015f\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir ma\u015f\u0131n onu vurub o biri ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 atd\u0131. Adamlar\u0131n qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q s\u0259si e\u015fidildi. Daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 xat\u0131rlam\u0131r.
\nT\u0259cili yard\u0131m g\u0259ldi. G\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb x\u0259st\u0259xanaya apard\u0131lar. V\u0259ziyy\u0259ti a\u011f\u0131r idi. Q\u0131\u00e7\u0131 s\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, daxili orqanlar\u0131 z\u0259d\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f, beyni silk\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Bir aydan art\u0131q \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259l\u0259\u015fdi. H\u0259kiml\u0259r, tibb bac\u0131lar\u0131 bir an onu g\u00f6zd\u0259n qoymurdular. N\u0259hay\u0259t, onlar\u0131n \u0259ziyy\u0259ti h\u0259d\u0259r getm\u0259di. \u00abO\u00bbnun \u00fcz\u00fc b\u0259ri olan kimi ilk \u00f6nc\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259ni xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Yan\u0131na g\u0259lib-ged\u0259n az idi. Yad \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 kim idi onu tan\u0131yan?! Bir aydan \u00e7ox idi ki, \u018fziz\u0259d\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz idi. Y\u0259qin k\u00fcs\u00fcb. \u0130ncim\u0259y\u0259 haqq\u0131 vard\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n. Ancaq \u00abO\u00bbnun ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz idi. X\u0259b\u0259r tutsayd\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259-s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 olmayacaqd\u0131. \u0130st\u0259di \u018fziz\u0259y\u0259 z\u0259ng vursun. Fikrind\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131. Yax\u015f\u0131 yeriy\u0259 bilmirdi. Sonras\u0131 da aln\u0131nda, yana\u011f\u0131nda avtomobil q\u0259zas\u0131ndan sonra d\u0259rin \u015f\u0131r\u0131mlar a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu g\u00f6rk\u0259md\u0259 onun g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 nec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259yi bar\u0259d\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fdi. G\u0259ncin narahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n h\u0259kiml\u0259r \u00abO\u00bbnu xatirc\u0259m etdil\u0259r ki, m\u00fcalic\u0259d\u0259n sonra sif\u0259tind\u0259ki \u015f\u0131r\u0131mlar yoxa \u00e7\u0131xacaq. Axsama\u011f\u0131 ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k. Ezamiyy\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 u\u015faq ba\u011f\u00e7as\u0131na z\u0259ng edib \u018fziz\u0259ni telefona \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rtd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma orada yaln\u0131z bir telefon vard\u0131. B\u0259z\u0259n m\u00fcdir\u0259 cavab verirdi. \u018fziz\u0259 Badam xan\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131nda onunla dan\u0131\u015fmaqdan utan\u0131rd\u0131. Odur ki, \u00abO\u00bb, \u018fziz\u0259nin qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 evin \u00fcnvan\u0131n\u0131 yazmaqla onu m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n saatda \u00abDan\u0131\u015f\u0131q m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259sin\u0259\u00bb \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rtd\u0131r\u0131r, burada \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rini bo\u015faltd\u0131rd\u0131lar. X\u0259st\u0259xanaya d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n bu imkan da \u0259lind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00abO\u00bbnun kiray\u0259 tutdu\u011fu m\u0259nzild\u0259 d\u0259 telefon yox idi. Sevdiyi g\u0259ncin z\u0259ng etm\u0259diyini g\u00f6r\u0259n \u018fziz\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc onu \u00abDan\u0131\u015f\u0131q m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259si\u00bbn\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etmi\u015fdi. Soraq \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nXuramangild\u0259 \u00abO\u00bbnun \u015f\u0259klini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u018fziz\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc: \u00abDem\u0259 \u00abO\u00bb, Bak\u0131ya – arvad\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na qay\u0131d\u0131bm\u0131\u015f. Bunu ondan gizli saxlay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 z\u0259ng etmir, \u00abDan\u0131\u015f\u0131q m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259sin\u0259\u00bbn\u0259 g\u0259lmirmi\u015f.
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\nG\u00fcnl\u0259r \u00f6t\u00fcr, \u00abO\u00bb get-ged\u0259 sa\u011fal\u0131rd\u0131. Art\u0131q durub yeriyirdi. Aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 daha \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi \u00e7\u0259kmirdi. Sif\u0259tind\u0259ki \u015f\u0131r\u0131mlar da \u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259lirdi. Y\u0259qin \u018fziz\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m inciyib. Bundan bel\u0259 onu yola g\u0259tirm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin olacaqd\u0131. \u018fg\u0259r tapa bils\u0259ydi\u2026 Bir h\u0259ft\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259l u\u015faq ba\u011f\u00e7as\u0131na z\u0259ng ed\u0259rk\u0259n ona demi\u015fdil\u0259r ki, \u018fziz\u0259 daha burada i\u015fl\u0259mir.
\n\u00abO\u00bb, s\u0259hv\u0259 yol verdiyini anlay\u0131r v\u0259 bunun pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Yataq v\u0259ziyy\u0259tind\u0259 olark\u0259n tibb bac\u0131s\u0131ndan xahi\u015f ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdi ki, \u018fziz\u0259 il\u0259 onu birl\u0259\u015fdirsinl\u0259r. X\u0259st\u0259xanada ki, telefon vard\u0131. Q\u0131z n\u00f6mr\u0259ni bils\u0259ydi \u00f6z\u00fc z\u0259ng ed\u0259c\u0259kdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lib ona d\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Bax, biz ham\u0131m\u0131z bel\u0259yik. S\u0259hv\u0259 yol ver\u0259-ver\u0259 gedirik. Bu is\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131zda \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259r, anla\u015f\u0131lmazl\u0131qlar, qan\u0131qara\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q yarad\u0131r.
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