{"id":10196,"date":"2016-01-26T19:50:50","date_gmt":"2016-01-26T15:50:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10196"},"modified":"2016-01-26T19:51:07","modified_gmt":"2016-01-26T15:51:07","slug":"xosrov-barisan-h%c9%99l%c9%99-dem%c9%99-t%c9%99brizd%c9%99n","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10196","title":{"rendered":"Xosrov Bar\u0131\u015fan – H\u018fL\u018f DEM\u018f… (T\u0259brizd\u0259n…)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"X92-1-6\"<\/a>H\u0259l\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 dem\u0259…<\/p>\n

Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n T\u0259brizin xiyavanlar\u0131d\u0131r!<\/p>\n

P\u0259ri\u015fan, tikanl\u0131, dola\u015f\u0131q v\u0259 qara…<\/p>\n

Dolay\u0131ram sa\u00e7lar\u0131v\u0131 ayaqlar\u0131ma.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n adam olmad\u0131m ki..!<\/p>\n

Xiyavanlarda yalq\u0131z g\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259m!<\/p>\n

Ah… m\u0259nim \u015feirim xiyavanlar ortas\u0131nda yarad\u0131l\u0131r<\/p>\n

Ba\u011fr\u0131laraq.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259l\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rivi dem\u0259…<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin o santrifiyuj g\u00f6zl\u0259rin…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rin qatilim olacaqd\u0131r!<\/p>\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259 hans\u0131 f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259 z\u0259nginl\u0259tmi\u015f nifr\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rivi!?<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fc x\u0259rcl\u0259dim g\u00f6zl\u0259rivi sevgiyl\u0259 doldurma\u011fa!<\/p>\n

N\u0259 yaz\u0131q ki ya\u015famaq o g\u00f6y g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259rm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 yaz\u0131q ki g\u00f6zl\u0259rin dolacaq topraqla.<\/p>\n

Ah… bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n bomb.., bomb.., bomb.., bomba!<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim partlay\u0131r vaxsey.<\/p>\n

Sanki kainat yarad\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259l\u0259 burnuvu dem\u0259…<\/p>\n

M\u0259hkum oldu\u011fum d\u00fcnyamd\u0131r burnun!<\/p>\n

\u018fm\u0259ll\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015f\u0259n<\/p>\n

Jenetik\u0259n \u00e7irkin bir burun!<\/p>\n

Anlamad\u0131n, qanmad\u0131n, qavramad\u0131n<\/p>\n

\u00c7irkinlikl\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259ri anlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yarad\u0131l\u0131b.<\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u00fcm\u0259 asq\u0131rma.<\/p>\n

N\u0259ft asq\u0131r\u0131rsan, n\u0259ft..!<\/p>\n

P\u00fcfff…f n\u0259f\u0259sin kapitalist qoxuyur s\u0259nin.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni yand\u0131r\u0131b yaxark\u0259n qazanc\u0131n n\u0259dir? S\u00f6yl\u0259.<\/p>\n

Alov… alov… ayd\u0131nlan\u0131b, ayd\u0131nlad\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

\u015eair\u0259m ax\u0131.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259l\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259nivi dem\u0259…<\/p>\n

Oooooohh… O \u00e7\u0131lpaq b\u0259d\u0259nin..,
\nAna v\u0259t\u0259nimdir m\u0259nim;<\/p>\n

\u0130sti, s\u0259mimi, tapdaq alt\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

V\u0259 \u015fairl\u0259r m\u0259sk\u0259ni Az\u0259rbaycan.<\/p>\n

Uzana bilir\u0259m b\u0259d\u0259nivin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131z zil qaranl\u0131qda.<\/p>\n

Han\u0131 s\u0259nin a\u011fz\u0131n, a\u011fz\u0131n han\u0131?<\/p>\n

M\u0259n adam olmad\u0131m ki<\/p>\n

\u00d6z do\u011fma yurdumdaki yalq\u0131z g\u0259z\u0259n qurb\u0259t\u0259m!<\/p>\n

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Sanma s\u0259nsiz ya\u015fay\u0131ram sevgilim;<\/p>\n

\u00c7ulqalan\u0131ram t\u0259kc\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 k\u0259f\u0259n kimi<\/p>\n

V\u0259 dal\u011falan\u0131ram qurudulan Urmu g\u00f6l\u00fc t\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Ah… h\u0259r yeriyi\u015fimd\u0259 sevgimin da\u015f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r olub d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr ba\u015f\u0131ma!<\/p>\n

Da\u015fd\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259yin, da\u015f…<\/p>\n

Qana bilm\u0259zs\u0259n!<\/p>\n

Add\u0131mlar alt\u0131nda \u0259zil\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yim\u00a0 kimi<\/p>\n

Qanaya bilm\u0259zs\u0259n!<\/p>\n

Burax m\u0259ni diritm\u0259yin s\u0259fs\u0259t\u0259li proj\u0259sini.<\/p>\n

Davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131n duvard\u0131r, duvar..!<\/p>\n

Bu kims\u0259siz, ucsuz gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 yol g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n ulduzum ola bilm\u0259zs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

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F\u018fRQAN\u018f MEHD\u0130YEVAYA<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n h\u0259r gec\u0259<\/p>\n

\u015eeirin \u015forunu \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b<\/p>\n

Suyunu s\u00fcz\u00fcr\u0259m izl\u0259rim\u0259.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259riniz ayd\u0131nlan\u0131r.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 soyuram \u00fcr\u0259yimi<\/p>\n

Ad\u0259m c\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259n qovulur;<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259riniz ya\u015flan\u0131r.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni bel\u0259 q\u0259rib hallar tapar F\u0259rqan\u0259,<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259 \u0259cib hallar…<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni s\u00f6zc\u00fckl\u0259r meymun eyl\u0259mi\u015f F\u0259rqan\u0259!<\/p>\n

24 saat durmadan<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u0259tini yeyirl\u0259r!<\/p>\n

Hans\u0131 s\u00f6zc\u00fckd\u0259n hans\u0131 s\u00f6zc\u00fcy\u0259 at\u0131l\u0131m?<\/p>\n

Hans\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259rim,<\/p>\n

\u015eeirim do\u011fsun m\u0259nim?<\/p>\n

Yaman qorxuram f\u0259rqan\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u015eeirim h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 u\u015faq qal\u0131r!<\/p>\n

Nec\u0259 insan t\u0259kam\u00fcl\u0259 \u00e7ats\u0131n ki?<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131ya \u00e7atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/p>\n

Hans\u0131 n\u0259rd\u00fcvan\u0131 hans\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259 dayamal\u0131yam?!<\/p>\n

U\u015faq idim<\/p>\n

Anama ulduz d\u0259rm\u0259k ist\u0259rdim…<\/p>\n

B\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 q\u0131z ulduz sevm\u0259yir ki..!<\/p>\n

Deyir: -m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm bir ulduzam ay o\u011flan.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 ge\u00e7ir aylar…<\/p>\n

Aydan, ucadan<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131ram,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 bax\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

T\u00fcts\u00fcn\u00fcn yuxar\u0131ya qalxd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan m\u0131<\/p>\n

H\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 yan\u011f\u0131n varsa<\/p>\n

T\u00fcts\u00fcs\u00fc\u00a0 m\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 gedir?<\/p>\n

Dar\u0131xmalar ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131<\/p>\n

El\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rlar ki<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar dar\u0131x\u0131r!<\/p>\n

Bilir\u0259m duz yeyib duzqab\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131rlar!<\/p>\n

Bizl\u0259rs\u0259<\/p>\n

Yaram\u0131zdan duz s\u0259pirik!<\/p>\n

\u018flimizin duzu olmasa da<\/p>\n

N\u0259f\u0259simizin duzu bol olacaq!<\/p>\n

\u018f\u0259…\u0259h, duzun n\u0259 yeri var bu \u015feird\u0259 F\u0259rqan\u0259?!<\/p>\n

D\u00f6kt\u00fcrl\u0259r yem\u0259kd\u0259 bel\u0259<\/p>\n

Yasaq etmi\u015fl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Duzun \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 z\u0259r\u0259ri vard\u0131r ax\u0131.<\/p>\n

Halbuki m\u0259n<\/p>\n

Duzlu bir q\u0131z do\u011facaqd\u0131m;<\/p>\n

Ad\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 \u201cT\u00dcRKAY\u201d qoyacaqd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259k i\u015f\u00e7isi olan atas\u0131na \u00f6y\u00fcns\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Bax<\/p>\n

H\u0259r \u0131\u015f\u0131q hayx\u0131ran yax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n

Sonra da bir ulduz olub.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n dem\u0259 \u0259sil \u015fair<\/p>\n

\u201cUrmu g\u00f6l\u00fc\u201dd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

\u201cBak\u0131\u201d-\u201cT\u0259briz\u201d avtobuslar\u0131<\/p>\n

\u201cAz\u0259rbaycan\u201d boyda yalq\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan ge\u00e7m\u0259yirl\u0259r he\u00e7.<\/p>\n

Dal\u011falar…<\/p>\n

Dal\u011falar…<\/p>\n

D\u0259nizd\u0259 can verib<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 canlan\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n a\u011flay\u0131rsan…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n titr\u0259yir\u0259m…<\/p>\n

Yolumuz eyni;<\/p>\n

Tuvaletd\u0259ki k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259yin \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcd\u00fcr al\u0131nyaz\u0131m\u0131z!<\/p>\n

A\u015fkar da olsan<\/p>\n

Gizl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Gizli d\u0259 olsam,<\/p>\n

A\u015fkarlanaca\u011fam.<\/p>\n

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Ah m\u0259n bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 heyk\u0259liy\u0259m<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131mdan yonuluram F\u0259rqan\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n c\u0259nn\u0259ti yanmaqda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n \u015fairik F\u0259rqan\u0259.<\/p>\n

P\u0259s ya\u015fas\u0131n topra\u011f\u0131m\u0131z.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 739 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

H\u0259l\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 dem\u0259… Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n T\u0259brizin xiyavanlar\u0131d\u0131r! P\u0259ri\u015fan, tikanl\u0131, dola\u015f\u0131q v\u0259 qara… Dolay\u0131ram sa\u00e7lar\u0131v\u0131 ayaqlar\u0131ma. M\u0259n adam olmad\u0131m ki..! Xiyavanlarda yalq\u0131z g\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259m! Ah… m\u0259nim \u015feirim xiyavanlar ortas\u0131nda yarad\u0131l\u0131r Ba\u011fr\u0131laraq.   H\u0259l\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rivi dem\u0259… S\u0259nin o santrifiyuj g\u00f6zl\u0259rin… G\u00f6zl\u0259rin qatilim olacaqd\u0131r! S\u00f6yl\u0259 hans\u0131 f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259 z\u0259nginl\u0259tmi\u015f nifr\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rivi!? \u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fc x\u0259rcl\u0259dim g\u00f6zl\u0259rivi sevgiyl\u0259 doldurma\u011fa! N\u0259 yaz\u0131q ki ya\u015famaq […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10196"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10196"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10196\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10199,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10196\/revisions\/10199"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10196"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10196"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10196"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}