{"id":10289,"date":"2016-03-07T23:08:00","date_gmt":"2016-03-07T19:08:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10289"},"modified":"2016-03-07T23:08:12","modified_gmt":"2016-03-07T19:08:12","slug":"b%c9%99xtiyah-hiday%c9%99t-das-qoxusu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10289","title":{"rendered":"B\u0259xtiyar Hiday\u0259t &#8211; DA\u015e  QOXUSU"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/bextiyar.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright wp-image-7820 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/bextiyar-282x300.jpg\" alt=\"bextiyar\" width=\"282\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/bextiyar-282x300.jpg 282w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/bextiyar.jpg 331w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 282px) 100vw, 282px\" \/><\/a><strong><em>\u201cDa\u015f q\u0259lbli q\u0259lbli insanlar\u0131 neyl\u0259rdin, ilahi\u201d. Indi dilind\u0259 bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r bitmi\u015fdi \u015fairin. Ba\u011fda da\u015f t\u0259mizl\u0259yirdi v\u0259 iri da\u015flar bir- birin\u0259 d\u0259yib \u00e7arpanalar qopduqca \u0259trafa q\u0259rib\u0259 bir qoxu yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131- da\u015f qoxusu. \u00d6mr\u00fc torpaqda- da\u015fda ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259, \u015fair ilk d\u0259f\u0259 idi bu qoxunun f\u0259rqin\u0259 var\u0131rd\u0131 . El\u0259 bu qoxunu duyduqca da da\u015f q\u0259lbli insanlardan \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu qa\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, qa\u00e7mal\u0131 oldu\u011funu y\u0259qinl\u0259\u015fdirmi\u015fdi. \u015eair telefonu da s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcb ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011f- ba\u011fatda i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259 qat\u0131rd\u0131. Ba\u011f da ki az qala 20 sot. Indi bax\u0131rd\u0131, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u0259si \u00a0i\u015f varm\u0131\u015f buralarda. \u00c7ayxanada, \u00a0fb- d\u0259 avaralanma\u011fa son verm\u0259k laz\u0131m idi bu i\u015fl\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.. N\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n imtina etm\u0259mi\u015fdi indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r. H\u0259tta \u00a0\u015fairl\u0259rin \u0259sas t\u0259bii ehtiyac\u0131 say\u0131lan araqdan da, siqaretd\u0259n d\u0259 imtina etmi\u015fdi. \u00a0H\u0259yatda \u0259lind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n \u0259n asan i\u015f idi imtina etm\u0259k. Sanki d\u00fcnyaya imtina etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Bu da\u015f qoxusunu duyunca h\u0259r an h\u0259yatdan da imtina ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdi.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>2-3 g\u00fcn idi bel\u0259c\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Torpa\u011fa ba\u011flan\u0131rd\u0131 h\u0259m d\u0259. Da\u015fa da ba\u011flan\u0131rd\u0131 k\u00f6nl\u00fc. \u00a0Q\u0259lbin\u0259 da\u015f ba\u011flay\u0131b d\u00f6zm\u0259li idi h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259. \u018fd\u0259bi umu-k\u00fcs\u00fcl\u0259r, \u0259d\u0259bi probleml\u0259r, tan\u0131nmaq azar\u0131, tan\u0131nmamaq d\u0259rdi- ham\u0131s\u0131 bu ba\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u0259p\u0259rind\u0259n o \u00fczd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Da\u015f q\u0259lbli insanlar\u0131n qoxusunu unudurdu. Da\u015f \u0259trini duymu\u015fdu h\u0259yat\u0131nda ilk d\u0259f\u0259 olaraq. \u00c7\u0259p\u0259rin bir t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 nuh- n\u0259bid\u0259n qalma da\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 t\u0259mizl\u0259yib qurtarmaqda idi. \u00a0Bu da\u015f qoxusuna da\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131xan \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yin \u0259tri d\u0259 dem\u0259k olard\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki art\u0131q \u015fairin q\u0259l\u0259md\u0259n pul qazanmaq x\u0259yallr\u0131 da\u015fa d\u0259ymi\u015fdi.\u00a0 Indiy\u0259c\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 yerd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015fdi- c\u0259mi 1-2 ay \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rdi rahat i\u015f dediyi yazmaqla pul qazanmaq i\u015fi. Ya redaktorla yolla\u015fmaz, ya da n\u0259s\u0259 bir q\u0259mb\u0259rqulu \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6lk\u0259nin \u0259n radikal v\u0259 \u0259n tirajl\u0131 q\u0259zetind\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k \u015fans\u0131 olmu\u015fdu. Amma&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ha dedil\u0259r, g\u0259l v\u0259siq\u0259ni g\u00f6t\u00fcr, Bak\u0131ya getm\u0259y\u0259 imkan olmad\u0131. Arada da yen\u0259 bir q\u0259mb\u0259rqulu peyda oldu.<\/p>\n<p>Rayonda \u0259d\u0259biyyat muzeyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn 5 milyon pul ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qocaman \u015famlar, k\u00fcknarlar do\u011fran\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eair d\u0259 \u201cbu ki \u0259la m\u00f6vzudur\u201d deyib ucuz telefonu il\u0259 \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kirdi ki, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc be\u015f- on m\u0259mur ald\u0131. Dart\u0131b telefonu \u0259lind\u0259n ald\u0131lar. Polis \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u015eair birt\u0259h\u0259r can\u0131n\u0131 qurtard\u0131 bunlar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n. El\u0259 bu m\u00f6vzuda da bir yaz\u0131 \u00a0yazd\u0131- q\u0259zetd\u0259 ilk i\u015fi olacaqd\u0131. \u201cBoz \u0259d\u0259biyyat namin\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131l soyq\u0131r\u0131m\u201ddan b\u0259hs edirdi o yaz\u0131. Amma q\u0259zetd\u0259 yaz\u0131n\u0131 verm\u0259dil\u0259r.\u00a0 Sosial probleml\u0259rd\u0259n yaz- \u00a0deyib ona yazmaq qaydas\u0131 da \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259k ist\u0259dil\u0259r. Bunu da \u015fair g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi- gedin hoppan\u0131n dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Bundan \u0259vv\u0259l \u201c 7 g\u00fcnah\u201d dediyi \u201c7 g\u00fcn.az\u201d sayt\u0131nda i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015fdi. Dem\u0259k olar ki, qara qul kimi i\u015fl\u0259yirdi- c\u0259mi 150 manata g\u00f6r\u0259. Bir sayt\u0131n i\u015fini t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na h\u0259ll edib rayonda ya\u015faya- ya\u015faya \u00a0respublikada oxunan saytlardan birin\u0259 \u00e7evirmi\u015fdi. Sayt r\u0259hb\u0259ri 150 manat\u0131 da qar\u0131na\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 verirdi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 yalan\u00e7\u0131 idi. Des\u0259 Qazaxdayam, dem\u0259k \u00a0\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131 Bak\u0131da idi. \u015eair bir d\u0259 bildi ki, bu adam ona veril\u0259n pulu m\u0259murlardan al\u0131b verir. 100 manat\u0131 da o redaktorda qald\u0131, \u00a0v\u0259siq\u0259ni qusuntu qaytar\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi qaytard\u0131. Sonra \u201crubruka.az\u201d , \u201cqulis.az\u201d, sonra da \u201c\u00e7\u0259r\u00e7\u0131.az\u201d. H\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259 bir ay i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bildi. Yox, m\u0259nlik deyil, m\u0259n bunlarla i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m dedi. Ax\u0131 nec\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rdi- g\u0259r\u0259k onlar\u0131n havas\u0131na oynayayd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Axr\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 yax\u0131n dostunun sayt\u0131n\u0131 ayda 200 manata i\u015fl\u0259d\u0259si idi ki, o i\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259ri ba\u015fdan yax\u0131n durmad\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki o yax\u0131n dostu da f\u0131s \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Onda G\u00fcrc\u00fcstanda bir t\u0259dbir vard\u0131. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r d\u0259 t\u0259dbir\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259tli idil\u0259r. M\u00f6vzu da\u201d C\u0259nubi Qafqazda s\u00fclh m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcrm\u00fc?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259clisin ortas\u0131nda onun dostu qalxd\u0131 erm\u0259nil\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259- siz bizim \u0130r\u0259van\u0131 verin, G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259ni verin, Xank\u0259ndini, \u015eu\u015fan\u0131 verin. Siz Hindistandan g\u0259lmisiniz, sizin qohumlar\u0131n\u0131z siqanlard\u0131. Qafqazl\u0131 deyilsiniz. Tanr\u0131 t\u00fcrk\u00fc qorusun.<\/p>\n<p>O \u00a0yandan da bir erm\u0259ni qay\u0131td\u0131 ki, zyoma, d\u00fcz demirs\u0259n, biz kosmosdan g\u0259lmi\u015fik, he\u00e7 bu d\u00fcnyaya d\u0259xlimiz yoxdu.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n dem\u0259 dostu yan\u0131nda x\u00f6t\u0259k kimi g\u0259tirdiyi balacaboy o\u011flana b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdirirmi\u015f. El\u0259 t\u0259dbir\u0259 d\u0259 bu m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259 g\u0259libmi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra da h\u0259min roliki yutuba y\u00fckl\u0259tdirib \u201cg\u0259nc jurnalist erm\u0259nil\u0259rin d\u0259rsini verdi\u201d dey\u0259 reklam etdirm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Respublikada tan\u0131nma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Qalan m\u0259clis i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 q\u0131naq obyekti el\u0259di. Onda \u015fair kimil\u0259ri q\u0131naq obyekti oldu- gedib erm\u0259nil\u0259rl\u0259 \u00e7ax\u0131r i\u00e7irsiniz, amma g\u00f6r o erm\u0259nil\u0259rin d\u0259rsini nec\u0259 verib.<\/p>\n<p>Lap ax\u0131rda m\u0259lum oldu ki, \u201cbiz kosmosdan g\u0259lmi\u015fik\u201d dey\u0259n erm\u0259ni m\u0259h\u015fur satirik imi\u015f. \u015eairin dostunu dolay\u0131bm\u0131\u015f sad\u0259c\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>O dost da sonra bird\u0259n bir\u0259 m\u00fcxalif\u0259ti satd\u0131- oldu h\u00f6kum\u0259tin iri\u00e7apl\u0131 jurnalistl\u0259rind\u0259n biri.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cqulis.az\u201d ateist sayt idi. Amma\u00a0 onun yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u201cdonuz m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si\u201dn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 verm\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. Guya m\u0259qal\u0259sind\u0259 \u201cdonuz\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fc varm\u0131\u015f, bu \u00fczd\u0259n d\u0259 m\u00fcs\u0259lmanlar\u0131n heysiyayt\u0131na toxuna bil\u0259rmi\u015f. Nec\u0259 qalayd\u0131 bel\u0259 saxtakarlarla bir yerd\u0259?<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259 anlad\u0131 ki, bu sayta- mayta, q\u0259zet\u0259- m\u0259zet\u0259 ba\u011flanmaq onluq deyil. Istedad d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nidi bel\u0259 yerl\u0259r. N\u0259s\u0259 ayr\u0131 bir dolanma \u00fcsulu tapmaq laz\u0131md\u0131- o da torpaq. 20 sot torpa\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131. \u018fkib- bec\u0259rm\u0259k, xeyir g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k laz\u0131m idi.\u00a0 86, 6 min kvadrat kilometrlik \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qa\u00e7ma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma bacarmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Indi bu 20 sot torpa\u011fa s\u0131\u011f\u0131nmal\u0131yd\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya s\u0131\u011fmayan \u015fair.\u00a0 Da\u015f qoxusu onu daha da h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259ndirirdi. \u0130ll\u0259rdi m\u0259tbuatda k\u00fcl\u00fcng vuranlar h\u0259l\u0259 da\u015f \u0259trini duymam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar, amma o k\u00fcl\u00fcngs\u00fcz- filans\u0131z duymu\u015fdu bu \u0259tri.\u00a0 El\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259 da\u015f \u0259tri g\u0259lirdi. K\u00fcl\u0259k da\u015f \u0259trini da\u015f \u0259trin\u0259 qatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259 bir b\u00f6l\u00fck \u0259sg\u0259ri \u00a0i\u015fl\u0259dirdil\u0259r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00c7in s\u0259ddini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n qullar bel\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u00d6lk\u0259 ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 daha postneft d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259m qoyuldu\u011funu bildir\u0259r\u0259k, h\u0259r q\u0259piyin q\u0259drini bilm\u0259yi prioritet m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 elan etmi\u015fdi. \u00d6lk\u0259 xaricd\u0259n borc almaq \u0259r\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259ydi. Y\u0259qin buna g\u00f6r\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri bel\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259dirdil\u0259r- dikin\u0259 qalxan yola da\u015f d\u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. G\u00f6r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r neft\u0259, pula q\u0259na\u0259t edilirdi? Bunun\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 lingl\u0259 iri da\u015flar\u0131 yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259dir, g\u00fcrzl\u0259 \u0259zib da\u015f par\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 iri vedr\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259, kis\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u00a0altdan- yuxar\u0131 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131b yola d\u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. H\u0259m d\u0259 Berlin k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 da\u015f d\u00fcz\u0259n \u0259sirl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131lar..<\/p>\n<p>\u018f\u015f\u015fi dedi- onsuz da \u00f6lk\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc bir h\u0259bsxanad\u0131- bu \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r is\u0259 \u0259sirl\u0259rdi. Qabaqlar bel\u0259 deyildi. Guya sovetin vaxt\u0131nda qaranl\u0131q d\u00fcnyada ya\u015fayiriqdiq. \u0130ndi g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 bax.Biz lap yer \u0259kil\u0259nd\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan soxulcanlar kimi \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q qaranl\u0131qdan i\u015f\u0131\u011fa. Qurd- qu\u015f da yedi c\u0259md\u0259yimizi. Qabaqlar \u00a0k\u0259ndd\u0259 kimis\u0259 10 manat verib qoyun nobat\u0131na g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259k olmurdu- s\u0259nin hambal\u0131n zadamm\u0131 dey\u0259rdil\u0259r. \u0130ndi h\u0259r g\u0259d\u0259- g\u00fcd\u0259dinin qaba\u011f\u0131nda \u0259yilm\u0259li olursan. El\u0259 buraxma saytlarda f\u0259hl\u0259lik etm\u0259kd\u0259n kimins\u0259 qoyun nobat\u0131na gedib 10 manat qazanmaq s\u0259rf\u0259lidi. Bu n\u0259di ee.<\/p>\n<p>Indi h\u0259m da\u015f t\u0259mizl\u0259yir, h\u0259m d\u0259 a\u011faclar\u0131 suvar\u0131rd\u0131. Y\u0259ni istirahat \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dinc\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 gedib \u015flanq\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015firdi. \u015eair el\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyatda da bel\u0259 edirdi- n\u0259srd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi \u015feir\u0259, \u015feird\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi n\u0259sr\u0259. H\u0259r ikisind\u0259 d\u0259 u\u011furlu n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 yaz\u0131b- yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Indi \u00e7\u0259p\u0259rin h\u0259r yerini \u0259k\u0259c\u0259k, \u00a0lobyadan, qar\u011f\u0131dal\u0131dan, kartofdan xeyir g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kdi. M\u0259tbuatdan g\u0259l\u0259n xeyir d\u0259ym\u0259zdi bir kilo lobyaya, kartofa. D\u00fcn\u0259n k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u0259k\u0259n\u0259k yerini \u0259kib qurtarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Xam torpaqlara giri\u015fmi\u015fdi. D\u00fcn\u0259n \u00a0torpa\u011f\u0131n \u0259trini hiss etmi\u015fdi. H\u0259tta yanm\u0131\u015f peyinin d\u0259 \u0259trini hiss etmi\u015fdi- k\u00f6hn\u0259 peyinin.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259 peyini k\u00f6hn\u0259\u00a0 v\u0259 buraxma (bezdarn\u0131) yazarlara b\u0259nz\u0259tmi\u015fdi- m\u00fcqayis\u0259 etmi\u015f v\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fc k\u00f6hn\u0259 peyin\u0259 vermi\u015fdi. Hans\u0131 ki, k\u00f6hn\u0259 yazarlar\u0131n \u00e7oxu il\u0259 q\u0131l\u0131nc- q\u0131r\u011f\u0131nda idi. Amma onlar \u015f\u00fckr\u0259nli imi\u015f. Bundan \u0259vv\u0259l is\u0259 \u00e7\u0259p\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 peyin da\u015f\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259z\u0259 peyin verilmi\u015f yeri is\u0259 rezin sapoqla \u0259kmi\u015fdi- t\u0259z\u0259 peyin qoxusunu da hiss etmi\u015fdi. T\u0259z\u0259 peyini is\u0259-\u00f6zl\u0259rini at poxu kimi \u015fi\u015fird\u0259n \u00a0t\u0259z\u0259 yazarlara b\u0259nz\u0259tmi\u015fdi. H\u0259l\u0259 yanmam\u0131\u015f, bi\u015fm\u0259midil\u0259r. Amma t\u0259z\u0259 peyin \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n onun\u00e7\u00fcn daha m\u00fcnasib idi- yoxsa \u0259ndirabadi t\u0259z\u0259 yazarlar. H\u0259r\u0259si dal\u0131na z\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131 bir lapet qo\u015fub \u00a0deyir m\u0259n d\u0259 \u015fairi\u0259m. M\u0259n d\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131yam. Adama a\u011f\u0131l verirl\u0259r. Guya\u00a0\u00a0 bunlardan yoxdu- filan.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00f6vzular\u0131 3 yer\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcr. Fahi\u015f\u0259lik, azadl\u0131q v\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259rlik. O boyda Fransa inqilab\u0131n\u0131 inqilabi yenilik el\u0259yib bu g\u00fcn\u0259 qoymu\u015fdular. Yumurtadan d\u00fcn\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xsalar da, t\u00fclk\u00fcd\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn qabaq olmu\u015fdular sanki, o q\u0259d\u0259r biclik bilirdil\u0259r. Biclikl\u0259ri d\u0259 yaz\u0131- pozudan pul \u00e7\u0131xarmaqdan ibar\u0259tdi. Bir- birinin haqq\u0131nda yaz\u0131rlar, bir- birini reklam edirl\u0259r. D\u00fcnyayla bir adlar\u0131 var. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259yd\u0259r\u0259\u015f redaktorlar h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 i\u015f verir onlara. Lap i\u015fd\u0259n qovulsalar da, o biri s\u0259yd\u0259r\u0259\u015f redaktor \u0259v\u0259zedilm\u0259z bir kadr \u0259ld\u0259 edirmi\u015f kimi dart\u0131b \u00f6z redaksiyas\u0131na g\u0259tirir. N\u0259 yazd\u0131qlar\u0131 \u0259d\u0259biyyata daxildi, n\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131. Di g\u0259l o s\u0259yd\u0259r\u0259\u015f redaktorlar el\u0259 bilirl\u0259r bunlar\u0131n yazd\u0131qlar\u0131nda n\u0259s\u0259 var, h\u0259l\u0259 c\u0259miyy\u0259t g\u0259lib bunlar\u0131n s\u0259viyy\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7atmay\u0131b. Adamalr fb- d\u0259 el\u0259 kinolar\u0131 payla\u015f\u0131rlar ki, fa\u011f\u0131r redaktorlar el\u0259 bilir bel\u0259 kinolara baxmaq intellekt \u0259lam\u0259tidi, h\u0259l\u0259 o haqda bir- iki fikir dem\u0259k is\u0259 Konfutsiy\u0259 kon-fu z\u0259rb\u0259si vurmaqd\u0131. Bunlar is\u0259 t\u0259nqid etdikl\u0259ri evdar qad\u0131nlar serialdan aralana bilm\u0259diyi kimi\u00a0 kinolardan v\u0259 fb- d\u0259n aralana bilmirdil\u0259r sad\u0259c\u0259 olaraq.<\/p>\n<p>Amma \u0259sas i\u015fl\u0259ri n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 yazmaqd\u0131. Bunlar\u00a0 g\u0259r\u0259k \u015famu- s\u0259h\u0259r n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 yazalar, dolanmalar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xa.\u00a0 Bu g\u00fcn bir sayt\u0131n ruhuna uy\u011fun yaz\u0131b, sabah ordan \u00e7\u0131xanda, ba\u015fqa yer\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 o ba\u015fqa yerin ruhuna uy\u011fun yaz\u0131 yazmaq bunlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259tin deyildi. Plastilin kimi olsalar da \u00f6zl\u0259rini el\u0259 apar\u0131rd\u0131lar guya qaya kimi m\u00f6hk\u0259mdil\u0259r. Bir ki\u015fi \u00f6z arvad\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fcm\u00fc ba\u015flard\u0131alr vay- \u015fiv\u0259n salma\u011fa. Amma mitinqd\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259n adamdan yaza bilm\u0259zdil\u0259r. D\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259- d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259n\u00a0 \u0259sg\u0259rd\u0259n is\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu yazmazd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fsg\u0259rl\u0259ri g\u00f6rd\u00fckc\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259sg\u0259rliyi yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bunlardan az \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259km\u0259mi\u015fdi. X\u00fcsus\u0259n ilk aylarda itin z\u00fclm\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi. Sup qazan\u0131nda \u00e7\u00f6m\u00e7\u0259nin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259rl\u0259y\u0259rdin, bir tik\u0259 \u0259t tapmazd\u0131n. \u015eirin\u00e7ay\u0131n \u015firini olmurdu. G\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 qara \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yin umuduna qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. \u00dcst\u0259lik d\u0259 4-5 saat t\u0259pik d\u00f6ym\u0259k. Onda bu \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n xials ola bil\u0259rdi- sinif yolda\u015f\u0131 4 ilin \u0259sg\u0259ri idi. Ba\u015f \u00e7avu\u015f kimi d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn \u201cmaladoylar\u201d onun tabeliyind\u0259 idi. Yerlil\u0259ri olan \u201cmaladoylar\u201d az qala sinif yolda\u015f\u0131 Q\u0259niyevin \u0259lini \u00a0\u00f6pm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 haz\u0131r idil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri bel\u0259 olmu\u015fdu. Uzaqdan g\u00f6rd\u00fc b\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u00fckl\u0259ri 5-ci zastavan\u0131n \u00e7avu\u015fu t\u0259yin edil\u0259n Q\u0259niyevdi, gizlinc\u0259 4-c\u00fc zastavan\u0131n arxa s\u0131ras\u0131na ke\u00e7di. Q\u0259niyev ona h\u00f6rm\u0259t edib sonra da k\u0259ndd\u0259 bunu ba\u015f\u0131na qaxa bil\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n bunu yazarlardan hans\u0131 ed\u0259rdi? He\u00e7 \u00e7oxu \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259 d\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 Q\u0259niyevin s\u0259b\u0259bin\u0259 o a\u011f\u0131r g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 kef \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Amma Q\u0259niyev ona yax\u0131nla\u015fmaq ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 \u201cproblem yoxdu\u201d deyirdi. Q\u0259niyev\u00a0 karantinin son g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 onu dil\u0259 tuta bildi- \u0259\u015f\u015fi, g\u0259l s\u0259ni Bak\u0131ya sald\u0131r\u0131m dedi. Orda da n\u0259 dey\u0259rs\u0259n dey\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259niyevin say\u0259sind\u0259 Bak\u0131da xidm\u0259t ed\u0259si oldu. Guya valideynl\u0259ri g\u0259tirib 200 dollar ver\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r Armudba\u015f deyil\u0259n mayora. Armudba\u015f iki g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra 200 dollar\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>-C\u0259nab mayor, hans\u0131 200 dollar?<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Q\u0259niyev dediyi pul.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259niyev\u0259 ya\u011fl\u0131 bir ana s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fc s\u00f6yd\u00fc- biz d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nik tayfal\u0131qla.<\/p>\n<p>-Ayr\u0131mlarda h\u0259l\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u00e7ilik qal\u0131r?<\/p>\n<p>-H\u0259, m\u0259nim babam onun \u0259misini \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb. 2 ayda da ist\u0259di orda m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259. Gec\u0259l\u0259r kravatlar\u0131n alt\u0131nda s\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u0259kd\u0259n dirs\u0259yimin d\u0259risi ilan qab\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. Indi d\u0259 y\u0259qin sizin yan\u0131n\u0131za sald\u0131r\u0131b ki, siz \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259siniz m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>-Axmaq, m\u0259n adam \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259n\u0259m? M\u0259n qatil\u0259m? Niy\u0259 m\u0259n ax\u0131? Q\u0259niyevin anas\u0131n\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Sonra da b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259xsi hey\u0259t\u0131 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131- bu \u0259sg\u0259r\u0259 toxunan m\u0259n\u0259 toxunur. M\u0259nim piserimdi. Bunun qan\u0131 m\u0259nim \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>O g\u00fcnd\u0259n q\u0259rargah h\u0259yat\u0131 ba\u015fald\u0131- yaz\u0131- pozu i\u015fi. Amma 5-6 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra Armudba\u015fa yalvard\u0131 ki, m\u0259nlik deyil. \u00a0Qar\u015f\u0131dan ordu g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u0259lirdi- orda \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. V\u0259ssalam, o \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131 ed\u0259c\u0259kdi , bir az d\u00f6vl\u0259t ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, bir az g\u00fccl\u00fc ordumuzu t\u0259rifl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi, bir az v\u0259t\u0259n s\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259rinin m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sliyind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015facaqd\u0131 v\u0259 olacaqd\u0131 komandirin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131. H\u0259tta komandir \u00f6z\u00fc onu piser g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Amma g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259d\u0259n Armudba\u015fa yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f ed\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini dedi. Guya publika \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 kar\u0131x\u0131b s\u00f6zl\u0259ri yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259m d\u0259 q\u0259rargah h\u0259yat\u0131 onluq deyildi.G\u0259r\u0259k 10 metr ged\u0259n\u0259 kimi 3-4 d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259rbi salam ver\u0259ydi. G\u0259r\u0259k daim s\u0259liq\u0259- s\u0259hmana fikir ver\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n<p>Armudba\u015f sanki bunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f. Onun \u00a0yerin\u0259 pulunu al\u0131b ba\u015fqa bir ali t\u0259hsillini qoydu. 3 ay\u0131n tamam\u0131nda da g\u00f6nd\u0259rdi ucqar zastavalardan birin\u0259. Orda da d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t idi- yeni \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri didirdil\u0259r. s\u0131n\u0131d\u0131rrd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00f6zd\u00fc. Paltar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n almaq ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r,\u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259tini, m\u0259nliyini d\u0259 \u00fcst\u0259lik. Onunla bir vaxtda xidm\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f 8-9 \u0259sg\u0259r vard\u0131 burda. Ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n da g\u00fcn\u00fc qara. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 yem\u0259kxana naryad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u201cmaladoy\u201d b\u0259z\u0259n 10 g\u00fcn n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fziyy\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n yaxa qurtarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Axund deyil\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259r\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.\u00a0 Axund dindar idi v\u0259 3 il idi ki, dinin, namaz\u0131n, Allah\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bin\u0259 he\u00e7 bir \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kmirdi. \u00d6lk\u0259ni talay\u0131b, \u00f6lk\u0259 insanlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259fil g\u00fcn\u0259 salan m\u0259murlar ilin san\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259ccd\u0259, m\u0259scidd\u0259, iftar s\u00fcfr\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131 yuduqlar\u0131n\u0131 sand\u0131qlar\u0131 kimi burda da komandirl\u0259r, h\u0259tta \u201cdembll\u0259r\u201d Axunda g\u00fcnahyuma obyekti kimi bax\u0131rd\u0131lar. Sanki Axund hamam idi, bunlar\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131 da kir-pasaq. El\u0259 san\u0131rd\u0131lar Axunda h\u00f6rm\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcnahlar\u0131 yuyulur. Bu \u00fczd\u0259n d\u0259 Axundun ayr\u0131ca ota\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131- \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 iki adda. Kimi bu ota\u011fa namaz ota\u011f\u0131 deyirdi, kimi d\u0259 d\u0259rsxana. Axund da burda m\u0259n\u0259viyyat s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri apar\u0131rd\u0131. G\u0259nc \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259n kim \u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n azad olmaq ist\u0259yirdis\u0259, d\u0259rhal ke\u00e7irdi Axundun d\u0259st\u0259sin\u0259.\u00a0 \u015eair bu d\u0259st\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259 imtina etmi\u015fdi. Sonralar\u00a0 o \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rin \u00e7oxu il\u0259 araq yolda\u015f\u0131 olmu\u015fdu \u015fair. Axund h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n\u00a0 \u201cmaladoylar\u201d\u0131n can\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n qurtarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259tta s\u0131ra haz\u0131rl\u0131qlar\u0131ndan da. Axund namaz vaxtlar\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131- b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0131ra haz\u0131rl\u0131qlar\u0131 il\u0259 eyni d\u0259qiq\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcf edirdi. Filank\u0259s hardad\u0131- namazda. V\u0259ssalam. Allaha da qurban olum onun namaz\u0131na da. Axund o \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri qorumaqda \u00f6z m\u0259qs\u0259di vard\u0131- nur\u00e7ulu\u011fu t\u0259bli\u011f el\u0259m\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Indi \u0259d\u0259biyayt al\u0259minin d\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 axundlar\u0131 vard\u0131 ki, g\u0259nc yazarlar\u0131 onlar \u00f6z \u201cd\u0259rsxana\u201dlar\u0131na c\u0259ml\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. Axund dinl\u0259 ba\u015f girl\u0259mi\u015fdis\u0259, bu axundlar da uzun ill\u0259r mill\u0259t\u00e7ilikl\u0259, v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259rlikl\u0259 ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 girl\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r \u0259d\u0259biyyat al\u0259mind\u0259. O \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r namaz ota\u011f\u0131na daxil olanda tam rahat olduqlar\u0131 kimi bu g\u0259nc yazarlar da Adil Alxas\u0131n, Camal \u0130badullan\u0131n, R\u0259\u015fid M\u0259cidin d\u0259rsxanalar\u0131na daxil olanda h\u0259rt\u0259r\u0259fli \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n azad olurdular. O \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 bunun \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 nur\u00e7uluq a\u015f\u0131lan\u0131rd\u0131sa, bu yazarlara da bunun \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 h\u0259min axundfason yazarlar\u0131 t\u0259bli\u011f etm\u0259k d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>O g\u0259nc \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r sonra \u00f6zl\u0259ri \u201cdembl\u201d olacaqd\u0131. G\u0259nc \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri incid\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rdi. K\u0259ndd\u0259- k\u0259s\u0259kd\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131qlar\u0131ndan d\u0259m vuracaqlard\u0131. Bu g\u0259nc yazarlar da bax el\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259rini b\u0259ri ba\u015fdan q\u0259hr\u0259man kimi apar\u0131rd\u0131lar. Onlar \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n g\u0259nc \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri nec\u0259 incidirdil\u0259rs\u0259, bu g\u0259nc yazarlar da g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259ri redaktor olanda ba\u015fqa g\u0259nc yazarlar\u0131 el\u0259 incid\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rdi. O \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r bir \u201cmaladoy\u201dun s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u0259hv tutub min c\u00fcr \u0259ziyy\u0259t verdiyi kimi bu yazarlar da bir g\u0259nc yazar\u0131n bir c\u00fcml\u0259sind\u0259 s\u0259hv \u00a0tutub g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 incid\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n<p>Amma onda h\u0259l\u0259 Salamatova corab yuyan\u0131 vard\u0131 onlar\u0131n. B\u0259kirova aftaxa da\u015f\u0131yan\u0131 vard\u0131 onlar\u0131n. M\u0259mliyevin paltar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fct\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259ni vard\u0131 onalr\u0131n. Daha n\u0259l\u0259r, n\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Indi bu yazarlar da Alxaslar\u0131n, \u0130badullalar\u0131n, M\u0259cidl\u0259rin \u00e7\u0259m\u0259danda\u015f\u0131yan\u0131, \u015fill\u0259vuran\u0131, s\u00f6zdey\u0259ni idil\u0259r.\u00a0 B\u0259z\u0259n is\u0259 o Alxaslar, \u0130badullalar, M\u0259cidl\u0259r xoruz d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi bunlar\u0131 m\u0259tbuatda q\u0131r\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0131nmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259rdini \u00e7\u0259kmirdil\u0259r, h\u0259l\u0259 buna 50 c\u00fcr d\u0259 don geyindirirdil\u0259r. Zal\u0131m balas\u0131,haz\u0131r o donu geyinm\u0259 d\u0259\u0259, ulduz olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259sas \u015f\u0259rtdi bu.\u00a0 Guya bunalr\u0131 c\u0259miyy\u0259t ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Guya c\u0259miyy\u0259t Mopassanalr\u0131 anlay\u0131rd\u0131, amma bu passanalr\u0131 anlam\u0131rd\u0131. Fb\u00a0 ikic\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u0259 ba\u011flansa ba\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131 \u00e7atlard\u0131.\u00a0 Adamalr 50 layk y\u0131\u011fanda az qala Layka u\u00e7an yerl\u0259r\u0259 qalx\u0131b geri qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u018fll\u0259ri ling g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 barmaqlar\u0131 link atmaqdan ya\u011f\u0131r olmu\u015fdu.\u00a0 Bel\u0259 linkl\u0259rd\u0259n \u015fair\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lirdi tez- tez. Sanki lingl\u0259 vururdular \u015fairi. He\u00e7 n\u0259 bacarmayanda is\u0259 ke\u00e7irdil\u0259r k\u00f6\u015f\u0259 yazma\u011fa. \u00d6lk\u0259 doluydu bel\u0259 k\u00f6\u015f\u0259 yazarlar\u0131 il\u0259. Amma bil\u0259n yox idi k\u00f6\u015f\u0259 \u0259slind\u0259 n\u0259 dem\u0259kdi. Bilmirdil\u0259r ki, k\u00f6\u015f\u0259 dedikl\u0259ri\u00a0 \u00a0g\u00f6n\u00fcn \u0259n q\u0131raq yerin\u0259 deyilirdi \u00a0v\u0259 bundan da q\u0259dimd\u0259 \u00e7ar\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qaytan olurdu. Ba\u015flar\u0131nda intellektual hava, ayaqlar\u0131nda da \u00e7ar\u0131q, k\u00f6\u015f\u0259d\u0259n qaytan. Bu idi yenilikl\u0259rinin \u015f\u0259kli, hal\u0131. V\u0259 o da vard\u0131 ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 g\u00f6n n\u0259di, \u00e7ar\u0131q n\u0259di, qaytan n\u0259di, onu da bilmirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259l\u0259 bunlar yax\u015f\u0131lar\u0131idi. Iqtidary\u00f6n\u00fcml\u00fc Yazarlar ittifaq\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczvlri vard\u0131 ki, onlar lap biab\u0131r\u00e7\u0131 idi. Guya onalr\u0131n liderl\u0259ri Fanar m\u00fc\u0259llimin alternativi yoxdu dey\u0259 30 il idi kresloya qaynaqlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu haqda vaxtil\u0259 bel\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00a0 \u018fslind\u0259 alternativ s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259v\u0259zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k s\u00f6z var dilimizd\u0259- Xurcuntay\u0131. \u0130ndi \u00a0\u0130Y\u0130-\u00e7il\u0259r deyir Fanar m\u00fc\u0259llimin xurcuntay\u0131 yoxdu.\u00a0 Bu da m\u0259nim yad\u0131ma bir m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni sal\u0131r- dem\u0259k bir qoca\u00a0 qar\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f. O q\u0259d\u0259r qocal\u0131bm\u0131\u015f, art\u0131q n\u0259v\u0259si d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm ya\u015f\u0131na g\u0259libmi\u015f. Amma qar\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. Bir g\u00fcn n\u0259v\u0259nin k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fc da\u011fa qalxan vaxt\u0131 yolda cam\u0131\u015flardan biri do\u011fur. K\u00f6\u00e7 geri qalmas\u0131n dey\u0259 n\u0259v\u0259 kal\u00e7an\u0131\u00a0 e\u015f\u015f\u0259k xurcununun bir g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, ona da xurcuntay\u0131 kimi n\u0259n\u0259sini d\u0259 bir g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qoyur. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr qar\u0131 kal\u00e7an\u0131n qula\u011f\u0131na n\u0259s\u0259 deyir. N\u0259 e\u015fits\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r- a kal\u00e7a, ka\u015f s\u0259nin balan\u0131n da belind\u0259 da\u011fa qalxayd\u0131m. Indi Fanar m\u00fc\u0259llim \u00a0bizim g\u0259nc yazarlar\u0131n balalar\u0131n\u0131n vaxt\u0131nda da dey\u0259s\u0259n alternativsiz lider olmaq ist\u0259yir. Allah \u00f6m\u00fcr versin\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u018fsg\u0259rl\u0259ri s\u0131raya d\u00fcz\u00fcb t\u0259pik d\u00f6yd\u00fcr\u0259- d\u00f6yd\u00fcr\u0259 yem\u0259y\u0259 apard\u0131lar. \u015eair d\u0259 nahar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ev\u0259 g\u0259ldi. \u00c7atan kimi kompy\u00fcteri a\u00e7d\u0131. Kompy\u00fcterin monitorunda vaxtil\u0259 k\u0259ndd\u0259 qaynar qazan kimi f\u0259aliyy\u0259td\u0259 olan, indi u\u00e7ub da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f pionerlagerin\u00a0 k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u015f\u0259kli vard\u0131. U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. He\u00e7 kim\u0259 yovu\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 atas\u0131 ad\u0131n\u0131 pionerlager\u0259 yazd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 c\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fa. Amma 5-6 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra d\u0259smal\u0131n\u0131, sabununu da g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7d\u0131. S\u0259b\u0259b d\u0259 \u00e7ox yem\u0259k verm\u0259l\u0259ri \u00a0idi. Orda \u0130lqar m\u00fc\u0259llim deyil\u0259n biri vard\u0131- pay\u0131n\u0131 yem\u0259y\u0259ni d\u00f6y\u0259- d\u00f6y\u0259 yedirdirdi. O da n\u0259t\u0259ri yesin bir \u00f6yn\u0259d\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 c\u00fcr yem\u0259yi-\u201cpervi, iftaroy, treti\u201d.\u00a0 \u018flac qald\u0131 qa\u00e7ma\u011fa.<\/p>\n<p>Interneti a\u00e7d\u0131- yen\u0259 t\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259 bir n\u0259f\u0259ri d\u00f6y\u00fcb \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>\u018f\u015f\u015fi, sovetin vaxt\u0131nda adam\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259- d\u00f6y\u0259 yedirdirdil\u0259r. indi d\u00f6y\u0259- d\u00f6y\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcrl\u0259r. Onda \u00f6lk\u0259n ba\u015fdan- ba\u015fa pionerlager idi. \u0130ndi\u00a0 veranxanan\u0131n h\u0259r yeri konslagerdi. El\u0259 o \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r d\u0259 konslagerd\u0259kil\u0259rin g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259di. Bel\u0259 d\u0259 veranxana olar? Bel\u0259 d\u0259 ver\u0259nxana olar?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Televizoru a\u00e7d\u0131- Rusiyada 50 d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 soyuq varm\u0131\u015f. Ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131n t\u0259k\u0259rl\u0259ri z\u0259ncirl\u0259nibmi\u015f<\/p>\n<p>-\u018f\u015f\u015fi bu k\u00f6p\u0259ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 burda z\u0259ncirl\u0259n\u0259n adamalrdan dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r, Rusiyada t\u0259k\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131llar. Rusiyada ma\u015f\u0131n t\u0259k\u0259ri z\u0259ncirl\u0259nir, burda adamlar. Y\u0259qin t\u0259k\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k bel\u0259 olur.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259min g\u00fcn \u015f\u0259r qar\u0131\u015fana kimi da\u015f da\u015f\u0131d\u0131. Sanki \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 b\u0259hs\u0259 girmi\u015fdi. \u018fslind\u0259 onu h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259ndir\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r yox, da\u015f qoxusu idi. Ax\u015fam \u015f\u0259lt\u0259y\u0259 gir\u0259nd\u0259 evd\u0259kil\u0259r\u0259- i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 ke\u00e7irin, yata bilmir\u0259m dedi. Sonra da \u00f6z- \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 deyindi, ay\u0259, dem\u0259k bu mill\u0259t i\u015f\u0131qdan ona g\u00f6r\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131r. I\u015f\u0131q yatma\u011fa mane olur ax\u0131. Bu mill\u0259t \u00f6z ziyal\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr dey\u0259s\u0259n. S\u0259s salma yatanlar oyanar, qoy h\u0259l\u0259 yats\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259di- hava \u00e7ox d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. Azac\u0131q da sulu qar ya\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fsg\u0259rl\u0259r d\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131lar. Bir- iki g\u00fcn d\u0259 el\u0259 oldu- soyuq ke\u00e7di havalar.<\/p>\n<p>Tv- d\u0259 bu soyuq g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 tikintisin\u0259 milyonlar x\u0259rcl\u0259n\u0259n alov q\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259rini g\u00f6st\u0259rdil\u0259r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu alov q\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259ri D\u0259d\u0259 Qorqudun tonqal\u0131 idi- V\u0259t\u0259n t\u0259h\u00fck\u0259d\u0259 idi b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259. Amma \u0259sas m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259- \u00a0kas\u0131blar\u0131n komas\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 bir d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131zd\u0131rmad\u0131. \u018f\u015f\u015fi, n\u0259 alov q\u00fcll\u0259si? \u018fsg\u0259rl\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdiyi yol kims\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k olmad\u0131. Sonralar t\u0259p\u0259nin o biri \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n\u00a0 ayr\u0131 yol \u00e7\u0259kildi.<\/p>\n<p>Bir xeyli m\u00fcdd\u0259t t\u0259p\u0259nin bu \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n da\u015f qoxusu g\u0259ldi. \u015eair bu qoxunu h\u0259r g\u00fcn siqaret t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fc kimi ciy\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirdi.<\/p>\n<p>.. N\u0259hay\u0259t havalar d\u00fcz\u0259ldi. \u015eair yen\u0259 ba\u011f- ba\u011fatda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qatma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u0259rd\u0259n telefonu a\u00e7\u0131b saata bax\u0131rd\u0131. V\u0259 q\u0259fild\u0259n z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. O dal\u0131na lapet ba\u011flayanlardan biri idi:<\/p>\n<p>-\u015eair, rayonday\u0131q. Filan da burdad\u0131, B\u0259hm\u0259nk\u0259s d\u0259 burdad\u0131, Filan- Filan da burdad\u0131. G\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k. D\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n burday\u0131q, telefonuna z\u0259ng \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. G\u0259nc Yazarlar \u0130ctimai Birliyinin x\u0259tti il\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fik. G\u0259nc Yazarlar \u0130ctimai Birliyi b\u0259lk\u0259 s\u0259nin d\u0259 kitab\u0131n\u0131 haz\u0131rlas\u0131n? G\u0259l dan\u0131\u015faq.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; M\u0259n G\u00fcrc\u00fcstandayam. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 z\u0259ng \u00e7atm\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>-N\u0259\u0259, kontur qalmad\u0131 indi.<\/p>\n<p>-H\u0259\u0259, m\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259. G\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik. H\u0259l\u0259lik. Siz kefiniz\u0259 bax\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>-H\u0259l\u0259lik, \u015fair.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eair \u00f6z- \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 deyinm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015fald\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>-Axma\u011f\u0131n biri axmaq. Indi m\u0259n \u0259s\u0259rimi verm\u0259liy\u0259m bu armudba\u015fa ki, kotan \u0259k \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259, redaktorluq el\u0259. \u018f\u015f\u015fi qoy peyinimizi da\u015f\u0131yaq d\u0259\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eair h\u0259min g\u00fcn 50 \u0259l arabas\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 peyin da\u015f\u0131d\u0131 \u00e7\u0259p\u0259r\u0259. \u00c7\u0259p\u0259rd\u0259 da\u015f qoxusunu peyin qoxusu \u0259v\u0259z etmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259min g\u00fcn \u00f6lk\u0259nin ill\u0259rl\u0259 susan ba\u015f nazirinin 81 ya\u015f\u0131 tamam olurdu. \u00d6z- \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Onun 81 ya\u015fda ba\u015f nazir olmas\u0131 siyas\u0259timizin 18+ hal\u0131d\u0131r. Sad\u0259c\u0259 r\u0259q\u0259ml\u0259r s\u0259hf d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, bu \u00e7\u0259rxi f\u0259l\u0259k t\u0259rsin\u0259 d\u00f6vran edir indi.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn\u00fc peyini yabalay\u0131b da\u011f\u0131td\u0131. Sapoqlar\u0131n\u0131 geyinib beli g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Fit \u00e7ala- \u00e7ala yer \u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Arada fitini k\u0259sib \u00f6z- \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259skinlik verm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>-Eybi yox, bu g\u00fcn \u0259lim\u0259 bel al\u0131ram, sabah Nobel alaram.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259lk\u0259 bir g\u00fcn Nobeld\u0259n d\u0259 imtina ed\u0259rdi. \u018fg\u0259r o m\u00fckafat bu k\u00f6hn\u0259 yazarlar\u0131n, bu t\u0259z\u0259 yazarlar\u0131n \u00fcmidin\u0259 qalsa bu h\u00f6km\u0259n olard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Yeri \u0259k\u0259- \u0259k\u0259 g\u0259tirib bu da\u015f y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131. Yen\u0259 da\u015f \u0259tri vurdu \u015fairi. Amma&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bu da\u015f y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u018fmir Teymuru yad\u0131na sald\u0131. \u018fmir Teymur s\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n qay\u0131danda\u00a0 \u00f6l\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rinin h\u0259r\u0259sinin ad\u0131na bir da\u015f atd\u0131rarm\u0131\u015f. Da\u015fdan t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r yaradarm\u0131\u015f. Indi bu da\u015f t\u0259p\u0259 d\u0259 onun \u00f6l\u0259n arzular\u0131n\u0131n, \u00fcmidl\u0259rinin abid\u0259si idi. Az qala bir ordu \u00fcmidi, arzusu \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Indi da\u015f qoxusunu le\u015f qoxusu \u0259v\u0259z etmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"10289\">Yaz\u0131ya 620 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cDa\u015f q\u0259lbli q\u0259lbli insanlar\u0131 neyl\u0259rdin, ilahi\u201d. Indi dilind\u0259 bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r bitmi\u015fdi \u015fairin. Ba\u011fda da\u015f t\u0259mizl\u0259yirdi v\u0259 iri da\u015flar bir- birin\u0259 d\u0259yib \u00e7arpanalar qopduqca \u0259trafa q\u0259rib\u0259 bir qoxu yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131- da\u015f qoxusu. \u00d6mr\u00fc torpaqda- da\u015fda ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259, \u015fair ilk d\u0259f\u0259 idi bu qoxunun f\u0259rqin\u0259 var\u0131rd\u0131 . El\u0259 bu qoxunu duyduqca da da\u015f q\u0259lbli insanlardan \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu qa\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7820,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10289"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10289"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10289\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10291,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10289\/revisions\/10291"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7820"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10289"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10289"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10289"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}