{"id":10329,"date":"2016-03-13T11:51:59","date_gmt":"2016-03-13T07:51:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10329"},"modified":"2016-03-13T11:51:59","modified_gmt":"2016-03-13T07:51:59","slug":"ismayil-sixli-nam%c9%99rd-gull%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10329","title":{"rendered":"\u0130smay\u0131l \u015eIXLI &#8212; Nam\u0259rd g\u00fcll\u0259si"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Niftal\u0131 koxa at\u0131n \u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 bir ist\u0259di y\u0259h\u0259ri-y\u00fcy\u0259ni d\u0259 als\u0131n,<a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/ismayil-\u015f\u0131xl\u0131.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright wp-image-3651 \" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/ismayil-\u015f\u0131xl\u0131.jpg\" alt=\"ismayil \u015f\u0131xl\u0131\" width=\"291\" height=\"235\" \/><\/a><br \/>\n<span>\u0259<\/span>vv\u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi, arx\u0131n suyu il\u0259 belinin t\u0259rini yusun, amma fikrini d\u0259yi\u015fdi.<br \/>\n<span>At\u0131 el<\/span>\u0259 y\u0259h\u0259rli-y\u00fcy\u0259nli \u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259di, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6r\u00fcy\u00fc bir az da yax\u0131na, arx\u0131n alt t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259<br \/>\n<span>\u00e7okdi. Bilirdi: hava isti idi, at qan-t<\/span>\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259ydi, amma \u0259lac\u0131 yox idi. O, \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r<br \/>\n<span>at\u0131n\u0131 hara g<\/span>\u0259ldi \u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259r, \u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 tez d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259rdi, qoymazdi ki, t\u0259rl\u0259sin. Y\u0259h\u0259rini<br \/>\n<span>g\u00f6t\u00fcr<\/span>\u0259rdi ki, at n\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259rsin, ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 otlas\u0131n, ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 ki\u015fn\u0259yib \u015fah\u0259 qalxs\u0131n,<br \/>\n<span>ist<\/span>\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0131x\u0131 qopard\u0131b ilx\u0131ya cumsun. Qaynar g\u00f6zl\u00fc k\u0259h\u0259rin i\u015f\u0131ldayan d\u0259risin\u0259,<br \/>\n<span>s<\/span>\u0259yriy\u0259n sa\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na, q\u0131z teli kimi yum\u015faq yal\u0131na baxmaqdan doymayan Niftal\u0131 \u00e7ox<br \/>\n<span>vaxt at\u0131 yalmanlay\u0131b belin<\/span>\u0259 qalxar, birba\u015f K\u00fcr\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00e7imizdir\u0259r, \u00e7ox vaxt da<br \/>\n<span>yal\u0131na yat\u0131b o \u00fcz<\/span>\u0259 adlayard\u0131. O vaxt \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259, at\u0131n\u0131n da qorxusu-h\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc<br \/>\n<span>yoxdu. H<\/span>\u0259m cavan idi, h\u0259m d\u0259\u2026 Amma indi, illah da koxal\u0131\u011fa ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra,<br \/>\n<span>s<\/span>\u0259ks\u0259k\u0259li ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<br \/>\n<span>O, astaca add\u0131mlarla dikdir<\/span>\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Arx\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n adlay\u0131b a\u011faclar\u0131n<br \/>\n<span>k\u00f6lg<\/span>\u0259sind\u0259 dayand\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00fcfiql\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uzan\u0131b ged\u0259n tax\u0131l z\u0259mil\u0259rin\u0259 zill\u0259di.<br \/>\n<span>Astaca meh <\/span>\u0259sirdi. Qara q\u0131l\u00e7\u0131q s\u00fcnb\u00fcll\u0259r x\u0131\u015f\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. Otlar\u0131 \u00e7oxdan saral\u0131bsolmn\u015f<br \/>\n<span>d<\/span>\u0259r\u0259li-t\u0259p\u0259li bu boz \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rin ortas\u0131nda qo\u015fala\u015fan qovaq a\u011faclar\u0131n\u0131n<br \/>\n<span>yarpaqlar\u0131 da x\u0131\u015f\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. Hans\u0131 r<\/span>\u0259hm\u0259tliyins\u0259 savab \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259kdiyi bu a\u011faclar\u0131n<br \/>\n<span>dibind<\/span>\u0259n axan arx\u0131n suyu da q\u0131r\u00e7\u0131nlan\u0131b \u015f\u0131r\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. Niftal\u0131 koxa k\u00f6lg\u0259y\u0259 at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f<br \/>\n<span>palaza, d\u00f6\u015f<\/span>\u0259kc\u0259 v\u0259 m\u00fct\u0259kk\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131. O h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bi\u00e7in\u00e7il\u0259r\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259<br \/>\n<span>burada uzan\u0131b dinc<\/span>\u0259l\u0259rdi. \u0130ndi d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi el\u0259 yarl\u0131-yaraql\u0131 palaz\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259<br \/>\n<span>ke\u00e7ib m\u00fct<\/span>\u0259kk\u0259y\u0259 dirs\u0259kl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259di. \u0130st\u0259di ki, isti t\u0259ntits\u0259 d\u0259, n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rini<br \/>\n<span>soyunsun, n<\/span>\u0259 d\u0259 t\u00fcf\u0259ngini, qoltuqalt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b yan\u0131na qoysun. Amma g\u00f6rd\u00fc<br \/>\n<span>ki, m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil, t<\/span>\u0259r yuyub apar\u0131r. Bir d\u0259 kimd\u0259n qorxacaqd\u0131? K\u0259r\u0259m y\u0259qin ki,<br \/>\n<span>bu saat Dilican t<\/span>\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259dir, yay\u0131n istisind\u0259 buralarda olmazd\u0131. Olsa da qorxusu<br \/>\n<span>yoxdu. O, \u00f6mr\u00fcnd<\/span>\u0259\u0259li-yal\u0131n adama g\u00fcll\u0259 atmazd\u0131. Birc\u0259 o g\u0259d\u0259d\u0259n ehtiyat<br \/>\n<span>edirdi. K<\/span>\u0259ndd\u0259n qa\u00e7andan sonra buralarda, kolda-kosda dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<br \/>\n<span>T\u00fcf<\/span>\u0259ngini a\u011faca s\u00f6yk\u0259di, \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rini soyundu, yaxas\u0131 qaytanl\u0131 koyn\u0259yinin<br \/>\n<span>d\u00fcym<\/span>\u0259l\u0259rini bo\u015faltd\u0131 v\u0259 palaz\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 uzan\u0131b m\u00fct\u0259kk\u0259y\u0259 dirs\u0259kl\u0259ndi. Cib<br \/>\n<span>d<\/span>\u0259smallar\u0131nm nclan\u0131n d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259yib ba\u015flar\u0131na ke\u00e7irmi\u015f bi\u00e7in\u00e7il\u0259rin oraqlar\u0131<br \/>\n<span>cingild<\/span>\u0259yirdi. Bu cingiltil\u0259r k\u00f6v\u015f\u0259nl\u0259rin x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131na<br \/>\n<span>qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bi\u00e7in\u00e7il<\/span>\u0259r t\u0259l\u0259sirdi. Onlar da ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r ki, i\u015fl\u0259rini tezc\u0259 qurtar\u0131b<br \/>\n<span>ald\u0131qlar\u0131 haqq\u0131 el<\/span>\u0259 buradaca aranda, x\u0131rmanda d\u00f6y\u00fcb, tax\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 yayla\u011fa,<br \/>\n<span>balalar\u0131na apars\u0131nlar. El<\/span>\u0259 Niftal\u0131 koxa da t\u0259l\u0259sirdi. El \u00e7oxdan yayla\u011fa qalxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n<span>Amma o, k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc saxlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u00f6z\u00fcn d\u00fcz\u00fc, k<\/span>\u0259ndd\u0259 t\u0259k qalmaqdan ehtiyatlan\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\n<span>O q<\/span>\u0259d\u0259r anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259mc\u0259yini k\u0259s\u0259nl\u0259r var ki\u2026 El\u0259 biri g\u0259lm\u0259 M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd.<br \/>\n<span>On\u0131m <\/span>\u0259slinin-n\u0259slinin haradan oldu\u011funu k\u0259ndd\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259s bilmirdi. Birc\u0259 o<br \/>\n<span>m<\/span>\u0259lum idi ki, \u00e7oxdan \u2013 lap \u00e7oxdan, Niftal\u0131 gilin doqqaz\u0131nda \u00fcst\u00fc-ba\u015f\u0131 yamaql\u0131,<br \/>\n<span>ac\u0131ndan h\u00fclqumu qalx\u0131b-en<\/span>\u0259n, m\u0259lul-m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl bax\u0131\u015fl\u0131 bir o\u011flan boynunu b\u00fck\u00fcb<br \/>\n<span>dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. <\/span>\u018flind\u0259\u0259sa, \u00e7iynind\u0259 nimda\u015f heyb\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131nda t\u00fck\u00fc t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f papaq<br \/>\n<span>var idi. Soyuqdan \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn t\u00fckl<\/span>\u0259ri biz-biz durmu\u015f, dodaqlar\u0131 qaysaqlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n<span>G\u00f6z\u00fc batmi\u015f quyunun di bind<\/span>\u0259ki su kimi g\u00fccl\u0259 i\u015f\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\n<span>S<\/span>\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u0259 bay\u0131ra \u00e7ixd\u0131lar, itl\u0259r\u0259 ac\u0131qland\u0131lar, \u201ca bala, kims\u0259n\u201d? \u2013 dey\u0259<br \/>\n<span>doqqazdak\u0131n\u0131 s<\/span>\u0259sl\u0259dil\u0259r. Niftal\u0131n\u0131n atas\u0131 k\u00fcrk\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7iynin\u0259 sald\u0131, o\u011flu il\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r<br \/>\n<span>doqqaza \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, hardansa az\u0131b g<\/span>\u0259lmi\u015f bu Allah b\u0259nd\u0259sin\u0259 t\u0259ff\u0259rincl\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259 ba\u015fa<br \/>\n<span>d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, bura adam\u0131na ox\u015fam\u0131r. Son vaxtlar bel<\/span>\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 tez-tez rast g\u0259lm\u0259k<br \/>\n<span>olurdu. Ya d\u00fc\u015fm<\/span>\u0259nini \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ba\u015f al\u0131b buralara p\u0259nah g\u0259tirir, ya da bir<br \/>\n<span>par\u00e7a \u00e7\u00f6r<\/span>\u0259k ucundan \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Ki\u015fi o\u011flan\u0131 t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n-d\u0131rna\u011fa diqq\u0259tl\u0259<br \/>\n<span>s\u00fczd\u00fc v<\/span>\u0259 \u201cyox, bu adam \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7ana ox\u015fam\u0131r, \u2013 dey\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi. &#8211;<br \/>\n<span>Y<\/span>\u0259qin ba\u015fqa \u0259mmas\u0131 var\u201d. \u018fslin\u0259 baxsan ki\u015finin o\u011flan\u0131n \u00e7uxura d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f<br \/>\n<span>g\u00f6zl<\/span>\u0259rind\u0259n xo\u015fu g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi.<br \/>\n<span>El<\/span>\u0259 bil q\u0259rib bunu hiss etdi, q\u0131\u015f\u0131n girhagirind\u0259 qap\u0131dan geri qaytarataca\u011f\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\n<span>ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v<\/span>\u0259 s\u0259sin\u0259 yaz\u0131ql\u0131q verdi:<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Qa\u00e7q\u0131nam, ay day\u0131, he\u00e7 kimim yoxdu.<\/span><br \/>\n<span>Ki\u015fi o\u011flunun \u00fcz\u00fcn<\/span>\u0259 baxd\u0131, Niftal\u0131 is\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qa\u00e7q\u0131n\u0131n y\u0131rt\u0131q \u00e7ar\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan<br \/>\n<span>\u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f barma\u011f\u0131na zill<\/span>\u0259di.<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Buran\u0131 s<\/span>\u0259n\u0259 kim ni\u015fan verib?<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; He\u00e7 kim. Yolu <\/span>\u0259lim\u0259 al\u0131b g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. Qap\u0131n\u0131za p\u0259nah g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\n<span>Ata o\u011fula baxd\u0131, o\u011ful da ataya.<\/span><br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Ad\u0131n n<\/span>\u0259dir?<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd.<\/span><br \/>\n<span>D\u00fczm\u00fc deyirdi, Allah bilir, ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 yox, \u015fahidi yox, g<\/span>\u0259lm\u0259 adam idi. El\u0259 o<br \/>\n<span>g\u00fcnd<\/span>\u0259n ona k\u0259nd aras\u0131nda \u201cg\u0259lm\u0259 M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd\u201d dedil\u0259r.<br \/>\n<span>\u018f<\/span>vv\u0259lc\u0259 mala baxd\u0131, sonra \u0259kin\u0259-bi\u00e7in\u0259 getdi. Niftal\u0131ynan dostla\u015f\u0131b lap<br \/>\n<span>qarda\u015f oldular. Atas\u0131 \u00f6l<\/span>\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Niftal\u0131 ona torpaq da verdi,<br \/>\n<span>K\u00f6m<\/span>\u0259kl\u0259\u015fib balaca bir daxma da tikdil\u0259r, mal-qaradan pay ay\u0131r\u0131b bir at da<br \/>\n<span>ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131. Qohum q\u0131zlardan birini d<\/span>\u0259 al\u0131b onu ev-e\u015fik el\u0259di.<br \/>\n<span>G<\/span>\u0259lm\u0259 M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd diriba\u015f idi. \u018flin\u0259 maya salandan sonra Tiflis\u0259, G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 ayaq<br \/>\n<span>a\u00e7d\u0131. Dolanmas\u0131 da yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fc d<\/span>\u0259 g\u00fcmrahla\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n<span>Niftal\u0131 bir g\u00fcn e\u015fitdi ki, M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd arvad\u0131n\u0131 incidir. H<\/span>\u0259ft\u0259l\u0259rn\u0259n ev\u0259 g\u0259lmir,<br \/>\n<span>\u015f<\/span>\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 kefd\u0259-damaqdad\u0131r, u\u015faqlar\u0131na baxm\u0131r. \u00dcr\u0259yi g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259di. Yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\n<span>\u0130ki-\u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn g\u00f6zl<\/span>\u0259di, amma M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcdd\u0259n cavab \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn yolda<br \/>\n<span>qabaqla\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/span><br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Niy<\/span>\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrs\u0259n? \u2013 N\u0259 olub, g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259yim vacibdir?<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; B<\/span>\u0259lk\u0259 bir s\u00f6z\u00fcm var?<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; S<\/span>\u0259nin m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn ola bil\u0259r?<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; <\/span>\u018f, n\u0259 yek\u0259-yek\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Dan\u0131\u015fmayanda, susmayaca\u011fam ki?<\/span><br \/>\n<span>Atlar y\u00fcy<\/span>\u0259ni g\u0259mirib f\u0131nx\u0131r\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. D\u00f6\u015f-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259 g\u0259lib dal ayaqlar\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259<br \/>\n<span>f\u0131rland\u0131lar. Yolun tozu g\u00f6y<\/span>\u0259 qalxdi.<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; <\/span>\u018f, dey\u0259s\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u00fcn aya\u011f\u0131y\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 se\u00e7mir?! N\u0259 tez havaland\u0131n, bala?!<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Art\u0131q-<\/span>\u0259skik dan\u0131\u015fma, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc de!<br \/>\n<span>Niftal\u0131 ki\u015fi hirsini zorla bo\u011fdu.<\/span><br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Bir d<\/span>\u0259 e\u015fits\u0259m ki, arvad-u\u015fa\u011fa \u0259l qald\u0131r\u0131bsan, dal\u0131na b\u00fcl\u00f6v \u00e7alaram,<br \/>\n<span>bildin?!<\/span><br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Q<\/span>\u0259l\u0259t el\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n, ke\u00e7mi\u015fini d\u0259 yan\u0131na alarsan!<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; <\/span>\u018f, g\u0259lm\u0259 k\u00f6pyko\u011flu, m\u0259n\u0259 cavab qaytar\u0131rsan?!<br \/>\n<span>Qam\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6yd<\/span>\u0259 \u015faqq\u0131ldama\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcn at\u0131n d\u0131rna\u011f\u0131n\u0131n dibin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi<br \/>\n<span>bir oldu. Niftal\u0131 koxa el<\/span>\u0259 y\u0259h\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n onu budarlad\u0131. At da sahibi kimi<br \/>\n<span>q<\/span>\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259nib onu tapdalad\u0131. Koxan\u0131n hirsi soyumad\u0131. S\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b y\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<br \/>\n<span>Toz-torpaq i\u00e7ind<\/span>\u0259 q\u0131vr\u0131lan g\u0259lm\u0259nin yaxas\u0131ndan tutub yoldan k\u0259nara s\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<br \/>\n<span>X<\/span>\u0259nc\u0259r havada par\u0131ldad\u0131.<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Q<\/span>\u0259l\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m ke\u00e7mi\u015fiml\u0259, ay Niftal\u0131, m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259, balalar\u0131m<br \/>\n<span>yaz\u0131qd\u0131. S<\/span>\u0259n d\u0259d\u0259yin goru, m\u0259ni \u00e7evir u\u015faqlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na, savab i\u015f g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n.<br \/>\n<span>Koxan\u0131n qolu bo\u015fald\u0131. M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcn quyunun dibind<\/span>\u0259 i\u015f\u0131ldayan suya b\u0259nz\u0259r<br \/>\n<span>g\u00f6zl<\/span>\u0259rin\u0259 nifr\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259 yaxas\u0131n\u0131 buraxd\u0131.<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Di get, qurban ol evd<\/span>\u0259kil\u0259r\u0259.<br \/>\n<span>M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd dinm<\/span>\u0259z-s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259z aya\u011fa durdu. \u00dcst\u00fcn\u00fcn tozunu \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131, el\u0259 dinm\u0259zc\u0259<br \/>\n<span>d<\/span>\u0259 y\u0259h\u0259rin qa\u015f\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b at\u0131n belin\u0259 qalxd\u0131. Bir xeyli sakitc\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259 do\u011fru<br \/>\n<span>s\u00fcrd\u00fc v<\/span>\u0259 bird\u0259n y\u00fcy\u0259ni dart\u0131b geri qanr\u0131ld\u0131.<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131, a koxa, bu hayf\u0131 s<\/span>\u0259nd\u0259n almasam, ki\u015fi deyil\u0259m. \u2013 Niftal\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259<br \/>\n<span>g<\/span>\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n at\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qan\u0131r\u0131b q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. \u2013 M\u0259n\u0259 s\u0131r\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n qanc\u0131\u011f\u0131 da g\u0259lib apara<br \/>\n<span>bil<\/span>\u0259rs\u0259n!<br \/>\n<span>Koxa at\u0131 minib t\u00fcf<\/span>\u0259ngi h\u0259rl\u0259y\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n, tozlu yolda g\u00f6zd\u0259n itdi. S\u0259h\u0259risi d\u0259<br \/>\n<span>e\u015fitdi ki, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb evd<\/span>\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b\u2026<br \/>\n<span>Niftal\u0131 koxal\u0131\u011fa ke\u00e7<\/span>\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 x\u0259tr\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259li olurdu.<br \/>\n<span>Divan-d<\/span>\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uzaq g\u0259zs\u0259 d\u0259, onlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 sata\u015fmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da<br \/>\n<span>olmurdu, axtar\u0131b tap\u0131r, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc danlay\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, filan o\u011frunu niy<\/span>\u0259 tntmam\u0131san,<br \/>\n<span>filan qa\u00e7a\u011fa niy<\/span>\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k veribl\u0259r, niy\u0259 qoyubsan Qa\u00e7aq K\u0259r\u0259m K\u00fcrd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib<br \/>\n<span>yayla\u011fa qalx\u0131b? Dem<\/span>\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 var? Amma bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc el-oba il\u0259 \u00fcz-g\u00f6z ol,<br \/>\n<span>g\u00f6r\u00fcm nec<\/span>\u0259 olursan? V\u0259zif\u0259 boyunduruq kimi bir \u015feydir. El\u0259 ki boynuna<br \/>\n<span>qoydular, belin<\/span>\u0259 minib ist\u0259dikl\u0259ri s\u0259mt\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Ya g\u0259r\u0259k d\u00f6z\u0259s\u0259n, ya da<br \/>\n<span>g<\/span>\u0259r\u0259k onlar\u0131 da \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb boyunduruqlu-moyunduruqlu t\u00f6k\u0259s\u0259n<br \/>\n<span>K\u00fcr<\/span>\u0259!<br \/>\n<span>Havadan od <\/span>\u0259l\u0259nirdi. K\u00f6v\u015f\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n qalxan il\u011f\u0131m t\u0259ndir alovu kimi havan\u0131<br \/>\n<span>yalaya-yalaya boz t<\/span>\u0259p\u0259l\u0259ri a\u015f\u0131b k\u0259ndin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 yay\u0131l\u0131r, oradan da suyu i\u015f\u0131ldayan<br \/>\n<span>K\u00fcr\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcndon ke\u00e7ib Qarayaz\u0131 me\u015f<\/span>\u0259sinin a\u011faclar\u0131n\u0131 qars\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Niftal\u0131 koxan\u0131n<br \/>\n<span>k\u00f6lg<\/span>\u0259sind\u0259 uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u011faclar\u0131n g\u00f6vd\u0259sin\u0259 yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f c\u0131rc\u0131ramalar s\u0259s-s\u0259s\u0259 verib el\u0259<br \/>\n<span>c\u0131r\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, adam qula\u011f\u0131m tutmal\u0131 olurdu. Niftal\u0131 koxan\u0131 isti, \u00fcst<\/span>\u0259lik d\u0259<br \/>\n<span>c\u0131rc\u0131ramalar\u0131n s<\/span>\u0259si t\u0259ntitmi\u015fdi. Ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 suya sal\u0131b s\u0259rinl\u0259m\u0259k v\u0259 sin\u0259sini,<br \/>\n<span>ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yuyub bir az dinc<\/span>\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259di. Aya\u011fa durdu, yaxas\u0131 qaytanl\u0131 k\u00f6yn\u0259yini<br \/>\n<span>soyundu, arxa yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b domu\u015fuqlu oturdu. <\/span>\u018flini suya uzatd\u0131. K\u00fcr t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n<br \/>\n<span>uzan\u0131b q<\/span>\u0259bristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131ndan dikdir\u0259 qalxan tozlu-torpaql\u0131 yolla g\u0259l\u0259n atl\u0131lar\u0131<br \/>\n<span>g\u00f6rm<\/span>\u0259di. C\u0131rc\u0131ramalar\u0131n s\u0259si qula\u011f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n atlar\u0131n f\u0131nx\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\n<span>\u00fcz<\/span>\u0259ngil\u0259rin cingiltisini, ayaq tapp\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitm\u0259di. Birc\u0259 onu hiss etdi ki, g\u00fcll\u0259<br \/>\n<span>a\u00e7ild\u0131, k\u00fcr<\/span>\u0259yi qovu\u015fdu. \u018flini sudan \u00e7\u0259kib qam\u0259tini d\u00fcz\u0259ltdi, qanr\u0131l\u0131b dala baxd\u0131.<br \/>\n<span>G\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, atl\u0131lar\u0131n biri y\u00fcy<\/span>\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259kib at\u0131 \u015fah\u0259 qald\u0131rd\u0131, geri d\u00f6n\u00fcb kimins\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259<br \/>\n<span>q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131, qam\u00e7\u0131 \u015faqq\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/span><br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Nam<\/span>\u0259rd k\u00f6poko\u011flu!<br \/>\n<span>Daha he\u00e7 n<\/span>\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259di. K\u00f6v\u015f\u0259nl\u0259rin x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131, yarpaqlar\u0131n p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131, arx\u0131n<br \/>\n<span>\u015fir\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131, c\u0131rc\u0131ramalar\u0131n s<\/span>\u0259si bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 z\u0259ifl\u0259di, uzaqla\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 e\u015fidilm\u0259z oldu.<br \/>\n<span>Havan\u0131 qarsalayan il\u011f\u0131m el<\/span>\u0259 bir qor kimi g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 doldu, b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259rinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259<br \/>\n<span>dal\u011faland\u0131 v<\/span>\u0259 dumana \u00e7evrildi, h\u0259r \u015fey bu dumana b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc\u2026<br \/>\n<span>K<\/span>\u0259r\u0259m atdan s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011fac\u0131n alt\u0131na yetirdi v\u0259 Niftal\u0131 koxan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\n<span>dizinin \u00fcst<\/span>\u0259 ald\u0131. G\u00fcll\u0259 k\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n d\u0259yib sin\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n<span>G\u00f6zl<\/span>\u0259ri qapal\u0131 idi. T\u0259kc\u0259 dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131n x\u0259fif titr\u0259yi\u015find\u0259n bilinirdi ki, h\u0259l\u0259<br \/>\n<span>n<\/span>\u0259f\u0259si var. K\u0259r\u0259m aralar\u0131na qan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u00e7ilik ba\u015flayandan b\u0259ri onu bel\u0259<br \/>\n<span>yax\u0131ndan g\u00f6rm<\/span>\u0259mi\u015fdi. Ki\u015fi xeyli d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. Balaca buxaq ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f, sif\u0259ti<br \/>\n<span>qaralm\u0131\u015f, qal\u0131n b\u0131\u011f\u0131 azca codla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, gicgahlar\u0131 a\u011farm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6zl<\/span>\u0259rinin \u0259trafinda<br \/>\n<span>x\u0131rdaca q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar <\/span>\u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. K\u0259r\u0259m hiss el\u0259di ki, Niftal\u0131 koxan\u0131 qan apar\u0131r.<br \/>\n<span>T<\/span>\u0259ntidi. \u018flini at\u0131b k\u00f6yn\u0259yin yaxas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131 v\u0259 bilm\u0259di ki\u015fiy\u0259 nec\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259sin.<br \/>\n<span>El<\/span>\u0259 bil bunu Niflal\u0131 koxa da hiss etdi. Q\u0131m\u0131ldand\u0131. G\u00f6z qapaqlar\u0131 araland\u0131.<br \/>\n<span>Z<\/span>\u0259ndl\u0259 K\u0259r\u0259min \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131. Torlanm\u0131\u015f b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259r lal sular kimi dur\u011funla\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259<br \/>\n<span>bird<\/span>\u0259n-bir\u0259 geni\u015fl\u0259ndi. K\u0259r\u0259m hiss etdi ki, koxan\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259ni titr\u0259yib dart\u0131nd\u0131, el\u0259<br \/>\n<span>bil ki\u015finin can\u0131ndan \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm<\/span>\u0259 ke\u00e7di. Onun da b\u0259d\u0259ni gizild\u0259di. Q\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ndi.<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; \u0130ndi m<\/span>\u0259n neyl\u0259yim, ay Niftal\u0131, G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m, Tiflis\u0259 d\u0259 ki,<br \/>\n<span>\u0259<\/span>lim \u00e7atmaz. S\u0259nin d\u0259rdin\u0259 n\u0259 \u00e7ar\u0259 q\u0131l\u0131m?<br \/>\n<span>Ki\u015fi s<\/span>\u0259s e\u015fidib \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 diksindi, sonra dir\u00e7\u0259ldi. Ba\u015f\u0131ni azac\u0131q qald\u0131r\u0131b bulan\u0131q<br \/>\n<span>g\u00f6zl<\/span>\u0259rini qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 zill\u0259di. Dey\u0259s\u0259n kimin dizinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oldu\u011funu<br \/>\n<span>ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. <\/span>\u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131. K\u0259r\u0259m onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki i\u015fart\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259yridiyini<br \/>\n<span>hiss etdi. \u00d6l<\/span>\u0259zim\u0259kd\u0259 olan \u00e7\u0131raq t\u0259kin at\u0131l\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n bu h\u0259yat i\u015fart\u0131lar\u0131 titr\u0259diyi<br \/>\n<span>kimi d<\/span>\u0259 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015fdi. Dodaqlar\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259ndi.<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; K<\/span>\u0259r\u0259m?<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; D\u00fcz tan\u0131m\u0131san, Niftal\u0131, m<\/span>\u0259n\u0259m.<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Lap yax\u015f\u0131, s<\/span>\u0259n olma\u011f\u0131n yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.<br \/>\n<span>Bu s\u00f6z K<\/span>\u0259r\u0259mi sars\u0131td\u0131. El\u0259 bil dizinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 can ver\u0259n qanl\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni yox,<br \/>\n<span>\u0259<\/span>ziz bir adamiyd\u0131. El\u0259 bil bu adam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 da\u011fda, d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 onun izin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n, onun<br \/>\n<span>qan\u0131na susayan, f\u00fcrs<\/span>\u0259t tapan kimi \u0259l\u0259 verm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r olan adam deyildi.<br \/>\n<span>D\u00fc\u015fm<\/span>\u0259n\u00e7ilikd\u0259n \u00e7ox-\u00e7ox \u0259vv\u0259l bir yerd\u0259 oynad\u0131qlar\u0131, K\u00fcr\u00fc \u00fcz\u00fcb Qarayaz\u0131ya<br \/>\n<span>ke\u00e7dikl<\/span>\u0259ri, atlar\u0131 yalmanlay\u0131b k\u0259nd aras\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7apd\u0131qlar\u0131, g\u00f6zalt\u0131 el\u0259dikl\u0259ri q\u0131zlar\u0131n<br \/>\n<span>g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn<\/span>\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 getdikl\u0259ri u\u015faql\u0131q dostu, u\u015faql\u0131q s\u0131rda\u015f\u0131 idi. \u0130ndi is\u0259 birbirl\u0259rinin<br \/>\n<span>\u00fcz\u00fcn<\/span>\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Yaraql\u0131-yasaql\u0131 idil\u0259r. O, K\u0259r\u0259m\u0259 yax\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259<br \/>\n<span>bilmirdi, K<\/span>\u0259r\u0259m d\u0259 ona. K\u0259r\u0259m t\u00fcf\u0259ng g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb da\u011flara-da\u015flara d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. At<br \/>\n<span>belind<\/span>\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr ke\u00e7irirdi. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259st\u0259si il\u0259 Tiflisd\u0259n vurub G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r,<br \/>\n<span>Dilican d<\/span>\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259 haqq-\u0259dal\u0259t divan\u0131 qurur, da\u011flar\u0131 a\u015f\u0131b Araz\u0131 ke\u00e7ir, sora\u011f\u0131 gah<br \/>\n<span>ir<\/span>\u0259vandan g\u0259lirdi, gah da \u0130randan. Niftal\u0131 koxa is\u0259 evind\u0259, qohum-qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n<br \/>\n<span>\u0259<\/span>hat\u0259sind\u0259 s\u0259ks\u0259k\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Koxa olandan sonra d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. K\u0259r\u0259m ona<br \/>\n<span>bir-ne\u00e7<\/span>\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 ismar\u0131\u015f el\u0259mi\u015fdi ki, k\u0259nd adamlar\u0131na d\u0259yib-dola\u015fmas\u0131n, amma xeyri olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u0259r\u0259m<br \/>\n<span>onu axtar\u0131rd\u0131, \u00e7oxdan axtar\u0131rd\u0131 qulaqburmas\u0131 verm<\/span>\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; D<\/span>\u0259st\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 adam varm\u0131?<br \/>\n<span>K<\/span>\u0259r\u0259m g\u00fccl\u0259 e\u015fitdiyi bu s\u00f6zlarin cavab\u0131n\u0131 xeyli l\u0259ngitdi.<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Var.<\/span><br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Kimdi?<\/span><br \/>\n<span>&#8211; M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd.<\/span><br \/>\n<span>&#8211; O g<\/span>\u0259dam\u0131?<br \/>\n<span>Bu s\u00f6z K<\/span>\u0259r\u0259min ortas\u0131ndan be\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lan g\u00fcll\u0259si kimi ke\u00e7di. El\u0259 bil g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259<br \/>\n<span>qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. Yaraland\u0131, yaman yaraland\u0131.<\/span><br \/>\n<span>&#8211; M<\/span>\u0259n\u0259 p\u0259nah g\u0259tirdi, neyl\u0259yim?<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Biz<\/span>\u0259 d\u0259 p\u0259nah g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi, ax\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 ki, g\u00f6rd\u00fcn.<br \/>\n<span>Ki\u015fi inild<\/span>\u0259di. K\u0259r\u0259m\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, onu incid\u0259d\u0259n yaran\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 deyil,<br \/>\n<span>\u0259<\/span>m\u0259yinin, z\u0259nninin itm\u0259sinin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r.<br \/>\n<span>Niftal\u0131 koxan\u0131n sif<\/span>\u0259tini soyuq t\u0259r basd\u0131, \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131r\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131, sonra bu a\u011fr\u0131 v\u0259<br \/>\n<span>iztirablar\u0131n <\/span>\u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259sind\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r bir ifad\u0259 sezildi.<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; \u0130ndi arxay\u0131n \u00f6l<\/span>\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m\u2026 \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr Allaha, z\u0259nnim pu\u00e7a \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131..,<br \/>\n<span>Yoxsa o d\u00fcnyaya nisgilli ged<\/span>\u0259c\u0259kdim. \u00c7ox \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, K\u0259r\u0259m, g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n<br \/>\n<span>d\u00fc\u015fm<\/span>\u0259din\u2026 Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 bir azca yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131r.<br \/>\n<span>K<\/span>\u0259r\u0259m onun qoltu\u011funun alt\u0131ndan tutub dizl\u0259rin\u0259 dirs\u0259kl\u0259ndirdi. Ki\u015fi a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\n<span>udub sakitl<\/span>\u0259\u015fdi. Sif\u0259tind\u0259n qu\u015f n\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r x\u0259fif bir dirilik i\u015fi\u011fi \u00f6td\u00fc.<br \/>\n<span>Uzaqlara baxd\u0131. K<\/span>\u0259r\u0259m hiss etdi ki, onun torlanmaqda olan g\u00f6z\u00fc K\u00fcr\u00fcn o \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259,<br \/>\n<span>Ceyran\u00e7\u00f6l d\u00fcz<\/span>\u0259nliyind\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb sahil boyu uzanan Qarayaz\u0131ya, bir az b\u0259rid\u0259ki<br \/>\n<span>k<\/span>\u0259nd evl\u0259rin\u0259, bi\u00e7\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259, k\u00f6v\u015f\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259, d\u0259rz tayalar\u0131na, mal-qara haylayan<br \/>\n<span>u\u015faqlara zill<\/span>\u0259ndi. Bi\u00e7\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r yerl\u0259rind\u0259 quruyub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Yen\u0259 meh \u0259sirdi,<br \/>\n<span>yen<\/span>\u0259 tax\u0131l z\u0259mil\u0259ri x\u0131\u015f\u0131lday\u0131r, yen\u0259 arx\u0131n suyn q\u0131r\u00e7\u0131nlan\u0131b ax\u0131r, yen\u0259 c\u0131rc\u0131ramalar<br \/>\n<span>zil s<\/span>\u0259sl\u0259 c\u0131r\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131lar. Niftal\u0131 koxan\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n t\u0259ndir istisin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r<br \/>\n<span>dal\u011fa-dal\u011fa il\u011f\u0131m ke\u00e7irdi. Ancaq o ay\u0131rd ed<\/span>\u0259 bilmirdi ki, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc torlan\u0131r, yoxsa<br \/>\n<span>il\u011f\u0131mm\u0131 ke\u00e7ir?<\/span><br \/>\n<span>Bird<\/span>\u0259n dir\u00e7\u0259lib \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259trafdak\u0131 atl\u0131lara \u00e7evirdi. Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 K\u0259r\u0259min<br \/>\n<span>yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 bir-bir s\u00fczd\u00fc. G\u00f6z\u00fc M\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcd<\/span>\u0259 sata\u015fanda yenid\u0259n yay kimi dart\u0131n\u0131b<br \/>\n<span>g<\/span>\u0259rildi. K\u0259r\u0259m g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, ki\u015fin\u0131n hal\u0131 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdi, yanaqlar\u0131na el\u0259 bil<br \/>\n<span>q\u0131zart\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. Bu q\u0131zart\u0131 son doy\u00fcnt\u00fcl<\/span>\u0259rini ke\u00e7ir\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yin damarlara vurdu\u011fu<br \/>\n<span>ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 qan damlalar\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131zart\u0131s\u0131 idi. Ki\u015finin \u00f6l<\/span>\u0259zim\u0259kd\u0259 olan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri K\u0259r\u0259min<br \/>\n<span>\u00fcz\u00fcn<\/span>\u0259 zill\u0259ndi.<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; K<\/span>\u0259r\u0259m, birc\u0259 dil\u0259yim var\u2026<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; De g\u00f6rum.<\/span><br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Naqan\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xart, m<\/span>\u0259ni aln\u0131mdan \u00f6z\u00fcn vur.<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; N<\/span>\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Qoy desinl<\/span>\u0259r ki, Niftal\u0131 koxan\u0131 Qa\u00e7aq K\u0259r\u0259m \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb\u2026 Ki\u015fini ki\u015fi<br \/>\n<span>\u00f6ld\u00fcr<\/span>\u0259r, qarda\u015f, g\u0259da-g\u00fcda yox.<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; <\/span>\u018flim qalxmaz.<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Dediyimi el<\/span>\u0259m\u0259s\u0259n, atay\u0131n belind\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259yibs\u0259n.<br \/>\n<span>Ki\u015finin sin<\/span>\u0259si qaixd\u0131 v\u0259 asta-asta endi.<br \/>\n<span>K<\/span>\u0259r\u0259m q\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ndi. Bo\u011faz\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ya\u015f\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259 uddu. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 axtar\u0131b<br \/>\n<span>Mur\u015f\u00fcd\u00fc tapd\u0131. <\/span>\u018fll\u0259ri \u0259sdi. \u0130st\u0259di t\u00fcf\u0259ngi h\u0259rl\u0259yib el\u0259 buradaca, t\u00fclk\u00fc kimi<br \/>\n<span>b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f nam<\/span>\u0259rdi qan\u0131na bulas\u0131n. Amma fikrini d\u0259yi\u015fdi. \u201cOnsuz da Niftal\u0131n\u0131n<br \/>\n<span>qohumlar\u0131 onu sa\u011f buraxmayacaqlar\u201d \u2013 dey<\/span>\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Bir d\u0259\u0259lini murdarlamaq<br \/>\n<span>ist<\/span>\u0259m\u0259di.<br \/>\n<span>&#8211; Onun t\u00fcf<\/span>\u0259ngini d\u0259, at\u0131n\u0131 da \u0259lind\u0259n al\u0131n, qoyun r\u0259dd olsun! \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz d\u0259<br \/>\n<span>atdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, t\u00fcf<\/span>\u0259nginizi y\u0259h\u0259rin qa\u015f\u0131ndan as\u0131n. Bizi g\u00fcll\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 bassalar, \u0259l-ayaq<br \/>\n<span>t<\/span>\u0259rp\u0259tm\u0259yin. K\u0259nd\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259yik.<br \/>\n<span>K<\/span>\u0259r\u0259m q\u0259rara alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Niftal\u0131 koxan\u0131n meyitini k\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc aparacaqd\u0131. Ki\u015fini<br \/>\n<span>\u0259<\/span>ll\u0259ri \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 alacaq, at\u0131 is\u0259 dalcan gel\u0259c\u0259kdi. Qa\u00e7aqlarda atlar\u0131n y\u00fcy\u0259nl\u0259rini<br \/>\n<span>boynuna at\u0131b c<\/span>\u0259naz\u0259nin ard\u0131nca dinm\u0259z-s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259z add\u0131mlayacaqd\u0131lar. O bilirdi<br \/>\n<span>ki, bu a\u011f\u0131r i\u015fdir. K<\/span>\u0259nd adamlar\u0131 onlar\u0131n qabaqlar\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xacaq, arvad-u\u015faq hayharay<br \/>\n<span>sal\u0131b \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ciracaq, vay-\u015fiv<\/span>\u0259n sal\u0131b sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 yolacaq, qar\u011f\u0131\u015f<br \/>\n<span>ed<\/span>\u0259cakl\u0259r. B\u0259lk\u0259 onlara g\u00fcll\u0259 d\u0259 atacaqd\u0131lar. Art\u0131q-\u0259skik dan\u0131\u015fanlar, divand\u0259r\u0259y\u0259<br \/>\n<span>x<\/span>\u0259b\u0259r ver\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 tap\u0131lacaqd\u0131. Amma inanm\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130nanm\u0131rd\u0131 ki, k\u0259ndl\u0259rind\u0259<br \/>\n<span>bel<\/span>\u0259 nam\u0259rdl\u0259r tap\u0131ls\u0131n. O, \u0259min idi ki, meyiti sakitc\u0259 k\u0259ndin aras\u0131 il\u0259 Niftal\u0131<br \/>\n<span>koxan\u0131n evin<\/span>\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r aparacaqlar. Onlar\u0131 lal s\u00fckutla da olsa, el ad\u0259tinc\u0259<br \/>\n<span>qar\u015f\u0131layacaqlar. K<\/span>\u0259r\u0259mgil ki\u015finin d\u0259fnind\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015ftirak ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Ki\u015finin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259n<br \/>\n<span>sonra koxan\u0131n qohum-<\/span>\u0259qr\u0259bas\u0131na ba\u015fsa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 verib atlanacaq v\u0259 da\u011flara sar\u0131 \u00fcz<br \/>\n<span>tutacaqlar.<\/span><br \/>\n<span>K<\/span>\u0259r\u0259m qollar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 dizl\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u0259rinlik hiss etdi. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, ki\u015finin<br \/>\n<span>b<\/span>\u0259d\u0259ni soyuyur. Amma \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 zill\u0259nmi\u015f sol\u011fun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 bir intizar<br \/>\n<span>var\u2026<\/span><br \/>\n<span>\u018f<\/span>lini astaca naqan\u0131n qoburuna apard\u0131. Barmaqlar\u0131 \u0259s\u0259-\u0259s\u0259 d\u00fcym\u0259ni a\u00e7d\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"10329\">Yaz\u0131ya 4496 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Niftal\u0131 koxa at\u0131n \u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 bir ist\u0259di y\u0259h\u0259ri-y\u00fcy\u0259ni d\u0259 als\u0131n, \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi, arx\u0131n suyu il\u0259 belinin t\u0259rini yusun, amma fikrini d\u0259yi\u015fdi. At\u0131 el\u0259 y\u0259h\u0259rli-y\u00fcy\u0259nli \u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259di, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6r\u00fcy\u00fc bir az da yax\u0131na, arx\u0131n alt t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 \u00e7okdi. Bilirdi: hava isti idi, at qan-t\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259ydi, amma \u0259lac\u0131 yox idi. O, \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r at\u0131n\u0131 hara g\u0259ldi \u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259r, \u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2614,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10329"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10329"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10329\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10330,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10329\/revisions\/10330"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2614"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10329"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10329"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10329"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}