{"id":10354,"date":"2016-03-14T11:51:24","date_gmt":"2016-03-14T07:51:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10354"},"modified":"2016-03-14T11:51:24","modified_gmt":"2016-03-14T07:51:24","slug":"f%c9%99rid-huseyn-yasasam-gun%c9%99si-goyd%c9%99-unutmayacam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10354","title":{"rendered":"F\u0259rid H\u00dcSEYN — Ya\u015fasam G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi g\u00f6yd\u0259 unutmayacam"},"content":{"rendered":"

Terrora “ithaf”\"12036391_1528934824063057_2712201793769477326_n\"<\/p>\n

T\u0259l\u0259sik ya\u015famaq laz\u0131md\u0131 \u2013
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm vaxt\u0131n\u0131 ir\u0259li \u00e7\u0259kibl\u0259r,
\n\u0259c\u0259l saat\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdiribl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

\n

U\u015faqlar\u0131 tez b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259li,
\n\u0259mzikl\u0259ri \u0259l\u00fcst\u00fc tullamal\u0131y\u0131q,
\nyoxsa bombalar\u0131 tayke\u015f geyindir\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r g\u00fcl ayaqlara…<\/p>\n

Tez-bazar evl\u0259nm\u0259li, birg\u0259 qocalmal\u0131y\u0131q,
\nsu i\u00e7m\u0259li, hava udmal\u0131y\u0131q,
\nnec\u0259s\u0259 d\u00fcnyadan doymal\u0131y\u0131q…<\/p>\n

Hardan bil\u0259siz, ay at\u0259\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259ri:
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm, e\u015fitdiyi s\u0259s\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r and\u0131rsa,
\nh\u0259yat, \u00e7evrilm\u0259k ist\u0259yi boyda zamand\u0131r…<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

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M\u00fcharib\u0259<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n\u0131m \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259
\nham\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259sind\u0259 gizl\u0259nmi\u015fdi \u2013
\n\u00f6z\u00fcm yudum,
\nk\u0259fin-d\u0259fin el\u0259dim,
\ntorpa\u011fa tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

Qay\u0131d\u0131b ev\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, yoxdu o,
\ny\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00e7aydan soru\u015fdum:
\n– a\u011flasam da\u015farsanm\u0131?
\nDinm\u0259di…<\/p>\n

\u00dcz tutdum tarlaya
\nsoru\u015fdum pamb\u0131qdan –
\nk\u0259f\u0259ni yara\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m\u0131 ona?
\nLal idi…<\/p>\n

G\u0259ldim torpa\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131na,
\nbaxd\u0131m \u2013 qad\u0131n\u0131m ordad\u0131…
\ng\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259sis\u0259 yoxdu…<\/p>\n

Ev\u0259 \u00e7atanda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm o\u011flum
\nk\u00fcr\u0259yini g\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259sin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259yib a\u011flay\u0131r…
\n…g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sildim torpa\u011f\u0131n…<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

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1937-ci il, NKVD, F\u0259rid H\u00fcseynin m\u00fcst\u0259ntiq\u0259 dedikl\u0259ri<\/p>\n

\u0130stintaq\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259rdar edir\u0259m:
\n– ya\u015fasam g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi g\u00f6yd\u0259 unutmayacam.
\nH\u0259qiq\u0259ti dediyim\u0259 and i\u00e7ir\u0259m:
\ntavanlar buludlardan \u00e7ox \u015fey \u00f6yr\u0259nib.
\nS\u00fcbut g\u0259tirir\u0259m:
\nYa\u015famad\u0131q – fotodak\u0131 u\u015faql\u0131q \u015f\u0259klimiz b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc birc\u0259.
\nCavab\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qal\u0131ram:
\nh\u0259qiq\u0259t m\u0259nim s\u00fcd anam olub.
\nXo\u015f reputasiyas\u0131 yoxdu:
\n\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn h\u0259yat yan\u0131nda.
\n\u0130f\u015fa edir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc:
\nxatir\u0259l\u0259rim g\u00fcnd\u0259likl\u0259rim\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259dil\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rini.
\nGec\u0259l\u0259r gizli-gizli g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fck:
\nx\u0259yallarla, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259.
\nYerini ni\u015fan ver\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m:
\nh\u0259qiq\u0259t s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259 gizl\u0259nib.
\nBilir\u0259m, sirr saxlamaq cinay\u0259tdi \u2013
\nbir d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n sevmi\u015f\u0259m.
\n\u2026\u00d6z imzamla t\u0259sdiq edir\u0259m: al\u0131n yaz\u0131m\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 521 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Terrora “ithaf” T\u0259l\u0259sik ya\u015famaq laz\u0131md\u0131 \u2013 \u00d6l\u00fcm vaxt\u0131n\u0131 ir\u0259li \u00e7\u0259kibl\u0259r, \u0259c\u0259l saat\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdiribl\u0259r… U\u015faqlar\u0131 tez b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259li, \u0259mzikl\u0259ri \u0259l\u00fcst\u00fc tullamal\u0131y\u0131q, yoxsa bombalar\u0131 tayke\u015f geyindir\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r g\u00fcl ayaqlara… Tez-bazar evl\u0259nm\u0259li, birg\u0259 qocalmal\u0131y\u0131q, su i\u00e7m\u0259li, hava udmal\u0131y\u0131q, nec\u0259s\u0259 d\u00fcnyadan doymal\u0131y\u0131q… Hardan bil\u0259siz, ay at\u0259\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259ri: \u00d6l\u00fcm, e\u015fitdiyi s\u0259s\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r and\u0131rsa, h\u0259yat, \u00e7evrilm\u0259k ist\u0259yi boyda zamand\u0131r…   ***   […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10354"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10354"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10354\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10357,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10354\/revisions\/10357"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10354"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10354"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10354"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}