<\/p>\n
Kultur<\/strong>.az tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u015fair Sabir Yusifo\u011flunun \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir.<\/p>\n M\u0259n\u0259 bir m\u0259ktub g\u00f6nd\u0259r S\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa bil\u0259n yox, \u00c7ox yox , bir varaq g\u00f6nd\u0259r, bilim harda solursan, Kim \u00e7\u0259kib g\u0259tirdi d\u00fcz\u0259 da\u011flar\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n Qo\u015fula bilm\u0259dik qayalar\u0131na, Qartallar s\u0259sini i\u00e7ind\u0259 bo\u011fub, O m\u0259n\u0259m, h\u0259r yandan yolu k\u0259sil\u0259n, M\u0259nim ad g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 qar ya\u011f\u0131r yen\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n N\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn g\u0259lirs\u0259n,\u00a0n\u0259 m\u0259ktublar\u0131n, M\u0259nim ad g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259\u00a0qar ya\u011f\u0131r yen\u0259, Y\u0131\u011f\u0131ram ovcuma\u00a0qarl\u0131 k\u00f6lg\u0259ni, *** Bu sevgi, bu tale, bu d\u0259rd! Qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ill\u0259rin yan-y\u00f6r\u0259sind\u0259n Bir daha \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259\u00a0g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259k d\u0259 biz, D\u00fcnyada Sevgid\u0259n do\u011fulanlar az, Qara gec\u0259l\u0259rin qara \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 Qatlay\u0131b q\u0131ra\u011fa\u00a0 atd\u0131m ke\u00e7mi\u015fi, T\u00fcrk\u00fcn bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 D\u00fcnyan\u0131n yollar\u0131 al\u0131n yaz\u0131m\u0131z, Silm\u0259z yadda\u015f\u0131ndan batan qanlar\u0131, \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 yalquzaq yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 T\u00fcrk\u00fcn bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 Yaras\u0131na k\u00f6z bas\u0131lar, qar dolar\u2026 Bir kims\u0259nin tapdalamaz haqq\u0131n\u0131, K\u00f6lg\u0259si d\u0259 q\u0131l\u0131nclanan, da\u015flanan, Yaras\u0131na k\u00f6z bas\u0131lar, qar dolar, \u0130\u015f\u0131q g\u0259l\u0259n yeri div qamarlay\u0131b<\/strong><\/p>\n D\u0259rdin bol yerin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, Allah Kims\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcstd\u0259n x\u0259tt \u00e7\u0259kib, Bu g\u00f6r\u00fcb, s\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcnd\u00fcs\u0259, \u2026\u018flind\u0259 su i\u00e7m\u0259k kimi bir \u015feydi \u00d6m\u00fcrd\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb… Biz olmad\u0131q bu bizl\u0259, \u00dcm\u00fcd h\u0259ft\u0259lik, ayl\u0131q, Dur torpala \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc, O da\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259 Vaxts\u0131z yuxu tutan igid, Bir kitab kimi oxunsam, Dili lal, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131q, Y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b dincini al\u0131r A\u011faclar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259sd el\u0259yirmi<\/strong><\/p>\n A\u011faclar \u00fcsyana qalx\u0131b el\u0259 bil, Torpaq da s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr ayaq alt\u0131ndan, Misir ehramlar\u0131 k\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259 qal\u0131b, \u00d6l\u00fcm k\u0259\u015ff el\u0259y\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl alim D\u00fcnyan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na min oyun a\u00e7d\u0131q, Bu alov p\u00fcsk\u00fcr\u0259n vulkan deyil ki, Sualt\u0131 qay\u0131\u011fa b\u0259nz\u0259yir qad\u0131n<\/strong><\/p>\n q\u0259lbind\u0259n, k\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259n n\u0259 ke\u00e7diyini, Sualt\u0131 qay\u0131\u011fa b\u0259nz\u0259yir qad\u0131n,- Arzusu, ist\u0259yi \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcy\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z 8 mart g\u00fcn\u00fc Yorulan \u00fcmidl\u0259r ax\u0131r ki dindi, \u2026Yaman tez y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131n Ad\u0259m dey\u0259n\u0259, Q\u0259riblik<\/strong><\/p>\n D\u0259rdind\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 bir xan\u0131m n\u0259di,- \u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 yer qoymayanlar Qoruna-qoruna tamahdan, \u015f\u0259rd\u0259n, B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015famaq ehtiyac\u0131ndan S\u00fcm\u00fcy\u0259 dir\u0259n\u0259n bu b\u0131\u00e7aqla da … V\u0259t\u0259n dediyimiz bu m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tin \u018flimi \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m x\u0259rit\u0259sin\u0259 Bu d\u0259nizi…<\/strong><\/p>\n Bu d\u0259nizi bo\u015fald\u0131b, Bu d\u0259nizi apar\u0131m Uzad\u0131b qum \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259, O q\u0131z\u0131n ayaq izin O\u011furlay\u0131b aparsam G\u00f6z\u00fc dolu buludun Da\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n q\u0131\u015f ke\u00e7ib\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n G\u0259tirdiyi bar \u0259yib Haval\u0131 adamlardan Yen\u0259 ba\u015f saxlama\u011fa Pay\u0131z\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259y\u0259m, M\u0259ni d\u0259 birn\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 S\u00f6z\u0259 baxan yoxdu S\u00f6z\u00fcn taxt\u0131ndan en\u0259n kim, D\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n \u2013 d\u00fcz al\u0131nm\u0131r, Getdim dal\u0131mca g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n, Qar\u011falar sevinr<\/strong><\/p>\n Qar ya\u011f\u0131r q\u0131\u015f\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259, A\u011f \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, Bilm\u0259dik y\u0131xan kim idi, D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u015farx\u0131 h\u0259rl\u0259n\u0259, Tanr\u0131 saat\u0131yla \u00f6m\u00fcr bir ahd\u0131\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n \u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259s\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259, Ka\u015f sevin\u0259, sevib atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n qad\u0131n, Yalandan ox\u015fay\u0131b, \u00f6y\u0259n olmaya, Can\u0131 ver\u0259n Allah, alan Allahd\u0131, Od tutub al\u0131\u015fd\u0131 qar ya\u011fanda da<\/strong><\/p>\n T\u0259qvimin q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, qara g\u00fcnl\u0259rin B\u0259xt-tale \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 xo\u015f baxanda da, Apard\u0131 onu da suyun axar\u0131, Aldad\u0131b d\u0259rd adl\u0131 bir axma\u011f\u0131 da<\/strong><\/p>\n Atd\u0131n\u0131z \u2013 g\u0259mid\u0259n art\u0131q y\u00fck kimi, Unutdum t\u0259klikd\u0259n dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131 da, Y\u0131\u011f\u0131b, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b d\u0259rdi-s\u0259rimi, K\u00fcl\u0259k s\u0259ni aparacaq<\/strong><\/p>\n N\u0259 yaman ba\u015flay\u0131b k\u00fcl\u0259k, Astar-\u00fcz oldun ne\u015f\u0259 yol, N\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131n el\u0259 dayazd\u0131, Qan uddurma haqq dey\u0259n\u0259, \u00d6m\u00fcr su \u2013 ax\u0131r, k\u0259silir, Azal\u0131r<\/strong><\/p>\n M\u0259n bu yurdu sevdikc\u0259, Ulduzlar da sat\u0131l\u0131b, D\u0259rdim d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib, N\u0259s\u0259 qal\u0131b<\/strong><\/p>\n Cibimd\u0259 be\u015f-on g\u00fcnl\u00fck O, d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 tez d\u0259yi\u015fdi…<\/strong><\/p>\n Ham\u0131 \u0259llini haxlad\u0131, S\u0259n saf, d\u00fcnya iki \u00fczd\u00fc, D\u00fcnya ceviz, kim ki s\u0131x\u0131b, S\u0259n\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lan qap\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n Ya\u015fay\u0131ram g\u00fcn\u00fc, ay\u0131, \u015e\u0259klini, m\u0259ktublar\u0131n\u0131 “Bu e\u015fq n\u0259 sirr, n\u0259 tilsimdi” G\u0259zib s\u0259ni tapsa bird\u0259n, Son \u00fcmid…<\/strong><\/p>\n G\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131nda uzan\u0131b …Son \u00fcmidim sa\u011f-salamat \u00c7ap\u0131r\u00a0 \u00f6mr\u00fcn d\u00fcz\u0259nind\u0259, Dostlara\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n A\u011f ka\u011f\u0131za yazmad\u0131 Dedim, g\u00fcn vurar bird\u0259n, T\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259m, Durub y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kdim, Yaz\u0131ya 1177 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Kultur.az tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u015fair Sabir Yusifo\u011flunun \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir. M\u0259n\u0259 bir m\u0259ktub g\u00f6nd\u0259r Susuzluqda su t\u0259ki B\u0259lk\u0259 yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n\u0259 bir m\u0259ktub g\u00f6nd\u0259r Bilim ki, \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. S\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa bil\u0259n yox, D\u0259rdim\u0259 bir d\u0259rman yaz. \u0130ki k\u0259lm\u0259 n\u0259di ki, Ay g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qurban, yaz. \u00c7ox yox , bir varaq g\u00f6nd\u0259r, Vaxt\u0131n yoxsa a\u011f g\u00f6nd\u0259r, \u0259ll\u0259rinin izini evim\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10397"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10397"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10397\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10400,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10397\/revisions\/10400"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10397"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10397"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10397"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\n<\/strong>
\nSusuzluqda su t\u0259ki
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.
\nM\u0259n\u0259 bir m\u0259ktub g\u00f6nd\u0259r
\nBilim ki, \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n
\nD\u0259rdim\u0259 bir d\u0259rman yaz.
\n\u0130ki k\u0259lm\u0259 n\u0259di ki,
\nAy g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qurban, yaz.<\/p>\n
\nVaxt\u0131n yoxsa a\u011f g\u00f6nd\u0259r,
\n\u0259ll\u0259rinin izini
\nevim\u0259 qonaq g\u00f6nd\u0259r.<\/p>\n
\nay g\u00fcl\u00fcm, ay b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259m.
\nM\u0259n\u0259 bir m\u0259ktub g\u00f6nd\u0259r,
\nBilim ki, \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n
\nQo\u015fduq t\u00fckd\u0259n y\u00fcng\u00fcl s\u00f6z\u0259 da\u011flar\u0131.
\nHavas\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131\u015fm\u0131r aran yerind\u0259,-
\nKim dart\u0131b g\u0259tirdi d\u00fcz\u0259 da\u011flar\u0131?<\/p>\n
\nQayalar kollar\u0131n dibin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131b.
\n\u018fl boyda ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b
\nBarmaqla g\u00f6st\u0259rir biz\u0259 da\u011flar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nBab\u0259kl\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 qolu k\u0259sil\u0259n.
\nK\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcn bu yurdun x\u0259rit\u0259sin\u0259
\nSin\u0259m\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n t\u0259z\u0259 da\u011flar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\ns\u0259ninl\u0259 gedibmi\u00a0yox olan yollar?!
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 Yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n\u00a0q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb
\nbizim aram\u0131za\u00a0y\u0131x\u0131lan yollar?!<\/p>\n
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n\u00a0qar d\u0259n\u0259siyl\u0259
\nFevral gec\u0259sin\u0259\u00a0y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r k\u00f6lg\u0259n.
\nEvd\u0259 olanlardan\u00a0\u00e7\u0259kinib bir az,
\nisti x\u0259yallara s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r k\u00f6lg\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\novcumda k\u00f6lg\u0259nd\u0259n\u00a0n\u0259s\u0259 qalacaq?!
\n\u018fll\u0259rim isid\u0259r b\u0259lk\u0259 k\u00f6lg\u0259ni,
\nk\u00f6lg\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rimd\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 qalacaq.<\/p>\n
\nD\u00f6ys\u0259m p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni,\u00a0d\u00f6ys\u0259m qap\u0131n\u0131,
\nd\u00f6ys\u0259m \u00fcr\u0259yini bu gec\u0259 vaxt\u0131
\nG\u00fcnah yiy\u0259sidi m\u0259leyk\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259,
\nb\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259\u00a0baxmaq g\u00fcnahd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nN\u0259 olsun?!
\nU\u00e7an k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7atsaq da bel\u0259,
\ngedib m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 yets\u0259k d\u0259 bel\u0259
\nqovu\u015fa bilm\u0259rik bir-birimiz\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nSeyr\u0259lib \u00e7\u0259kildim duman \u00e7\u0259n kimi
\nT\u0259k s\u0259nin yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u0259m dey\u0259
\nYad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram \u00e7\u0131xan can kimi<\/p>\n
\nyollar izimizi bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131racaq.
\nX\u0131nal\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259rin, xan\u0131m \u0259ll\u0259rin
\ng\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n qara telini,
\ngec\u0259l\u0259r yuxumu qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131racaq.<\/p>\n
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 Sevgid\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259n olmay\u0131b…
\n\u0130lahi Sevginin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu,
\nTanr\u0131dan savay\u0131 bil\u0259n olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n
\na\u011f\u0131 dey\u0259-dey\u0259 a\u011f \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.
\nD\u00fcnya unudacaq h\u0259r ikimizi,
\nbir vaxt ad\u0131m\u0131z da\u00a0d\u0259bd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k.
\nYollar d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259k yeri\u015fimizi,
\nbax\u0131b \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 ah \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n!<\/p>\n
\nbir s\u0259n bil\u0259n olsun, bir Allah, xan\u0131m.
\nS\u0259nin taleyin\u0259 sevgi yaz\u0131l\u0131b,
\nYaz\u0131ls\u0131n ad\u0131ma bu g\u00fcnah xan\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\n<\/strong>
\nT\u00fcrk\u00fcn bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259
\nBa\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yell\u0259d\u0259n qand\u0131.
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q selit\u0259k,
\nDo\u011fudan Bat\u0131ya yol ged\u0259n qand\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fc bu qandan ke\u00e7ib.
\nT\u00fcrk\u00fcn bayra\u011f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259n olmay\u0131b,
\n\u018fyilib alt\u0131ndan y\u00fcz d\u00f6vran ke\u00e7ib.<\/p>\n
\nZaman\u0131n h\u00f6km\u00fcyl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fan deyil.
\nTamam bamba\u015fqad\u0131 qan qrupumuz,
\nH\u0259r ax\u0131b ged\u0259nl\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fan deyil.<\/p>\n
\nUlayan h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n qaynay\u0131r qan\u0131m.
\nAy\u0131-ulduzuyla g\u00f6z qama\u015fd\u0131ran
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131na oynay\u0131r qan\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\nBa\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yell\u0259d\u0259n qand\u0131.
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q selit\u0259k,
\nDo\u011fudan Bat\u0131ya yol ged\u0259n qand\u0131.<\/p>\n
\n<\/strong>
\nD\u00fcnya qopsa d\u00f6n\u0259n deyil yolundan,
\nAzadl\u0131\u011fa susayan t\u00fcrk, acan t\u00fcrk.
\nQ\u0131l\u0131nc\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcndo\u011fanda s\u0131y\u0131r\u0131b,
\nG\u00fcnbatana bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sancan t\u00fcrk.<\/p>\n
\nBir kims\u0259y\u0259 pay verm\u0259z \u00f6z haqq\u0131n\u0131.
\nGir d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131na bir tan\u0131,-
\nD\u0259rd \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259yilibdi ha\u00e7an t\u00fcrk?!<\/p>\n
\nHikk\u0259sind\u0259n, q\u0259z\u0259bind\u0259n da\u015f yanan.
\nSin\u0259sini yurda sar\u0131 tu\u015flanan
\nS\u00fcng\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259, g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 a\u00e7an t\u00fcrk.<\/p>\n
\nT\u0259kl\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259, lap t\u0259kl\u0259nmi\u015f qurd olar.
\nBu sevgini anlayamaz x\u0131rdalar,-
\nBu sevgi \u2013 T\u00fcrk, bu \u00fcr\u0259k \u2013 T\u00fcrk, bu can \u2013 T\u00fcrk.<\/p>\n
\nBu torpaq deyil\u0259n ac\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259.
\nYeddinci qat\u0131nda odlan\u0131r ruhum,
\nQuru qaralt\u0131md\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131r \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nTaleyim t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n yaz\u0131l\u0131r burda.
\nDidil\u0259n \u00f6lk\u0259nin qanunlar\u0131t\u0259k
\nYuxum da t\u0259rsin\u0259 yozulur burda.<\/p>\n
\nQaralamas\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fam el\u0259.
\n\u0130\u015f\u0131q g\u0259l\u0259n yeri div qamarlay\u0131b,
\nQara qo\u00e7 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 gedir\u0259m h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nBu Taydan o biri Taya ke\u00e7irm\u0259k.
\nAl, bu da \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn qaralamas\u0131, –
\nAllah, s\u0259n\u0259 qald\u0131 a\u011fa k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrm\u0259k.<\/p>\n
\n<\/strong>
\nBu ill\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n
\nkim ke\u00e7ib,-
\nda\u015fl\u0131q qal\u0131b.
\n\u00d6m\u00fcrd\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,
\narada bo\u015fluq qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n
\nd\u0259nl\u0259di t\u0259p\u0259g\u00f6zl\u0259r.
\nDild\u0259 utanan s\u00f6zl\u0259r,
\ns\u00f6zd\u0259 \u201cqarda\u015fl\u0131q\u201d qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n
\nyen\u0259 o tay, bu tay\u0131q.
\nN\u0259 ayaqda ayaql\u0131q,
\nn\u0259 ba\u015fda ba\u015fl\u0131q qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n
\ng\u00f6rm\u0259sinl\u0259r t\u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc.
\nM\u0259nim balam, pis g\u00fcn\u00fcn
\n\u00f6mr\u00fc bu q\u0131\u015fl\u0131q qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n
\n<\/strong>
\nY\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b dincini al\u0131r
\ng\u00f6yl\u0259r o da\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259.
\n\u00c7\u0259kib bulud karvan\u0131n\u0131
\n\u0259yl\u0259r o da\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n
\ng\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 batan igid.
\nSavalanda yatan igid
\nNeyl\u0259r o da\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259?!<\/p>\n
\noxu sonacan, o\u011fulsan!..
\nBurda q\u0259lbim\u0259 toxunsan,-
\nG\u00f6yn\u0259r o da\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259<\/p>\n
\n\u00fcmid q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131b.
\nHam\u0131dan gizl\u0259tdiyimi
\n\u00fcr\u0259yim yuxumdan qa\u00e7\u0131b
\nS\u00f6yl\u0259r o da\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6yl\u0259r o da\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259.
\nQ\u0259lbim burda yaralan\u0131b,
\nG\u00f6yn\u0259r o da\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nA\u011faclar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259sd el\u0259yirmi?!-
\nYanan me\u015f\u0259l\u0259ri s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259k olmur.
\nBuludlar at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f qad\u0131n kimidi,
\nEl\u0259 ovcundad\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 da,
\n\u00dczg\u00fcn buludlar\u0131 dindirm\u0259k olmur.<\/p>\n
\nBezib adamlardan qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259yir.
\nI\u00e7ind\u0259n da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r bu Yer k\u00fcr\u0259si,
\nUzaq ulduzlara u\u00e7maq ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n
\nYaz\u0131q fironlar\u0131n ad\u0131 var imi\u015f.
\nSalamat g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131n,
\nAdamlar sar\u0131dan \u00e7at\u0131 var imi\u015f.<\/p>\n
\nZaman ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131nda g\u00f6t\u00fcr fala bax:
\nBir g\u00fcn qar\u0131\u015fqalar adam do\u011fcaq,
\nAdamlar\u0131n i\u015fi \u2013 vurub talamaq.<\/p>\n
\nOyundam ba\u015f a\u00e7m\u0131r yaradan \u00f6z\u00fc.
\nHe\u00e7 yola g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fam\u0131r insan,
\nTanr\u0131 b\u0259nd\u0259sind\u0259n \u0259lini \u00fcz\u00fcb.<\/p>\n
\nOd alov p\u00fcsk\u00fcr\u00fcr yer q\u0259z\u0259bind\u0259n,-
\nG\u00fcnahlar c\u0259zas\u0131n alacaq bir-bir.
\nUzaqdan yol g\u0259lir bir s\u0259da, S\u0259da:
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n ruhuna salavat \u00e7evir.<\/p>\n
\nArzu-ist\u0259yini bilm\u0259k ist\u0259yir.
\nG\u0259zib \u00fcr\u0259yimin k\u00fcnc-buca\u011f\u0131n\u0131
\nOna yad n\u0259 varsa silm\u0259k ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n
\nGah suyun alt\u0131nda, gah da \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259.
\nHara getdiyini bil\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n,
\nEyni okeanda qo\u015fa \u00fczs\u0259n d\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nQ\u0259lb\u0259 l\u00f6vb\u0259r atd\u0131,-d\u00fcnyadan a\u011f\u0131r.
\n\u018fn dayaz sularda bat\u0131b ged\u0259rs\u0259n,
\nBacara bilm\u0259s\u0259n kapitanl\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n
\n<\/strong>
\nBu adam \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b \u0259zray\u0131l\u0131 da,
\nBir can\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 y\u00fcz sif\u0259til\u0259.
\nG\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259 t\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ged\u0259r\u2013
\nRastla\u015f\u0131b el\u0259s\u0259 \u00f6z sif\u0259til\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nBu x\u0259z\u0259l arzular allah, kimindi?!
\nT\u0259qvimin q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259ri indi
\nBizi qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131r boz sif\u0259til\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nAy s\u0259ni, damar\u0131 bo\u015f H\u0259vva n\u0259n\u0259.
\nBel\u0259 d\u00fcnyadansa ka\u015f H\u0259vva n\u0259n\u0259,
\nQar\u0131y\u0131b qalayd\u0131n q\u0131z sif\u0259til\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nB\u0259xtim\u0259 bu g\u00f6z\u0259l V\u0259t\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fc.
\n\u018flimi \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m x\u0259rit\u0259sin\u0259,
\n\u018flimi Bak\u0131n\u0131n buzu \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
\nBu yurdun ba\u011fr\u0131nda ba\u011f\u0131r \u00e7atlad\u0131r.
\nT\u0259rif yar\u0131\u015f\u0131nda, s\u00f6z alverind\u0259
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u011f\u0131r saxlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 ab\u0131r-h\u0259yan\u0131,
\nO\u011fullar vurulub \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 q\u0131ra\u011fa.
\nD\u0259rdini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259r \u015f\u0259hid olduqca,
\nKefini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259r d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc qaba\u011fa.<\/p>\n
\nDo\u011fulur yurd-yuva, m\u0259sk\u0259n sevgisi?
\nM\u0259kan\u0131 itirm\u0259k qorxusundan \u00e7ox,
\nQana, cana hopub V\u0259t\u0259n sevgisi.<\/p>\n
\nK\u0259sib atmaq olmur \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n, q\u0259lbd\u0259n.
\nDo\u011fma balas\u0131t\u0259k u\u011frunda getdik,
\n\u00d6gey ana kimi baxsa da h\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\nT\u0259ki s\u0131\u011f\u0131nma\u011fa quca\u011f\u0131 olsun.
\nHam\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259lbind\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n sevgisi,
\nHam\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z evi, oca\u011f\u0131 olsun .<\/p>\n
\n\u018flimi da\u011flar\u0131n buzu \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcr.
\nD\u0259rdind\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 bir xan\u0131m n\u0259di,-
\nN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 b\u0259xtim\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\ng\u00f6r\u00fcm dibind\u0259 n\u0259 var?
\nSevgiy\u0259, d\u0259rd\u0259 aid
\nbal\u0131q dilind\u0259 n\u0259 var?<\/p>\n
\nfevral\u0131n on d\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u0259…
\n\u0130l boyu qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131m
\nbatan yurdun d\u0259rdin\u0259.<\/p>\n
\nk\u00fcr\u0259yin g\u00fcn\u0259 verim.
\nBu d\u0259nizi qald\u0131r\u0131b
\ndumana, \u00e7\u0259n\u0259 verim.<\/p>\n
\nq\u0131z\u0131l qumdan \u0259l\u0259yim.
\n…N\u0259 deyir\u0259m dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r,
\nbu d\u0259nizi neyl\u0259yim?!<\/p>\n
\nDibind\u0259 gizl\u0259d\u0259rmi
\nMarian \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259kliyi?
\n\u00c7\u0259p\u0259rl\u0259r q\u0131r\u0131\u015f-q\u0131r\u0131\u015f
\nSif\u0259ti c\u0131z\u0131q-c\u0131z\u0131q
\nQalmay\u0131b g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259kliyi.<\/p>\n
\npay\u0131z dilind\u0259 n\u0259 var?
\nBu d\u0259nizi bo\u015fald\u0131b,
\ng\u00f6r\u00fcm dibind\u0259 n\u0259 var.<\/p>\n
\na\u011faclar\u0131n q\u0259ddini.
\nDa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n q\u0131\u015f ke\u00e7ib
\nPay\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259rh\u0259ddini<\/p>\n
\nba\u015f al\u0131b qa\u00e7\u0131r k\u00fcl\u0259k.
\nYarpaqlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na
\nmin oyun a\u00e7\u0131r k\u00fcl\u0259k.<\/p>\n
\nyaman qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b ba\u015flar…
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k m\u00f6vs\u00fcm\u00fc bitib
\n\u015feir m\u00f6vs\u00fcm\u00fc ba\u015flar.<\/p>\n
\ni\u00e7imd\u0259 yaz h\u0259sr\u0259ti.
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr pay\u0131z \u015f\u0259rqisi,
\nSar\u0131 yarpaq h\u0259r s\u0259tri.<\/p>\n
\n\u00e7\u0259kib apar\u0131r pay\u0131z.
\nT\u0259k dar\u0131xmas\u0131n dey\u0259,
\nsar\u0131 yarpaqlar\u0131na
\nB\u00fck\u00fcb apar\u0131r pay\u0131z….<\/p>\n
\n<\/strong>
\nUcuz s\u00f6z ki g\u00f6yn\u0259n gedir,
\nbaha s\u00f6z\u0259 baxan yoxdu.
\nBaxanlar da \u0259l\u0259 bax\u0131r,
\ndaha s\u00f6z\u0259 baxan yoxdu.<\/p>\n
\ns\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00e7iynin\u0259 min\u0259n kim.
\nOdla oynay\u0131r d\u00fcn\u0259nki
\n\u00e7a\u011fa\u2026 s\u00f6z\u0259 baxan yoxdu.<\/p>\n
\nbu qap\u0131da o zal\u0131md\u0131.
\nS\u00f6z verildi \u2013 s\u0259s al\u0131nd\u0131,
\nQa\u011fa, s\u00f6z\u0259 baxan yoxdu.<\/p>\n
\nn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyimi bil\u0259rs\u0259n.
\nBird\u0259n aldan\u0131b el\u0259rs\u0259n,
\nBax ha!.. s\u00f6z\u0259 baxan yoxdu.<\/p>\n
\nQara, qar\u011falar sevinir.
\n\u00c7oxunun s\u0259sin bat\u0131r\u0131b
\nQara qar\u011falar sevinir.<\/p>\n
\nBa\u015flar hardan-hara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.
\nTor atan da tora d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb
\n\u201cUrra!\u201d .. qar\u011falar sevinir.<\/p>\n
\nvurulub \u00e7\u0131xan kim idi.
\n\u201ch\u0259, g\u00f6r\u0259k indi kimindi
\ns\u0131ra?\u201d qar\u011falar sevinir.<\/p>\n
\nkim g\u00fcl\u0259, kim q\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259n\u0259.
\nUnut e… lap c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259-
\ngora sevinir qar\u011falar.<\/p>\n
\nAyr\u0131 l\u0259zz\u0259ti var bel\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259yin.
\nDey\u0259l\u0259r: indic\u0259 deyib g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc,
\nHam\u0131ya zarafat g\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259yin.<\/p>\n
\nSonra x\u0259yal\u0131yla yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n qad\u0131n.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259zarda \u00e7\u0131xar qanad\u0131n,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 dill\u0259rd\u0259n dil\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259yin.<\/p>\n
\nDizin\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6y\u0259n olmaya.
\nT\u0259ki, g\u00fcl g\u0259tirib dey\u0259n olmaya:
\nD\u0259ym\u0259zdi bir d\u0259st\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259yin.<\/p>\n
\nOnun saat\u0131yla \u00f6m\u00fcr bir ahd\u0131.
\nBiz kimik, ham\u0131n\u0131n qurulub vaxt\u0131,
\nDostlar, cavans\u0131n\u0131z h\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259yin…<\/p>\n
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u0259 bir r\u0259ngl\u0259 d\u00fczd\u00fc ya\u015fad\u0131.
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259 allah\u0131na, yerd\u0259 \u015fah\u0131na
\nI\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00f6zd\u00fc, ya\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nOd tutub al\u0131\u015fd\u0131 qar ya\u011fanda da.
\nI\u00e7ind\u0259n, \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259rd bo\u011fanda da,
\n\u00dcmidd\u0259n yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b \u00fczd\u00fc, ya\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nGah \u00fcz\u00fc a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, gah da yuxar\u0131.
\nYa\u015famaq deyildi ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131,
\nBu adam el\u0259c\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u00fc, ya\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nEl\u0259 bildiniz ki, bat\u0131b ged\u0259c\u0259m.
\nSiz\u0259 s\u0259sim \u00e7atar, \u0259lim uzanmaz, –
\nBir saman \u00e7\u00f6p\u00fcnd\u0259n tutub ged\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n
\nO k\u00fcnc\u0259, bu k\u00fcnc\u0259 vurnuxma\u011f\u0131 da.
\nAldad\u0131b d\u0259rd adl\u0131 bir axma\u011f\u0131 da,
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, vaxt-v\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131b, ged\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n
\nBir q\u0259mli s\u00fckuta verr\u0259m yerimi.
\nM\u0259ni sev\u0259nl\u0259ri, sevdikl\u0259rimi
\n\u00c7evrilib baxmadan at\u0131b ged\u0259c\u0259m…<\/p>\n
\nk\u00fcl\u0259k s\u0259ni aparacaq.
\nK\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n qa\u00e7san da, \u00e7\u0259rxi-
\nf\u0259l\u0259k s\u0259ni aparacaq.<\/p>\n
\narada bir d\u00f6n insan ol.
\nN\u0259 boydana olursan ol,
\n\u0259l\u0259k s\u0259ni bizi aparacaq<\/p>\n
\nn\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259 xal\u0131n azd\u0131,
\nbu oyunda uduzmazd\u0131n,
\nk\u0259l\u0259k s\u0259ni aparacaq.<\/p>\n
\nhe\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdu haqq\u0131 yen\u0259.
\n\u015eeytana uysan da yen\u0259,
\nm\u0259l\u0259k s\u0259ni aparacaq.<\/p>\n
\nkim\u0259 n\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131, b\u0259sidi.
\n…bu g\u0259l\u0259n qatar s\u0259sidi
\ng\u00f6r\u0259k s\u0259ni aparacaq…<\/p>\n
\nsev\u0259nl\u0259rim azalir.
\nV\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131 kimi
\nbe\u015fd\u0259n birim azal\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\nAy\u0131n qa\u015f\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131l\u0131b.
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259 g\u00f6y\u00fcm tutulub,
\nYerd\u0259 yerim azal\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\nAllah, ver yen\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kim.
\nBir az q\u0131ra\u011fa \u00e7\u0259kil,
\nbax\u0131m g\u00f6r\u00fcm, azal\u0131r?!..<\/p>\n
\nyol pulum,
\nyolumda can\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259si
\nbe\u015f-on sev\u0259nim,
\ncan\u0131mda
\nbe\u015f-on \u00f6mr\u00fcn
\n“Qaraba\u011f \u015fik\u0259st\u0259si” boyda
\noxunmayan \u015feiri.
\nAllah\u0131n yan\u0131na getm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atar!<\/p>\n
\ns\u0259n yen\u0259 d\u0259 u\u015faq qald\u0131n.
\nBu qocalan dostlar\u0131na
\nqo\u015fulmad\u0131n, uzaq qald\u0131n.<\/p>\n
\nkimi sevdin doda\u011f b\u00fczd\u00fc.
\nBir \u0259lind\u0259 s\u0131n\u0131\u011f g\u00fczg\u00fc,
\nbir \u0259lind\u0259 daraq qald\u0131n.<\/p>\n
\neyni \u015feydi,- \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b!
\n…d\u0259rdl\u0259rin\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b
\n\u0259zrayil\u0259 qonaq qald\u0131n.<\/p>\n
\nbir d\u0259…
\nS\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259 bir olan ALLAHI,
\nYerd\u0259 s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
\nc\u0131r\u0131b, yand\u0131r\u0131b ba\u015fqas\u0131.
\nS\u0259n\u0259 uzanan qollar\u0131
\nbir oca\u011fda \u00e7\u00f6r-\u00e7\u00f6p kimi
\nq\u0131r\u0131b, yand\u0131r\u0131b ba\u015fqas\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nbu tilsimi q\u0131ra bilmir.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimi g\u0259zir, g\u0259zir,
\ns\u0259n\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lan qap\u0131n\u0131n
\nkodunu s\u0131nd\u0131ra bilmir.<\/p>\n
\n\u0259n yax\u0131n sirda\u015f\u0131n olar.
\nS\u0259nd\u0259ki \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f Sabiri
\nm\u0259ni qurban verib alar…<\/p>\n
\nyand\u0131, qarald\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rim.
\nOlan-qalan \u00fcmidl\u0259rd\u0259n
\nx\u0259b\u0259r dal\u0131nca g\u00f6nd\u0259rim.<\/p>\n
\ngeri d\u00f6nd\u00fc k\u0259\u015ffiyyatdan
\n\u201c\u0130\u015f\u0131q g\u0259lir\u201d x\u0259b\u0259ril\u0259.
\nQa\u00e7aqmal\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q yoluyla
\nke\u00e7irtdim d\u0259rdi-s\u0259rimi
\nk\u00f6hn\u0259 ild\u0259n t\u0259z\u0259 il\u0259…<\/p>\n
\nzaman saxlam\u0131r at\u0131n\u0131.
\nQoruyub saxlaya bildim
\nbir \u00fcmidin h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n
\nq\u0259l\u0259m,
\n\u015feirl\u0259rimi.
\nCan\u0131m\u0131 dost-d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259
\nb\u00f6l\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259rimi.<\/p>\n
\n\u00e7\u0131xartmad\u0131m k\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259n.
\n\u0130\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259d\u0259n
\n\u00f6l\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259rimi.<\/p>\n
\nala-\u00e7iy d\u0259 yemi\u015f\u0259m.
\nAc d\u0259rdiml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259
\ng\u0259l\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259rimi.<\/p>\n
\nbir az ipini \u00e7\u0259kdim.
\nBa\u015f\u0131na a\u011f\u0131l \u0259kdim
\nqalan \u015feirl\u0259rimin!..<\/p>\n