{"id":10474,"date":"2016-03-16T16:08:54","date_gmt":"2016-03-16T12:08:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10474"},"modified":"2016-03-16T16:08:54","modified_gmt":"2016-03-16T12:08:54","slug":"vusal%c9%99-suleyman-bir-ahdir-m%c9%99nim-adim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10474","title":{"rendered":"V\u00fcsal\u0259 S\u00fcleyman — Bir ahd\u0131r m\u0259nim ad\u0131m…"},"content":{"rendered":"

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G\u00dcZG\u00dc<\/p>\n

Bu q\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259 yalan olmaz,<\/p>\n

G\u00fczg\u00fc, do\u011fru g\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259ni<\/p>\n

Birinin q\u0259lbin \u00e7alm\u0131\u015fam,<\/p>\n

G\u00fczg\u00fc, o\u011fru g\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi g\u00fcl\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

X\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtliyi dil\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

G\u00fczg\u00fc do\u011fru bil\u0259r dedim,<\/p>\n

G\u00fczg\u00fc, do\u011fru g\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

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Yanaqlar\u0131m sanki alma.<\/p>\n

A\u015fiq dey\u0259r, can\u0131m alma.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131 saya salma<\/p>\n

G\u00fczg\u00fc, do\u011fru g\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

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Qa\u015flar\u0131m ay paras\u0131d\u0131r,<\/p>\n

Diqq\u0259tl\u0259 bax, saras\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fcr\u0259k yaras\u0131d\u0131r<\/p>\n

G\u00fczg\u00fc, do\u011fru g\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

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B\u0259sdir aldad\u0131b gedirs\u0259n,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnah\u0131ma da girirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni al\u0131b gizl\u0259dirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

G\u00fczg\u00fc, do\u011fru g\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

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G\u00dcNAHDIR M\u018fN\u0130M ADIM…<\/p>\n

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B\u00fct\u00fcng\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259k qal\u0131b, xiff\u0259tini udmu\u015fam,<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 itirmi\u015f\u0259m, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc unutmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayarsan, x\u0259lv\u0259t bir i\u015f tutmu\u015fam<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnah\u0131d\u0131r m\u0259nim ad\u0131m…<\/p>\n

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\u00dcr\u0259yimia\u011fr\u0131d\u0131r, t\u0259n\u0259 dolus\u00f6zl\u0259rin,<\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 su calama, can\u0131mdak\u0131 k\u00f6zl\u0259rin.<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131tma g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6p\u00fclm\u0259li g\u00f6zl\u0259rin,<\/p>\n

S\u0131naqd\u0131r m\u0259nim ad\u0131m…<\/p>\n

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Bu daxman\u0131 u\u00e7ursan tikib qurtararsanm\u0131,<\/p>\n

D\u0259rd toxumdu, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 \u0259kib qurtararsanm\u0131,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu, \u00e7\u0259kib qurtararsanm\u0131,<\/p>\n

Bir ahd\u0131r m\u0259nim ad\u0131m…<\/p>\n

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D\u00f6n\u00fcbz\u00fclm\u0259tinolar, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131nk\u00f6lg\u0259si,<\/p>\n

Birc\u0259 onda da\u011f\u0131lar, eli, yurdu, \u00f6lk\u0259si.<\/p>\n

C\u00fcc\u0259rm\u0259yib bu e\u015fqin buna q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259lk\u0259si,<\/p>\n

Sabahd\u0131r m\u0259nim ad\u0131m…<\/p>\n

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Xatir\u0259si ist\u0259s\u0259n ikimizinde qalar,<\/p>\n

Son \u00fcm\u00fcdin toz kimi ayaq izind\u0259 qalar.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259r\u0259m, \u0259lin dizind\u0259 qalar,<\/p>\n

Qonaqd\u0131r m\u0259nim ad\u0131m…<\/p>\n

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G\u018fL…<\/p>\n

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Vaxt yeti\u015fib yollar\u0131m\u0131z ayr\u0131l\u0131r,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 olmayacaq g\u00fcman, g\u0259l.<\/p>\n

M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259td\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinl\u0259 \u0259l a\u00e7\u0131b,<\/p>\n

Dil\u0259n\u00e7it\u0259k m\u0259nd\u0259n sevgi uman, g\u0259l.<\/p>\n

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Bu yollarda boran olar, qar olar,<\/p>\n

Hicran a\u00e7ar intizar\u0131n, bar olar.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259rs\u0259m d\u00fcnya s\u0259n\u0259 dar olar,<\/p>\n

\u018fzraild\u0259n alsam bir az aman, g\u0259l.<\/p>\n

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B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259ni koldan k\u00fcs\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcnm\u00fc?<\/p>\n

Qar alt\u0131ndan baxan s\u00fcs\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcnm\u00fc?<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim kimi s\u0259ni s\u00fcz\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcnm\u00fc?<\/p>\n

Olmayacaq bird\u0259 bel\u0259 zaman, g\u0259l.<\/p>\n

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Biri g\u0259l\u0259r, biri ged\u0259r h\u0259yatd\u0131,<\/p>\n

Gileyl\u0259nm\u0259 bu n\u0259 yaz\u0131, n\u0259 baxtd\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m yollar\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131,<\/p>\n

X\u0259b\u0259r kimi \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 daman, g\u0259l.<\/p>\n

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DED\u0130KL\u018fR\u0130N..<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259nolubmum\u0259nd\u0259nqabaqda,<\/p>\n

Bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 can dedikl\u0259rin.<\/p>\n

Hal\u0131na yan\u0131bm\u0131 kims\u0259 m\u0259n kimi,<\/p>\n

Qan\u0131bm\u0131 d\u0259rdini qan dedikl\u0259rin …<\/p>\n

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\u00c7\u0259tindirh\u0259r \u00fczd\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k,<\/p>\n

Olarm\u0131 da\u015f bilib h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fc h\u00f6rm\u0259k..<\/p>\n

Alm\u0131\u015f\u0131q h\u0259yatdan o q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6rn\u0259k,<\/p>\n

\u00c7evrilib n\u00f6k\u0259r\u0259 xan dedikl\u0259rin…<\/p>\n

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Uzaqm\u0131\u015f v\u00fcsal\u0131nbirulduzkimi,<\/p>\n

S\u0259pil\u0259r yaram\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259 duz kimi.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lib taleyind\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259r buz kimi<\/p>\n

Yanmaz birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 yan dedikl\u0259rin…<\/p>\n

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Neyl\u0259din, ayzal\u0131m , d\u0259ribk\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259dim yollara s\u0259rib k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6vr\u0259k x\u0259yal\u0131m\u0131, q\u0259rib k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/p>\n

V\u00fcsal\u0259, anarm\u0131, an dedikl\u0259rin ..?<\/p>\n

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GEDIR\u018fM. …<\/p>\n

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Bird\u0259 oxuyarm\u0131 dodaqlarm\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

Sonuncu n\u0259\u011fm\u0259t\u0259k bitib gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Qoy m\u0259nim dal\u0131mca a\u011flamas\u0131nlar,<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fda, dumanda itib gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

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A\u00e7\u0131lmaz d\u0259rdimin s\u0259h\u0259ri daha,<\/p>\n

Azalmaz sin\u0259min q\u0259h\u0259ri daha,<\/p>\n

\u018fn qat\u0131, \u0259n ac\u0131 z\u0259h\u0259ri daha,<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f kimi, bal kimi udub gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

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D\u00f6n\u00fcbduy\u011fudolu \u00fcr\u0259kolmu\u015fam,<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259tind\u0259 ham\u0131ya g\u0259r\u0259k olmu\u015fam,<\/p>\n

Yaman u\u015faqla\u015f\u0131b k\u00f6vr\u0259k olmu\u015fam,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6z \u0259limd\u0259n tutub gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

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Buq\u0259d\u0259riztirabn\u0259diV\u00fcsal\u0259?..<\/p>\n

B\u0259nz\u0259yir qanam\u0131\u015f k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u0259 lal\u0259.<\/p>\n

Sol\u011fun ay kimiy\u0259m \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259 hal\u0259,<\/p>\n

S\u00fcbh\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f bat\u0131b gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

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QADIN…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131yla \u015feir yaz\u0131b,<\/p>\n

Bulud kimi dolan Qad\u0131n.<\/p>\n

N\u0259dir s\u0259nin bu \u00e7\u0259kdiyin,<\/p>\n

Yarpaq- yarpaq solan Qad\u0131n?!<\/p>\n

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H\u0259sr\u0259t qald\u0131n o qollara,<\/p>\n

Baxma daha bu yollara.<\/p>\n

Ged\u0259nl\u0259r geri g\u0259lm\u0259zki,<\/p>\n

Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 yolan Qad\u0131n…<\/p>\n

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\u015eirini ac\u0131 dad\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

Ruhu yat\u0131r f\u0259ryad\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fc x\u0259yal qanad\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

X\u0259yallara dalan Qad\u0131n.<\/p>\n

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Ac\u0131lara g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib,<\/p>\n

K\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 yenilm\u0259m deyib,<\/p>\n

Qism\u0259tin\u0259 boyun \u0259yib,<\/p>\n

\u0130sm\u0259tiyl\u0259 qalan Qad\u0131n…<\/p>\n

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K\u0130MSE B\u0130LMEYE…<\/p>\n

Bir ayr\u0131l\u0131q mahn\u0131s\u0131na,<\/p>\n

S\u00fczesen,kimse bi\u0131meye.<\/p>\n

Yola sal\u0131b sevdiyini,<\/p>\n

K\u00fcsesen,kimse bilmeye…<\/p>\n

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Yollar\u0131 \u0131zsiz kecesen,<\/p>\n

Q\u0259m i\u00e7inn\u0259n q\u0259m se\u00e7\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

G\u00fczg\u00fcden sor, gor necesen,<\/p>\n

Necesen,kimse bilmeye…<\/p>\n

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Teller q\u0131vr\u0131la yanaqda,<\/p>\n

Elin quruya dodaqda.<\/p>\n

Sakit qaranl\u0131q otaqda,<\/p>\n

\u00d6lesen,kimse bilmeye..<\/p>\n

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Yaz\u0131ya 544 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

G\u00dcZG\u00dc Bu q\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259 yalan olmaz, G\u00fczg\u00fc, do\u011fru g\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259ni Birinin q\u0259lbin \u00e7alm\u0131\u015fam, G\u00fczg\u00fc, o\u011fru g\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259ni.   G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi g\u00fcl\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. X\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtliyi dil\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. G\u00fczg\u00fc do\u011fru bil\u0259r dedim, G\u00fczg\u00fc, do\u011fru g\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259ni.   Yanaqlar\u0131m sanki alma. A\u015fiq dey\u0259r, can\u0131m alma. Q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131 saya salma G\u00fczg\u00fc, do\u011fru g\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259ni.   Qa\u015flar\u0131m ay paras\u0131d\u0131r, Diqq\u0259tl\u0259 bax, saras\u0131d\u0131r. G\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fcr\u0259k […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10474"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10474"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10474\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10476,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10474\/revisions\/10476"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10474"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10474"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10474"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}