{"id":10549,"date":"2016-03-19T19:09:17","date_gmt":"2016-03-19T15:09:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10549"},"modified":"2016-03-19T19:09:17","modified_gmt":"2016-03-19T15:09:17","slug":"g%c9%99r%c9%99k-boyuk-adamin-coxlu-pulun-olsun-ki","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10549","title":{"rendered":"G\u0259r\u0259k b\u00f6y\u00fck adam\u0131n, \u00e7oxlu pulun olsun ki…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"xuraman\"<\/a>Xuraman H\u00fcseynzad\u0259<\/span><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

– Ana, m\u0259n\u0259 yo\u011furt al!<\/span><\/p>\n

– Evd\u0259 var, q\u0131z\u0131m.<\/span>
\n– Yox, al.<\/span>
\n– …<\/span>
\n-Almasan, balaca qalacam, b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sonra dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcz\u00fcb a\u011flay\u0131r. Bu balaca, toppu\u015f q\u0131z\u0131n tez b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini anlay\u0131ram. Ka\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb el\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l h\u0259yat ya\u015fas\u0131n ki, pe\u015fman olub bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rin\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259m\u0259sin. Ona yo\u011furt ala bilm\u0259y\u0259n anas\u0131 kimi… \u00c7oxumuz kimi…<\/span><\/p>\n

U\u015faqlarda i\u015ftahs\u0131zl\u0131q problemini aradan qald\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r \u015firin yalanlar uydurur ad\u0259t\u0259n: yem\u0259k yes\u0259n tez b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n… Onlar da bu ilahi m\u0259qs\u0259d\u0259 nail olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn valideynl\u0259rinin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259m\u0259l edirl\u0259r.
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 o yalanlara inanan u\u015faqlardan olmu\u015fam. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 yem\u0259kd\u0259n sonra g\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayan\u0131b boyumun n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131na baxm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015f\u0131m artd\u0131qca, boyum uzand\u0131qca bu sual\u0131n alt qat\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259fti\u015f etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fam: H\u0259, b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259m, nolsun?
\nOrta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 z\u0259hm\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k, oxu. Sonra universitet\u0259 q\u0259bul ol, sevin. \u018fziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k, universiteti bitir. \u0130xtisas\u0131n \u00fczr\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259nd\u0259n r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t ist\u0259sin s\u0259nd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r. V\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259, diplomun evinin, arzular\u0131n is\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yinin hans\u0131sa k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 toz y\u0131\u011fs\u0131n. G\u0259r\u0259k daha b\u00f6y\u00fck adam\u0131n, daha \u00e7ox pulun olsun ki, balaca qalma\u011f\u0131na pe\u015fman olmayasan.
\nDeyirl\u0259r, u\u015faqlar m\u0259l\u0259k kimidi. G\u00fcnahs\u0131zd\u0131lar. Safd\u0131lar. B\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn u\u015faq olmaq ist\u0259yirik. Ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131z artd\u0131qca, boyumuz uzand\u0131qca m\u0259l\u0259klikd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n, g\u00fcnah i\u015fl\u0259tm\u0259yimizin, safl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t qalmamas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bkarlar\u0131 kimdi b\u0259s? Balacalar bunlar\u0131 bils\u0259 ata-analar\u0131n\u0131n \u201cyem\u0259k yes\u0259n tez b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n\u201d na\u011f\u0131l\u0131na inanarm\u0131, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Ekz\u00fcperinin \u201cBalaca \u015fahzad\u0259\u201dsi u\u015faqlar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k iddias\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259tt \u00e7\u0259kir: \u201cSiz onlara yeni bir dostunuz haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fsan\u0131z, onlar \u0259sas m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259r bar\u0259d\u0259 sizi sor\u011fu-suala tutmayacaqlar. Onlar sizd\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt soru\u015fmayacaqlar: “Dostunuzun s\u0259sinin ah\u0259ngi nec\u0259dir? Hans\u0131 oyunlar\u0131 xo\u015flay\u0131r? K\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k kolleksiyas\u0131 toplay\u0131rm\u0131?” Onlar sizd\u0259n soru\u015furlar: “Ne\u00e7\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131 var? Ne\u00e7\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131 var? \u00c7\u0259kisi n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259rdir? Atas\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qazan\u0131r?” Yaln\u0131z bu suallara cavab alandan sonra onu tan\u0131d\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. \u018fg\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r\u0259 des\u0259niz: “Dam\u0131nda g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inl\u0259r, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259tir\u015fah \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi olan q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 k\u0259rpicd\u0259n tikilmi\u015f q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng bir ev g\u00f6rd\u00fcm…” Onlar bu evi t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcrl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Onlara dem\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r: “Y\u00fcz min frankl\u0131q ev g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.” Onda b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r yerb\u0259yerd\u0259n uca s\u0259sl\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r: “N\u0259 qiyam\u0259t evdir!”<\/p>\n

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Xuraman H\u00fcseynzad\u0259 – Ana, m\u0259n\u0259 yo\u011furt al! – Evd\u0259 var, q\u0131z\u0131m. – Yox, al. – … -Almasan, balaca qalacam, b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. Sonra dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcz\u00fcb a\u011flay\u0131r. Bu balaca, toppu\u015f q\u0131z\u0131n tez b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini anlay\u0131ram. Ka\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb el\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l h\u0259yat ya\u015fas\u0131n ki, pe\u015fman olub bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rin\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259m\u0259sin. Ona yo\u011furt ala bilm\u0259y\u0259n anas\u0131 kimi… \u00c7oxumuz kimi… U\u015faqlarda i\u015ftahs\u0131zl\u0131q […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[6],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10549"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10549"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10549\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10551,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10549\/revisions\/10551"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10549"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10549"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10549"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}