{"id":10567,"date":"2016-03-20T22:26:52","date_gmt":"2016-03-20T18:26:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10567"},"modified":"2016-03-20T22:26:52","modified_gmt":"2016-03-20T18:26:52","slug":"ayt%c9%99n-qasimqizi-bahar-oglan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10567","title":{"rendered":"Ayt\u0259n Qas\u0131mq\u0131z\u0131 — Bahar o\u011flan"},"content":{"rendered":"

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U\u015faql\u0131qda Novruz bayram\u0131nda \u0259n \u00e7ox arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m papaq atmaq olard\u0131. Amma atam n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 biz\u0259 papaq atma\u011fa icaz\u0259 verm\u0259zdi. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 dey\u0259nd\u0259 ki,n\u0259n\u0259min s\u00f6z\u00fc olmas\u0131n,qiz u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259 i\u015fi vard\u0131 ax\u0131 qap\u0131lara papaq ats\u0131n. \u0130sti yay gunl\u0259rind\u0259 saat 8-d\u0259n sonra 30 sot h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 oturma\u011fa qada\u011fa qoyan atam\u0131n Novruz bayram\u0131nda saat 10-11-d\u0259 papaq atma\u011fa icaz\u0259 verm\u0259m\u0259si \u00e7ox normal idi.<\/p>\n

Amma o il-birinci kursda oxuyanda nec\u0259 olurdusa olsun, papaq atma\u011fa q\u0259rarl\u0131 idim. Atam\u0131n h\u0259ssas n\u00f6qt\u0259sini d\u0259 tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Yalandan dedim ki, universitetd\u0259n Folklor\u015f\u00fcnasl\u0131q kafedras\u0131ndan b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 bir m\u00f6vzu \u0259sas\u0131nda m\u0259qal\u0259 haz\u0131rlama\u011f\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131blar. M\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 “Novruz bayram\u0131nda papaqatd\u0131” m\u00f6vzusu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. M\u0259ns\u0259 n\u0259 yazaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmir\u0259m.Atam dedi ki, bilmir\u0259m n\u0259 dem\u0259kdi? Ax\u015fam gedib papaq atarsan,m\u00f6vzunu da q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng yazarsan.<\/p>\n

Atam daha bilmirdi ki, m\u0259n i\u015fimi \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n planlam\u0131\u015fam. H\u0259tta papaq atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn day\u0131m\u0131n o\u011flundan \u0259sg\u0259r \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 da al\u0131b g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259l\u0259 papaq ataca\u011f\u0131m qon\u015funu da se\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259m, ora ged\u0259c\u0259yim trayektoriyani da c\u0131zm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

Ax\u015famk\u0131 s\u0259f\u0259r\u0131m \u00e7ox yax\u0131n qon\u015fumuz, u\u015faql\u0131q r\u0259fiq\u0259m Lal\u0259gil\u0259 \u00a0idi.<\/p>\n

Lal\u0259gill\u0259 bizim h\u0259y\u0259ti al\u00e7aq hasar ay\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Hasar\u0131n t\u0259n ortas\u0131nda \u0259ncir a\u011fac\u0131 var idi. A\u011fac bizim sah\u0259d\u0259 bitm\u0131\u015fdi, amma budaqlar\u0131 qon\u015funun h\u0259y\u0259tin\u0259 \u0259yilmi\u015fdi. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc tan\u0131yandan v\u0259 Lal\u0259gil biz\u0259 qon\u015fu olandan onlara getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu \u0259ncir a\u011fac\u0131ndan isifad\u0259 edirdim. El\u0259 ax\u015fam papaq atma\u011fa da bu a\u011faca dirmanib getm\u0259yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

H\u0259tta qon\u015fuya bayram t\u0259briki etm\u0259yi d\u0259 unutmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.B\u00f6y\u00fck bir t\u0259brik m\u0259ktubu yaz\u0131b atd\u0131m \u0259sg\u0259r \u00e7antas\u0131na.Yax\u0131n r\u0259fiq\u0259mi is\u0259 x\u00fcsusi t\u0259brik etmi\u015fd\u0131m m\u0259ktubda.Sonda da “Bahar o\u011flan” dey\u0259 imza da qoymu\u015fdum.<\/p>\n

Havan\u0131n qaralmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259dim. Saat 10 olard\u0131. \u00c7antan\u0131 \u00e7iynim\u0259 ke\u00e7irib \u0259ncir a\u011fac\u0131na d\u0131rman\u0131b tulland\u0131m qon\u015funun h\u0259y\u0259tin\u0259. \u00c7antan\u0131 eyvana tullay\u0131b ba\u011f\u0131n k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 toplanan \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131lar\u0131n arxas\u0131nda gizl\u0259nd\u0131m.\u0130lk papaq atma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n keyfini ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131m. H\u0259r \u015fey \u0259la idi. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 s\u00f6z verdim ki, bundan sonra h\u0259r bayram papaq atacam. U\u015faq kimi sevinirdim:”Bu \u0259sg\u0259r \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 papaq \u0259v\u0259zi atma\u011f\u0131m lap \u0259la oldu. Bayram ax\u015fam\u0131 qon\u015fular\u0131 bel\u0259 t\u0259brik etm\u0259yim \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259n olacaq. Lal\u0259 d\u0259 onu m\u0259tkubla t\u0259brik etdiyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sevin\u0259c\u0259k”. El\u0259 bu vaxt…<\/p>\n

Eyvanda bir vurhavur d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, g\u0259l g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n. Lal\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131r, qarda\u015f\u0131 Seymur onun sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan tutaraq eyvanda s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcr, anas\u0131 qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n h\u0259r formas\u0131ndan istifad\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259k \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259 c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259r qurur, M\u00fcz\u0259ff\u0259r day\u0131 kimi sakit adam \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ra-q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ra h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 varg\u0259l edirdi. N\u0259 ba\u015f verd\u0131yini anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m, amma bir \u015fey anlaya bilmirdim. Bu vaxt M\u00fcz\u0259ff\u0259r day\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fitdim: “Qap\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131, k\u00f6p\u0259ko\u011flu h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259di. Bir \u0259lim\u0259 ke\u00e7sin,qol-q\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131nd\u0131racam” dey\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259t-bacan\u0131 axtar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259s\u0259n, n\u0259 is\u0259 \u00a0anla\u015f\u0131lmazl\u0131q olmu\u015fdu ax\u0131. “K\u00f6p\u0259ko\u011flu kim idi bele? Yeni h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 indi m\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa da papaq atan var?” dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m v\u0259 el\u0259 bu vaxt Seymurun \u0259lind\u0259ki \u00e7antaya g\u00f6z\u00fcm sata\u015fdi. Day\u0131m o\u011flundan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u0259sg\u0259r \u00e7antas\u0131 idi. Seymur \u0259lind\u0259ki qay\u00e7\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7antan\u0131 k\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flayanda art\u0131q n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlama\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131m…<\/p>\n

Qon\u015fuluqda bir o\u011flan vard\u0131. \u018fsg\u0259rlikd\u0259n yeni g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Lal\u0259 seviridi. D\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 Seymurla yumruq davas\u0131na da \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Qon\u015fular\u0131m\u0131n m\u0259ntiqin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u0259c\u0259 saat 10- da qap\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131 ola-ola hasar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 ke\u00e7ib \u0259sg\u0259r \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 papaq \u0259v\u0259zi atan, m\u0259ktubla Lal\u0259ni x\u00fcsusi t\u0259brik ed\u0259n ancaq o ola bil\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

Sift\u0259min bel\u0259 kor olamas\u0131 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli hiss idi. Allaha yalvarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m ki, sa\u011f-salamat burdan eve gedim, bir d\u0259 papaq atmayacam.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131q qon\u015fular\u0131m\u0131n \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259ri tar\u0131ma \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Gizl\u0259ndiyim yerd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmal\u0131 oldu\u011fumu anlad\u0131m.Yava\u015f-yava\u015f i\u015f\u0131\u011fa do\u011fru ir\u0259lil\u0259yib asta s\u0259sl\u0259 “M\u00fcz\u0259ff\u0259r day\u0131, m\u0259n\u0259m” dedim. M\u00fcz\u0259ff\u0259r day\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki hirs\u0259 balaca, lap azca sevinc\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r bir sey \u0259lav\u0259 olundu. Sanki bir az sevindi ki, o \u00e7antan\u0131 qon\u015funun o\u011flu atmayib, o m\u0259ktubu o yazmayib. Qula\u011f\u0131mdan tutub “18 ya\u015f\u0131n var, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131q edirs\u0259n”,-dey\u0259 qula\u011f\u0131m\u0131 burdu. \u018fncir a\u011fac\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b “B\u0259s \u00e7antam?” d\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 Seymurun \u0259s\u0259bi s\u0259si g\u0259ldi: “\u00c7antan\u0131 sabah bahar o\u011flanla yollayariq”.<\/p>\n

Bayram gec\u0259si a\u015flar\u0131na soyuq su qatd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.Amma m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 ziyan d\u0259ym\u0131\u015fd\u0131 o gec\u0259. Day\u0131m o\u011flundan min bir yalvar-yaxarla al\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7anta par\u00e7a-par\u00e7a edilmi\u015f,m\u0259n\u0259 olunan qar\u011f\u0131\u015fla h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n qar\u011f\u0131\u015f limiti dolmu\u015fdu.Bayram s\u0259h\u0259ri y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b sol qolumu s\u0131nd\u0131randa bir az t\u0259skinlik tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, bir qolla bu qar\u011f\u0131\u015flardan qurtardimsa, buna da \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Amma \u00e7antam\u0131 Bahar o\u011flan g\u0259tirm\u0259di.M\u0259ns\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 dayim o\u011flunun yaninda x\u0259cal\u0259tliy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

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U\u015faql\u0131qda Novruz bayram\u0131nda \u0259n \u00e7ox arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m papaq atmaq olard\u0131. Amma atam n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 biz\u0259 papaq atma\u011fa icaz\u0259 verm\u0259zdi. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 dey\u0259nd\u0259 ki,n\u0259n\u0259min s\u00f6z\u00fc olmas\u0131n,qiz u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259 i\u015fi vard\u0131 ax\u0131 qap\u0131lara papaq ats\u0131n. \u0130sti yay gunl\u0259rind\u0259 saat 8-d\u0259n sonra 30 sot h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 oturma\u011fa qada\u011fa qoyan atam\u0131n Novruz bayram\u0131nda saat 10-11-d\u0259 papaq atma\u011fa icaz\u0259 verm\u0259m\u0259si \u00e7ox normal idi. Amma […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[22,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10567"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10567"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10567\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10569,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10567\/revisions\/10569"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10567"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10567"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10567"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}