{"id":10595,"date":"2016-03-21T18:41:30","date_gmt":"2016-03-21T14:41:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10595"},"modified":"2016-03-21T18:41:30","modified_gmt":"2016-03-21T14:41:30","slug":"gec%c9%99-dusunc%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10595","title":{"rendered":"Gec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259si"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/leyla1.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10596\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/leyla1-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"leyla1\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" \/><\/a>Kultur.az Leyla \u018fs\u0259dullayevan\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir:<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259lh\u0259m&#8230;.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Gizl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259m,\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n,<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259yat\u0131mdan,k\u00fcs\u0259r\u0259m<\/p>\n<p>Unudaram ke\u00e7mi\u015fi,<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n,sev\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Qo\u015fulub,buludlara,<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f olub,ya\u011faram.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0259kilib ,ulduzlara,<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6yd\u0259n,baxaram.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>A\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131n, yaralara,<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259lh\u0259m tap\u0131b,s\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda,yoluma,<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 bir salam,alaram,<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 bir salam,ver\u0259r\u0259m&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259si<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n gec\u0259l\u0259r,<\/p>\n<p>Soyu\u011fu,<\/p>\n<p>yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n<p>P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259ri,<\/p>\n<p>Dolur gec\u0259 saza\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Kims\u0259 yoxdur otaqda<\/p>\n<p>Yaln\u0131zl\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259s\u0259n<\/p>\n<p>Narahat \u00e7arpay\u0131da,<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131r sakit b\u0259d\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259li bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 var,<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yinin i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ll\u0259rdi g\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s,<\/p>\n<p>dola\u015f\u0131rm\u0131 k\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259?<\/p>\n<p>Ax\u0131 bu it\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s<\/p>\n<p>Hara gedir g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>Gec\u0259 pozur s\u00fckutu,<\/p>\n<p>O dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r dey\u0259s\u0259n:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBax s\u0259maya, dolan\u0131r,<\/p>\n<p>Yerd\u0259, g\u00f6yd\u0259 f\u0131rlan\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259k durmur yerind\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>O dayanm\u0131r, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259r dikilib yola,<\/p>\n<p>Kimi is\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n<p>Yola bax\u0131rsa g\u00f6zl\u0259r<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259s niy\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rlidir?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Yetdi zaman bu anda,<\/p>\n<p>Qaralt\u0131 var, uzaqda.<\/p>\n<p>Bu son n\u0259f\u0259s, bu son s\u00f6z:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cN\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, h\u0259yatda?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259nsizliyi t\u0259svir etm\u0259k<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nsizliyi\u00a0 t\u0259svir\u00a0 etm\u0259k&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ox\u00a0 \u00e7\u0259tindir.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z\u00a0 bir\u00a0 a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131r\u00a0 o.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u015f\u0131q\u00a0 yoxdur,\u00a0 qaranl\u0131qd\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r\u00a0 d\u0259,\u00a0 sazaql\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ox\u00a0 ac\u0131d\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nsizliyi t\u0259svir etm\u0259k&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>\u018flacs\u0131z\u00a0 bir\u00a0 d\u0259rd\u00a0 kimidir,<\/p>\n<p>Daldalanm\u0131\u015f\u00a0\u00a0 \u0259r\u00a0 kimidir.<\/p>\n<p>Tapdalanm\u0131\u015f\u00a0 m\u0259rd\u00a0 kimidir<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nsizliyi\u00a0 t\u0259svir\u00a0 etm\u0259k&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ac\u0131larla\u00a0 q\u0131vranmaqd\u0131r,<\/p>\n<p>Ac\u0131\u00a0 h\u0259sr\u0259ti\u00a0 dadmaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Ac\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 m\u0259lh\u0259m\u00a0 sanmaqd\u0131r<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nsizliyi\u00a0 t\u0259svir\u00a0 etm\u0259k&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn\u00a0 nal\u0259m, ah-f\u0259ryad\u0131m,<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rdl\u0259\u00a0 a\u00e7\u0131lan sabah\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Bu\u00a0 d\u0259rdi\u00a0 m\u0259n nec\u0259 yaz\u0131m?<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ns\u0259n\u00a0 \u0259n\u00a0 b\u00f6y\u00fck\u00a0 g\u00fcnah\u0131m&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Sevgi n\u0259dir?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Sevgi n\u0259dir?-s\u00f6yl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>\u0130st\u0259yini,m\u0259n bilim.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6yl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259,amal\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6yl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259,g\u00fcman\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n bilim.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259yat adl\u0131 m\u00f6vhumatda,<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6yl\u0259,n\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r o?<\/p>\n<p>Ya, gizli ya, a\u015fikarda,<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6yl\u0259 harada ya\u015far sevgi?<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n bilim.<\/p>\n<p>Sevgi n\u0259dir?-susma s\u00f6yl\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>F\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 bir d\u0259nizd\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6yl\u0259,n\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r o?<\/p>\n<p>Qay\u0131qm\u0131d\u0131r,tufanm\u0131d\u0131r?<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259h\u0259ng lakin,qayalara,<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131landa bir he\u00e7 kimi,<\/p>\n<p>Tez yox olan dal\u011fam\u0131d\u0131r?<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n bilim.<\/p>\n<p>Sakit,s\u0259ssiz,gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>Gec\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u00fc, bir ay kimi,<\/p>\n<p>Baxarm\u0131 o?<\/p>\n<p>Yoxsa s\u00f6n\u0259n ulduz kimi,<\/p>\n<p>Bir andaca,tez \u0259riyib,<\/p>\n<p>Axarm\u0131 o?-s\u00f6yl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n bilim.<\/p>\n<p>Sevgi n\u0259dir?-s\u00f6yl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Yar \u00fcr\u0259yin d\u0259rd ba\u011flasa,<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259d\u0259rin\u0259,sakit durub,<\/p>\n<p>Baxmaqm\u0131 o?<\/p>\n<p>Yoxsa t\u0259n yar\u0131s\u0131 kimi,<\/p>\n<p>Yar d\u0259rdin\u0259 ortaq olub,<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0259km\u0259kmi o?<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6yl\u0259 n\u0259dir?-n\u0259dir sevgi.<\/p>\n<p>Susma s\u00f6yl\u0259,-m\u0259n bilim&#8230;..<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"10595\">Yaz\u0131ya 686 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kultur.az Leyla \u018fs\u0259dullayevan\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir: M\u0259lh\u0259m&#8230;. \u00a0 Gizl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259m,\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n, H\u0259yat\u0131mdan,k\u00fcs\u0259r\u0259m Unudaram ke\u00e7mi\u015fi, M\u0259n t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n,sev\u0259r\u0259m. &nbsp; Qo\u015fulub,buludlara, Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f olub,ya\u011faram. \u00c7\u0259kilib ,ulduzlara, S\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6yd\u0259n,baxaram. &nbsp; A\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131n, yaralara, M\u0259lh\u0259m tap\u0131b,s\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259m. S\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda,yoluma, N\u0259 bir salam,alaram, N\u0259 bir salam,ver\u0259r\u0259m&#8230;. &nbsp; Gec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259si &nbsp; D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n gec\u0259l\u0259r, Soyu\u011fu, yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259ri, Dolur gec\u0259 saza\u011f\u0131. &nbsp; Kims\u0259 yoxdur otaqda Yaln\u0131zl\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259s\u0259n Narahat [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10595"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10595"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10595\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10597,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10595\/revisions\/10597"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10595"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10595"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10595"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}