{"id":10609,"date":"2016-03-22T18:52:26","date_gmt":"2016-03-22T14:52:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10609"},"modified":"2016-03-22T18:52:26","modified_gmt":"2016-03-22T14:52:26","slug":"tanis-olaq-bu-m%c9%99n%c9%99m","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10609","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;Tan\u0131\u015f olaq, bu m\u0259n\u0259m!&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/cavidan.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10610\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/cavidan-200x300.jpg\" alt=\"cavidan\" width=\"200\" height=\"300\" \/><\/a>Kultur.az Cavidan\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tan\u0131\u015f olaq, bu m\u0259n\u0259m!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Hissl\u0259rimd\u0259n&#8230; utanm\u0131ram!..<\/p>\n<p>E\u015fq&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>nifr\u0259t&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>ehtiras&#8230; \u2013<\/p>\n<p>Bu m\u0259n\u0259m!<\/p>\n<p>Gizl\u0259tmir\u0259m he\u00e7 n\u0259yimi!<\/p>\n<p>Birdir \u00fcz\u00fcm, astar\u0131m!<\/p>\n<p>\u201cN\u0259s\u0259ns\u0259, o c\u00fcr d\u0259 ol!\u201d &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>budur m\u0259nim \u015f\u00fcar\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n yalan\u0131 sevmir\u0259m!<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng, \u015firin yalandan<\/p>\n<p>y\u00fcz min d\u0259f\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r<\/p>\n<p>\u00e7irkin, ac\u0131 h\u0259qiq\u0259t!<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259ndirir \u00fcz\u0259vari ibad\u0259t,<\/p>\n<p>\u00fcz\u0259vari ita\u0259t!<\/p>\n<p>Gizl\u0259tmir\u0259m t\u0259rzi-h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>fikrimi,<\/p>\n<p>s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Barama qozas\u0131nda gizl\u0259nmi\u015f t\u0131rt\u0131l kimi<\/p>\n<p>gizl\u0259tmir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc!<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n su kimi \u015f\u0131r\u0131l-\u015f\u0131r\u0131l ax\u0131ram,<\/p>\n<p>c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n da\u015f\u0131 dolsa da!<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin d\u00fcz \u00fczn\u0259 bax\u0131ram<\/p>\n<p>par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi yolsa da!<\/p>\n<p>K\u00fcl\u0259k kimi \u0259sir\u0259m,<\/p>\n<p>yarpaq kimi \u0259smir\u0259m!<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n t\u0259klikd\u0259n qorxmuram, \u2013<\/p>\n<p>taleyimd\u0259n k\u00fcsm\u00fcr\u0259m!..<\/p>\n<p>D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fk\u0259ndir,<\/p>\n<p>d\u0259yi\u015fk\u0259ndir<\/p>\n<p>i\u00e7imd\u0259ki duy\u011fular! \u2013<\/p>\n<p>D\u00f6rd f\u0259sil\u0259m:<\/p>\n<p>bahar\u0131m var&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>yay\u0131m var&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>pay\u0131z\u0131m var&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>q\u0131\u015f\u0131m var&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>A\u015finamd\u0131r poeziya v\u0259 \u015f\u0259rab&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tdir f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259m! \u2013<\/p>\n<p>Bu m\u0259n\u0259m!!!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Dal\u011falar<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Sevgilim, k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259 \u00e7arp\u0131\u015f\u0131r d\u0259niz,<\/p>\n<p>dal\u011falar q\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131r sa\u00e7lar\u0131n kimi.<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259zir\u0259m sahili fikirli, s\u0259nsiz,<\/p>\n<p>sevgimin bu k\u00fcsk\u00fcn, bu m\u0259lul d\u0259mi.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Sevgilim, yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n yen\u0259:<\/p>\n<p>havada oynad\u0131r sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259k<\/p>\n<p>A\u00e7\u0131b qollar\u0131n\u0131 qa\u00e7d\u0131qca m\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 bil, u\u00e7ursan bir qa\u011fay\u0131t\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni qucaqlay\u0131b, s\u0131x\u0131b sin\u0259m\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>Sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 doyunca qoxlay\u0131ram m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Sarma\u015f\u0131q qollar\u0131m sar\u0131l\u0131b s\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>Buraxmaq ist\u0259mir s\u0259ni sin\u0259md\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Sonra ayaqyal\u0131n, verib \u0259l-\u0259l\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259niz sahilini g\u0259zirik qo\u015fa.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259niz dal\u011falan\u0131r, x\u0259yallar il\u0259<\/p>\n<p>Onu seyr edirik verib ba\u015f-ba\u015fa&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi s\u0259nsiz-s\u0259nsiz x\u0259yala dal\u0131r,<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6nl\u00fcm bu sahild\u0259 axtar\u0131r s\u0259ni&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 bil, dal\u011falar yad\u0131ma sal\u0131r<\/p>\n<p>Sularda q\u0259rq olan g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rini.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nin yoxlu\u011funun s\u0259ssizliyind\u0259<\/p>\n<p>Nec\u0259 q\u0259rib g\u0259lir m\u0259n\u0259 dal\u011falar,<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259niz sahilinin s\u0259nsizliyind\u0259<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi bir m\u0259n varam, bir d\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259k var.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bu e\u015fqd\u0259n yadigar n\u0259 qoyduq ki biz?<\/p>\n<p>Bu e\u015fqin quruca n\u0259f\u0259si vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 sahild\u0259 qo\u015fa izimiz,<\/p>\n<p>Onu da dal\u011falar yuyub apard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259ti \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259k, adamlar!<\/p>\n<p>Qarl\u0131 q\u00fczeyl\u0259rd\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcb&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nib m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t!..<\/p>\n<p>Sa\u011faldaq!<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcst-ba\u015f\u0131nda ayaq izi, tapdaq izi, \u2013<\/p>\n<p>tapdalan\u0131b m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t!!!<\/p>\n<p>Yuyunduraq,<\/p>\n<p>sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallayaq, darayaq.<\/p>\n<p>Sin\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0131rnaq izi,<\/p>\n<p>caynaq izi,<\/p>\n<p>g\u00fcll\u0259 izi,<\/p>\n<p>b\u0131\u00e7aq izi&#8230; \u2013<\/p>\n<p>yaralan\u0131b m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t!<\/p>\n<p>Yaras\u0131n\u0131 sar\u0131yaq!<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259ti \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259k, adamlar!<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tsiz ax\u0131r\u0131m\u0131z n\u0259 olar?!<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bonjur, bonjur&#8230; Paris q\u0131z\u0131 \u2013<\/p>\n<p>\u015flyapal\u0131 madmazel!<\/p>\n<p>Yosma q\u0131z,<\/p>\n<p>\u0259dal\u0131 q\u0131z!<\/p>\n<p>Atan \u0259sil-n\u0259cab\u0259tli aristokrat,<\/p>\n<p>\u0259ntiqf\u00fcru\u015f,<\/p>\n<p>Anan moda h\u0259v\u0259skar\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>s\u00fcsl\u00fc-p\u00fcsl\u00fc bir qad\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Onlar s\u0259ni b\u0259sl\u0259yibl\u0259r<\/p>\n<p>\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k kimi,<\/p>\n<p>ip\u0259k kimi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>ya\u011f i\u00e7ind\u0259 b\u00f6yr\u0259k kimi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bix\u0259b\u0259rs\u0259n ehtiyacdan,<\/p>\n<p>kas\u0131bdan,<\/p>\n<p>f\u0259qird\u0259n,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rin:<\/p>\n<p>ip\u0259k yataqlar&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u00e7il\u00e7\u0131raql\u0131 salonlar,<\/p>\n<p>t\u0259nb\u0259ki qoxulu m\u0259xm\u0259r p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>tanqo, vals&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>s\u0259liq\u0259li kavalerl\u0259r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>l\u00fcks avtomobill\u0259r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u0259ntiq\u0259 geyim-kecim&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>cazib\u0259li \u0259tirl\u0259r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>dikdaban ayaqqab\u0131lar&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>pudral\u0131 \u00fczl\u0259r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>s\u00fcrm\u0259li g\u00f6zl\u0259r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>boyal\u0131 dodaqlar&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>kremli \u0259ll\u0259r,<\/p>\n<p>\u015firmay\u0131 barmaqlar&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Oxay&#8230; dol\u00e7e vita!..<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;Osa bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f pullu bal\u0131qlard\u0131r onun d\u00f6vl\u0259ti, var\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259z\u0259k-d\u00fcz\u0259k g\u00f6rm\u0259yib sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131l q\u0131v\u0131rc\u0131qlar\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259t-b\u0259nizi azca soluq,<\/p>\n<p>f\u0259q\u0259t\u00a0 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri at\u0259\u015f kimi parlaq!<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259miz hava yana\u011f\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131zard\u0131b,<\/p>\n<p>sahil qumu paltar\u0131n\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yini bozard\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 tanqo bilir, n\u0259 vals.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 kremi var, n\u0259 duxusu,<\/p>\n<p>\u00fcst-ba\u015f\u0131ndan g\u0259lir d\u0259niz qoxusu.<\/p>\n<p>Aral\u0131 dur,<\/p>\n<p>iyr\u0259n\u0259rs\u0259n,<\/p>\n<p>\u00e7iyr\u0259n\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Varl\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131, \u2013<\/p>\n<p>inteligent m\u00fchitinin a\u011f zanba\u011f\u0131!<\/p>\n<p>O \u2013 azad\u0259, v\u0259h\u015fi g\u00f6z\u0259l!<\/p>\n<p>Dili sad\u0259, \u00fct\u00fcs\u00fcz,<\/p>\n<p>yalan-palans\u0131z,<\/p>\n<p>f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259siz-filans\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yi t\u0259rt\u0259miz!..<\/p>\n<p>Zin\u0259tidir, incisidir<\/p>\n<p>al\u0131n t\u0259ri, \u0259ll\u0259rinin qabar\u0131!<\/p>\n<p>O, bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131d\u0131r, \u2013<\/p>\n<p>yosun qoxulu d\u0259niz,<\/p>\n<p>havada u\u00e7u\u015fan mart\u0131lar,<\/p>\n<p>k\u00f6hn\u0259 bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 qay\u0131\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>a\u011f\u0131msov bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131 toru<\/p>\n<p>v\u0259 g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f pullu bal\u0131qlard\u0131r onun d\u00f6vl\u0259ti, var\u0131!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"10609\">Yaz\u0131ya 1740 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0 Kultur.az Cavidan\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir. \u00a0 &nbsp; Tan\u0131\u015f olaq, bu m\u0259n\u0259m! &nbsp; Hissl\u0259rimd\u0259n&#8230; utanm\u0131ram!.. E\u015fq&#8230; nifr\u0259t&#8230; ehtiras&#8230; \u2013 Bu m\u0259n\u0259m! Gizl\u0259tmir\u0259m he\u00e7 n\u0259yimi! Birdir \u00fcz\u00fcm, astar\u0131m! \u201cN\u0259s\u0259ns\u0259, o c\u00fcr d\u0259 ol!\u201d &#8211; budur m\u0259nim \u015f\u00fcar\u0131m&#8230; M\u0259n yalan\u0131 sevmir\u0259m! Q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng, \u015firin yalandan y\u00fcz min d\u0259f\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r \u00e7irkin, ac\u0131 h\u0259qiq\u0259t! M\u0259ni q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259ndirir \u00fcz\u0259vari ibad\u0259t, \u00fcz\u0259vari ita\u0259t! 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