{"id":10686,"date":"2016-03-27T15:02:07","date_gmt":"2016-03-27T10:02:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10686"},"modified":"2016-03-27T16:09:37","modified_gmt":"2016-03-27T11:09:37","slug":"goy-isiq-s%c9%99s","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10686","title":{"rendered":"G\u00d6Y – \u0130\u015eIQ \u2013 S\u018fS"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"11892138_1222222917804043_6910032793468251833_n\"<\/a>(X\u0259zang\u00fcl H\u00fcseynovan\u0131n \u201c\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc axtar\u0131ram\u201d kitab\u0131ndan sonra…)<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u201c\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6z kitab\u0131m\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259dikc\u0259, oxuduqca poeziya deyil\u0259n bir d\u00fcnyan\u0131n h\u0259zin p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fidir\u0259m. Ucu-buca\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n d\u0259rind\u0259n d\u0259 d\u0259rin, t\u0259lat\u00fcms\u00fcz, sakit bir d\u0259nizin p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 kimi. Bilmir\u0259m, \u015feirl\u0259riml\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k kims\u0259 olacaqm\u0131? Olsayd\u0131, d\u0259rdd\u0259n, k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n y\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259rim y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u0259\u015f\u0259rdi\u201d.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

(X.H\u00fcseynova)<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

X\u0259zang\u00fcl H\u00fcseynovan\u0131n yeni i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259r toplusu \u015fairin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6z \u0259vv\u0259li il\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r. Bu ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c oxucuya kitab haqq\u0131nda ipucu verir sanki. B\u0259li, bu kitabda z\u0259rif bir qad\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259ri, arzular\u0131, sevinci o q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259ssasl\u0131qla q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 al\u0131n\u0131b ki, oxucu h\u0259r bir s\u0259trin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259sir, qorxur ki, o z\u0259rifliy\u0259 x\u0259l\u0259l g\u0259tir\u0259 bil\u0259r. V\u0259 oxucu bu sakitt\u0259bi\u0259tli xan\u0131m\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rinin h\u0259limliyi il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, t\u0259sir g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u0259 heyran qal\u0131r. H\u0259tta \u015fairin \u00fcsyan xarakterli \u015feirl\u0259ri d\u0259 bahar k\u00fcl\u0259yi kimidir, \u0259sir, titr\u0259dir, lakin yerind\u0259n oynatm\u0131r. Bu \u0259sim, titr\u0259tm\u0259 \u00f6z s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc deyir v\u0259 bu \u0259simd\u0259n yeni p\u00f6hr\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6y\u0259rir, k\u00fcl\u0259kli pay\u0131za bar apar\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Kitab\u0131n ad\u0131 \u201c\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc axtar\u0131ram\u201dd\u0131r. Oxucuda bir sual yaran\u0131r: d\u00fcnya g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f, m\u00fcdrik ya\u015f\u0131na varm\u0131\u015f bir insan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 tapmamas\u0131 do\u011frudurmu? G\u0259nc \u015fair – \u00a0yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 c\u0131\u011f\u0131ra d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n birisi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu deyim q\u0259bul olunard\u0131. B\u0259s X\u0259zang\u00fcl xan\u0131m?\u00a0 O, n\u0259d\u0259n bel\u0259 ada m\u00fcraci\u0259t edib? Bu suallara cavab tapmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015fairin \u015feirl\u0259rin\u0259 ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131l\u0131qda yox, b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fckd\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259d olmaq g\u0259r\u0259kdir. \u015eair \u201c\u00d6z\u201d deyirk\u0259n, G\u00f6yl\u0259rl\u0259 t\u0259mas quran, lakin g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n, ona p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131larla \u015feir yazd\u0131ran \u0130lahi bir q\u00fcvv\u0259ni n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutur, \u201c\u00d6z\u201d\u00fcn\u00fc axtar\u0131r. O \u201c\u00d6z\u201d\u00fc is\u0259 \u015fair tapmayacaq. O \u201c\u00d6z\u201d\u00fc \u015fairin oxucular\u0131 zaman-zaman k\u0259\u015ff ed\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 o \u201c\u00d6z\u201dd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259k, o \u201c\u00d6z\u201d\u0259 tap\u0131nacaq:<\/p>\n

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B\u00fct\u00f6v\u0259 k\u0259sir\u0259m, k\u0259srin tam\u0131yam.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

…El\u0259 ham\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259m, m\u0259n d\u0259 ham\u0131yam.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 d\u0259rgah\u0131na tutdum \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Tapa bil\u0259c\u0259y\u0259mmi g\u00f6r\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

V\u0259 yaxud:<\/p>\n

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\u00d6z i\u00e7imd\u0259 \u00f6z sevgimi ya\u015fatd\u0131m,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

X\u0259yal\u0131mda \u00f6z\u00fcm adl\u0131 yar tapd\u0131m,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcm il\u0259 qar\u0131td\u0131m…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ba\u015fqa bir \u00f6rn\u0259k:<\/p>\n

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\u00dcz\u00fcm G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259, g\u00f6z\u00fcm ya\u015f t\u00f6k\u0259r,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Tapd\u0131nm\u0131, ey Tanr\u0131m, X\u0259zang\u00fcl\u00fc s\u0259n?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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V\u0259 bir d\u0259 oxucu diqq\u0259tind\u0259n yay\u0131nmayan, X\u0259zang\u00fcl poeziyas\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259si olan bir S\u018fS var onun \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Boylan\u0131ram G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Boylan\u0131ram Yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Boylan\u0131ram h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Misralar\u0131n aras\u0131nda<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Axtar\u0131ram o s\u0259si!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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O s\u0259si b\u0259z\u0259n Tanr\u0131 s\u0259sin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259dirik, b\u0259z\u0259n \u015fairin ruh qohumlar\u0131 \u2013 yarad\u0131c\u0131 d\u00fchalar\u0131n – M\u00f6vlan\u0259nin, Ulu Nizaminin, F\u00fczulinin, M\u0259hs\u0259tinin, M\u0259mm\u0259d Araz\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259dirik…<\/p>\n

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Ey \u015eeyx Nizami,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ey \u015eah Nizami!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ruh Nizami!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ruhunu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmaqdan…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Heyim qalmad\u0131 ax\u0131…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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G\u0259l, g\u0259l dedin, ya M\u00f6vlan\u0259, g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u201cBu, yetim k\u0259d\u0259rdir\u201d<\/em><\/strong> \u015feirind\u0259 X\u0259zang\u00fcl xan\u0131m \u00f6z daxili k\u0259d\u0259rind\u0259n s\u00f6z a\u00e7sa da, yetimliyin r\u0259smini r\u0259ssam saya\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilib, yetimliyin h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259st\u0259kar saya\u011f\u0131 nota d\u00fcz\u0259 bilib\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u201cBu k\u0259d\u0259r p\u0259ri\u015fan, dal\u011f\u0131n k\u0259d\u0259rli,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu yetim k\u0259d\u0259rdir, qanan\u0131 yoxdur\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Yetiml\u0259r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r p\u0259ri\u015fan, dal\u011f\u0131n olsa da onu kims\u0259 yetimin \u00f6z\u00fc q\u0259d\u0259r anlamaz.<\/p>\n

\u201cBu yetim k\u0259d\u0259rdir, yanan\u0131 yoxdur\u201d<\/em><\/strong>– yetim\u0259 yanan da olmaz.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u201cBu yetim k\u0259d\u0259rdir, canan\u0131 yoxdur\u201d<\/em><\/strong>– yetimin canan\u0131 da olmaz\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u015eairin ictimai, f\u0259ls\u0259fi m\u00f6vzulu \u015feirl\u0259ri d\u0259 kitabda yer al\u0131b:<\/p>\n

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Bars\u0131z bir a\u011fac\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259llik sanib,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u018fkirik h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6z qaba\u011f\u0131nda.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bar ver\u0259n a\u011fac\u0131 o vaxt ki, an\u0131b \u2013<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bax\u0131r\u0131q h\u0259r buda\u011f\u0131na.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u018fg\u0259r arxl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259bul ets\u0259ydin,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bir zaman \u00e7aya d\u00f6n\u0259rdin.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u018flin\u0259 balta ald\u0131n,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

K\u0259sdin s\u0259ni qucan<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Budaq qollar\u0131m\u0131<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn ki, n\u0259 c\u0259nn\u0259ti,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259mi olmayanda…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

V\u0259 burada \u015fair o sonuncu \u00fc\u00e7 n\u00f6qt\u0259ni ustal\u0131qla oxucuya g\u00f6nd\u0259rir. H\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 o n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259rin yerini doldurur. Birimiz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fck: \u201c\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn c\u0259nn\u0259ti-c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259mi olmayanda bu \u00f6l\u00fcm \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n bet\u0259r olar\u201d, ba\u015fqa birimiz \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn c\u0259nn\u0259t-c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m aras\u0131nda k\u00f6rp\u00fc oldu\u011funu a\u011fl\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259tirir, bu k\u00f6rp\u00fcn\u00fcn hans\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259yin nec\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131ndan as\u0131l\u0131l\u0131l\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlay\u0131r\u0131q. Lakin hans\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 yozsaq da bir n\u0259tic\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lirik: dem\u0259li, \u00f6l\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di deyil, \u00f6l\u00fcm \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 yoldur. V\u0259 \u0259n \u0259sas n\u0259tic\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259 n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259rin \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr: \u015fair bu n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259t\u0259 h\u0259r bir sonun \u0259slind\u0259 sonsuz oldu\u011fu ismar\u0131c\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rir (?!)…<\/p>\n

X\u0259zang\u00fcl xan\u0131m\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 saxta pafos yoxdur. O, v\u0259t\u0259nin bu g\u00fcnk\u00fc durumunu \u0259lind\u0259 \u015f\u00fcar edib misralar\u0131na \u201cs\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u201d qatm\u0131r. Onun V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 olan sevgisinin s\u0259rh\u0259dsiz s\u0259rh\u0259ddini el\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 \u00f6rn\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck:<\/p>\n

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And verir\u0259m Yer\u0259, G\u00f6y\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259tin\u0259!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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O, sevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri yaz\u0131r, sevgi \u00f6mr\u00fc ya\u015fay\u0131r, sevgi \u0259zab\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 duyur, sevinir, q\u0259ml\u0259nir, a\u011flay\u0131r, g\u00fcl\u00fcr…<\/p>\n

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Onda n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259n olam,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Onda h\u0259r k\u0259sind\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259n olam!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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B\u0259lk\u0259 aram\u0131zda K\u0259r\u0259m k\u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259nin oldum, n\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259n m\u0259nim\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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M\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n al\u0131b ged\u0259n,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259n hardasan?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu \u00f6rn\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131l\u0131qda diqq\u0259t ed\u0259nd\u0259 oxucuya el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, \u015fair b\u0259nd\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259nd olub, \u015fair, b\u0259nd\u0259nin ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na yan\u0131r. Lakin X\u0259zang\u00fcl\u00fcn i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyas\u0131 \u2013 \u015feirl\u0259ri il\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fanda, dostla\u015fanda fikirl\u0259r tamamil\u0259 alt-\u00fcst olur v\u0259 insan a\u011fl\u0131nin bel\u0259 bir \u00fcslubdan istifad\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259k poeziyaya y\u00fcks\u0259lm\u0259k ustal\u0131\u011f\u0131na heyranl\u0131q yaran\u0131r. \u018fslind\u0259 \u015fair b\u0259nd\u0259y\u0259 yox, o b\u0259nd\u0259ni x\u0259lq ed\u0259n\u0259 vurulub. \u018fslind\u0259 \u015fair b\u0259nd\u0259ni yox, o b\u0259nd\u0259ni x\u0259lq ed\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir, Xaliqin ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na d\u00f6zm\u00fcr, Xaliqin h\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kir, Xaliqin s\u0259sini e\u015fidir. \u201cI\u015f\u0131q sevgilim\u201d \u015feirind\u0259 biz onun sevgilisini tam yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131y\u0131r\u0131q<\/p>\n

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Ey i\u015f\u0131q sevgilim,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na b\u0259l\u0259nimmi?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00f6yd\u0259n yer\u0259 nur seli t\u0259k \u0259l\u0259nimmi?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Onun sevgilisi G\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259dir, onun sevgilisi \u0259l\u00e7atmazd\u0131r. O, sevgilisin\u0259 bir add\u0131m yax\u0131nla\u015fsa da, yen\u0259 v\u00fcsal\u0131na qovu\u015famm\u0131r v\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q sevgilisin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b nura d\u00f6nm\u0259k, yer \u00fcz\u0259rini i\u015f\u0131\u011fa q\u0259rq etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir. B\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 o \u0130\u015f\u0131q – sevginin \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr? B\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 \u015fairin sevgilisi – Ali, Ulu, \u018fb\u0259di olan nur \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259li sevginin \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr\u2026<\/p>\n

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Oxucuya m\u0259lumdur ki, X\u0259zang\u00fcl xan\u0131m\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rinin \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti azad s\u0259mada s\u0259fini pozmadan qanad \u00e7alan durnalard\u0131r \u2013 y\u0259ni bu \u015feirl\u0259r s\u0259rb\u0259stdir, qafiy\u0259, heca, b\u00f6lg\u00fc \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sind\u0259n uzaqd\u0131r. \u00a0Yen\u0259 deyir\u0259m, s\u0259fini pozmadan!<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim diqq\u0259timi \u0259n \u00e7ox c\u0259lb ed\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsusluqdan biri d\u0259 \u015fairin s\u0259rb\u0259st \u015feirl\u0259rin\u0259 bayat\u0131 qatmas\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259xmin\u0259n bu \u00fcslubda bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015feir q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, bu s\u0259pkid\u0259 yaln\u0131z m\u0259n yaz\u0131ram. Lakin, X\u0259zang\u00fcl xan\u0131m\u0131n ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 bu \u00fcslubu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 sevindim, sevindim ki, ruhum bu \u015fair xan\u0131m\u0131n ruhunu g\u00f6r\u0259 bilib.<\/p>\n

…\u015eairin anas\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 qarda\u015f yola sal\u0131r, qarda\u015flar d\u00f6nm\u00fcr, bu d\u00f6nm\u0259zlik bac\u0131n\u0131n sin\u0259sind\u0259 da\u011f olur… \u00a0\u015eair \u201cNifr\u0259t etdiyim ad\u201d<\/em><\/strong> \u015feirind\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259, davaya etiraz\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259kl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, s\u00fclh\u0259 durna qanad\u0131 \u2013 bayat\u0131 il\u0259 a\u011f\u0131 deyir:<\/p>\n

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\u018fzizin\u0259m, da\u015f d\u0259rdim,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Da\u015flara sirda\u00e7 d\u0259rdim.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

H\u0259rb adl\u0131 \u0259jdahaya<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7 qarda\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdim.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Sonda deyir:<\/p>\n

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Amma m\u00fcharib\u0259 anam\u0131n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 silm\u0259di,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Day\u0131lar\u0131m g\u0259lm\u0259di…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

X\u0259zang\u00fcl yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir s\u00f6y\u00fcd obraz\u0131 da var. \u015eairin tap\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131, s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fdiyi, d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fdiyi G\u00f6y – \u0130\u015f\u0131q \u2013 S\u0259s sevgilisi il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 bu obraz da canl\u0131d\u0131r, bu obraz da ya\u015fay\u0131r, Salx\u0131m S\u00f6y\u00fcdl\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcn qollar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7araq \u015fairi sin\u0259sin\u0259 basd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u015fahidi oluruq. \u201cYen\u0259 Salx\u0131m S\u00f6y\u00fcd\u201d<\/strong> adl\u0131 d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fm\u0259sind\u0259 m\u0259nim diqq\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n \u015fairin poetikas\u0131 oldu. Atas\u0131n\u0131n, qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n, do\u011fmalar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6y\u00fcdl\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u015fair anas\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259ncliyinin \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc bel\u0259 ifad\u0259 edir: \u201cAnam\u0131n \u015fux yeri\u015fi \u00f6ld\u00fc, Sevinci g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fc\u201d<\/em><\/strong> \u0130lahi, d\u0259rd alt\u0131nda qatlanan bir anan\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259vi \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc bundan a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 ifad\u0259 etm\u0259k olard\u0131m\u0131? Anan\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, yeri\u015fi, duru\u015fu, sevinci \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ana da \u00f6l\u00fcr v\u0259 ana \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra g\u00fcv\u0259ndiyin b\u0259xt d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 asi \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, bax, onda b\u0259xtini dara \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yir insan:<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n b\u0259xtimin g\u00fcv\u0259ncini,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Dar a\u011facdan asmal\u0131yam<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Qoy b\u0259xtimin qaras\u0131 da<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Dar a\u011faca \u00e7\u0259kilsin!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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X\u0259zang\u00fcl H\u00fcseynova \u0259d\u0259biyyata s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131\u015fla, s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259m bas\u0131b. Lakin onun uzun ill\u0259r m\u0259kt\u0259b direktoru \u2013 m\u0259suliyy\u0259tli i\u015f adam\u0131 olmas\u0131 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na ciddi \u0259ng\u0259ll\u0259r t\u00f6r\u0259dib. Bu \u0259ng\u0259ll\u0259r\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 diqq\u0259t ed\u0259n, \u00a0\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131m\u0131z Q\u0259rib Mehdi \u00f6z \u015fagirdin\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 \u201cbu yoldan d\u00f6n\u201d, \u201cyarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na asi olma\u201d, \u201cr\u0259hb\u0259r v\u0259zif\u0259 s\u0259nin \u015fair q\u0259lbini s\u0259rtl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259c\u0259k, \u015feirl\u0259rinin qanadlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131nd\u0131racaq\u201d, – des\u0259 d\u0259, X\u0259zang\u00fcl m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 bu h\u0259qiq\u0259ti ill\u0259r sonra q\u0259bul edib v\u0259 \u201cAy D\u0259d\u0259 Q\u0259rib\u201d adl\u0131 qo\u015fmas\u0131nda sanki be\u015fikd\u0259c\u0259 bo\u011fulan \u015feir balalar\u0131ndan \u00fczr ist\u0259yir…<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

El\u0259 f\u0259da etdim, el\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Unutdum \u015feirimi, v\u0259hyli s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00fcv\u0259ncim d\u00f6nd\u0259rdi he\u00e7\u0259 \u0259zmimi,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u018fli bo\u015f qoyand\u0131, ay D\u0259d\u0259 Q\u0259rib!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Nafil\u0259! Zaman o tumurcuq \u015feirl\u0259ri v\u0259zif\u0259 qanadlar\u0131nda uzaqlara apard\u0131. Apard\u0131 v\u0259:<\/p>\n

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N\u0259 tez \u00f6rtd\u00fcm qara z\u00fclf\u0259 a\u011f \u015fal\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ya\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131lara qat\u0131ld\u0131m…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u2013 misralar\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r uzaq etdi ill\u0259ri. Art\u0131q bu uzaql\u0131q 65 ya\u015fa boylananda \u015fair \u00fcsyan etdi zamana – zaman\u0131n insan\u0131na:<\/p>\n

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Ey insanlar!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

65 ya\u015f\u0131 zibil kimi<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Tullamay\u0131n bir k\u0259nara!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu, yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131q,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Sit\u0259m, yara!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu,\u00a0 tarix\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259tdir!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir divand\u0131r!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

65 ya\u015f<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Qoca deyil,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

O cavand\u0131r!!!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u015eairl\u0259rin \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t edir. V\u0259 o s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rin \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131\u015f\u0131 olaraq \u00f6vladlar\u0131na v\u0259siyy\u0259t xarakterli \u015feirl\u0259r yaz\u0131r. X\u0259zang\u00fcl xan\u0131mda da bel\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r var, lakin tam f\u0259rqli s\u0259pkid\u0259. O, \u00f6vlad\u0131na nec\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131 n\u0259sih\u0259t etmir, o, ovlad\u0131na g\u00fcv\u0259nir, o, a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 qabardaraq \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yini \u00fczm\u00fcr. Diqq\u0259t edin, o, \u00f6vlad\u0131na n\u0259 deyir:<\/p>\n

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\u00d6m\u00fcr boyu<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259nl\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015f\u0259n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u015eeirl\u0259rim, sirda\u015flar\u0131m var,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131ram s\u0259n\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131ram d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u015eeir balalar\u0131n\u0131 can balalar\u0131na tap\u015f\u0131randan sonra \u0130lahiy\u0259 \u00fcz tutur:<\/p>\n

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\u0130lahi, g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k kimi \u00f6ld\u00fcr m\u0259ni,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130lahi, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k kimi \u00f6ld\u00fcr m\u0259ni \u2013 deyir.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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V\u0259<\/p>\n

…bu d\u00fcnya atam idi,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Anam idi, qarda\u015f idi…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

O d\u00fcnyaya k\u00f6\u00e7 eyl\u0259dil\u0259r.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 nifr\u0259t ed\u0259-ed\u0259<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259ninl\u0259 qohum oldum (o d\u00fcnya).<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

…Daha qorxmuram s\u0259nd\u0259n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u0259 vaxt m\u0259nd\u0259n can ist\u0259s\u0259n haz\u0131ram,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259man\u0259tim var (o d\u00fcnya).<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 dey\u0259r\u0259k, o d\u00fcnyaya meydan oxuyur….<\/p>\n

X\u0259zang\u00fcl H\u00fcseynova G\u0259nc\u0259 \u0259d\u0259bi m\u00fchitinin yetirm\u0259sidir. O, Bor\u00e7al\u0131 mahal\u0131nda anadan olub. 70-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u015flayaraq \u015feirl\u0259ri \u00e7ap olunur. 1988-ci ild\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin, 2008-ci ild\u0259n is\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259-Avrasiya Yazarlar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fcd\u00fcr. X\u0259zang\u00fcl H\u00fcseynova 7 kitab m\u00fc\u0259llifidir. \u201cQaya \u00fcst\u0259 bit\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k\u201d (1988), \u201cYeddinci g\u00f6yl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u201d (1996), g\u00fcrc\u00fc dilind\u0259 \u201cEkvebi\u201d (1998), \u201c\u00d6m\u00fcr \u015fik\u0259st\u0259si\u201d (1998), \u201cG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f m\u0259ni aldad\u0131r\u201d (2000), \u201cK\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n baxan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u201d (2008), t\u00fcrk dilind\u0259 \u201cBitmeyen hazan\u201d (2008).<\/p>\n

\u015eairin \u201cM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin q\u0259nimi\u201d adl\u0131 m\u0259nzum pyesi G\u0259nc\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r C.Cabbarl\u0131 ad\u0131na G\u0259nc\u0259 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Dram Teatr\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259hn\u0259sind\u0259 tama\u015faya qoyulub.<\/p>\n

Hal-haz\u0131rda \u015fair AYB-nin G\u0259nc\u0259 b\u00f6lm\u0259sinin s\u0259dridir.<\/p>\n

\"10545001_912977888715890_595379540_n\"<\/a><\/p>\n

\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel<\/p>\n

“C\u00fcmhuriy\u0259t q\u0259zeti”<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 1175 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(X\u0259zang\u00fcl H\u00fcseynovan\u0131n \u201c\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc axtar\u0131ram\u201d kitab\u0131ndan sonra…)   \u201c\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6z kitab\u0131m\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259dikc\u0259, oxuduqca poeziya deyil\u0259n bir d\u00fcnyan\u0131n h\u0259zin p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fidir\u0259m. Ucu-buca\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n d\u0259rind\u0259n d\u0259 d\u0259rin, t\u0259lat\u00fcms\u00fcz, sakit bir d\u0259nizin p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 kimi. Bilmir\u0259m, \u015feirl\u0259riml\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k kims\u0259 olacaqm\u0131? Olsayd\u0131, d\u0259rdd\u0259n, k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n y\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259rim y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u0259\u015f\u0259rdi\u201d. (X.H\u00fcseynova) X\u0259zang\u00fcl H\u00fcseynovan\u0131n yeni i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259r toplusu \u015fairin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6z […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[20,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10686"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10686"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10686\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10692,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10686\/revisions\/10692"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10686"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10686"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10686"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}