{"id":10696,"date":"2016-03-28T00:37:42","date_gmt":"2016-03-27T19:37:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10696"},"modified":"2016-03-28T00:39:17","modified_gmt":"2016-03-27T19:39:17","slug":"n%c9%99riman-%c9%99bdulr%c9%99hmanli-l%c9%99l%c9%99-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10696","title":{"rendered":"N\u0259riman \u018fbd\u00fclr\u0259hmanl\u0131 — L\u018fL\u018f (hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"n\u0259riman-ebdurrehmanli\"<\/a>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2026G\u00fcman ki, m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259nin it-pi\u015fiyind\u0259n, toyuq-c\u00fcc\u0259sind\u0259n qabaq oyan\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6y\u00fcn yaxas\u0131 y\u0131rt\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f qurd ulart\u0131s\u0131na ox\u015far haray\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fidirdim: s\u0259s iyn\u0259 kimi p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7ib qula\u011f\u0131m\u0131 de\u015firdi v\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131r yatsam da, oyan\u0131b din\u015f\u0259k k\u0259silirdim; ulart\u0131dan sonra n\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fcbb\u0259d\u00fcz bils\u0259m d\u0259, qula\u011f\u0131m\u0131 t\u0131xam\u0131rd\u0131m. Bilirdim ki, ulart\u0131s\u0131 qurtar\u0131nca i\u00e7ibo\u015f ya\u011f qutusunu qoltu\u011funa basacaq, yumurta boyda da\u015fla qutunun arxas\u0131na d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259y\u0259-d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259y\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 oxuyacaq:<\/p>\n

\u00a0— Ay l\u0259l\u0259, e-e-e-y-y-y!<\/p>\n

Bilirdim ki, mahn\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259ri el\u0259 burdaca qurtaracaq, qalan\u0131 onun \u00f6z al\u0259mind\u0259 n\u0259qarat\u0131yd\u0131 v\u0259 vur-tut \u00abniy-ni-ni\u00bb s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ibar\u0259tiydi. Bu birc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 s\u00f6z n\u0259 haqdayd\u0131, n\u0259l\u0259ri ifad\u0259 el\u0259yirdi, bunu \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ba\u015fqa bil\u0259n yoxudu. Amma mahn\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 v\u0259 n\u0259q\u0259rat\u0131nda n\u0259s\u0259 adam\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259d\u0259n, k\u00f6yr\u0259ld\u0259n bir duy\u011fu var\u0131d\u0131; bunu da y\u0259qin t\u0259kc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc, bir d\u0259 m\u0259n duyurdum.<\/p>\n

\u00a0Bilirdim ki, mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 oxuya-oxuya g\u0259lib p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259mizin alt\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k, dik\u0259 qalx\u0131b yolun q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 iri g\u00f6y\u0259m kolunun dibind\u0259 oturacaq, \u00abtoyunu\u00bb \u00e7ala-\u00e7ala mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 oxuyacaq. Bel\u0259 vaxtlarda m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259nin evl\u0259rinin yataq otaqlar\u0131 z\u0259rr\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 vecin\u0259 deyildi: bu otaqlarda deyin\u0259n, donquldanan, s\u00f6y\u00fcb-s\u00f6yl\u0259n\u0259n adamlar\u0131n h\u0259d\u0259-qorxusunun bir samatdan \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ya\u011faca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 eynin\u0259 alm\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00a0Onu da bilirdim ki, bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin ba\u015flanmas\u0131ndan yar\u0131mca saat sonra K\u0259r\u0259m avtobusunu xodduyub m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xacaq; avtobusun s\u0259si g\u00f6y\u0259m kolunu ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015f M\u0259sm\u0259 arvad b\u0259rkd\u0259n s\u00f6yl\u0259n\u0259-s\u00f6yl\u0259n\u0259 s\u00fcp\u00fcrg\u0259\u00e7iliyini el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 yollanacaq; sonra d\u0259rs\u0259 ged\u0259n S\u0259riyy\u0259nin dikdabanlar\u0131n\u0131n taqq\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259ni ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259k, taqq\u0131lt\u0131 dik\u0259 qalxanda \u00abtoy\u00bb s\u0259si q\u0259fild\u0259n k\u0259sil\u0259c\u0259k, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flayanda daha \u0259vv\u0259lki \u015fuxlu\u011fundan \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t qalmayacaq; bundan be\u015f-on d\u0259qiq\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015f Q\u0259dim\u0259li m\u00fc\u0259llimin \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u0259yi m\u0259hl\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 sar\u0131 uzaqla\u015facaq v\u0259 oyanm\u0131\u015f m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259nin s\u0259sl\u0259ri bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b g\u00f6y\u0259m kolunun dibind\u0259ki \u00abtoyu\u00bb bat\u0131racaq.<\/p>\n

\u00a0G\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131ndayd\u0131, amma n\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 bil\u0259n var\u0131d\u0131, n\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131. G\u00fcman ki, qoyduqlar\u0131 ad \u0259kib-do\u011fan\u0131n\u0131n, qarda\u015f-bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n da yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fc, \u0259n az\u0131 on il qabaq \u00e7ald\u0131rd\u0131qlar\u0131 s\u00fcnn\u0259t toyuyla birg\u0259 unutmu\u015fdular: onda \u0259k\u0259ni \u0259hd el\u0259diyi kimi, ki\u00e7ik toya a\u015f\u0131q g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi, \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 d\u0259sgah d\u00fcz\u0259ltmi\u015fdi. A\u015f\u0131q da \u00e7al\u0131b-\u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, k\u00f6yr\u0259k-k\u00f6yr\u0259k oxumu\u015fdu: \u00abDedim, l\u0259l\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259, bu yoldan qay\u0131daq\u2026\u00bb A\u011flay\u0131b yorulmu\u015f ki\u00e7ik b\u0259y g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 qon\u015fu q\u0131z\u0131n verdiyi konfeti sora-sora pa\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndak\u0131 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 lent\u0259 uzun-uzad\u0131 baxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 q\u0259fild\u0259n a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ymi\u015fdi: \u00abAy l\u0259l\u0259, e-e-ey-y-y!\u00bb El\u0259 o vaxtdan bu hava d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131sa, dilind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 ax\u0131r\u0131 da bel\u0259 olmu\u015fdu ki, f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmadan ad\u0131n\u0131 L\u0259l\u0259 qoymu\u015fdular; bu ayama ilk d\u0259f\u0259 kimin a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, xat\u0131rlayan yoxudu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0Onda \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd ya\u015f\u0131 olard\u0131, indi bu hesabnan on \u00fc\u00e7-on d\u00f6rd ya\u015f\u0131 var\u0131d\u0131. Allah da ki, g\u00f6rk\u0259m ver\u0259nd\u0259 x\u0259sislik el\u0259mi\u015fdi: p\u0259rtd\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri, palaz qulaqlar\u0131, c\u0131r\u0131m a\u011fz\u0131 – ham\u0131s\u0131 deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, \u0259k\u0259ninin kefqomlu\u011funun sonucuydu; \u00fcst\u0259lik d\u0259, dili p\u0259lt\u0259k, beyni mafra\u011f\u0131yd\u0131: \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc, a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131, at\u0131l\u0131b-d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc; s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ax\u015famacan ya g\u00f6y\u0259m kolunun dibind\u0259, ya da el\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin ortas\u0131nda, torpa\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259c\u0259 otururdu, hardansa tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131n\u0131q-salx\u0131q oyuncaqlar\u0131n\u0131 tozun-torpa\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcb, \u00f6z al\u0259min\u0259 qap\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Allah\u0131n bu yar\u0131mam\u0131\u015f b\u0259nd\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259xav\u0259tl\u0259 verdiyi birc\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcyd\u00fc; yay-q\u0131\u015f kir-pasaqdan r\u0259ngi bilinm\u0259y\u0259n tiy\u0259 \u015falvar-k\u00f6yn\u0259kd\u0259, corabs\u0131z aya\u011f\u0131nda s\u00fcr\u00fctl\u0259diyi c\u0131r\u0131q \u00e7\u0259k\u0259l\u0259kd\u0259 g\u0259zirdi, bir d\u0259f\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ndiyini e\u015fid\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131; bu sar\u0131dan onu g\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259r ad\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na \u00abb\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r\u00bb s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 qo\u015furdular. \u00abCan\u0131, el\u0259 bil, komsomolun can\u0131d\u0131, – bunu Q\u0259dim\u0259li m\u00fc\u0259llim deyirdi, – Allah bir yannan alanda, bir yannan da verir. Yoxsa bizimkil\u0259r kimi, \u00fcstl\u0259rind\u0259n yel \u0259s\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259t\u0259lc\u0259m olurlar, qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da dava-d\u0259rmana t\u00f6k\u00fcr\u0259m\u00bb. Q\u0131\u015f\u0131n soyuq g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 L\u0259l\u0259nin torpaq r\u0259ngli \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131, yay\u0131n qorabi\u015fir\u0259n ay\u0131nda sir-sif\u0259tind\u0259 bir damc\u0131 t\u0259r d\u0259 olmurdu. \u00abBu g\u0259d\u0259 Yer adam\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcl, – bu da Q\u0259dim\u0259li m\u00fc\u0259llimin f\u0259rziyy\u0259siydi, – kosmosdan g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 ox\u015fuyur, y\u0259qin ona g\u00f6r\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u00fck\u00bb. Televizorda Amerikan\u0131n fantastik filml\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259r az qala onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 inan\u0131rd\u0131lar, L\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 ayr\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131lar. M\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259nin u\u015faqlar\u0131 h\u0259rd\u0259n L\u0259l\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b onu c\u0131rnad\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u00abL\u0259l\u0259, orda n\u0259 var-n\u0259 yox, – d\u00fckan\u00e7\u0131 S\u0259ttar\u0131n \u00e7oxbilmi\u015f o\u011flu barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259 uzad\u0131rd\u0131, – b\u0259 g\u0259min han\u0131, qarajdad\u0131?\u00bb L\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 iri, p\u0259rtd\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qald\u0131r\u0131b g\u00f6y\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131, \u00f6z dilind\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 deyib g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0K\u0259r\u0259m h\u0259r g\u00fcn yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 yek\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 avtobusun p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b \u00abAy L\u0259l\u0259, g\u0259ls\u0259n\u0259, xalam\u0131 sana ver\u0259m!\u00bb – q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131, o da g\u00fcl\u00fcb \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259yi\u015fdirirdi, dilini \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b ac\u0131q verirdi. \u00abAy lotu, d\u0259\u0259s\u0259n, xo\u015funa g\u0259ldi,\u00bb – K\u0259r\u0259m \u015faqq\u0131lday\u0131b \u00f6z i\u015finin dal\u0131nca gedirdi. M\u0259sm\u0259 arvad: \u00abBin\u0259van\u0131n balas\u0131, el\u0259 bil, k\u00fcll\u00fckd\u0259n tap\u0131l\u0131b, – deyirdi, – bel\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259 canm\u0131 d\u00f6z\u0259r, – sonra \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ona tuturdu ki, a qaray\u0131\u011fvall\u0131, \u0259ynin\u0259 bir \u015fey geyins\u0259n\u0259!\u00bb<\/p>\n

\u00a0M\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n Q\u0259dim\u0259li m\u00fc\u0259llim ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259yirdi: \u00abAllah adam\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n almas\u0131n, apar\u0131b invalidl\u0259r evin\u0259s\u0259 vermirl\u0259r, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6z qaba\u011f\u0131ndaca m\u0259hv el\u0259yirl\u0259r, g\u0259nc n\u0259slin t\u0259rbiy\u0259sin\u0259 ziddi bu, – \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259nirdi; onu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 L\u0259l\u0259 bic-bic q\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, \u0259ll\u0259rini kitab kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qaba\u011f\u0131na tuturdu, guya ki, d\u0259rs oxuyur; Q\u0259dim\u0259li m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259 hirsl\u0259 qoltu\u011fundak\u0131 qovlu\u011fu d\u00fcz\u0259ldib add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 yeyinl\u0259dirdi.<\/p>\n

\u00a0M\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259nin it-pi\u015fiyi d\u0259 L\u0259l\u0259nin dostuydu, tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 onlarla yar\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fcrd\u00fc. Amma d\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fmasa da, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nsiz d\u0259 deyildi v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rinin siyah\u0131s\u0131nda d\u00fckan\u00e7\u0131 S\u0259ttar birinci yerd\u0259ydi. L\u0259l\u0259nin pi\u015ftaxtaya d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f \u015firniyyata dikil\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 ki\u015finin c\u0131zda\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131: \u00ab\u018fst\u0259\u011ff\u00fcr\u00fcllah, l\u0259n\u0259t s\u0259n\u0259, kor \u015feytan! Bel\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015f olarm\u0131, bunun yiy\u0259si yoxdumu, n\u0259di? Adam g\u00fcnd\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r qap\u0131ya? K\u00f6p\u0259yo\u011flunun \u0259linn\u0259n d\u00fckan\u0131 a\u00e7a bilmir\u0259m. \u018f, r\u0259dd ol burdan, g\u00f6z\u00fcm s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259sin!\u00bb S\u0259ttardan ac\u0131ba\u011f\u0131rsaq kimi uzanan k\u00fcs\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn ac\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa f\u00fcrs\u0259t axtaran arvad\u0131 h\u0259min d\u0259qiq\u0259 qap\u0131da peyda olurdu, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 m\u00fcr\u0259bb\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi g\u00f6st\u0259rib g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 L\u0259l\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131: \u00abAy L\u0259l\u0259, bir b\u0259ri dur, g\u00f6r\u00fcm!\u00bb. L\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259, el\u0259 bil, do\u011fma anas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc, iri\u015fib kirli \u0259ll\u0259rini \u015falvar-k\u00f6yn\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirdi, S\u0259ttar\u0131n adam qarsalayan bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131na m\u0259h\u0259l qoymadan \u00abAy mama!\u00bb – q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b ir\u0259li cumurdu. \u2013 Onda S\u0259ttar\u0131n arvad\u0131 m\u00fcr\u0259bb\u0259li \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b \u015f\u0259rt qoyurdu: \u00abAy L\u0259l\u0259, bir ki\u015fil\u0259n, g\u00f6r\u00fcm!\u00bb. L\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259lacs\u0131z qal\u0131b, bir g\u00f6z\u00fc ac\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan xoruz pipiyi kimi q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f S\u0259ttarda, o biri g\u00f6z\u00fcs\u0259,\u00a0 m\u00fcr\u0259bb\u0259li \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kd\u0259 sin\u0259sini qabard\u0131rd\u0131, \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 h\u00f6kml\u00fc ifad\u0259 verm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi alandan sonra S\u0259ttara sar\u0131 dilini \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b, g\u00f6y\u0259m kolunun dibin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilirdi. L\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 \u0259li, arvad\u0131na h\u00f6km\u00fc \u00e7atmayan S\u0259ttar hirsini o\u011frun-o\u011frun i\u00e7\u0259ri girm\u0259y\u0259 f\u00fcrs\u0259t g\u0259z\u0259n pi\u015fiyin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0L\u0259l\u0259nin \u0259n intizarl\u0131 anlar\u0131 S\u0259riyy\u0259nin d\u0259rsd\u0259n qay\u0131tma\u011f\u0131yla \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Dikdabanlar\u0131n taqq\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 qula\u011f\u0131 alanda bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda d\u0259yi\u015firdi: \u0259l saxlay\u0131b ya\u011f qutusunu v\u0259 da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kolun dibin\u0259 qoyurdu, \u015falvar-k\u00f6yn\u0259yini \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131rd\u0131, yal\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259l\u0259yinin i\u00e7in\u0259 soxurdu, q\u0259dd-qam\u0259tini, sif\u0259tini d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. L\u0259l\u0259ni be\u015fikd\u0259n tan\u0131sa da, S\u0259riyy\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 dikilmi\u015f p\u0259rtd\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 rastla\u015fanda yeri\u015fini itirirdi, can\u0131nda duydu\u011fu giziltini \u00f6rt-basd\u0131r el\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc \u00abNec\u0259s\u0259n, L\u0259l\u0259? – soru\u015furdu, sonra sumkas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b, – Al s\u0259n\u0259 konfet verim, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 \u015firinl\u0259\u00bb, – deyirdi. Bu anlarda L\u0259l\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 ist\u0259k v\u0259 nisgil bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259riyy\u0259nin d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qaba\u011f\u0131na \u00e7arpay\u0131da uzanm\u0131\u015f, pa\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndak\u0131 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 lent\u0259 baxa-baxa konfet soran \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd ya\u015fl\u0131 L\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259lirdi v\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 qaynayan g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc bo\u011fub c\u0259ld aralan\u0131rd\u0131. L\u0259l\u0259s\u0259, konfeti ovcunda s\u0131x\u0131b S\u0259riyy\u0259nin dal\u0131nca bax\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131z d\u00f6ng\u0259d\u0259 itin\u0259c\u0259n bel\u0259c\u0259 dururdu. Bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n bir az sonra L\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6z q\u0259rargah\u0131n\u0131\u00bb t\u0259rk el\u0259yirdi, bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc; toyunun s\u0259si bir d\u0259 \u015f\u0259r qar\u0131\u015fana yax\u0131n e\u015fidilirdi, amma bud\u0259f\u0259ki \u00e7alma\u011f\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259rkin\u0259 ox\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131, n\u0259s\u0259 ayr\u0131 ovqatdan x\u0259b\u0259r verirdi\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u2026Orta hesabla m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259 L\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n m\u0259\u015fhur bir kims\u0259 yoxudu, xeyird\u0259 d\u0259, \u015f\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259 onun \u00f6z yeri, \u00f6z pay\u0131 var\u0131d\u0131; u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259n\u0259nl\u0259r L\u0259l\u0259nin can\u0131n\u0131n sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131na h\u0259s\u0259d apar\u0131rd\u0131lar; u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 olanlar\u0131n L\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi yan\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n bez\u0259nd\u0259 L\u0259l\u0259nin xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin\u0259 pax\u0131ll\u0131q el\u0259yirdim: \u00abN\u0259 vecin\u0259, \u00fc\u00e7d\u0259 alaca\u011f\u0131 yox, be\u015fd\u0259 ver\u0259c\u0259yi,\u00bb – deyirdim, ya da \u00abA\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 olub d\u0259rd \u00e7\u0259kinc\u0259, d\u0259li ol, d\u0259rdini \u00e7\u0259ksinl\u0259r, odey, L\u0259l\u0259 kimi,\u00bb – q\u0259na\u0259tin\u0259 g\u0259lirdim; amma bilirdim ki, bel\u0259l\u0259ri uzun ya\u015fam\u0131r, Allah\u0131n bu g\u00fcnahs\u0131z b\u0259nd\u0259sinin c\u0259mi-c\u00fcml\u0259tan\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7-be\u015f il \u00f6mr\u00fc qal\u0131b\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u2026Ne\u00e7\u0259 iliydi ki, g\u00fcnl\u0259r bel\u0259c\u0259 ke\u00e7irdi v\u0259 pay\u0131z\u0131n son ay\u0131n\u0131n son bazar g\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0259fild\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi d\u0259yi\u015fdirdi. H\u0259min g\u00fcn\u00fcn ax\u015fam\u0131 dedil\u0259r ki, S\u0259riyy\u0259y\u0259 el\u00e7i g\u0259lib, onu \u00f6z\u00fcyn\u0259n oxuyan o\u011flana veribl\u0259r, yax\u015f\u0131 ail\u0259d\u0259ndi, \u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rlar. O g\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259ri L\u0259l\u0259nin toyunun s\u0259si, \u00abAy l\u0259l\u0259, e-e-e-y-y-y\u00bb mahn\u0131s\u0131 e\u015fidilm\u0259di v\u0259 g\u00fcn qalxanda m\u0259lum oldu ki, K\u0259r\u0259m i\u015f\u0259, Q\u0259dim\u0259li m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259rs\u0259 gecikib. Birc\u0259 S\u0259ttar\u0131n kefi k\u00f6k\u00fcyd\u00fc, \u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131 yer\u0259 d\u0259ymirdi; ola bilsin ki, onun bu hal\u0259tinin L\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259xli yoxudu, lap el\u0259 arvad\u0131ynan q\u0131sam\u00fcdd\u0259tli bar\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131n \u0259lam\u0259tiydi.<\/p>\n

\u00a0G\u00fcnortaya yax\u0131n dedil\u0259r, yaz\u0131q L\u0259l\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nib, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc-s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bilmir. Bu x\u0259b\u0259ri g\u0259tir\u0259n M\u0259sm\u0259 arvad s\u00f6yl\u0259n\u0259-s\u00f6yl\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 gedirdi: \u00abG\u0259d\u0259nin ax\u0131r\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar, – deyirdi, – n\u0259 qarn\u0131 x\u00f6r\u0259k g\u00f6rd\u00fc, n\u0259 \u0259yni paltar. Y\u0131\u011fval\u0131 qara g\u0259lmi\u015f, can\u0131 da\u015fdan, d\u0259mird\u0259n ha d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u2026\u00bb S\u0259tar\u0131n arvad\u0131 qoltu\u011funda ba\u011flama qap\u0131da g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc, \u0259rin\u0259 a\u011f\u0131zucu: \u00abGedim, yaz\u0131\u011fa ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kim,\u00bb – deyib M\u0259sm\u0259 arvad\u0131n dal\u0131nca yell\u0259ndi. M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n qay\u0131dan Q\u0259dim\u0259li m\u00fc\u0259llim, el\u0259 bil, x\u0259b\u0259ri havadan alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, g\u00f6y\u0259m kolunun tu\u015funda add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 yava\u015f\u0131td\u0131, L\u0259l\u0259nin k\u00f6hn\u0259-k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcl oyuncaqlar\u0131na bax\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131. Sanki m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259nin havas\u0131 da q\u0259fild\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi, d\u00fcn\u0259nkin\u0259, sra\u011fag\u00fcnk\u00fcn\u0259 ox\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0L\u0259l\u0259 o y\u0131x\u0131lan y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. \u018fvv\u0259l feld\u015fer M\u0259sini \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar, x\u0259st\u0259ni \u00abm\u00fcayin\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7irib\u00bb ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 \u00abs\u0259t\u0259lc\u0259mdi,\u00bb – dedi, ev yiy\u0259siyn\u0259n \u00abbir balaca oturub\u00bb d\u00fcbb\u0259d\u00fcz \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdi. Sonrak\u0131 g\u00fcn u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259diyini g\u00f6r\u00fcb h\u0259kim \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar, o da x\u0259st\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131b. \u00abDey\u0259s\u0259n, ciy\u0259rl\u0259ri s\u0131radan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, – dedi, – x\u0259st\u0259xanaya aparmaq laz\u0131md\u0131, amma\u2026 \u00e7\u0259tin ki, k\u00f6m\u0259yi olsun,\u00bb – a\u00e7\u0131q dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 pulunu al\u0131b araland\u0131. L\u0259l\u0259nin on \u00fc\u00e7 \u2013 on d\u00f6rd illik a\u011fr\u0131dan, \u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n bezmi\u015f \u0259kib-do\u011fan\u0131 n\u0259s\u0259 bir y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u00fck \u0259r\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259ydil\u0259r, g\u0259lib-ged\u0259nin yan\u0131nda \u00fcz\u0259 vurmasalar da, qism\u0259tl\u0259riyl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar, oturub Allah\u0131n \u0259mrini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u00a0O bazar g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 h\u0259ft\u0259 sonra S\u0259riyy\u0259nin toyu oldu. L\u0259l\u0259nin \u0259kib-do\u011fan\u0131 da toydayd\u0131lar, x\u0259st\u0259nin yan\u0131nda M\u0259sm\u0259 arvad\u0131 qoyub getmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Daha L\u0259l\u0259nin s\u0259si \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131, a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131rd\u0131, sin\u0259sind\u0259n qopan x\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131 get-ged\u0259 art\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259sm\u0259 arvad\u0131n \u0259li \u00f6z can\u0131ndan savay\u0131 he\u00e7 yana \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. Toydak\u0131lar qay\u0131danda L\u0259l\u0259ni h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz g\u00f6r\u00fcb y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r, rahatland\u0131lar, el\u0259 bil, \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259n da\u011f g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc…<\/p>\n

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