{"id":10726,"date":"2016-03-29T15:43:33","date_gmt":"2016-03-29T10:43:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10726"},"modified":"2016-03-29T15:43:33","modified_gmt":"2016-03-29T10:43:33","slug":"bir-vaxtlar-sin%c9%99mdi-yastigin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10726","title":{"rendered":"Bir vaxtlar sin\u0259mdi yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Hikm\u0259t M\u0259likzad\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u0130<\/strong>ndi\u00a0<\/strong>n<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>el<\/strong>\u00e7<\/strong>i\u00a0<\/strong>da<\/strong>\u015f\u0131 <\/strong>var<\/strong>…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Z\u00fclm\u0259t\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lan qap\u0131lardan<\/p>\n

b\u0259z\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259r yell\u0259ri d\u0259 \u0259sir.<\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin<\/p>\n

Yor\u011fun buludlara verdiyi \u00e7alarlar<\/p>\n

q\u00fcruba en\u0259n ax\u015fam\u0131n<\/p>\n

z\u00fclm\u0259t ac\u0131lar\u0131na s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kdikc\u0259,<\/p>\n

yatmaq qorxular\u0131 azal\u0131r adam\u0131n.<\/p>\n

…S\u0259n, ey gec\u0259 sevdalar\u0131na asi q\u0131z,<\/p>\n

d\u0259li bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n

k\u00f6n\u00fcl h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131na \u00e7\u0259p\u0259r el\u0259m\u0259,<\/p>\n

indi n\u0259 el\u00e7i da\u015f\u0131 var,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 el\u00e7ilik sevdas\u0131…<\/p>\n

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…Bir vaxtlar sin\u0259mdi yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

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K\u00f6lg\u0259y\u0259 aldan\u0131b<\/p>\n

d\u0259li r\u00fczgarlara tu\u015f olanda,<\/p>\n

f\u0131rt\u0131nadan qurtulmaq gec olur.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n d\u0259, pay\u0131zda a\u011facdan ilk qopan<\/p>\n

yarpaq s\u00fcr\u0259til\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n yad\u0131ma.<\/p>\n

N\u0259d\u0259n s\u0259ni sevm\u0259k,<\/p>\n

x\u0259yallar\u0131na k\u00f6\u00e7 qo\u015fmaq q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tindi?<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi al\u0131\u015fd\u0131ra bilm\u0259dim<\/p>\n

sevda qorxular\u0131na.<\/p>\n

…Bir vaxtlar sin\u0259mdi yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n,<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi dizl\u0259rindi.<\/p>\n

…Eh, kas\u0131b\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n da \u00fcz\u00fc qara olsun!<\/p>\n

Adam kas\u0131b olunca,<\/p>\n

Bir el\u00e7i da\u015f\u0131 ola he\u00e7 olmasa,<\/p>\n

bil\u0259r, kimins\u0259 i\u015fin\u0259 yar\u0131y\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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\u018fll\u0259rim duadan p\u00f6rt\u00fcb\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u018fll\u0259rim duadan p\u00f6rt\u00fcb,<\/p>\n

Dualar baxt\u0131 yubad\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Saat\u0131m \u0259hvaldan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,<\/p>\n

\u018fqr\u0259bl\u0259r vaxt\u0131 yubad\u0131r…<\/p>\n

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N\u0259 vaxtd\u0131 k\u00fcs\u00fcl\u00fcy\u0259m, bax,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 vaxtd\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yadam…<\/p>\n

Han\u0131 qara\u00e7uxan, qad\u0131n?<\/p>\n

Kims\u0259n, z\u00fclm\u0259td\u0259ki adam?<\/p>\n

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P\u0259ril\u0259r g\u00f6z-g\u00f6z\u0259 durub,<\/p>\n

Sanma ki, Allaha xo\u015fdu…<\/p>\n

Birinin quca\u011f\u0131 dolu,<\/p>\n

Birinin be\u015fiyi bo\u015fdu…<\/p>\n

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Susuram, Tanr\u0131 da susur,<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259n, su basacaq yeri.<\/p>\n

V\u0259d verdim, yalana \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131m geri?!<\/p>\n

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S\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n ay\u0131rma\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259n yox\u2026<\/p>\n

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B\u0259sdi o da\u015f tanr\u0131lar\u0131 da\u015flad\u0131q…<\/p>\n

\u015eeytan adam, bu adam da cindi de.<\/p>\n

…M\u0259nd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atanad\u0259k g\u00fcn \u00f6td\u00fc,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131mm\u0131, indi, de…<\/p>\n

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N\u0259 tez d\u00f6nd\u00fcn h\u0259yat adl\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Y\u00fck\u00fcn \u00e7oxdur, k\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 \u015f\u0259l\u0259n yox.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni s\u0259nd\u0259n ay\u0131rd\u0131lar, bilir\u0259m,<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n ay\u0131rma\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259n yox.<\/p>\n

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Duman tutub baxmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m yollar\u0131,<\/p>\n

A\u011f talel\u0259r tora d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qarada…<\/p>\n

S\u0259n d\u0259 lalsan, m\u0259n d\u0259 lalam el\u0259 bil,<\/p>\n

T\u0259klik adl\u0131 bir qatar var arada…<\/p>\n

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\u00c7ox durursan a\u011f duva\u011f\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni z\u00fclm\u00fcn qarma\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7irtm\u0259.<\/p>\n

Demir\u0259m ki, o \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc yana qoy,<\/p>\n

Demir\u0259m ki, barma\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7irtm\u0259…<\/p>\n

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Q\u0131zlar bir-bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, qoynum \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr\u2026<\/p>\n

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Ruhum v\u0259cd\u0259 g\u0259lir lal sevda kimi,<\/p>\n

Cismimin alt\u0131nda t\u0259p\u0259 oynay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n el\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcrs\u0259n, el\u0259 bil ki, q\u0131z,<\/p>\n

Sular\u0131n qoynunda l\u0259p\u0259 oynay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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K\u00f6lg\u0259min tabutu el\u0259 c\u00fcr durub,<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil torpa\u011fa d\u00fcz x\u0259tt qoyublar.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 verm\u0259diyim v\u0259din alt\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n

\u0130mza \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 y\u00fcz x\u0259tt qoyublar.<\/p>\n

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E\u015fqd\u0259n kim yorulub, biz d\u0259 yorulaq,<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259s\u0259n, g\u00fcn ke\u00e7ir, boynum \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Sanki x\u0259zan vurmu\u015f quru yarpaqd\u0131,<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zlar bir-bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, qoynum \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259sr\u0259t d\u0259 adama g\u00fcc verir b\u0259z\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n

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Kam\u0131na yetirik kal yuxular\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Quru \u00e7\u00f6l kimidi, bal\u0131nca su at\u2026<\/p>\n

H\u0259sr\u0259t d\u0259 adama g\u00fcc verir b\u0259z\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Qorxma, bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n dal\u0131nca su at.<\/p>\n

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Bir d\u0259f\u0259 baxarlar geriy\u0259, nazl\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Cahan bir anl\u0131\u011fa taxt\u0131n olmur ki…<\/p>\n

Dem\u0259 n\u0259 vaxt ged\u0259r uza\u011fa bu k\u00f6\u00e7,<\/p>\n

Bilir\u0259m, s\u0259nin d\u0259 vaxt\u0131n olmur ki.<\/p>\n

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\u00c7ox da naz el\u0259m\u0259, i\u015ftah\u0131n artar,<\/p>\n

Yet\u0259n bu nisgili t\u0259z\u0259 bil\u0259r, q\u0131z.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259k qap\u0131 deyil, on k\u0259r\u0259 a\u00e7ma,<\/p>\n

Kims\u0259 e\u015fq ba\u011f\u0131nda g\u0259z\u0259 bil\u0259r, q\u0131z.<\/p>\n

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Kimdi ki, \u0259zray\u0131l, kimdi?<\/p>\n

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\u0130\u00e7imin odu qurtar\u0131r,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcc ver da, Xudam, arada.<\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n \u00f6rt\u00fck ola bilmir<\/p>\n

ba\u015f\u0131ma bu dam, arada.<\/p>\n

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Kimdi ki, \u0259zray\u0131l, kimdi?<\/p>\n

Nola, \u0259lim\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 t\u0259k…<\/p>\n

G\u00fcdd\u00fcy\u00fcm alag\u00f6z q\u0131z\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 s\u0131n\u0131r \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259t\u0259k.<\/p>\n

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Allah da z\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00fcn k\u0259smir,<\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr d\u0259 dada g\u0259lmir ki…<\/p>\n

Gedir\u0259m, k\u00f6lg\u0259m arxamca,<\/p>\n

Ya g\u0259lir, ya da g\u0259lmir ki…<\/p>\n

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Adam olmaqdan bezmi\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n

\u00c7iynimd\u0259 heyb\u0259, gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Soru\u015fma, yolun harad\u0131r?<\/p>\n

M\u0259n art\u0131q qeyb\u0259 gedir\u0259m…<\/p>\n

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Tale, bilm\u0259din ki, al\u0131n x\u0259tti\u2026<\/p>\n

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Hopma g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131t\u0259k,<\/p>\n

Gecdir, yuxu s\u0131x\u0131r, yatacam, \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259rcl\u0259diyim \u00f6mr\u00fcn oduyla,<\/p>\n

Birt\u0259h\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qatacam, \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259r\u0259 min g\u00fcnahnan b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr onsuz,<\/p>\n

H\u0259r\u0259 bir \u0259zab\u0131n qal\u0131n x\u0259ttidir.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fc iyl\u0259tdin ya\u015f corab kimi,<\/p>\n

Tale, bilm\u0259din ki, al\u0131n x\u0259ttidir.<\/p>\n

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Yax\u015f\u0131, m\u0259n gedir\u0259m, salavat \u00e7evir,<\/p>\n

Q\u0131yma bu \u0259hvalda t\u0259ndir axtar\u0131m.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259n, bir nam\u0259 yolla,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 k\u00fcnc-bucaqdan k\u0259ndir axtar\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 676 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Hikm\u0259t M\u0259likzad\u0259   \u0130ndi\u00a0n\u0259 el\u00e7i\u00a0da\u015f\u0131 var…   Z\u00fclm\u0259t\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lan qap\u0131lardan b\u0259z\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259r yell\u0259ri d\u0259 \u0259sir. B\u0259z\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin Yor\u011fun buludlara verdiyi \u00e7alarlar q\u00fcruba en\u0259n ax\u015fam\u0131n z\u00fclm\u0259t ac\u0131lar\u0131na s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kdikc\u0259, yatmaq qorxular\u0131 azal\u0131r adam\u0131n. …S\u0259n, ey gec\u0259 sevdalar\u0131na asi q\u0131z, d\u0259li bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6n\u00fcl h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131na \u00e7\u0259p\u0259r el\u0259m\u0259, indi n\u0259 el\u00e7i da\u015f\u0131 var, n\u0259 el\u00e7ilik sevdas\u0131…     …Bir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10726"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10726"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10726\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10728,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10726\/revisions\/10728"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10726"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10726"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10726"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}