{"id":10742,"date":"2016-03-29T23:59:53","date_gmt":"2016-03-29T18:59:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10742"},"modified":"2016-03-29T23:59:53","modified_gmt":"2016-03-29T18:59:53","slug":"mukafat-yaqub-qayidis","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10742","title":{"rendered":"M\u00fckafat Yaqub – Qay\u0131d\u0131\u015f"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"mukafat<\/a><\/p>\n

(Hekay\u0259)<\/p>\n

-Dur, o\u011flum, dur… Daha vaxtd\u0131, qalx aya\u011fa… \u2013 anas\u0131 onu yuxudan oyatmaq ist\u0259yirdi. O, \u00a0el\u0259 \u015firin yat\u0131rd\u0131 ki, oyanmaq ist\u0259mirdi. Anas\u0131 is\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kmirdi:<\/p>\n

– Qalx, o\u011flum, qalx, daha s\u0259nin vaxt\u0131n g\u0259ldi…<\/p>\n

– Qoy bir az da yat\u0131m da, ay ana. Yuxum g\u0259lir ax\u0131…<\/p>\n

-Dur, m\u0259nim balam, dur… Daha yatmaq vaxt\u0131 deyil. M\u00fctl\u0259q durmal\u0131san. Oyan, qalx aya\u011fa. \u0130ndi s\u0259nin vaxt\u0131nd\u0131, indi s\u0259n durmal\u0131san… \u00a0\u2013 Anas\u0131 durmadan t\u0259kid edirdi, – Tez el\u0259, h\u0259l\u0259, tez el\u0259, dur aya\u011fa…<\/p>\n

-Ay ana, ax\u0131, h\u0259l\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7ox qal\u0131b, niy\u0259 oyad\u0131rsan m\u0259ni. Yatmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m…<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131 onun bo\u011faz\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b dik qald\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fli onun bo\u011faz\u0131nda p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259di. Amiran\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259 onun ba\u015f\u0131na q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-S\u0259ninl\u0259 deyil\u0259m qalx aya\u011fa.Yeri, d\u00fc\u015f h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259. S\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 az qal\u0131r. Dan yeri s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr. Bu g\u00fcn s\u0259nin vaxt\u0131nd\u0131, s\u0259nin zaman\u0131nd\u0131. S\u0259nin n\u00f6vb\u0259ndi. – Onun bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 bir az da m\u00f6hk\u0259m s\u0131xd\u0131.Az qald\u0131 ki, bo\u011fula. Barmaqlar\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 d\u0131rnaqlar\u0131, boyun-bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 m\u00f6hk\u0259m s\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan d\u0259risi g\u00f6yn\u0259yirdi. \u2013 H\u0259l\u0259 bi h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 bax… Di gecikm\u0259, qa\u00e7 h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259, vaxt\u0131 itirm\u0259, tez ol, m\u0259nim a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 balam. S\u0259nin d\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259n \u00e7atd\u0131, s\u0259nin d\u0259 b\u0259xtin a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131… Tez ol, yeri… \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr s\u0259n\u0259, \u0130lahi… \u015e\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259 Allah\u0131m…<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131, ay ana, qa\u00e7\u0131ram, burax, bo\u011fdun m\u0259ni… \u2013 \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 baxa-baxa x\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259 dill\u0259ndi. H\u0259y\u0259t s\u00fcd kimi a\u011f-appaq r\u0259ngd\u0259 idi. H\u0259r yer ay\u0131n \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259rin\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n burax\u0131l\u0131b, tez \u015falvar-k\u00f6yn\u0259yini geyindi. Qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a, h\u00f6vlnak h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. S\u0259h\u0259rin s\u0259rin mehi onun sif\u0259tini ox\u015fad\u0131. Anas\u0131n\u0131n barmaq yerl\u0259ri bir balaca s\u0131z\u0131ldad\u0131. Bel\u0259 bir gec\u0259ni, daha do\u011frusu, gec\u0259nin s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7evrildiyi an\u0131, \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Tamamil\u0259 \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131n v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 idi. Amma ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 zorla dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Y\u0131x\u0131lmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fcvazin\u0259tini g\u00fccl\u0259 saxlay\u0131rd\u0131. S\u00fcd r\u0259ngli a\u011f gec\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi, cazib\u0259si onu el\u0259 m\u0259ftun etmi\u015fdi ki, yuxu il\u0259 reall\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u0259rh\u0259ddini itirmi\u015fdi. \u018ftraf\u0131 el\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0131\u015fc\u0259sin\u0259 seyr edirdi ki, sanki, ill\u0259rc\u0259, bu vaxt\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

H\u0259y\u0259tin ortas\u0131nda dayan\u0131b \u0259traf\u0131 seyr edirdi. S\u0259rin meh onun yuxusunu tamam qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Amma h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131nl\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259 idi. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 bir balaca oynaqlar\u0131 s\u0131z\u0131ldama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Sonra is\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n boyun-bo\u011faz\u0131ndak\u0131 \u0259linin t\u0259mas\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdi, barmaq\u00a0 yerl\u0259ri a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi ki, sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259ki qon\u015funun h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259n s\u0259s-k\u00fcy e\u015fidildi. Sonra musiqi, \u00e7al-\u00e7a\u011f\u0131r, zurna-balaban s\u0259si g\u0259ldi. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc ki, ax\u0131, bu F\u0259ti\u015f gild\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 toya \u00e7ox qal\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259 \u0259c\u0259b bel\u0259 tez ba\u015flay\u0131blar. M\u00fcbar\u0259kbadl\u0131q etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onlara t\u0259r\u0259f getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, sol qon\u015fu Mehbal\u0131 gild\u0259 vay-\u015fiv\u0259n s\u0259si al\u0259mi g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. T\u00fckl\u0259ri biz-biz oldu. \u201cG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n bulara n\u0259 oldu. Bu n\u0259 a\u011fla\u015fmad\u0131. Allah el\u0259m\u0259sin, bir hadis\u0259 olar, \u00f6l\u00fcb-el\u0259y\u0259n olar. H\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc onlara \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131m. Toy asan i\u015fdi. Vay odu ki, vay ola… Qon\u015fuluqdu, h\u0259l\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcm n\u0259 a\u011fla\u015fmad\u0131.\u201d\u00a0 Mehbal\u0131 gil\u0259 getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259y\u0259t qap\u0131s\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, yolun o tay\u0131ndak\u0131, \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz qon\u015fu Domrul ki\u015finin evind\u0259n bir partlay\u0131\u015f s\u0259si e\u015fidildi. Dal\u0131nca alov g\u00f6y\u0259 b\u00fcl\u0259nd oldu. Sonra is\u0259 parta-part s\u0259sl\u0259ri \u00e7oxald\u0131. Evl\u0259ri yan\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 yaman m\u00f6hk\u0259m yan\u0131rd\u0131. Tez \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc onlara \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131b, yan\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sdi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a yolun o biri t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131n onu el\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m vurdu ki, o g\u00f6y\u0259 qalxaraq \u00e7\u0259p\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6z h\u0259y\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259ki saman tayas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Yar\u0131m saata q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Saman tayas\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 t\u0259p\u0259sind\u0259, beli \u00fcst\u0259, \u0259ll\u0259ri yana a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6yd\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 ulduzlar vard\u0131. Ay bolluca i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f a\u011f-appaq s\u00fcd r\u0259ngind\u0259 idi. He\u00e7 bir yeri a\u011fr\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131. Amma oynaqlar\u0131 bir balaca s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ninin \u0259zalar\u0131 s\u0259yriyirdi. Tayadan enm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn beli \u00fcst\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131\u00a0 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Yava\u015f-yava\u015f s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yer\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131. Ehmalca aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. He\u00e7 bir yeri \u0259zilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Amma \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259zgin, bir az da yor\u011fun hiss edirdi. \u018ftrafdan \u00a0s\u0259s-s\u0259mir g\u0259lmirdi. Y\u0259qin etdi ki, z\u0259rb\u0259nin t\u0259sirind\u0259n qulaqlar\u0131 tutulub, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 e\u015fitmir. N\u0259 \u00e7al-\u00e7a\u011f\u0131r, n\u0259 vay-\u015fiv\u0259n, n\u0259 d\u0259 yan\u011f\u0131n\u0131n partlay\u0131\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259ri e\u015fidilmirdi. Birc\u0259 ayaq v\u0259 \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259ki oynaq s\u0259sl\u0259ri idi e\u015fidil\u0259n. Sanki pasl\u0131 \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259l\u0259r idi, c\u0131r\u0131lda\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Oynaqlar\u0131n\u0131n s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259ri bir-birin\u0259 el\u0259 s\u00fcrt\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r ki, \u015faqq\u0131lt\u0131 v\u0259 c\u00fcy\u00fclt\u00fc s\u0259sl\u0259ri ayd\u0131n e\u015fidilirdi. Yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 ki, onu ma\u015f\u0131n vurub tayan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na atd\u0131, c\u0259ld b\u0259let\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7\u0131b k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ma\u015f\u0131n-zad yox idi. Qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 insi-cins g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ymirdi. T\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcb, ma\u015f\u0131n sahibini yax\u015f\u0131ca xalatlad\u0131. Domrulun evini dey\u0259s\u0259n s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Daha alov g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc, ancaq t\u00fcst\u00fc sezilirdi. Qon\u015fular\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259ti \u00e7\u0131raqban idi. H\u0259nirti d\u0259 hiss olunurdu. Amma yaralan\u0131b-yaralanmama\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ev\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259li idi. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r hadis\u0259l\u0259ri qavramaq v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k\u00a0 laz\u0131m idi. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar ona \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u0259lirdi. Sanki bir yuxu idi. Amma bunu ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bir \u00e7imdikl\u0259di d\u0259. B\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259n yum\u015faq bir s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131, titr\u0259yi\u015f ke\u00e7di. El\u0259 d\u0259 bir a\u011fr\u0131 hiss etmirdi, lakin yeridikc\u0259, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etdikc\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7imdikl\u0259dikc\u0259 bir y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u00fck hiss edir, h\u0259zz al\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ev\u0259 girib, qeyri-ixtiyari olaraq\u00a0 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 yand\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 Sim\u0259r onu g\u00f6r\u00fcb bir q\u0131yya \u00e7\u0259kdi. Aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131 v\u0259 \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259n yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n\u0259 qurban olum, ay F\u0259r\u0259c… Ay ki\u015fi, s\u0259n bura nec\u0259 g\u0259lmis\u0259n. B\u0259s m\u0259ni niy\u0259 oyatmad\u0131n. D\u00f6rd ildi s\u0259nin yata\u011f\u0131ndan k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kilmir\u0259m, indi niy\u0259 m\u0259ni oyatmad\u0131n.D\u00f6rd il iflic yatan adam buracan nec\u0259 g\u0259ldin, ay \u00a0s\u0259n\u0259 qurban… Allahm, s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, min \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, \u0130lahi…<\/p>\n

Arvad\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc c\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131, sonra g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bir azdan u\u015faqlar da s\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u0259 oyand\u0131lar v\u0259 atalar\u0131n\u0131 ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcb sevin\u0259-sevin\u0259 at\u0131l\u0131b-d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Sevindikl\u0259rind\u0259n a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131lar. O avtomobil q\u0259zas\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fc anadan olmu\u015f d\u00f6rd ya\u015fl\u0131 o\u011flu ilk d\u0259f\u0259 olaraq atas\u0131n\u0131 ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u0259l \u00e7al\u0131r, oynay\u0131r, dombalaq a\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Ham\u0131 sevinir, g\u00fcl\u00fcr, g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 ax\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131. O is\u0259 on iki il \u0259vv\u0259l r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 getmi\u015f anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259trini\u00a0 ciy\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir, ac-g\u00f6zl\u00fckl\u0259, sanki, havas\u0131 \u00e7atm\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131r, bir daha o \u0259tri duya bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n qorxaraq tez-tez \u0259sn\u0259yirdi. S\u0259yriy\u0259n \u0259zalar\u0131nda, boyun-bo\u011faz\u0131nda anas\u0131n\u0131n barmaq izl\u0259rini axtar\u0131r, bo\u011faz\u0131ndak\u0131 d\u0131rnaq a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259zzini uzatmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Bu a\u011fr\u0131, bu \u0259tir, bu iz onun h\u0259yata ikinci sa\u011flam do\u011fulu\u015fu v\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131\u015f\u0131 idi…<\/p>\n

-Anam…\u2013 bu s\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn duy\u011fularla t\u0259krarlay\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 800 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(Hekay\u0259) -Dur, o\u011flum, dur… Daha vaxtd\u0131, qalx aya\u011fa… \u2013 anas\u0131 onu yuxudan oyatmaq ist\u0259yirdi. O, \u00a0el\u0259 \u015firin yat\u0131rd\u0131 ki, oyanmaq ist\u0259mirdi. Anas\u0131 is\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kmirdi: – Qalx, o\u011flum, qalx, daha s\u0259nin vaxt\u0131n g\u0259ldi… – Qoy bir az da yat\u0131m da, ay ana. Yuxum g\u0259lir ax\u0131… -Dur, m\u0259nim balam, dur… Daha yatmaq vaxt\u0131 deyil. M\u00fctl\u0259q durmal\u0131san. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1105,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10742"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10742"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10742\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10743,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10742\/revisions\/10743"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1105"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10742"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10742"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10742"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}