{"id":10783,"date":"2016-04-03T16:24:56","date_gmt":"2016-04-03T11:24:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10783"},"modified":"2016-04-03T16:24:56","modified_gmt":"2016-04-03T11:24:56","slug":"ur%c9%99yim-s%c9%99nd%c9%99-qalib","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10783","title":{"rendered":"\u00dcr\u0259yim s\u0259nd\u0259 qal\u0131b"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"benovse\"<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n

B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 Mahmudq\u0131z\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

“A\u011flayan insan”<\/strong><\/p>\n

Anlar olur…<\/p>\n

Xirtd\u0259y\u0259c\u0259n dolur<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan…<\/p>\n

Anlar olur…<\/p>\n

Bax\u0131\u015flarda dolur<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan…<\/p>\n

Anlar olur…<\/p>\n

Donur insan,<\/p>\n

Yan\u0131r insan…<\/p>\n

Anlar olur…<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259k s\u0131n\u0131r,<\/p>\n

S\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Bax bunlar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda<\/p>\n

S\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b bir k\u0259nara<\/p>\n

S\u0259sini uzaqlara<\/p>\n

\u00c7atd\u0131rmaqdansa<\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n m\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131yla,<\/p>\n

b\u0259z\u0259n h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131rt\u0131yla<\/p>\n

A\u011flar insan.<\/p>\n

Ya da s\u0131xar,<\/p>\n

S\u0131xar b\u00fct\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n

Bo\u011fazdak\u0131 o d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259<\/p>\n

O da d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259n\u0259-d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259n\u0259…<\/p>\n

N\u0259f\u0259s k\u0259s\u0259r,<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan \u00f6l\u0259r,<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 ya\u015fark\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Guya ya\u015fark\u0259n…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

“Iyiki…” <\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bazen yok bilinir,<\/p>\n

Bazen hep silinir<\/p>\n

Zahmetle yo\u011frulmu\u015f sevda,<\/p>\n

Bazen hi\u00e7 bir \u015fey yerini vermez<\/p>\n

Sevda dolu kavgan\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Onca ac\u0131n\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Onca an\u0131n<\/p>\n

K\u0131ymeti kalmaz,<\/p>\n

An\u0131lar avutmaz<\/p>\n

Ac\u0131lar eder sarho\u015f<\/p>\n

Ellerin kadar bombo\u015f<\/p>\n

Belki sigara bile i\u00e7iyorsun da,<\/p>\n

Ama a\u015fk ac\u0131s\u0131<\/p>\n

Ciyerlerini yakar<\/p>\n

Kalbini yakar<\/p>\n

Ruhunu kovar bedenden.<\/p>\n

Ah bu lanet sevda<\/p>\n

Ah bu kara sevda<\/p>\n

Nerden tutuldum sana<\/p>\n

Nerden kap\u0131ld\u0131m sana<\/p>\n

Ve bazen diyorum da<\/p>\n

\u0130yiki kap\u0131ld\u0131m<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fkas\u0131yla de\u011fil de<\/p>\n

Seninle y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131m<\/p>\n

Iyiki…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

“Dilimd\u0259ki yalan”<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim s\u0259nd\u0259 qal\u0131b,<\/p>\n

Ya da ki a\u011fl\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Az olmuyub<\/p>\n

Bu e\u015fq\u0259<\/p>\n

\u00c7ar\u0259siz a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n v\u0259fas\u0131z,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n v\u0259fas\u0131z<\/p>\n

Bu e\u015fq sadiqliyi<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n hardan al\u0131b?<\/p>\n

G\u0259ldikc\u0259 d\u0259mi<\/p>\n

Misralar\u0131ma qonaq g\u0259lirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Sonra yen\u0259 gedirs\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Bir daha g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kmi\u015f kimi,<\/p>\n

Ya da he\u00e7 olmam\u0131\u015f kimi.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n<\/p>\n

M\u00f6htacl\u0131q duyuram<\/p>\n

Dostun,tan\u0131\u015f\u0131n olacaq q\u0259d\u0259r<\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m;<\/p>\n

Bir s\u00fcfr\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ay i\u00e7\u0259k,<\/p>\n

Ya da 1az kefl\u0259n\u0259k,<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdimizl\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259n\u0259k…<\/p>\n

N\u0259 dadl\u0131 bir \u0259zabsan…<\/p>\n

\u015eeirimd\u0259 ger\u00e7\u0259yim,<\/p>\n

Dilimd\u0259ki yalansan..<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Getdim…<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sevgid\u0259 kim qald\u0131…<\/p>\n

Kim getdi…<\/p>\n

F\u0259rqi varm\u0131 ki?<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131lan insanlar m\u0259\u011flubdur el\u0259.<\/p>\n

Arxama baxmadan n\u0259 olsun getdim…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n

Ruhumun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n

M\u0259n qoyub getdim…<\/p>\n

Arxamca g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n h\u0259r bir k\u00f6lg\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

O san\u0131b,<\/p>\n

Axma\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fcb d\u0259 getdim…<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fcm s\u0259ni biz t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rd\u0259<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmi\u015fdin b\u0259lk\u0259…<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 yolun d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

\u018flind\u0259 siqaret yen\u0259, ey zal\u0131m!<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 baxd\u0131n…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 baxd\u0131n…<\/p>\n

Onu el\u0259, el\u0259 sovurdun…<\/p>\n

\u018flind\u0259 siqaret olmaq ist\u0259dim,<\/p>\n

Can\u0131na, qan\u0131na hopmaq ist\u0259dim…<\/p>\n

S\u0259n getdikl\u0259rimin siyah\u0131s\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n ged\u0259nl\u0259rin qatar\u0131ndayam…<\/p>\n

Dayand\u0131m k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u0259n qap\u0131s\u0131nda<\/p>\n

D\u00f6yd\u00fcm…<\/p>\n

D\u00f6yd\u00fcm…<\/p>\n

A\u00e7mad\u0131n!<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n

Ruhumun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n

M\u0259n qoyub getdim…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 823 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 Mahmudq\u0131z\u0131 \u00a0 “A\u011flayan insan” Anlar olur… Xirtd\u0259y\u0259c\u0259n dolur \u0130nsan… Anlar olur… Bax\u0131\u015flarda dolur \u0130nsan… Anlar olur… Donur insan, Yan\u0131r insan… Anlar olur… \u00dcr\u0259k s\u0131n\u0131r, S\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131r. Bax bunlar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda S\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b bir k\u0259nara S\u0259sini uzaqlara \u00c7atd\u0131rmaqdansa B\u0259z\u0259n m\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131yla, b\u0259z\u0259n h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131rt\u0131yla A\u011flar insan. Ya da s\u0131xar, S\u0131xar b\u00fct\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, Bo\u011fazdak\u0131 o d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 O da d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259n\u0259-d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259n\u0259… N\u0259f\u0259s k\u0259s\u0259r, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10783"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10783"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10783\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10785,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10783\/revisions\/10785"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10783"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10783"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10783"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}