{"id":10833,"date":"2016-04-07T22:31:03","date_gmt":"2016-04-07T17:31:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10833"},"modified":"2016-04-07T22:31:03","modified_gmt":"2016-04-07T17:31:03","slug":"amma-olm%c9%99dim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10833","title":{"rendered":"Amma \u00f6lm\u0259dim&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/sekil1.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10834\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/sekil1-288x300.jpg\" alt=\"sekil\" width=\"288\" height=\"300\" \/><\/a>Kultur.az Sahil Abbasb\u0259ylinin <\/strong><strong>hekay\u0259sini t\u0259qdim edir.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Art\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7 ay olard\u0131 ki, valideynl\u0259rim bo\u015fanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Atam ba\u015fqa bir qad\u0131nla evl\u0259nmi\u015fdi v\u0259 atam\u0131n qohumlar\u0131ndan e\u015fitdikl\u0259rim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt evlilik h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>Anam qarda\u015f\u0131mgil\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. M\u0259nc\u0259, o da bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n m\u0259mnun idi.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n is\u0259 bir otaql\u0131 ev kiray\u0259l\u0259yib, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yeni h\u0259yat qurma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m.. Arada qalan yegan\u0259 \u015f\u0259xs m\u0259n idim, amma bu m\u0259n\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 \u00e7ox t\u0259sir etmirdi. Ayda bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131mgil\u0259 gedib anama ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kirdim.<\/p>\n<p>Onlar bo\u015fand\u0131qdan sonra bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 atamla \u0259laq\u0259 saxlamam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. He\u00e7 evl\u0259ndiyi qad\u0131n\u0131n kimliyi il\u0259 d\u0259 maraqlanmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. H\u0259r k\u0259sin h\u0259yat\u0131 qaydas\u0131nda idis\u0259, bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn narahat olma\u011fa he\u00e7 bir \u0259sas yox idi.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dc\u00e7 aydan sonra atamla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259rar verdim. Bazar g\u00fcn\u00fc idi. Bilirdim ki, atam evd\u0259dir. \u00c7\u00fcnki, bazar g\u00fcnl\u0259rin\u0259 nifr\u0259t edir v\u0259 q\u0259tiyy\u0259n evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r. H\u0259min g\u00fcn acl\u0131qdan \u00f6ls\u0259 d\u0259, market\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k alma\u011fa bel\u0259 getm\u0259z.<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131 binan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayan\u0131b mobil telefonla atama z\u0259ng vurdum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAlo, e\u015fidir\u0259m,\u201d dedi. Art\u0131q s\u0259sini unutmu\u015fdum. Sanki dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m atam yox, yad bir insan idi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSalam\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSalam, nec\u0259s\u0259n?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cH\u0259r \u015fey qaydas\u0131ndad\u0131r. Evd\u0259s\u0259n?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBu g\u00fcn bazar g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cD\u00fczd\u00fcr. H\u0259l\u0259lik,\u201d dedim. \u201cH\u0259l\u0259lik\u201d bel\u0259 dem\u0259d\u0259n telefonu sond\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Kobudlu\u011fu oldu\u011fu kimi qal\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fs\u0259bimd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim. Amma maraq hissi \u0259s\u0259bim\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn g\u0259ldi. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, yeni evl\u0259ndiyi qad\u0131n nec\u0259 biriydi? G\u00f6z\u0259l idimi? G\u00f6zl\u0259ri n\u0259 r\u0259ng idi? Anam\u0131 \u0259v\u0259zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k biri idimi? Y\u0259ni, buna d\u0259y\u0259rdimi?<\/p>\n<p>D\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259yib pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 yuxar\u0131 qalxd\u0131m v\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fcm. H\u0259y\u0259canlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131ndan atam, \u201ckimdir?\u201d dey\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ndi. Avtomatik olaraq, \u201cm\u0259n,\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n<p>Birinci. H\u0259r qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259 \u201ckimdir?\u201d sual\u0131 veril\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259, bu qap\u0131lara g\u00f6zl\u00fck niy\u0259 qoyulur?<\/p>\n<p>\u0130kinci. \u201cKimdir?\u201d sual\u0131na niy\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u201cm\u0259n\u201d cavab\u0131 verilir?<\/p>\n<p>Atam qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, a\u011f\u0131r s\u0259s tonuyla, \u201cN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 g\u0259lmis\u0259n?\u201d dedi. Bu sual\u0131n \u0259sas m\u0259nas\u0131 \u2013 \u201cN\u0259 itin az\u0131b burda?\u201d idi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cM\u0259n bil\u0259n, h\u0259l\u0259ki m\u0259ni \u00f6vladl\u0131qdan silm\u0259mis\u0259n v\u0259 m\u0259nim \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t v\u0259siq\u0259md\u0259 atam\u0131n ad\u0131 yerind\u0259 s\u0259nin ad\u0131n yaz\u0131l\u0131b\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKe\u00e7 i\u00e7\u0259ri\u201d. Bir az yumu\u015fald\u0131 s\u0259si. Bir azca da c\u0259hd ets\u0259ydi, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 bil\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n<p>Qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7dik. Masan\u0131n arxas\u0131nda m\u0259n\u0259 yer g\u00f6st\u0259rdi, \u00f6z\u00fc is\u0259 masan\u0131n ba\u015f t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 oturdu. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi. Ota\u011fa g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdim. H\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015filmi\u015fdi. Divarlar daha a\u00e7\u0131q r\u0259ng\u0259 boyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Atam\u0131n H\u0259cc ziy\u0259r\u0259tin\u0259 getdiyi zaman M\u0259kk\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdirdiyi \u015f\u0259kilin yerin\u0259 indi Pikassonun ad\u0131n\u0131 unutdu\u011fum \u0259trafa \u015f\u0259hv\u0259t sa\u00e7an tablosu as\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Quran kitab\u0131n\u0131n yerind\u0259 is\u0259 i\u00e7ki \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259l\u0259ri d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7ki \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb, \u201cAx\u0131 s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn deyirdin ki, insanlar d\u0259yi\u015fir\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cM\u0259n insanlar d\u0259yi\u015fir dey\u0259nd\u0259, bunu n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutmurdum. V\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259mis\u0259n, d\u0259yi\u015fdirilmis\u0259n. N\u0259 is\u0259&#8230; Ona bizim haqq\u0131m\u0131zda dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131san?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cO kimdi?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYeni h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131na\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBiz raz\u0131l\u0131\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015fik ki, bir-birimizin ke\u00e7mi\u015fini a\u00e7\u0131b t\u00f6km\u0259y\u0259k. Bu g\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015fayaq v\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259k\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l, amma bu s\u0259nin fikirl\u0259rin deyil. O fikirl\u0259\u015fir s\u0259n icra edirs\u0259n\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>Atam\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u0259rildiyini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSizd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259r nec\u0259dir?\u201d m\u00f6vzunu d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u018fla. H\u0259tta \u0259vv\u0259lkind\u0259n bel\u0259 daha yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSevindim\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo\u011frudan?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 bu vaxt i\u00e7\u0259ri bir qad\u0131n girdi. H\u00fcnd\u00fcr boylu, d\u00fcz qam\u0259tli bir qad\u0131n idi. Onu g\u00f6z\u0259l saymaq olard\u0131. Amma bu \u00fcz m\u0259n\u0259 birini xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSalam. S\u0259n Rayden olmal\u0131san\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cB\u0259li,\u201d dedim<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l ad\u0131n var\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cM\u0259n el\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcr\u0259m, \u0259ksin\u0259 \u00e7ox m\u0259nas\u0131z add\u0131r. Atam verib bu ad\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>Qad\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib atam\u0131n yan\u0131nda oturdu. Atam\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutub onu sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc atama tutub, \u201c\u0259traf\u0131mdak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar, sanki, m\u0259n\u0259 pis t\u0259sir g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yarad\u0131l\u0131blar,\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cN\u0259?\u201d atam ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k soru\u015fdu. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 atam\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m. Bird\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc qad\u0131na \u00e7evirib, \u201cSu v\u0259 ya \u00e7ay ver\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz? Yox, ya da gedib ba\u015fqa bir yerd\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259r\u0259m. Art\u0131q buran\u0131n m\u0259nim evim olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bir anl\u0131q unutdum,\u201d dedim. Niy\u0259s\u0259 t\u0259rsliyim tutmu\u015fdu. Atam yolda\u015f\u0131na tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, soyuducudan bir piv\u0259 g\u0259tirsin.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u0130\u00e7, s\u0259rinl\u0259 v\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015f,\u201d dedi atam.<\/p>\n<p>Piv\u0259ni a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7dim. Yax\u015f\u0131 t\u0259sir g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259ki \u0259s\u0259bi soyutdu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBir-biriniz\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z,\u201d dedim qad\u0131na. Qad\u0131n sevin\u0259r\u0259k atam\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259, \u201c\u00e7ox sa\u011fol,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSon d\u0259f\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131ma baxa bil\u0259r\u0259m?\u201d soru\u015fdum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, amma q\u0131z\u0131m orda olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r verim, \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOkey, problem yoxdur\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n qalx\u0131b qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. B\u00fct\u00fcn divarlar onlar\u0131n ail\u0259 fotolar\u0131 il\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Bird\u0259n donub qald\u0131m. Fotolardan birind\u0259 Melissan\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Beynim donmu\u015fdu. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 bilmirdim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cQ\u0131z\u0131m, g\u0259l Raydenla tan\u0131\u015f ol. Art\u0131q qarda\u015f-bac\u0131 say\u0131l\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z\u201d. Qad\u0131n bunu dey\u0259r\u0259k ota\u011fa girdi. Ba\u015fqa biri n\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 ki\u00e7ik add\u0131mlarla ota\u011fa girdi.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc fotoya zill\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, \u201c\u015e\u0259hzad\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131r v\u0259 qorxaq add\u0131mlarla c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 daxil olur,\u201d dedim. N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, harda oldu\u011fumu, bilmirdim. Bir siqaret \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b el\u0259 evin ortas\u0131ndaca yand\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAta, \u0259traf\u0131mdak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar, sanki, m\u0259n\u0259 pis t\u0259sir g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yarad\u0131l\u0131blar,\u201d dedim fotoya baxaraq.<\/p>\n<p>Siqaret beynimi ayd\u0131nland\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259 Melissaya, n\u0259 d\u0259 anas\u0131na baxmadan ke\u00e7ib masadak\u0131 yerimd\u0259 oturdum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilmir\u0259m,\u201d atam dedi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEl\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cRayden\u201d. Melissa ilk d\u0259f\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. \u201cBunlar\u0131n he\u00e7 birind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rim yox idi.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cM\u0259nim d\u0259\u201d. Siqareti bo\u015f piv\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 atd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cO\u011flum, ist\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259, bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t biziml\u0259 ya\u015fa\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYox, t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m. \u201cMr. Nobody\u201d filmini bu evd\u0259 canland\u0131rma\u011f\u0131n bir m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdu\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMelissa, d\u00fczd\u00fcr s\u0259n insanlara qiym\u0259t verm\u0259yi bacarm\u0131rsan, amma yeni atana qiym\u0259t verm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f. Yax\u015f\u0131 insand\u0131r,\u201d dedim. Melissan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu. \u201cAta, siz\u0259 d\u0259 bol \u015fans arzu edir\u0259m. Uzun \u00f6m\u00fcr, ail\u0259 s\u0259ad\u0259ti, yeni h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131nla\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>Getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131m. Qap\u0131 bir az aralanan kimi h\u00fcnd\u00fcrboylu, saqqal\u0131 bir ki\u015fi \u0259lind\u0259ki tapan\u00e7an\u0131n l\u00fcl\u0259sini aln\u0131ma dir\u0259yib, \u201cgir i\u00e7\u0259ri,\u201d dedi. Silah\u0131n soyuqlu\u011fu b\u0259d\u0259nim\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259 sald\u0131. Q\u0259rib\u0259 olsa da, he\u00e7 qorxmad\u0131m. Hadis\u0259l\u0259rin g\u0259di\u015fat\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 maraql\u0131 idi. M\u0259ni it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259-it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 atamgilin oldu\u011fu ota\u011fa sald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bu adam kim idi?<\/p>\n<p>Kimi \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi?<\/p>\n<p>Avtomatik beynim\u0259 \u00c7exovun \u015fablona \u00e7evrilmi\u015f aforizmi g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00fctl\u0259q kims\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259liydi.<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, m\u0259ni k\u0259nara it\u0259l\u0259yib, at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7d\u0131. D\u00f6n\u00fcb arxama baxd\u0131m. Atam\u0131 vurmu\u015fdu. D\u00fcz aln\u0131n\u0131n ortas\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cS\u0259n kims\u0259n?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Atam\u0131n yerd\u0259 uzanan c\u0259s\u0259din\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131q idi. Sanki g\u00f6z\u00fca\u00e7\u0131q yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ruhu bo\u015fluqda \u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Qorxdum. \u00d6lm\u0259kd\u0259n yox, ruhumun m\u0259ni t\u0259rk etm\u0259sind\u0259n qorxdum. T\u0259rk edilm\u0259k qorxusu&#8230; Ayr\u0131l\u0131q&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cS\u0259n kims\u0259n?\u201d daha m\u00f6hk\u0259m s\u0259sl\u0259 t\u0259krar etdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00d6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcn adam\u0131n o\u011flu\u201d. Raz\u0131yam, axmaqcas\u0131na verilmi\u015f cavab idi. Qurdu\u011fum c\u00fcml\u0259 \u201cm\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u201d il\u0259 eyni m\u0259nan\u0131 k\u0259sb edirdi.<\/p>\n<p>Daha bir at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Sin\u0259md\u0259n vuruldum. Arxas\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131lark\u0259n Melissa v\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131m. Hadis\u0259l\u0259r o q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 c\u0259r\u0259yan etmi\u015fdi ki, donmu\u015fdular, reaksiya ver\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 deyildil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Qatil \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc qad\u0131na tutub dedi, \u201cEl\u0259 bildin m\u0259nd\u0259n bo\u015fanmaqla h\u0259r \u015fey bitdi? S\u0259n m\u0259nims\u0259n!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Yad\u0131mda qalan son \u015fey bu oldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6lm\u0259dim. \u00d6l\u0259 d\u0259 bil\u0259rdim, amma \u00f6lm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fam v\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk hekay\u0259 bu oldu. M\u0259nc\u0259, \u00f6lm\u0259k yazmaqdan daha asand\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"10833\">Yaz\u0131ya 1203 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kultur.az Sahil Abbasb\u0259ylinin hekay\u0259sini t\u0259qdim edir. Art\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7 ay olard\u0131 ki, valideynl\u0259rim bo\u015fanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Atam ba\u015fqa bir qad\u0131nla evl\u0259nmi\u015fdi v\u0259 atam\u0131n qohumlar\u0131ndan e\u015fitdikl\u0259rim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt evlilik h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Anam qarda\u015f\u0131mgil\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. M\u0259nc\u0259, o da bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n m\u0259mnun idi. M\u0259n is\u0259 bir otaql\u0131 ev kiray\u0259l\u0259yib, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yeni h\u0259yat qurma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m.. 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