{"id":10859,"date":"2016-04-11T13:57:23","date_gmt":"2016-04-11T08:57:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10859"},"modified":"2016-04-11T13:57:23","modified_gmt":"2016-04-11T08:57:23","slug":"s%c9%99hid-polkovnik-leytenantin-oglu-atamin-olumu-m%c9%99ni-ruhlandirdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=10859","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259hid polkovnik-leytenant\u0131n o\u011flu: \u201cAtam\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc m\u0259ni ruhland\u0131rd\u0131\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b style=\"font-size: 18px;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/raqiforucovvv.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10860\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/raqiforucovvv-300x195.jpg\" alt=\"raqiforucovvv\" width=\"300\" height=\"195\" \/><\/a>Qaraba\u011fda ged\u0259n son d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r zaman\u0131 q\u0259hr\u0259mancas\u0131na \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015f polkovnik-leytenant Raqub Orucovun o\u011flu Aq\u015fin Orucov Aznews.az-a m\u00fcsahib\u0259 verib, atas\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolu, h\u0259yat t\u0259rzi, ail\u0259sin\u0259, v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 maraql\u0131 m\u0259qamlara toxunub.<\/b><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259min m\u00fcsahib\u0259ni t\u0259qdim edirik:<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 Aq\u015fin, s\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259nci sinifd\u0259 oxuyursan?<br \/>\n<\/b>\u2013 10-da oxuyuram,16 ya\u015f\u0131m var.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 Evd\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 u\u015faqs\u0131n\u0131z?<br \/>\n<\/b>\u2013 \u0130ki. M\u0259nd\u0259n ki\u00e7ik bir qarda\u015f\u0131m var, bac\u0131m\u0131z yoxdu.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 Atanla ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259 vaxt g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn?<\/b><br \/>\n\u2013 Son d\u0259f\u0259 Novruz bayram\u0131nda, mart\u0131n 21-d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.<br \/>\n<b><br \/>\n\u2013 Son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n\u0131z, yad\u0131na qal\u0131bm\u0131?<\/b><br \/>\n\u2013 \u018fsas\u0259n bayram haqq\u0131nda s\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259dik. Atam evd\u0259 \u00e7ox otura bilm\u0259di, g\u0259ldi, bir az bayram s\u00fcfr\u0259sind\u0259n yeyib-i\u00e7di, sonra t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n qay\u0131d\u0131b getdi. Ondan sonra bir daha atam\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 He\u00e7 telefonla da dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131n\u0131z?<\/b><br \/>\n\u2013 Aprelin \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t qar\u0131\u015fandan sonra tez-tez anama z\u0259ng el\u0259yir, yax\u015f\u0131yam deyib telefonu s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 Sonra z\u0259ngi g\u0259lm\u0259di?<\/b><br \/>\n\u2013 Yox. \u00d6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259ri g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 Atan ne\u00e7\u0259 ildi h\u0259rbid\u0259ydi?<\/b><br \/>\n\u2013 25 il\u0259 yax\u0131n. Bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 atam dem\u0259k olar ki, ancaq h\u0259rbid\u0259 olub. 15 g\u00fcnl\u00fck m\u0259zuniyy\u0259t g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc, onda da evd\u0259 otura bilmirdi. He\u00e7 vaxt arxa c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 meylli olmad\u0131, ancaq \u00f6n c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259 olurdu. G\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc 15 g\u00fcn m\u0259zuniyy\u0259t tamam olmam\u0131\u015f qay\u0131d\u0131b gedirdi.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 Atan evd\u0259 sizl\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259n haqq\u0131nda, v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259rlikd\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m\u0131?<br \/>\n<\/b>\u2013 Atam bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 sevm\u0259zdi, amma biz ona bax\u0131b ruhlan\u0131rd\u0131q. Atam\u0131 son m\u0259nzil\u0259 o c\u00fcr bir izdihamla yola sal\u0131nandan sonra fikirl\u0259\u015fdim ki, y\u0259qin, h\u0259r k\u0259s bel\u0259 bir \u00f6l\u00fcm ist\u0259y\u0259r. Bu, ucuz bir \u00f6l\u00fcm deyil, b\u00f6y\u00fck bir \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fcr. Bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 m\u0259n yas yerind\u0259y\u0259m, amma atam\u0131n q\u0259brinin ba\u015f\u0131nda m\u00fctl\u0259q kiml\u0259rs\u0259 var, halbuki o adamlar\u0131n he\u00e7 birini tan\u0131m\u0131ram. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r insan\u0131n yas yerin\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259si, d\u0259rdimizi b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259si bizi rahatlad\u0131r, sakitl\u0259\u015fdirir.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 Atan\u0131n \u015f\u0259hid olmas\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 bir o\u011ful kimi n\u0259 dedi?<br \/>\n<\/b>\u2013 M\u0259ni h\u0259rbiy\u0259 daha da h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259ndirdi, ruhland\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 B\u0259s s\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli ver\u0259n n\u0259dir?<br \/>\n<\/b>\u2013 Atam\u0131n \u015f\u0259hid olmas\u0131, \u015f\u0259hidlik ad\u0131n\u0131 qazanmas\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 yol q\u0259zas\u0131nda d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fs\u0259ydi, onun yoxlu\u011funa d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim. Amma atam\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid o\u011flu ad\u0131n\u0131 miras qoymas\u0131 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck t\u0259s\u0259llimdi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram, yola \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram, m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram, h\u0259r k\u0259s m\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid Orucovun o\u011flu g\u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 bax\u0131r. H\u0259r k\u0259sin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n \u015f\u0259hid s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc oxuya bilir\u0259m. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara g\u00f6r\u0259 atama borcluyam.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 Balaca qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n ne\u00e7\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131 var?<br \/>\n<\/b>\u2013 Qarda\u015f\u0131m h\u0259l\u0259 4-c\u00fc sinifd\u0259 oxuyur. 12 ya\u015f\u0131 var. H\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015feyi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr. Daha do\u011frusu, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, amma&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 D\u0259rk ed\u0259 bilmir&#8230;<br \/>\n<\/b>\u2013 B\u0259li, d\u0259rk el\u0259mir. Ancaq a\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 Atan ay\u0131n ne\u00e7\u0259sind\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid oldu?<br \/>\n<\/b>\u2013 Atam\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 biz\u0259 \u00e7ox gec m\u0259lumat verdil\u0259r. Qohumlar\u0131m\u0131z ham\u0131s\u0131 bilirdi, biz is\u0259 aprelin 3-d\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r tutduq.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 bir \u00fcmid var idi ki, atam sa\u011fd\u0131, h\u0259yatdad\u0131?<br \/>\n<\/b>\u2013 \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 biz\u0259 demi\u015fdil\u0259r ki, yaral\u0131d\u0131. Sonra evimiz\u0259 tabut g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. Bu ana q\u0259d\u0259r ham\u0131m\u0131z \u00fcmidliydik ki, h\u0259yatdad\u0131, ya\u015fay\u0131r&#8230; El\u0259 bilirdik ki, x\u0259st\u0259xanaya g\u0259tirirl\u0259r, s\u0259n dem\u0259, ev\u0259 g\u0259tirirl\u0259rmi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 Aq\u015fin, bayaq dedin ki, bu q\u0259d\u0259r insan\u0131n d\u0259rdimiz\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik olmas\u0131 bizi sakitl\u0259\u015fdirir, t\u0259s\u0259lli verir. B\u0259s ham\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na oturub atandan \u00f6tr\u00fc nec\u0259 dar\u0131xaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr el\u0259y\u0259 bilirs\u0259nmi?<br \/>\n<\/b>\u2013 H\u0259l\u0259 ki \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck qorxum da el\u0259 budur. H\u0259l\u0259 ki o a\u011fr\u0131 il\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fik, \u00e7\u00fcnki insanlar bizi t\u0259k qoymay\u0131blar. Amma \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck qorxdu\u011fum t\u0259k qal\u0131b atam\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259kdi, t\u0259k qal\u0131b ondan \u00f6tr\u00fc dar\u0131xmaqd\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 S\u0259nin 16 ya\u015f\u0131n var, amma dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr ki, \u00e7ox m\u0259ntiqli, soyuqqanl\u0131 v\u0259 t\u0259mkinlis\u0259n. Bu atan\u0131n h\u0259rb\u00e7i xasiyy\u0259tidirmi?<br \/>\n<\/b>\u2013 B\u0259li&#8230; Atam da b\u00fct\u00fcn hadis\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7ox soyuqqanl\u0131 v\u0259 t\u0259mkinli yana\u015fard\u0131. Y\u0259qin ki, ondan g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm, \u00f6yr\u0259ndiyim \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n biri d\u0259 bel\u0259 bir xasiyy\u0259tdir.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 Anan da hadis\u0259ni bel\u0259 t\u0259mkinl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131m\u0131?<br \/>\n<\/b>\u2013 Yox, t\u0259bii ki, anam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r oldu. \u00c7\u00fcnki atam anama yax\u015f\u0131 h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 olub. H\u0259l\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 atam\u0131n anama n\u0259s\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r s\u00f6z dediyini, x\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259ydiyini g\u00f6r\u00fcm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, e\u015fitm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. T\u0259kc\u0259 anama yox, biz\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 da h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u00fclayim davran\u0131b, birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun \u00fcr\u0259yimiz\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259yib. Atam \u00e7ox xo\u015fxasiyy\u0259t insan idi. H\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7ox ciddi adam idi. Onun bir bax\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan n\u0259yin xo\u015funa g\u0259lib, n\u0259yin xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259diyini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilirdim.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 \u0130st\u0259rdinmi m\u00fcharib\u0259 olmas\u0131n?<br \/>\n<\/b>\u2013 T\u0259bii ki, m\u00fcharib\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u00fcharib\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131lmazd\u0131. 25 ildi bizim insanlar\u0131m\u0131z, ana v\u0259 bac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z v\u0259t\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259ti \u00e7\u0259kir. \u015e\u0259hidin o\u011flu da \u015f\u0259hid oldu, amma torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u0259sar\u0259ti alt\u0131ndad\u0131. Art\u0131q sondur, h\u00fccuma ke\u00e7m\u0259liyik, bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 son qoymal\u0131y\u0131q. \u018fg\u0259r m\u00fcharib\u0259dirs\u0259 burda itki d\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Texnika n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r inki\u015faf el\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, h\u0259r \u015feyi idar\u0259 el\u0259y\u0259n insand\u0131 v\u0259 insan\u0131n v\u0259t\u0259n sevgisidi.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 Atan yuxuna girmiyib ki h\u0259l\u0259?<br \/>\n<\/b>\u2013 Yox, h\u0259l\u0259 ki qona\u011f\u0131m olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 G\u00f6zl\u0259yirs\u0259nmi yuxuna g\u0259lsin?<br \/>\n<\/b>\u2013 B\u0259li, \u00e7ox g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><b>\u2013 Yuxuda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fs\u0259niz atana n\u0259 dey\u0259rs\u0259n?<br \/>\n<\/b>\u2013 T\u0259bii ki, onun \u015f\u0259hid olmas\u0131 il\u0259 f\u0259xr edir\u0259m, q\u00fcrur duyuram. He\u00e7 vaxt dem\u0259r\u0259m ki, atam \u015f\u0259hid olub dey\u0259 \u00fczg\u00fcn\u0259m. Amma y\u0259qin, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rsiniz ki, atas\u0131zl\u0131q n\u0259 dem\u0259kdi. Atam \u015f\u0259hid olub dey\u0259 \u00e7ox q\u00fcrurluyam, amma atam\u0131 itirdim dey\u0259 \u00e7ox m\u0259yusam. Yuxuma girs\u0259 dey\u0259r\u0259m ki, ata, qay\u0131t g\u0259l&#8230;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"10859\">Yaz\u0131ya 601 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Qaraba\u011fda ged\u0259n son d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r zaman\u0131 q\u0259hr\u0259mancas\u0131na \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015f polkovnik-leytenant Raqub Orucovun o\u011flu Aq\u015fin Orucov Aznews.az-a m\u00fcsahib\u0259 verib, atas\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolu, h\u0259yat t\u0259rzi, ail\u0259sin\u0259, v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 maraql\u0131 m\u0259qamlara toxunub. H\u0259min m\u00fcsahib\u0259ni t\u0259qdim edirik: \u2013 Aq\u015fin, s\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259nci sinifd\u0259 oxuyursan? \u2013 10-da oxuyuram,16 ya\u015f\u0131m var. \u2013 Evd\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 u\u015faqs\u0131n\u0131z? \u2013 \u0130ki. M\u0259nd\u0259n ki\u00e7ik bir qarda\u015f\u0131m [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[14],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10859"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10859"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10859\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10861,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10859\/revisions\/10861"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10859"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10859"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10859"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}