{"id":11001,"date":"2016-05-07T19:16:50","date_gmt":"2016-05-07T14:16:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11001"},"modified":"2016-05-07T19:16:50","modified_gmt":"2016-05-07T14:16:50","slug":"f%c9%99rid%c9%99-agayeva-m%c9%99n-s%c9%99ma-sahiniy%c9%99m","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11001","title":{"rendered":"F\u0259rid\u0259 A\u011fayeva &#8211;      M\u0259n s\u0259ma \u015eahiniy\u0259m"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"color: #141823;\">\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/poeziya.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-8554\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/poeziya.jpg\" alt=\"poeziya\" width=\"275\" height=\"183\" \/><\/a>\u015e\u0259hid olan pilotlar\u0131m\u0131z:<br \/>\nMayor Urfan V\u0259lizad\u0259 v\u0259 Mayor T\u0259briz Mustafazad\u0259 nin \u0259ziz xatir\u0259sin\u0259<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">M\u0259n s\u0259ma \u015fahiniy\u0259m..<br \/>\n\u00d6rp\u0259yi \u00f6rt ba\u015f\u0131na,<br \/>\nAnam, m\u0259niml\u0259 f\u0259xr et..<br \/>\n\u00c7ox uzaqda deyil\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u0259g\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u0259lini a\u00e7 g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259,<br \/>\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015flarda dua et&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">G\u00f6yl\u0259r m\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r,<br \/>\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015flaki s\u0259ni yox,<br \/>\nM\u0259n onu se\u00e7dim Ana!<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r,<br \/>\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015flaki sevdiyim,<br \/>\n\u0259hdimizi unudub,<br \/>\nS\u0259nsiz yeti\u015fdim sona..<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">M\u0259n s\u0259ma \u015fahiniy\u0259m&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib,<br \/>\nS\u0259malardan &#8220;G\u0259l&#8221; deyir..<br \/>\nbaxd\u0131m torpa\u011fa sar\u0131,<br \/>\ng\u00f6zl\u0259dim m\u0259n \u00fcmidl\u0259<br \/>\nb\u0259lk\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n &#8220;d\u00f6n&#8221;dey\u0259r,<br \/>\nSusdu dinm\u0259di V\u0259t\u0259n<br \/>\nY\u0259qin oda &#8220;\u00d6l&#8221;deyir&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">Taleyin ironiyas\u0131..<br \/>\ndaha n\u0259 deyim buna,<br \/>\nD\u00fcn\u0259n g\u00fcld\u00fcm doyunca,<br \/>\nAxd\u0131 sevinc g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m..<br \/>\nBu g\u00fcn anam a\u011flay\u0131r,<br \/>\n\u00d6n\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259zar da\u015f\u0131m..<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259ma \u015fahiniy\u0259m..<br \/>\nG\u00f6yl\u0259r m\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">***<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">G\u00f6y\u0259 baxaq..(X\u0259yallar dayanaca\u011f\u0131)<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">G\u00f6y\u0259 baxaq-X\u0259yallar dayanaca\u011f\u0131<br \/>\nTurgut Uyar\u0131n&#8221; G\u00f6\u011fe bakma dura\u011fi &#8220;\u015feiri \u0259sas\u0131nda_variasiya &#8211;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">\u0130kimiz bird\u0259n sevin\u0259k dey\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u0259l sad\u0259c\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259 baxaq..<br \/>\nSayr\u0131\u015fan i\u015f\u0131qlardan,<br \/>\nBizi anlamayan tan\u0131\u015flardan,<br \/>\nK\u00f6rp\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259n,<br \/>\nQ\u00fcrub ed\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fimd\u0259n,<br \/>\nAyr\u0131laq v\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259 baxaq&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00d6zg\u0259 yollar\u0131nda t\u00fck\u0259n\u0259n bu g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi,<br \/>\n\u00d6zg\u0259 qollar\u0131nda \u0259s\u0259n bu \u0259ll\u0259rimi,<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 xilas et&#8230;<br \/>\nBu evl\u0259ri,k\u0259ndl\u0259ri,\u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ri,<br \/>\nKe\u00e7, get&#8230;V\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u0259l sad\u0259c\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259 baxaq&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">Arzular dayanaca\u011f\u0131na \u00e7at\u0131r\u0131q indi,<br \/>\nBudur, avtobus dayand\u0131 v\u0259 g\u0259ncliyimiz endi..<br \/>\nH\u0259r yer z\u00fclm\u0259t olanda qa\u00e7 g\u0259l,<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259r yuxuya ged\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\no\u011frular,polisl\u0259r,Aclar,toxlar..<br \/>\nBir kims\u0259 bizi g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nQa\u00e7 g\u0259l v\u0259 yaln\u0131z onda<br \/>\nBiz&#8221; biz &#8220;olar\u0131q&#8230;<br \/>\nHam\u0131 yuxuya ged\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nBir m\u0259n ,bir d\u0259 s\u0259n ..s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r oyaq qalaq,<br \/>\nSevginin a\u011fu\u015funda, bir gec\u0259lik s\u0259rxo\u015f olub,<br \/>\n\u0130kimiz eyn\u0131 anda g\u00f6y\u0259 baxaq&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">S\u0259nin bu \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 n\u0259 var bilmir\u0259m,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcc ver\u0259n,m\u0259ni m\u0259n ed\u0259n..<br \/>\nS\u0259nin bu g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 n\u0259 var bilmir\u0259m,<br \/>\nD\u0259niz\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r o g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259 getdikc\u0259 bat\u0131ram,<br \/>\nBo\u011fulaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bil\u0259-bil\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259n\u0259 at\u0131ram..<br \/>\nM\u0259ni \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 qoyma \u0259ll\u0259rimi tut v\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u0259l sad\u0259c\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259 baxaq..<br \/>\nGizlin gizlin s\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131ram,\u00fcr\u0259yim isinsin dey\u0259<br \/>\nV\u0259 isinir&#8230;<br \/>\nSevgi dolu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ma g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f d\u0259 qat\u0131ram<br \/>\nSevdiyimi bil\u0259s\u0259n dey\u0259<br \/>\nV\u0259 bilinir&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u0259ni qay\u011f\u0131lardan ald\u0131m v\u0259 bura g\u0259tirdim,<br \/>\nArxanda o q\u0259d\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131 buraxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131nki..<br \/>\nHam\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bir-bir ba\u011flad\u0131mki,<br \/>\nBir daha geri d\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130ndi x\u0259yallar dayanaca\u011f\u0131nda vaxt bit\u0259c\u0259k,<br \/>\nAvtobus g\u0259lib bizi aparacaq,<br \/>\nG\u0259l el\u0259 yer\u0259 ged\u0259k ki geri d\u00f6nm\u0259k ehtimal\u0131 olmas\u0131n,<br \/>\nYoxsa ikimiz\u0259d\u0259 cox \u00e7\u0259tin olacaq&#8230;<br \/>\n\u018fslind\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rin b\u0259s ed\u0259r,<br \/>\nb\u0259s ed\u0259rki,davam etsin h\u0259yat&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u0259ni ald\u0131m,\u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 h\u0259bs etdim.<br \/>\nH\u0259bs etdimki,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim d\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259,s\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259s\u0259n!<br \/>\nhec dayanma..\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlat,<br \/>\nD\u00f6y\u00fcn v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlat&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">Bir g\u00fcnl\u00fck yan\u0131ma g\u0259l v\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi unudaq<br \/>\n\u0130kimiz bir yerd\u0259 sevin\u0259k dey\u0259,<br \/>\n\u0259ll\u0259rimd\u0259n tut v\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259 baxaq&#8230;<br \/>\nBura x\u0259yallar dayanaca\u011f\u0131d\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">***<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">S\u0259nin kimi m\u0259n he\u00e7 k\u0259si sevm\u0259dim&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">Q\u0259lbim dolub,g\u00f6z a\u011flay\u0131r,ya\u015f gedir,<br \/>\nG\u00fcnl\u0259r ke\u00e7ir, aylar \u00f6t\u00fcr ,ya\u015f gedir,<br \/>\nA\u011f sa\u00e7lar\u0131m qara tel\u0259 yas edir,<br \/>\nCavan ya\u015fda qoca d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, bilm\u0259dim..<br \/>\nS\u0259nin kimi m\u0259n he\u00e7k\u0259si sevm\u0259dim&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">Anlam\u0131ram,pay\u0131z niy\u0259? q\u0131\u015f niy\u0259?<br \/>\nG\u00fcn varik\u0259n soyuq niy\u0259? buz niy\u0259?<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 hicran niy\u0259? k\u00fcs niy\u0259?<br \/>\nBu hicrandan qoca d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm,bilm\u0259dim..<br \/>\nS\u0259nin kimi m\u0259n heck\u0259si sevm\u0259dim&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">D\u00f6n ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rimi o\u011furla,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 aid ill\u0259rimi o\u011furla,<br \/>\nBax\u0131\u015f\u0131nla bax\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 o\u011furla,<br \/>\nO g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259 qoca d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm,bilm\u0259dim&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u0259nin kimi m\u0259n he\u00e7k\u0259si sevm\u0259dim..<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">\u018fg\u0259r bir g\u00fcn geri d\u00f6nm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259n,<br \/>\nGecdir..d\u00f6nm\u0259,x\u0259yal\u0131nda ist\u0259 s\u0259n,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259yirs\u0259n?\u00f6m\u00fcr boyu g\u00f6zl\u0259 s\u0259n,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn yolda s\u0259n qocald\u0131n,bilm\u0259din..<br \/>\nM\u0259nim kimi s\u0259n he\u00e7k\u0259si sevm\u0259din&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">***<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">Xatir\u0259l\u0259r..(S\u0259nsizlik..)<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">Yen\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259r a\u011flad\u0131r m\u0259ni,<br \/>\n\u00dcz tutub g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n s\u00f6z a\u00e7d\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\nQap\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259nd\u0259 bir \u00f6zg\u0259,bir yad,<br \/>\nG\u0259l\u0259ni s\u0259n bilib \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">Yen\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259r a\u011flad\u0131r m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nAnlad\u0131m,ged\u0259nl\u0259r m\u0259cburi getmir<br \/>\nEdil\u0259n dualar \u00e7ar\u0259 deyilmi\u015f,<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259t asanl\u0131qla sonlan\u0131b bitmir&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">\u0130kimiz yan-yana \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdirdik,<br \/>\n\u0130ndi \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259k g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n<br \/>\nOvcuma y\u0131\u011fsam da ax\u0131 n\u0259 fayda?<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n ya\u015flarla s\u0259n d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">Yen\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259r a\u011flad\u0131r m\u0259ni,<br \/>\n\u00d6yr\u0259ndim..h\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259k eyni d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u00fcr&#8230;<br \/>\nM\u0259nim g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 yen\u0259 s\u0259n varsan,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259ksim g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">Yen\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259r a\u011flad\u0131r m\u0259ni..<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc dikmi\u015f\u0259m h\u0259r \u00f6t\u0259n yola<br \/>\n\u0130lahi,sevgid\u0259n n\u0259l\u0259r olarm\u0131\u015f,<br \/>\n&#8220;S\u0259nsizliyi&#8221; sevdim.,s\u0259n ola-ola&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #141823;\">\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"11001\">Yaz\u0131ya 933 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u015e\u0259hid olan pilotlar\u0131m\u0131z: Mayor Urfan V\u0259lizad\u0259 v\u0259 Mayor T\u0259briz Mustafazad\u0259 nin \u0259ziz xatir\u0259sin\u0259 M\u0259n s\u0259ma \u015fahiniy\u0259m.. \u00d6rp\u0259yi \u00f6rt ba\u015f\u0131na, Anam, m\u0259niml\u0259 f\u0259xr et.. \u00c7ox uzaqda deyil\u0259m, \u0259g\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259n, \u0259lini a\u00e7 g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259, Ya\u011f\u0131\u015flarda dua et&#8230; G\u00f6yl\u0259r m\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r, Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaki s\u0259ni yox, M\u0259n onu se\u00e7dim Ana! V\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r, Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaki sevdiyim, \u0259hdimizi unudub, S\u0259nsiz yeti\u015fdim sona.. 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