{"id":11026,"date":"2016-05-21T22:08:47","date_gmt":"2016-05-21T17:08:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11026"},"modified":"2016-05-21T22:08:47","modified_gmt":"2016-05-21T17:08:47","slug":"az%c9%99r-allahverdiyev-s%c9%99nd%c9%99n-x%c9%99b%c9%99rsiz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11026","title":{"rendered":"Az\u0259r Allahverdiyev – S\u018fND\u018fN X\u018fB\u018fRS\u0130Z\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"13001266_496600957189674_8398784788870464882_n\"<\/a>P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q idi. Nar\u0131n-nar\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00fclnar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yol \u00e7\u0259kirdi, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc o g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saat p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 dayan\u0131b ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa bax\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259r ke\u00e7ir, \u00f6t\u0259nl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin p\u0259rd\u0259si yell\u0259nir, bir qu\u015f h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 boynunu b\u00fck\u00fcb p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259n durub i\u00e7\u0259ri boylan\u0131rd\u0131. O qu\u015fu g\u00f6r\u00fcb d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, n\u0259 is\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r g\u0259tirib. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r fikirini qu\u015fa y\u00f6n\u0259ltdi. Onunla \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t edib dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00fclnar qu\u015fa xatir\u0259l\u0259rini dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b butas\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131rma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yirdi, sanki na\u011f\u0131llardak\u0131 kimi. Bir q\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n sonra o yata\u011fa ke\u00e7di, meh h\u0259zin-h\u0259zin \u0259sirdi. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u0259s\u0259n meh onu daha d\u0259rind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcb, k\u00f6vr\u0259ltmi\u015fdi. Hava qaralm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, meh davaml\u0131 \u0259sirdi.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 duran qu\u015f dimdiyinl\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni taqq\u0131ldad\u0131r, onun yuxusunu \u0259r\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Qu\u015fun taqq\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 davaml\u0131-davaml\u0131 g\u0259lirdi.
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f \u015fidd\u0259tli ya\u011fma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Bu qu\u015f sanki G\u00fclnar\u0131n bir \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu izl\u0259yib onun t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss edib p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 qonur, onunla s\u00f6hb\u0259t edir, xatir\u0259l\u0259rini t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259yirdi. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 G\u00fclnar qu\u015fu p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7ox k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259nirdi. Onun gec\u0259l\u0259r qu\u015fla \u015firin-\u015firin s\u00f6hb\u0259ti, h\u0259r gec\u0259ni \u00f6t\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 qaytarma\u011f\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259rin t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259yin\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olurdu.<\/p>\n

Astaca G\u00fclnar yata\u011f\u0131ndan duraraq p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 ke\u00e7di. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni ba\u011flamaq ist\u0259yirdi ki, qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n

O anda qap\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si qu\u015fu u\u00e7urtdu.<\/p>\n

Asta-asta qap\u0131ya do\u011fru yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Gec\u0259 yar\u0131 idi, G\u00fclnar qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, onu ev\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etdi. Onlar \u00f6t\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, G\u00fclnar dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca fikir\u0259 dal\u0131b, damla-damla g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 kipriyinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 durmu\u015fdur.<\/p>\n

O biranl\u0131\u011fa ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b G\u00fclnar\u0131n kipriyind\u0259ki ya\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131 silib sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131:
\n\u2013 S\u0259ni bir \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu izl\u0259y\u0259n, o qu\u015f m\u0259nim ruhumdur, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259n gec\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259ninl\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259nl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlay\u0131b, xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b m\u0259zar\u0131ma qay\u0131d\u0131ram. Hiss ed\u0259r\u0259m \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki k\u0259d\u0259ri, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131. Nec\u0259 ki, s\u0259ninl\u0259 tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z nar\u0131n-nar\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcf etmi\u015fdir, bu g\u00fcnd\u0259 yenid\u0259n, o g\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcf etdi, Bax s\u0259ninl\u0259 qovu\u015fma\u011f\u0131m, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin nar\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u0259si g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ksidir. D\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n sa\u00e7lar\u0131nd\u0131r, d\u00fcma\u011f a\u011farar\u0131bd\u0131r, n\u0259d\u0259n G\u00fclnar?<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u0130ll\u0259rdir gizl\u0259tdiyim sirri s\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259 bilmirdim, indi ruhuna sar\u0131laraq s\u0259ni sevdiyimi, s\u0259ni axtar\u0131ram s\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz, El\u00e7in \u2026<\/p>\n

Cismim torpa\u011fa qovu\u015fsada, ruhum s\u0259ninl\u0259dir, s\u0259ni axtar\u0131ram, s\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz, G\u00fclnar!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 643 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q idi. Nar\u0131n-nar\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00fclnar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yol \u00e7\u0259kirdi, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc o g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saat p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 dayan\u0131b ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa bax\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259r ke\u00e7ir, \u00f6t\u0259nl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin p\u0259rd\u0259si yell\u0259nir, bir qu\u015f h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 boynunu b\u00fck\u00fcb p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259n durub i\u00e7\u0259ri boylan\u0131rd\u0131. O qu\u015fu g\u00f6r\u00fcb d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, n\u0259 is\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r g\u0259tirib. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r fikirini qu\u015fa […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11026"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11026"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11026\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11028,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11026\/revisions\/11028"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11026"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11026"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11026"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}