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\"12250052_1642741422634486_4326246236419150550_n\"<\/a><\/p>\n

BAHAR<\/p>\n

Bahar\u0131n e\u015fqinin dili \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r,
\nAr\u0131lar \u0259tir\u0259, qoxuya gedir.
\nOyan\u0131r arzular, yatan dil\u0259kl\u0259r,
\nQ\u0259m-k\u0259d\u0259r m\u00f6vs\u00fcm\u00fc yuxuya gedir.<\/p>\n

Hey \u0259sir g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r d\u0259li gil\u0259var,
\nGec\u0259l\u0259r qonaqd\u0131 x\u0259zri k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r.
\nBitm\u0259z bel\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259r, \u00fcmid h\u0259l\u0259 var,
\nG\u0259tirir sevinci, h\u0259zzi k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr s\u0259mada buludlar indi,
\nOnlar\u0131 sand\u0131\u011fa kims\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131bd\u0131.
\nEl\u0259 ki, \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131, dindi,
\nS\u0259man\u0131n taxt\u0131na g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00e7\u0131x\u0131bd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eim\u015f\u0259kdir bahar\u0131n \u00e7al\u0131nan z\u0259ngi,
\nQu\u015flar\u0131n s\u0259siyl\u0259 oyan\u0131r t\u0259bi\u0259t.
\nT\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm paylay\u0131r \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nin r\u0259ngi,
\nBir r\u0259ssam \u0259liyl\u0259 boyan\u0131r t\u0259bi\u0259t.<\/p>\n

Birc\u0259 q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131mla tezc\u0259 al\u0131\u015fan,
\nArzu tonqal\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr bahar.
\n\u0130\u00e7in\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259 gec\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fan,
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131lan g\u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr bahar.<\/p>\n

AYRILIQ YA\u015eLANIB\u2026<\/p>\n

B\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259rxo\u015fam, q\u0259lbimd\u0259 yara,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259ti art\u0131q i\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259m.
\nSaatlar yolumu apar\u0131r hara?
\nM\u0259n bu saatlara ay\u0131q minmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131l\u0131q ya\u015flan\u0131b, g\u00fcya qocal\u0131r,
\nNaz\u0131ndan g\u00fcc al\u0131r, \u00f6lm\u0259yi bilmir.
\nTitr\u0259y\u0259n hicrana at\u0259\u015f ucal\u0131r,
\nQ\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131m qalsa da s\u00f6nm\u0259yi bilmir.<\/p>\n

Soyuqdu \u0259ll\u0259rim, q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 qal\u0131b,
\nBilirs\u0259n, \u0259ll\u0259rin v\u0259t\u0259ndi ona.
\nXatir\u0259m \u00e7\u0259kilib x\u0259lv\u0259td\u0259 qal\u0131b,
\n\u018fvv\u0259ld\u0259n haz\u0131rd\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259, sona\u2026<\/p>\n

EYL\u018fY\u0130RS\u018fN<\/p>\n

R\u00f6yamda qonaqsan say\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259,
\nCismini yell\u0259y\u0259n qay\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259,
\nH\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259 bax\u0131rsan oyuq g\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259,
\nEl\u0259 bil z\u00fclm\u0259t\u0259 la\u011f eyl\u0259yirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Sevgin\u0259 g\u00f6r nec\u0259 s\u0259rilib yollar,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 yuyulub, silinib yollar,
\nTanr\u0131dan h\u0259diyy\u0259 verilib yollar,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259ti yoluma da\u011f eyl\u0259yirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi qarada qal\u0131b,
\nD\u0259rman\u0131m d\u0259rmans\u0131z yarada qal\u0131b,
\nBaxma, ayr\u0131l\u0131q da xaraba qal\u0131b,
\nS\u0259n onu yamya\u015f\u0131l ba\u011f eyl\u0259yirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u00dcf\u00fcrd\u00fcm \u015fam kimi, s\u00f6n\u0259n nifr\u0259ti,
\nYol al\u0131b geriy\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259n nifr\u0259ti,
\nSevgimin \u0259liyl\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259n nifr\u0259ti,
\nGed\u0259r\u0259k i\u00e7imd\u0259 sa\u011f el\u0259yirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

X\u00fclyada bo\u011fulub it\u0259n zamanda,
\nBa\u015flan\u011f\u0131c yerind\u0259 bit\u0259n zamanda,
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q m\u0259qam\u0131 yet\u0259n zamanda,
\nE\u015fqini ona calaq eyl\u0259yirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

GEC\u0130KM\u0130\u015e TEZL\u0130K<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n e\u015fq dil\u0259nm\u0259sin,
\n\u0130\u00e7imi, \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc soyub talad\u0131n.
\nSonra da \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcb soyuqlu\u011fumdan,
\nArzumu yand\u0131r\u0131b ocaq qalad\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Qay\u0131tma d\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259, xatir\u0259 g\u0259zm\u0259,
\nS\u0259n ona sabahla x\u0259yan\u0259t etdin.
\nS\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b indi d\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n bezm\u0259,
\nB\u0259s nec\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259yan\u0259t etdin?<\/p>\n

Da\u011f\u0131td\u0131n k\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyim b\u0259ndi,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn selind\u0259 qalm\u0131san, g\u00fcl\u00fcm.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim bu sevdadan z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ndi,
\nOnu aparma\u011fa utand\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

X\u0259rcl\u0259yib \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn s\u0259rv\u0259tl\u0259rini \u2013
\nG\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, sevinci s\u0259n\u0259 vermi\u015f\u0259m.
\nM\u0259n \u00f6z ovcumdak\u0131 tale x\u0259ttini,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259tmi\u015f\u0259m, s\u0259ns\u0259n bilmi\u015f\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n

Qurumu\u015f dib\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 su s\u0259pm\u0259k kimi,
\nS\u0259pm\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259rini bu e\u015fq g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u0259.
\nSusuz s\u0259hralara g\u00fcl \u0259km\u0259k kimi,
\n\u018fkirs\u0259n \u00fcmidi sevda \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

G\u00d6ZL\u018fR\u0130N H\u018fL\u018f D\u018f QAL DEY\u0130R M\u018fN\u018f<\/p>\n

Pay\u0131z g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131 silib gedir\u0259m,
\nSusma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259ndim, bilib gedir\u0259m,
\nHicran qatar\u0131na minib gedir\u0259m,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qal deyir m\u0259n\u0259…<\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259rim \u0259lind\u0259n uza\u011fa gedir,
\n\u00dcmidl\u0259r t\u0259l\u0259y\u0259, duza\u011fa gedir,
\nXatir\u0259n yanma\u011fa \u2013 oca\u011fa gedir,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qal deyir m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u015eirin x\u0259yallar\u0131 basd\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131q biz,
\nArzunu t\u0259k qoyub azd\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131q biz,
\nHissl\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259zar\u0131 qazd\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131q biz,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qal deyir m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Sevdana susay\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcm qurudu,
\nD\u00f6zm\u0259yib hicrana \u00f6l\u00fcm qurudu,
\nA\u011flad\u0131m g\u00f6l oldu, g\u00f6l\u00fcm qurudu\u2026
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qal deyir m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Qurdu\u011fum saraylar \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 a\u015fd\u0131,
\nE\u015fq dolu \u00fcr\u0259yim nifr\u0259tl\u0259 da\u015fd\u0131,
\nG\u00fcnl\u0259rim durmadan d\u0259rdl\u0259 sava\u015fd\u0131,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qal deyir m\u0259n\u0259..<\/p>\n

\u00dcmidl\u0259r s\u0131rayla qurban k\u0259sildi,
\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n q\u0259lbim\u0259 buzlar s\u0259rildi,
\nSin\u0259m\u0259 tu\u015flanan oxlar g\u0259rildi,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qal deyir m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Tufana, leysana d\u00f6zm\u0259z bu \u00e7\u0259tir,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 itirdiyim g\u00fcnl\u0259ri g\u0259tir,
\nD\u00f6nm\u00fcrs\u0259 geriy\u0259 bu f\u0259ryad n\u0259dir?..
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qal deyir m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u0130tirdin h\u0259r \u015feyi \u2013 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259ni,
\nYand\u0131rd\u0131n nifr\u0259tin k\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259ni,
\nBirc\u0259 saxlam\u0131san g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259ni,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qal deyir m\u0259n\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

G\u00dcN\u018f\u015e\u018f T\u018fL\u018fSM\u018fK<\/p>\n

Ehh, bu son gec\u0259l\u0259r..
\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259rin asfalt\u0131
\nK\u00f6rp\u0259 damc\u0131larla islan\u0131b.
\nS\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 nec\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sir gec\u0259l\u0259r..
\nS\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r, bakir\u0259likd\u0259n qurtulmaq ist\u0259y\u0259n q\u0131zlar\u0131 t\u0259qlid edir,
\nS\u0259ma dolur buludlarla,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259ri y\u0131rtd\u0131qca s\u0259man\u0131n p\u0259rd\u0259sini,
\nH\u0259zin ya\u011f\u0131\u015f damlalar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc asvalta \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131r..
\n\u00d6vlad damlalar..
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u00f6vladlar\u0131..
\nS\u0259ma d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir..
\nDaha \u00e7ox h\u0259zz…
\nBuludlar\u0131n\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tmaq ist\u0259yir yen\u0259.
\nK\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rl\u0259 d\u0259 oynay\u0131r,
\nK\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131 olur.
\nEhh, bu gec\u0259l\u0259r..
\nK\u00fcl\u0259kli ke\u00e7ir yaman..
\nAmma yen\u0259 d\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259r,
\nS\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sir..
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sir…
\nAx\u0131 onu ilk d\u0259f\u0259,
\nBuludlardan o xilas edib\u2026<\/p>\n

K\u00dcL\u018fK \u2013 N\u018fF\u018fS<\/p>\n

\u018fsrl\u0259rdir i\u00e7imd\u0259 qonaq b\u00fcrk\u00fcl\u0259r,
\n\u0130\u00e7imin otaqlar\u0131nda havas\u0131zl\u0131q var.
\nS\u0259n yoxsan dey\u0259,
\nBa\u011fl\u0131d\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r, qap\u0131lar\u2026
\nArzular\u0131m da k\u00fcs\u00fcb m\u0259nd\u0259n,
\nH\u0259r\u0259si \u00e7\u0259kilib \u00f6z ota\u011f\u0131na,
\nOnlar hava ist\u0259yir,
\nOnlar k\u00fcl\u0259k ist\u0259yir.
\nOnlar n\u0259f\u0259sini ist\u0259yir.
\n\u0130ndi birc\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259,
\nS\u0259nin n\u0259f\u0259sinin birc\u0259 mehin\u0259,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259t f\u0259sill\u0259r var i\u00e7imd\u0259\u2026
\nG\u0259l\u2026
\nQay\u0131t\u2026
\nG\u0259tir n\u0259f\u0259sini s\u0259nsizliy\u0259,
\nBir az titr\u0259yim,
\nBir az \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcm,
\nDuy\u011fular\u0131m s\u0259rinl\u0259sin bir az\u2026
\nBir az da ocaq qalas\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259sin\u2026
\nS\u0259nsizliyin tarixini yazan \u0259ll\u0259rin,
\nQay\u0131ts\u0131n geri…
\n\u018fll\u0259rinin v\u0259t\u0259ni \u0259ll\u0259rimdi,
\nDoda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259t\u0259ni dodaqlar\u0131m..
\nBilmirs\u0259n..Q\u00fcb\u0259td\u0259dil\u0259r..
\nAmma bilir\u0259m, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k yen\u0259,
\nG\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259f\u0259sin…
\nK\u00fcl\u0259k kimi…<\/p>\n

LAL G\u00d6ZL\u018fR<\/p>\n

Qaraya boyan\u0131b h\u0259yat\u0131n r\u0259ngi,
\n\u00c7al\u0131nd\u0131 e\u015fqimd\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q z\u0259ngi,
\nYa\u011fma \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259, bir azca s\u0259ngi,
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f da r\u0259ngini h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n ald\u0131,
\nDan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259rin, dey\u0259s\u0259n lald\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdim d\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik olmad\u0131 d\u0259rdin\u0259,
\nBatd\u0131m x\u00fclyada, varmad\u0131m f\u0259rqin\u0259,
\nQalsan da, gets\u0259n d\u0259, de f\u0259rqi n\u0259?
\n\u00d6l\u00fcml\u0259 qal\u0131m\u0131n f\u0259rqimi qald\u0131?!
\nDan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259rin, dey\u0259s\u0259n lald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zar\u0131b utancdan e\u015fqin yana\u011f\u0131,
\nParlay\u0131r g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00fcmid \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131,
\nBaxmasam birg\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6n\u0259r uza\u011f\u0131,
\nNifr\u0259tin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n sald\u0131,
\nDan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259rin, dey\u0259s\u0259n lald\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n uzaq g\u0259zirs\u0259n h\u0259nd\u0259v\u0259rimd\u0259n,
\nM\u0259n d\u00f6n\u0259n deyil\u0259m bu s\u0259f\u0259rimd\u0259n,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 su i\u00e7mir h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259rimd\u0259n,
\nA\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r-a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131r, el\u0259 bil fald\u0131,
\nDan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259rin, dey\u0259s\u0259n lald\u0131.<\/p>\n

QI\u015e<\/p>\n

Bu soyuq gec\u0259d\u0259, bu q\u0131\u015f \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda,
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin s\u0259sini qaranl\u0131q udur.
\nBa\u015f\u0131na qar ya\u011fan inam da\u011f\u0131nda,
\nArzular, \u00fcmidl\u0259r s\u0131raya durur.<\/p>\n

Sazaql\u0131-\u00e7ov\u011funlu d\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r d\u00fczl\u0259r,
\nTorpa\u011f\u0131n \u00f6rp\u0259yi qardan \u00e7\u0259kilir.
\nD\u0259n\u0259l\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr, yox olur izl\u0259r,
\n\u00dcr\u0259y\u0259 ya\u011fan qar hardan \u00e7\u0259kilir?<\/p>\n

\u015eaxtan\u0131 ayaz\u0131 i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib,
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t isid\u0259r, \u0259rid\u0259 bil\u0259r.
\nDonan k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcmidl\u0259r s\u0259pib,
\n\u015eaxtan\u0131 tufan\u0131 kirid\u0259 bil\u0259r..
\nS\u0259ssizlik \u2013 q\u0131\u015f dey\u0259n \u0259b\u0259di n\u0259\u011fm\u0259,
\nX\u0259yala ap-a\u011f\u0131r fikir da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r.
\n\u018fyil\u0259n q\u00fcruru daha da \u0259ym\u0259,
\n\u00c7ov\u011funlar i\u00e7imd\u0259 yara qa\u015f\u0131y\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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