{"id":11125,"date":"2016-05-31T22:39:42","date_gmt":"2016-05-31T17:39:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11125"},"modified":"2016-05-31T22:39:42","modified_gmt":"2016-05-31T17:39:42","slug":"f%c9%99rid%c9%99-agayeva-bir-s%c9%99h%c9%99r-tap","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11125","title":{"rendered":"F\u0259rid\u0259 A\u011fayeva &#8211; Bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r tap&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/212.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-7734 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/212-300x199.jpg\" alt=\"21\" width=\"300\" height=\"199\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/212-300x199.jpg 300w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/212.jpg 800w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<table width=\"100%\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td>\n<h1>Da\u011f\u0131n\u0131qd\u0131 fikirl\u0259rim &#8211; eyn\u0259n sa\u00e7lar\u0131m kimi&#8230;<\/h1>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>Da\u011f\u0131n\u0131qd\u0131 fikirl\u0259rim,<br \/>\neyn\u0259n sa\u00e7lar\u0131m kimi&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131mdan yast\u0131\u011f\u0131ma,<br \/>\ns\u0131ralan\u0131b t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr..<br \/>\nQ\u0259fil kims\u0259<br \/>\nota\u011f\u0131ma daxil olur,<br \/>\nK\u00fcsk\u00fcn dodaq,<br \/>\n\u00c7ar\u0259sizc\u0259,<br \/>\nAt\u0131b k\u0259d\u0259r libas\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\nt\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fcr..<\/p>\n<p>Da\u011f\u0131n\u0131qd\u0131 fikirl\u0259rim,<br \/>\nda\u011f dal\u0131nda duman kimi,<br \/>\ng\u00fcnahlar\u0131 gizl\u0259dir&#8230;<br \/>\nDolan\u0131r ac \u00fcmidl\u0259rim,<br \/>\nyetim qalan u\u015faq kimi,<br \/>\n\u00fcz- g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kirl\u0259dir..<\/p>\n<p>Da\u011f\u0131n\u0131qd\u0131 fikirl\u0259rim,<br \/>\nNa\u00fcmid q\u0259rar\u0131m kimi,<br \/>\nkimi silsin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n?<br \/>\nhe\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fcd\u0259 bilm\u0259yir..<br \/>\nm\u0259nd\u0259n k\u00fcs\u00fcbd\u00fcr \u0259ll\u0259rim,<br \/>\nist\u0259yirki s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra,<br \/>\n\u00f6zg\u0259sin\u0259 qucaq a\u00e7s\u0131n&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00fcr\u0259k d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr \u00fcz\u00fc quyu,<br \/>\nhe\u00e7k\u0259s\u0259 ba\u015f \u0259ym\u0259yir..<\/p>\n<p>Da\u011f\u0131n\u0131qd\u0131 fikirl\u0259rim<br \/>\neyn\u0259n sa\u00e7lar\u0131m kimi..<br \/>\ng\u00f6zl\u0259yirki bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n,<br \/>\ndaraq kimi tumar \u00e7\u0259ksin&#8230;<br \/>\nNec\u0259 susay\u0131b \u00fcr\u0259yim,<br \/>\nb\u0259lk\u0259 sevgin-bir qurtum su<br \/>\nsol\u011fun d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rim\u0259<br \/>\n\u0130kinci bir n\u0259f\u0259s g\u0259tsin..<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni yenid\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259n,<br \/>\nda\u011f\u0131n\u0131qd\u0131 fikirl\u0259rim<br \/>\nyaz havas\u0131-m\u0259nim hal\u0131m..<br \/>\ngah d\u00fcnyan\u0131 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f<br \/>\nbas\u0131r \u00f6z ba\u011fr\u0131na,<br \/>\ngah da q\u0259fil \u015fim\u015f\u0259k d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr ota\u011f\u0131ma..<br \/>\nEl\u0259ki bulud \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr,<br \/>\nbax\u0131ram m\u0259n g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr yad\u0131ma..<\/p>\n<p>Da\u011f\u0131n\u0131qd\u0131 fikirl\u0259rim..<br \/>\nhans\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u00fc?hans\u0131 ayd\u0131?<br \/>\nnab\u0259l\u0259d\u0259m zaman\u0131ma..<br \/>\nG\u00f6rs\u0259n unuduram s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259 astadan,<br \/>\nS\u0259n p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lda qula\u011f\u0131ma..<\/p>\n<p>Bir az \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m m\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259,<br \/>\nayd\u0131nlad\u0131m hafiz\u0259mi..<br \/>\nDan ulduzu nec\u0259 parlaq<br \/>\n\u00f6rt\u00fcr bu qara gec\u0259ni..<br \/>\nka\u015fki, biraz k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259ss\u0131n<br \/>\n\u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n s\u0131n\u0131q s\u00f6k\u00fck<br \/>\nq\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131n\u0131 toparlas\u0131n&#8230;<br \/>\nKa\u015f da\u011f\u0131n\u0131q fikirl\u0259rim<br \/>\n\u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedib uzaqlara,<br \/>\ns\u0259n\u0259 aid g\u00fcnl\u0259rimi-<br \/>\nXatir\u0259mi da\u011f\u0131tmas\u0131n..<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<table width=\"100%\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td><strong>M\u0259n &#8220;On S\u0259kkizl\u0259rimd\u0259&#8221;&#8230;.(S\u0259n\u0259 rast g\u0259ldiyim g\u00fcn)<\/strong><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>&nbsp;<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>M\u0259n on s\u0259kkizl\u0259rimd\u0259,<br \/>\nTamamil\u0259 ba\u015fqa idim..<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rim g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n parlaq,<br \/>\n\u0259rk\u0259s\u00f6y\u00fcn<br \/>\nbiraz \u015f\u0131ltaq&#8230;<br \/>\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 he\u00e7 y\u0131\u011fmazd\u0131m,<br \/>\nq\u0131vr\u0131lard\u0131 xumar- xumar<br \/>\nburuq tell\u0259r \u00e7iyinl\u0259rd\u0259..<br \/>\nQ\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n- q\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n \u0259t\u0259kl\u0259ri,<br \/>\nb\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259yi geyiml\u0259ri<br \/>\n\u00e7ox sev\u0259rdim..<br \/>\nDola\u015fard\u0131m add\u0131m-add\u0131m,<br \/>\ng\u0259ncliyimin s\u0259tirl\u0259rin&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00c7oxlar\u0131n bihu\u015f ed\u0259rdi<br \/>\no bahal\u0131 \u0259tirl\u0259rim..<br \/>\n\u0130nanmazdim t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259,<br \/>\nh\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\nson g\u00fcn kimi ya\u015fayard\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\nQavramazd\u0131m m\u0259suliyy\u0259tin anlam\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nx\u0259yallarim y\u00fcks\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259,<br \/>\nbax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m \u00fcf\u00fcql\u0259rd\u0259,<br \/>\nbuludlardan boylanard\u0131m..<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n on s\u0259kkizl\u0259rimd\u0259<br \/>\nTamamil\u0259 ba\u015fqa idim&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcl\u0259rdim m\u0259n,<br \/>\nq\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259yl\u0259..<br \/>\nKims\u0259 sevgid\u0259n b\u0259hs ets\u0259,<br \/>\ndey\u0259rdimki sevgi-yoxdur..<br \/>\nD\u0259lisiz siz?!<br \/>\ninanmayin..<br \/>\n&#8230;taki s\u0259n\u0259 rast g\u0259ldiyim<br \/>\ng\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcl\u0259rdim m\u0259n<br \/>\nkims\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n ya\u015f t\u00f6ks\u0259<br \/>\ndey\u0259rdimki bir o\u011flan\u0131n<br \/>\ng\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na aldanmay\u0131n<br \/>\n&#8230;taki s\u0259n\u0259 rast g\u0259ldiyim<br \/>\ng\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n on s\u0259kkizl\u0259rimd\u0259<br \/>\ntamamil\u0259 ba\u015fqa idim..<\/p>\n<p>Sevgini bir \u00fcmid bilib<br \/>\nm\u0259n qoynuna s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m..<br \/>\n\u00c7oxdand\u0131 s\u0259n dem\u0259 t\u0259kdim<br \/>\nsevilm\u0259k\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m..<br \/>\nBir qad\u0131n\u0131 xo\u015fb\u0259xt etm\u0259k<br \/>\ng\u00f6r nec\u0259 d\u0259 asant imi\u015f&#8230;<br \/>\nLeylini d\u0259 Leyli ed\u0259n<br \/>\nsad\u0259c\u0259<br \/>\nM\u018fh\u0259bb\u0259t imi\u015f&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7ib,<br \/>\nB\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m..<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259t il\u0259..<br \/>\ndaha \u00e7iyinl\u0259rim g\u00f6rm\u00fcr<br \/>\no qapqara sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131..<br \/>\nM\u0259n x\u0259lv\u0259tc\u0259 gizl\u0259dir\u0259m<br \/>\n\u015fal alt\u0131nda a\u011flar\u0131m\u0131..<br \/>\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ts\u0259 qal\u0131b h\u0259l\u0259,<br \/>\nh\u0259min q\u0131vr\u0131m tell\u0259rimd\u0259..<br \/>\nq\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n-q\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yimin<br \/>\ng\u00fcll\u0259rind\u0259..<br \/>\nLibas\u0131m\u0131n k\u0259m\u0259rind\u0259<br \/>\nsar\u0131l\u0131bd\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259rk b\u0259rk..<br \/>\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ts\u0259 qal\u0131b h\u04d9l\u04d9,<br \/>\nh\u0259min g\u0259ncin h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130ndi geri ca\u011f\u0131rsamda<br \/>\nGecdir art\u0131q&#8230;<br \/>\nGecdir art\u0131q&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u04d9yim \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r yen\u04d9,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim &#8220;on s\u0259kkizl\u0259rimd\u0259&#8221;..<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<table width=\"100%\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td><strong>Bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r tap&#8230;G\u00f6zd\u0259nuzaq&#8230;<\/strong><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<tr>\n<td>Bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r tap..<br \/>\nG\u00f6zd\u0259n uzaq&#8230;<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259n o\u011furla,<br \/>\nYa sat\u0131n al h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 bir d\u00fckandan,<br \/>\nYoxsa g\u0259lib birgec\u0259lik<br \/>\nSevm\u0259diyim biril\u0259ri g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rl\u0259r kiray\u0259y\u0259,<br \/>\nYa\u015fayarlar \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259<br \/>\nM\u0259n olmadan&#8230;S\u0259n olmadan&#8230;<br \/>\nH\u0259r ay sonu da\u011f\u0131darlar \u00fcmidimi,<br \/>\nsonra t\u0259rk edib ged\u0259rl\u0259r<br \/>\nU\u00e7uq- s\u00f6k\u00fck bir ev kimi&#8230;<br \/>\nBir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r tap<br \/>\nG\u00f6zd\u0259n uzaq&#8230;<br \/>\ns\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rim he\u00e7 olmas\u0131n<br \/>\nqa\u00e7maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn..<br \/>\nne\u00e7\u0259 ildir gizl\u0259tdiyim sirl\u0259rimi<br \/>\na\u00e7maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<br \/>\nBir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r tap<br \/>\nG\u00f6zd\u0259n uzaq&#8230;<br \/>\nOrda k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r \u0259sm\u0259sin<br \/>\nsa\u00e7lar\u0131ma d\u00fcz\u0259n verib g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n vaxt\u0131<br \/>\npozmas\u0131n meh tell\u0259rimin s\u0131ras\u0131n\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nAx\u0131 onlar ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir g\u00f6zl\u0259yirl\u0259r,<br \/>\n\u0259ll\u0259rinin s\u0131\u011fal\u0131n\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nBu hal\u0131m\u0131 soru\u015fmaq\u00e7\u00fcn kims\u0259l\u0259rin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131<br \/>\nBir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r tap<br \/>\nG\u00f6zd\u0259n uzaq..<br \/>\nT\u0259rkedilmi\u015f arzular\u0131n \u00fcnvan\u0131na apar m\u0259ni<br \/>\nToz bas\u0131b bax!<br \/>\nO g\u0259nc o\u011flan o \u015f\u0131ltaq qiz..<br \/>\nNec\u0259 a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131z olduq..Ax!..<br \/>\nBir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r tap<br \/>\nG\u00f6zd\u0259n uzaq&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r tap<br \/>\nG\u00f6zd\u0259nuzaq&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u00fckut qoxsun k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri,<br \/>\n\u0259limd\u0259n tut gec\u0259l\u0259ri,<br \/>\nTap\u0131lmas\u0131n biril\u0259ri,<br \/>\nki,n\u0259z\u0259rin sals\u0131n biz\u0259..<br \/>\nSual dolu,q\u0131naq dolu bax\u0131\u015flarla,<br \/>\ns\u00fczm\u0259sinl\u0259r bizi gizlin<br \/>\nRahat-rahat dola\u015facaq bir park olsun<br \/>\nBird\u0259 \u015firin bir pambiq al..<br \/>\nU\u015faq t\u0259ki dad\u0131m ondan,<br \/>\nQa\u00e7a- qa\u00e7a ke\u00e7ib yoldan,<br \/>\nSarma\u015f\u0131q t\u0259k dolan\u0131m m\u0259n bo\u011faz\u0131na..<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259rk- b\u0259rk sar\u0131l,<br \/>\nn\u0259f\u0259simi t\u00fck\u0259t qorxma!<br \/>\nNeyn\u0259yirs\u0259n g\u00fclsatan\u0131?<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u0259v\u0259zi m\u0259ni qoxla..<\/p>\n<p>B\u0130r \u015f\u0259h\u0259r tap..<br \/>\nG\u00f6zd\u0259n uzaq,<br \/>\nB\u0130r \u015f\u0259h\u0259r tap&#8230;<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"11125\">Yaz\u0131ya 797 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Da\u011f\u0131n\u0131qd\u0131 fikirl\u0259rim &#8211; eyn\u0259n sa\u00e7lar\u0131m kimi&#8230; Da\u011f\u0131n\u0131qd\u0131 fikirl\u0259rim, eyn\u0259n sa\u00e7lar\u0131m kimi&#8230; G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131mdan yast\u0131\u011f\u0131ma, s\u0131ralan\u0131b t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr.. Q\u0259fil kims\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131ma daxil olur, K\u00fcsk\u00fcn dodaq, \u00c7ar\u0259sizc\u0259, At\u0131b k\u0259d\u0259r libas\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fcr.. Da\u011f\u0131n\u0131qd\u0131 fikirl\u0259rim, da\u011f dal\u0131nda duman kimi, g\u00fcnahlar\u0131 gizl\u0259dir&#8230; Dolan\u0131r ac \u00fcmidl\u0259rim, yetim qalan u\u015faq kimi, \u00fcz- g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kirl\u0259dir.. Da\u011f\u0131n\u0131qd\u0131 fikirl\u0259rim, Na\u00fcmid q\u0259rar\u0131m kimi, kimi silsin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n? 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