{"id":11141,"date":"2016-06-17T23:04:36","date_gmt":"2016-06-17T18:04:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11141"},"modified":"2016-06-17T23:08:40","modified_gmt":"2016-06-17T18:08:40","slug":"oguz-aydin-goy-qursagi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11141","title":{"rendered":"O\u011fuz AYDIN – G\u00d6Y QUR\u015eA\u011eI\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"oguz\"<\/a>G\u00d6Y QUR\u015eA\u011eI\u2026<\/strong>
\nS\u0259sini itirdim, bitdi \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r,
\nSevgimiz bel\u0259c\u0259 dara \u00e7\u0259kildi.
\nSevincl\u0259 parlayan m\u0259sum g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r,
\nG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n yox olub, hara \u00e7\u0259kildi?<\/p>\n

Bir \u00fcmidim \u00f6ld\u00fc, ad\u0131 s\u0259n idin,
\nYas\u0131n\u0131 kims\u0259siz gec\u0259l\u0259r saxlar.
\nArzunun, kamal\u0131n dad\u0131 s\u0259n idin,
\nDuy\u011fu a\u011fac\u0131nda s\u0131nd\u0131 budaqlar.<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fcn cizgisi \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b,
\nGizl\u0259ndi gec\u0259nin gizli qoynuna.
\nNisgilli g\u00fcnl\u0259rim i\u015f\u0131qlar sa\u00e7\u0131b,
\nTaleyin ac\u0131l\u0131, sirli oynuna.<\/p>\n

Bilmir\u0259m, n\u0259 deyim, ads\u0131zd\u0131r hal\u0131m,
\n\u00d6lm\u00fc\u015f e\u015fqimiz\u0259 k\u0259f\u0259n kimiy\u0259m.
\nAt\u0259\u015f\u0259 \u00e7evrilib durmadan yan\u0131m,
\nQaranl\u0131q d\u00fcnyam\u0131 oda \u0259liy\u0259m.
\nDo\u011fulur k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 hicran\u0131n s\u0259nin,
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131ndan sonra, g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131t\u0259k…
\nMin yara a\u00e7acaq o an\u0131n s\u0259nin,
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259 nal\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259k…<\/p>\n

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G\u00d6ZL\u018fY\u0130R\u018fM\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6z\u0259rib, s\u00f6nm\u0259kd\u0259di,
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259ki son n\u0259\u011fm\u0259ni dinl\u0259yir\u0259m.
\nYollar ba\u011fl\u0131, q\u0259lbim da\u015fa d\u00f6nm\u0259kd\u0259di,
\nM\u0259n h\u0259r gec\u0259 yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n

Soyuq x\u0259zanlar\u0131m \u015f\u0259hid oldu,
\nPay\u0131z\u0131n ruhunda gizl\u0259nir\u0259m\u2026
\nDa\u015f heyk\u0259limin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

A\u011eLA, TANRI, A\u011eLA\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\n\u015eim\u015f\u0259k q\u0259z\u0259bli g\u00f6yl\u0259r Allah\u0131,
\nBulud kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259rin.
\nA\u011fla, a\u011fla Tanr\u0131…
\nQurban ged\u0259n h\u0259r s\u0259trim\u0259 a\u011fla,
\nYaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla bir s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m
\n\u00c7\u0259tirim\u0259 a\u011fla.
\nDodaqlar\u0131mda yar\u0131m qalan sevgilimin,
\n\u018ftrin\u0259 a\u011fla\u2026<\/p>\n

A\u011fla\u2026
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimin c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259mind\u0259
\nSusuz qalm\u0131\u015f insanlara\u2026
\nA\u011fla\u2026 Ayr\u0131l\u0131q sava\u015f\u0131nda
\n\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r\u0259, qazi q\u0259lbl\u0259r\u0259\u2026
\nA\u011fla, s\u0259b\u0259bsiz olan,
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259rdl\u0259r\u0259…<\/p>\n

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A\u011fla, bir az dolsun
\nE\u015fqin kuz\u0259si\u2026
\n\u015e\u0259rab t\u0259k i\u00e7ilsin \u00f6l\u00fcm \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259
\nH\u0259r bad\u0259si\u2026
\nK\u0259silsin damar\u0131mdan axan
\nS\u0259ssizliyin b\u0259st\u0259si,
\nH\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcm\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fs\u0131n s\u0259si\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u00c7\u018fRP\u018fL\u018fNG…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Yen\u0259 s\u0259n, yen\u0259 e\u015fqin sahili\u2026
\nS\u0259rxo\u015f bir k\u00fcl\u0259k buludlar\u0131 qovur\u2026
\nOnlarsa hey qa\u00e7\u0131r, a\u011flay\u0131r\u2026
\nH\u0259rd\u0259n bir-birl\u0259ri il\u0259 toqqu\u015furlar.
\nOnda daha b\u0259rk a\u011flay\u0131rlar…
\nS\u0259nins\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259 \u00e7\u0259rp\u0259l\u0259ng…
\nN\u0259 \u00e7\u0259p\u0259l\u0259ngdir, hardand\u0131r el\u0259?..
\nDey\u0259s\u0259n, onu da i\u00e7imd\u0259n alm\u0131san yen\u0259…
\nAd\u0131 \u00fcmiddir, ipi \u0259lind\u0259,
\nH\u0259zin yell\u0259nir boz s\u0259mada…
\nU\u00e7ur…
\nUzaqlara getm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u2026
\n\u018flind\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b uzaqlara u\u00e7maq ist\u0259mir,
\n\u00dcmid \u00e7\u0259rp\u0259l\u0259ngim\u2026
\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259n ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n son \u015feydir.
\nV\u0259 …………………………
\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131n onu…
\nQay\u0131tmaz daha
\nE\u015fqin sahilin\u0259.<\/p>\n

U\u00e7du, \u00e7ox uzaqlara\u2026
\n\u00c7ox uzaqlara…
\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

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D\u0130LS\u0130Z \u00dcM\u0130DL\u018fR…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Dilini k\u0259sdil\u0259r \u00fcmidl\u0259rimin,
\nS\u00fckutu q\u0259mimin libas\u0131 oldu.
\nAnas\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcbd\u00fc d\u0259rdl\u0259rimin,
\nD\u0259rman\u0131 onlara miras qoydu.<\/p>\n

Duy\u011fular qanad a\u00e7\u0131b u\u00e7du q\u0259lbd\u0259n,
\nYuvas\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir bala qald\u0131.
\nBir g\u00fcn o da k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259c\u0259kdir m\u0259nd\u0259n,
\nT\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131m hicrandan qalan payd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259 \u015f\u0259rb\u0259ti qat\u0131b hal\u0131ma,
\n\u0130\u00e7ir\u0259m, \u0259b\u0259di d\u0259rd sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na.
\nQay\u0131tsa \u0259g\u0259r bahar\u0131m yan\u0131ma,
\nYoxlu\u011fumu ver\u0259c\u0259m varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na.<\/p>\n

Yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q sevgi d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00f6v xatir\u0259,
\nGizl\u0259nib, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rmir h\u0259l\u0259.
\nA\u011fr\u0131lardan do\u011fan g\u00f6z\u0259l ilah\u0259,
\nQopar\u0131r i\u00e7imd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck z\u0259lz\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 yetim qal\u0131b, sabah\u0131 yoxdu,
\nX\u0259b\u0259rsiz i\u015f\u0131qdan, x\u0259b\u0259rsiz nurdan.
\n\u00c7ar\u0259siz q\u0259lbimin y\u00fckl\u0259ri \u00e7oxdu,
\nG\u0259lir q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259n, g\u0259lir uzaq yoldan.<\/p>\n

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Ruhumun bayra\u011f\u0131 qara r\u0259nglidi,
\nDal\u011falan\u0131r i\u00e7imd\u0259 \u2013 b\u0259yaz d\u00fcnyada.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcmidl\u0259rim lal ah\u0259nglidir,
\nY\u0131r\u011falan\u0131r be\u015fikd\u0259, dayaz x\u00fclyada.<\/p>\n

Saatlar susaraq s\u0259ssizc\u0259 ax\u0131r,
\nDolur yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00f6m\u00fcr kuz\u0259si.
\nVaxt\u0131n s\u00fckutuna ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar ya\u011f\u0131r,
\n\u00dcmidin r\u0259qsidir, zaman\u0131n r\u0259qsi…<\/p>\n

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QALMADI<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\nSolub bitdi d\u00fcnya b\u00fct\u00fcn,
\nZ\u00fclm\u0259t \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi yen\u0259 solmad\u0131.
\nX\u0259zin\u0259 sevgil\u0259r he\u00e7\u0259 sat\u0131ld\u0131,
\nQ\u0259lbin bazar\u0131nda sevgi qalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 k\u00f6lg\u0259 g\u0259ldi g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin,
\nVicdan \u015f\u0259f\u0259qini daha sa\u00e7mad\u0131.
\nDayazla\u015fd\u0131 bird\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r,
\n\u00dcr\u0259k d\u0259nizind\u0259 sular qalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018fb\u0259di n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 oldu gec\u0259l\u0259r,
\nG\u00fcnd\u00fcz b\u0259st\u0259sini daha \u00e7almad\u0131.
\nX\u0259rcl\u0259yib b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcmidi i\u015f\u0131\u011fa,
\nKor g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 sevinc qalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130tirib bir-bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rini,
\nHe\u00e7 zaman bir d\u0259 tapmad\u0131.
\nA\u011flad\u0131 k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn buludlar,
\nBir s\u0259hra bel\u0259 susuz qalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131md\u0131r q\u0259mli d\u0259nizl\u0259r,
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q g\u0259misi \u00fczd\u00fc, batmad\u0131.
\nM\u0259nzilim, s\u0259f\u0259rim burdan uzaqd\u0131,
\nS\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 liman qalmad\u0131…<\/p>\n

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\nS\u018fND\u018fN AYRILI\u011eA…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\nS\u0259ni s\u0259n\u0259 burax\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc apar\u0131ram,
\nM\u0259n bir ayr\u0131l\u0131q qatar\u0131yam…
\nN\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m, n\u0259 d\u0259 geri baxas\u0131yam.
\nM\u0259n bir ayr\u0131l\u0131q qatar\u0131yam…
\nBu stansiyan\u0131n sonuncu qatar\u0131yam,
\nY\u00fckl\u0259rim \u00e7oxdu…
\nS\u0259n d\u0259 qoy \u00e7antalar\u0131, i\u00e7i xatir\u0259 dolu\u2026
\nVaqonlar\u0131m ne\u00e7\u0259 xatir\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc, ne\u00e7\u0259 y\u00fck\u0259 d\u00f6zd\u00fc,
\nY\u00fckl\u0259, s\u0259n d\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259ri…
\nY\u00fckl\u0259\u2026 Tez ol…
\nYol alacam ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa do\u011fru…<\/p>\n

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YEN\u018f GED\u0130RS\u018fN…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\nGedirs\u0259n \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n, el\u0259 bil qatar,
\nM\u0259nzili bilinm\u0259z, yolu bilinm\u0259z.
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q ac\u0131n\u0131 \u015firin\u0259 qatar,
\nS\u0259nli xatir\u0259nin tozu silinm\u0259z…<\/p>\n

Dumanam\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc getdiyin yollar,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 qeyb\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kildi.
\nSonuncu bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n q\u0259lbimi odlar,
\n\u0130zl\u0259rin yuxumda t\u0259nha g\u0259zirdi.<\/p>\n

Bir \u00f6m\u00fcr f\u0259slind\u0259n yaz\u0131lan yaz\u0131,
\nAni bax\u0131\u015f\u0131nla pozuldu s\u0259nin.
\n\u018ftirli g\u00fcll\u0259r d\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259z yaz\u0131,
\nE\u015fqin yuxular t\u0259k yozuldu s\u0259nin…<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/strong><\/p>\n

KA\u0130NAT…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\nSonsuz v\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di olan,
\nTanr\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259b\u0259di olan,
\nVar\u2026 Var\u2026
\nS\u0259nd\u0259 bir sirr var.
\nBir sirrind\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 min var\u2026
\nO sirr,
\nO sirr, e\u015fqimin q\u0259mi,
\nO sirr, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 yelk\u0259nsiz bir g\u0259mi.
\nO sirri m\u0259n bilir\u0259m,
\nBir d\u0259\u2026
\nBir d\u0259 m\u0259hkum oldu\u011fum gec\u0259l\u0259r,
\nV\u0259 \u00fcmid dil\u0259ndiyim,
\nKims\u0259siz, qaranl\u0131q k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r…
\nO sirr\u2026
\nVar\u2026 Var\u2026
\nS\u0259nd\u0259 bir sirr var\u2026
\nN\u0259dir o sirr?!
\nBir g\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k olan,
\nV\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131 sular alt\u0131nda qoyan,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131r o sirr…
\nO sirr… Kainat\u0131n sirri.
\nNec\u0259dir o? N\u0259 c\u00fcrd\u00fcr ax\u0131?!
\nS\u0259nl\u0259 ba\u015fqa d\u00fcnyalarda ya\u015fay\u0131b,
\nEyni sevgiy\u0259 m\u0259hkum olmaq kimidir\u2026<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 1122 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

G\u00d6Y QUR\u015eA\u011eI\u2026 S\u0259sini itirdim, bitdi \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r, Sevgimiz bel\u0259c\u0259 dara \u00e7\u0259kildi. Sevincl\u0259 parlayan m\u0259sum g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r, G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n yox olub, hara \u00e7\u0259kildi? Bir \u00fcmidim \u00f6ld\u00fc, ad\u0131 s\u0259n idin, Yas\u0131n\u0131 kims\u0259siz gec\u0259l\u0259r saxlar. Arzunun, kamal\u0131n dad\u0131 s\u0259n idin, Duy\u011fu a\u011fac\u0131nda s\u0131nd\u0131 budaqlar. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fcn cizgisi \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b, Gizl\u0259ndi gec\u0259nin gizli qoynuna. Nisgilli g\u00fcnl\u0259rim i\u015f\u0131qlar sa\u00e7\u0131b, Taleyin ac\u0131l\u0131, sirli oynuna. Bilmir\u0259m, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11141"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11141"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11141\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11145,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11141\/revisions\/11145"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11141"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11141"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11141"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}