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\"saqif<\/a><\/p>\n

G\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 ili\u015fir hicrana \u0259yil\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131m.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 kils\u0259 z\u0259ngl\u0259ri \u00e7al\u0131n\u0131r,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir u\u015faq azan \u00e7\u0259kir \u00fcr\u0259yimin dibind\u0259…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Saqif Zeynal<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Onu \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n tan\u0131m\u0131ram. He\u00e7 vaxt g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fik. \u018fslind\u0259 is\u0259 tan\u0131y\u0131ram. H\u0259rf-h\u0259rf, s\u00f6z s\u00f6z, s\u0259tir-s\u0259tir, ruh-ruh, sevgi-sevgi…<\/p>\n

\u0130lk \u015feirini m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259nd\u0259 ondak\u0131 h\u0259yata, \u0259d\u0259biyyata, x\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 poeziyaya f\u0259rqli bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ox b\u0259y\u0259ndim. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259ki d\u00fcnyan\u0131 \u2013 t\u0259kc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus poetik d\u00fcnyan\u0131 sevdim, sad\u0259liyin\u0259, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na vuruldum v\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 tam tan\u0131\u015f olandan sonra b\u0259\u015f\u0259riliyin\u0259 heyran qald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

O, m\u0259nd\u0259n yeni kitab\u0131m\u0131 ist\u0259di. Dedim \u201c\u00fcnvan\u0131n\u0131 yaz, po\u00e7t il\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rim\u201d. Dedi, \u201c\u00fcnvan\u0131m yoxdu, qa\u00e7q\u0131nam…\u201d<\/p>\n

S\u00f6hb\u0259t Saqif Zeynaldan (\u0130sayev Saqif Zeynal o\u011flu) gedir. Saqif 1990-c\u0131 ild\u0259 La\u00e7\u0131n rayonunun Qarake\u00e7di k\u0259ndind\u0259 do\u011fulub. Rayonlar\u0131, k\u0259ndl\u0259ri, evl\u0259ri, u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 orada – xatir\u0259si, a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131, yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131 is\u0259 Saqifin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 qalandan qa\u00e7q\u0131n \u015f\u0259h\u0259rciyind\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259liy\u0259 yol al\u0131b. Haz\u0131rda ADPU-nun A\u011fcab\u0259di filial\u0131n\u0131n riyaz\u0131yyat-informatika ixtisas\u0131 \u00fczr\u0259 d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc kurs t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259sidir.<\/p>\n

\u018fd\u0259biyyata q\u0259d\u0259m basanlar\u0131n, \u0259d\u0259biyyat f\u0259dail\u0259rinin \u0259sl ixtisas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131rf m\u0259ntiql\u0259, riyaz\u0131yyatla ba\u011fl\u0131 olmas\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259 xo\u015f t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat yarad\u0131r. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, riyaziyyat\u00e7\u0131lar \u015feiri daha dol\u011fun, m\u0259ntiqli, f\u0259ls\u0259fi, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 yaz\u0131rlar. Onlarda heca, qafiy\u0259, m\u0259ntiq, m\u0259na, ideya… b\u00fct\u00fcn bu ard\u0131c\u0131ll\u0131qlar riyazi hesablamalarla h\u0259yata ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k, sonda \u00f6z d\u0259qiq h\u0259llini tap\u0131r, \u0259s\u0259r q\u00fcsursuz halda oxucusuna qovu\u015fur. Saqifin d\u0259 riyaziyyat\u00e7\u0131 olmas\u0131 onun yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na olan \u00fcmidimi bir az da art\u0131rd\u0131. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, \u0259d\u0259biyyata daha d\u0259qiq b\u0259l\u0259d olmaqla, m\u00fctali\u0259sini daha da art\u0131rmaqla…<\/p>\n

Saqifin \u015feirl\u0259rini bir-bir oxudum. Onlar\u0131 kimins\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131na ox\u015fad\u0131b t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf etm\u0259dim. Saqif kims\u0259ni yams\u0131lam\u0131r, t\u0259krarlam\u0131r. Amma b\u0259zi hallarda \u015e\u0259rif A\u011fayar\u0131n \u201cS\u0259hra m\u0259sn\u0259visi\u201d adl\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259r \u00a0kitab\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131m. Anlad\u0131m g\u0259nc \u015fairi. \u015e\u0259rif A\u011fayarla Saqifin x\u0259miri La\u00e7\u0131nda yo\u011frulub… \u00a0Bu b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259l\u0259r is\u0259 soyk\u00f6kd\u0259n boylanan n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259r, k\u00f6t\u00fcc\u0259l\u0259r… idi, t\u0259krar, yams\u0131lama deyildi.\u00a0 B\u0259z\u0259n Ramiz R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259ni xat\u0131rlad\u0131m:<\/p>\n

\u0130lahi,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Nec\u0259di g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yib ki,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ulduzlar\u0131n r\u0259ngi?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Buludlar\u0131 dolmayib ki,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Analar\u0131n yana\u011f\u0131ndan<\/em><\/strong>\u00a0<\/em><\/strong>buxarlanan<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131yla?<\/em><\/strong>…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130lahi,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Tutacaq s\u0259ni,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Tutacaq bir g\u00fcn analar\u0131n qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu xat\u0131rlaman\u0131 da t\u0259bii qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131m. Ramiz R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n zaman\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n el\u0259 bir \u015fairidir ki, ondan b\u0259hr\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259d\u0259n yazmaq da olmur. Bu g\u00fcn harada \u015feir var, ruh var, ilham var, orada Ramiz R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n var. Amma Saqifin \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 bir obraz var ki, bu obraz\u0131 kims\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r uca yarada bilm\u0259yib, o obraz ki kitab boyunca m\u00fc\u0259llifin \u015feir balalar\u0131na qoruyucu m\u0259l\u0259k kimi qanad g\u0259rir. Bu, Saqifin k\u00fcrdc\u0259 a\u011flayan, k\u00fcrdc\u0259 a\u011f\u0131 dey\u0259n n\u0259n\u0259sinin obraz\u0131d\u0131r:<\/p>\n

…U\u015faq q\u0259h\u0259rimi udub i\u00e7im\u0259<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Kirimi\u015fc\u0259 qulaq asard\u0131m…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259min k\u00fcrdc\u0259 a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Allaha tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259r diril\u0259c\u0259kdir.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

V\u0259 onlar bir d\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdir.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259 ev-e\u015fiyini, g\u0259ncliyini, g\u0259linliyini orda qoyub g\u0259lib. N\u0259n\u0259 zal\u0131m materiyadan \u0259l \u00fcz\u00fcb, n\u0259n\u0259 \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t\u0259 yol alanlar\u0131 \u018fb\u0259diy\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131r v\u0259 bu tap\u015f\u0131rma Saqifin ki\u00e7ik \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck inam yarad\u0131r – \u201conlar bir d\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r\u201d sevinci kimi…<\/p>\n

Saqifi ilk d\u0259f\u0259 el\u0259 bu \u015feird\u0259 (\u201cN\u0259n\u0259min a\u011flama\u011f\u0131\u201d) tan\u0131d\u0131m. Burada n\u0259n\u0259nin k\u00fcrdc\u0259 a\u011flamas\u0131 ifad\u0259sin\u0259 heyran qald\u0131m. S\u0259n dem\u0259, insan din-din, dil-dil, mill\u0259t-mill\u0259t a\u011flay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. V\u0259 bu insan\u0131n din-din, dil-dil, mill\u0259t-mill\u0259t a\u011f\u0131lar\u0131ndan t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259-t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259, r\u0259ng-r\u0259ng, el-el, ev-ev a\u011flamaqlar yaran\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. Bax, bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259 bu g\u0259nc \u015fair\u0259 heyran qald\u0131m. \u015eair \u201ck\u00fcrdc\u0259 a\u011flamaq\u201d dem\u0259kl\u0259, mill\u0259tl\u0259ri ay\u0131rm\u0131r, o, h\u0259r bir mill\u0259tin \u201c\u00d6z\u201d d\u0259rdini ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131l\u0131qda qeyd edtm\u0259kl\u0259, t\u00fcrkl\u0259rin, k\u00fcrdl\u0259rin, tal\u0131\u015flar\u0131n, g\u00fcrc\u00fcl\u0259rin, y\u0259hudil\u0259rin… \u00e7\u0259kdiyi ac\u0131lar\u0131n analar\u0131n \u2013 n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rin sin\u0259sind\u0259 bir oldu\u011funu, sirr oldu\u011funu, siyas\u0259t oxlar\u0131n\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n analara \u2013 n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 tu\u015fland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259yir, misralay\u0131r, sin\u0259sin\u0259 v\u0259 sin\u0259miz\u0259 b\u0259ndl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

O, deyir:<\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259m biz\u0259 corab toxumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Boyad\u0131\u011f\u0131 r\u0259ngli ipl\u0259rd\u0259n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir bayraq toxumu\u015fdu o pay\u0131z…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

B\u0259xtimizin do\u011fmayan ulduzunu,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Yar\u0131m do\u011fan ay\u0131n\u0131 da toxumu\u015fdu bayra\u011fa…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

O ili burnu de\u015fik,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Daban\u0131 c\u0131r\u0131q,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Tayke\u015f,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Adam\u0131 isitm\u0259y\u0259n yard\u0131m corablar\u0131yla<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ba\u015fa vurmu\u015fduq…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Burada Saqif k\u00fcrd n\u0259n\u0259sinin sevgiyl\u0259 toxudu\u011fu t\u00fcrk bayra\u011f\u0131ndan s\u00f6z sal\u0131r. O bayraqdan ki, \u0259ynimizin istisidi, bo\u011faz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yidi, evimizin sevgisidi, q\u00fcrurumuzdu, f\u0259xrimizdi! O bayraqdan ki, son ill\u0259r La\u00e7\u0131nla (d\u0259rdl\u0259), \u015eu\u015fayla (d\u0259rdl\u0259), K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rl\u0259 (d\u0259rdl\u0259)… el\u0259 sil\u0259l\u0259ndi ki, b\u0259xtimizd\u0259 do\u011fma\u011fa heyi qalmad\u0131…<\/p>\n

\u00c7ar\u0259sizliyimizin susdurulmu\u015f bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ar\u0131ql\u0131qdan qab\u0131r\u011falar\u0131 say\u0131lan<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Daxal\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u0259n h\u00fcnd\u00fcr yerin\u0259 sancm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu \u015feir Saqifin \u015fah \u0259s\u0259ridir. Burada d\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u0259rdi qa\u00e7q\u0131n daxal\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n h\u00fcnd\u00fcr yerin\u0259 sanc\u0131l\u0131b, o ucal\u0131qdan \u201cqab\u0131r\u011falar\u0131 say\u0131lan\u201d dax\u0131la lal s\u00fckutla bax\u0131r…<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox t\u0259zadl\u0131 v\u0259 q\u00fcrurlu bir m\u0259qama da rast g\u0259ldim Saqif \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259. O, kitab boyunca bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 \u201cAz\u0259rbaycan\u201d, \u201cT\u00fcrk\u201d ifad\u0259si i\u015fl\u0259tmir, lakin o, m\u0259hz T\u00dcRK\u00dcN bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 uca tutur, ucald\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Bu \u015feir eyni zamanda b\u0259diiliyi, f\u0259rqli deyiml\u0259ri, ax\u0131c\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 d\u0259 yadda\u015flara h\u0259kk olunur.<\/p>\n

Fikir vermi\u015fdim –<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259m bayat\u0131 h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u0259-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ac qalan azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za a\u011flayanda<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259rinin titr\u0259m\u0259sini d\u0259 toxudu\u011fu bayraq –<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Burnunu k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259s\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 uzad\u0131b<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Havan\u0131 qoxlay\u0131rd\u0131…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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…Saqif u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qa\u00e7q\u0131n daxallar\u0131nda d\u0259fn edib. Onun yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u015fa vurmam\u0131\u015f k\u00f6rp\u0259lik, ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015f u\u015faql\u0131q geni\u015f yer al\u0131b. Lakin onun birc\u0259 b\u0259ndin\u0259, birc\u0259 misras\u0131na da rast g\u0259lm\u0259dim ki, orada onun u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, ev-e\u015fiyini \u0259lind\u0259n alan, n\u0259n\u0259sinin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 qoyan, atas\u0131n\u0131n sa\u011f \u0259li \u2013 traktorunu satmas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259sl s\u0259b\u0259bkar\u0131 olan m\u00fcharib\u0259nin, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n erm\u0259ninin, zal\u0131m\u0131n, h\u00f6kmdar\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259ksin. O, sad\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6z \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259rini \u2013 d\u00fcnya \u00d6zl\u0259rinin \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259rini q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 al\u0131b:<\/p>\n

Burda ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan sonra u\u015faqlar<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Evd\u0259n m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n ev\u0259 pal\u00e7\u0131q da\u015f\u0131yar<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fc q\u0131r\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Saqifin \u015feirl\u0259ri bir d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 t\u0259qdir\u0259layiqdir ki, o \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7eyn\u0259nmi\u015f, pafoslu, qafiy\u0259l\u0259r, \u00fcmumil\u0259\u015fmi\u015f fikirl\u0259r yoxdur. Onun b\u0259dii priyomlar\u0131, s\u00f6z\u0259 yana\u015fmas\u0131, fikir tap\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7ox f\u0259rqli v\u0259 yaddaqaland\u0131r, h\u0259m d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u0259ndir:<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 buzam,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Sallan\u0131ram yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

T\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131n tablosunu g\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc? \u00dc\u015f\u00fcd\u0259n, dar\u0131xd\u0131ran, qorxudan… v\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n, dar\u0131xan, qorxan t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131n. V\u0259 yaxud:<\/p>\n

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D\u00fcnya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bo\u015falan qad\u0131n d\u00f6\u015fl\u0259ri kimi.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130ntihar ed\u0259n insan\u0131n \u2013 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 p\u0259nah aparan balan\u0131n b\u0259dii \u015f\u0259kli n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r f\u0259rqli \u00e7\u0259kilib, diqq\u0259t ed\u0259k:<\/p>\n

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S\u0259h\u0259r azan\u0131nda<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Atan s\u0259ni meyv\u0259 kimi d\u0259rdi,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Qap\u0131n\u0131zdak\u0131 qocaman armud a\u011fac\u0131ndan.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00dczd\u00fc s\u0259ni intihar buda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259ndir sapla\u011f\u0131ndan…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ba\u015fqa bir f\u0259rqli \u00f6rn\u0259y\u0259 baxaq:<\/p>\n

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Divarlar\u0131n\u0131n ka\u011f\u0131z \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fc soyulumu\u015f,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Qap\u0131s\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n kilidl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f ota\u011f\u0131n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sinin \u00e7\u00f6l \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Salx\u0131m-salx\u0131m sallanm\u0131\u015f buz kimi<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259h\u0259rin d\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259-k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 gec\u0259nin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259n,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fc s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 sar\u0131 salland\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir gec\u0259…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Yaxud:<\/p>\n

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Ki\u015fil\u0259r \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259n –<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Qad\u0131nlar ayaqlar\u0131ndan as\u0131lar!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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…Ki\u015fil\u0259r qad\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Dola\u015fan \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Qad\u0131nlar ki\u015fi \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Yell\u0259n\u0259n ayaqlar\u0131yla \u0259l ed\u0259rl\u0259r d\u00fcnyaya…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00c7ubuq b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb heyk\u0259l olunca,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n unudulmu\u015f adamlar\u0131<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Nazilib \u00e7ubuq oldular…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

V\u0259 yaxud:<\/p>\n

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…Anam \u0259liyn\u0259n n\u0259n\u0259min a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 tutub,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u0259s\u0259 deyib k\u00fcrdc\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259ldi…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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…Qaba\u011f\u0131na bir para \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k d\u0259 qoydu.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259m bir bayat\u0131 d\u0259ml\u0259di…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Saqifin \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259bul etm\u0259diyim m\u0259qam (b\u0259z\u0259n) onun ba\u011flamaya b\u00fckd\u00fcy\u00fc altyap\u0131 fikirl\u0259rin\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131q g\u0259tirm\u0259sidir. M\u0259nc\u0259 bu altyap\u0131lar\u0131 oxuculara vers\u0259, a\u00e7mas\u0131n\u0131 onlara h\u0259val\u0259 ets\u0259 daha u\u011furlu m\u0259ntiq olard\u0131. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 misralara diqq\u0259t ed\u0259k:<\/p>\n

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N\u0259n\u0259mi yams\u0131lamaq.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Oturanda quca\u011f\u0131na t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n d\u00f6\u015fl\u0259riyl\u0259 m\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259k.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131na dolanma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ist\u0259mirdi dey\u0259<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Dayanmadan ba\u015f\u0131na dolanma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Buradan sonra \u00f6z\u00fc-\u00f6z fikrini a\u00e7\u0131r:<\/p>\n

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\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Qocal\u0131\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na f\u0131rlan\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131q ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Burada n\u0259n\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131na dolanma\u011f\u0131 t\u0259kc\u0259 qocal\u0131\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na dolanmaq kimi q\u0259bul etm\u0259dim m\u0259n. N\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259kc\u0259 qocal\u0131q deyil, n\u0259n\u0259 soydur, n\u0259n\u0259 ululuqdur, n\u0259n\u0259 safl\u0131qd\u0131r, n\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259yand\u0131r, n\u0259n\u0259 sevgidir, sevincdir, n\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr. O h\u0259yat\u0131n ki, g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n bizi t\u0259rk edir, uzaqla\u015f\u0131r v\u0259 biz bu getm\u0259yi, uzaqla\u015fma\u011f\u0131 an-an, saat-saat hiss edir, g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck! El\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 biz t\u0259kc\u0259 qocal\u0131\u011f\u0131n yox, \u0259limizd\u0259n u\u00e7an o ululu\u011fun, safl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, \u00a0sevginin, sevincin… \u2013 h\u0259yat\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na dolan\u0131r\u0131q!<\/p>\n

Saqif \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259sas\u0259n s\u0259rb\u0259st halda qanad \u00e7alsa da, heca v\u0259znind\u0259 d\u0259 u\u011furlu yazma\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131r. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr ki, \u0259ks\u0259r \u015fairl\u0259r kimi (\u0259d\u0259biyyata b\u0259l\u0259d \u015fairl\u0259r kimi) o da \u015feir q\u0259libimiz\u0259 tam b\u0259l\u0259d olandan sonra yazma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131b:<\/p>\n

Deyirdin bo\u015falan dolar n\u0259hay\u0259t,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

B\u0259s niy\u0259 s\u0259nsizlik h\u0259l\u0259 dolmay\u0131b?!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcm vard\u0131sa sevmi\u015f\u0259m daha –<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259ni unutma\u011fa tab\u0131m qalmay\u0131b.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Yaxud:<\/p>\n

Di\u015fin\u0259 s\u0131x s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ovcuna y\u0131\u011f \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Yollara t\u00f6k g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259, g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u015eairin yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fckd\u0259 diqq\u0259t ed\u0259nd\u0259 bir ist\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 tez-tez rast g\u0259lirik. O, \u201cged\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m\u201d deyir:<\/p>\n

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Ged\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m buralardan,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ax, bu nec\u0259 xeyir-\u015f\u0259rdir?!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Buralar ki, Allah\u0131n da<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc yerdi.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Onun getm\u0259k arzusunu anlasam da, ifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m…<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6z\u00fc yolda qalan n\u0259n\u0259m,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Yollar bunu bil\u0259n deyil.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Min ill\u0259rdir g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259nin,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Birc\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n deyil…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\"IMG-20160607-WA0000\"<\/a>B\u0259lk\u0259 o, n\u0259n\u0259sinin g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin yol \u00e7\u0259kdiyi yollarla getm\u0259k ist\u0259yir. Min ill\u0259rdir g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259ni n\u0259n\u0259sin\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259k \u00fc\u015f\u00fcn… n\u0259n\u0259sinin g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yoldan y\u0131\u011fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn (burada da n\u0259n\u0259 obraz\u0131na diqq\u0259t edin, yuxar\u0131da qeyd etdiyim kimi n\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc dem\u0259kdir Saqif poeziyas\u0131nda).<\/p>\n

Kitabda Saqif Zeynal\u0131n hekay\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 yer al\u0131b. Onun n\u0259sri d\u0259 h\u0259yatidir, obrazlar var, lakin nasir q\u0259l\u0259mind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 tez n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7arp\u0131r. Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 Saqifin geni\u015f m\u00fctali\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 var. N\u0259sr\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259k laz\u0131m deyil, zaman\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fc g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 \u201cK\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r\u201d qoydum. Bayat\u0131dan boy alan, insan \u00fcr\u0259yinin \u00e7e\u015fm\u0259si il\u0259 \u0259t\u0259-qana g\u0259l\u0259n, ruhun, a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n, arzular\u0131n s\u0259si olan t\u00fcrk\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259tdim Saqifin \u015feirl\u0259rini. Amma bu t\u00fcrk\u00fcl\u0259r… ax\u0131 t\u00fcrk\u00fc deyildi, el\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bu p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lara \u201ck\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r\u201d dedim. Saqif ilk k\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259rini n\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259n e\u015fidib \u2013 \u201ck\u00fcrdc\u0259 a\u011flayan n\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259n\u201d…<\/p>\n

Saqif Zeynal, \u0259d\u0259biyyata ilk q\u0259d\u0259ml\u0259rin u\u011furlu olsun! O g\u00fcn g\u0259lsin ki, s\u0259nin k\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259rini dinind\u0259n, dilind\u0259n, milliyy\u0259tind\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq ham\u0131 oxusun, ham\u0131 sevsin.<\/p>\n

\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 1203 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

G\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 ili\u015fir hicrana \u0259yil\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 kils\u0259 z\u0259ngl\u0259ri \u00e7al\u0131n\u0131r, Bir u\u015faq azan \u00e7\u0259kir \u00fcr\u0259yimin dibind\u0259… Saqif Zeynal \u00a0 \u00a0 Onu \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n tan\u0131m\u0131ram. He\u00e7 vaxt g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fik. \u018fslind\u0259 is\u0259 tan\u0131y\u0131ram. H\u0259rf-h\u0259rf, s\u00f6z s\u00f6z, s\u0259tir-s\u0259tir, ruh-ruh, sevgi-sevgi… \u0130lk \u015feirini m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259nd\u0259 ondak\u0131 h\u0259yata, \u0259d\u0259biyyata, x\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 poeziyaya f\u0259rqli bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ox b\u0259y\u0259ndim. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259ki d\u00fcnyan\u0131 \u2013 t\u0259kc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus poetik d\u00fcnyan\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6476,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[20,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11147"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11147"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11147\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11148,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11147\/revisions\/11148"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6476"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11147"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11147"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11147"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}