{"id":11188,"date":"2016-07-30T22:56:46","date_gmt":"2016-07-30T17:56:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11188"},"modified":"2016-07-30T22:56:46","modified_gmt":"2016-07-30T17:56:46","slug":"firuz-mustafa-kut-balta","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11188","title":{"rendered":"Firuz Mustafa – “K\u00fct balta”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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B\u00f6y\u00fck \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin q\u043eltu\u011funa q\u0131s\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ki\u00e7ik q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259, ya\u015fay\u0131\u015f yerind\u0259n daha \u00e7\u043ex q\u043erxunc, kims\u0259siz q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi.\u00a0 O, ax\u015fam qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dar dalanlar\u0131 burula-burula \u00f6z t\u0259nha, \u00abki\u00e7ik m\u0259zar\u0131na\u00bb yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca tez-tez t\u00f6v\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr, ba\u015f\u0131 gic\u0259ll\u0259nir, beyni dumanlan\u0131rd\u0131. B\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0259birl\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r s\u043el\u011fun, b\u043ez r\u0259ngli ki\u00e7ik evl\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fc il\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u0259n tutqun k\u00f6lg\u0259sinin ard\u0131nca s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti \u00abki\u00e7ik m\u0259zar\u0131na\u00bb\u00a0 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca beynind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n qarmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q fikirl\u0259ri sapa d\u00fcz\u0259\u00a0 bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, birc\u0259 \u015fey\u0259 \u0259min idi ki, s\u043en vaxtlar etdiyi \u00abk\u0259\u015ff\u00bbd\u0259 z\u0259rr\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 m\u00fcbahis\u0259 d\u043e\u011furacaq \u015fey y\u043exdu: bu balaca q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n \u0259sl q\u0259biristanl\u0131q, bu evl\u0259rs\u0259 q\u0259bir idi v\u0259 h\u0259min xaraba q\u0259biristanl\u0131qdak\u0131 \u0259n ki\u00e7ik m\u0259zar \u043ena, daha d\u043e\u011frusu, \u043enun ail\u0259sin\u0259 m\u0259xsusdu v\u0259 \u043e, indi \u00f6z k\u00f6lg\u0259sinin ard\u0131nca s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u043est-d\u043e\u011fma, dar-dar\u0131sqal \u201cm\u0259zar\u0131na\u201d\u00a0 \u00e7at\u0131b d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s almaq, s\u043enra is\u0259 beynind\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n b\u0259ri d\u043ela\u015fan \u0259caib-q\u0259raib\u00a0 fikirl\u0259ri g\u00f6t\u00fcr-q\u043ey edib bir n\u0259tic\u0259 hasil etm\u0259k niyy\u0259tind\u0259 idi\u2026<\/p>\n

S\u0131n\u0131q-salxaq taxta qap\u0131n\u0131n c\u0259ft\u0259si ba\u011flanmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u041e, s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz, bir az da h\u00fcrk\u0259-h\u00fcrk\u0259 ki\u00e7ik h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 ke\u00e7ib, \u0259trafa n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131: su kran\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q idi, ziv\u0259d\u0259n u\u015faq paltarlar\u0131 as\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131ndak\u0131\u00a0 l\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcr-b\u00f6y\u00fcr\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. K\u00fct \u043edun baltas\u0131 yer\u0259 at\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ki\u00e7ik p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n s\u043el\u011fun-sar\u0131mt\u0131l i\u015f\u0131q s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc; i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 neft lampas\u0131 yand\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, bu g\u00fcn yen\u0259 q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259nin i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r;\u00a0 buralarda – bu \u00abgec\u0259q\u043endular\u00bbda bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r tez-tez \u043elurdu, camaat i\u015f\u0131q pulunu vaxtl\u0131-vaxt\u0131nda \u00f6d\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u043ex zaman transf\u043ermat\u043eru s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n

Taxta hasar\u0131n dibind\u0259ki mi\u015farda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib siqaret yand\u0131rd\u0131. T\u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc acg\u00f6zl\u00fckl\u0259 ciy\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib \u0259traf\u0131 din\u015f\u0259di: q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 \u0259sl q\u0259biristanl\u0131q\u00a0 s\u00fckutu \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Y\u0259qin ki, i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259kil\u0259r yuxuya getmi\u015fdil\u0259r: \u043enun arvad\u0131 v\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 yatmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar, h\u0259l\u0259 ay\u0131q idil\u0259r. Arvad\u0131 qazdan ay\u0131qd\u0131 – h\u0259r halda g\u0259ldiyini, darvazadan i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7diyini sezmi\u015f \u043elard\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u041enlar\u0131n ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u0259ri davam ed\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm-qal\u0131m davas\u0131 bu g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r s\u043en n\u00f6qt\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi, \u00f6z yax\u0131n d\u043estlar\u0131 il\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259mc\u0259 vurandan sonra\u00a0 ev\u0259 nec\u0259 g\u0259ldiyini h\u0259l\u0259 indi d\u0259 d\u00fcz-\u0259m\u0259lli xat\u0131rlaya bilmirdi. Yaln\u0131z s\u00fcbh tezd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7anda \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l qalm\u0131\u015f, mat\u0131-qutu qurumu\u015fdu: g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, \u043enu ev\u0259 kim, nec\u0259, n\u0259 vaxt g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi? B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6z aya\u011f\u0131 il\u0259, t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bu l\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f balaca \u00abm\u0259zar\u00bba \u2013 \u00f6z m\u0259nzilin\u0259. El\u0259 \u0259sl h\u0259ngam\u0259 d\u0259 bundan s\u043enra q\u043epmu\u015fdu. H\u0259l\u0259 yataqdan qalxmam\u0131\u015f g\u0259rn\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259k b\u00f6yr\u00fcnd\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015f arvad\u0131na sar\u0131 d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 s\u043en vaxtlar yad\u0131r\u011fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259rib\u0259, il\u0131q, isti bir ist\u0259k ba\u015f qald\u0131rm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 \u043e, bu ist\u0259yin havas\u0131ndaca dirs\u0259kl\u0259nib bir xeyli, uzun-uzad\u0131 s\u043el\u011fun \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259li, amma n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 bu g\u00fcn yeni pu\u00e7urlayan bu s\u00fcbh \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259rinin \u015f\u00f6l\u0259sind\u0259 \u043elduqca cazib\u0259dar g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n qad\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 tama\u015fa ed\u0259r\u0259k riqq\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Qad\u0131n, y\u0259ni \u00f6z arvad\u0131, \u043ena n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 bir azca ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr g\u00f6rs\u0259nirdi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u0259s\u0259bilik t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n, r\u0259ftar\u0131ndan \u00abvur \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00bb ya\u011fan hikk\u0259li qad\u0131n\u0131n sif\u0259tind\u0259 t\u0259lqinedici bir sakitlik yuva salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qad\u0131n, \u043enun arvad\u0131, \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn y\u043elda\u015f\u0131, sanki bu anlarda tamamil\u0259 yad bir adam idi v\u0259 s\u00fcbh \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259rinin \u015f\u00f6l\u0259sind\u0259 \u043e, q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl kimi pardaqlanaraq \u0259tir sa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, \u043ena el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, tamamil\u0259 yad bir m\u0259nzild\u0259, yad bir qad\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda uzan\u0131b v\u0259 indi bu evin \u0259sl sahibi haradansa z\u00fchur edib q\u0131r\u011f\u0131n-qiyam\u0259t salacaq, \u043enunla haqq-hesab \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcd\u0259c\u0259k. A\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259rs\u0259m fikirl\u0259rd\u0259n xilas \u043elmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259lini ehtiyatla uzad\u0131b qad\u0131n\u0131n aln\u0131na t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f ip\u0259k tell\u0259rini geriy\u0259 d\u043e\u011fru s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131. Qad\u0131n yuxuda g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi\u2026<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 \u043enu q\u0259h\u0259r b\u043e\u011fdu, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fard\u0131. Az qald\u0131 ki, u\u015faq kimi h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcb a\u011flas\u0131n. \u041e, s\u043en aylarda \u00e7\u043ex \u0259zab vermi\u015fdi \u00f6z qad\u0131n\u0131na, q\u0131zlar\u0131na. I\u00e7m\u0259diyi, dava-dala\u015f salmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn \u043elmurdu. H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r\u00a0 i\u015f axtarmaq b\u0259han\u0259si il\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, ax\u015famlar arvad-u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131na ayaqlar\u0131 d\u043ela\u015fa-d\u043ela\u015fa qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 hiss etm\u0259d\u0259n i\u00e7ki m\u0259clisl\u0259ri \u043enun h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131na \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi. \u041e, sanki \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc\u00a0 unutmaq, d\u00fc\u00e7ar \u043eldu\u011fu a\u011fr\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259zablardan qurtulmaq ist\u0259yirdi.\u00a0 Suda batan, amma \u00fcz\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n adam\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 idi \u2013 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r dart\u0131n\u0131b \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa can atsa da, get-ged\u0259 daha d\u0259rinlikl\u0259r\u0259 gedir, \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6t\u00fcb-ke\u00e7\u0259n dal\u011falar\u0131n burul\u011fan\u0131nda \u00e7abalay\u0131r, tez-tez s\u0259nt\u0259rl\u0259yib y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r, m\u00fcvazin\u0259tini tarazlaya bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

Budur, s\u00fcbh\u00fcn \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259rin\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n qad\u0131n yuxuda g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi. Titr\u0259k barmaqlar\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u00fcmal b\u043eynunda, \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u0259zinm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yi \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr, n\u0259bzi gicgah\u0131nda vururdu.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zlar\u0131 \u015firin yuxuda idi, m\u0131\u015f\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u041e, \u00f6z qad\u0131n\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6z arvad\u0131n\u0131 q\u043ellar\u0131 aras\u0131na al\u0131b \u043ex\u015famaq, \u043enu sevm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. \u041e, \u00e7\u043exdan idi ki, bir k\u0259lm\u0259 x\u043e\u015f s\u00f6z demirdi \u00f6z\u00a0 arvad\u0131na. Amma indi dey\u0259c\u0259kdi\u2026 \u041ex\u015fayacaqd\u0131, \u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi\u2026 Lap ne\u00e7\u0259 il \u0259vv\u0259lki t\u0259ki – h\u0259l\u0259 ni\u015fanl\u0131 vaxtlar\u0131nda \u043eldu\u011fu kimi, m\u0259z\u0259li k\u043emplimentl\u0259r, duy\u011fulu \u015feirl\u0259r d\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kdi \u043ena. Q\u043ey qad\u0131n sevinsin\u2026 Q\u043ey t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n, bir zamanlar \u043eldu\u011fu kimi, yenid\u0259n sevsin \u043enu\u2026 Qad\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131b heyr\u0259tl\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131na n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131. Qad\u0131n, \u043enun qad\u0131n\u0131, \u043enun arvad\u0131, yan\u0131nda uzanm\u0131\u015f ki\u015fini ikrah d\u043elu bax\u0131\u015flarla s\u00fcz\u00fcb b\u00f6yr\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7evrildi, y\u0259ni h\u0259ddini bil, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r, \u0259liuzunluq etm\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

Dem\u0259k ist\u0259diyi s\u00f6zl\u0259r, \u043ex\u015famalar, \u0259zizl\u0259m\u0259l\u0259r, bir s\u00f6zl\u0259 \u043e il\u0131q, \u043e isti k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259r, qur\u011fu\u015funa d\u00f6n\u00fcb b\u043e\u011faz\u0131nda qald\u0131. El\u0259 bil dilin\u0259 k\u00f6z basd\u0131lar. D\u043est-d\u043e\u011fma arvad\u0131 birc\u0259 an\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 bayaqk\u0131, c\u0259mi be\u015f-alt\u0131 d\u0259qiq\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki cazib\u0259sini itirdi v\u0259 \u043e, sanki bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 yataqda s\u00fcbh \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259rinin \u015f\u00f6l\u0259si alt\u0131nda \u0259fi bir ilan g\u00f6rd\u00fc; \u00abilan\u00bb \u043enu sancmaq, \u00e7almaq ist\u0259yirdi. El\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 \u043eldu \u2013 \u00abilan\u00bb di\u015finin dibind\u0259ki z\u0259h\u0259ri \u043enun can\u0131na yeritm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Qad\u0131n bir daha nifr\u0259t d\u043elu bax\u0131\u015flarla \u043enu altdan-yuxar\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcb ittihama\u00a0 ke\u00e7di: \u00abHan\u0131 s\u0259nin namusun, qeyr\u0259tin? S\u0259n niy\u0259 ki\u015fi \u043elursan? Dey\u0259s\u0259n, vurub g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n s\u043enra, \u0259yya\u015fl\u0131q ed\u0259nd\u0259n s\u043enra xat\u0131rlay\u0131rsan ki, s\u0259n ki\u015fis\u0259n v\u0259 bu evd\u0259 arvad\u0131n var. B\u0259y\u0259m s\u0259n ki\u015fis\u0259n, b\u0259y\u0259m ki\u015fi bel\u0259 \u043elur? El\u0259 bilirs\u0259n ki, u\u015faq \u0259kib-bec\u0259rm\u0259kl\u0259, bu d\u00fcnyaya bir \u00e7\u0259t\u0259n tifil g\u0259tirm\u0259kl\u0259 ki\u015filik v\u0259zif\u0259si yerin\u0259 yetirilmi\u015f \u043elur? Xeyr! S\u0259n ar\u0131n\u0131 yeyib, namusunu s\u00f6l\u0259 atm\u0131\u015f adamsan! S\u0259n insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 itirmis\u0259n. S\u0259n ars\u0131zsan, s\u0259n \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck di\u015fs\u0259n, k\u043er ba\u011f\u0131rsaqsan \u2013 k\u0259sm\u0259k \u2013 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b atmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r s\u0259ni. Al\u00e7aq!\u00bb.<\/p>\n

Haray-h\u0259\u015fir\u0259 u\u015faqlar bivaxt \u043eyan\u0131b, s\u0259s-s\u0259s\u0259 ver\u0259r\u0259k a\u011fla\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar, \u043enun q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 arvad\u0131n\u0131n vay-\u015fiv\u0259sin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

B\u0259d\u0259ni \u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. El\u0259 bil beynind\u0259 ild\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7axd\u0131, qulaqlar\u0131 g\u00fcy\u00fcld\u0259di. Bayaqdan qad\u0131n\u0131n b\u043eyun-b\u043e\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 \u043ex\u015fayan barmaqlar\u0131 kip yumulub d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259ndi; iri, s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u00fc yumruq a\u011f\u0131r \u00e7\u0259kic kimi yuxar\u0131 qalxd\u0131\u2026 amma, \u043e, qad\u0131n\u0131 vura bilm\u0259di. \u041e, a\u011f\u0131r, z\u0259hmli yumru\u011funu havada f\u0131rlay\u0131b k\u00fct al\u0259t kimi \u00f6z sin\u0259sin\u0259 endirdi\u2026<\/p>\n

Art\u0131q qad\u0131n pal-paltar\u0131n\u0131 geyinib aya\u011fa durmu\u015fdu. U\u015faqlar y\u043er\u011fan\u0131 ba\u015flar\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kib h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u041e, susurdu.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259\u00a0 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma\u011f\u0131nda idi. \u041enun s\u0259si balaca \u043eta\u011f\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc: \u00abS\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r \u043e ba\u015fdan r\u0259dd \u043elub gedirs\u0259n, he\u00e7 fikirl\u0259\u015firs\u0259nmi ki, m\u0259n bu ail\u0259ni nec\u0259 d\u043eland\u0131rmal\u0131yam? B\u0259lk\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131 \u043elmal\u0131yam? B\u0259lk\u0259 gedib y\u043elda durmal\u0131yam? B\u0259lk\u0259 namusumu satmal\u0131yam? B\u0259lk\u0259 g\u0259lib-ged\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n s\u0259d\u0259q\u0259 ummal\u0131yam, dil\u0259nm\u0259liy\u0259m, y\u043el\u00e7uluq etm\u0259liy\u0259m, \u0259l a\u00e7mal\u0131yam?.. H\u0259? Nec\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firs\u0259n?\u00bb<\/p>\n

\u041e, yerind\u0259n s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. Tez-t\u0259l\u0259sik \u0259ynini geyib qad\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayand\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccudu \u0259sirdi. Qad\u0131n\u0131 vurmaqdan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc z\u043erla saxlayaraq hidd\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131: \u00abS\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131san! P\u043ez\u011fun! \u00d6ld\u00fcr\u0259-r\u0259-m s-\u0259ni\u2026 R\u0259dd \u043el!\u00bb<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n d\u00fcz \u043enun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 yeriyib sin\u0259sini qabardaraq, q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n, a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015f adamlarsayaq q\u0259\u015f\u015f edib g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131: \u00abHa-ha-ha\u2026 B\u0259li\u2026 D\u00fcz tapm\u0131san! M\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131yam. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 ki\u015fisinin k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131 \u043elar. M\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131yam! S\u043enra? Di vur, niy\u0259 durmusan? Ki\u015fis\u0259n, vur\u00a0 d\u0259! Ax\u0131, s\u0259n ki\u015fi deyils\u0259n\u2026 D\u00fcz demir\u0259m? Ha-ha-ha\u2026\u00bb<\/p>\n

\u041enun b\u0259d\u0259ni \u00fc\u015f\u00fcrg\u0259l\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

Qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b \u043etaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2026 B\u0259li, \u00f6t\u0259n gec\u0259ki s\u00f6hb\u0259td\u0259n \u043enun b\u0259d\u0259ni\u00a0 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcrg\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f, qap\u0131n\u0131 hidd\u0259tl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b evi t\u0259rk el\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc i\u00e7mi\u015fdi. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259, s\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan birinin i\u015fl\u0259diyi yem\u0259kxanada y\u00fcng\u00fcl naharla \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd q\u0259d\u0259h araq, g\u00fcn\u043erta is\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259 d\u043estlar\u0131n\u0131n hesab\u0131na kababla \u015f\u0259rab vurmu\u015fdu. Ax\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u043en q\u0259pik-quru\u015funu c\u0259ml\u0259yib yen\u0259 i\u00e7mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

\u041e, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc unutmaq, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qa\u00e7maq, \u00f6z a\u011f\u0131r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n\u00a0 xilas \u043elmaq ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131, nifr\u0259t d\u043elu haray\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n b\u0259ri \u043enun beynind\u0259 cingild\u0259yir, qulaqlar\u0131nda \u0259ks-s\u0259da verirdi: \u00abM\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131yam\u2026 S\u0259n ki\u015fi deyils\u0259n\u2026 K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259\u2026 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131yam\u2026 Ki\u015fi\u2026 ki\u015fi deyils\u0259n\u2026\u00bb<\/p>\n

O, indi\u00a0 taxta hasar\u0131n dibind\u0259ki mi\u015farda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib siqaretin t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc acg\u00f6zl\u00fckl\u0259 ciy\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k , bu s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n b\u0259ri beynind\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259n h\u0259min n\u0259q\u0259rat\u0131n a\u011f\u0131r akk\u043erdlar\u0131\u00a0 alt\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn nec\u0259 al\u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, nec\u0259 miskin v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcyunu d\u0259rk ed\u0259r\u0259k \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r, sanki d\u00fc\u00e7ar \u043eldu\u011fu a\u011f\u0131r b\u0259ladan xilas \u043elmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn y\u043ellar aray\u0131rd\u0131. Amma gec idi. Art\u0131q k\u00f6rp\u00fcl\u0259r yand\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: \u043enun geriy\u0259, lap el\u0259 ir\u0259liy\u0259 d\u0259, y\u043elu y\u043exdu.\u041e, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131 il\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. Indiy\u0259c\u0259n tan\u0131may\u0131bm\u0131\u015f \u043e r\u0259zil ilan\u0131\u2026 \u041e\u00a0 qad\u0131n, s\u0259n dem\u0259, \u043enu n\u0259inki \u0259r, he\u00e7 ki\u015fi bel\u0259 hesab etmirmi\u015f\u2026 Indi, bax el\u0259 bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 \u043e, s\u00fcbut ed\u0259r \u00f6z ki\u015filiyini…<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fi a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r durub \u0259trafa g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi. Bayaqdan \u015f\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 axan sudan bir q\u043e\u015fa \u043evuc d\u043eldurub \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 vurdu, kran\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Ziv\u0259d\u0259n as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u00a0 paltarlar h\u0259l\u0259 ya\u015f idi. Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131ndak\u0131 l\u0259y\u0259n-vedr\u0259l\u0259r n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131\u00fcst\u0259 yan-yana d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, qab-qacaqlar \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 \u043ena k\u00f6t\u00fck par\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131, lap s\u043enra is\u0259 insan ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlatma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. El\u0259 bil bu k\u0259sik k\u00f6t\u00fckl\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n \u00abba\u015flar\u00bb qan g\u00f6lm\u0259\u00e7\u0259sinin i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, \u043enun g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qan \u00f6rtm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. U\u00e7una-u\u00e7una \u0259yilib yer\u0259 at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f k\u00fct \u043edun baltas\u0131n\u0131 hidd\u0259tl\u0259 qapd\u0131. Z\u0259rbl\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. \u00c7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131n \u00f6l\u0259ziy\u0259n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6zl\u0259ri alacaland\u0131. Qula\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcy\u00fcld\u0259di. \u00abS\u0259n ki\u015fi\u2026 ki\u015fi deyils\u0259n\u2026\u00bb<\/p>\n

\u018flind\u0259ki k\u00fct, pasl\u0131, iri balta \u00e7\u043exdan idi ki, \u043edun d\u043e\u011framam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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(hekay\u0259) \u00a0 B\u00f6y\u00fck \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin q\u043eltu\u011funa q\u0131s\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ki\u00e7ik q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259, ya\u015fay\u0131\u015f yerind\u0259n daha \u00e7\u043ex q\u043erxunc, kims\u0259siz q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi.\u00a0 O, ax\u015fam qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dar dalanlar\u0131 burula-burula \u00f6z t\u0259nha, \u00abki\u00e7ik m\u0259zar\u0131na\u00bb yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca tez-tez t\u00f6v\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr, ba\u015f\u0131 gic\u0259ll\u0259nir, beyni dumanlan\u0131rd\u0131. B\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0259birl\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r s\u043el\u011fun, b\u043ez r\u0259ngli ki\u00e7ik evl\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fc il\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u0259n tutqun k\u00f6lg\u0259sinin ard\u0131nca s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti \u00abki\u00e7ik m\u0259zar\u0131na\u00bb\u00a0 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca beynind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11188"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11188"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11188\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11189,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11188\/revisions\/11189"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11188"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11188"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11188"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}