{"id":11201,"date":"2016-09-06T16:01:07","date_gmt":"2016-09-06T11:01:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11201"},"modified":"2016-09-06T16:01:07","modified_gmt":"2016-09-06T11:01:07","slug":"yegan%c9%99-d%c9%99niz%c9%99-das-atmayin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11201","title":{"rendered":"YEGAN\u018f – D\u018fN\u0130Z\u018f DA\u015e ATMAYIN"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"yegane<\/a><\/p>\n

D\u0259niz\u0259 da\u015f atmay\u0131n..,<\/p>\n

E\u015fqim\u0259,<\/p>\n

ruhuma d\u0259yir o da\u015flar,<\/p>\n

D\u0259nizl\u0259 birg\u0259<\/p>\n

duy\u011fular\u0131m\u0131 da d\u00f6y\u00fcr o da\u015flar.<\/p>\n

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D\u0259niz\u0259 da\u015f atmay\u0131n..,<\/p>\n

Yoxsa q\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259n bo\u011fulacaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 o da\u015flar\u0131n<\/p>\n

bir ucu gedib<\/p>\n

g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 d\u0259ys\u0259 –<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u0259tin ki, bir d\u0259<\/p>\n

d\u0259nizin \u00fcst\u0259 do\u011fulacaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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D\u0259niz\u0259 da\u015f atmay\u0131n..,<\/p>\n

\u0130llah da ki, at\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z –<\/p>\n

bar\u0131…<\/p>\n

\u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 at\u0131n<\/p>\n

d\u0259niz\u0259 at\u0131lan da\u015flar\u0131.<\/p>\n

Da\u015f at\u0131b d\u0259nizin ah\u0131na batmay\u0131n,<\/p>\n

g\u00fcnah\u0131na batmay\u0131n,<\/p>\n

M\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r d\u0259 a\u011flayacaq<\/p>\n

Axsa d\u0259nizin g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 12.10.2008<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0***<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong>\u00a0 \u00a0 Bu\u00a0 a\u011fac\u0131\u00a0 ha\u00e7an<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 k\u0259s\u0130bl\u0259r..?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Bu a\u011fac\u0131 ha\u00e7an k\u0259sibl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259n..?<\/p>\n

Yerind\u0259 bir quru k\u00f6t\u00fck qal\u0131bd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O k\u00f6t\u00fckl\u0259 birg\u0259 \u201cxatir\u0259\u201d adl\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u018fv\u0259zi tap\u0131lmaz itik qal\u0131bd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Bu a\u011fac\u0131 ha\u00e7an k\u0259sibl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259n..?<\/p>\n

Qol-budaqlar\u0131ndan \u0259s\u0259r qalmay\u0131b,<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil he\u00e7 burda a\u011fac olmay\u0131b…<\/p>\n

Yan\u0131ndan nec\u0259 d\u0259 sakit ke\u00e7irl\u0259r,<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 alt\u0131ndak\u0131 s\u0259rin bulaqdan<\/p>\n

\u018fyilib doyunca su da i\u00e7irl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n yox ki,<\/p>\n

Bir az \u00f6nc\u0259 burda a\u011fac olubdu.<\/p>\n

Bir vaxt h\u0259min a\u011fac iki \u00fcr\u0259yin,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f h\u0259sr\u0259tin\u0259 \u0259lac olubdu…<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6r\u0259n bu a\u011fac\u0131 kim bel\u0259 k\u0259sib?<\/p>\n

K\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 yaman bel\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sib,<\/p>\n

\u018fli nec\u0259 g\u0259lib balta vurma\u011fa?<\/p>\n

Nec\u0259 olub xatir\u0259l\u0259r can\u0131na<\/p>\n

V\u0259lv\u0259l\u0259 salaraq \u0259l saxlatmay\u0131b?<\/p>\n

O m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u00fc h\u0259sr\u0259t qalx\u0131b yerind\u0259n<\/p>\n

Bu a\u011fac\u0131n haray\u0131na \u00e7atmay\u0131b..!<\/p>\n

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Bu a\u011fac\u0131 ha\u00e7an k\u0259sibl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259n..?<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 hans\u0131sa k\u00fcl\u0259k y\u0131x\u0131bd\u0131!<\/p>\n

Sonra da s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb apar\u0131bd\u0131lar…<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259… lap el\u0259 f\u0259l\u0259k y\u0131x\u0131bd\u0131..?<\/p>\n

Y\u0131x\u0131bd\u0131, amans\u0131z xatir\u0259l\u0259rin<\/p>\n

\u00dcmidin\u0259 qalan bir m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti<\/p>\n

Biryolluq k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n qoparmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,<\/p>\n

Yerli-dibli \u00e7\u0259kib aparmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 05.06.2005<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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B\u0130R\u00a0 D\u018f\u00a0 HARDASA<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Hara buxarlan\u0131b u\u00e7du\u00a0 o sevgi..?<\/p>\n

\u018fb\u0259smi\u015f n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r tutsam da dil\u0259.<\/p>\n

Onsuz da bilirdim pu\u00e7du o sevgi,<\/p>\n

Demir\u0259m s\u00f6n\u00fcbd\u00fc, q\u0259lbimd\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259<\/p>\n

K\u00f6z\u00fc qal\u0131bd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n onu k\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k bilirdim,<\/p>\n

Buna inanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m \u00f6z x\u0259yal\u0131mda.<\/p>\n

E\u015fqimi solmayan \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k bilirdim,<\/p>\n

\u0130ndiys\u0259 soluxmu\u015f g\u00fcl timsal\u0131nda<\/p>\n

\u0130zi qal\u0131bd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Ax\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm yola sal\u0131b \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n q\u0259sdi varm\u0131\u015f, s\u0259n dem\u0259.<\/p>\n

Onu niy\u0259 bel\u0259 q\u0259fil itirdim..?<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 deyil\u0259si t\u0259k birc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fc qal\u0131bd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Tez-tez qula\u011f\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259rdi s\u0259si,<\/p>\n

Onu xat\u0131rlay\u0131b batard\u0131m yasa.<\/p>\n

Bir zamanlar nec\u0259 sevdiyim k\u0259sin<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi quru ad\u0131, bir d\u0259 hardasa<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fc qal\u0131bd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 02.08.2003<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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DAHA\u00a0 O K\u00dc\u00c7\u018fD\u018fN <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0KE\u00c7M\u018fY\u018fC\u018fY\u018fM<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 var\u0131yd\u0131..,<\/p>\n

indi d\u0259 durur,<\/p>\n

Durur hayl\u0131-k\u00fcyl\u00fc adamlar\u0131yla.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yib, yen\u0259 h\u0259m\u0259nki<\/p>\n

Al\u00e7aql\u0131-h\u00fcnd\u00fcrl\u00fc \u00f6z damlar\u0131yla…<\/p>\n

Daha o k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m!<\/p>\n

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\u00dcmidl\u0259rl\u0259\u00a0 dolu h\u0259m\u0259n yollar\u0131n,<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi h\u0259r yan\u0131ndan\u00a0 q\u0259m-q\u00fcss\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fc g\u00f6d\u0259k olan pu\u00e7 x\u0259yallar\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Xatir\u0259si d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t, h\u0259sr\u0259ti\u00a0 a\u011f\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Daha o k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m!<\/p>\n

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S\u0259nli\u00a0 g\u00fcnl\u0259rimd\u0259n\u00a0 ill\u0259r \u00f6t\u00fcbd\u00fc,<\/p>\n

Hicran\u0131n\u00a0 yaras\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259rindi.<\/p>\n

Ayaq izl\u0259rimiz \u00e7oxdan itibdi,<\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin ad\u0131 da d\u0259yi\u015fib indi…<\/p>\n

Daha o k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m!<\/p>\n

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M\u0259nim o yerl\u0259rd\u0259 do\u011fulan e\u015fqim,<\/p>\n

T\u0259nhal\u0131q \u0259lind\u0259n odland\u0131 getdi.<\/p>\n

H\u0259sr\u0259tin\u00a0 i\u00e7ind\u0259 bo\u011fulan e\u015fqim,<\/p>\n

\u00d6ld\u00fc, unuduldu, yadland\u0131 getdi…<\/p>\n

Daha o k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 16.07.2004<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0***<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0B<\/em><\/strong>UNDAN\u00a0 SONRA<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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U\u00e7urmu\u015fam\u00a0 \u0259limd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

O s\u0259ad\u0259t qay\u0131tmaz,<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b\u00a0 h\u0259sr\u0259t selind\u0259n,<\/p>\n

O m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t qay\u0131tmaz,<\/p>\n

Buza d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f o h\u0259v\u0259s,<\/p>\n

O h\u0259rar\u0259t qay\u0131tmaz.<\/p>\n

Gedibs\u0259ns\u0259, sevgilim,<\/p>\n

Daha S\u0259n d\u0259 qay\u0131tma,<\/p>\n

Qay\u0131daraq\u00a0\u00a0 t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n<\/p>\n

Xatir\u0259mi oyatma.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n bu e\u015fqi h\u0259sr\u0259tin<\/p>\n

Duman\u0131nda\u00a0 tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m,<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimin ah\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

Aman\u0131nda\u00a0 tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m,<\/p>\n

H\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r<\/p>\n

Zaman\u0131nda tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Di g\u0259l ki, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n<\/p>\n

Xo\u015f an\u0131nda itirdim,<\/p>\n

Uzaqlarda demir\u0259m,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z yan\u0131mda itirdim.<\/p>\n

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\u00d6l\u00fcb-getmi\u015f m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t<\/p>\n

D\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259lac etm\u0259yir,<\/p>\n

\u00c7a\u011f\u0131randa\u00a0 e\u015fidib<\/p>\n

Haray\u0131ma yetm\u0259yir,<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259lik \u00e7\u0259kilib<\/p>\n

X\u0259yal\u0131mdan getm\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 bilim, b\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259<\/p>\n

X\u0259yal\u0131mda az\u0131bd\u0131,<\/p>\n

O insafs\u0131z\u00a0 demirmi<\/p>\n

X\u0259yallar\u0131m yaz\u0131qd\u0131?!<\/p>\n

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Sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 daray\u0131r<\/p>\n

\u0130ntizar\u0131n dara\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n

G\u00fccd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n q\u0259lbimin<\/p>\n

\u00d6z e\u015fqiydi yara\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n

Harda itib-bat\u0131bd\u0131<\/p>\n

O sevginin sora\u011f\u0131?<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim k\u00f6vr\u0259k e\u015fqimi<\/p>\n

\u00c7atd\u0131rmad\u0131n ba\u015fa S\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Bundan sonra bel\u0259c\u0259<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259n uzaq ya\u015fa S\u0259n!<\/p>\n

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28.06.2004<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Yaz\u0131ya 955 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

D\u0259niz\u0259 da\u015f atmay\u0131n.., E\u015fqim\u0259, ruhuma d\u0259yir o da\u015flar, D\u0259nizl\u0259 birg\u0259 duy\u011fular\u0131m\u0131 da d\u00f6y\u00fcr o da\u015flar.     D\u0259niz\u0259 da\u015f atmay\u0131n.., Yoxsa q\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259n bo\u011fulacaqd\u0131r. H\u0259l\u0259 o da\u015flar\u0131n bir ucu gedib g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 d\u0259ys\u0259 – \u00e7\u0259tin ki, bir d\u0259 d\u0259nizin \u00fcst\u0259 do\u011fulacaqd\u0131r.     D\u0259niz\u0259 da\u015f atmay\u0131n.., \u0130llah da ki, at\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z – bar\u0131… \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 at\u0131n d\u0259niz\u0259 at\u0131lan […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11201"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11201"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11201\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11204,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11201\/revisions\/11204"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11201"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11201"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11201"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}