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\"13230319_491401771057411_3686313878062678416_n<\/a>Qad\u0131n<\/p>\n

\u018flind\u0259 y\u00fckl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n,
\nAya\u011f\u0131n ard\u0131yca s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259n qad\u0131n.
\nG\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan, g\u00fcl\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n,
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn olmaz\u0131yla bar\u0131\u015fan qad\u0131n.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259ri q\u0259m dolu, d\u0259rin ac\u0131l\u0131.
\nH\u0259sr\u0259ti yaral\u0131, h\u00fczn\u0259 sanc\u0131l\u0131,
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn d\u0259rdi do\u011fub adam el\u0259y\u0259n,
\nSonra bu d\u00fcnyaya \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n qad\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259ri a\u011flar, s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ri \u015f\u0259n,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 d\u0259rdi, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 n\u0259m,
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00f6z can\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb evd\u0259n
\nAx\u015famlar evin\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n qad\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Susqun bax\u0131\u015f\u0131nda lal t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fc,
\nKimin \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 s\u00f6nd\u00fc b\u00fck\u00fcld\u00fc.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn pay\u0131z\u0131nda x\u0259zana d\u00f6n\u00fcb,
\nG\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n yerl\u0259r\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n qad\u0131n.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil oxunmu\u015f, bitmi\u015f n\u0259\u011fm\u0259di,
\nS\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259 bilinm\u0259z quru k\u0259lm\u0259di.
\nEl\u0259 bil d\u00fcnyaya o he\u00e7 g\u0259lm\u0259di,
\n\u00d6zg\u0259nin \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015fayan qad\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu<\/p>\n

Yoxmu bu d\u00fcnyadan bir c\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcmd\u0259n savay\u0131 h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259.
\nAdam lap ist\u0259yir y\u0131\u011fa d\u0259rdini,
\nBu axmaq d\u00fcnyadan ba\u015f al\u0131b ged\u0259.<\/p>\n

Aya\u011f\u0131m s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 baxm\u0131r, neyniyim,
\nGedib al\u0131nmaz\u0131n ard\u0131yca qa\u00e7\u0131r.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 baxm\u0131r, neyniyim,
\nGedib g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259zin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim sevm\u0259zi sevir, neyniyim,
\nOnu sev\u0259nl\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259mir.
\n\u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7evirib yana ged\u0259nin,
\nArd\u0131yca k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259r s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb gedir…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n neynim, yolumuz azd\u0131 yolunu,
\nM\u0259n neynim, s\u0259hv d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck d\u00fcnya \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.
\nM\u0259n neynim, duas\u0131 az\u0131b d\u00fcnyan\u0131n,
\nSevgisi \u00e7evrilib astar \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n neynim, indi d\u0259 donmu\u015f da\u015f heyk\u0259l,
\nGedib da\u015f heyk\u0259li n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r doyum?
\nBu yandan o yana ged\u0259 bilmir\u0259m,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm g\u0259lmir \u0259g\u0259r b\u0259s nec\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm?<\/p>\n

Yoxmu bu d\u00fcnyadan bir \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcmd\u0259n savay\u0131, h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259.
\nAdam lap ist\u0259yir y\u0131\u011fa d\u0259rdini,
\nBu axmaq d\u00fcnyadan ba\u015f al\u0131b ged\u0259.<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259ndir<\/p>\n

Xeyli vaxtd\u0131r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m bu d\u0259rdi,
\nD\u0259rdl\u0259rimin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259li V\u0259t\u0259ndir.
\nTa \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 c\u00fcc\u0259rdi,
\nSevgil\u0259rin \u0259n alisi V\u0259t\u0259ndir.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm g\u0259ls\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 f\u0259rqi,
\nV\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ax\u0131 bir can n\u0259dir ki\u2026
\nAnlad\u0131m ki, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, bildim ki,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcml\u0259rin \u0259n ucas\u0131 V\u0259t\u0259ndir.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259hid olam, al \u015f\u0259f\u0259q\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259m,
\nBulud olam torpa\u011f\u0131na s\u0259pil\u0259m.
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 t\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n,
\n\u018fl\u00e7atmaz\u0131m, \u00fcnyetm\u0259zim V\u0259t\u0259ndir.<\/p>\n

\u0130tirdik\u0259 onu m\u0259n z\u0259rr\u0259-z\u0259rr\u0259,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6z can\u0131mda itirdim m\u0259n d\u0259.
\nZaman il\u0259 sevdikl\u0259rim its\u0259 d\u0259
\n\u0130tkil\u0259rin d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259zi V\u0259t\u0259ndir…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm d\u00f6n\u00fcb, yox, geriy\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259r\u0259m,
\nV\u0259t\u0259n, yaran sa\u011falmasa \u00f6lm\u0259r\u0259m.
\n\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259rin qan\u0131n yerd\u0259 qoymaram,
\nRuhum u\u00e7du Qaraba\u011fa, n\u0259d\u0259ndi?
\nH\u0259r damlas\u0131, h\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f\u0131 V\u0259t\u0259ndir.<\/p>\n

Xeyli vaxtd\u0131r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m bu d\u0259rdi,
\nD\u0259rdl\u0259rimin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259li V\u0259t\u0259ndir.
\nTa \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 c\u00fcc\u0259rdi,
\nSevgil\u0259rin \u0259n alisi V\u0259t\u0259ndir.<\/p>\n

O vaxt<\/p>\n

H\u0259y\u0259timizd\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd \u00e7inar vard\u0131,
\nBir d\u0259 k\u00fcknar a\u011faclar\u0131.
\nS\u0259r\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc yer\u0259.
\nM\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 da\u015flar kimi x\u0131rda idik
\nbiz d\u0259 o vaxt.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259ydi da\u015flardan biri…
\n\u018fliml\u0259 qapad\u0131m g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc, a\u011flad\u0131m.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimi a\u00e7anda,
\nq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin i\u00e7ind\u0259n boylanan m\u0259l\u0259k kimi idin\u2026
\n\u0130nsan idinmi s\u0259n?
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn yan\u0131ndan qan ax\u0131rd\u0131,
\nYaln\u0131z \u00fcr\u0259yim daha \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimin yerini tan\u0131dim o g\u00fcnd\u0259n,
\nS\u0259n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n t\u0259r\u0259fim idi…
\nSonra g\u00fcnl\u0259r s\u0259ni b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc,
\nQanad\u0131n\u0131 c\u0131xar\u0131b u\u00e7urdu,
\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259dim s\u0259ni.
\nBu g\u00fcn \u0259lim\u0259 \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131l da\u015flar\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b,
\natd\u0131m d\u0259niz\u0259.
\nH\u0259yata r\u0259ng qatacaq he\u00e7 n\u0259yim yox idi, art\u0131q ona g\u00f6r\u0259…
\nGerisi he\u00e7 n\u0259,
\nhe\u00e7 kim…
\nhe\u00e7…<\/p>\n

Guya<\/p>\n

Ac\u0131s\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck deyil,
\nBir az c\u0131zd\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yimi.
\nKor olmad\u0131m yoxlu\u011funda,
\nYaln\u0131z g\u00f6r\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Guya x\u0259fif bir k\u00fcl\u0259k
\nKe\u00e7di ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcstd\u0259n.
\nYaln\u0131z \u00e7ox soyuq oldu,
\nHe\u00e7 isin\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Guya he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmad\u0131
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u0259n, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259n,
\nYaln\u0131z daha ya\u015fam\u00e7un
\nB\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259na qalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir az \u00fcr\u0259yim q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131,
\nDa\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyaya.
\nBir az da \u00fcmidin s\u0131nd\u0131,
\nB\u00f6y\u00fck itgi olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Biz d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 yenildik<\/p>\n

Ay \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 yenik d\u00fcnya,
\nBiz d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 yenildik.
\nBil\u0259-bil\u0259, baxa-baxa g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 yenildik.
\nD\u0259rd bitirdik, yol ay\u0131rd\u0131q, ac\u0131lardan taxt qurduq,
\nAc\u0131lar\u0131 bad\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 s\u00fcz\u0259-s\u00fcz\u0259 yenildik.<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 bel\u0259 tan\u0131mad\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n qarald\u0131q.
\nSavab etdik g\u00fcnah c\u0131xd\u0131, sez\u0259-sez\u0259 yenildik.
\nH\u0259l\u0259 g\u00fcnahkar deyilik, bu al\u0259md\u0259 yeniyik,
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn bir az, h\u0259r g\u00fcn daha n\u0259fsimiz\u0259 yenildik.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm bel\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcnc qald\u0131, h\u0259yat el\u0259 amans\u0131z.
\nU\u00e7ub g\u0259l\u0259n m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r d\u0259 donub g\u00f6yd\u0259 q\u0259rars\u0131z.
\nAb\u0131r-h\u0259ya n\u0259y\u0259 laz\u0131m, ars\u0131z olmal\u0131 ars\u0131z.
\nBu zaman\u0131 bu oyuna d\u00fcz\u0259-d\u00fcz\u0259 yenildik.<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 qald\u0131q, Tanr\u0131m, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 el\u00e7i d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.
\nGed\u0259-ged\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259rimiz n\u0259 is\u0259 t\u0259rs\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\n\u00dcz\u00fc d\u00f6n\u00fck \u00e7oxdu, Tanr\u0131m, g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u0259-d\u00fc\u015f\u0259, s\u0131na-s\u0131na, it\u0259-it\u0259 yenildik.<\/p>\n

-G\u00f6rm\u0259zd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259ni<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131landa g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259,
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015flar ya\u011fanda buluda,
\nBundan sonra bir d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 baxmam,
\nEl\u0259 hey g\u00f6rm\u0259zd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259m o do\u011fma g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n d\u0259,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u0259n s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n d\u0259,
\nUnudub getm\u0259r\u0259m izl\u0259rin il\u0259,
\nEl\u0259 hey g\u00f6rm\u0259zd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Donaram bir d\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131ma c\u0131xsan,
\nSolaram h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fsan \u0259g\u0259r,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259m par\u00e7alasa da
\nQ\u0259lbimi h\u0259sr\u0259tin sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259m arzumdan, x\u0259yal\u0131mdan da,
\nDan\u0131\u015f\u0131b bitil\u0259n na\u011f\u0131l\u0131mdan da.
\nBu minval ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259m lap can\u0131mdan da,
\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259zd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

C\u0259zam\u0131 sakitc\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib ged\u0259r\u0259m,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7in\u0259 bax\u0131b ged\u0259r\u0259m.
\nDaha g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259sin,
\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259zd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Yorulub<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn a\u011fac g\u00fcl a\u00e7maqdan,
\nMeyv\u0259 bitm\u0259kd\u0259n yorulur.
\nAy gec\u0259 bat\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xmaqdan,
\nG\u00fcnd\u00fcz g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n yorulub.<\/p>\n

Yorulur yol yollu\u011fundan,
\nAyaq getm\u0259kd\u0259n yorulur.
\nSevgi sev\u0259nd\u0259n yan ke\u00e7ir,
\n\u00dcr\u0259k sevm\u0259kd\u0259n yorulur.<\/p>\n

Duman \u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n, g\u00fcl b\u00fclb\u00fcld\u0259n,
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259n yorulur.
\nQu\u015flar g\u00f6yd\u0259n, insan yerd\u0259n,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259r h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n yorulur…<\/p>\n

Insan o\u011flu yad olma\u011f\u0131
\nG\u00f6z\u0259 al\u0131r \u00f6z \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259.
\n\u00d6z can\u0131ndan, \u00f6z ad\u0131ndan,
\n\u00d6z b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259n yorulur.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm yorulur insandan,
\nYax\u0131n g\u0259lmir can alma\u011fa.
\nD\u0259rd ba\u015fdan a\u015f\u0131b da\u015fsa da,
\nG\u0259l b\u0259nd\u0259sind\u0259n yorulur.<\/p>\n

Bu evin yiy\u0259si kimdi,
\nEv yiy\u0259sind\u0259n yorulub.
\nKis\u0259sind\u0259n yeyir ham\u0131,
\nYiy\u0259 kis\u0259d\u0259n yorulub.<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 baxm\u0131r o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259,
\nN\u0259 dil\u0259s\u0259, n\u0259 ist\u0259s\u0259.
\nBu sad\u0259dil, bu sad\u0259l\u00f6vh,
\nBu sevgibaz, bu \u00e7ar\u0259siz,
\nYa\u015famaqla \u0259laq\u0259siz
\n\u00d6z b\u0259nd\u0259sind\u0259n yorulub.<\/p>\n

Sevgisizlik<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259rdi bundad\u0131r,
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259n d\u0259rd sevgisizlik.
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn biri gedir, biri usan\u0131r,
\nD\u0259rd deyil, b\u0259lad\u0131 bu sevgisizlik.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131nda s\u0131\u011fal\u0131 \u0259skik k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r,
\nYem\u0259kd\u0259n, i\u00e7m\u0259kd\u0259n tez k\u0259silirl\u0259r.
\nAtaya, anaya h\u0259sr\u0259t u\u015faqlar
\nHe\u00e7 zaman, he\u00e7 kimi sev\u0259 bilmirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

B\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb \u0259trafa s\u0259ssiz f\u0259ryad\u0131,
\nDil\u0259nir, \u0259l a\u00e7\u0131r insan \u00f6vlad\u0131.
\n\u00d6z\u00fc sev\u0259 bilmir art\u0131q n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yini did\u0259n d\u0259rd sevgisizlik.<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 h\u0259r bir k\u0259si d\u00fcnyaya ax\u0131
\nSevgiyl\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdi, n\u0259d\u0259n t\u00fck\u0259tdi?
\nHarda da\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc onun \u00fcr\u0259yi,
\nKimin h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259, d\u0259rdind\u0259 soldu ?<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn r\u0259ngi d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fib, insan,
\nSevgisiz lal olub da\u015fa d\u00f6nm\u00fcs\u0259n.
\nYa\u015faya bilm\u0259yib qalan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nYa\u015faya-ya\u015faya dem\u0259 \u00f6lm\u00fcs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnah\u0131n da budu, \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131n da bu,
\n\u0130tgin\u0259, d\u0259rdin\u0259 t\u0259n sevgisizlik.
\nNitqini qurudan, yolunu k\u0259s\u0259n,
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 salan s\u0259dd sevgisizlik…<\/p>\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259, k\u00fcl\u0259k, yor\u011funlu\u011fun n\u0259d\u0259ndi?
\nS\u0259n ki, bu c\u00fcr da\u011f \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n sin\u0259m\u0259.
\nS\u0259ni d\u0259li ed\u0259n hans\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259kdi,
\nHans\u0131 s\u0259rin mehdi \u0259sib \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259?<\/p>\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f, n\u0259dir ax\u0131 k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n,
\nBu g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n axan ya\u015f\u0131n n\u0259d\u0259ndi?
\nS\u00f6yl\u0259, kimdi a\u011fladan\u0131n bu q\u0259d\u0259r,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yin\u0259 kim sal\u0131bd\u0131 bu d\u0259rdi?<\/p>\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259, gec\u0259, n\u0259d\u0259n qara geymis\u0259n,
\nKimin bel\u0259 qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n sevmis\u0259n?
\nSakitliyin \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 q\u0259m verir,
\nHe\u00e7 zamanm\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rsan, g\u00fclm\u00fcrs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259, d\u00fcnya, kimin d\u0259rdind\u0259n bel\u0259
\nB\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fcs\u0259n, yumulmusan i\u00e7in\u0259?
\nKimdi bel\u0259 qam\u0259tini b\u00fckd\u00fcr\u0259n,
\nN\u0259d\u0259n bel\u0259 d\u0259rd at\u0131rsan i\u00e7in\u0259?<\/p>\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259, boynu b\u00fck\u00fck b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259,
\nS\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi gizl\u0259m\u0259.
\nGizl\u0259nmis\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yinin i\u00e7ind\u0259,
\nHe\u00e7 baxm\u0131rsan s\u00f6yl\u0259diyim s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n

Siz\u0259 ax\u0131 kim dedi ki, m\u0259n olun,
\nM\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259kin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259, kim dedi?
\nM\u0259n bilmir\u0259m d\u00fcnya m\u0259nim d\u0259rdimdi,
\nYoxsa m\u0259n\u0259m bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n son d\u0259rdi?<\/p>\n

Soyuq<\/p>\n

Hava soyuq deyil, m\u0259n\u0259 soyuqdu,
\nYad olan do\u011fman\u0131n yalanlar\u0131ndan.
\nHava soyuq deyil, m\u0259n\u0259 soyuqdu,
\nOlmaz d\u0259rdl\u0259rin burul\u011fan\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

Hava soyuq deyil, m\u0259n\u0259 soyuqdu,
\nH\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f \u0259zabd\u0131, \u015fidd\u0259tdi, d\u0259rddi.
\nU\u015faqlar inciyir b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259rdin\u0259,
\nBu d\u00fcnya bo\u015funa bir m\u0259\u015f\u0259qq\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n

Hava soyuq deyil, m\u0259n\u0259 soyuqdu,
\nQa\u00e7q\u0131n u\u015faqlar\u0131n buz tutan g\u00f6z\u00fc.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n oyuq oyuqdu,
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259r\u0259 nifr\u0259tl\u0259 qorxu.<\/p>\n

Hava soyuq deyil, m\u0259n\u0259 soyuqdu,
\nY\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b \u0259n d\u0259rin quyuya d\u00fcnya.
\n\u0130nsanlar mat qal\u0131b olacaqlara,
\nAcizi s\u0131nd\u0131ran, \u0259z\u0259ndi d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n ulduz ol gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 gizl\u0259n daha<\/p>\n

Ey sevgisi yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n,
\nS\u0259n ulduz ol gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 gizl\u0259n daha.
\nBu al\u0259md\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n yox anlam\u0131,
\nS\u0259n ulduz ol gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 gizl\u0259n daha.<\/p>\n

Bir insan\u0131n d\u0259rd y\u00fck\u00fc n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131r,
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc, h\u0259r gec\u0259si, g\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011f\u0131r.
\nY\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131lar i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u0259zilm\u0259z fa\u011f\u0131r,
\nS\u0259n ulduz ol gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 gizl\u0259n daha.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00fcmid, h\u0259r an h\u0259sr\u0259t, h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u0259zab,
\nGed\u0259n geri d\u00f6nm\u00fcr, sual bu da cavab.
\nYox, ya\u015fama \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc havay\u0131, g\u00fcnah,
\nS\u0259n ulduz ol gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 gizl\u0259n daha.<\/p>\n

Kims\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcr x\u0259yal\u0131na, \u00fcmidin\u0259,
\nKims\u0259 vurur \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n bil\u0259-bil\u0259.
\nDa\u015f ba\u011fla o sev\u0259 bil\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259,
\nS\u0259n ulduz ol gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 gizl\u0259n daha.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan o\u011flu durduq yerd\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259 bilmir,
\nSevm\u0259diyin \u00f6ld\u00fcrs\u0259n d\u0259 sev\u0259 bilmir,
\nSel ax\u0131na qo\u015fulsa da ged\u0259 bilmir,
\nS\u0259n ulduz ol gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 gizl\u0259n daha.<\/p>\n

Ordan h\u0259yat daha ayd\u0131n, daha ki\u00e7ik,
\nOrdan d\u00fcnya daha qorxaq, daha g\u00fccs\u00fcz,
\nGizl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 yerin yoxsa, deyir\u0259m get,
\nS\u0259n ulduz ol gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 gizl\u0259n daha.<\/p>\n

Qorxudu<\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n dey\u0259s\u0259n lap \u0259vv\u0259li qorxudu,
\nH\u0259m gedi\u015fi, h\u0259m d\u0259 ki, yaran\u0131\u015f\u0131 qorxudu.
\nSevgisi bir z\u0259rr\u0259 nur, o da g\u00f6yd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131,
\nAc\u0131s\u0131 bir batmand\u0131, mayas\u0131 da qorxudu.<\/p>\n

Ha \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kilmir, ha gedirs\u0259n gedilmir,
\nH\u0259m g\u00fcnd\u00fcz, h\u0259m gec\u0259si, sabah\u0131 da qorxudu.
\nBoyland\u0131\u011f\u0131n sa\u011f-sol da, getdiyin d\u00fcmd\u00fcz yol da,
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn yuxusu da, na\u011f\u0131l\u0131 da qorxudu.<\/p>\n

Bu qorxular i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u0259n qorxuncu ayr\u0131l\u0131q,
\nGedi\u015fl\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131lmaz\u0131 ayr\u0131l\u0131q.
\nYarpaq kimi \u0259sirdi, a\u011faclar t\u0259k v\u00fcqarl\u0131,
\nYaln\u0131z lap d\u0259rinlikd\u0259 h\u0259r \u0259zas\u0131 qorxudu.<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcm soyuq oldu, \u0259sir \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 d\u0259rd,
\nAsl\u0131d\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259yim d\u0259rdd\u0259n, d\u0259rd d\u0259 d\u0259rb\u0259d\u0259r.
\nS\u00f6yl\u0259dil\u0259r n\u0259 d\u0259rddir, susdum, dedim ki, ke\u00e7\u0259r,
\nQorxdum, dey\u0259 bilm\u0259dim, d\u0259rdin \u00f6z\u00fc qorxudu…<\/p>\n

Pay\u0131z, xo\u015f g\u0259lmis\u0259n<\/p>\n

K\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r d\u00f6rd nala \u00e7ap\u0131r h\u0259sr\u0259ti,
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131 yuyub apar\u0131r.
\nH\u0259r f\u0259sil bir g\u00f6z\u0259l nem\u0259tdi yaln\u0131z,
\nPay\u0131z ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa daha yax\u0131nd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

R\u0259ngi d\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir sar\u0131-q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131,
\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 o \u00e7\u0259kir m\u0259nim naz\u0131m\u0131.
\nGetdiyi bitdiyi h\u0259l\u0259 az imi\u015f,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcyl\u0259 apar\u0131r min bir arzumu.<\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259ri buz k\u0259sir, \u00fcz\u00fc q\u0131sad\u0131,
\nDoda\u011f\u0131 \u00e7atlay\u0131b da\u011flar\u0131n indi.
\nA\u011faclar uzaqdan bir tama\u015fad\u0131,
\nBax\u0131b q\u0259ml\u0259nir\u0259m son k\u0259d\u0259rimi.<\/p>\n

Pay\u0131z, x\u0259zan\u0131nla s\u0259n bir al\u0259ms\u0259n,
\nNec\u0259 \u00fcmidimi q\u0131rsan da xo\u015fdu.
\nBu d\u0259f\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxts\u0131z g\u0259lm\u0259mis\u0259n s\u0259n,
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 nec\u0259 yara\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131l\u0131q<\/p>\n

S\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc, d\u00fcnya ki\u00e7ilir,
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n boynuna bi\u00e7ilir h\u0259sr\u0259t.
\nTorpaqda ayr\u0131l\u0131q g\u00fcl t\u0259k \u0259kilir,
\nCan\u0131ndan qopar\u0131r onu t\u0259bi\u0259t.<\/p>\n

Torpaq ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 do\u011fub dey\u0259s\u0259n,
\nTorpaqdan yo\u011frulub zal\u0131m ayr\u0131l\u0131q.
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm ayr\u0131l\u0131qdan qorxur dey\u0259s\u0259n,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm ayr\u0131l\u0131qdan \u00e7ox-\u00e7ox fa\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu da bir \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u00fc, deyib ke\u00e7m\u0259yin,
\nAcizi, qorxa\u011f\u0131 bir dastan yaz\u0131r.
\nBir k\u0259r\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q ya\u015fayan k\u0259sl\u0259r,
\nH\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 can-ba\u015fla \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 haz\u0131r.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 hikm\u0259t var, \u00f6l\u00fcm g\u00f6z\u0259lmi\u015f,
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q min k\u0259r\u0259 ac\u0131d\u0131r ondan.
\nBir d\u0259f\u0259 can\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131r ayr\u0131l\u0131q,
\nD\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 al\u0131r s\u0259ni d\u00fcnyadan.<\/p>\n

Bax bel\u0259, bu da bir na\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 bitdi.
\nAxtarma, m\u0259n yoxam d\u00fcnyada f\u0259rz et.
\nS\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm torpa\u011fa,
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fcb c\u00fcc\u0259rdim heyr\u0259t.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 1253 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Qad\u0131n \u018flind\u0259 y\u00fckl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n, Aya\u011f\u0131n ard\u0131yca s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259n qad\u0131n. G\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan, g\u00fcl\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n, H\u0259r g\u00fcn olmaz\u0131yla bar\u0131\u015fan qad\u0131n. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri q\u0259m dolu, d\u0259rin ac\u0131l\u0131. H\u0259sr\u0259ti yaral\u0131, h\u00fczn\u0259 sanc\u0131l\u0131, H\u0259r g\u00fcn d\u0259rdi do\u011fub adam el\u0259y\u0259n, Sonra bu d\u00fcnyaya \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n qad\u0131n. Gec\u0259l\u0259ri a\u011flar, s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ri \u015f\u0259n, \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 d\u0259rdi, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 n\u0259m, H\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00f6z can\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb evd\u0259n Ax\u015famlar evin\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3,21],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11206"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11206"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11206\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11208,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11206\/revisions\/11208"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11206"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11206"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11206"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}