{"id":11215,"date":"2016-11-30T13:43:08","date_gmt":"2016-11-30T09:43:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11215"},"modified":"2016-11-30T13:43:08","modified_gmt":"2016-11-30T09:43:08","slug":"ayan-agayeva-d%c9%99mircioglu-dunyasi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11215","title":{"rendered":"Ayan A\u011fayeva – D\u018fM\u0130R\u00c7\u0130O\u011eLU D\u00dcNYASI"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"m\u0259mm\u0259d<\/a><\/p>\n

Qaranl\u0131q d\u00fcnyama, i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 bir p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 a\u00e7an Facebook sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259sind\u0259n geni\u015f bir d\u00fcnya a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 g\u00fczl\u0259rim qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda. Bu d\u00fcnya \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 arxas\u0131ndan olsa da, ruhlar\u0131n, q\u0259lbl\u0259rin\u00a0 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir al\u0259m idi . Bu al\u0259m g\u00f6zl\u0259rim qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u00a0geni\u015f bir d\u00fcnya a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ruhumun, duy\u011fular\u0131m\u0131n daim axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir d\u00fcnya … G\u00f6zl\u0259rim qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00f6v Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u0259d\u0259bi m\u00fchiti a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir \u00f6m\u00fcr can atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir m\u00fchit \u2026\u00a0 Bir vaxtlar yuxuma da g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim bir m\u00fchit\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm \u2026<\/p>\n

Bu yazarlar g\u00f6zl\u0259rim qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ruhumun s\u00fczg\u0259cind\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi qar\u015f\u0131ma\u00a0 \u00e7\u0131xan yazarlar\u0131n, i\u00e7ind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan el\u0259 yazarlar var idi, d\u00fcnyas\u0131na , ruhuna a\u015fiq olurdum, yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n , ovsununa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcm.\u00a0 Bu yazarlardan biri d\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259d D\u0259mir\u00e7io\u011flu oldu.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 el\u0259 ilk \u015feirl\u0259rini oxuyan kimi g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda\u00a0 \u201ch\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fc bataman a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda olan l\u0259ng\u0259rli bir el a\u011fsaqqal\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm” . Her s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 elin \u015firinliyin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259nmi\u015fdi bu b\u00f6yuk insan\u00a0 elin\u0259, obas\u0131na nec\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fu h\u0259r misrsindan belli olurdu…her gun paylawmalarini oxumga bawaldim , getdikce Demircioglu d\u00fcnyas\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Bu yaz\u0131larda o q\u0259d\u0259r safl\u0131q var idi, t\u0259rt\u0259miz bir k\u00f6rp\u0259 safl\u0131\u011f\u0131 , bu \u015feirler d\u00fcnya pislikl\u0259rinin, yalanlar\u0131n\u0131n , riyakarl\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n f\u00f6vq\u00fcnd\u0259 idi… Bu \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259 bir d\u0259n\u0259 \u015fikay\u0259t yox idi. Bu \u015feirl\u0259r safl\u0131qdan yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026 Yava\u015f-yava\u015f bu yazara qar\u015f\u0131 heyranl\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u0259 ke\u00e7irdi…<\/p>\n

D\u0259mir\u00e7io\u011flu d\u00fcnyas\u0131 bir \u00fcmman idi\u2026 \u015eair, nasir, ressam, a\u015f\u0131q, memar Demir\u00e7io\u011flu … Allah!…\u00a0 Allah, bu q\u0259d\u0259r y\u00fck\u00fc da\u015f\u0131maq, y\u0259ni bir insan g\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259mi idi?!<\/p>\n

M\u00fcsahib\u0259lrinin birind\u0259 demi\u015fdi: — “men iki \u00f6m\u00fcr ya\u015fay\u0131ram, Allahsa m\u0259n\u0259 bir gun verib” \u2026\u00a0 H\u0259l\u0259 onun saz d\u00fcnyas\u0131\u2026\u00a0 Lent yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259dikc\u0259 sazda cald\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0131m-q\u0131malar \u015fairin \u00f6zu il\u0259 s\u00f6b\u0259ti idi , dinl\u0259dikc\u0259 nec\u0259 p\u0259rd\u0259-p\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259ldiyini g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n. Mizrab\u0131 \u00f6z a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda vurduqca saz\u0131n da onunla dil a\u00e7\u0131b dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131:<\/p>\n

O d\u00fcnyadan bu d\u00fcnyaya adlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Qar\u011f\u0131 neyd\u0259 f\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259ri odlad\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Qara sazda \u00dcRFANINI ya\u015fad\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259n \u015fair saz\u0131n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sliyini, ululu\u011funu, qeyri-adiliyini, saz\u0131nda insan ruhu il\u0259 birg\u0259 yarand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 vur\u011fulayir…<\/p>\n

…Getdikc\u0259\u00a0 daha d\u0259rinl\u0259r\u0259\u00a0 vard\u0131qca\u2026\u00a0 “H\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259”\u00a0 poema-essesin\u0259 rast g\u0259ldim. \u0130lahi, D\u0259mir\u00e7io\u011flunu \u0259sil bu poema-essed\u0259 tapd\u0131m v\u0259 D\u0259mir\u00e7io\u011flu tilsimin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm…\u00a0 Allah!…\u00a0 Allah, insan bu fani d\u00fcnyan\u0131n f\u00f6vq\u00fcnd\u0259dir!…\u00a0 \u00c7ox ali irfani d\u00fcnyaya y\u00fckl\u0259nmi\u015fdi bu poema-essed\u0259…<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman \u0259rzind\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm h\u0259r \u015feyi m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 etdim, torpa\u011f\u0131 qoxulad\u0131m, g\u00f6y\u00fc din\u015f\u0259dim, i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n hikm\u0259tin\u0259 heyran qald\u0131m. \u201c B\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015feyi k\u00f6lg\u0259 il\u0259 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n, qarayla-a\u011f\u0131n v\u0259hd\u0259tind\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm “,\u00a0 dey\u0259n D\u0259mir\u00e7io\u011flu\u00a0 kamillliy\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259lir …\u00a0 Torpa\u011f\u0131 qoxulay\u0131b, torpaqdan guc alan, g\u00f6y\u00fc din\u015f\u0259yib g\u00f6yl\u0259rin safl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 ya\u015fayan \u015fair.\u00a0\u00a0 \u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z bir yol\u00e7uya tutub, n\u0259 vaxtsa M\u00f6vlama bir ismar\u0131c g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdim, deyir:<\/p>\n

Qar\u0131 d\u00fcnya<\/p>\n

Qeyli qal\u0131m\u0131,<\/p>\n

Bu qeyli<\/p>\n

\u018frzi hal\u0131m\u0131<\/p>\n

M\u00f6vlama deyn\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Yad \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u00fc,<\/p>\n

\u00d6vlad \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn,<\/p>\n

Can \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u00fc,<\/p>\n

C\u0259llad \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn…<\/p>\n

M\u00f6vlama deyn\u0259n<\/p>\n

S\u00f6zd\u0259 bat\u0131ram,<\/p>\n

K\u00f6zd\u0259 yat\u0131ram,<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdi at\u0131ram-<\/p>\n

M\u00f6vlama deyn\u0259n.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6yd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

Cana d\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Candan \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

M\u00f6vlama deyn\u0259n…<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcn ucal\u0131\u011f\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda m\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l qal\u0131rsan; ” S\u00f6zd\u0259 bat\u0131ram, K\u00f6zd\u0259 yat\u0131ram, D\u0259rdi at\u0131ram, M\u00f6vlama deyn\u0259n”…<\/p>\n

D\u0259mir\u00e7io\u011flu haqda bir \u00e7ox g\u00f6rk\u0259mli s\u00f6z adamlar\u0131 \u00f6z s\u00f6zl\u0259rini deyib.\u00a0 Publisist\u00a0 \u0130rad\u0259 Aytel, \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u015f\u00fcnas alim R\u00fcst\u0259m Kamal, \u015fair, ressam Adil Mirseyid v\u0259 b. \u015fair\u0259\u00a0 layiq oldu\u011fu d\u0259y\u0259ri veribl\u0259r. M\u0259ni is\u0259\u00a0 D\u0259mir\u00e7io\u011flunda olan safliq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 heyran etmi\u015fdi\u2026<\/p>\n

D\u0259mir\u00e7io\u011flu\u00a0 sabahlar\u0131n a\u00e7ilmas\u0131 il\u0259 yuyunur , ar\u0131n\u0131r , safla\u015f\u0131r v\u0259 m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259ml\u0259\u015fir:<\/p>\n

“S\u00fcbh\u00fcn duas\u0131”<\/p>\n

\u018friyir qaranl\u0131q,<\/p>\n

Durulur dan \u00fcz\u00fc<\/p>\n

Silinir \u00fcf\u00fcqd\u0259n<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin qan izi.<\/p>\n

\u015eehl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

Lal\u0259nin qan \u00fcz\u00fc…<\/p>\n

Boynu b\u00fck\u00fck-b\u00fck\u00fck,<\/p>\n

B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir ah,<\/p>\n

Zikri, fikri,\u0259tri-<\/p>\n

Allah, Allah, Allah!<\/p>\n

Qu\u015flar\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259,<\/p>\n

Hopub ozan s\u0259si.<\/p>\n

Yarpaqlar p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldar<\/p>\n

S\u00fckut pozan s\u0259si.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcbh\u00fcn namaz\u0131d\u0131,<\/p>\n

G\u0259lir \u0259zan s\u0259si…<\/p>\n

P\u0259r\u0259n-p\u0259r\u0259n olur,<\/p>\n

Var olmaqdan g\u00fcnah,<\/p>\n

Qaybdan s\u0259s g\u0259lir-<\/p>\n

Allah, Allah, Allah!…<\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131lan\u00a0 sabah\u0131n\u00a0 nurundan durula\u015fan, safla\u015fan\u00a0 \u015fair yeni g\u00fcn\u00fcn ba\u015flamas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r nec\u0259 t\u0259svir edir.\u00a0 C\u0259h-c\u0259h s\u0259sl\u0259riyl\u0259 h\u00fcrk\u00fcd\u0259n qu\u015flar\u0131n xo\u015f avaz\u0131ndan m\u0259st olmu\u015f s\u0259h\u0259r nazlana- nazlana yuxudan oyan\u0131r, at\u0259\u015fin e\u015fqiyl\u0259 \u00fcf\u00fcql\u0259ri alq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ng\u0259 boyam\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f dan yerind\u0259n boylanma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 camal\u0131na tama\u015fa eyl\u0259,<\/p>\n

B\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259r oyan\u0131b, dil a\u00e7an \u00e7a\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eehli tumurcuqlar, ba\u011fl\u0131 q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin e\u015fqiyl\u0259 g\u00fcl a\u00e7an \u00e7a\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 nazl\u0131 m\u0259l\u0259kdir oyanan s\u0259h\u0259r,…<\/p>\n

Nazlana – nazlana oyanan \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri nazl\u0131 m\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259d\u0259n \u015fair ,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya na\u011f\u0131l, \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6m\u00fcr g\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n almad\u0131,<\/p>\n

Biri onun, biri bunun. Biri m\u0259nim olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u0259mir\u00e7o\u011flu, cah-c\u0259lal\u0131 S\u00fcleymana qalmad\u0131,<\/p>\n

K\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259rd\u0259 b\u0259rq eyl\u0259y\u0259n cah-c\u0259lala ba\u015f endir.<\/p>\n

D\u0259mir\u00e7io\u011flu E\u015eQ \u015fairi , k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259r a\u015fiqidir. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n cah-c\u0259lal\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ba\u015f \u0259ym\u0259y\u0259n \u015fair, k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259rd\u0259 b\u0259rq eyl\u0259y\u0259n cah-c\u0259lala ba\u015f endirir…<\/p>\n

D\u0259mir\u00e7io\u011flu r\u0259sml\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 bu safli\u011f\u0131, \u0259srar\u0259ngliliyi ya\u015fad\u0131r. He\u00e7 vaxt r\u0259smd\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 analmayan m\u0259n , onun akvarel r\u0259sml\u0259rinin poezyas\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m el\u0259 poetik duy\u011fular ya\u015fay\u0131ram\u2026\u00a0 R\u0259ngl\u0259rin tilsimind\u0259n qopa bilmir\u0259m.\u00a0 \u015eairin\u00a0 bir q\u0131\u015f r\u0259smi var , ki\u00e7ik bir k\u0259nd evi, qar\u0131n alt\u0131nda , \u0259traf\u0131nda x\u0131rdaca \u00e7\u0259p\u0259rl\u0259ri\u2026 Bu r\u0259smd\u0259 , ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n\u00a0 i\u00e7ind\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259k hissl\u0259r yaradan k\u00f6hn\u0259 k\u0259nd evinin istiliyini hiss edirs\u0259n, bir anl\u0131q na\u011f\u0131llar d\u00fcnyas\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n v\u0259 r\u0259smd\u0259n qopa bilmirs\u0259n…\u00a0 R\u0259ngl\u0259rd\u0259 el\u0259 parlaql\u0131iq, el\u0259 t\u0259bilik var ki, baxd\u0131qca qopa bilmirs\u0259n. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n sevmir\u0259m, ondan diqq\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259kib , r\u0259sml\u0259rd\u0259 boz r\u0259ngl\u0259rd\u0259n istifad\u0259 etm\u0259yib , bu da r\u0259sml\u0259rd\u0259ki h\u0259yat\u0131 daha canl\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rir, daha \u00e7ox poetiklik yarad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259, D\u0259mir\u00e7io\u011flu d\u00fcnyas\u0131na bir azca yax\u0131nla\u0131d\u0131m; r\u0259sml\u0259rind\u0259 r\u0259ngl\u0259rin d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndan, \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn s\u0131\u011fal\u0131ndan, saz\u0131n irfan\u0131ndan ” durna duas\u0131” \u015feirind\u0259n s\u0259man\u0131n\u00a0 safl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan m\u0259n d\u0259 az da olsa ar\u0131nd\u0131m, durula\u015fd\u0131m v\u0259 bu da bel\u0259c\u0259\u00a0 m\u0259nim k\u00f6n\u00fcl d\u00fcnyamdan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb g\u0259l\u0259n duy\u011fular\u0131m, sevgim idi, D\u0259mir\u00e7io\u011flu haqq\u0131nda s\u0259tirl\u0259r\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. Amma bunlar duyduqlar\u0131m\u0131n he\u00e7 mind\u0259 biri d\u0259 deyildi, sizl\u0259rl\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm…..<\/p>\n

Q\u0259brin nurlu olsun ustad, m\u0259n s\u0259nin haqq\u0131nda ke\u00e7mi\u015f zamanda dan\u0131\u015fa bilmir\u0259m….<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 911 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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