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\u00d6l\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259 \u00f6l, he\u00e7 inanmas\u0131nlar….<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Akif S\u0259m\u0259d<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn \u2013 22 iyulda 54 ya\u015f\u0131 tamam olacaqd\u0131. Lakin 2004-c\u00fc il 06 iyun onun 44 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 sevdi, el\u0259 \u0259zizl\u0259di ki, r\u0259q\u0259ml\u0259r el\u0259 q\u0131rx d\u00f6rdd\u0259c\u0259 dondu qald\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fc deyirdi, deyirdi ki, \u201cotuzda \u0259llidi ya\u015f\u0131m<\/em>\u201d,\u00a0 \u201ch\u0259r \u015feyin az\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131, \u00f6m\u00fcr yaman uzundu<\/em>\u201d, \u201c\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc he\u00e7 bilm\u0259, duy\u011fu deyn\u0259n, deyn\u0259n\u201d<\/em>,\u00a0 \u201cbu ya\u015fda \u00f6lm\u0259k g\u00fcnahd\u0131, bu ya\u015fda \u00f6l\u0259ni \u0259fv el\u0259\u201d,\u00a0 \u201c\u00e7ox b\u0259nd olma su\u00e7uma g\u0259l, ya\u015famaq qan alveridi. Can alansan, qucuma g\u0259l, m\u0259nimki can alveridi\u201d , \u201c\u00f6z\u00fcmn\u0259n yol alm\u0131\u015fam, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yol gedir\u0259m\u201d , \u201csevinm\u0259 ruhum a\u011fr\u0131maz, m\u0259nimki can a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131d\u0131\u201d…<\/em> v\u0259 onu 44 ya\u015f\u0131ndaca ba\u011fr\u0131na basan \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc o, el\u0259 do\u011fulandan ba\u011fr\u0131na basm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, el\u0259 do\u011fulandan \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 tap\u0131n\u0131r \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdi (\u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 meydan oxuyurdu!). Lakin ham\u0131dan f\u0259rqli, \u00f6z\u00fc kimi \u00d6z olaraq.<\/p>\n

\u018flia\u011fa Vahid\u0259 deyirl\u0259r, \u201cb\u0259sdi, az \u00e7\u0259k bu siqareti\u201d, cavab\u0131nda \u201cist\u0259mir\u0259m sa\u011flam \u00f6l\u00fcm\u201d \u2013 deyir. O is\u0259 deyir:<\/p>\n

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Aman ver, sa\u011fal\u0131m bir az,<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0259n salamat \u00f6lm\u0259liy\u0259m.<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc o q\u0259d\u0259r sevir, o q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259zizl\u0259yirdi ki, onun qoynuna salamat getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Bax, el\u0259 buradan yaran\u0131r \u0130rfan duy\u011fu, \u0130rfan h\u0259yat, \u0130rfan \u0259m\u0259l, \u0130rfan s\u00f6hb\u0259t, \u0130rfan poeziya v\u0259 \u0130rfan \u00f6l\u00fcm – Ucal\u0131\u011fa, Tanr\u0131ya, \u018fb\u0259diyy\u0259t\u0259 yol…<\/p>\n

B\u0259li, s\u00f6hb\u0259t \u0130rfan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 bu g\u00fcnk\u00fc d\u00f6vr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n, b\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n, b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259n, ya\u015fadan Akif S\u0259m\u0259dd\u0259n gedir. O Akif S\u0259m\u0259dd\u0259n ki, Yunis \u018fmr\u0259, Dadalo\u011flu, Qaracao\u011flan, A\u011famal\u0131 Sadiq ruhuyla p\u0259rvazlan\u0131b Tanr\u0131ya s\u00f6z-s\u00f6z, misra-misra, \u015feir-\u015feir p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131, p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 balalar\u0131na Atilaya, \u00c7il\u0259naya, G\u00fcl\u0259naya, Ulucaya (\u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n adlar\u0131na diqq\u0259t edin; n\u0259 \u0259r\u0259b, n\u0259 fars qatq\u0131s\u0131 olmayan t\u00fcrk \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n t\u00fcrk adlar\u0131) n\u0259sih\u0259t el\u0259di, bu g\u00fcn o\u011ful yurdunda t\u0259nha, qocal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ucaldan, gec\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 kimi Akif S\u0259m\u0259d balas\u0131n\u0131 Akif S\u0259m\u0259d \u015feirl\u0259ri il\u0259 (g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 yox, m\u0259hz \u015feirl\u0259ri il\u0259) s\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran, haraylayan anas\u0131na, dostlar\u0131na miras qoyub getdi…<\/p>\n

Ha\u015f\u0131y\u0259: Akif S\u0259m\u0259din yax\u0131n dostu, \u201cAkif S\u0259m\u0259d m\u00fckafat\u0131\u201dn\u0131n t\u0259sis\u00e7isi, Akif S\u0259m\u0259din ad\u0131 dilind\u0259n, \u015feirl\u0259ri \u0259zb\u0259rind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n (h\u0259tta g\u0259nc \u015fair Elm\u0259ddin Nicat ona h\u0259sr etdiyi bir \u015feirind\u0259 bel\u0259 yaz\u0131b \u201c s\u0259n el\u0259 bir \u015feirs\u0259n, Akif adl\u0131<\/em>\u201d), Akif S\u0259m\u0259din h\u0259m m\u0259n\u0259vi, h\u0259m d\u0259 fizioloji g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc saxlayan, ya\u015fadan (Akif S\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259nz\u0259yir ki, sanki qarda\u015fd\u0131lar, \u0259n maraql\u0131s\u0131 da odur ki, Akif S\u0259m\u0259d kimi o da ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 (h\u0259r m\u0259nada) qabaqlay\u0131r), r\u0259ssam N\u0259vai Metin \u201c\u0259b\u0259di xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc i\u015fl\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n etiraz etdim ki, \u0259b\u0259di xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik ola bilm\u0259z, xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik yaln\u0131z anlardad\u0131. N\u0259vai b\u0259y dedi: \u201c\u018fb\u0259di xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik odur ki, valideyin \u0259b\u0259di evin\u0259 \u00f6vlad \u00e7iynind\u0259 gedir\u201d. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, \u00e7ox d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm v\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di b\u0259db\u0259xtliyin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259-d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 g\u00f6yn\u0259tdi. Bu, Akif S\u0259m\u0259din anas\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259db\u0259xtliyi idi….<\/p>\n

K\u0259ndimizd\u0259 cavan bir o\u011flan (ni\u015fanl\u0131 idi, toyu tutulu qald\u0131) Rusiyada q\u0259tl\u0259 yetirildi. Onda sovet d\u00f6n\u0259mind\u0259n yenic\u0259 ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Onda bilmirdik ki, el\u0259 bir zaman g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k, g\u0259ncl\u0259rimiz dolan\u0131\u015f d\u0259rdind\u0259n uzaqlara \u00fcz tutacaqlar v\u0259 o uzaqlardan tez-tez g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k g\u0259ncik-g\u0259ncik tabutlar… Onda \u00f6yr\u0259nc\u0259li deyildik v\u0259 o g\u0259ncin tabutu \u0259traf\u0131nda dostlar\u0131 d\u0259st\u0259 vurdu, nakam g\u0259ncin ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 araya al\u0131b qol qald\u0131rd\u0131lar, oynad\u0131lar… Onda u\u015fa\u011f\u0131yd\u0131m v\u0259 indi Akif S\u0259m\u0259din d\u0259rdd\u0259n oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnc\u0259, u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m ah\u0131lla\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n

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Ay hazarat, m\u0259n oynayan deyildim,<\/em><\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 havalan\u0131b oynad\u0131m.<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00f6r oynamaq bir yara\u015f\u0131r harama,<\/em><\/p>\n

D\u0259rd sin\u0259md\u0259 yuvalan\u0131b, oynad\u0131m…<\/em><\/p>\n

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Akif S\u0259m\u0259d bir \u015feirind\u0259 bel\u0259 bir a\u00e7\u0131qlama verib: \u201cBir d\u0259f\u0259 k\u0259ndd\u0259 el\u0259 bildim m\u0259ni he\u00e7 k\u0259s… he\u00e7 k\u0259s tan\u0131mad\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n el\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u0259ndim, el\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u0259ndim ki….\u201d\u00a0 V\u0259 \u015feirind\u0259 –<\/p>\n

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N\u0259 bax\u0131rsan yan\u0131-yan\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n

Adam, Akif\u0259m, Akif\u0259m….<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u2013 dey\u0259, onu tan\u0131mayanlara el\u0259 iniltili cavab verir ki, do\u011frusu, bu cavabdan oxucu da \u00fc\u015f\u0259nir. Lakin ortada bir h\u0259qiq\u0259t d\u0259 var, ax\u0131 Akif S\u0259m\u0259d bizl\u0259rd\u0259n deyildi, onu biz tan\u0131maya da bil\u0259rdik, o el\u0259 do\u011fulandan \u0259b\u0259di idi, do\u011fulandan se\u00e7ilmi\u015f idi. Fanil\u0259r b\u0259z\u0259n \u0259b\u0259dil\u0259ri tan\u0131m\u0131r, g\u00f6rm\u00fcr, duymur. Diqq\u0259t edin, o \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn adamdan f\u0259rqli oldu\u011funu \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilir, t\u0259sdiql\u0259yir:<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Adam\u0131 Allah saxlay\u0131r,<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0259ni d\u0259 Allah saxlay\u0131r…<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

V\u0259 dini, dili, irqi ay\u0131rmadan \u00d6zl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rir. O m\u00fcs\u0259lmand\u0131, o xa\u00e7p\u0259r\u0259stdi, o buddad\u0131, o \u018fl\u0259mdi, Qurand\u0131, \u0130ncildi….<\/p>\n

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Yollarda \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fam,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u018fl\u0259m\u0259m, xa\u00e7am, hardasan?<\/em><\/p>\n

…Ad\u0259md\u0259n b\u0259ri g\u0259zir\u0259m,<\/em><\/p>\n

Buddayam, Hacam, hardasan?<\/em><\/p>\n

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V\u0259 yaxud<\/p>\n

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Bilm\u0259m tanr\u0131yam, ya b\u0259nd\u0259,<\/em><\/p>\n

Yeddi dind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131yam.<\/em><\/p>\n

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V\u0259 burada d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n. Ax\u0131 Allah t\u0259kdi, Allah\u0131n dini, dili, t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259si yoxdur! Niy\u0259 yaratd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259r\u0259 ay\u0131r\u0131r? O insan yarad\u0131b! V\u0259 Akif S\u0259m\u0259d Allah\u0131n yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0130nsandir!\u00a0 \u0130nsandan ba\u015fqa \u00f6zg\u0259si olmayan Allah, Allahdan ba\u015fqa \u00f6zg\u0259si olmayan insand\u0131r (\u201cbizd\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259 kimi var<\/em> (Allah\u0131n)\u201d A.S. ), Allahda da biz variq, nec\u0259 ki Allah bizd\u0259di (Allah\u0131 olan adamlar da Allahda olur):<\/p>\n

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Sevgid\u0259n anr\u0131 var,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcmd\u0259n sonra var,<\/em><\/p>\n

Sevgid\u0259 Tanr\u0131 var,<\/em><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131da m\u0259n varam.<\/em><\/p>\n

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T\u00fcrk\u00fc sev\u0259n, qoruyan, sevil\u0259n, qorunan liderimiz \u018fb\u00fclf\u0259z El\u00e7ib\u0259y\u0259 Akif S\u0259m\u0259d silsil\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r h\u0259sr edib (bir \u015feiri is\u0259 yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qald\u0131…). Onlar\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 insan\u0131n Tanr\u0131da varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir daha \u015feirl\u0259\u015fir. M\u0259s:<\/p>\n

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S\u0259n bizl\u0259rd\u0259n anr\u0131dasan,<\/em><\/p>\n

D\u0259rman da s\u0259n, a\u011fr\u0131 da s\u0259n.<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcn Tanr\u0131dasan,<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259 Tanr\u0131, B\u0259yim, B\u0259yim!<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131 Akif S\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 xitab\u0259n yaz\u0131r:<\/p>\n

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M\u0259nim xalam o\u011flu do\u011fru ki\u015fiydi,<\/em><\/p>\n

Yalanlar \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc Akif S\u0259m\u0259di \u2013<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 amma burada yalan t\u0259kc\u0259 onun g\u00fcnd\u0259lik rastla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yalan deyildi. Sat\u0131ld\u0131qdan sonra \u015firin dill\u0259 a\u011f\u0131lanan, torpaqla\u015fan yalanlar idi:<\/p>\n

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Ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir \u00e7ad\u0131r dam\u0131r,<\/em><\/p>\n

Taqq\u0131ldad\u0131r k\u00f6hn\u0259 cam\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, yan\u0131r,\u00a0 yand\u0131r\u0131r,<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00fcnl\u00fc g\u00fcnl\u0259ri yand\u0131r\u0131r,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Qar ya\u011f\u0131r bu il d\u0259 qara,<\/em><\/p>\n

Qar qara \u015eu\u015fas\u0131zlara….<\/em><\/p>\n

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(burada \u015feirin h\u0259m d\u0259 yeni n\u00f6v\u00fcd\u00fc, g\u0259ray\u0131l\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131 \u0259d\u0259biyyat v\u0259 c\u0131\u011fal\u0131 t\u0259cnis kimi t\u0259cnisssiz c\u0131\u011fa) v\u0259 yaxud:<\/p>\n

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\u015eu\u015fa dey\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131r bala<\/em><\/p>\n

E\u015fitdin televizorda?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015faya da ya\u011f\u0131r bala…<\/em><\/p>\n

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O yalanlar ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259rdl\u0259rin\u0259 dar a\u011fac\u0131 el\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259:<\/p>\n

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Ay Behrudi, m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131r –<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar a\u011fac\u0131 utan\u0131r…<\/em><\/p>\n

(R\u00fcst\u0259m Behrudinin \u201cDar a\u011fac\u0131\u201d \u015feirin\u0259 xitab\u0259n) \u2013<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 dey\u0259, f\u0259ryad ets\u0259 d\u0259 birc\u0259 yalan\u0131, saxtakarl\u0131\u011f\u0131, allahs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 dara \u00e7\u0259k\u0259m\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, lak\u0131n, h\u0259qiq\u0259ti dara \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259y\u0259n Dar a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n ondan\u00a0 – h\u0259qiq\u0259td\u0259n (Akif S\u0259m\u0259dd\u0259n) utand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259zml\u0259\u015fdirir…<\/p>\n

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Akif S\u0259m\u0259d \u015feiri \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l bilirdi. \u015eeiri yarad\u0131rd\u0131, el\u0259 yarad\u0131rd\u0131 ki, he\u00e7 kimin yaratmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 (yaratamad\u0131\u011f\u0131) kimi, m\u0259ntiq \u00fcst\u0259 k\u00f6kl\u0259n\u0259n qafiy\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 el\u0259 s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kirdi ki, kims\u0259n\u0131n ox\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131 (ox\u015fayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131) kimi. H\u0259m d\u0259 min ill\u0259rdir heca \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259, qafiy\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 l\u0259ng\u0259r-l\u0259ng\u0259r yol g\u0259l\u0259n t\u00fcrk \u015feirin\u0259 yeni balalar (qafiy\u0259l\u0259r) qo\u015faraq:<\/p>\n

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M\u0259nd\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 bu pay\u0131z,<\/em><\/p>\n

Evim\u0259 ya\u011fd\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131.<\/em><\/p>\n

Yarpaqlar m\u0259nd\u0259n t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc,<\/em><\/p>\n

Kefim\u0259 ya\u011fd\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131.<\/em><\/p>\n

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N\u00f6vb\u0259ti b\u0259ndl\u0259rd\u0259 \u201cs\u0259hvim\u0259\u201d, \u201cd\u0259fnim\u0259\u201d v\u0259 s.<\/p>\n

T\u0259sad\u00fcfi deyil ki, onun \u015feirl\u0259ri (\u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti) bayat\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259di. Ax\u0131 d\u0259rd d\u0259 bayat\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u011f\u0131lan\u0131r, a\u011f\u0131rlan\u0131r. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 par\u00e7aya diqq\u0259t ed\u0259k:<\/p>\n

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B\u00fcrc yan\u0131r, qalam \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr,<\/em><\/p>\n

Ney yan\u0131r, nalam \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr,<\/em><\/p>\n

Da\u011flarda G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fim donur,<\/em><\/p>\n

Aranda lalam \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Akif S\u0259m\u0259d t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n d\u0131rna\u011fa \u015feir olsa da, onun \u00e7ox bam\u0259z\u0259, \u015firin zarafatlar\u0131, s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri d\u0259 dill\u0259r \u0259zb\u0259ridi. Dem\u0259k, Akif S\u0259m\u0259d T\u00fcrkiy\u0259y\u0259 gedir (qan\u0131, qanad\u0131 olan T\u00fcrkiy\u0259y\u0259). Geri d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 onu dostu N\u0259vai M\u0259tin qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131r. Akif S\u0259m\u0259d t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259 deyir: \u201cAy\u0259, ay N\u0259vai, b\u0259 \u00e7antam yad\u0131mnan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131f qal\u0131f T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259\u201d. \u00a0N\u0259vai M\u0259tinin d\u0259 fotoaparat\u0131n\u0131 apar\u0131bm\u0131\u015f \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 tez N\u0259vai b\u0259y deyir: \u201cAkif, can\u0131n sa\u011f olsun, \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259kifs\u0259ns\u0259 b\u0259sdi (b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 fotoaparata eyham edirmi\u015f). \u201c\u018f\u0259\u0259 h\u0259,\u00a0 niner\u0259m \u00e7antan\u0131, \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m h\u0259r yerin \u015f\u0259klini\u201d, – dey\u0259 Akif S\u0259m\u0259d \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli verir v\u0259 bird\u0259n qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131r: \u201cBoooy, ay\u0259, b\u0259 fotoaparat han\u0131?\u201d \u2013 M\u0259lum olur ki, fotoaparat\u0131 da taksid\u0259 unudub.<\/p>\n

Dostlar\u0131 \u00e7ox idi (b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 yox idi….). M\u0259n Akif S\u0259m\u0259dd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fanda Ramiz H\u00fcmb\u0259tin, \u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131n\u0131n, Ehtiram \u0130lham\u0131n, M\u0259mm\u0259d D\u0259mir\u00e7io\u011flunun, H\u0259mid Ormanl\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. El\u0259 Akif S\u0259m\u0259din se\u00e7ilmi\u015f \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259n ibar\u0259t olan kitab\u0131n\u0131 da m\u0259n\u0259 Ramiz H\u00fcmb\u0259t h\u0259diyy\u0259 edib. H\u0259m d\u0259 \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r, bahal\u0131, sanball\u0131 h\u0259diyy\u0259 olaraq…<\/p>\n

Haqq\u0131nda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259r deyilib, \u00a0deyilir. S\u00f6z bil\u0259n, s\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r ver\u0259n N\u0259simi N\u0259bizad\u0259: \u201cA\u011f\u0131r taxtal\u0131 ki\u015fi\u201d, F\u00fcrudin H\u0259s\u0259na\u011fa: \u201cS\u0259n b\u0259y\u0259nilm\u0259y\u0259 layiqs\u0259n, Akif S\u0259m\u0259d\u201d, N\u0259vai Metin: \u201cAkif S\u0259m\u0259d d\u0259y\u0259rini almam\u0131\u015f, amma b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fcks\u0259k d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 layiq ki\u015fiydi. Ad\u0259min \u00f6z\u00fcyd\u00fc. piriydi, biriydi\u201d v\u0259 s.\u00a0 Akif S\u0259m\u0259d Yunus \u018fmr\u0259y\u0259 xitab\u0259n (\u201cYunus yarpaqlar\u0131ndan\u201d) deyirdi ki:<\/p>\n

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M\u0259ni sev\u0259n, duz bas,<\/em><\/p>\n

Yarana, gedir\u0259m…<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

O bilirdi, bilirdi ki, onun gedi\u015fi sev\u0259nl\u0259rinin sin\u0259sind\u0259 el\u0259 bir yara olacaq ki, kims\u0259 o yaran\u0131n sa\u011falmas\u0131n\u0131 (unudulmas\u0131n\u0131) ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, duz basacaq ki, \u0259b\u0259di s\u0131zlas\u0131n, bir d\u0259 s\u0131zlas\u0131n Akif S\u0259m\u0259d yaras\u0131…<\/p>\n

V\u0259 Akif S\u0259m\u0259d bir d\u0259 deyirdi ki, \u201cbu d\u00fcnyada bir hax t\u0259r\u0259zisi var, bir d\u0259 m\u0131x t\u0259r\u0259zisi. G\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259j\u0259k, hax da yerini tapajax m\u0131x da\u201d. Tapacaq….<\/p>\n

Bu, Akif S\u0259m\u0259d haqq\u0131nda yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk yaz\u0131d\u0131r, amma s\u00f6z\u00fcm o q\u0259d\u0259rdi…. ikinci yaz\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yin, \u0259zizl\u0259rim! Qibt\u0259 edil\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 qibt\u0259yl\u0259…<\/p>\n

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\"26168538_1973881102625558_3805349614218759972_n\"<\/a>\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 1180 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00d6l\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259 \u00f6l, he\u00e7 inanmas\u0131nlar…. Akif S\u0259m\u0259d Bu g\u00fcn \u2013 22 iyulda 54 ya\u015f\u0131 tamam olacaqd\u0131. Lakin 2004-c\u00fc il 06 iyun onun 44 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 sevdi, el\u0259 \u0259zizl\u0259di ki, r\u0259q\u0259ml\u0259r el\u0259 q\u0131rx d\u00f6rdd\u0259c\u0259 dondu qald\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fc deyirdi, deyirdi ki, \u201cotuzda \u0259llidi ya\u015f\u0131m\u201d,\u00a0 \u201ch\u0259r \u015feyin az\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131, \u00f6m\u00fcr yaman uzundu\u201d, \u201c\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc he\u00e7 bilm\u0259, duy\u011fu deyn\u0259n, deyn\u0259n\u201d,\u00a0 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":9425,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1,5,17,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11255"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11255"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11255\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11257,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11255\/revisions\/11257"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/9425"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11255"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11255"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11255"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}