{"id":11287,"date":"2018-06-13T20:33:22","date_gmt":"2018-06-13T15:33:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11287"},"modified":"2018-06-13T20:33:22","modified_gmt":"2018-06-13T15:33:22","slug":"sakit-ilkin-sag-ol-a-yaxsi-adam-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11287","title":{"rendered":"Sakit \u0130lkin – Sa\u011f ol, a YAX\u015eI ADAM (\u015feirl\u0259r)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"24293986_2048262395418721_2462682457429329068_n\"<\/a>Bu d\u00f9nyada h\u0259r \u015feyim var…<\/span>
Atam-anam.qarda\u015f-bac\u0131m.<\/span>
\nD\u0259rdim-s\u0259rim.a\u011fr\u0131m-ac\u0131m,
\nBu d\u00f9nyada n\u0259yim yox ki?
\nO\u011flum-q\u0131z\u0131m,n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rim,
\nPulum-param.arabam var,
\nBu d\u00f9nyada n\u0259yim yoxki.?
\n\u00f6m\u00f9r adl\u0131 xarabam var.
\nEv-e\u015fiyim.it-pisiyim,
\nBir i\u015fim var,bir d\u0259 maa\u015f\u0131m…
\nI\u00e7imde bir ocaq yan\u0131r…\u00e7\u00f6l\u00f9m buzdu.
\nN\u0259s\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131r.n\u0259s\u0259 yoxdu…
\nIndi bildim bu d\u00f9nyada n\u0259yim yoxdu..
\nH\u0259r \u015feyim var….
\n*S\u018fN\u0130M*yoxdu.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u00c7ox a\u011f\u0131l k\u00fctl\u0259\u015fir,yadda\u015f kirl\u0259nir,<\/span>
Bir beyin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr,y\u00fcz ba\u015f girl\u0259nir…<\/span>
Yoluna,izin\u0259 da\u015f diyirl\u0259dib,<\/span>
\nAdam\u0131 qoymurlar adam olma\u011fa.!…
\n………..
\nQullu\u011fdan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b “\u00f6l\u00fc diril\u0259r”,
\nAdam\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r gecikdirirl\u0259r,
\nAdam\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r bezikdirirl\u0259r,
\nAdam\u0131 qoymurlar adam olma\u011fa!…
\n…………
\nHan\u0131 sa\u011fk\u0259n m\u0259ni “edam”ed\u0259nl\u0259r?…
\nOdu \u00e7oxdan s\u00f6n\u00fcb odam,dey\u0259nl\u0259r….
\nO q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7oxal\u0131b “adamyey\u0259nl\u0259r”….
\nAdam\u0131 qoymurlar adam olma\u011fa!….
\n………
\nQiym\u0259ti qiymetsiz vermeyirler.ah,
\nQiym\u0259t \u00f6yredirler adama,Allah,
\nQeyb\u0259t \u00f6yredirler adama.Allah.
\nAdami qoymurlar.adam olmaga.,..
\n……
\n\u00c7al\u0131\u015f,ya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma….k\u00f6k\u0259l,ya y\u00f6k \u0259t….
\nN\u0259 f\u0259rqi,\u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 bir olur qiym\u0259t,
\nYax\u015f\u0131ya da r\u0259hm\u0259t,pis\u0259 d\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t.?…
\nAdam\u0131 qoymurlar adam olma\u011fa!…
\n…..
\nYax\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qat\u0131rlar yamana,qarda\u015f,
\nYoncan\u0131 qat\u0131rlar samana,…qarda\u015f,
\nN\u0259 yaman d\u0259yi\u015fdi zamana,qarda\u015f,
\nAdam\u0131 qoymurlar adam olma\u011fa…<\/span><\/p>\n

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H\u0259l\u0259 s\u0259sin getmir qulaqlar\u0131mnan,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 s\u0259sin qal\u0131b, avaz\u0131n qal\u0131b.
\nS\u0259nsiz yetim qal\u0131b g\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 balan,
\nA\u011facdan as\u0131l\u0131 d\u0259ryaz\u0131n qal\u0131b…<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

Ruhumu a\u011flad\u0131r boz bi\u00e7\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r,
\nQanqal\u0131n tikan\u0131 bat\u0131r g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259…
\nMe\u015f\u0259 q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7\u0259p\u0259rl\u0259diyin,
\n\u00c7\u0259p\u0259rin tikan\u0131 bat\u0131r g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259…<\/p>\n

Yollar da q\u0259sdim\u0259 dayan\u0131r..indi
\nAta, get-g\u0259ll\u0259rim dar\u0131x\u0131r ax\u0131,
\nSon d\u0259f\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131yan k\u00fcr\u0259yl\u0259rini,
\nOvmu\u015fdum……\u0259ll\u0259rim dar\u0131x\u0131r, ax\u0131…<\/p>\n

Yoxdu \u00fcmid yerim, t\u0259s\u0259lli yerim,
\n\u00c7\u00f6kd\u00fcm misra-misra, da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131m, ata.
\nBirc\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259ndiyim, and yerim s\u0259ndin,
\nS\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kli da\u011f\u0131md\u0131n, Ata…<\/p>\n

Daha he\u00e7 bir i\u015f\u0259 yatmay\u0131r \u0259lim,
\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259yin yerini bilmir\u0259m, h\u0259l\u0259.
\nEl\u0259 itirmi\u015f\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc, s\u0259nsiz,
\nHardayam, yerimi bilmir\u0259m h\u0259l\u0259…<\/p>\n

Bir ild\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259dik, s\u0259nsiz ya\u015fad\u0131q
\n\u018flimiz h\u0259r i\u015fd\u0259n soyuyur…Ata…
\nBiz s\u0259ni orda da t\u0259nha qoymad\u0131q,
\nYar\u0131m\u0131z yan\u0131nda uyuyur, ATA…..<\/p>\n

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Derdleri g\u00f9l a\u00e7mis \u00e7emendi k\u00f6nl\u00f9m,
\nNiye bu \u00e7emene enirsen axi,?
\nNe \u00e7oxdur sevgine layiq olanlar…
\nSen menim neyimi sevesen axi?
\n….
\nAzalir d\u00f9nyada ulu sevenler,
\nK\u00f6leni sevenler,qulu sevenler.
\n\u00c7oxalir serveti,pulu sevenler,
\nSen menim neyimi sevesen axi?
\n….
\nYaziq bendesiyem men ki Allahin.
\nI\u00e7inde boguldum amanin,ahin.
\nAy menim \u00f9z\u00f9me g\u00f9len g\u00f9nahim…
\nSen menim neyimi sevesen axi?
\n….
\nSevgi m\u00f6htaciyam.sevgiye acam,
\nG\u00f9c\u00f9mde qalmayib arxanca qa\u00e7am,
\nI\u00e7i yandirilmis yasil agacam,
\nSen menim neyimi sevesen axi?
\n……
\nNe boyum qalmayib,nede qametim.
\nBir deri-s\u00f9m\u00f9yem,itib q\u00f9vvetim.
\nQurbani olmusam bir mehebbetin,
\nSen menim neyimi sevesen axi?!
\n……
\nMeni anlamadin,get…daha sen de,
\nN\u00f9sret g\u00f6zel demis Sakit sevende.
\nindise \u00e7ox eyib g\u00f6r\u00f9rsen mende…
\nSen menim neyimi sevesen axi.?!<\/span><\/p>\n

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He\u00e7 kimin x\u0259b\u0259ri olmaya s\u0259nn\u0259n,
\nY\u0131\u011f\u0131b d\u0259rdl\u0259rini, y\u0131\u011f\u0131b ged\u0259s\u0259n.
\n\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131b bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n qap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131,
\nAyr\u0131 bir d\u00fcnyaya \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259s\u0259n.<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

Qeyb\u0259tl\u0259r arxanca d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259…
\nArxanca a\u011flaya biri az qala…
\n\u0130t kimi dar\u0131xa qon\u015funun iti,
\nArxanca h\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 biri azala…<\/p>\n

Ged\u0259s\u0259n…ged\u0259s\u0259n…ged\u0259 bil\u0259s\u0259n,
\nGed\u0259s\u0259n, ged\u0259s\u0259n…s\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n ola.
\nBiri anan kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259ni,
\nAl\u0131b quca\u011f\u0131na, b\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n ola…<\/p>\n

N\u0259 olmaq ist\u0259s\u0259n, gedib olasan
\nLap el\u0259 ged\u0259s\u0259n “madam” olma\u011fa….
\nBurda \u00e7oxal\u0131bd\u0131 “adamyey\u0259nl\u0259r”,
\nGed\u0259s\u0259n..ged\u0259s\u0259n adam olma\u011fa….
\nAyr\u0131 bir d\u00fcnyaya \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259s\u0259n….<\/p>\n

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\u00c7ox dill\u0259r dilimin Leylas\u0131 olub,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 qalan qal\u0131b sevgi dilind\u0259
\n\u0130lk sevgim anam\u0131n laylas\u0131 olub,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 layla \u00e7al\u0131b sevgi dilind\u0259…
\nM\u0259n ba\u015fdan aya\u011fa sevgiy\u0259m el\u0259…
\n…<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

Sevir\u0259m q\u0259fild\u0259n ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131.,
\nV\u0259d\u0259siz \u0259l\u0259n\u0259n qar\u0131, sevir\u0259m….
\nEl\u0259 o\u011frun-o\u011frun baxan bax\u0131\u015f\u0131,
\nX\u0259lv\u0259td\u0259 daranan yar\u0131…sevir\u0259m.
\nM\u0259n ba\u015fdan aya\u011fa sevgiy\u0259m el\u0259…
\n…
\nSevir\u0259m qayada da\u015f kitablar\u0131,
\nMam\u0131rl\u0131, yosunlu da\u015f\u0131, sevir\u0259m.
\nHeyr\u0259td\u0259n kamant\u0259k dart\u0131l\u0131b qalan,
\n\u00c7at\u0131lan ovsunlu qa\u015f\u0131, sevir\u0259m
\nM\u0259n ba\u015fdan aya\u011fa sevgiy\u0259m el\u0259…
\n…
\nM\u0259nim sevm\u0259diyim varm\u0131 d\u00fcnyada?!
\nTorpa\u011f\u0131, havan\u0131, suyu…sevir\u0259m.
\nEl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcmn\u0259n d\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rsiz b\u0259z\u0259n,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 tutulan toyu, sevir\u0259m…
\nM\u0259n ba\u015fdan aya\u011fa sevgiy\u0259m el\u0259…
\n…
\nSusuz s\u0259hrada da bit\u0259 bilir\u0259m..
\nSevgi a\u011fac\u0131yam, k\u00f6kl\u0259rim d\u0259rin.
\nHe\u00e7 k\u0259s sev\u0259 bilm\u0259z sevdiyim kimi,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 sevir\u0259m sevdikl\u0259rimin…
\nM\u0259n ba\u015fdan aya\u011fa sevgiy\u0259m, el\u0259<\/p>\n

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\nSa\u011falmaz yaran\u0131 sevgi sa\u011fald\u0131r….
\nDavas\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259dir, \u00e7aras\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259
\nQollar\u0131n sevgiy\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lan yoldu.
\nM\u0259n dar a\u011fac\u0131yam…g\u0259l, as\u0131l m\u0259nn\u0259n…
\nM\u0259n ba\u015fdan aya\u011fa sevgiy\u0259m el\u0259….<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc bel\u0259,
\nA\u011f ol, a yax\u015f\u0131 adam…
\nBar\u0131 d\u0259rilib, qalxan,
\nBa\u011f ol, a yax\u015f\u0131 adam…<\/p>\n

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Qar ver\u0259n ..qar aland\u0131
\n\u00c7ox adlar qaraland\u0131…
\nSa\u00e7\u0131na qar \u0259l\u0259ndi,
\nDa\u011f ol, a yax\u015f\u0131 adam…<\/p>\n

Xo\u015f s\u00f6z\u00fcn g\u0259lib, \u00e7at\u0131b
\nDolub q\u0259lbimin \u00e7at\u0131…
\nSa\u011fola g\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7at\u0131r,
\nSa\u011f ol, a YAX\u015eI ADAM!!!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 2178 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bu d\u00f9nyada h\u0259r \u015feyim var…Atam-anam.qarda\u015f-bac\u0131m. D\u0259rdim-s\u0259rim.a\u011fr\u0131m-ac\u0131m, Bu d\u00f9nyada n\u0259yim yox ki? O\u011flum-q\u0131z\u0131m,n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rim, Pulum-param.arabam var, Bu d\u00f9nyada n\u0259yim yoxki.? \u00f6m\u00f9r adl\u0131 xarabam var. Ev-e\u015fiyim.it-pisiyim, Bir i\u015fim var,bir d\u0259 maa\u015f\u0131m… I\u00e7imde bir ocaq yan\u0131r…\u00e7\u00f6l\u00f9m buzdu. N\u0259s\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131r.n\u0259s\u0259 yoxdu… Indi bildim bu d\u00f9nyada n\u0259yim yoxdu.. H\u0259r \u015feyim var…. *S\u018fN\u0130M*yoxdu. *** \u00c7ox a\u011f\u0131l k\u00fctl\u0259\u015fir,yadda\u015f kirl\u0259nir,Bir beyin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr,y\u00fcz ba\u015f girl\u0259nir…Yoluna,izin\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1,15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11287"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11287"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11287\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11290,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11287\/revisions\/11290"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11287"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11287"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11287"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}