{"id":11345,"date":"2018-08-19T19:17:53","date_gmt":"2018-08-19T14:17:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11345"},"modified":"2018-08-19T19:17:53","modified_gmt":"2018-08-19T14:17:53","slug":"saday-s%c9%99k%c9%99rli-yarali-v%c9%99t%c9%99ndi-sin%c9%99m-yeni-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11345","title":{"rendered":"Saday \u015e\u0259k\u0259rli &#8211; Yaral\u0131 V\u0259t\u0259ndi sin\u0259m&#8230; (yeni \u015feirl\u0259r)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/saday.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-5755 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/saday-300x230.jpg\" alt=\"saday\" width=\"300\" height=\"230\" \/><\/a>S\u00fckut gizl\u0259r qoynunda gah,<br \/>\ngah da q\u0259h\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram,<br \/>\ng\u00f6yl\u0259ri qald\u0131r\u0131n bir az,<br \/>\ndurub h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\" style=\"color: #1d2129;\">\n<p>Hardan\u0131yd\u0131 bu boy m\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\ns\u00f6z b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc s\u0259tir-s\u0259tir,<br \/>\nayaqlar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nda,<br \/>\nbir q\u0131l\u0131ncd\u0131, bir d\u0259 k\u0259til.<\/p>\n<p>Boyum kefd\u0259n uzanmad\u0131,<br \/>\nm\u0259n a\u011fac, d\u0259rdl\u0259rim sudur,<br \/>\nyaz\u0131 yerl\u0259\u015fmir aln\u0131ma,<br \/>\ng\u00f6zl\u0259rim d\u0259rd quyusudur.<\/p>\n<p>Balaca, bap-balacad\u0131,<br \/>\ng\u00f6rd\u00fcm da\u011flar\u0131m, dikl\u0259rim,<br \/>\ndaha m\u0259ni tapa bilm\u0259z,<br \/>\nyerd\u0259 qoyub getdikl\u0259rim.<\/p>\n<p>Dard\u0131 yollar aya\u011f\u0131ma,<br \/>\nke\u00e7dim x\u0259yal \u00e7ap\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan,<br \/>\nd\u0259nizl\u0259r a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131mnand\u0131,<br \/>\ng\u00f6yd\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r topu\u011fumdan.<\/p>\n<p>Can\u0131mdan t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259r kimi,<br \/>\nd\u0259rdimin buxar\u0131, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r<br \/>\nbirc\u0259 ba\u015f art\u0131\u011fam, k\u0259sin,<br \/>\nbuluddan yuxar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Boynumda ip g\u00f6yqur\u015fa\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nperik\u0259n qu\u015flar g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm,<br \/>\nya dart\u0131b sal\u0131n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nya k\u0259tili \u00e7\u0259kin, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259ldi d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n be\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri,<br \/>\ntutub qannamad\u0131n, xoruz,<br \/>\nf\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri, toyuqlar\u0131,<br \/>\nd\u00f6y\u00fcb dannamad\u0131n, xoruz.<\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>S\u0259n t\u00fclk\u00fc, x\u0259lv\u0259t d\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r,<br \/>\ng\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 pay g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r,<br \/>\ng\u00f6z\u0259l-g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259kdi f\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r,<br \/>\nke\u00e7ib yannamad\u0131n, xoruz.<\/p>\n<p>Al\u0259ml\u0259r\u0259 nur sa\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131,<br \/>\nham\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131,<br \/>\ng\u00fcn do\u011fdu, s\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131,<br \/>\nniy\u0259 bannamad\u0131n, xoruz?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bu kimin yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131,<br \/>\nkimin yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131, q\u0131z?<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcr sular\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259,<br \/>\nk\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\ng\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nBiri intihar qoyub ad\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nbiri bo\u011fulub deyir,<br \/>\nh\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00f6z f\u0259rziyy\u0259si,<br \/>\nq\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b hayq\u0131r\u0131ram,<br \/>\neheyy, kims\u0259n, hardasan,<br \/>\nay yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yiy\u0259si.<br \/>\nA\u011f l\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r oyna\u015f\u0131r,<br \/>\nyayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcll\u0259riyl\u0259,<br \/>\nu\u00e7ur, u\u00e7ur sevinc\u0259k,<br \/>\nqanadlar\u0131 islanm\u0131\u015f k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r,<br \/>\nqalx\u0131r, qalx\u0131r havaya,<br \/>\nyuxusuz g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inl\u0259r,<br \/>\nbirc\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r yox,<br \/>\nh\u0259yat\u0131nm\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r,<br \/>\nqolundam\u0131 t\u0259p\u0259r yox?<br \/>\nS\u0259n b\u0259rk yap\u0131\u015f qu\u015flardan,<br \/>\n\u00e7\u0131x dart\u0131na-dart\u0131na,<br \/>\nm\u0259n suya ba\u015f vurmal\u0131,<br \/>\nv\u0259 bir g\u00fcn girm\u0259liydim,<br \/>\nbu yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131na&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>baxmaq,<br \/>\ng\u00f6zl\u0259rini zill\u0259yib baxmaq,<br \/>\nyollar burdan g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr,<br \/>\ng\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n ba\u011fl\u0131 qap\u0131d\u0131,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nd\u0259hlizd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259s<br \/>\nn\u0259zar\u0259t\u00e7il\u0259rin tap-tap\u0131d\u0131,<br \/>\n\u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 zingild\u0259y\u0259n a\u00e7ar\u0131,<br \/>\no vaxt i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n bax\u0131rd\u0131m \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259,<br \/>\nindi \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259ri,<br \/>\nindil\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmir\u0259m<br \/>\nbu v\u0259rdi\u015fimd\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u00fcr\u0259k s\u0259ks\u0259k\u0259d\u0259,<br \/>\nyer yar\u0131la, gir\u0259s\u0259n,<br \/>\ng\u00f6zl\u0259rim qap\u0131da, ayaq s\u0259sl\u0259ri,<br \/>\ng\u0259l\u0259n kimdi, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n?<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Havas\u0131z t\u00f6y\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n bal\u0131qlar kimi,<br \/>\nac\u0131ndan vurulur qurda adamlar,<br \/>\nya\u011f\u0131r b\u0259xtimiz\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f, qar kimi,<br \/>\nbalaca adamlar, x\u0131rda adamlar.<\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Batd\u0131m\u0131 barma\u011f\u0131 bala sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m,<br \/>\ng\u00fcn\u0259\u015f d\u00f6vr\u0259sind\u0259 hal\u0259 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m,<br \/>\nyox, adam olmad\u0131 qala sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m,<br \/>\nqala\u00e7a adamlar, x\u0131rda adamlar.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259 laydayam, s\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259 qatda,<br \/>\n\u00e7atla \u00fcr\u0259yimt\u0259k, durmadan \u00e7atda,<br \/>\nb\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259rin aya\u011f\u0131 altda,<br \/>\nqalacaq adamlar, x\u0131rda adamlar.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fzray\u0131l g\u0259lm\u0259di z\u00fcl\u00fcmd\u0259n qabaq,<br \/>\nbu g\u00f6z bir d\u0259ryayd\u0131 g\u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n qabaq,<br \/>\nba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n qabaq,<br \/>\nalacaq adamlar, x\u0131rda adamlar.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n k\u00fcr\u0259m, s\u0259n m\u0259ni k\u00fcrl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259din,<br \/>\nArazla s\u0259n m\u0259ni birl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259din,<br \/>\ns\u0259n m\u0259ni bir nota yerl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259din,<br \/>\nqoy mahn\u0131 oxusun xorda adamlar.<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259l\u0259r bir m\u0259ktub da d\u0259lind\u0259n bir g\u00fcn,<br \/>\nsev\u0259nl\u0259r ah \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r d\u0259rind\u0259n bir g\u00fcn,<br \/>\neh, m\u0259ni k\u00fcz kimi \u0259lind\u0259n bir g\u00fcn,<br \/>\nsalacaq adamlar, x\u0131rda adamlar.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u018fll\u0259rimi unutmu\u015fdum,<br \/>\nqurumu\u015fdu yarpaq-yarpaq,<br \/>\na\u011fr\u0131ya bax, zill\u0259t\u0259 bax,<br \/>\novulurdu ovuclarda x\u0259z\u0259l kimi,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\ns\u0259nin kimi g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00f6p\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bu \u0259ll\u0259ri,<br \/>\n\u0259ll\u0259rim a\u011f yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n,<br \/>\ns\u0259n g\u0259ldin k\u00fcl\u0259k kimi, hava kimi, su kimi,<br \/>\nn\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131, cana g\u0259ldi \u0259ll\u0259rim,<br \/>\ng\u00f6zl\u0259r bil\u0259r dad\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259sr\u0259tin, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n,<br \/>\nbir d\u0259, bir d\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00f6p\u00fcb, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki q\u0259m\u0259,<br \/>\nduru g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na bat\u0131rma \u0259ll\u0259rimi,<br \/>\nqar ya\u011fanda qu\u015fba\u015f\u0131 he\u00e7 bel\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<br \/>\nhe\u00e7 bel\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<br \/>\nya\u011f\u0131\u015flar ovcumu qu\u015flar kimi<br \/>\ndimdikl\u0259yib d\u00f6y\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nget, g\u00f6z\u0259lim, uzaqlardan g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n,<br \/>\ng\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rim tumurcuqlay\u0131b,<br \/>\ng\u00f6z vurub, g\u00fcl a\u00e7\u0131b, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6ld\u00fc bu \u015fairl\u0259r, s\u00fcr\u00fcyn\u0259n \u00f6ld\u00fc,<br \/>\nqar ya\u011fd\u0131, can\u0131na ke\u00e7di soyuqlar,<br \/>\nt\u0259z\u0259 g\u00f6z, t\u0259pt\u0259z\u0259 d\u0259riyn\u0259n \u00f6ld\u00fc,<br \/>\nuzunmu ya\u015fad\u0131 ay\u0131q-say\u0131qlar?<\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Yazmad\u0131 d\u00fcz\u00fc d\u00fcz, \u0259ll\u0259ri \u0259sdi,<br \/>\ndumanl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr,<br \/>\nsusdum, bu \u015fairl\u0259r k\u0259ndiri k\u0259sdi,<br \/>\nh\u0259l\u0259 ayaq altdan k\u0259til d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6rd\u00fcm, \u0259zablara yoxmu\u015f d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\n\u0259yil\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fc, susanda \u00f6ld\u00fc,<br \/>\nq\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259r g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb al\u0131n yaz\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nkobud \u0259ll\u0259r il\u0259n pozanda \u00f6ld\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259r\u0259t\u0259k gizl\u0259nib qafiy\u0259sind\u0259,<br \/>\nqorxub da k\u0259nara b\u0259lk\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259k,<br \/>\n\u015fair var boz qurdun qiyaf\u0259sind\u0259,<br \/>\n\u015fair var h\u0259r ayaq gir\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k\u0259l\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Haqq n\u0259dir, q\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rs\u0259 \u015fair,<br \/>\nbir ac da tap\u0131lmaz \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259, k\u0259ndd\u0259,<br \/>\n\u015fair \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc ist\u0259rs\u0259 \u015fair,<br \/>\nd\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259r at \u00e7apar o m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259td\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Qorxudan damc\u0131lar aln\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259ri,<br \/>\ntitr\u0259y\u0259n \u0259tdimi iyl\u0259nmi\u015f b\u0259d\u0259n,<br \/>\nmeydanda t\u0259k qal\u0131b s\u00f6z c\u0259ngav\u0259ri,<br \/>\n\u00f6ld\u00fc \u015fair dostlar g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259d\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yi c\u0259lladd\u0131, \u0259ll\u0259ri qatil,<br \/>\nbax\u0131rsan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri safd\u0131r, durudur,<br \/>\neyl\u0259m\u0259z birc\u0259 yol namaz\u0131 batil,<br \/>\ng\u00fcnl\u0259ri ip \u00fcst\u0259n as\u0131b qurudur.<\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>S\u00f6z, d\u00fcz basd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f dir\u0259kdi burda,<br \/>\nhaqq il\u0259n b\u0259z\u0259nmi\u015f igidl\u0259r taxt\u0131,<br \/>\nd\u0259rdi ba\u015fa\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fda, qarda,<br \/>\nim\u0259kl\u0259r k\u00f6rp\u0259di m\u0259hkumun vaxt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0131zar\u0131b h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 me\u015fin sif\u0259tl\u0259r,<br \/>\nal\u0131b n\u0259m\u0259rini xan saray\u0131ndan,<br \/>\nitl\u0259r\u0259 at\u0131ld\u0131 s\u00fcm\u00fcks\u00fcz \u0259tl\u0259r,<br \/>\nbizl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7atmad\u0131 itin pay\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n<p>Bax\u0131\u015flar q\u0259z\u0259bli, g\u00f6zl\u0259r soyuqdur,<br \/>\nba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 iblisl\u0259r g\u0259zir,<br \/>\nel\u0259 bil, ayr\u0131 bir d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni yoxdur,<br \/>\nqan\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 nec\u0259 m\u00fcnt\u0259zir!<\/p>\n<p>Sevgi bir q\u0131l\u0131ncd\u0131r, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t bir ox,<br \/>\nk\u00fcr\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa kimin h\u0259ddi var,<br \/>\nbizim aram\u0131zda d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u00e7ilik yox,<br \/>\nancaq aral\u0131qda \u00c7in s\u0259rh\u0259ddi var&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u018fziz\u00a0<a class=\"profileLink\" style=\"color: #365899;\" href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/behruz.bayramov.925?fref=mentions&amp;__xts__%5B0%5D=68.ARASFdh7azgj87PacIjYdKbSDKxN0KqTaK6FcQylcrueqqpixwF6EnuqAfE7eelr5F13OK7y46BRv5kbq7TuIHzNgyXbbJBuFAY8zrru0Rw-7Yd55lbZhzvY87K42tGNO6-CsEi7qhgF&amp;__tn__=K-R\" data-hovercard=\"\/ajax\/hovercard\/user.php?id=100007538742636&amp;extragetparams=%7B%22fref%22%3A%22mentions%22%7D\" data-hovercard-prefer-more-content-show=\"1\">Behruz Bayramov<\/a>a<\/p>\n<p>Hardan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn yad\u0131ma, de,<br \/>\nyaman hal\u0131mda K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nyan\u0131r sa\u011f\u0131mda K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r,<br \/>\ndonur solumda K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>\u018fyildi g\u00fcn, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f batd\u0131,<br \/>\nqal\u0131b i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n saatd\u0131,<br \/>\nbel\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm da\u011flar atd\u0131,<br \/>\nat\u0131n yal\u0131nda K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259sr\u0259t qarald\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\nqa\u015f\u0131mda \u015f\u0259bn\u0259m d\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\nizn ver, tap\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\nay camal\u0131nda K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u0259l b\u0259y, g\u00f6z\u0259l\u00e7\u0259 g\u0259lin,<br \/>\ns\u0259cd\u0259sind\u0259 pir g\u00f6z\u0259lin,<br \/>\n\u00f6yd\u00fcm s\u0259ni bir g\u00f6z\u0259lin,<br \/>\nqara xal\u0131nda, K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>X\u0131rmand\u0131, ya d\u0259ndi sin\u0259m,<br \/>\nyaral\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259ndi sin\u0259m,<br \/>\nda\u011fd\u0131, s\u00fcm\u00fckd\u0259ndi sin\u0259m,<br \/>\nda\u011f\u0131n dal\u0131nda K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>-\u00c7oban, evimi g\u00f6rm\u0259din?<br \/>\n-G\u00f6rd\u00fcm, \u015fair! S\u0259nin evin burdan ke\u00e7di,<br \/>\nm\u0259n bilm\u0259dim hara getdi,<br \/>\nm\u0259n bilm\u0259dim hara k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nn\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rin a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131, s\u0131zlay\u0131rd\u0131, m\u0259l\u0259\u015firdi,<br \/>\nn\u0259n\u0259l\u0259ri od \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yern\u0259n, g\u00f6yn\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259\u015firdi,<br \/>\n\u00f6lk\u0259ni t\u0259rk el\u0259dil\u0259r, \u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,<br \/>\nm\u0259n \u00f6ld\u00fcm ey, m\u0259n utand\u0131m, yer\u0259 girdim,<br \/>\n\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 baxa-baxa \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131lar qap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131,<br \/>\nk\u00f6rp\u0259 q\u0131zlar boyumuzu yer\u0259 soxdu h\u0259pimizin,<br \/>\n\u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcyd\u00fcnm\u00fc, \u015fair, batm\u0131\u015fm\u0131yd\u0131nm\u0131, \u015fair,<br \/>\nyuxular\u0131 uzun olur o\u011fuz \u0259r\u0259nl\u0259rinin,<br \/>\ni\u00e7ib q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u015f\u0259rabdan, yatm\u0131\u015fm\u0131yd\u0131nm\u0131, \u015fair?<br \/>\n-Dilin qurusun, \u00e7oban!<br \/>\n-Qar\u011f\u0131\u015f el\u0259m\u0259, \u015fair!<br \/>\nT\u0259k can\u0131mla bir qo\u015funa qar\u015f\u0131 durdum,<br \/>\ndedim qoy qism\u0259t olmas\u0131n,<br \/>\nya\u011f\u0131lara s\u0259nin yurdun,<br \/>\nqoyarm\u0131yd\u0131m kims\u0259 girsin bostan\u0131na,<br \/>\nharay sald\u0131m qu\u015f \u00fcr\u0259kli dostlar\u0131na,<br \/>\nbu \u015fairl\u0259r n\u0259d\u0259n bel\u0259 qorxaq olur, bilm\u0259zmiydin,<br \/>\nyadlar g\u0259lib, \u015fair s\u0259n\u0259 arxa olur, bilm\u0259zmiydin,<br \/>\n\u00e7oma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 f\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fam, yox olublar,<br \/>\nild\u0131r\u0131mt\u0259k gurlam\u0131\u015fam, yox olublar.<br \/>\n-\u00c7oban, onlar kimiydil\u0259r, o g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r?<br \/>\n-Bir d\u0259st\u0259ydi, bir ilx\u0131yd\u0131,<br \/>\nyalan olar yanlar\u0131nda uca-uca g\u00f6yd\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r.<br \/>\n-O d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259r erm\u0259niymi, gavurmuydu,<br \/>\nbizi do\u011fma elimizd\u0259n, yurdumuzdan qovurmuydu?<br \/>\n-Eh, ay \u015fair, gavur hara, Bak\u0131 hara,<br \/>\ng\u00f6r\u00fcm, g\u00f6r\u00fcm l\u0259n\u0259t olsun<br \/>\nsap\u0131 bizd\u0259n baltalara!<br \/>\nBiri polis, biri hakim, biri dar\u011fa,<br \/>\nbiri d\u0259 ki, h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fi seyr el\u0259y\u0259n ala qar\u011fa.<br \/>\n-Bizimkil\u0259r?<br \/>\n-Onlar bizim ola bilm\u0259z, bizim deyil.<br \/>\n-\u00c7oban bunu d\u00fczm\u00fc deyir?<br \/>\n-B\u0259li, \u015fair! D\u00fcz s\u00f6yl\u0259dim, d\u00fcz dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m,<br \/>\ndost evini qoruma\u011fa tab\u0131m, g\u00fcc\u00fcm qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n-Dostuma bax, \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcy\u0259m,<br \/>\nyel at\u0131mla el\u0259-bel\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fmiy\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u00f6z evimi, \u00f6z yurdumu \u00f6z\u00fcm xilas edim g\u0259r\u0259k,<br \/>\n\u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 qoy qo\u015fun g\u0259lsin,<br \/>\nigiddirs\u0259, g\u0259lsin t\u0259k-t\u0259k,<br \/>\nbu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 at belind\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m \u00e7al\u0131m, q\u0131l tama\u015fa,<br \/>\n-Ha\u015fa, \u015fair, yaman g\u00f6zd\u0259n, yaman bax\u0131\u015flardan ha\u015fa!<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 bir q\u0259l\u0259m ver ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131m.<br \/>\n-Yox, geri dur, tanr\u0131m izn ver\u0259rmi ki, m\u0259n al\u00e7al\u0131m!<br \/>\nM\u0259n bir \u00f6l\u00fcm yata\u011f\u0131ndan durub g\u0259ldim,<br \/>\nqollar\u0131m\u0131n z\u0259ncirini q\u0131r\u0131b g\u0259ldim,<br \/>\ns\u0259n qalx Yasamal da\u011f\u0131na,<br \/>\ntonqal qala, gurhagurla ocaq yans\u0131n,<br \/>\nbu evl\u0259ri viran qalm\u0131\u015f xalq oyans\u0131n, el oyans\u0131n!<br \/>\n-\u015eair, ke\u00e7 g\u00fcnah\u0131mdan, qorxudan \u0259lim \u0259sir,<br \/>\n-\u018flin qurusun, \u00e7oban!<br \/>\n-\u015eair, qar\u011f\u0131\u015f el\u0259m\u0259, di\u015fim dilimi k\u0259sir.<br \/>\n-Di\u015fin t\u00f6k\u00fcls\u00fcn, \u00e7oban, dilin qurusun, \u00e7oban!<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259mad\u0259m b\u0259llidir tez qudurdu\u011fun,<br \/>\npay\u0131z yarpa\u011f\u0131t\u0259k \u0259sirs\u0259n, n\u0259d\u0259n,<br \/>\noturub \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 x\u0259yal qurdu\u011fun,<br \/>\nqoca budaqlar\u0131 k\u0259sirs\u0259n, n\u0259d\u0259n?<\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>\u0130ndi qaranl\u0131qd\u0131 i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 yurdum,<br \/>\nhe\u00e7 en\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n dibim\u0259, o\u011ful,<br \/>\nm\u0259n s\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131na a\u011f\u0131l qoyurdum,<br \/>\ns\u0259n n\u0259\u015f\u0259 qoyursan cibim\u0259, o\u011ful.<\/p>\n<p>Sur\u0259tim nec\u0259 var n\u0259q\u015f el\u0259mi\u015fdim,<br \/>\nm\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcm bu g\u00f6z da\u011f\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nm\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 azadl\u0131q b\u0259x\u015f el\u0259mi\u015fdim,<br \/>\ns\u0259n ald\u0131n \u0259limd\u0259n azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rin qama\u015f\u0131r, \u0259ll\u0259rin soyuq,<br \/>\n\u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r buday\u0131b, gen dallam\u0131\u015fd\u0131n,<br \/>\nboynuna dolanan bu qollar\u0131 yox,<br \/>\ns\u0259n \u00f6z g\u00fcnah\u0131n\u0131 qandallam\u0131\u015fd\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n buyruq qulusan, \u0259mrin dusta\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nh\u0259r ax\u015fam haqq verir, hesab verirs\u0259n,<br \/>\nm\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 yol verdim, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\ns\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259rd verir, \u0259zab verirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Qorxudan titr\u0259yir qu\u015f qanadlar\u0131,<br \/>\nk\u0259m\u0259rin alt\u0131ndan silah g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr,<br \/>\nk\u0259sm\u0259 oturdu\u011fun buda\u011f\u0131 bar\u0131,<br \/>\nordan hara baxsan allah g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Qoca, m\u0259n yol adam\u0131yam,<br \/>\nuzaqlardan, uzaqlardan g\u0259lir\u0259m,<br \/>\nbuludlardan do\u011fulmu\u015fum,<br \/>\nya\u011f\u0131\u015flardan, sazaqlardan g\u0259lir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Qoy ats\u0131nlar da\u015f atanlar,<br \/>\nda\u015fdan qorxmaz da\u015f adamlar,<br \/>\ntunc d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259n, da\u015f d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rim var,<br \/>\nm\u0259nim can\u0131m qaya kimi \u00f6tk\u0259mlidi,<br \/>\nyerim\u0259y\u0259, y\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259p\u0259rim var.<\/p>\n<p>Qoca, m\u0259n yol adam\u0131yam,<br \/>\nqoy h\u00fcrs\u00fcn, h\u00fcrs\u00fcn itl\u0259rin,<br \/>\nm\u0259n Teymuru g\u00f6r\u00fcb g\u0259ldim,<br \/>\nsur\u0259ti g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 qocal\u0131b Hitlerin,<br \/>\nbir yata\u011fa s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fan bu heyv\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r,<br \/>\nsonuna \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131m\u0131<br \/>\narzusu g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 qar\u0131yan<br \/>\nmiyon-milyon igidl\u0259rin?<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6rd\u00fcm, g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, k\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259ri,<br \/>\nnec\u0259 k\u0259sib do\u011frad\u0131lar Bab\u0259kl\u0259ri,<br \/>\nN\u0259siminin m\u0259n soyulmu\u015f d\u0259risiy\u0259m,<br \/>\nindil\u0259rd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcs\u00fc yox, dirisiy\u0259m.<br \/>\nXaqanid\u0259n g\u0259lir\u0259m m\u0259n,<br \/>\nCavid d\u0259, M\u00fc\u015ffiq d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kildi dara,<br \/>\nkiml\u0259r yoxdu burda, kiml\u0259r,<br \/>\nm\u0259hb\u0259s &#8211; b\u00f6y\u00fck karvansara&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Burda dua eyl\u0259y\u0259nin, orda namaz q\u0131lan\u0131n,<br \/>\nhardan ke\u00e7dim le\u015f le\u015f \u00fcst\u0259 qalan\u0131b,<br \/>\nda\u015f da\u015f \u00fcst\u0259 qoyulmal\u0131,<br \/>\nba\u015f ba\u015f \u00fcst\u0259 qoyulub,<br \/>\ndivarlara h\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcb diri-diri \u0259r\u0259nl\u0259r,<br \/>\nda\u015flara \u00e7evrilib \u00e7oxdan, torpaqlara qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b,<br \/>\nadamlar \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb m\u00fckafatlar alanlar,<br \/>\nqatil olub igidlik g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259nl\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi d\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar ya\u011fanda,<br \/>\ndivarlara,<br \/>\nn\u0259 g\u00f6y \u015f\u0259kli, n\u0259 d\u0259niz,<br \/>\nr\u0259ngli m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kir k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rimiz!<\/p>\n<p>Qoca, m\u0259n yol adam\u0131yam,<br \/>\nke\u00e7 yolumdan,<br \/>\nat\u0131n yor\u011fun, itin z\u0259vz\u0259k, \u00f6z\u00fcn kar,<br \/>\nat\u0131n \u00e7apmaz, itin h\u00fcrm\u0259z, k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7atmaz,<br \/>\nm\u0259n d\u0259rvi\u015f\u0259m, \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t yol\u00e7usuyam,<br \/>\ns\u0259nin m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcn \u00e7atmaz,<br \/>\nm\u0259nim g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nim var!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"11345\">Yaz\u0131ya 896 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>S\u00fckut gizl\u0259r qoynunda gah, gah da q\u0259h\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram, g\u00f6yl\u0259ri qald\u0131r\u0131n bir az, durub h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram. Hardan\u0131yd\u0131 bu boy m\u0259nd\u0259, s\u00f6z b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc s\u0259tir-s\u0259tir, ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nda, bir q\u0131l\u0131ncd\u0131, bir d\u0259 k\u0259til. Boyum kefd\u0259n uzanmad\u0131, m\u0259n a\u011fac, d\u0259rdl\u0259rim sudur, yaz\u0131 yerl\u0259\u015fmir aln\u0131ma, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim d\u0259rd quyusudur. Balaca, bap-balacad\u0131, g\u00f6rd\u00fcm da\u011flar\u0131m, dikl\u0259rim, daha m\u0259ni tapa bilm\u0259z, yerd\u0259 qoyub getdikl\u0259rim. 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