{"id":11442,"date":"2018-11-09T20:56:27","date_gmt":"2018-11-09T16:56:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11442"},"modified":"2018-11-09T20:58:32","modified_gmt":"2018-11-09T16:58:32","slug":"faiq-balab%c9%99yli-s%c9%99klini-paylasma","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11442","title":{"rendered":"Faiq Balab\u0259yli – \u015e\u0259klini payla\u015fma"},"content":{"rendered":"
\"22135464_1238063619633364_5277622417509774505_o\"<\/a>\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259rd\u0259c\u0259m\u00a0<\/b><\/div>\n
\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n
H\u0259r \u015fey bel\u0259 qalacaq,<\/div>\n
\u00fcmid sona qalmayacaq<\/div>\n
lap \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259k.<\/div>\n
Kim deyir ki<\/div>\n
g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k<\/div>\n
xo\u015f bir niyy\u0259tl\u0259<\/div>\n
\u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k?<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Solacaq yarpaqlar,<\/div>\n
do\u011fulduqlar\u0131 budaqdan<\/div>\n
\u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 tullanacaqlar.<\/div>\n
Y\u00fcks\u0259klikd\u0259n bel\u0259c\u0259<\/div>\n
g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 yollanacaqlar…<\/div>\n
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.<\/div>\n
\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259rd\u0259c\u0259m,<\/div>\n
dalayacaq yal\u0131n sevincl\u0259rimi –<\/div>\n
yaz a\u011fz\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259r\u0259n qanqal kimi…<\/div>\n
Ovuc-ovuc sevincimi<\/div>\n
k\u00fcr\u0259t\u0259k q\u0131zaran \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259<\/div>\n
qalayacam<\/div>\n
tonqal kimi…<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
H\u0259r \u015fey bel\u0259 qalacaq…<\/div>\n
H\u0259r \u015fey bel\u0259 olacaq…<\/div>\n
Aln\u0131m\u0131za yaz\u0131lan<\/div>\n
Olmayanlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131<\/div>\n
Zaman-zaman olacaq…<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
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S\u0259n\u0259 bir s\u00f6z deyim…<\/span><\/div>\n
.\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n
S\u0259n\u0259 bir s\u00f6z deyim,<\/div>\n
amma bu s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc q\u0259rib el\u0259m\u0259.<\/div>\n
X\u0259lv\u0259ti bax\u0131\u015fla \u00fcz \u00fcr\u0259yimi,<\/div>\n
amma ki, d\u0259rib el\u0259m\u0259.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
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\"\"<\/div>\n
\u015e\u0259klini payla\u015fma,<\/div>\n
\u015f\u0259klim\u0259 baxma,<\/div>\n
\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc gizl\u0259m\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n..<\/div>\n
S\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259lbimi a\u00e7a bil\u0259r\u0259m,<\/div>\n
amma sevgi filan g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
N\u0259 des\u0259n d\u0259rd edib \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259m el\u0259,<\/div>\n
amma \u015firin-\u015firin na\u011f\u0131l dan\u0131\u015fma.<\/div>\n
H\u0259kiml\u0259r s\u00f6yl\u0259yib, \u015f\u0259k\u0259r\u0259m el\u0259…<\/div>\n
Dilinin alt\u0131nda no\u011ful dan\u0131\u015fma…<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
A\u011fl\u0131na n\u0259 g\u0259ldi?\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
A\u011fr\u0131nd\u0131n bel\u0259<\/div>\n
doda\u011f\u0131n bu q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259zdi he\u00e7?<\/div>\n
Dey\u0259s\u0259n sa\u00e7\u0131ndan as\u0131l\u0131b qal\u0131b<\/div>\n
\u00fcr\u0259yim, yoxsa ki, \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259zdi he\u00e7…<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Yax\u015f\u0131, yax\u0131n otur, \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259 m\u0259ni,<\/div>\n
g\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259n hissl\u0259ri yal\u0131n g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m?<\/div>\n
D\u0259rdi yor\u011fan kimi \u00e7\u0259kib \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259,<\/div>\n
k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n \u00fcst-ba\u015f\u0131 qal\u0131n g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Yax\u015f\u0131, otur burda,<\/div>\n
el\u0259 otur ki,<\/div>\n
s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259r-g\u00f6rm\u0259z d\u00fcz \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m gedim.<\/div>\n
O q\u0259d\u0259r tablad\u0131m, tab g\u0259tirm\u0259dim,<\/div>\n
indi d\u0259 s\u0259n bir az d\u00f6z, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m gedim…<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Arada\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Arada k\u0259ndimizin<\/div>\n
\u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n u\u00e7an buluda<\/div>\n
oturmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m,<\/div>\n
\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m<\/div>\n
ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131 sallayam a\u015fa\u011f\u0131<\/div>\n
v\u0259 yell\u0259y\u0259m,<\/div>\n
G\u00f6zl\u0259rim k\u0259ndimizin<\/div>\n
tozlu yollar\u0131nda do\u011fmalar\u0131m\u0131 g\u0259z\u0259…<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Arada k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131 dolu ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131<\/div>\n
yenid\u0259n ya\u015famaq ke\u00e7ir,<\/div>\n
Baxmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m<\/div>\n
itirdikl\u0259rimin \u0259zab\u0131na nec\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259yim\u0259,<\/div>\n
\u00fcr\u0259yi qubarl\u0131,<\/div>\n
doda\u011f\u0131 papiroslu,<\/div>\n
\u00fcz\u00fc t\u00fckl\u00fc g\u0259zm\u0259yim\u0259,<\/div>\n
Bax\u0131m g\u00f6r\u00fcm<\/div>\n
nec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m?<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
\u00a0\"\"<\/div>\n
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Arada sevincli anlar\u0131m\u0131 sapanda qoyub<\/div>\n
atmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m k\u0259ndimiz\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f ,<\/div>\n
ist\u0259yir\u0259m anam\u0131n n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259ri \u2013<\/div>\n
qarda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n, bac\u0131m\u0131n balalar\u0131<\/div>\n
atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir sapand sevincin<\/div>\n
havas\u0131na qol qald\u0131rs\u0131nlar…<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Arada ist\u0259yir\u0259m<\/div>\n
“Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n n\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015f verdiyini,<\/div>\n
nec\u0259 ya\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/div>\n
he\u00e7 bildinmi, m\u0259nim balam\u201d,<\/div>\n
dey\u0259nim olsun.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m ki,<\/div>\n
k\u0259ndimizin \u00fcst\u00fc il\u0259<\/div>\n
u\u00e7an buludun \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 oturum,<\/div>\n
ayaqlar\u0131m t\u0259ndird\u0259ymi\u015f kimi q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131m.<\/div>\n
Sonra da<\/div>\n
x\u0131rtdanaq kimi qopam t\u0259ndirin divar\u0131ndan,<\/div>\n
ya\u011f\u0131\u015f damlas\u0131 kimi<\/div>\n
\u00e7\u0131rpam \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc<\/div>\n
ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131n ba\u015f verdiyi k\u0259nd yollar\u0131na.<\/div>\n
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artkaspi.az<\/div>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 763 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259rd\u0259c\u0259m\u00a0 \u00a0 H\u0259r \u015fey bel\u0259 qalacaq, \u00fcmid sona qalmayacaq lap \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259k. Kim deyir ki g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k xo\u015f bir niyy\u0259tl\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k? . Solacaq yarpaqlar, do\u011fulduqlar\u0131 budaqdan \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 tullanacaqlar. Y\u00fcks\u0259klikd\u0259n bel\u0259c\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 yollanacaqlar… . \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259rd\u0259c\u0259m, dalayacaq yal\u0131n sevincl\u0259rimi – yaz a\u011fz\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259r\u0259n qanqal kimi… Ovuc-ovuc sevincimi k\u00fcr\u0259t\u0259k q\u0131zaran \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 qalayacam tonqal kimi… […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1,15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11442"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11442"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11442\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11446,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11442\/revisions\/11446"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11442"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11442"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11442"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}