{"id":11453,"date":"2018-11-15T16:29:14","date_gmt":"2018-11-15T12:29:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11453"},"modified":"2018-11-16T11:26:54","modified_gmt":"2018-11-16T07:26:54","slug":"al%c9%99mz%c9%99r-%c9%99lizad%c9%99-inc%c9%99-olum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11453","title":{"rendered":"Al\u0259mz\u0259r \u018flizad\u0259 – \u0130NC\u018f \u00d6L\u00dcM"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"olum\"<\/a>Hekay\u0259<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm ac idi, ov axtar\u0131rd\u0131 yeyib can\u0131n\u0131 rahatlats\u0131n. Kims\u0259 yolunun\u00a0 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, ona yem olmaq ist\u0259mirdi.<\/p>\n

Can\u0131na xof d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nl\u0259r ya h\u0259kim\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131r, ya onu qap\u0131s\u0131ndan it kimi qovur, ya da \u00a0yalvar\u0131b \u2013 yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b m\u00f6hl\u0259t al\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u00d6l\u00fcm ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015fdi. Ax\u0131 onun da plan\u0131 vard\u0131. O da kimins\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131na son qoyub ya\u015famal\u0131yd\u0131.yoxsa ad\u0131 \u00d6l\u00fcm olmazd\u0131 .<\/p>\n

Axtar\u0131b \u2013 axtar\u0131b ac\u0131ndan lap n\u0259f\u0259si k\u0259sil\u0259nd\u0259, y\u00fcng\u00fclc\u0259 \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u0259n Z\u0259rq\u0259l\u0259m arvad\u0131 yaxalad\u0131. Yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131 xirtd\u0259yind\u0259n ki, b\u0259s s\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m. Qad\u0131n qorxub \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259d\u0259n \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. Bel\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259 \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00e7ox xo\u015funa g\u0259ldiyliind\u0259n az qald\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131n can\u0131n\u0131 an\u0131ndaca als\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259rq\u0259l\u0259min o\u011flu telefonla oynay\u0131rd\u0131. \u00a0Anas\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0\u00a0 \u00f6sk\u00fcrm\u0259sini\u00a0 duyan kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00d6l\u00fcmd\u0259n\u00a0 bir\u00a0 add\u0131m qabaq\u00a0\u00a0 yetirdi,t\u0259la\u015fla soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n\u0259 noolub ana, x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nmis\u0259n? \u00d6sk\u00fcr\u00fcrs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Ana x\u0259fifc\u0259 dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 H\u0259, qadan al\u0131m…<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bu saat, bu saat \u00a0deyib o\u011flu aptek\u0259 cumdu.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm bir anl\u0131q \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b k\u0259nara s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131.<\/p>\n

O\u011flu \u0259lind\u0259 siroplar, \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u0259k h\u0259bl\u0259r\u0131, bo\u011faza f\u0131sk\u0131rtma d\u0259rmanlar\u0131 il\u0259 geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Siropu v\u0259 h\u0259bl\u0259ri \u00a0aptek h\u0259kiminin dediyi qaydada anas\u0131na i\u00e7irdi, bo\u011faz\u0131na da d\u0259rman f\u0131sk\u0131rtd\u0131, yata\u011f\u0131na uzatd\u0131:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u0130ndi yax\u015f\u0131sanm\u0131, ana, dedi.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 H\u0259, qadan al\u0131m… Z\u0259rq\u0259l\u0259m ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131r\u011falad\u0131.<\/p>\n

O\u011flu arxay\u0131nca ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di. Telefonla xeyli m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olandan sonra d\u0259rin yuxuya getdi.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259rq\u0259l\u0259m uzun ill\u0259r m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 xadim\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ay \u0259vv\u0259l pensiyaya \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, i\u015fd\u0259n azad olmu\u015fdu. \u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn qalan hiss\u0259sini rahat ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Onun b\u0259xti \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n g\u0259tirm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Ki\u00e7ik ya\u015f\u0131nda\u00a0 \u0259r\u0259 vermi\u015fdil\u0259r. \u0130ki q\u0131z\u0131, iki o\u011flu d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra, 20 ya\u015f\u0131nda i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k m\u0259cburiyy\u0259tind\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qo\u00e7aql\u0131\u011f\u0131, t\u0259mizliyi, \u00fcz\u00fcyolal\u0131\u011f\u0131yla h\u00f6rm\u0259t qazanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qohum \u2013 qon\u015funun a\u011f\u0131r i\u015fl\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ham\u0131dan tez yetir\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259rq\u0259l\u0259min \u0259ri cavanik\u0259n d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f , u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u0130ki q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcb, bir o\u011flunu evl\u0259ndirmi\u015fdi. N\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rini can\u0131ndan art\u0131q ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Ancaq bu qad\u0131n\u0131n ki\u00e7ik o\u011flu sar\u0131dan g\u0259d\u0259ri, nisgili he\u00e7 azal\u0131b yox olmad\u0131.\u00c7\u00fcnki, o\u011flu \u0259sg\u0259r gedib Rusiyadan geri d\u00f6nm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u0130lk ill\u0259r ara- s\u0131ra x\u0259b\u0259ri g\u0259lir, m\u0259ktubla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Sonralar \u0259laq\u0259 k\u0259silmi\u015f, \u00f6ld\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259n, qald\u0131s\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

B\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011flu imkan\u0131 daxilind\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r soraqlay\u0131b axtarsa da, n\u0259tic\u0259 s\u0259hih x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259 bitm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Bac\u0131lar\u0131, qarda\u015f\u0131 , itkin \u00a0qarda\u015flar\u0131ndan\u00a0 \u0259ll\u0259rini \u00fczs\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, anan\u0131n \u00fcmidi t\u00fck\u0259nib yoxalmad\u0131. Daim \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 o\u011flu il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131, onu g\u00f6zl\u0259di, d\u0259rdl\u0259di v\u0259 d\u0259rdini kims\u0259yl\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259yar\u0131 Z\u0259rq\u0259l\u0259min \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u0259yi b\u0259rkidi. N\u0259f\u0259si daralanda g\u0259l , g\u0259l, qadan al\u0131m, g\u0259l anan\u0131 g\u00f6r, deyib g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yor\u011fan \u2013 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259di. Bu\u00a0 ya\u015flar g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n deyil, sanki \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00d6sk\u00fcr\u0259yi s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n azalsa da, bo\u011faz\u0131nda k\u0259skin a\u011fr\u0131 hiss el\u0259di. Sanki udla\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qaynar \u015fi\u015fl\u0259 da\u011flay\u0131b, yerin\u0259 duz basm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Udqunanda a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131n \u015fidd\u0259tind\u0259n h\u0259tta itkin o\u011flunu da yaddan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r o\u011flu da, g\u0259lini d\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 telefon kiminl\u0259s\u0259 \u00a0dan\u0131\u015fa \u2013 dan\u0131\u015fa o yatan ota\u011fa ke\u00e7dil\u0259r. Telefon s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rini qurtar\u0131b hal\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fdular :<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Nec\u0259s\u0259n ana? Yax\u015f\u0131sanm\u0131?<\/p>\n

Bunu o\u011flu dedi.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bir az yax\u015f\u0131sanm\u0131 ana, ax\u015fam yorulmu\u015fdum, yan\u0131na ke\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259dim, bunu da g\u0259lini s\u00f6yl\u0259di.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Sa\u011f olun, qadan\u0131z \u00a0al\u0131m, qad\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si x\u0131r\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n

O\u011flu c\u0259ld d\u00fcn\u0259n ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n, siropdan anas\u0131na i\u00e7irtdi. X\u0259st\u0259 rahat n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131. \u0130\u015far\u0259yl\u0259 bildirdi ki, bo\u011faz\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r.<\/p>\n

O\u011flu d\u0259rhal bo\u011faz a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 d\u0259rman\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn aptek\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sdi.Yen\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259 bir sellafon torba d\u0259rmanla geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z \u0259liyl\u0259 bo\u011faz a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na aid\u00a0 d\u0259rmanlar\u0131 birb\u0259bir anas\u0131na i\u00e7irtdi. \u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131na sorma d\u0259rman\u0131 qoyub d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcn\u00fcb s\u00f6yl\u0259di:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ana, tezlikl\u0259 sa\u011falacaqsan. D\u0259rmanlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 xeyirlidi, aptek\u00e7inin m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259ti il\u0259 ald\u0131m. \u0130kic\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 i\u00e7s\u0259n aya\u011fa duracaqsan.<\/p>\n

O\u011flu i\u015fini v\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bitirib ,tezc\u0259\u00a0 telefonunu\u00a0 a\u00e7d\u0131\u00a0 yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q<\/p>\n

oyununa davam el\u0259di.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lin telefondan ayr\u0131l\u0131b d\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n bi\u015firdiyi yarpaq dolmas\u0131n\u0131 isitdi. \u018frin\u0259, o\u011fluna v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131na x\u00f6r\u0259k \u00a0\u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

Dolman\u0131n \u0259tri x\u0259st\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yini buland\u0131r\u0131r, olmayan i\u015ftahas\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 tamam k\u00fcsd\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lin\u00a0 bir bo\u015fqab dolman\u0131 da\u00a0 x\u0131rda mizin\u00a0 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qaynanas\u0131n\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131na qoydu. Qad\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rmadan , g\u00f6t\u00fcr, qadan al\u0131m, yemir\u0259m , dedi.<\/p>\n

Bunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi g\u0259lin al\u0131c\u0131 qu\u015f kimi bo\u015fqab\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00f6z qaba\u011f\u0131na\u00a0 qoydu. Ki\u00e7ik o\u011flunu da quca\u011f\u0131na al\u0131b l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 dolmaya giri\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

X\u0259st\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259rk \u2013 b\u0259rk yor\u011fana b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu. G\u00fcnortaya kimi he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n, he\u00e7 kimd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259ri olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Dolma qazanda qurtarmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn ail\u0259 yey\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. G\u0259lin buna arxay\u0131nlan\u0131b \u00a0anas\u0131giln\u0259n, r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259riyn\u0259n vatsapda h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 yaz\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Naharda o\u011flu \u00a0telefonla ucadan dan\u0131\u015fa \u2013 dan\u0131\u015fa i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi.\u00a0 Kiminl\u0259s\u0259\u00a0 xeyli m\u00fcbahis\u0259 edib kiridi. Anas\u0131n\u0131n yata\u011f\u0131ndan qalxmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 soru\u015fdu : – Ana, b\u0259s sa\u011falmad\u0131n? Yax\u015f\u0131 deyils\u0259n?\u00a0 Nooldu ey s\u0259n\u0259? Bir azca yax\u015f\u0131san el\u0259mi?<\/p>\n

X\u0259st\u0259 z\u0259if s\u0259sl\u0259 : – Yax\u015f\u0131yam qadan al\u0131m, m\u0131z\u0131ldan\u0131b susdu.<\/p>\n

*Yax\u015f\u0131yam* s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n sevin\u0259n o\u011ful telefon s\u00f6hb\u0259tinin davam\u0131na ba\u015flad\u0131 . Qurtaran kimi anas\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259rmanlar\u0131n\u0131 birc\u0259 – birc\u0259 i\u00e7irtdi. X\u0259st\u0259 d\u0259rmanlar\u0131 qeyri \u2013 ixtiyari\u00a0 i\u00e7dikc\u0259, pusquda duran \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn hirsi ba\u015f\u0131na vurur, az qal\u0131rd\u0131 d\u0259rmanlar\u0131 torbas\u0131yla birlikd\u0259 zibil qutusuna ats\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Ancaq o\u011ful d\u0259rmanlar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc i\u00e7irir, he\u00e7 arvad\u0131na da etibar etmirdi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn o\u011fuldan z\u0259hl\u0259si gedirdi. \u018flac\u0131 olsayd\u0131\u00a0 \u0259vv\u0259l onun can\u0131n\u0131 alar, sonra anas\u0131n\u0131n xirtd\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259rdi. Lakin o\u011fulun\u00a0 \u00d6l\u00fcm\u0259 can ver\u0259n vaxt\u0131 \u00e7atmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnorta \u00a0yemyin\u0259 \u00a0yen\u0259 yarpaq dolmas\u0131 \u00a0g\u0259ldi. G\u0259lin iri bo\u015fqabla dolu dolman\u0131 qaynanas\u0131n\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131na qoyulmu\u015f mizin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259\u00a0 tolazlad\u0131. Qad\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qaldirmadan , g\u00f6t\u00fcr a bala, dedi, m\u0259n yemir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lin bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi bo\u015fqab\u0131 qamarlay\u0131b, \u00f6z qaba\u011f\u0131na qoydu. Ki\u00e7ik o\u011flunu quca\u011f\u0131na al\u0131b yem\u0259y\u0259 soxuldu.<\/p>\n

O\u011ful yey\u0259 – yey\u0259 telefonda\u00a0 n\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 bax\u0131r, arada \u00f6z \u2013 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir, gah da hirsl\u0259nirdi. U\u015faqlar da yem\u0259kl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful idil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Anan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi he\u00e7 n\u0259 ist\u0259mirdi. \u0130\u015ftahas\u0131 pozulmu\u015fdu. C\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259n meyv\u0259 g\u0259ls\u0259ydi d\u00f6n\u00fcb \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxmazd\u0131. Fikirl\u0259\u015firdi…<\/p>\n

Ya\u015f\u0131 altm\u0131\u015f\u0131 ke\u00e7ib. \u0130nd\u0259n bel\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131b n\u0259 m\u0259na k\u0259sb ed\u0259c\u0259k, ax\u0131…<\/p>\n

Uzaqda olan o\u011flundan da \u0259li \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb, lakin \u00fcmidi k\u0259silm\u0259yib. El\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259yi m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tdi. \u00d6ls\u0259 nigaran\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qdan can\u0131 qurtarard\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u0259linin \u0259li \u2013 aya\u011f\u0131 yer\u0259 d\u0259ymirdi.\u00d6l\u00fcml\u0259 sazi\u015f\u0259 giribmi\u015f kimi qad\u0131n\u0131n son n\u0259f\u0259sinin \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Anas\u0131giln\u0259n, r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259riyn\u0259n\u00a0 dan\u0131\u015fmaqdan telefon yorulub istil\u0259nir,\u00a0 g\u0259linin \u00e7\u0259n\u0259si yen\u0259 dayanm\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018fl alt\u0131ndan evi \u2013 e\u015fiyi nec\u0259 t\u0259mizl\u0259yib s\u0259liq\u0259y\u0259 salmas\u0131ndan , \u00f6l\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131 ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131b y\u0131\u011fmas\u0131ndan, yas yerini nec\u0259 yola ver\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n uzun \u2013 uzad\u0131 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, sanki, o\u011flunun xeyir i\u015find\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Yorulanda\u00a0 telefonu \u0259lind\u0259n yer\u0259 qoymur, yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q oyunlar\u0131na davam edirdi.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259rq\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259 g\u0259lini h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 mehriban dolanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Bird\u0259n bir\u0259 g\u0259linin i\u00e7in\u0259 el\u0259 bil \u015feytan girmi\u015fdi. \u015eeytan onu el\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259ndirib, el\u0259 co\u015fdururdu ki,\u00a0 az qal\u0131rd\u0131 arvad\u0131 bo\u011fub \u00f6ld\u00fcrs\u00fcn, sonra da vay \u2013 \u015f\u00fcv\u0259n sal\u0131b \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u011f\u0131 desin, dil deyib qonum- qon\u015fuya \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rsin. Ham\u0131 g\u00f6rs\u00fcn, onun nec\u0259 qo\u00e7aq oldu\u011funu bilsinl\u0259r. Bilsinl\u0259r ona\u00a0 heyran qals\u0131nlar.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k h\u0259v\u0259si,i\u015fini \u2013 g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc , qabiliyy\u0259tini g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k arzusuyla al\u0131\u015f\u0131b yan\u0131rd\u0131. Arzusuna \u00e7atmaq is\u0259 qaynanas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc il\u0259 m\u00fcmk\u00fcnl\u0259\u015f\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

…G\u0259lin qaynanas\u0131n\u0131n yerind\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ayd\u0131 xadim\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdii. \u0130\u015f\u0259 gir\u0259nd\u0259n xasiyy\u0259tind\u0259 qeyri \u2013 adi d\u0259yi\u015fikl\u0259r sezilirdi. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n raz\u0131l\u0131q, t\u0259k\u0259bb\u00fcr, yeri\u015find\u0259, oturub durmas\u0131nda forslanma\u011fa ad\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Qaynanas\u0131n\u0131n yas m\u0259rasimind\u0259 “b\u0259r\u0259kallah” al\u0131b, dan\u0259nd\u0259 arvadlar c\u0259rg\u0259sin\u0259 qo\u015fulacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u0259linin bu hal\u0131 \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn d\u0259 \u00e7ox xo\u015funa g\u0259lirdi.Ancaq o da h\u0259r xo\u015funa g\u0259l\u0259ni old\u00fcr\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. \u00d6ld\u00fcr\u0259 bils\u0259ydi \u00fcr\u0259yinin yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u0259rdi.ancaq g\u0259lin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 yaxa ver\u0259n deyildi.<\/p>\n

\u018fn \u00fcz\u00fcyola Z\u0259rq\u0259l\u0259m arvad\u0131 man\u015f\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ondan b\u0259pk yap\u0131\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131. O da h\u0259r an z\u0259ifl\u0259diyini, haldan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc hiss edir, g\u00f6z\u00fcyumulu vaxt\u0131n\u0131 sovururdu.<\/p>\n

O\u011flu telefon qula\u011f\u0131nda aptek\u00e7inin m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tini unutmur, \u00a0d\u0259rmanlar\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7irdir, birc\u0259 d\u0259n\u0259sinin d\u0259 vaxt\u0131n\u0131 ke\u00e7irmirdi.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lin d\u0259 yemir dey\u0259 qaynanas\u0131na daha yem\u0259k t\u0259klif etmirdi. M\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 gedib g\u0259lir, vacib ev i\u015fl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u00fcr, \u00f6z ota\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kilib telefonla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, oyunlar\u0131n\u0131n birini qurtar\u0131b, o birin\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. Gah da ninnini \u00e7ala \u2013 \u00e7ala h\u0259y\u0259t bacada qurdalan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259rq\u0259l\u0259min x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ndiyini e\u015fid\u0259n qarda\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 arvad\u0131 yoluxma\u011fa g\u0259ldil\u0259r. X\u0259st\u0259nin \u0259hval\u0131n\u0131n yax\u015f\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb hans\u0131 d\u0259rmanlar\u0131 q\u0259bul etm\u0259siyl\u0259 maraqland\u0131lar. Ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n xeyirli d\u0259rman oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u0259dil\u0259r. \u00c7ay i\u00e7\u0259- i\u00e7\u0259 ordan\u00a0 – burdan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b , x\u0259st\u0259y\u0259 \u015f\u0259falar dil\u0259yib getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

B\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0131z\u0131 da anas\u0131n\u0131n x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ndiyini \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259n kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yetirdi. G\u0259ldiyind\u0259n telefonu he\u00e7 susmad\u0131. Gah qon\u015fular\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fc yerin\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, gah bald\u0131z\u0131 alver\u00e7id\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 mallar oldu\u011funu bildirdi, gah da \u0259ri ev\u0259 gec g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini x\u0259b\u0259r verdi.<\/p>\n

\u018fvv\u0259l anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259yin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131,\u00a0 sonra da yor\u011fan d\u00f6\u015f\u0259yinin \u00fczl\u0259rini d\u0259yi\u015fdidi. Y\u0131\u011f\u0131b \u00f6z evind\u0259 yumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na qoydu.<\/p>\n

Telefon susan kimi anas\u0131na dadl\u0131, l\u0259zz\u0259tli k\u0259nd toyu\u011fundan s\u0131y\u0131q bi\u015firdi. G\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 ac qalan, d\u0259rmandan savay\u0131 dilinin alt\u0131ndan su da ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259n qad\u0131n\u0131n dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa heyi qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00c7uxura d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f \u00f6lg\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259ri gah yumulur, gah da a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131 s\u0131y\u0131\u011f\u0131 bi\u015firib bo\u00e7qaba \u00e7\u0259kdi. Anas\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda , mizin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6y g\u00f6y\u0259rtisind\u0259n tutmu\u015f, tur\u015fuya kimi ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 haz\u0131rlad\u0131, d\u00fczd\u00fc. \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259yi d\u0259 x\u0131rdaca x\u0131rdaca do\u011fray\u0131b s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 qoydu.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n\u0131n burnuna x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ndiyi m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n b\u0259ri ilk d\u0259f\u0259\u00a0 yem\u0259yin xo\u015f \u0259tri vurdu. A\u011fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xacaqm\u0131\u015f kimi d\u0259rind\u0259n bu g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259tri i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. D\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli acl\u0131q m\u0259d\u0259sini yand\u0131r\u0131b yaxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yi s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b kimis\u0259 haraylaya bilm\u0259di. B\u00f6yr\u00fcnd\u0259ki q\u0131z\u0131 da onun hal\u0131n\u0131n pisl\u0259\u015fib, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n getm\u0259sini duymad\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki yen\u0259 telefonla kiminl\u0259s\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. S\u00f6hb\u0259t o q\u0259d\u0259r maraql\u0131 idi ki, ana qadan al\u0131m , m\u0259nim vacib i\u015fim var deyib, ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 geydi. Telefondan aralanmadan pal paltarlar\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ged\u0259 – ged\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ana,s\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm, dur bu l\u0259zz\u0259tli x\u00f6r\u0259yini ye , dedi. Bax h\u0259r \u015feyi haz\u0131rlad\u0131m, el\u0259c\u0259 dur ye. Ana! Bax, ye haa… Qurban olum ay ana, ac qalma, ye, yem\u0259s\u0259n narahat olacam. Yar\u0131 can\u0131m yan\u0131nda qalacaq. Anas\u0131 bir k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131, az s\u0259ninl\u0259 deyil\u0259m, anam a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r, telefondak\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa sal\u0131b, dan\u0131\u015fa\u00a0 – dan\u0131\u015fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdi.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259rq\u0259l\u0259min\u00a0 bac\u0131s\u0131 t\u0259ngin\u0259f\u0259s \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc i\u00e7\u0259ri sald\u0131.Vacib z\u0259ng\u00a0 \u011f\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi, telefonunu \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131na, stolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 tullad\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Az,qadalar\u0131n al\u0131m, s\u0259n niy\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ndin? Nooldu az s\u0259n\u0259 bird\u0259n \u2013 bir\u0259. Atam\u0131z\u0131n, anamz\u0131n goru haqq\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m. Ara evd\u0259, ara da m\u0259kt\u0259b\u00a0 da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fda ( o, ba\u015fqa\u00a0 bir m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 xadim\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi ) can\u0131m\u0131 \u00fczm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Hay\u0131f\u00a0 \u0259m\u0259yimd\u0259n, q\u0259drimi bil\u0259n han\u0131?<\/p>\n

X\u0259st\u0259 yava\u015fca ufuldand\u0131. Bac\u0131s\u0131 g\u00fcman el\u0259di ki,\u00a0 s\u00f6zl\u0259ri onun \u00fcr\u0259yini a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131b, ad\u0259tinc\u0259, a bac\u0131n \u00f6ls\u00fcn, s\u0259nin d\u0259 y\u00fck\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, hoyuna \u00e7ata bilmir\u0259m , dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

Lakin x\u0259st\u0259d\u0259n s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131. Bac\u0131s\u0131 yenid\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131 \u2013 ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 t\u00f6kd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

-O t\u0259k balam\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, \u0259lim, aya\u011f\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn deyil. A\u011fr\u0131s\u0131ndan gec\u0259l\u0259ri diri a\u00e7\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

X\u0259st\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumub hu\u015fa getmi\u015fdi. Bac\u0131s\u0131 kiriyib, g\u0259lin\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ndi, a bala, yem\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259yin var, g\u0259tir bir qa\u015f\u0131q qoy, z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259nim. S\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n acam.\u00a0 O biri ev\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259k, bu yaz\u0131q, dinc\u0259lib yats\u0131n.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lin xalan\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yem\u0259kl\u0259 doldurdu. O da \u00f6z\u00fc demi\u015fk\u0259n, * dura \u2013 t\u0131xa* qarn\u0131n\u0131 doyuzdurub, \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn al\u0131b g\u0259tirdiyi \u015fokaladla\u00a0 iki st\u0259kan \u00e7ay i\u00e7ib rahatland\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kiminl\u0259s\u0259 telefon s\u00f6hb\u0259tin\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131\u015fd\u0131. B\u0259rkd\u0259n \u2013 b\u0259rkd\u0259n qon\u015fu q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ni\u015fan\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rifl\u0259di, qayn\u0131n\u0131n o\u011flunun Ruset\u0259 gedib anas\u0131na \u00e7oxlu pullar g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259sini s\u00f6yl\u0259di, bald\u0131zlar\u0131ndan xeyli qeyb\u0259t q\u0131r\u0131b, \u00e7\u0259n\u0259si yorulanda x\u0259st\u0259 yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ota\u011fa ke\u00e7ib n\u0259sih\u0259t verdi : – Z\u0259rq\u0259l\u0259m, e\u015fidirs\u0259n m\u0259ni? Onu bil, yem\u0259s\u0259n sa\u011falmayacaqsan.Yem\u0259k adam\u0131 iki el\u0259mir, yek\u0259 el\u0259yir. Ye, can\u0131na bax! He\u00e7 kim s\u0259n\u0259 can verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. O\u011ful da sa\u011f olsun, q\u0131z da, ham\u0131s\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259di. S\u0259n ye, yem\u0259yind\u0259n qalma, x\u0259st\u0259ninki yem\u0259kdi. Yem\u0259s\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, s\u0259n\u0259 deyir\u0259m haa… Bu s\u00f6z qad\u0131n\u0131n batm\u0131\u015f qulaqlar\u0131nda u\u011fuldad\u0131, \u0259ks \u2013 s\u0259da vedi. Beynin\u0259 n\u00fcf\u00fcz el\u0259di. \u00dcr\u0259yi s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm q\u0259\u015f\u015f el\u0259di. Z\u0259rq\u0259l\u0259m bac\u0131s\u0131 ged\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7ox sonra \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

X\u0259st\u0259nin dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa taq\u0259ti qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O\u011flu anas\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259rmanlar\u0131n\u0131 tez \u2013 tez t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259yir, vaxt\u0131n\u0131 ke\u00e7irm\u0259d\u0259n i\u00e7irir, eyni zamanda t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 gizl\u0259tmirdi.
\n– Ana, he\u00e7 f\u0259rq el\u0259mir? S\u0259n niy\u0259 sa\u011fa\u0131m\u0131rsan?\u00a0 B\u0259lk\u0259 h\u0259kim \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131m? Ax\u0131 aptek\u00e7i deyir bu d\u0259rmanlar\u0131 i\u00e7s\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq. Vallah el\u0259 h\u0259kim d\u0259 bu d\u0259rmanlar\u0131 yazacaq. O\u011flu\u00a0 q\u0259fil susub fikr\u0259 getdi. N\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcs\u0259 yenid\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam el\u0259di.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ana, s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn t\u0259nb\u0259ls\u0259n, dur bir havaya \u00e7\u0131x.\u00a0 Yatmaqdan yorulmad\u0131n? Bel\u0259 olmaz ax\u0131? B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc yerin i\u00e7ind\u0259s\u0259n…<\/p>\n

Anan\u0131 hu\u015f aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O\u011flu el\u0259 bildi, o, rahatlan\u0131b yatd\u0131, daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259yib i\u015finin dal\u0131nca yolland\u0131.<\/p>\n

X\u0259st\u0259nin n\u0259f\u0259s almas\u0131 \u00e7\u0259tinl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcc tap\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131ra bilmirdi. H\u0259rd\u0259n yan\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rini ba\u011fr\u0131na bas\u0131b \u00f6pm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 buna taq\u0259ti \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

N\u0259v\u0259l\u0259ri n\u0259n\u0259nin qurumu\u015f \u0259lini, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6p\u00fcr, n\u0259n\u0259,\u00a0 tez sa\u011fal deyir, yen\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Bax bu zaman \u00d6l\u00fcm hirsl\u0259nir, qorxur x\u0259st\u0259\u00a0 sa\u011falar, durar,\u00a0 g\u00f6zl\u0259diyi bo\u015fa ged\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Lakin Z\u0259rq\u0259l\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 deyildi. A\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011fa bilmir, \u015f\u00fcurunu h\u0259r an itirirdi.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lin \u0259lind\u0259 telefon dingild\u0259y\u0259 – dingild\u0259y\u0259, ninini \u00e7ala \u2013 \u00e7ala evini, e\u015fiyini s\u0259hmana sal\u0131r, k\u00fcnc \u2013 buca\u011f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcr, silib\u00a0 t\u0259mizl\u0259yir, g\u0259l\u0259n mesajlara \u0259l\u00fcst\u00fc cavab yaz\u0131r, yenid\u0259n h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259\u00a0 i\u015f\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Ovunu udma\u011fa az qal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

X\u0259st\u0259 yar\u0131 oyaq, yar\u0131 yuxulu \u0259ri , ata \u2013 anas\u0131, n\u0259n\u0259 – babas il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, gah da onlara layla \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131na d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli acl\u0131q g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Ancaq t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259 bilmirdi. B\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 qurumu\u015fdu, t\u0259kc\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130ndi d\u0259 acl\u0131q hissini duydu.<\/p>\n

N\u0259v\u0259si \u0259lind\u0259 bir par\u00e7a t\u0259z\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k onun yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda durub, tik\u0259l\u0259yib t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc. N\u0259n\u0259nin \u0259lac\u0131 olsayd\u0131 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yini \u0259lind\u0259n alar, bir andaca l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 yey\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

Bu ist\u0259k onun a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan\u00a0 al\u0131rd\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc toplay\u0131b \u00a0c\u0259hd ets\u0259 d\u0259, \u00a0s\u0259sini \u00e7\u0131xara bilm\u0259di, \u00a0\u0259lini u\u015fa\u011fa t\u0259r\u0259f uzad\u0131b \u0259sdirdi. N\u0259v\u0259si \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k tutdu\u011fu \u0259lini ona\u00a0 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259n\u0259nin \u0259li \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 toxundu, \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f can\u0131 gizild\u0259di.\u00a0 Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tm\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yanak\u0131\u00a0 \u00e7evirib v\u0259h\u015fi bir ehtirasla \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 zill\u0259di. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi : – ka\u015f n\u0259v\u0259si \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kd\u0259n bir tik\u0259sini onun a\u011fz\u0131na qoya, o da\u00a0 l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 yey\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

U\u015faqdan \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259ns\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259k yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Q\u00fcruru n\u0259fsin\u0259 qalib g\u0259ls\u0259 d\u0259, \u0259li \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 uzaql\u0131 qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

U\u015faq n\u0259n\u0259sinin h\u0259d\u0259q\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcb qorxdu. \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259yi n\u0259n\u0259sinin yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na at\u0131b, \u00a0qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259yin bihu\u015fedici \u0259tri x\u0259st\u0259nin olan \u2013 qalan hu\u015funu ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xarmaqda yd\u0131. \u018flini \u00e7\u0259kib rahatlana\u00a0 bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

Can\u0131na isti t\u0259r g\u0259ldi. Sanki h\u00fcnd\u00fcr da\u011f a\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bird\u0259n \u2013 bir\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u0259\u015fdi. \u018fli \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 toxunanda g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc, \u015f\u00fcuru pozuldu.<\/p>\n

… \u0130tkin o\u011flu t\u0259ngin\u0259f\u0259s \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc anas\u0131na yetirdi. Onun ac oldu\u011funu bildi. \u00c7antas\u0131ndan l\u00f6y\u00fcn – l\u00f6y\u00fcn, dadl\u0131, l\u0259zz\u0259tli yem\u0259kl\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b, \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131 yedirtm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Anas\u0131 yeyib doyanda yuxusu g\u0259ldi. Balas\u0131n\u0131n boynnu qucaqlay\u0131b, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u2013 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259di\u00a0 v\u0259 yatd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yatd\u0131 ki, bir daha oyanmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n

G\u0259linin \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131b, qara \u2013 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131q salmas\u0131 qon\u015fular\u0131 bir andaca buraya toplad\u0131.<\/p>\n

O\u011flunu meyitd\u0259n aralaya bilmirdil\u0259r:<\/p>\n

-Getm\u0259, ana, getm\u0259…<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zlar\u0131 sa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yolub \u00fcz g\u00f6zl\u0259rini c\u0131r\u0131r, q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 divan tuturdular.<\/p>\n

B\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0131z\u0131\u00a0 -He\u00e7 n\u0259 yem\u0259din, ay ana, h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinl\u0259 baxd\u0131n, ay ana…Ac qarn\u0131na qurban olum ana …<\/p>\n

Ki\u00e7ik q\u0131z\u0131\u00a0 – Sa\u011f \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259mm\u0259dim ay ana, m\u0259n n\u0259 bilim s\u0259n ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259mi\u015fdin. Q\u0131\u00e7\u0131m s\u0131nayd\u0131, m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259ydim, g\u0259lib sa\u011f \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259ydim. Yan\u0131ram,\u00a0 ana, yan\u0131ram .<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259yi tullay\u0131b, qorxub qa\u00e7an n\u0259v\u0259si a\u011flayanlara bax\u0131b, i\u00e7in \u2013 i\u00e7in h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini an\u0131\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa ya\u015f\u0131 \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lin s\u0259sini k\u0259sib hamama cumdu ki, anas\u0131gil\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r versin. Kafel sulu oldu\u011fundan aya\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb guppultuyla divara d\u0259yib, yer\u0259 s\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ndi. Telefon \u0259lind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b,\u00a0 \u00a0par\u00e7aland\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259\u00a0 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 qaranl\u0131q otaqda vahim\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Harada oldu\u011funun f\u0259rqin\u0259 varammad\u0131. Can\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259zalar\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r, s\u0131z\u0131ldayir, qolu \u2013 q\u0131\u00e7\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259nmirdi.<\/p>\n

Tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 ota\u011fa girib i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 yand\u0131rd\u0131. G\u0259linin a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131,\u00a0 sual dolu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131na cavab verdi: – Anangil g\u0259tirdil\u0259r bura. Sa\u011f qolun iki, sa\u011f\u00a0 q\u0131\u00e7\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7 yerind\u0259n q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b. B\u0259d\u0259ninin paras\u0131 m\u00f6hk\u0259m \u0259zilib.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lin a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131n \u015fidd\u0259tind\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini b\u0259rk \u2013 b\u0259rk yumub, di\u015fl\u0259rini bir \u2013 birin\u0259 kilidl\u0259di. Tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam el\u0259di: – Allah qaynanana r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin, anangil burada qalma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Evd\u0259 ba\u015flar\u0131 yasa qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan\u00a0 onun haray\u0131na \u00e7atan olmayacaqd\u0131. M\u00fcnasib yeri\u00a0 x\u0259st\u0259xana \u00a0bilib, bura\u00a0 qoymu\u015fdular. Sanki g\u0259linin can\u0131n\u0131 tik\u0259 – tik\u0259 do\u011fray\u0131b d\u0259risin\u0259 doldurmu\u015fdular. D\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tind\u0259n “\u00f6ld\u00fcm Allah, \u00f6ld\u00fcm Allah” \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131b ba\u011f\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 daha b\u0259rk \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131b, onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011f\u0131z\u0131nda qoydu: – \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc yorub, bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 c\u0131rma. \u00dc\u00e7\u00a0 g\u00fcnd\u00fc yat\u0131rsan,\u00a0 m\u00fcft\u0259 iyn\u0259 d\u0259rman el\u0259yirik,he\u00e7 demirs\u0259n al bu\u00a0 be\u015fc\u0259 manat\u0131 qoy cibin\u0259. D\u0259d\u0259n\u0259 borcumuz yoxdu.<\/p>\n

Bir anl\u0131q g\u0259lin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 unutdu. Dem\u0259li bu g\u00fcn qaynanas\u0131n\u0131n aza g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fc. Onun yan\u0131na sabah da g\u0259l\u0259n olmayacaqd\u0131. Ax\u0131 qaynanas\u0131 ya\u015fl\u0131 \u2013 ba\u015fl\u0131, say\u0131l\u0131b, se\u00e7il\u0259n arvad olub. Onun yas m\u0259rasimi d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 layiq apar\u0131lmal\u0131yd\u0131. G\u0259linin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k ist\u0259yi tamam\u00a0 yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tibb bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259rt s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n sonra s\u0259sini yava\u015f\u0131tm\u0131\u015f, a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259\u00a0\u00a0 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yi g\u00f6zalt\u0131na alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259rq\u0259l\u0259mi urlu \u2013 urvatl\u0131 yola sal\u0131b, ehsan verdil\u0259r, axir\u0259tin\u0259 dualar oxudular. Bu evd\u0259 g\u0259linin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u00a0 yada d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259rq\u0259l\u0259min o\u011flu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lmirdi. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r dava d\u0259rmandan sonra anas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc sinir\u0259 bilmirdi. G\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6l\u00fcm ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131na sata\u015fd\u0131, maraqland\u0131, oxudu. \u018flind\u0259 ka\u011f\u0131z sanki kresloya yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Hekay\u0259 \u00d6l\u00fcm ac idi, ov axtar\u0131rd\u0131 yeyib can\u0131n\u0131 rahatlats\u0131n. Kims\u0259 yolunun\u00a0 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, ona yem olmaq ist\u0259mirdi. Can\u0131na xof d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nl\u0259r ya h\u0259kim\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131r, ya onu qap\u0131s\u0131ndan it kimi qovur, ya da \u00a0yalvar\u0131b \u2013 yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b m\u00f6hl\u0259t al\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u00d6l\u00fcm ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015fdi. Ax\u0131 onun da plan\u0131 vard\u0131. O da kimins\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131na son qoyub ya\u015famal\u0131yd\u0131.yoxsa ad\u0131 \u00d6l\u00fcm olmazd\u0131 . […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":343,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1,15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11453"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11453"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11453\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11459,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11453\/revisions\/11459"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/343"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11453"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11453"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11453"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}