{"id":11489,"date":"2018-11-21T17:06:04","date_gmt":"2018-11-21T13:06:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11489"},"modified":"2018-11-21T17:06:04","modified_gmt":"2018-11-21T13:06:04","slug":"elcin-ilot-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11489","title":{"rendered":"El\u00e7in – “\u0130lot” (hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"elcin<\/a>… Sonra qatar fit ver\u0259-ver\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259, qar\u015f\u0131dak\u0131 da\u011f\u0131n uzaq yamac\u0131nda \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011f-g\u00f6y\u00fcmt\u00fcl bulud \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f bir k\u0259ndin q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kir\u0259mitli evl\u0259ri, o evl\u0259rin a\u011fappaq \u0259h\u0259ng divarlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc v\u0259 atas\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131, burnunu qatar p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sinin \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 dir\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t o uzaq yamacdak\u0131 k\u0259nd\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259:<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ka\u015f, m\u0259n d\u0259 orda ya\u015fayayd\u0131m!.. – p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Birinci sinif \u015fagirdi, yeddi ya\u015fl\u0131 Muxtar altdan-yuxar\u0131 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 atas\u0131na, sonra o k\u0259nd\u0259, sonra yen\u0259 atas\u0131na baxd\u0131 v\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n o k\u0259nd\u0259 y\u00f6n\u0259lmi\u015f q\u0259rib\u0259 bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik Muxtar Manafl\u0131n\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131na hopdu – ill\u0259r ke\u00e7dikd\u0259n sonra atas\u0131n\u0131n o bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qaba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, o zaman o bax\u0131\u015flardan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f kimi, d\u0259runi bir k\u0259d\u0259r ya\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

Qatar k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib el\u0259c\u0259 fit \u00e7ala-\u00e7ala yar\u011fana girdi v\u0259 o k\u0259nd d\u0259 g\u00f6zd\u0259n itdi, vaqonun p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n s\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m qayalardan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc, ancaq yeddi ya\u015fl\u0131 Muxtara el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, atas\u0131 o p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sind\u0259n yen\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259min q\u0259rib\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flarla o k\u0259nd\u0259 bax\u0131r. Sonra yar\u011fan boyu getdikc\u0259 qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fcy\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, qatar\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 yand\u0131 v\u0259 atas\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sind\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259ksin\u0259 baxa-baxa eyni s\u00f6zl\u0259ri p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Ka\u015f, m\u0259n d\u0259 orda ya\u015fayayd\u0131m!..<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 da\u011f\u0131n yamac\u0131nda \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011f-g\u00f6y\u00fcmt\u00fcl bulud \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f o uzaq k\u0259nd tez-tez Muxtar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qaba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259lirdi, el\u0259 bil, o k\u0259nd\u0259 u\u015faq klaydeskopunda bax\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 klaydeskop f\u0131rland\u0131qca yamya\u015f\u0131l a\u011faclar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n kir\u0259mitl\u0259rin q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131s\u0131, divarlar\u0131n a\u011fart\u0131s\u0131, buludlar\u0131n, \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rin r\u0259ngl\u0259ri bir-birini\u00a0 \u0259v\u0259z edirdi.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 el\u0259 bil, yeddi ya\u015fl\u0131 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n atas\u0131 il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 getdiyi o qatar fit ver\u0259-ver\u0259 Muxtar\u0131 a\u011f v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259r\u0259, r\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng karanda\u015flara apard\u0131 – el\u0259 o zamanlardan da Muxtar da\u011f yamac\u0131nd\u0131k\u0131 o k\u0259ndin \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 o \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r harasa, uzaqlara ged\u0259n qatar t\u0259k\u0259rl\u0259rinin tukkatukunu e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Onun \u00e7\u0259kdiyi o k\u0259nd – eyni k\u0259nd idi, ancaq r\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng karanda\u015flarla, daha sonra akvarell\u0259, sonralar is\u0259 ya\u011fl\u0131 boyalarla \u00e7\u0259kdiyi o k\u0259ndin m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 Muxtar h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 yeni g\u00f6zl\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 bu k\u0259nd onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn daha do\u011fma olurdu. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201d q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 manik\u00fcrl\u00fc uzun v\u0259 ar\u0131q barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda tutdu\u011fu siqareti t\u00fcsd\u00fcl\u0259d\u0259-t\u00fcsd\u00fcl\u0259d\u0259 diri g\u00f6y g\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 baxanda, manik\u00fcr\u00fc kimi q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 da boya s\u00fcrt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f nazik dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 aralay\u0131b:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259krar edirs\u0259n, – deyirdi. – Yeni m\u00f6vzular tapmal\u0131san.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 Muxtar \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, \u00e7\u0259kdiyi o uzaq k\u0259ndin \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rini \u201cProf.M.A.Salamova\u201ddan gizl\u0259tsin, ancaq barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda siqaret, daima kims\u0259siz otaqlarda g\u0259zi\u015f\u0259n \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201ddan n\u0259s\u0259 gizl\u0259tm\u0259k olard\u0131?<\/p>\n

\u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201d Muxtar\u0131n ana n\u0259n\u0259si idi v\u0259 h\u0259m yegan\u0259 az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 qad\u0131n idi ki, SSR\u0130 EA-n\u0131n m\u00fcxbir \u00fczv\u00fc se\u00e7ilmi\u015fdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn SSR\u0130-d\u0259 n\u00fcfuzlu antik h\u00fcquq m\u00fct\u0259x\u0259ssisi olan yegan\u0259 qad\u0131n idi. M\u0259nzilinin \u00e7\u00f6l qap\u0131s\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259rfl\u0259rl\u0259 \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201d yazd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 anas\u0131 Muxtar\u0131 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bu geni\u015f m\u0259nzil\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 onun, y\u0259ni Muxtar\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn daxilin\u0259 bir qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc – m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 yaln\u0131z bunda deyildi ki, \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201dn\u0131n evind\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r uzun ill\u0259r boyu saral\u0131b-solub nam\u0259lum r\u0259ngli qal\u0131n p\u0259rd\u0259 il\u0259 \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc olurdu v\u0259 g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 o p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n g\u00fccl\u0259 ke\u00e7ib, otaqlara s\u0131za bilirdi – bu, \u00f6z yerind\u0259, \u0259sas m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 onda idi ki, Muxtar lap u\u015faql\u0131q \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131ndan bu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259, bu uzun, ar\u0131q qad\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 v\u0259chl\u0259 do\u011fma bir insan kimi hiss ed\u0259 bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

– Yen\u0259 eyni \u015feyi \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n!? – \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201d siqaretd\u0259n d\u0259rin bir qullab vurub, diri g\u00f6y g\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 Muxtar\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kdiyi da\u011f yamac\u0131ndak\u0131 o uzaq k\u0259nd\u0259 baxa-baxa ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulay\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 on bir ya\u015fl\u0131 Muxtar n\u00f6vb\u0259ti d\u0259f\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6z verirdi ki, bir d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt \u201cProf.M.A.Salamova\u201dgil\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, ancaq atas\u0131 q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n v\u0259fat etdikd\u0259n sonra, anas\u0131 onu evd\u0259 t\u0259k qalma\u011fa qoymurdu – Muxtar m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201dn\u0131n evin\u0259 g\u0259lirdi, ax\u015fam is\u0259 anas\u0131 i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b onu \u00f6z evl\u0259rin\u0259 apar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201d g\u00f6y g\u00f6zl\u0259rini gah o \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259ki k\u0259nd\u0259, o q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kir\u0259mitli evl\u0259r\u0259, gah da Muxtara zill\u0259yib:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n o k\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259 bax\u0131rsan, el\u0259 bil, ilotlar azadl\u0131\u011fa bax\u0131r! – dedi v\u0259 Muxtar bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di, he\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259 soru\u015fmad\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnki \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201dn\u0131n h\u0259r bir s\u00f6z\u00fc, el\u0259 bil, Muxtar\u0131n fikrind\u0259ki qatar\u0131n fit ver\u0259-ver\u0259 ke\u00e7diyi o k\u00f6rp\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ilik-\u00e7ilik s\u00f6k\u00fcb da\u011f\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201dn\u0131n \u0259ri, y\u0259ni Muxtar\u0131n babas\u0131 \u00e7oxdan \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, Muxtar onu g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi, bilirdi ki, onun da ad\u0131 Muxtar olub v\u0259 anas\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259, qon\u015fular\u0131na h\u0259min Muxtarla \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201dn\u0131n \u0259fsan\u0259vi m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, ancaq h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 k\u0259nardan bu s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 qulaq asan Muxtara el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, o r\u0259hm\u0259tlik Muxtar d\u00f6zm\u0259yib, \u00fcr\u0259yi \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201dya g\u00f6r\u0259 partlay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Muxtar \u00f6z evl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyi o k\u0259ndin \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rini gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnki anas\u0131 da ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulay\u0131b, \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201d kimi:<\/p>\n

– El\u0259 eyz\u0259n eyni \u015feyi \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n…- deyirdi. – Ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131, ya yox?<\/p>\n

Muxtar\u0131n d\u0259rslikl\u0259r, m\u0259kt\u0259b d\u0259ft\u0259rl\u0259ri d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f dolab\u0131nda, o d\u0259rslikl\u0259rin, d\u0259ft\u0259rl\u0259rin arxas\u0131, mizinin ye\u015fikl\u0259ri, \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131 da\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259ki o uzaq k\u0259ndin \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri il\u0259 dolu idi v\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t, \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201dn\u0131n m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259ti il\u0259 anas\u0131 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015f\u0259kil d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb, onu r\u0259sm d\u0259rn\u0259yin\u0259 apard\u0131. Muxtar d\u0259rn\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi – \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 bir qorxu \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, d\u0259rn\u0259k onu o k\u0259ndd\u0259n ay\u0131racaq v\u0259 d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259liq\u0259 ild\u0259 arxadan b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259mi\u015f, paltar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6y xalat geymi\u015f d\u0259rn\u0259k r\u0259hb\u0259ri bir-bir o \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 baxanda, Muxtar qa\u00e7\u0131b gizl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi, \u00e7\u00fcnki d\u0259rn\u0259k r\u0259hb\u0259rinin d\u0259 \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201dn\u0131n dedikl\u0259rini dey\u0259c\u0259yini e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi, ancaq q\u0259rib\u0259si bu oldu ki, d\u0259rn\u0259k r\u0259hb\u0259ri:<\/p>\n

– Q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng k\u0259nddi…- dedi v\u0259 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 Muxtar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi b\u0259rkd\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. – Ba\u015fqa \u015f\u0259kil\u0259 baxa-baxa \u00e7\u0259kmis\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Muxtar d\u0259rn\u0259k r\u0259hb\u0259rinin sual\u0131n\u0131n f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmadan, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ona zill\u0259di v\u0259 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 d\u0259 Muxtara el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, bu qad\u0131n\u0131n da bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 atas\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n o vaqon p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 dikilmi\u015f bax\u0131\u015f\u0131na ox\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rn\u0259k r\u0259hb\u0259rinin sual\u0131na Muxtar\u0131n \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 anas\u0131 cavab verdi:<\/p>\n

– Yox, yox!.. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kir…- V\u0259 anas\u0131 bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri a\u015fkar bir f\u0259xar\u0259tl\u0259 dedi.<\/p>\n

Muxtar is\u0259 o anlarda yen\u0259 vaqonda gedirdi – qatar fit ver\u0259-ver\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi v\u0259 o qatar\u0131n t\u0259k\u0259rl\u0259rinin tukkatukuna qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f: \u201cKa\u015f m\u0259n d\u0259 orda ya\u015fayayd\u0131m\u201d- p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da Muxtar o anlarda e\u015fidirdi.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rn\u0259kd\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 qara karanda\u015fla kublar\u0131, \u00fc\u00e7bucaqlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kirdil\u0259r, sonra c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr dol\u00e7a, st\u0259kan, alma, armud \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar, sonra r\u0259ngli karanda\u015flara, flomasterl\u0259r\u0259, sonra da akvarel\u0259 ke\u00e7dil\u0259r v\u0259 d\u0259rn\u0259k r\u0259hb\u0259ri u\u015faqlar\u0131n \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdiyi otaqda g\u0259zi\u015f\u0259-g\u0259zi\u015f\u0259 tez-tez Muxtar\u0131n yan\u0131nda ayaq saxlay\u0131b, onun \u00e7\u0259kdiyi d\u0259rn\u0259k \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131na bax\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r…- deyirdi v\u0259 Muxtar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 yay\u0131lan mehriban bir s\u0259sl\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 edirdi: – S\u0259n r\u0259ssam olacaqsan. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 r\u0259ssam.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 \u0259n q\u0259rib\u0259si d\u0259 oras\u0131 olurdu ki, d\u0259rn\u0259k r\u0259hb\u0259rinin bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 Muxtar\u0131n fikrind\u0259 h\u0259min d\u0259rn\u0259k \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 – dol\u00e7alar, st\u0259kanlar, almalar – el\u0259 bil onlar\u0131 pozanla fikrind\u0259n pozurdular – itib yox olurdu, \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 is\u0259 da\u011f\u0131n yamac\u0131ndak\u0131 o k\u0259nd canlan\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 Muxtara el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, d\u0259rn\u0259k r\u0259hb\u0259ri o k\u0259ndin sakinidir; Muxtara el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, sa\u00e7lar\u0131na d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f bu g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131n o k\u0259ndd\u0259 \u0259lini g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 tutub diqq\u0259tl\u0259 uzaqdak\u0131 k\u00f6rp\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n qatara bax\u0131r v\u0259 vaqonun p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259si qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015f onu – yeddi ya\u015fl\u0131 Muxtar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr; Muxtara el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, sa\u00e7lar\u0131na d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f bu g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131n\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 onu, y\u0259ni Muxtar\u0131 da o k\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r, qatar \u00e7arxlar\u0131n\u0131n tukkatukunun m\u00fc\u015fayyi\u0259ti il\u0259: \u201c- Bura g\u0259l!.. Bura g\u0259l!..\u201d- p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Muxtar o dol\u00e7a v\u0259 st\u0259kanlara, o armud v\u0259 almalara bax\u0131rd\u0131, onlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kirdi, ancaq \u00e7ox zaman fikrind\u0259 el\u0259 o k\u0259nd idi v\u0259 Muxtar d\u0259rn\u0259k \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259m-t\u0259l\u0259sik \u00e7\u0259kib, yeni bir h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 o k\u0259ndi gah qara tu\u015fla, gah pastell\u0259, akvarell\u0259, tempera il\u0259 ka\u011f\u0131zda, kardonda \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. D\u0259rn\u0259k r\u0259hb\u0259ri:<\/p>\n

– A… H\u0259min m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259di? – soru\u015fdu v\u0259: – Yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131…- dedi, ancaq bir m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n sonra yen\u0259 Muxtar\u0131n akvarell\u0259 vatman ka\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131nda \u00e7\u0259kdiyi o \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 bir-bir bax\u0131b: – Yox… Bilirs\u0259n, bel\u0259 olmaz!- dedi, sonra da eynil\u0259 \u201cProf. M.A. Salamova\u201d kimi: – S\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259krar edirs\u0259n. Yeni m\u00f6vzular tapmal\u0131san – dedi.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259likl\u0259, sa\u00e7lar\u0131na d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f o qad\u0131n bir d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt da\u011f\u0131n yamac\u0131ndak\u0131 o k\u0259ndd\u0259n k\u00f6rp\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fc il\u0259 ged\u0259n o qatara baxmad\u0131 v\u0259 \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, h\u0259min andan sonra Muxtar\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131nda daha he\u00e7 kim o k\u0259ndin sakini olmad\u0131. O vaxt ki, anas\u0131 d\u0259rn\u0259k r\u0259hb\u0259rinin t\u0259rifind\u0259n cu\u015fa g\u0259lib a\u015fkar bir q\u00fcrurla: \u201c- Yox, yox!.. \u00d6z\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kir!..\u201d demi\u015fdi, ondan bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra anas\u0131 o k\u0259ndin yeni-yeni \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rin\u0259 evd\u0259ki qazanlara, bo\u015fqablara nec\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131sa, el\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Muxtar \u018f.\u018fzimzad\u0259 ad\u0131na Bak\u0131 R\u0259ssaml\u0131q Texnikumunda oxuyanda h\u0259min k\u0259ndi – uzaqdan divarlar\u0131 a\u011faran q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kir\u0259mitli evl\u0259ri, o ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131, o a\u011f-g\u00f6y\u00fcmt\u00fcl buludlar\u0131 k\u0259tan \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259, k\u0259tan tapmayanda orqalitd\u0259 ya\u011fl\u0131 boya il\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirdi v\u0259 Moskvada qu\u015fba\u015f\u0131 qar ya\u011fan \u015faxtal\u0131 bir q\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc Muxtar\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131nda q\u0259rib\u0259 bir hadis\u0259 oldu: ne\u00e7\u0259 il idi ki, v\u0259fat etmi\u015f \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201d bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 Muxtar\u0131n yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 s\u0259n dem\u0259, \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201dn\u0131n az qala iyirmi il bundan \u0259vv\u0259l dediyi o s\u00f6zl\u0259r – \u201cS\u0259n o k\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259 bax\u0131rsan, el\u0259 bil, ilotlar azadl\u0131\u011fa bax\u0131r\u201d – el\u0259 o vaxtdan Muxtar\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131na hopmu\u015fdu<\/p>\n

O vaxt \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201d bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri dey\u0259nd\u0259, Muxtara el\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi ki, \u201cilot\u201d – pis s\u00f6zd\u00fc, s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f kimi bir \u015feydi, ancaq Moskvan\u0131n qu\u015fba\u015f\u0131 qar ya\u011fan h\u0259min \u015faxtal\u0131 q\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc o, Akademiyan\u0131n kitabxanas\u0131nda l\u00fc\u011f\u0259tl\u0259ri qaba\u011f\u0131na t\u00f6k\u00fcb, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259bini bilm\u0259diyi v\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt da hiss etm\u0259diyi xo\u015f bir ovqat v\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 \u201cilot\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u0259nas\u0131n\u0131 tapd\u0131: eram\u0131zdan \u0259vv\u0259l \u0130V-V \u0259srl\u0259rd\u0259 Spartada k\u0259nd t\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat\u0131 il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olan qullara \u201cilotlar\u201d deyirmi\u015fl\u0259r v\u0259 ilotlar uzaq tarlalarda \u0259kib-bec\u0259r\u0259n azad insanlara daimi bir k\u0259d\u0259r v\u0259 h\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259 bax\u0131rm\u0131\u015flar.<\/p>\n

H\u0259min \u015faxtal\u0131 q\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra qu\u015flar a\u011facda yuva quran kimi, \u201cilot\u201d da, el\u0259 bil, onun beynind\u0259 yuva qurdu v\u0259 Muxtar Manafl\u0131 V.\u0130.Surikov ad\u0131na Moskva R\u0259ssaml\u0131q Akademiyas\u0131n\u0131 bitir\u0259rk\u0259n, diplom i\u015fi kimi k\u0259tan \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u011fl\u0131 boya il\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyi o k\u0259ndin arxa t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259, az qala \u00fcf\u00fcq x\u0259ttind\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n\u00a0 sakinl\u0259ri n\u0259s\u0259 \u0259kib-bec\u0259rirdil\u0259r v\u0259 onlar\u0131n – o uzaql\u0131qda g\u00fccl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 – azad v\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt bir aura alt\u0131ndak\u0131 sevincl\u0259ri a\u015fkar hiss olunurdu, g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n ilotlar is\u0259 h\u0259s\u0259d dolu bax\u0131\u015flarla o insanlara bax\u0131rd\u0131lar. O ilotlar tablolarda g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r, ancaq onlar Muxtar Manafl\u0131n\u0131n beynind\u0259\u00a0 iki min il bundan \u0259vv\u0259lki h\u0259min daimi k\u0259d\u0259r v\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt da yox olmayacaq h\u0259min h\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259 o k\u0259nd sakinl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131lar – onlar k\u0259tan \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki o k\u0259ndin g\u00f6z\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 idi .<\/p>\n

Surikov Akademiyas\u0131 burax\u0131l\u0131\u015f komissiyas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259dri m\u0259\u015fhur rus \u015fairi Osip Mandel\u015ftam\u0131n qarda\u015f\u0131 o\u011flu, SSR\u0130 R\u0259ssamlar Akademiyas\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259qiqi \u00fczv\u00fc, professor Natan Emilyevi\u00e7 Mandel\u015ftam idi v\u0259 o, Muxtar\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kdiyi o k\u0259ndi ilk d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Professor Mandel\u015ftam g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131y\u0131b diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxaraq, xeyli m\u00fcdd\u0259t o tablonun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayand\u0131, sonra el\u0259 bil, \u00f6z\u00fc-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259:<\/p>\n

– \u0130nteresnaya rabota!.. (\u201cMaraql\u0131 i\u015fdir!..\u201d) – dedi v\u0259 bununla kifay\u0259tl\u0259nm\u0259yib, yen\u0259 el\u0259 bil, \u00f6z\u00fc-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 etdi: – Daje o\u00e7en interesnaya rabota!.. (\u201cH\u0259tta \u00e7ox maraql\u0131 i\u015fdir!..)<\/p>\n

Q\u0259rib\u0259si d\u0259 o oldu ki, professor Mandel\u015ftam bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri el\u0259 dedi, el\u0259 bil, n\u0259d\u0259n is\u0259 ehtiyat edir, h\u0259tta qorxur – h\u0259r halda Muxtar bunu a\u015fkar hiss etdi.<\/p>\n

Muxtar Manafl\u0131 Moskvada ali t\u0259hsilini bitirib Bak\u0131ya qay\u0131td\u0131 v\u0259 o k\u0259nd h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 k\u0259tan, ya kardon, ka\u011f\u0131z\u00a0 \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 canlananda ilotlar da eyni bax\u0131\u015flarla \u00fcf\u00fcq x\u0259ttind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n o azad insanlara bax\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 o, y\u0259ni Muxtar Manafl\u0131 az qala cismani olaraq hiss etdi ki, ilotlarla birlikd\u0259 atas\u0131 da o uzaq k\u0259nd\u0259 bax\u0131r v\u0259 qatar fit ver\u0259-ver\u0259 o k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n vaxt atas\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini da\u011f\u0131n yamac\u0131nda evl\u0259rinin kir\u0259miti q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 q\u0131zaran o uzaq v\u0259 azad k\u0259nd\u0259 zilliy\u0259nd\u0259 ilotlar da onunla bir yerd\u0259ymi\u015f, sad\u0259c\u0259, Muxtar bunu g\u00f6rm\u0259yib. O zaman \u201cKa\u015f m\u0259n d\u0259 orda ya\u015fayayd\u0131m\u201d s\u00f6zl\u0259rini d\u0259 atas\u0131, \u0259slind\u0259, i\u00e7ind\u0259ki ilotlarla birlikd\u0259 deyib v\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rin bir g\u00fcn\u00fc Muxtar Manafl\u0131n\u0131n arvad\u0131 – G\u00fclzar m\u0259\u015fhur b\u0259st\u0259kar idi – n\u00f6vb\u0259ti d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259rinin \u00e7\u0259kdiyi tabloya – da\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259ki o k\u0259nd\u0259 baxanda \u0259s\u0259bi halda t\u00fcrkl\u0259r kimi:<\/p>\n

– Allah-Allah!- dedi. – Bu, art\u0131q maniyad\u0131r!..<\/p>\n

Muxtar \u201cprof. M.A.Salamova\u201d kimi s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n-ax\u015famacan barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n siqaretd\u0259n d\u0259rin bir qullab vurub, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di v\u0259 onun g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259diyini g\u00f6r\u0259n G\u00fclzar daha art\u0131q bir \u0259s\u0259bilikl\u0259:<\/p>\n

– A\u00e7\u0131q-a\u015fkar bir maniya!- dey\u0259 t\u0259krar etdi.<\/p>\n

Muxtar yen\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di v\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di.<\/p>\n

M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 buras\u0131nda idi ki, t\u0259xmin\u0259n bir il bundan \u0259vv\u0259l, Muxtar G\u00fclzar\u0131n yeni \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f albomundak\u0131 musiqil\u0259r\u0259 qulaq asanda bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 onu, y\u0259ni G\u00fclzar\u0131 da da\u011f yamac\u0131nda o g\u00f6z\u0259l v\u0259 azad k\u0259nd\u0259 baxan ilotlarla birlikd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc – G\u00fclzarla ba\u011fl\u0131 bu k\u0259\u015ff onu sars\u0131td\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnki evl\u0259nm\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n on il\u0259 yax\u0131n bir vaxt ke\u00e7irdi v\u0259 s\u0259n dem\u0259, bu m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259rzind\u0259 o, G\u00fclzar\u0131 tan\u0131m\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, \u0259sil G\u00fclzar tamam ba\u015fqa imi\u015f, sad\u0259c\u0259, bundan Muxtar\u0131n x\u0259b\u0259ri yox imi\u015f v\u0259 \u0259n ba\u015fl\u0131cas\u0131 is\u0259, G\u00fclzar\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259 n\u0259inki bundan x\u0259b\u0259ri yox idi, bunu he\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131ra da bilm\u0259zdi.<\/p>\n

Muxtar Manafl\u0131n\u0131n emalatxanas\u0131 o uzaq v\u0259 azad k\u0259ndi \u00e7\u0259kdiyi tablolarla, r\u0259ngli v\u0259 r\u0259ngsiz qrafika il\u0259, et\u00fcdl\u0259rl\u0259, eskizl\u0259r, qaralamalarla dolu idi v\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259n onun emalatxanas\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259mkarlar\u0131 bu q\u0259d\u0259r eyni m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259li r\u0259sm \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131b mat qal\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259ni n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k olar, ancaq Muxtar Manafl\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00a0 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi ayd\u0131n bir h\u0259qiq\u0259t var idi: bu r\u0259sml\u0259r bir-birinin eyni deyil v\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt da olmay\u0131b. Onlar\u0131n h\u0259r birinin \u00f6z ovqat\u0131 var idi, sad\u0259c\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu i\u015fl\u0259ri eyni azadl\u0131q v\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik auras\u0131 birl\u0259\u015fdirirdi v\u0259 bu aura \u0259s\u0259rd\u0259n-\u0259s\u0259r\u0259 u\u015faq klaydeskopundak\u0131 kimi t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nirdi, yeni-yeni r\u0259ng \u00e7alarlar\u0131, n\u00fcanslar yaran\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O, ba\u015fqa m\u00f6vzularda da \u00e7\u0259kirdi: portretl\u0259r, nat\u00fcrmortlar, c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr kompozisiyalar v\u0259 s. v\u0259 bu \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r s\u0259rgil\u0259rd\u0259 n\u00fcmayi\u015f olunurdu, al\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131, ancaq bu i\u015fl\u0259r h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 Muxtar Manafl\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259sas i\u015fl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 daxili s\u0259f\u0259rb\u0259rliy\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edirdi, y\u0259ni h\u0259min portretl\u0259ri, nat\u00fcrmortlar\u0131 v\u0259 s. \u00e7\u0259k\u0259-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259sas m\u00f6vzusuna haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

R\u0259ssamlar daha bu emalatxanaya g\u0259lmirdi, h\u0259tta G\u00fclzar\u0131n da bu emalatxanaya g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259si yox idi v\u0259 Muxtar Manafl\u0131 bundan q\u0259tiyy\u0259n incimirdi, \u00e7\u00fcnki G\u00fclzar bu r\u0259sml\u0259rd\u0259ki azad k\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259s\u0259d v\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t dolu n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 baxan ilotlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda idi v\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn bundan x\u0259b\u0259ri yox idi. G\u00fclzar\u0131n musiqisi bunu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc, \u00f6z\u00fc is\u0259 bunu bilmirdi v\u0259 G\u00fclzar\u0131n he\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131na da g\u0259lm\u0259zdi ki, Muxtar filarmoniyada onun kamera orkestri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 son konsertin\u0259 qulaq asa-asa o k\u0259nd\u0259, el\u0259 bil, bir \u00e7ox ill\u0259r bundan \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi, u\u015faq klaydeskopu il\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259r bir akorddan sonra o \u0259h\u0259ng a\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n, o kir\u0259mit q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n da c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr \u00e7alarlar\u0131 bir-birini \u0259v\u0259z edirdi.<\/p>\n

Muxtar Manafl\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00e7oxunu emalatxanada ke\u00e7irirdi v\u0259 yaln\u0131z bu emalatxana onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn do\u011fma v\u0259 rahat bir yer idi – t\u0259kc\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 yox ki, burada i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bilirdi, o k\u0259ndin bir-birini q\u0259tiyy\u0259n t\u0259krar etm\u0259y\u0259n – ba\u015fqalar\u0131 bunu g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc – r\u0259sml\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kirdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, burada ilotlarla birlikd\u0259 o uzaq k\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259yirdi, o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131, onun d\u00fcnya haqq\u0131nda, h\u0259yat haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259, fikirl\u0259rin\u0259, q\u0259na\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 he\u00e7 kim mane olmurdu.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n birind\u0259 Muxtar Manafl\u0131ya el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yaln\u0131z fotolarda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc baba Muxtar da onunla birlikd\u0259 o azad k\u0259nd\u0259 bax\u0131r v\u0259 bu, Muxtar Manafl\u0131ya bir az g\u00fclm\u0259li g\u0259ldi, \u00e7\u00fcnki ani olaraq fikrind\u0259n ke\u00e7di ki, baba Muxtar \u201cProf. M.A. Salamova\u201dn\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri qal\u0131n p\u0259rd\u0259 il\u0259 \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f o geni\u015f v\u0259 bo\u015f m\u0259nzild\u0259n qurtula bilm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ilotlarla birlikd\u0259 \u00fcn yetm\u0259z, \u0259l \u00e7atmaz, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259 bir uzaql\u0131qda qalacaq o k\u0259nd\u0259 bax\u0131r, ancaq Muxtar Manafl\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259zi v\u0259 t\u0259sirlisi o oldu ki, bir m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n sonra bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 onun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259, fikirl\u0259rind\u0259 \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201dn\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 ilotlarla birlikd\u0259 o azad k\u0259nd\u0259 baxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 bir gec\u0259 Muxtar Manafl\u0131 yata\u011f\u0131nda uzan\u0131b, he\u00e7 c\u00fcr\u0259 yuxuya ged\u0259 bilm\u0259di, bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b geyindi v\u0259 yuxudan oyanan G\u00fclzar da he\u00e7 n\u0259 soru\u015fmad\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnki yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi, Muxtar emalatxanaya gedir – o biri b\u00f6yr\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7evrilib g\u00f6z\u0259l yuxusuna davam etdi v\u0259 Muxtar Manafl\u0131 taksid\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, emalatxanas\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an kimi, t\u0259l\u0259sik bo\u015f bir k\u0259tan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb, molbert\u0259 b\u0259rkitdi, ikic\u0259 saat ke\u00e7m\u0259di ki, he\u00e7 bir fotoya baxmadan \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201dn\u0131n portretini \u00e7\u0259kdi: \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201d q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 boyal\u0131 nazik dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b, bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndak\u0131 k\u0259d\u0259r v\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259ti cidd-c\u0259hdl\u0259 gizl\u0259tm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi, ancaq bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi, onun g\u00f6y g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki\u00a0 diriliyin alt\u0131nda\u00a0 ba\u015fdan-ba\u015fa bir k\u0259d\u0259r v\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t gizl\u0259nmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Muxtar Manafl\u0131 siqaret \u00e7\u0259k\u0259-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131y\u0131b, \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201dn\u0131n g\u00f6y g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxaraq, he\u00e7 c\u00fcr\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaya bilmirdi ki, bu g\u00f6zl\u0259rin d\u0259rinin\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f h\u0259min k\u0259d\u0259ri v\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259ti bu q\u0259d\u0259r ill\u0259r boyu sez\u0259 bilm\u0259yib v\u0259 bu d\u0259m o, bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 r\u0259sm d\u0259rn\u0259yin\u0259 getdiyi o g\u00fcnl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlad\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131na d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f o d\u0259rn\u0259k r\u0259hb\u0259ri g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qaba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259ldi. Muxtar\u00a0 Manafl\u0131 bu uzun ill\u0259r boyu he\u00e7 vaxt o qad\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlamam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 o qad\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlamas\u0131 Muxtar Manafl\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 bir q\u00fcss\u0259 doldurdu, \u00e7\u00fcnki d\u0259rn\u0259k r\u0259hb\u0259rinin d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin dibin\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q-ayd\u0131n bir k\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, ancaq n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn bundan x\u0259b\u0259ri yox idi? B\u0259lk\u0259 adam \u00f6z\u00fc x\u0259b\u0259rsiz olanda onun i\u00e7ind\u0259ki k\u0259d\u0259r yuxulu olur, uzaq ba\u015f\u0131, m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u0259yir?!<\/p>\n

V\u0259 h\u0259min tarixi yay g\u00fcn\u00fc Muxtar Manafl\u0131 k\u00f6hn\u0259 yum\u015faq k\u00fcrs\u00fcd\u0259 – baba Muxtar\u0131n bu k\u00fcrs\u00fcs\u00fc \u201cProf. M.A.Salamova\u201ddan sonra anas\u0131na, r\u0259hm\u0259tlik anas\u0131ndan da bu emalatxanaya g\u0259lmi\u015f bir yadigar idi – oturub diqq\u0259tl\u0259 o k\u0259nd\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 o k\u0259ndin molbert\u0259 b\u0259rkidilmi\u015f k\u0259tanda ya\u011fl\u0131 boya il\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f r\u0259smi Muxtar Manafl\u0131n\u0131n indiy\u0259c\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259rinin aras\u0131nda b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fc idi, he\u00e7 vaxt da he\u00e7 bir i\u015fini bu q\u0259d\u0259r uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t\u0259 – bir aydan \u00e7ox – i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259mi\u015fdi v\u0259 bu yeni i\u015fi d\u00fcn\u0259n ax\u015fam bitirmi\u015fdi. Bitirdi v\u0259 \u00e7ox zaman oldu\u011fu kimi, ev\u0259 getm\u0259di, gec\u0259ni emalatxanada qald\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259n maraql\u0131s\u0131 bu idi ki, ba\u015fqa vaxtlardan f\u0259rqli olaraq, ev\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi, ancaq el\u0259 bil, hans\u0131 bir q\u00fcvv\u0259 is\u0259 az qala cismani sur\u0259td\u0259 yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b, onu emalatxanada saxlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00fclzar s\u0259h\u0259r evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b konservatoriyaya – orada b\u0259st\u0259karl\u0131q fak\u00fclt\u0259sinin professoru idi – ged\u0259nd\u0259 yol\u00fcst\u00fc emalatxanaya g\u0259ldi v\u0259 bu yeni v\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck i\u015fi g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259:<\/p>\n

– M\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259mdi!..- dedi.- G\u00f6z\u0259ldi!..- Sonra g\u00f6zl\u0259rini r\u0259smd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kib Muxtara baxaraq g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.\u00a0 Ancaq… incim\u0259… m\u0259n bunu min d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m!..- Sonra da ciddi bir adam olan G\u00fclzar i\u015fv\u0259li bir q\u0259mz\u0259 il\u0259 ona g\u00f6z vurub getdi.<\/p>\n

…Sonrak\u0131 ill\u0259r boyu G\u00fclzar bu son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc tez-tez xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firdi ki, nec\u0259 oldu, n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, hans\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259b\u0259 h\u0259min yay s\u0259h\u0259ri yol\u00fcst\u00fc emalatxanaya getdi? N\u0259 olmu\u015fdu? Muxtar ki, \u00e7ox zaman gec\u0259l\u0259r emalatxanas\u0131nda qal\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 G\u00fclzar da he\u00e7 vaxt s\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r ora getmirdi…<\/p>\n

Ancaq o zaman G\u00fclzar\u0131n o g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z g\u0259li\u015fi d\u0259, h\u0259tta el\u0259c\u0259 i\u015fv\u0259li bir q\u0259mz\u0259 il\u0259 g\u00f6z vurma\u011f\u0131 da Muxtar Manafl\u0131ya he\u00e7 bir t\u0259sir etm\u0259di, \u00e7\u00fcnki Muxtar Manafl\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259ni yuxu il\u0259 ay\u0131ql\u0131q aras\u0131nda k\u00f6rp\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n o qatarla yol getmi\u015fdi v\u0259 G\u00fclzar g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 o qatar t\u0259k\u0259rl\u0259rinin tukkatuku onun qulaqlar\u0131nda idi. Yataq-divandan qalx\u0131b baba Muxtardan yadigar qalm\u0131\u015f o k\u00fcrs\u00fcd\u0259 oturanda da Muxtar Manafl\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t h\u0259min qatarda idi v\u0259 h\u0259min qatardan he\u00e7 c\u00fcr\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilmirdi. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, bu qatar onu hara apar\u0131rd\u0131? – Muxtar bunun f\u0259rqind\u0259 deyildi v\u0259 G\u00fclzar ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra da k\u00f6rp\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n h\u0259min qatarda gedirdi, atas\u0131 da vaqon p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n da\u011f\u0131n uzaq yamac\u0131ndak\u0131 o k\u0259nd\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131, sad\u0259c\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259ri yox idi ki, o k\u0259nd\u0259 ilotlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259, ilotlarla birlikd\u0259 bax\u0131r.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 o tarixi yay g\u00fcn\u00fc Muxtar Manafl\u0131 el\u0259c\u0259 k\u00fcrs\u00fcd\u0259 oturub, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini molbertin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki o uzaq k\u0259nd\u0259 zill\u0259mi\u015fdi v\u0259 o anlarda, el\u0259 bil, o k\u0259nd k\u0259tan \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, daha da geni\u015fl\u0259nmi\u015fdi, h\u0259tta Muxtar Manafl\u0131ya el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, uzaqlarda onun \u00e7\u0259km\u0259diyi z\u0259mil\u0259ri, o z\u0259mil\u0259rd\u0259 deyib-g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan insanlar\u0131 da d\u0259qiq g\u00f6r\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 bu vaxt Muxtar Manafl\u0131 el\u0259 bil, \u00f6z\u00fc qalxmad\u0131, hans\u0131 bir q\u00fcvv\u0259 is\u0259 onu aya\u011fa qald\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 Muxtar Manafl\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259 molbertin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki o k\u0259ndl\u0259 \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz qoydu.<\/p>\n

Muxtar Manafl\u0131 cism\u0259n hiss etdi ki, onu qucaqlad\u0131lar v\u0259 onun \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n dibin\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259r\u0259k, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu ill\u0259r boyu susmu\u015f bir hissiyat ba\u015f qald\u0131rd\u0131: anas\u0131 he\u00e7 vaxt onu bel\u0259c\u0259 qucaqlamay\u0131b, he\u00e7 vaxt bel\u0259 bir do\u011fmal\u0131q hiss etm\u0259yib, bu – tamam ba\u015fqa bir do\u011fmal\u0131q idi, s\u0259rh\u0259dsiz, daimi, m\u00fctl\u0259q bir do\u011fmal\u0131q. O, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu v\u0259 h\u0259min anlarda b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 hiss etdi ki, daha ilotlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda deyil, ilotlarla birlikd\u0259 baxm\u0131r, \u0259ksin\u0259, ilotlar v\u0259 ilotlarla birlikd\u0259 tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u00e7ox insan da indi o uzaq k\u0259ndd\u0259 ona – Muxtar Manafl\u0131ya bax\u0131r.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 o tarixi yay g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 q\u0259fil bir sel ax\u0131n\u0131 kimi Muxtar Manafl\u0131n\u0131n emalatxanas\u0131na bir \u00e7\u0259kisizlik g\u0259tirdi v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn emalatxanan\u0131 bir \u015f\u0259ffafl\u0131q b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

lll<\/p>\n

R\u0259ssamlar\u0131n, s\u0259n\u0259t\u015f\u00fcnaslar\u0131n aras\u0131nda x\u0259b\u0259r yay\u0131ld\u0131 ki, Muxtar Manafl\u0131 yoxa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b – ba\u015f\u0131na n\u0259 i\u015f g\u0259lib? n\u0259 olub? nec\u0259 olub? – m\u0259lum deyil.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0259rib\u0259likl\u0259ri var idi…- deyirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Eyni m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259ni n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k olard\u0131?..<\/p>\n

– Ancaq pis r\u0259ssam deyildi…<\/p>\n

G\u00fclzar:<\/p>\n

– Ax\u0131, m\u0259n bu otaqda onun t\u0259z\u0259 i\u015fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm!..- deyirdi.- B\u00f6y\u00fck bir k\u0259tanda h\u0259min k\u0259nd idi. Han\u0131 o i\u015f? B\u0259s, molbert han\u0131? O i\u015fi d\u0259, o boyda molberti d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 apar\u0131b?! Hara apar\u0131b? B\u0259lk\u0259 onu apar\u0131blar? Kim? Niy\u0259? Aparmay\u0131blarsa, Muxtar hara gedib?<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 557 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

… Sonra qatar fit ver\u0259-ver\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259, qar\u015f\u0131dak\u0131 da\u011f\u0131n uzaq yamac\u0131nda \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011f-g\u00f6y\u00fcmt\u00fcl bulud \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f bir k\u0259ndin q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kir\u0259mitli evl\u0259ri, o evl\u0259rin a\u011fappaq \u0259h\u0259ng divarlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc v\u0259 atas\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131, burnunu qatar p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sinin \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 dir\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t o uzaq yamacdak\u0131 k\u0259nd\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259: – Ka\u015f, m\u0259n d\u0259 orda ya\u015fayayd\u0131m!.. – p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131. Birinci sinif \u015fagirdi, yeddi ya\u015fl\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11489"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11489"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11489\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11490,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11489\/revisions\/11490"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11489"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11489"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11489"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}