{"id":11589,"date":"2018-11-26T17:42:29","date_gmt":"2018-11-26T13:42:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11589"},"modified":"2018-11-26T17:48:44","modified_gmt":"2018-11-26T13:48:44","slug":"qulu-ags%c9%99s-neyn%c9%99y%c9%99r%c9%99m-gor%c9%99n-s%c9%99nsiz-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11589","title":{"rendered":"Qulu A\u011fs\u0259s &#8211; Neyn\u0259y\u0259r\u0259m g\u00f6r\u0259n s\u0259nsiz?! (\u015feirl\u0259r)"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"color: #000000;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/Qulu_A\u011fs\u0259s-e1543238835978.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-5061 \" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/Qulu_A\u011fs\u0259s-e1543238835978-300x181.jpg\" alt=\"Qulu_A\u011fs\u0259s\" width=\"340\" height=\"205\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/Qulu_A\u011fs\u0259s-e1543238835978-300x181.jpg 300w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/Qulu_A\u011fs\u0259s-e1543238835978-110x65.jpg 110w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/Qulu_A\u011fs\u0259s-e1543238835978.jpg 586w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 340px) 100vw, 340px\" \/><\/a>Allaha baxmasayd\u0131m,<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">girm\u0259zdin yuxuma da!<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">Torpaq kimi soyuyur &#8211;<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">\u0259n isti, yax\u0131n adam&#8230;<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">Harda itib &#8211; batm\u0131san,<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">hay\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259lim.<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">Toyuna \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmad\u0131n,<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">vay\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259lim&#8230;<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">De, nec\u0259 tap\u0131m s\u0259ni,<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">n\u0259 m\u0259rd\u0259m, n\u0259 ov iti.<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">S\u0259nin izin, \u00fcnvan\u0131n<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">m\u0259nim ax\u0131r\u0131m itib.<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">B\u0259lk\u0259 veribl\u0259r s\u0259ni<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">Tanr\u0131n\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131na?<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131m,<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">s\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z ada\u015f\u0131na:<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">N\u0259 olar, ay\u0131rmas\u0131n<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">de, ikimizd\u0259n m\u0259ni!<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">Getdin?.. s\u0259n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 yol,<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259n, g\u00f6zl\u0259 m\u0259ni&#8230;<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">***<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">\n<div>\u00c7ox da sal\u0131b d\u00fcnyan\u0131 eyn\u0259yim g\u00f6zd\u0259n &#8211; nolar<\/div>\n<div>A\u011f\u0131z suyuyla bitir dodaqda s\u00f6z d\u0259 &#8211; nolar&#8230;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>\u00d6l\u00fcm n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin i\u015fdi, g\u00f6r n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l c\u0259zan var,<\/div>\n<div>D\u00f6rd t\u0259r\u0259fin k\u00f6p\u0259ks\u0259, dem\u0259k, m\u00fchafiz\u0259n var&#8230;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Yer t\u0259rp\u0259nir &#8211; t\u0259rp\u0259nsin, sallanarsan budaqdan<\/div>\n<div>Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn \u0259l edir kims\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 uzaqdan&#8230;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>N\u0259 laz\u0131m, uzaqba\u015f\u0131 birc\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131n ola<\/div>\n<div>Gec\u0259nin bir yar\u0131s\u0131 q\u0259fil qona\u011f\u0131n ola&#8230;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Sev\u0259s\u0259n bu g\u0259li\u015fi ba\u015fdan aya\u011fa kimi<\/div>\n<div>K\u00fcsd\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011flaya qoynunda \u00e7a\u011fa kimi&#8230;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Ged\u0259nd\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 yalvar\u00a0\u2013\u00a0yap\u0131\u015f apara<\/div>\n<div>G\u00fcn g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f d\u0259risin g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015f apara&#8230;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>&#8230; Ged\u0259, bir d\u0259 qap\u0131ndan \u0259c\u0259l gir\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259<\/div>\n<div>G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f x\u0259st\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya \u015f\u00fca ver\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259&#8230;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-8254\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/sema-300x222.jpg\" alt=\"sema\" width=\"461\" height=\"341\" \/><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>***<\/div>\n<div>\n<div>Yorulub oturdum<\/div>\n<div>vara\u011f\u0131n bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/div>\n<div>\u00fcr\u0259yim it kimi ulay\u0131r<\/div>\n<div>it kimi&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>at g\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/div>\n<div>Q\u0131\u015fa bir taya \u015feir y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fam<\/div>\n<div>s\u00f6z\u00fc misraya vura &#8211; vura.<\/div>\n<div>G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f &#8211; m\u00fcq\u0259vva g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u0259ydi<\/div>\n<div>gec\u0259ni qu\u015f kimi qorxuzub u\u00e7ura&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m:<\/div>\n<div>Ya\u015famaq!<\/div>\n<div>\u2013\u00a0d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n zor i\u015fi!<\/div>\n<div>Ya\u015famaq!<\/div>\n<div>\u00a0\u2013\u00a0ir\u0259li qovaraq ke\u00e7mi\u015fi!<\/div>\n<div>F\u0259q\u0259t&#8230;<\/div>\n<div>ist\u0259yir\u0259m \u0259c\u0259l g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259<\/div>\n<div>qar\u015f\u0131mda he\u00e7 n\u0259 dayanmas\u0131n.<\/div>\n<div>M\u0259ni el\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rs\u0131n ki,<\/div>\n<div>sevgilim yuxudan oyanmas\u0131n&#8230;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>***<\/div>\n<div>\n<div>Anam<\/div>\n<div>bu d\u00fcnya evind\u0259<\/div>\n<div>tuman\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131\u015fanacan oturdu.<\/div>\n<div>Dan atd\u0131-<\/div>\n<div>g\u00fcn batd\u0131,<\/div>\n<div>\u015f\u0259r qar\u0131\u015fanacan oturdu.<\/div>\n<div>Ax\u015fam<\/div>\n<div>qon\u015fu arvad<\/div>\n<div>\u00e7ay s\u00fczd\u00fc,<\/div>\n<div>yem\u0259k \u00e7\u0259kdi \u0259rin\u0259.<\/div>\n<div>Anam<\/div>\n<div>ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z \u00fcstd\u0259n<\/div>\n<div>yolland\u0131 atam\u0131n i\u015f yerin\u0259.<\/div>\n<div>Bilir\u0259m,<\/div>\n<div>tap\u0131b onu-<\/div>\n<div>lap q\u0131r qazan\u0131nda olsa.<\/div>\n<div>H\u0259r yer<\/div>\n<div>c\u0259nn\u0259tdi ki\u015fiy\u0259-<\/div>\n<div>arvad yan\u0131nda olsa!<\/div>\n<div>G\u00f6r\u0259n n\u0259 deyib m\u0259nd\u0259n<\/div>\n<div>anam orda atama?!<\/div>\n<div>Birc\u0259 &#8220;yetim&#8221; dem\u0259sin-<\/div>\n<div>ki\u015fi utanar&#8230;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>***<\/div>\n<div>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Bu \u015faxtada da\u015f da t\u00f6ks\u0259,<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">El\u0259 bil ki, qar ya\u011f\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Yanvar ay\u0131na g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00d6t\u0259nilki qar yag\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ha qar ya\u011fs\u0131n, ba\u011flanarm\u0131<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Sev\u0259nl\u0259rin i\u015f yeri?-<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Qar altdak\u0131 a\u011faclar\u0131n<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Altdak\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f yeri.<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">&#8230; Birc\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259m qardan qorxan<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ba\u015f\u0131ma d\u0259y\u0259r az\u0131b:-<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00c7iynimd\u0259ki m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rin<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 qar topas\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0***<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0Dilimd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr bir ad<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259r<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Tanr\u0131dan g\u00f6z\u0259l c\u0259llad<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259r<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">D\u0259rdidi d\u0259rman\u0131m\u0131n<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259r<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Aras\u0131nda qan\u0131m\u0131n<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259r<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Yel vurduqca t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259r<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">&#8220;G\u00f6y&#8221; suala b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fc<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259r<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Q\u0259l\u0259m-varaqd\u0131, bir d\u0259<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259r<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">G\u00f6yd\u0259 Allahd\u0131, yerd\u0259<\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259r<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-11039\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/05\/zumrud-300x218.jpg\" alt=\"zumrud\" width=\"468\" height=\"340\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0***<\/p>\n<p>Bu d\u00fcnyada he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259dim&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>O d\u00fcnyada soru\u015fsalar:<\/p>\n<p>s\u0259n kims\u0259n? \u2013<\/p>\n<p>g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yumub, a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7acam!<\/p>\n<p>Dey\u0259c\u0259m ki:<\/p>\n<p>alt\u0131ndak\u0131 skamyada<\/p>\n<p>bir yol \u00f6z\u00fc oturmayan<\/p>\n<p>yor\u011fun a\u011facam&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p><br class=\"Apple-interchange-newline\" \/><br class=\"Apple-interchange-newline\" \/><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">***<\/div>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Can\u0131m-g\u00f6z\u00fcm,\u015f\u00fck\u00fcr de ki,<br \/>\n\u00d6ls\u0259n d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n \u00fcstd\u0259ki \u2013<br \/>\nP\u0259mb\u0259 buluddu, da\u015f deyil\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Sevm\u0259yi var, sancma\u011f\u0131 var<br \/>\nBaxma h\u0259rd\u0259n u\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131 var \u2013<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259k yuvad\u0131, qu\u015f deyil\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Neyn\u0259y\u0259r\u0259m g\u00f6r\u0259n s\u0259nsiz?!<br \/>\nHa ist\u0259dim \u00f6l\u0259m s\u0259nsiz \u2013<br \/>\nBaxd\u0131m ki, m\u0259nlik i\u015f deyil\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Bu da m\u0259nim baxt\u0131mdand\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm Tanr\u0131 taxt\u0131ndad\u0131 \u2013<br \/>\nOnun da yeri bo\u015f deyil\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">M\u00dcHAR\u0130B\u018f \u018fL\u0130L\u0130<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">\u00dczd\u00fc ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131 V\u0259t\u0259n yolu<br \/>\nqay\u0131td\u0131m \u00fcz\u00fcqoylu\u2026<br \/>\nqay\u0131td\u0131m<br \/>\nqur\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131n yuxar\u0131 qat\u0131yla,<br \/>\nqay\u0131td\u0131m<br \/>\n\u0259lil arabas\u0131n\u0131n at\u0131yla\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130ki balam g\u00f6z\u00fcya\u015fl\u0131<br \/>\narvad\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131da\u015fl\u0131\u2026Yaz\u0131q h\u0259r \u0259mr\u0259 m\u00fcnt\u0259zir:<br \/>\nh\u0259m m\u0259ni g\u0259zdirir,<br \/>\nh\u0259m \u2026 \u00f6z\u00fc g\u0259zir\u2026<br \/>\nS\u00fcfr\u0259md\u0259 haram var \u2013<br \/>\ndinmir\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u0130ki ac balam var \u2013<br \/>\ndinmir\u0259m.<br \/>\nDinmir\u0259m<br \/>\ng\u00fcl a\u011fz\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131landa heyr\u0259tin:<br \/>\n\u00abV\u0259t\u0259ni qorudun, b\u0259s \u00f6z qeyr\u0259tin?!\u00bb<br \/>\n\u2026 \u00dczd\u00fc ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131 V\u0259t\u0259n yolu<br \/>\nbu da m\u0259n\u0259 \u00absa\u011f ol\u00bbu\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">****<br \/>\nQ\u0259l\u0259t el\u0259y\u0259r\u0259m des\u0259m:<br \/>\nHam\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259t el\u0259yir\u2026<br \/>\nAllah bizi x\u0259lq eyl\u0259yib,<br \/>\nYoxsa l\u0259n\u0259t el\u0259yib?!<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Qa\u00e7 bu xain yuvas\u0131ndan<br \/>\n\u018fri, yox ol havada.<br \/>\nQorx ki, yen\u0259 yerd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xa<br \/>\nBuluddan dama adam\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Ba\u015f a\u00e7mazsan:<br \/>\nya\u015fd\u0131, ya da da\u015f?! \u2013<br \/>\nDamar\u0131nda qan durar.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n n\u0259dis\u0259,<br \/>\nAya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131nd\u0131rar\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Bu da ax\u0131r\u2026<br \/>\nbu da xilas\u2026<br \/>\nSon gec\u0259\u2026<br \/>\ns\u0259h\u0259r ert\u0259\u2026<br \/>\nQo\u015fulub g\u00f6y\u00fcn qu\u015funa<br \/>\n\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259n saat \u00f6t\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">***<img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-7710 \" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/11-300x290.jpg\" alt=\"1\" width=\"371\" height=\"359\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/11-300x290.jpg 300w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/11.jpg 620w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 371px) 100vw, 371px\" \/><br \/>\nYast\u0131q qoyub ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za<br \/>\n\u0259c\u0259b yat\u0131rd\u0131n bizi.<br \/>\nA\u00e7 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n<br \/>\nQ\u0131r\u0131b bat\u0131rd\u0131 bizi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Milyon ill\u0259rdi yeyirik<br \/>\nS\u00fcfr\u0259nin q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131ndan.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k bizi tutar deyin,<br \/>\nDinmirik qaba\u011f\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">N\u0259 boydasan g\u00f6r\u0259n heyl\u0259?<br \/>\nBir \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcy\u0259 g\u0259lmirs\u0259n?<br \/>\nBa\u015f \u00e7\u0259kmirs\u0259n qullar\u0131na<br \/>\nBiz\u0259 niy\u0259 g\u0259lmirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">\u2026\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259k d\u0259,<br \/>\nXofun yamand\u0131, Allah!<br \/>\nBizi q\u0131r\u0131b qurtarmam\u0131\u015f,<br \/>\n\u00d6lm\u0259, amand\u0131, Allah!..<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">***<br \/>\nKims\u0259n, n\u0259\u00e7is\u0259n, ay Allah \u2013<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 s\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015f tapammad\u0131q.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn qurdu\u011fun d\u00fcnyada<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 bir i\u015f tapammad\u0131q.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">G\u00fcn\u00fcn nec\u0259 ke\u00e7ir bar\u0131,<br \/>\nCan verib can alma\u011f\u0131nan?..<br \/>\nS\u0259ni n\u0259yn\u0259n b\u0259nd\u0259 salaq,<br \/>\nTutaq hans\u0131 qarma\u011fnan?!<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">G\u00f6rs\u0259k, he\u00e7 n\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259rik,<br \/>\nBir \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259r biz\u0259!<br \/>\nYax\u015f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259g\u0259r busa,<br \/>\nYaman g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259r biz\u0259!..<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Neyl\u0259s\u0259n, sevir\u0259m s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nQulunam, g\u0259l min boynuma!..<br \/>\nBu \u015feiri d\u0259 s\u0259n yazm\u0131san,<br \/>\nBabal\u0131 m\u0259nim boynuma\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">***<br \/>\nBarmaqlar\u0131m yaman \u015feydi,<br \/>\nHara g\u0259ldi uzan\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131xarma\u011fa g\u00f6z axtar\u0131r,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n qazan\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Bir ucu hey t\u0259tikd\u0259di,<br \/>\nH\u0259d\u0259f el\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259m.<br \/>\nBu barma\u011f\u0131n \u015f\u0131lta\u011f\u0131na<br \/>\nVallah m\u0259n\u0259m ki, d\u00f6z\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259 say d\u00f6yd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nS\u0131f\u0131rdan doqquzacan.<br \/>\nTutanda q\u0131z \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n,<br \/>\nBuraxm\u0131r doqqazacan\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">***<br \/>\nN\u0259 olar, bir s\u0259h\u0259r durub g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n,<br \/>\nDivarlar \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 Allah yazd\u0131r\u0131b.<br \/>\nQ\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc soyuqdan \u00f6l\u0259n a\u011fac\u0131n<br \/>\nYas\u0131na mart ay\u0131 yarpaq yazd\u0131r\u0131b\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259s\u0259n, odu k\u00f6z\u0259rir,<br \/>\n\u0130\u015f\u0131q vermir, amma i\u015f\u0131q s\u00f6z verir.<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 eybi var ki, d\u00fcnya g\u00f6z\u0259lin<br \/>\nM\u0259ni quca\u011f\u0131na qonaq yazd\u0131r\u0131b\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr o g\u00f6yd\u0259ki ismin hal\u0131na,<br \/>\n\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131na, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr qar\u0131na.<br \/>\n\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr ad\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6z jurnal\u0131na<br \/>\n\u018fc\u0259l adqoydudan qabaq yazd\u0131r\u0131b\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">***<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131n u\u011fultusu<br \/>\naln\u0131nda \u015f\u0131r\u0131m a\u00e7an<br \/>\nkotandand\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0259ni<br \/>\nqoluna girm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259n-d\u0259mdi\u2026<br \/>\nNar\u0131 s\u00fcm\u00fcr\u00fcrs\u0259ns\u0259,<br \/>\ns\u00fcdd\u0259n yan\u0131qsan\u2026<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 qa\u015f\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndak\u0131<br \/>\nqap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lan g\u00fcn\u2026<br \/>\no yanl\u0131qsan\u2026<br \/>\nMe\u015f\u0259l\u0259r<br \/>\nq\u0131\u015fda G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259<br \/>\nodun atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fc\u2026<br \/>\nYaydan \u00e7\u0131xan oxlar<br \/>\npay\u0131za \u00e7atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">***<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\"><span style=\"color: #131313;\">\u00d6z\u00fcn da\u011f ba\u015f\u0131na qoyan \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin<\/span><br style=\"color: #131313;\" \/><span style=\"color: #131313;\">aya\u011f\u0131n xan k\u0259ndi yuyurdu<\/span><br style=\"color: #131313;\" \/><span style=\"color: #131313;\">k\u00fcr\u0259yinin t\u0259ri\u00a0<\/span><br style=\"color: #131313;\" \/><span style=\"color: #131313;\">c\u0131d\u0131rda soyuyurdu.<\/span><br style=\"color: #131313;\" \/><span style=\"color: #131313;\">Girm\u0259zdi\u00a0<\/span><br style=\"color: #131313;\" \/><span style=\"color: #131313;\">duman\u0131na g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/span><br style=\"color: #131313;\" \/><span style=\"color: #131313;\">havas\u0131na \u00e7ay qa\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/span><br style=\"color: #131313;\" \/><span style=\"color: #131313;\">Qayalar\u0131 s\u0259rxo\u015f idi<\/span><br style=\"color: #131313;\" \/><span style=\"color: #131313;\">adamlar\u0131 tay-tu\u015f idi<\/span><br style=\"color: #131313;\" \/><span style=\"color: #131313;\">k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri tayke\u015f idi.<\/span><br style=\"color: #131313;\" \/><span style=\"color: #131313;\">Q\u0259bir\u00fcst\u00fc yaz\u0131lar\u0131<\/span><br style=\"color: #131313;\" \/><span style=\"color: #131313;\">n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 kimi oxunurdu<\/span><br style=\"color: #131313;\" \/><span style=\"color: #131313;\">kolda-kosda t\u0259l\u0259f olan<\/span><br style=\"color: #131313;\" \/><span style=\"color: #131313;\">qurd-qu\u015fu g\u00fcl qoxuyurdu.<\/span><br style=\"color: #131313;\" \/><span style=\"color: #131313;\">Kim idi qalxan o boyda da\u011f\u0131? &#8211;<\/span><br style=\"color: #131313;\" \/><span style=\"color: #131313;\">ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan sallan\u0131b enirdi qona\u011f\u0131.<\/span><br style=\"color: #131313;\" \/><span style=\"color: #131313;\">&#8230;Da\u011f\u0131n dizl\u0259ri \u0259sdi bir may s\u0259h\u0259ri<\/span><br style=\"color: #131313;\" \/><span style=\"color: #131313;\">g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131 aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n suyuna qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin&#8230;\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">***<\/p>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">Dan yeri &#8211; gec\u0259nin g\u00f6yd\u0259 od tutan<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">ba\u011fr\u0131d\u0131.<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">X\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131? &#8211;<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">Bilmir\u0259m.<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">Bir d\u0259 yarpaq salma k\u00fcl\u0259k po\u00e7tuna.<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">Ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131.<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">X\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131? &#8211;<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">Bilmir\u0259m.<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00dcr\u0259yin &#8211; i\u00e7\u0259ri qap\u0131nd\u0131 S\u0259nin,<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">A\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u0259k, n\u0259yin var<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">qab\u0131nda S\u0259nin?!<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00d6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcb&#8230; qal\u0131qda<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">S\u0259ni Saxlad\u0131.<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">X\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131? &#8211;<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">Bilmir\u0259m.<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">H\u0259r\u0259miz borcludu<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">bir can \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259,<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00d6ls\u0259k d\u0259, tapmar\u0131q<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">\u0259ncam \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259.<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">Tanr\u0131 q\u0131rm\u0131r bizi&#8230; Ancaq<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">\u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 yoxlad\u0131r.<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">X\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131? &#8211;<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\">Bilmir\u0259m&#8230;<\/div>\n<div style=\"color: #000000;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/44787615_1974314592615374_2279087338644570112_o.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-11546\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/44787615_1974314592615374_2279087338644570112_o-300x203.jpg\" alt=\"44787615_1974314592615374_2279087338644570112_o\" width=\"571\" height=\"386\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"11589\">Yaz\u0131ya 1314 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Allaha baxmasayd\u0131m, girm\u0259zdin yuxuma da! Torpaq kimi soyuyur &#8211; \u0259n isti, yax\u0131n adam&#8230; Harda itib &#8211; batm\u0131san, hay\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259lim. Toyuna \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmad\u0131n, vay\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259lim&#8230; De, nec\u0259 tap\u0131m s\u0259ni, n\u0259 m\u0259rd\u0259m, n\u0259 ov iti. S\u0259nin izin, \u00fcnvan\u0131n m\u0259nim ax\u0131r\u0131m itib. B\u0259lk\u0259 veribl\u0259r s\u0259ni Tanr\u0131n\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131na? M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131m, s\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z ada\u015f\u0131na: N\u0259 olar, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5061,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11589"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11589"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11589\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11592,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11589\/revisions\/11592"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5061"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11589"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11589"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11589"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}