{"id":11599,"date":"2018-11-27T20:06:53","date_gmt":"2018-11-27T16:06:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11599"},"modified":"2018-11-27T20:06:53","modified_gmt":"2018-11-27T16:06:53","slug":"sahib-ibrahimli-bir-ur%c9%99k-vermisdim-s%c9%99n%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11599","title":{"rendered":"Sahib \u0130brahimli &#8211; B\u0130R \u00dcR\u018fK VERM\u0130\u015eD\u0130M S\u018fN\u018f&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/1614131_1479531792274541_1328458896_o.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-11228 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/12\/1614131_1479531792274541_1328458896_o-300x283.jpg\" alt=\"1614131_1479531792274541_1328458896_o\" width=\"300\" height=\"283\" \/><\/a>B\u0130R \u00dcR\u018fK VERM\u0130\u015eD\u0130M S\u018fN\u018f&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Onda x\u0259yallar da bir ger\u00e7\u0259k idi,<br \/>\nB\u0259nz\u0259rin ulduzlar n\u0259 g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k idi.<br \/>\nE\u015fqimiz s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259r \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k idi,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\n\u018flim yetm\u0259y\u0259n o \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k dururmu?!.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>\u0130ndi xatir\u0259 d\u0259 bir d\u0259rd, bir z\u00fcl\u00fcm&#8230;<br \/>\nSevinc d\u0259 qalmay\u0131b s\u0259ninl\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcm.<br \/>\nDeyirdin, \u201dk\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259\u201d ba\u015f qoyub \u00f6l\u00fcm,<br \/>\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259ki h\u0259min ist\u0259k dururmu?!.<\/p>\n<p>Han\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259 yaz\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259si,<br \/>\nO bulaq ba\u015f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f h\u0259v\u0259si?!.<br \/>\nBir ovuc suyunu bir \u201ch\u0259\u201d \u0259v\u0259zi<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 i\u00e7irtiyin s\u0259h\u0259ng dururmu?!.<\/p>\n<p>Sa\u011f olsun h\u0259sr\u0259tin, yen\u0259 h\u0259yand\u0131r,<br \/>\nGizli al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ona \u0259yand\u0131r.<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 l\u0259l\u0259k verib, \u201c\u00e7\u0259tind\u0259 yand\u0131r,<br \/>\nG\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m\u201d demi\u015fdim, l\u0259l\u0259k dururmu?!.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 kin yoxdur, s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 t\u0259n\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u00fclm\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131mda g\u00fcl a\u00e7an d\u0259n\u0259.<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fcm, bir \u00fcr\u0259k d\u0259 vermi\u015fdim s\u0259n\u0259,<br \/>\nHam\u0131s\u0131 bir yana, \u00fcr\u0259k dururmu?!.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">***<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">QALMAYIB<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Sevdam\u0131n yoluna h\u0259sr\u0259t da\u015f at\u0131b,<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fc sa\u011f olmu\u015f q\u0259ml\u0259r ya\u015fad\u0131b.<br \/>\nBu boyda \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fad\u0131b,\u00a0<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\n\u201cHaycan\u201d dem\u0259diyim \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k qalmay\u0131b.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\" style=\"color: #1d2129;\">\n<p>H\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn kimi t\u0259kdir ad\u0131n da,<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 k\u00fcl g\u0259zirs\u0259n e\u015fqin odunda.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn el\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcr, sanki yad\u0131nda<br \/>\nM\u0259nimt\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259ri k\u00f6vr\u0259k qalmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>Yer\u0259 ayaq basma, boylanma g\u00f6y\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u0259n bir az q\u0131sqancam, soru\u015fma:\u201dNiy\u0259?\u201d<br \/>\nBir k\u00fcl\u0259k telini ox\u015fay\u0131b dey\u0259,<br \/>\nDa\u015fa basmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u00fcl\u0259k qalmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim k\u00f6n\u00fcl \u015fam\u0131m yan\u0131r s\u00fcbh\u0259d\u0259k,<br \/>\nYanmaq n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinmi\u015f, g\u00fcl\u00fcm, t\u0259nha,t\u0259k.<br \/>\nD\u0259rdl\u0259r bir ar\u0131d\u0131r, q\u0259lbimiz p\u0259t\u0259k,<br \/>\nM\u0259nd\u0259 ar\u0131 qal\u0131b, p\u0259t\u0259k qalmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6yr\u0259tm\u0259 dilimi h\u0259r ahu-zara,<br \/>\nQoyma z\u0259li h\u0259sr\u0259t qan\u0131m\u0131 sora.<br \/>\nM\u0259ni \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n atarsan&#8230;<br \/>\nSonra<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n k\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k qalmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>QURTARMIR<\/p>\n<p>\u018fsir vaxt\u0131n yeli, g\u00fcnl\u0259r talan\u0131r,<br \/>\nBir q\u0259min \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 mini qalan\u0131r.<br \/>\nS\u0259rg\u0259rdan x\u0259yal\u0131m \u00e7\u0131lpaq dolan\u0131r,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259ynin\u0259 geyib qurtarm\u0131r.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Havay\u0131 y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fcm, qa\u00e7d\u0131m s\u0259n dem\u0259,<br \/>\nQ\u0131r\u0131\u015flar arx oldu al\u0131n t\u0259rim\u0259.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259k b\u0259sl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m qurd d\u0259rdl\u0259rim\u0259,<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 azar verir, yeyib qurtarm\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011fr\u0131lar can\u0131mda \u00e7ataq-\u00e7ataqd\u0131r,<br \/>\nBu da bir taledir, bu da bir baxtd\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u018fc\u0259l \u201cm\u0131s-m\u0131s\u201d deyir m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r,<br \/>\nBiryolluq \u201cMustafa\u201d deyib qurtarm\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Yaman q\u0131l\u0131nclara h\u0259l\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 var,<br \/>\nM\u0259nimt\u0259k x\u0259b\u0259rsiz be\u015f-on na\u015f\u0131 var.<br \/>\nDeyirl\u0259r qabaqda \u018fhl\u0259t da\u015f\u0131 var.<br \/>\nBu ba\u015f\u0131m o da\u015fa d\u0259yib qurtarm\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Eh, bezib at\u0131ld\u0131m yanar pay\u0131za,<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259tim dil\u0259, a\u011f\u0131za.<br \/>\nQ\u0259l\u0259mim \u0259y\u0259c\u0259k m\u0259ni ka\u011f\u0131za,<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u0259n n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir, \u0259yib qurtarm\u0131r.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>QOYUN<\/p>\n<p>Hara soxulursan bel\u0259, ay qoyun?<br \/>\nOrda ba\u015fk\u0259s\u0259n var, orda c\u0259llad var.<br \/>\nOyunmu g\u0259zirs\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, oyun?<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nOrda di\u015f q\u0131cay\u0131r qurd i\u015ftahalar.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>\u00c7oban \u00e7oma\u011f\u0131na s\u00fcrtm\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\nYaz\u0131qsan, g\u0259l, bel\u0259 oynama odla.<br \/>\nS\u0259sini \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b yorma \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni susdurarlar bir \u00e7\u0259ng\u0259 otla.<\/p>\n<p>Qoyunsan, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox qald\u0131rma s\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bli g\u00f6z var.<br \/>\nQoyunluq h\u0259ddini g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259lis\u0259n,<br \/>\nYoxsa bo\u011faz\u0131na k\u0259ndir salarlar.<\/p>\n<p>Yox, s\u0259ni qorumaz bu \u00e7\u0259n,bu duman,<br \/>\nQorumaz \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259l\u0259n\u0259n qar da.<br \/>\nBir az yuxar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x, yuxar\u0131 d\u0131rman,<br \/>\nQoyun qurda d\u00f6n\u00fcr yuxar\u0131larda.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0131l\u0131ncd\u0131r g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yuman m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u0259r,<br \/>\nH\u0259d\u0259fs\u0259n bel\u0259c\u0259 yem h\u0259risin\u0259.<br \/>\nO\u2014quzu cildin\u0259 gir\u0259n t\u00fclk\u00fcl\u0259r,<br \/>\nQoyunluq d\u0259rsini ke\u00e7irl\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259lk\u0259 do\u011fulmusan m\u0259h\u015f\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259,<br \/>\nQoyun taleyidir olub qalan\u0131n.<br \/>\nS\u0259n qoyun olmasan g\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131 k\u0259silm\u0259zdi quzu balan\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 qoyunluqur \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck var\u0131n,<br \/>\nN\u0259yin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdir o buynuz-q\u00fcrur?<br \/>\nAx\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyada \u00e7ox u\u011furlar\u0131n<br \/>\nK\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l qoyunluq durur.<\/p>\n<p>Hardad\u0131r \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259li, sonu?<br \/>\nN\u0259 f\u0259rqi, ya\u015fad\u0131n uzun, ya q\u0131sa.<br \/>\nS\u0259n nec\u0259 danarsan qoyunlu\u011funu,<br \/>\nQoyun taleyini qurdlar yaz\u0131rsa.<\/p>\n<p>Qoy s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t yedirdim bir az,<br \/>\nH\u0259qiq\u0259t\u2014o qanl\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7aq ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni qoyunluqdan he\u00e7 kim \u00e7\u0131xarmaz,<br \/>\nQoyunlar ya\u015fay\u0131b qurdu ya\u015fad\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>H\u018fBSXANADAKI QADINLARA<\/p>\n<p>Burda G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f do\u011fmur, sozal\u0131r, bat\u0131r,<br \/>\n\u0130sti g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259 sazaqd\u0131r burda.<br \/>\nBurda yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn b\u0259z\u0259yi yat\u0131r,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nAnal\u0131q, qad\u0131nl\u0131q dustaqd\u0131r burda.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Onlar ki \u0259tirli \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k idil\u0259r,<br \/>\nPay\u0131z yarpa\u011f\u0131t\u0259k solublar indi.<br \/>\nAy allah, qad\u0131na \u201ccani\u201d dedil\u0259r,<br \/>\nNigar\u0131n, H\u0259c\u0259rin ruhu incidi.<\/p>\n<p>Ay allah, duy\u011fusuz soyuq da\u015f\u0131q biz,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bil, eynidir z\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259, bal da.<br \/>\nBir vaxt \u00f6pd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz, g\u00fcl verdiyimiz<br \/>\n\u018fll\u0259r s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131r d\u0259mir qandalda.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259lbimi g\u00f6yn\u0259d\u0259n n\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131r bu?..<br \/>\nU\u00e7ulub g\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 qeyr\u0259t qalas\u0131.<br \/>\nDustaqd\u0131r yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q sevgi m\u0259ktubu,<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 deyilm\u0259mi\u015f ana laylas\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259r tor g\u0259tirir q\u0259md\u0259n, q\u00fcbardan,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n uzaqd\u0131r q\u0259z\u0259b d\u0259, kin d\u0259.<br \/>\nAna hey boylan\u0131r barmaql\u0131qlardan,<br \/>\nU\u015faq yol g\u00f6zl\u0259yir u\u015faq evind\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Divarlar dal\u0131nda talel\u0259r ac\u0131,<br \/>\nDivarlar dal\u0131nda vaxt da yorulub.<br \/>\nNamusu qoruyan Bab\u0259k q\u0131l\u0131nc\u0131,<br \/>\nNamusun \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 barmaql\u0131q olub.<\/p>\n<p>Yoxdur m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259si qu\u015f l\u0259l\u0259yinin,<br \/>\nK\u00f6m\u0259k yox, yand\u0131rsan lap y\u00fcz d\u0259, min d\u0259.<br \/>\nQad\u0131n ism\u0259tini h\u0259bs el\u0259y\u0259nin<br \/>\nQad\u0131n\u0131 \u201cdustaqd\u0131r\u201d q\u0131z\u0131l i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Z\u0259ncirt\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259nir burda saat da,<br \/>\nBurda do\u011fmalart\u0259k gec g\u0259lir s\u0259h\u0259r.<br \/>\nBurda qad\u0131nlar\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131 altda<br \/>\nC\u0259nn\u0259t varm\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n, ulu Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r?!.<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131ya yaman deyirl\u0259r,<br \/>\nN\u0259yin qiym\u0259tini d\u00fcz verdik, n\u0259yin?<br \/>\nSiz d\u0259 &#8212; g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259n yazan \u015fairl\u0259r,<br \/>\nGedib bulvarlarda m\u00f6vzu g\u0259zm\u0259yin.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011fac k\u00f6kd\u0259n ayr\u0131 ya\u015fayar \u00e7\u0259tin,<br \/>\nK\u00f6k\u00fc baltalamaq, do\u011framaq olmaz.<br \/>\nQad\u0131n\u0131 zindanda yatan mill\u0259tin,<br \/>\n\u0130gidi do\u011fulmaz, m\u0259rdi do\u011fulmaz.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>G\u018fZ\u0130R<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00fcl\u00fcr t\u0259z\u0259 \u015fehin,<br \/>\nR\u0259ngi qa\u00e7\u0131b qar-q\u00fczeyin.<br \/>\nBura Ceyrang\u0259z\u0259n deyin,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259 bir ceyran g\u0259zir.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Dedim, yar\u0131b q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259sini,<br \/>\nA\u011f g\u00fcl a\u00e7\u0131b sini-sini.<br \/>\nAzd\u0131r\u0131b g\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259sini,<br \/>\nSanki b\u0259yaz duman g\u0259zir.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ox \u00fcr\u0259yi paralay\u0131b,<br \/>\nUlduzlar\u0131 qaralay\u0131b.<br \/>\nHans\u0131 ov\u00e7u yaralay\u0131b,<br \/>\nYanaqlar\u0131 al qan g\u0259zir.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcll\u0259r qurub y\u00fcz b\u0259nd-b\u0259r\u0259,<br \/>\nSa\u011f\u0131 yoxu\u015f, solu d\u0259r\u0259.<br \/>\nBa\u011fr\u0131 yanm\u0131\u015f lal\u0259l\u0259r\u0259<br \/>\nDey\u0259s\u0259n bir d\u0259rman g\u0259zir.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u011flan\u0131bd\u0131r \u0259lim, qolum,<br \/>\nHan\u0131 izim, han\u0131 yolum?!.<br \/>\nQoyun gedim, qurban olum,<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 qurban g\u0259zir?!.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>G\u00d6ZL\u018fY\u0130R<br \/>\n(&#8220;T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik ill\u0259rimin \u015feirl\u0259ri&#8221; silsil\u0259sind\u0259n)<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxma\u011fa g\u00f6z tapamm\u0131ram,<br \/>\nBir bel\u0259 od-ocaq, k\u00f6z tapamm\u0131ram.<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nS\u0259ni t\u0259rif \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00f6z tapamm\u0131ram,<br \/>\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm ilahid\u0259n ilham g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Bilm\u0259zdim, xo\u015fb\u0259xtmi\u015f qadan\u0131 alan,<br \/>\nNeyl\u0259sin sevgid\u0259 pe\u015fiman olan?!.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni d\u0259li kimi sev\u0259n bu o\u011flan<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259n \u201c\u0259lvida\u201d yox, \u201csalam\u201d g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n<p>Yollar\u0131n ha\u00e7ad\u0131r&#8230;Bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, da\u015f\u0131n,<br \/>\nSahib \u00fcr\u0259yi var yerd\u0259 h\u0259r da\u015f\u0131n.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni sizin yolda q\u0131sqanc qarda\u015f\u0131n,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni bizim yolda anam g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>G\u00d6ZL\u018fR<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259\u015fn\u0259siy\u0259m \u015firin dad\u0131n,<br \/>\nQurban\u0131yam bir g\u00fcl ad\u0131n.<br \/>\nTaleyimdir \u00f6z\u00fc yad\u0131n,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nYa\u015f\u0131 m\u0259nim olan g\u00f6zl\u0259r.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Han\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f, han\u0131 q\u0131l\u0131q?<br \/>\nS\u0131\u011fal umar birc\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131q.<br \/>\nKirpik \u00e7al\u0131r hey t\u0131qhat\u0131q,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 qalan g\u00f6zl\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc q\u0259m\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kibdir,<br \/>\nBir sar\u0131 sim\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kibdir,<br \/>\nK\u00fcl\u00fcmd\u0259n s\u00fcrm\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kibdir,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni oda salan g\u00f6zl\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rdim m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259bir olub,<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u0259n deyir:- N\u0259 bir olub!..<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 \u0259lbir olub,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n alan g\u00f6zl\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z qoyan\u0131 q\u0259mdir ancaq,<br \/>\nS\u00f6n\u00fcb, allah, o od-ocaq.<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259ti d\u0259 a\u011fladacaq,<br \/>\n\u201cSahib\u201d deyib dolan g\u00f6zl\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>HEYF<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u011fd\u0131 ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n soyuq ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131,<br \/>\nBu da Tanr\u0131 pay\u0131, tale qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131.<br \/>\nG\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 qoymad\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 silm\u0259din, heyf!<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>T\u0259k-t\u0259nha g\u00fcnl\u0259rim birmi, ikimi?!.<br \/>\nA\u011flatd\u0131n b\u0259xtim\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n sevgimi.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim&#8211;yolunda bitdi g\u00fcl kimi,<br \/>\nO g\u00fcl\u00fc \u00fczm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259din, heyf!<\/p>\n<p>Bilmirs\u0259n s\u0259nsizlik s\u0259nsiz neyl\u0259yib,<br \/>\nFikrimi q\u0259m qovub, k\u0259d\u0259r teyl\u0259yib.<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni e\u015fqinl\u0259 d\u0259li el\u0259yib,<br \/>\nSonra m\u0259n d\u0259liy\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259din, heyf!<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ox yorma yoxu\u015fdan en\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc<br \/>\nSonuncu \u015fam\u0131 da s\u00f6n\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u018flinl\u0259 z\u00fclm\u0259t\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\nZ\u00fclm\u0259t\u0259, i\u015f\u0131\u011fa b\u00f6lm\u0259din, heyf!<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 bil, bu d\u00fcnya ba\u015f\u0131ma dard\u0131,<br \/>\nVaxt&#8211;m\u0259nsiz \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f\u0259n k\u00f6hn\u0259 qatard\u0131.<br \/>\nSahib h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259n \u00f6ld\u00fc qurtard\u0131,<br \/>\nOnun \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc bilm\u0259din, heyf!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>AYRILIQ BEL\u018fM\u0130 OLUR?!,<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259, el\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259kmi,<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m ayr\u0131l\u0131q bel\u0259mi olur?!,<br \/>\nDayan\u0131b bax\u0131rsan soyuq da\u015f kimi,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nN\u0259 q\u0259lbin titr\u0259yir, n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn dolur.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n&#8230; Eh, s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 var,<br \/>\nQalan m\u0259n olacam boynub\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fc.<br \/>\nYa\u011facaq \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 soyuq ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259ziy\u0259n bir e\u015fqin k\u00fcl\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259rib\u0259 taledir&#8230;N\u0259 deyim buna,<br \/>\nDuydum o ayr\u0131lan yollar kimindi.<br \/>\nS\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259 \u00fcnvana k\u00f6\u00e7 ed\u0259n durna.<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n pay\u0131zam indi.<\/p>\n<p>Dilin p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldam\u0131r:&#8211;G\u0259l, m\u0259ni \u00f6t\u00fcr,<br \/>\nQara g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 ba\u015fqa m\u0259na var.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n bir az od g\u00f6t\u00fcr,<br \/>\nGedirs\u0259n, hardasa g\u0259r\u0259yin olar.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259rib\u0259 sevginl\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 sirs\u0259n,<br \/>\nNec\u0259 tez unutdun olub ke\u00e7\u0259ni.<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 &#8220;\u0259lvida&#8221; deyib gedirs\u0259n,<br \/>\nTanr\u0131m &#8220;\u0259lvida&#8221;dan qorusun s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>AZ\u018fRBAYCAN<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni h\u0259d\u0259f se\u00e7di h\u0259r at\u0131lan ox,<br \/>\n\u00c7ox oldu ad\u0131na, dilin\u0259 yasaq.<br \/>\nVallah, g\u00fcnah olmaz, \u201cBissimillah\u201d yox,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\n\u201cAz\u0259rbaycan\u201d deyib s\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u015flasaq.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>S\u0259nd\u0259n do\u011fulubdur \u0259z\u0259m\u0259t, q\u00fcrur,<br \/>\nQ\u0131l\u0131ncla yazm\u0131san \u00f6z \u00fcnvan\u0131n\u0131.<br \/>\nS\u0259rv\u0259ti olmayan neftini sorur,<br \/>\nQeyr\u0259ti olmayan \u015f\u0259hid qan\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Qoy deyim, oduna \u00e7ox yanm\u0131\u015fam, \u00e7ox,<br \/>\nBu od taleyim\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q, nur yay\u0131r.<br \/>\nOdlar \u00f6lk\u0259sis\u0259n, k\u00fcl \u00f6lk\u0259si yox,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 \u0259l uzadan odla oynay\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Sin\u0259m\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259kk edir \u00fcr\u0259k,<br \/>\nDem\u0259, bu, n\u0259 s\u0259s-k\u00fcy, n\u0259 s\u0259s-avazd\u0131?<br \/>\nS\u0259ni el\u0259 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk qucmu\u015fdu Bab\u0259k,<br \/>\nQolu k\u0259silm\u0259s\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n qopmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bir g\u00f6z\u00fcn \u201cC\u0259ngi\u201ddir, biri \u201c\u015elk\u0259st\u0259\u201d<br \/>\nDuydun a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 qara yell\u0259rin.<br \/>\nAraz \u2013imzas\u0131d\u0131r k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcstd\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 tale yazan yadellil\u0259rin.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u00fcrb\u0259t olarsanm\u0131\u015f m\u0259nd\u0259n o \u00fcz\u0259,<br \/>\nBa\u011f sald\u0131q, \u00f6zg\u0259l\u0259r yedi bar\u0131n\u0131.<br \/>\nT\u0259kc\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimi verdim T\u0259briz\u0259,<br \/>\nSaxlad\u0131m can\u0131mda a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259n qayad\u0131r, da\u015fd\u0131r d\u00fcn\u0259nin,<br \/>\nBa\u011fr\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n oyuq-oyuqdur.<br \/>\nHarada q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259n yoxdursa s\u0259nin,<br \/>\nOrda X\u0259tainin q\u0131l\u0131nc\u0131 yoxdur.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f bu d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7an kimi,<br \/>\n\u018fyilib \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6p\u00fcr h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r.<br \/>\nTanr\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s \u201cQuran\u201d\u0131 kimi,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni \u00f6z ba\u011fr\u0131na bas\u0131bd\u0131r X\u0259z\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Az\u0259rbaycan!..Qurban oldu\u011fum V\u0259t\u0259n!..<br \/>\nO\u011ful qurban olar&#8230;Yox, o\u011ful \u00f6lm\u0259z.<br \/>\nUcalt Ay-Ulduzlu bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259n,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya Ay-Ulduzsuz ya\u015faya bilm\u0259z.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>QIZLARIN XO\u015eUNA G\u018fLM\u018fK \u00c7\u018fT\u0130ND\u0130R<\/p>\n<p>(&#8220;T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik ill\u0259rimin \u015feirl\u0259ri&#8221; silsil\u0259sind\u0259n)<\/p>\n<p>E\u015fit, papa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yan qoyan o\u011flan,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nQ\u0259fl\u0259t yuxusundan qalx,oyan,o\u011flan.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni aldatmas\u0131n h\u0259r g\u00fcman, o\u011flan,<br \/>\nQ\u0131zlar\u0131n xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tindir.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>N\u0259 bax\u0131rsan o\u011frun-o\u011frun yollara,<br \/>\nYoxsa bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kilib dara?!.<br \/>\nTell\u0259rini ha tumarla, ha dara,<br \/>\nQ\u0131zlar\u0131n xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tindir.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nin n\u0259z\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00fccs\u00fczd\u00fcr da\u011flar,<br \/>\nG\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259pins\u0259n ya\u011fmaz ya\u011f\u0131\u015f, qar.<br \/>\n\u00c7ox da ki ba\u015f\u0131nda e\u015fq havas\u0131 var,<br \/>\nQ\u0131zlar\u0131n xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tindir.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130st\u0259r qayalar\u0131 qald\u0131r \u00e7iynin\u0259,<br \/>\nist\u0259r \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259ri geyin \u0259ynin\u0259.<br \/>\nQ\u0131rx q\u0131zla d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 qalsan da yen\u0259<br \/>\nQ\u0131zlar\u0131n xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tindir.<\/p>\n<p>Qu\u015f olub u\u00e7san da xeyiri yoxdur,<br \/>\n\u00c7ay kimi da\u015fsan da xeyiri yoxdur.<br \/>\nG\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7san da xeyiri yoxdur,<br \/>\nQ\u0131zlar\u0131n xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tindir.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>B\u0130L\u0130R<\/p>\n<p>Diz itirir b\u0259rkliyini,<br \/>\n\u018flim bi\u00e7mir \u0259kdiyini.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimin \u00e7\u0259kdiyini<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimin ya\u015f\u0131 bilir.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>D\u0259li t\u0259bim \u00e7\u0259tin yata,<br \/>\nGah quzudur, gah da x\u0259ta.<br \/>\nN\u0259dir k\u00f6t\u00fck, n\u0259dir balta?<br \/>\n\u015eairl\u0259rin ba\u015fi bilir.<\/p>\n<p>Ad\u0131m qeyb\u0259t adl\u0131 \u015fumda,<br \/>\nMin \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259d\u0259, min yozumda.<br \/>\nNe\u00e7\u0259 qabar var ovcumda,<br \/>\nEvimin h\u0259r da\u015f\u0131 bilir.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ox f\u00fcrs\u0259td\u0259 qald\u0131m dalda,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k yoxuymu\u015f \u201csa\u011f ol\u201dda.<br \/>\n60 il getdiyim yolda,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya m\u0259ni na\u015f\u0131 bilir.<br \/>\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm qara bas\u0131r a\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nPe\u015f\u0259 se\u00e7dim s\u00f6z yazma\u011f\u0131.<br \/>\nQ\u0259l\u0259m il\u0259 gor qazma\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nVallah, Sahib yax\u015f\u0131 bilir.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"11599\">Yaz\u0131ya 707 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>B\u0130R \u00dcR\u018fK VERM\u0130\u015eD\u0130M S\u018fN\u018f&#8230; Onda x\u0259yallar da bir ger\u00e7\u0259k idi, B\u0259nz\u0259rin ulduzlar n\u0259 g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k idi. E\u015fqimiz s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259r \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k idi, \u018flim yetm\u0259y\u0259n o \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k dururmu?!. \u0130ndi xatir\u0259 d\u0259 bir d\u0259rd, bir z\u00fcl\u00fcm&#8230; Sevinc d\u0259 qalmay\u0131b s\u0259ninl\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcm. Deyirdin, \u201dk\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259\u201d ba\u015f qoyub \u00f6l\u00fcm, K\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259ki h\u0259min ist\u0259k dururmu?!. Han\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259 yaz\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259si, O bulaq ba\u015f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f h\u0259v\u0259si?!. 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