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\u00a0“Dar a\u011faci ona ba\u015f \u0259ydi” hekay\u0259si\u00a0Az\u0259rbaycan Demokrat Firq\u0259si M\u0259rk\u0259zi Komit\u0259si v\u0259 \u0130ranl\u0131 M\u00fchacirl\u0259r C\u0259miyy\u0259ti \u0130ctimai Birliyi g\u00f6rk\u0259mli d\u00f6vl\u0259t xadimi, h\u00fcquq\u015f\u00fcnas, publisist, \u015fair Milli H\u00f6kum\u0259tin Ba\u015f Prokuroru Firidun \u0130brahiminin 100 illik yubileyin\u0259 h\u0259sr olunan yaz\u0131 m\u00fcsabiq\u0259sind\u0259\u00a0f\u0259xri diploma layiq g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcb.\u00a0 Bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rli yazar\u0131m\u0131z Elyar Polad\u0131 t\u0259brik edir, hekay\u0259ni m\u00fc\u0259llifin \u00f6z yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi – C\u0259nubi Az\u0259rbaycan l\u0259hc\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rli oxucular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ixtiyar\u0131na veririk.<\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

(Firidun Ebrahiminin \u0259ziz xatir\u0259sin\u0259…)<\/p>\n

Bahar\u0131n son ay\u0131n\u0131n ilk g\u00fcn\u00fc T\u0259brizin havalar\u0131 isins\u0259 d\u0259, zindan zerz\u0259mid\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259l\u0259 b\u0259ndin duvarlar\u0131 q\u0131\u015f soyu\u011fundan ay\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Eni \u00fc\u00e7, uzunu d\u00f6rd metr olan yer k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u0259dyalla \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. duvarlar\u0131 kir basm\u0131\u015f, \u0259yri-\u00fcyr\u0131 b\u0259lli olmayan c\u0131z\u0131qlar duvara \u0259ib\u0259c\u0259r g\u00f6rk\u0259m ver\u0259mi\u015fdi. tavanda \u0259l\u00e7atmaz h\u00fcnd\u00fcrl\u00fckd\u0259 balaca bir i\u015f\u0131q lampas\u0131 \u00f6l\u0259ziyrdi. b\u0259ndin qap\u0131s\u0131la \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz duvar\u0131nda tavandan bir qar\u0131\u015f boyu a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 balaca bir d\u0259mir daraql\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 vard\u0131. g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f batan \u00e7a\u011fda oradan sar\u0131-q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 qat i\u015f\u0131q i\u00e7\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r. bu az \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rdi. m\u0259h\u0259buslar\u0131n burada yegan\u0259 sevinc v\u0259 f\u0259r\u0259h vaxt\u0131 el\u0259 g\u00fcnma\u015fin batan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 o ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 olard\u0131. g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f sonra z\u0259ndan\u0131n uca duvarlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda gizl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k q\u0259m-qus\u0259ni b\u0259nd\u0259 yenid\u0259n qaytar\u0131rd\u0131. b\u0259ndin n\u0259mli v\u0259 soyuq havas\u0131 orada oturan dustaqlar\u0131 b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 vadar etmi\u015fdi. h\u0259rk\u0259s \u00f6z x\u0259ial al\u0259min\u0259 dalaraq, dizl\u0259rini qocaqlay\u0131b b\u0259lli olmayan g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026.\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Milli h\u00f6k\u00fcm\u0259t d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 dadistan v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan zaman bo\u015f vaxtlar\u0131n\u0131 bu dustaqxanada ke\u00e7ir\u0259rdi. Riza \u015fah d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fcn dustaqlar\u0131n\u0131n p\u0259rv\u0259nd\u0259(qovluq)l\u0259rini oxuyub g\u00f6nahs\u0131zlar\u0131 buraxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. yen\u0259 dustaqxanaya g\u0259ldi. oxuma\u011fa p\u0259rv\u0259nd\u0259 qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. b\u0259ndl\u0259ri dola\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. dustaqlarla hal-\u0259hual tutdu. v\u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259rin \u00f6yr\u0259ndi. \u015fikaytl\u0259rin dinl\u0259di. giriftar\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131n e\u015fitdi. salonun k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fn b\u0259nd, \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck c\u0259za alm\u0131\u015flara m\u0259x\u00fcsus idi. qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259di. i\u00e7\u0259ri girdil\u0259r. b\u0259nd i\u015f\u0131qs\u0131z v\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k s\u0131x\u0131c\u0131 \u015f\u0259rayitd\u0259 oldu\u011fundan dar\u0131xd\u0131. \u0259trafa g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi. g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qaranl\u0131\u011fa al\u0131\u015fan zaman d\u00f6rd n\u0259f\u0259rin burada oldu\u011funu bildi. bir-bir onlar\u0131 n\u01ddz\u01ddrd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi. n\u01ddz\u01ddr\u0131 qoca bir dusta\u011f\u0131n uzund\u0259 dayand\u0131. ya\u015f\u0131 \u0259llini haxlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131, \u0259nginin bat\u0131\u011f\u0131 onu daha da qoca g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. sa\u00e7\u0131-saqqal\u0131 yar\u0131 a\u011f-yar\u0131 qara oldu\u011fundan m\u0259s\u00fcm bir g\u00f6rk\u0259m ifad\u0259s\u0131 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. ad\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 g\u00f6nah\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fduqda, qoca utancaq v\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rli halda: \u00abad\u0131m \u0259yyub dir. g\u00f6nah deyind\u0259 qism\u0259tim bu imi\u015f qadan alim. n\u0259 bilim, ka\u015f o g\u00fcn he\u00e7 evd\u0259n bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xmayayd\u0131m. i\u015fdir ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259lib, ki\u015finin d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131na i\u015f g\u0259l\u0259r, qadan alim\u00bb\u2026.demi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Zindan r\u0259iysi onunla birlikd\u0259 idi. tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131q verdi: \u00ab\u0259yyub day\u0131n\u0131 yan\u0131ma g\u0259tir\u00bb. deyib b\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. zindan\u0131n t\u0259mizlini v\u0259 yer \u00f6rt\u00fckl\u0259rini, duvar-qap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 n\u01ddz\u01ddrd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi. qay\u0131d\u0131b r\u0259iysin d\u0259ft\u0259rind\u0259 oturdular.<\/p>\n

\u018fyyubun p\u0259rv\u0259nd\u0259sini ist\u0259di. \u0259yyub h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 durmu\u015fdu. ona s\u0259nd\u0259lini g\u00f6st\u0259rib uturma\u011f\u0131n ist\u0259di. R\u0259iys m\u0259tantl\u0259 p\u0259rv\u0259nd\u0259ni onun qaba\u011f\u0131na qoyub k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kildi. p\u0259rv\u0259nd\u0259ni varaqlay\u0131b, oxuyandan sonra uzunu qocaya tutdu:<\/p>\n

-\u018fyyub day\u0131, burada etiraf edib v\u0259 barmaq basm\u0131san ki m\u0259r\u0259h\u00fc zeinal\u0131 q\u0259sd\u0259n, \u00f6l\u00fcm amac\u0131 ila vurmusan. v\u0259 m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259nin q\u0259rar\u0131na etiraz etm\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6nahlar\u0131n\u0131 boynuna alm\u0131san.<\/p>\n

\u018fyyub \u0259ll\u0259rini bir-birin\u0259 sort\u0259r\u0259k, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011fa sal\u0131b:<\/p>\n

– Ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcm. m\u0259n savads\u0131z bir adam n\u0259 bilim orada n\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b. m\u0259ni he\u00e7 dani\u015fdiran olub ki, barmaqda basam? bayaq dedim. indi d\u0259 deyir\u0259m, ka\u015f q\u0131\u00e7\u0131m s\u0131nayd\u0131 o g\u00fcn evd\u0259n bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xmayayd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

O fikr\u0259 dalaraq, p\u0259rv\u0259nd\u0259ni varaqlay\u0131b, bird\u0259 oxudu. \u00e7ox susandan v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n sonra:<\/p>\n

– \u018fyyub day\u0131, o g\u00fcn\u00fc xatirlay\u0131rsan? yad\u0131nda qalan\u0131 v\u0259 n\u0259 hads\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyni dey\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259nmi?<\/p>\n

Qoca yerind\u0259 b\u0131raz qurdaland\u0131. sanki dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa s\u00f6z axtar\u0131rd\u0131. haradan, n\u0259 yerd\u0259n ba\u015flam\u0131s\u0131ndan, yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259l\u0259k-v\u0259l\u0259k edirdi. d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s alib k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– Yaz\u0131n orta ay\u0131n\u0131n ilk on g\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fc olard\u0131 bala… s\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcbh namaz\u0131ndan sonra m\u0259n\u0131m su n\u00fcvb\u0259m idi. hava h\u0259l\u0259 qaranl\u0131q idi. yoxudan ay\u0131ld\u0131m. dedim bevaxta qalmay\u0131m, namaz\u0131 da el\u0259 \u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc q\u0131laram. durdum aya\u011fa ba\u011flaman\u0131 v\u0259 beli g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb getdim yoncal\u0131 ba\u011fa. hava h\u0259l\u0259 ayaz\u0131mam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r saktl\u0131k idi. yoncal\u0131 ba\u011f k\u0259ndd\u0259n bir az aral\u0131 idi. m\u0259n ba\u011fa \u00e7atar-\u00e7atmaz hava ayaz\u0131yrd\u0131. ba\u015flad\u0131m v\u0259rganlar\u0131 sahmanlay\u0131b, su yolunu rahatlad\u0131m. yan-y\u00fcvr\u0259ni doland\u0131m. dan yeri s\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fdu. k\u0259ndin nax\u0131rlar\u0131 v\u0259 \u00e7obanlar\u0131n\u0131n hay-haray\u0131lar\u0131 e\u015fidilirdi. azan s\u0259si g\u0259ldi. qabda g\u0259tirdiy\u0259m su ila d\u0259st\u0259maz alib, ba\u015flad\u0131m namaz\u0131m\u0131 q\u0131ld\u0131m. namaz\u0131 qurtarandan sonra arxa su g\u0259ldiyni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. ba\u015flad\u0131m su yollar\u0131n\u0131 yenid\u0259n t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259, v\u0259rgan\u0131 m\u00f6h\u0259k\u0259ml\u0259ndirm\u0259y\u0259. el\u0259 bu zaman zeinal peida oldu. v\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 m\u0259nil\u0259 dedi-g\u00fcd\u00fc el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259: \u00absu n\u00f6vb\u0259si m\u0259nimdir. s\u0259n niy\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 suvarar\u0131rsan?\u00bb. m\u0259n\u0259d\u0259 dedim: \u00abs\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r ovqat\u0131m\u0131 korlama, o\u011ful! b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259nd \u0259hli bilir bu saat m\u0259n\u0131m n\u00f6vb\u0259dir\u00bb. ba\u015f a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 ver\u0259m\u0259yim, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00e7\u0259p g\u0259ldi. yaxamdan tutdu. m\u0259n bil\u0259yind\u0259n yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b it\u0259l\u0259yib, \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n k\u0259narlar\u015fd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259dikd\u0259, yer soru\u015fk\u0259n oldu\u011fundan o t\u0259razl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 saxlaya bilm\u0259yib, v\u0259rgana t\u0259r\u0259f yixildi. ba\u015f\u0131 v\u0259rganda olan b\u00f6y\u00fck sal da\u015fa diyb \u00fcydu. m\u0259n onun qollar\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b silk\u0259l\u0259dim. \u00fcymu\u015fdu…<\/p>\n

X\u0259b\u0259r sald\u0131m. hay-haray \u00e7\u0259kdim. qon\u015fu k\u0259nd\u00e7il\u0259r g\u0259ldil\u0259r. onun \u00f6ld\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc bildirib m\u0259ni qinad\u0131lar. bu zaman zeinal\u0131n atas\u0131 k\u0259ndin \u0259rbab\u0131n\u0131n muba\u015f\u0131r\u0131 g\u0259ldi v\u0259 m\u0259ni d\u00f6y\u0259-d\u00f6y\u0259 pasgaha apar\u0131b verdi. v\u0259 bu g\u00fcn\u0259cn burdayam.<\/p>\n

Araya suk\u00fct \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. m\u0259h\u0259b\u00fcs\u00fcn apar\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259di. sonra uzunu h\u0259bsxana r\u0259iysin\u0259 tutub, dedi:<\/p>\n

– Bu p\u0259rv\u0259nd\u0259ni yenid\u0259n istintaqa qoyun. k\u0259ndd\u0259 yerli adamlardan t\u01ddhqiq edin. \u0259trafl\u0131 m\u00f6vz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6yr\u0259nin. g\u00f6nahs\u0131z oldu\u011fu isbat olunarsa azad edin. n\u0259tic\u0259ni m\u0259n\u0259 guzari\u015f ver\u0259m\u0259yi unutmay\u0131n.<\/p>\n

B\u0259ndl\u0259rin t\u0259mizl\u0259nib boyanmas\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259, h\u0259zin\u0259 v\u0259 x\u0259rcini bilm\u0259k ist\u0259di. durub ged\u0259nd\u0259, b\u0259ndi bir h\u0259ft\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 boyatd\u0131r\u0131b, t\u0259mizl\u0259nm\u0259sini ist\u0259miy\u015fdi. n\u00f6vbti g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 r\u0259iysin i\u015find\u0259n raz\u0131 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0259yyub day\u0131n\u0131n i\u015finin n\u0259 yerd\u0259 oldu\u011funu soru\u015fduqda, r\u0259iys: \u00abistintaq gedir. y\u0259qin edir\u0259m bir iki g\u00fcn\u0259 yekunla\u015far. k\u0259ndd\u0259 ham\u0131 bu ki\u015finin sad\u0259 v\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131k\u015f oldu\u011funu vuru\u011fulay\u0131rlar. g\u0259nahs\u0131z oldu\u011funa \u0259limizd\u0259 yet\u0259rli d\u0259lill\u0259r var. s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259ri toplay\u0131b s\u0259r\u0259ncam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0131z\u0131nd\u0259 qollu\u011funuza g\u00f6nd\u0259rr\u0259m\u00bb.-demi\u015fdi. indi lal s\u0259k\u00fct i\u00e7ind\u0259 o g\u00f6nl\u0259ri xatirlay\u0131b, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin n\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n f\u0259rqind\u0259 deyildi.<\/p>\n

B\u0259ndin d\u0259mir qap\u0131s\u0131 \u0259t \u00fcrp\u0259dici s\u0259sl\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. uca, qarn\u0131 y\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n \u015f\u0259rar\u0259t t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259t\u00e7i kobud s\u0259sl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Firidun! s\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u011flama var.<\/p>\n

Firidun t\u0259mkinl\u0259 aya\u011fa durub b\u0259ndin qap\u0131sna t\u0259r\u0259f getdi. ba\u011flaman\u0131 alib geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc. dustaq yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 s\u00fcz\u0259r\u0259k yerind\u0259 oturub, ba\u011flaman\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259liq\u0259yl\u0259 \u00fct\u00fclnmi\u015f qara penc\u0259k-\u015falvar, dom a\u011f yaxas\u0131 v\u0259 qollar\u0131 ni\u015fastal\u0131 \u0259bri\u015f\u0259m k\u00f6yn\u0259k, al q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ngd\u0259 qalustuk, parlaq qara verni ba\u015fmaq, bir c\u00fct t\u0259z\u0259 curab v\u0259 bir m\u0259kt\u00fcb paket\u0131. bu \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 ay\u0131rd\u0131qda bir-bir k\u0259nara qoydu. paket\u0131 ehmal g\u00f6turub t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n a\u00e7d\u0131. yaz\u0131 x\u0259ti tan\u0131\u015f idi. f\u0259rid\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n

\u00ab\u0259zizim Firidun.<\/p>\n

ist\u0259dikl\u0259rini g\u00f6nd\u0259rir\u0259m. \u00e7ox \u00fczg\u00fcn\u0259m. bu paltarlar\u0131 \u00fct\u00fcl\u0259yib qurtar\u0131nca y\u00fcz d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcb-dirilmi\u015f\u0259m. h\u0259qiq\u0259t n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ac\u0131 olsada, onu d\u0259r\u0259k edib v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k, olduqca a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r. bu \u015f\u0259rayitd\u0259 s\u0259nin n\u0259 fik\u0259rd\u0259 oldu\u011funu v\u0259 n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011fl\u0131mada bel\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Dustaqxanan\u0131n r\u0259iysil\u0259 \u00e7ox dani\u015fdim. yalvard\u0131m, xahi\u015f el\u0259dim. ancaq g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f icaz\u0259s\u0131 verilm\u0259di. bilir\u0259m s\u0259nin tutdu\u011fun v\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u0259qiq\u0259t v\u0259 insansev\u0259rlik yol, davaml\u0131 olacaq. inaniram s\u0259n bu g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 haz\u0131r idin. inam v\u0259 irad\u0259yl\u0259 bu yola q\u0259d\u0259m qoymu\u015fdun. s\u0259nsiz ya\u015famaq m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r v\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z olacaq.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn quvv\u0259il\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011fam, o\u011flumuz Ayd\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259r v\u0259 insansevr ruhda b\u00f6yudub, t\u0259rbyi\u0259 ed\u0259m. bu dunyada h\u0259rk\u0259s d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259si q\u0259d\u0259r iz qoyur. s\u0259nl\u0259 m\u0259nim tale y\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00fcz bu imi\u015f. s\u0259n bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131n q\u0259d\u0259r iz qoya bildin. h\u0259r add\u0131m\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k namin\u0259, v\u0259t\u0259nin azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 u\u011frunda mebariz\u0259 y\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u0259\u015f\u0259lin\u0259 \u00e7evrildi. inaniram bu i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 yol davam ed\u0259c\u0259k. s\u0259nin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rin v\u0259 f\u0259dakar irad\u0259 v\u0259 inamin g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259t\u0259n o\u011fullar\u0131n\u0131n yolunu i\u015fqlandiracaq. v\u0259t\u0259nimiz, \u0259b\u0259di azadl\u0131q bayra\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda, s\u0259ni v\u0259 m\u00fcbariz yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259b\u0259di xatirlayacaq.<\/p>\n

\u018fmin\u0259m ki, bu yolda b\u00fct\u00fcn var g\u00fcc\u00fcnl\u0259 m\u00fcbarzi\u0259 apard\u0131n. n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r dunya ya\u015fay\u0131r, s\u0259nin ruhun, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 v\u0259 fikirl\u0259rin Az\u0259rbaycan v\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259nsev\u0259rl\u0259rin yoluna i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7acaq.<\/p>\n

s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m:\u00a0 f\u0259rid\u0259\u00bb.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ktubu s\u0259liq\u0259yl\u0259 qatlay\u0131b, paket\u0259 qoydu. \u00abAyd\u0131n\u00bb s\u00f6z\u00fc onu \u00e7ox sars\u0131td\u0131. doqquz aydan art\u0131q idi o\u011flu bu dunyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun onu g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. qoxulay\u0131b ba\u011fr\u0131na basmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00abata\u00bbnin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu dadmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00aby\u0259qin indi im\u0259kl\u0259yir. b\u0259lk\u0259d\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259n yap\u0131\u015fsan aya\u011fa durub bir-iki add\u0131m da atar. b\u0131raz d\u0259c\u0259ll\u0259\u015fibd\u0259. q\u0131\u011f\u0131ldaya-q\u0131\u011f\u0131ldaya, \u015feytanl\u0131q da edir. ne\u00e7\u0259 aydan sonra s\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flayacaq. g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n ilk dey\u0259c\u0259yi s\u00f6z n\u0259 olacaq\u00bb. y\u0259qin bilirdi \u00abata\u00bb s\u00f6zc\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc o h\u0259l\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6mrunun sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r he\u00e7 anlamayacaqda…<\/p>\n

O\u011flunun ac\u0131 taleyni du\u015fundu. ata n\u0259vazi\u015f\u0131nd\u0259n uzaq olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, atas\u0131z b\u00f6yum\u0259sini, ruzigar\u0131n q\u0259ddar p\u0259nc\u0259sind\u0259 arxas\u0131z v\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259ksiz olmas\u0131n\u0131, ruh\u0131 z\u0259d\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259ruz qalmas\u0131na ac\u0131yrd\u0131.<\/p>\n

F\u0259rid\u0259 il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 bu ad\u0131 se\u00e7mi\u015fdil\u0259r. bir g\u00fcn ax\u015fam \u015fam yem\u0259yind\u0259n sonra s\u00f6zl\u0259ri u\u015faq haqqda oldu. onu nec\u0259 b\u00f6yudub ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131rmas\u0131ndan, oxudub v\u0259t\u0259n qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259sind\u0259n dani\u015fdilar. F\u0259rid\u0259 o\u011flan u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 olmas\u0131n\u0131 dedikd\u0259 Firidun, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n cinsi haqqda he\u00e7 bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259d\u0259n sa\u011flam v\u0259 salim olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259mi\u015fdi. nec\u0259 d\u0259 onun g\u0259lm\u0259sini, bu dunyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7mas\u0131n\u0131 sevincl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. ancaq bel\u0259 olmad\u0131. bu s\u0259ad\u0259ti yaln\u0131z onlara yox b\u00fctun Az\u0259rbaycana \u00e7ox g\u00f6rdul\u0259r. \u015fah \u00fcsul idar\u0259s\u0131 b\u00f6yuk \u0259mpryal\u0131st Amer\u0131ka v\u0259 \u0130ngilis d\u00f6vl\u0259tl\u0259r\u0131n\u0131n boyunduru\u011fu alt\u0131nda v\u0259 onlar\u0131n nizami quvv\u0259l\u0259ri v\u0259 sava\u015f t\u0259chizat\u0131 ila Az\u0259rbaycana t\u0259cavuz etmi\u015fdi. milli h\u00f6kum\u0259ti darmada\u011f\u0131n ed\u0259r\u0259k, b\u00f6yuk v\u0259 \u0259srin ac\u0131nacaql\u0131 taleyni Az\u0259rbaycan xalq\u0131na ya\u015fad\u0131b v\u0259 soyqirima m\u0259ruz qoyub, T\u0259brizin k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259ki qnularda su yerin\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131l qan ax\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259si bir an s\u0259ngimirdi. h\u0259r g\u00fcll\u0259yl\u0259 bir ayl\u0259 ba\u015fs\u0131z qal\u0131rd\u0131. vay o\u011ful! vay qarda\u015f! vay ata s\u0259si b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri burumu\u015fdu. T\u0259briz\u0259 ya\u011fan v\u0259 yer\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259n a\u011f-appaq qar, igid v\u0259 aslan o\u011fullar\u0131n, atalar\u0131n v\u0259 qarda\u015flar\u0131n isti qan\u0131 il\u0259 \u0259riyb v\u0259 qnulara q\u0259rmizi yol salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Penc\u0259k-\u015falvar\u0131 \u0259lin\u0259 alib, sa\u011fa-sula \u00e7evirdi. b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ila yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259di. g\u00f6zl\u0259ri y\u00fcl \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k, s\u0131mas\u0131n\u0131 \u015fux bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm b\u00fcr\u00fcdu:<\/p>\n

\u00abikinci dunya sava\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fa \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. m\u00fct\u0259fiq d\u00f6vl\u0259tl\u0259rl\u0259 Alman fa\u015fizmi aras\u0131nda sulh m\u00fcqav\u0131l\u0259s\u0131 ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Fransanin par\u0131s \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 sulh konfrans\u0131 ad\u0131ndan b\u00fct\u00fcn dunya d\u00f6vl\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n numay\u0259nd\u0259 ist\u0259nilmi\u015fdi. Az\u0259rbaycan milli m\u0259clisi t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n onu Frans\u0259 dilini m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259\u0259l bildiy v\u0259 bacar\u0131ql\u0131 s\u0131as\u0131 d\u0131plomat oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn numaynd\u0259 t\u0259yin etmi\u015fdil\u0259r. konfrans\u0131n vaxt\u0131na bir ay furs\u0259t variyd\u0131. \u0259dliy\u0259 idar\u0259sind\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rin \u00f6hd\u0259sin\u0259 burax\u0131b haz\u0131rl\u0131q g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

T\u0259brizin m\u0259\u015fh\u00fcr d\u0259rzisinin d\u00fckan\u0131na gedib par\u00e7an\u0131 b\u0259y\u0259nmi\u015fdi. d\u0259rzi onun \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259rini g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fckd\u0259 onun tik\u0259c\u0259yi penc\u0259k-\u015falvara inamini art\u0131r\u0131b demi\u015fdi:\u00abma\u015fall\u0259, g\u00f6z d\u0259im\u0259sin. bu \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fclrl\u0259 lap na\u015f\u0131 d\u0259rzinin d\u0259 i\u015fi \u0259la al\u0131nar\u00bb. Firidun is\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259i\u0259r\u0259k demi\u015fdi: \u00abg\u00f6r\u0259k n\u0259 edirs\u0259n. el\u0259 bir i\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259lis\u0259n, b\u00fct\u00fcn konfrans i\u015ftrak\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 bilm\u0259lidirl\u0259r\u0259ki, ancaq bu T\u0259briz d\u0259rzisinin i\u015fi ola bil\u0259r\u00bb. d\u0259rzi onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin dik i\u00e7in\u0259 baxaraq: \u00abnarahat olmay\u0131n. s\u0131z h\u0259r n\u0259 geyins\u0259niz, s\u0131z\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l yara\u015facaq. bu q\u0259d-qam\u0259t v\u0259 duru\u015fuq h\u0259r na\u015f\u0131 d\u0259rzinin i\u015finin qusurlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u0259r\u00bb-demi\u015fdi\u00bb.<\/p>\n

Penc\u0259k-\u015falvar\u0131 bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 qoydu. k\u00f6yn\u0259yi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb burnunun ucuna toxundurdu. g\u00f6zl\u0259rini y\u00fcmd\u00fc. h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015f vurdu\u011fu \u0259trin qoxusu, beynini xomarland\u0131rd\u0131. bir an olsun bel\u0259 dustaqda oldu\u011funu unutdu. sanki s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n i\u015f\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. bu xo\u015f doy\u011fu onun beyninin h\u00fcceir\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r i\u015fl\u0259di.<\/p>\n

\u00abiki g\u00fcn s\u0259fr\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f, F\u0259rid\u0259 il\u0259 T\u0259brizin b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00f6yn\u0259k v\u0259 ba\u015fmaq d\u00fckanlar\u0131n\u0131 dola\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. h\u0259r k\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259 \u0259l qoyduqda, F\u0259rid\u0259 yox demi\u015fdi. n\u0259hayt d\u00fckanlar\u0131n bir\u0259nd\u0259, F\u0259rid\u0259 bu k\u00f6yn\u0259yi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb: \u00abbax! nec\u0259 d\u0259 qar kimi a\u011f-appa\u011f dir\u00bb -demi\u015fdi. Firidun:\u00abax\u0131 bu k\u00f6yn\u0259yi bir d\u0259f\u0259 geydin g\u0259r\u0259k y\u00fcy\u00fcb v\u0259 yaxas\u0131 ila qollar\u0131n\u0131 ni\u015fastalay\u0131b, \u00fct\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n. bu s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259tin olar.\u00bb -deyib yox fikrini bildir\u0259mi\u015fdi. F\u0259rid\u0259:\u00abeybi yoxd\u00fcr. konfransa gey, sonras\u0131na da baxar\u0131q\u00bb -dey\u0259 onun raz\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. parlaq qara ba\u015fmaq v\u0259 al-q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 qalustuku da F\u0259rid\u0259 b\u0259y\u0259nmi\u015fdi\u00bb.<\/p>\n

Bayaqdan dinm\u0259z-dan\u0131\u015fmaz ham\u0131 onu suzurdu. Firidun x\u0259ialdan ayr\u0131lark\u0259n dostlar\u0131n\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259s etdi. utancaq halda, t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259: \u00ab\u00e7ox ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, ba\u015f\u0131m qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u00bb -dedi.<\/p>\n

Ona yax\u0131n oturan, bu son g\u00f6nl\u0259r ona m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 yana\u015fan \u0259hm\u0259d, d\u0259rind\u0259n ah \u00e7\u0259kib, k\u00f6ks oturdu: \u00abeh… dunyan\u0131n i\u015fini bilm\u0259k olmur. d\u00fcn\u0259n h\u00f6km verib, q\u0259rar \u00e7\u0131xaran hak\u0131m, bu g\u00fcn m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 olunub, a\u011f\u0131r c\u0259za al\u0131r.\u00bb -dedi.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 kim dani\u015fmirdi. b\u0259ndin havas\u0131 a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fm\u0131d\u0131. lal suk\u00fct i\u00e7ind\u0259 dustaqlar nam\u0259lum g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 dalaraq, ke\u00e7mi\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259ri x\u0131allar\u0131nda canland\u0131r\u0131b \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u0259rinin yadda qalan sevncli v\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rli anlar\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259\u0131al al\u0259mind\u0259n g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259r\u0259k, \u00f6z al\u0259ml\u0259rind\u0259 seir edirdil\u0259r. bird\u0259 yenid\u0259n do\u011fulsayd\u0131lar, y\u0259qin yen\u0259 bu yol\u00fcn yol\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc olaraq, ke\u00e7mi\u015fd\u0259 olan n\u00f6qsanlar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n etdikl\u0259ri s\u0259hvl\u0259ri aradan qald\u0131r\u0131b u\u011furlu g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, inaml\u0131 add\u0131mlar atard\u0131lar. b\u0259lli olmayan sabah onlar\u0131 \u00f6z i\u00e7in\u0259 qapad\u0131b, \u0259zizl\u0259rinin nam\u0259lum taleynin n\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fikirl\u0259r\u015firdil\u0259r. ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn ya\u015fayacaqlar\u0131 v\u0259 buradan nec\u0259 qurtaracaqlar\u0131 b\u0259lli deyildi.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 yar\u0131dan ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. dustaqxanan\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r v\u0259 dar\u0131xd\u0131rc\u0131 bir suk\u00fct b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. h\u0259r\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 uzan\u0131b \u00f6z i\u00e7in\u0259 qapanaraq g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yol \u00e7\u0259kirdi. bay\u0131rda c\u0131rc\u0131ramalar\u0131n k\u0259sik-k\u0259sik s\u0259si e\u015fidilrdi. hardasa uzaqda, it h\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Firidun durdu. gedib barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucu il\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n suyuq can\u0131n\u0131 taqq\u0131ldatd\u0131. dustaqxana g\u00f6z\u0259t\u00e7isi qapida qora\u015fdirilmi\u015f balaca siyirm\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259kib bo\u011fuq v\u0259 yuxulu s\u0259sl\u0259: \u00abn\u0259dir? gec\u0259nin bu vaxt\u0131 n\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?\u00bb -dey\u0259 ona z\u0259hmili bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131la narazili\u011fini bildirdi.<\/p>\n

Firidun sa\u011f \u0259linin barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucu il\u0259 \u00e7\u0259n\u0259sinin biz t\u00fckl\u0259rini tumarlayaraq: \u00abislah etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.\u00bb, -deyib g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259t\u00e7i i\u015fitdiklrin\u0259 inanmayib g\u00f6zl\u0259rini b\u0259r\u0259ldib:\u00abnec\u0259? islah etm\u0259k! gec\u0259nin bu vaxt\u0131?\u00bb-deyib, k\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fczc\u0259sin\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b, onu salona yol verdi. yenid\u0259n qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flay\u0131b, onunla b\u0259rab\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259t\u00e7i ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259ldil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Balaca kir basm\u0131\u015f g\u00fczg\u00fc, bir tas, fir\u00e7a, sabun v\u0259 islah t\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duvar\u0131n k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259ki balaca mizin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub, ota\u011f\u0131n o biri kuncund\u0259 olan odun oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki \u00e7ayn\u0131k\u0131 g\u00f6turub , tas\u0131 yar\u0131ya q\u0259d\u0259r isti su il\u0259 doldurub, yenid\u0259n \u00e7ayn\u0131k\u0131 yerin\u0259 qoyaraq, t\u0259xtin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259il\u0259\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Firidun t\u0259\u015f\u0259kkur edib s\u0259nd\u0259ld\u0259 oturdu. g\u00f6zg\u00fcn\u00fc duvara s\u00f6yk\u0259yib, fir\u00e7an\u0131 isti suda doland\u0131r\u0131b, islatdi. fir\u00e7an\u0131 sabunlay\u0131b uzund\u0259 g\u0259zdirdi. isti sabunlu su \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 toxunduqca xo\u015f bir hiss onu b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc. ne\u00e7\u0259 vaxt olard\u0131 bu t\u0259h\u0259r il\u0131q su h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259 idi. t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n uzunun h\u0259r yerini sabunlay\u0131b, sif\u0259tini sabun k\u00f6puiund\u0259 gizl\u0259tdi. islah t\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb aram v\u0259 s\u0259liq\u0259yl\u0259 uzunu q\u0131rxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

K\u0259narda t\u0259xt \u00fcst\u0259 oturan g\u00f6z\u0259t\u00e7i he\u0131ranl\u0131qla onu suzur. h\u0259r bir h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tini izl\u0259yib, g\u00f6z qoyurdu. \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259:\u00abvall\u0259 adam m\u0259t\u0259l qal\u0131r. bonlar n\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ri b\u00f6yuk insanlard\u0131rlar. bunun \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259n he\u00e7 iki saatda qalm\u0131r, ancaq h\u0259r \u015feyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, birc\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n savay\u0131. sanki toy hicl\u0259sin\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r. el\u0259 bil iki saatdan sonra bunu yox,m\u0259ni asacaqlar\u00bb -miz\u0131ldand\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130slah\u0131 qurtar\u0131b, qalxd\u0131. k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin \u0259t\u0259yil\u0259 uzund\u0259 qalan k\u00f6p\u00fckl\u0259ri silib: \u00ab\u00e7ox sa\u011f olun. \u015f\u0259rait yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259\u015fkkur edir\u0259m\u00bb, -deyib getm\u0259yini bildirdi. g\u00f6z\u0259t\u00e7i d\u0259 qalxaraq onula b\u0259ndin qap\u0131s\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259ldi. qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri buraxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Firidun i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n uzund\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb dolu sual g\u00f6rd\u00fc. bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259d\u0259n, ke\u00e7ib yerind\u0259 \u0259il\u0259\u015fdi. bay\u0131rda bayqu\u015f olad\u0131. uzaqlardan it h\u00fcr\u0259m\u0259si g\u0259lirdi.<\/p>\n

\u0259hm\u0259d g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ona dikr\u0259k: \u00abm\u0259n s\u0259nin bu \u0259xlaqinin he\u0131ran\u0131yam. can\u0131m b\u0259lli deyil bir saat ya n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r diri qalaq, s\u0259ns\u0259 toya haz\u0131rla\u015fanlar kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yeti\u015firs\u0259n.\u00bb -deyib, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ondan \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Firidun g\u00fclumsi\u0259r\u0259k aram v\u0259 h\u0259lim s\u0259sl\u0259: \u00abdostlar! m\u0259nim d\u0259 hal\u0131m s\u0131zd\u0259n qalan deyil. M\u0259nd\u0259 insanam. hissyat\u0131m var. ancaq m\u00fcbariz\u0259 etm\u0259k yaln\u0131z vuru\u015fmaq deyil. bizim h\u0259r bir h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t v\u0259 izimiz m\u00fcbariz\u0259 yol\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u0259\u015f\u0259li dir. biz v\u0259t\u0259n v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259mizin yolunda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc f\u0259da etm\u0259kl\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin ilk u\u011furlu add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 atiriq. qoy g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259sil v\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259nin azarke\u015fl\u0259ri, bizl\u0259ri yad ed\u0259nd\u0259, qr\u00fcr v\u0259 f\u0259xrl\u0259 xatrlas\u0131nlar.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcbariz insanlar\u0131n ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259s v\u0259 atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn q\u0259d\u0259ml\u0259ri m\u00fcbariz\u0259 yolunda olmal\u0131d\u0131r. \u00f6l\u00fcm f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259si \u00e7ox da b\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcq bir f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259 deyil. insanlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259k\u00fcm dur. gec-tez ham\u0131 bu dunyadan k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259lidir. yaln\u0131z, ya\u015famaq kimi, \u00f6lm\u0259kd\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259d\u0131r. nec\u0259 ya\u015famaq kimi, nec\u0259 v\u0259 n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r \u00f6lm\u0259kd\u0259 s\u0259nin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 v\u0259 fikirind\u0259n do\u011fmal\u0131d\u0131r. ola bil\u0259r yol ged\u0259rk\u0259n q\u0259za ba\u015f ver\u0259 v\u0259 bu dunyan\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259k ed\u0259s\u0259n. \u00f6l\u00fcm-\u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fcr. ancaq nec\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259k v\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 m\u00fcbarzi\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u0259lini gurland\u0131rmaq v\u0259 yeni n\u0259silin yol\u00fcn\u00fc i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131ran \u00f6l\u00fcm h\u0259rk\u0259s\u0259 qis\u0259mt olmur. m\u0259n bu n\u00f6v \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc h\u0259yat kimi ya\u015fay\u0131ram. bu \u00f6l\u00fcm deyil, \u0259b\u0259di h\u0259yat dir. h\u0259rk\u0259s bir n\u00f6v v\u0259 yolnan bu dunyan\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259k etm\u0259lidir. \u00f6n\u0259mli \u00f6l\u00fcm odur ki, iz qoya v\u0259 insanlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 vadar ed\u0259. bizim \u00f6lm\u0259yimizd\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k diktaturlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir kabus olub, onlar\u0131n asay\u015f\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 rahatl\u0131q\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n alib, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin ayd\u0131n yol\u00fcn\u00fc i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131rs\u0131n.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259 bu dunyan\u0131n \u015firinliyni duyuram. ya\u015famaq g\u00f6z\u0259ldi. ancaq nec\u0259 ya\u015famaq! bizim \u00f6lm\u0259yimiz yeni ya\u015fam olacaq. biz \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 son s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc deyirik. v\u0259 dunya durduqca bizl\u0259r bu dunyada, b\u00fct\u00fcn azad d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259li insanlar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131q\u00bb. \u2013dedi v\u0259 dostlar\u0131ndan \u00fczr ist\u0259yib, \u00fczl\u0259rini d\u00fcndr\u0259m\u0259l\u0259rini xahi\u015f etdi ki, paltar\u0131n\u0131 diy\u015fin.<\/p>\n

O dustaq k\u00fcynyi v\u0259 \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b, s\u0259liq\u0259ayl\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fcb, k\u00fcnc\u0259 qoydu. a\u011f \u0259bri\u015f\u0259m k\u00fcyn\u0259yi geyib qara \u015falvar\u0131 aya\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi. k\u00fcyn\u0259yinin \u0259t\u0259kl\u0259rini \u015falvar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 s\u0259liq\u0259y\u0259 sal\u0131b, k\u0259m\u0259ri b\u0259rkitdi. al-q\u0131rmz\u0131 qalustuku boynundan sal\u0131b d\u00fcyunl\u0259y\u0131b, bu\u011faz\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda rahatlad\u0131. corablar\u0131 aya\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kib, b\u0259rq vuran qara verni ba\u015fma\u011f\u0131 geydi. qara penc\u0259yi \u0259inin\u0259 ald\u0131. g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259r halda dostlara bax\u0131b: \u00abnec\u0259dir?\u00bb -sual\u0131n\u0131 verdi.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 onu suzurdu. dostlar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 sevinc v\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259i\u0259can i\u00e7ind\u0259 idil\u0259r. dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa s\u00f6z tapm\u0131rd\u0131lar. o is\u0259 barmaqlar\u0131 ila qara \u015f\u0259v\u0259 kimi telini daray\u0131b, sahmanlay\u0131rd\u0131. sanki bir t\u0259dbir, ya b\u00f6y\u00fck bir t\u0259ntn\u0259li zal onu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi\u2026<\/p>\n

B\u0259ndin cingilti il\u0259 qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. s\u0259liq\u0259li for\u0259m libas\u0131nda bir s\u0259rh\u0259ng qap\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. Firidun\u00fc g\u00f6rc\u0259k, t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u00fcn\u00fc gizld\u0259 bilm\u0259yib, d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131. he\u0131ranl\u0131qla onu suzub n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini unutdu. bu \u00fcbuh\u0259tli v\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 insan\u0131n dustaq oldu\u011funun d\u0259r\u0259kind\u0259n aciz qaldi. \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fccl\u0259 \u0259l\u0259 alib: \u00abbu n\u0259 g\u00f6rk\u0259m dir? g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rsan?\u00bb -deyib. cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259t\u00e7iy\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 etdi.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259t\u00e7i i\u00e7\u0259ri girib, Fir\u0131duna yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. onun \u0259ll\u0259rini qabaqda qandallay\u0131b: \u00abged\u0259k\u00bb -dedi. Firidun irad\u0259 v\u0259 t\u0259mkinl\u0259, qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. s\u0259rh\u0259ng salonda olan yaraql\u0131 \u0259fs\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 edib, v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259rini xatirlatd\u0131. iki \u0259fs\u0259r \u0259li t\u00fcf\u0259ngli s\u0259rh\u0259ngin sa\u011f v\u0259 solunu quruyaraq Firidun\u00fc \u00f6nd\u0259n n\u01ddz\u01ddr alt\u0131na ald\u0131lar. ikisid\u0259 Firidun\u00fcn arxas\u0131nda \u0259llri silah\u0131n q\u0259bz\u0259sind\u0259 at\u0259\u015f hal\u0131nda h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Salondan dustaqxan\u0131n h\u0259i\u0259tin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. s\u0259h\u0259rin s\u0259rin yeli onlar\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. zindan\u0131n h\u0259i\u0259tind\u0259ki a\u011faclarda civild\u0259\u015f\u0259n s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r bir an susdular. onlar n\u0259zml\u0259 dustaqxanan\u0131n d\u0259rvazas\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edib, d\u0259rvazan\u0131n yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda duran h\u0259rbi ma\u015f\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131lar. s\u0259rh\u0259ng ke\u00e7ib \u015f\u00fcferin yan\u0131nda, Firidun v\u0259 \u0259fs\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 ma\u015finin arxas\u0131nda iki oturacaqda, \u0259fs\u0259rl\u0259rin ikisi Firidun\u00fcn sa\u011f v\u0259 solunda, ob\u0131r\u0131s\u0131l\u0259r \u00fczb\u0259uz oturdular. ma\u015finin qap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u0259sil\u0259 d\u0259rvazan\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131 bir oldu. ma\u015fin n\u0259rild\u0259yib d\u0259rvazadan xiyavana \u015f\u00fct\u00fcd\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n

T\u0259brizin s\u0259ttarxan xiyavan\u0131 oba\u015f-buba\u015f nizami qovv\u0259lrl\u0259 \u0259hat\u0259 olunmu\u015fdu. g\u0259l-get k\u0259silib, xiyavan x\u0259lv\u0259t edilmi\u015fdi. gulustan ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda izdiham vard\u0131. \u0259hrab m\u0259hl\u0259sind\u0259 molla h\u00fcseyn m\u0259scidinin guld\u0259st\u0259sind\u0259n subh azan\u0131 ucald\u0131. a\u011faclar\u0131n yarpaqlar\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259r mehind\u0259n titr\u0259\u015firdil\u0259r. qu\u015fcu\u011fazlar civild\u0259\u015f\u0259-civild\u0259\u015f\u0259 a\u011faclar\u0131n qol-budaqlar\u0131nda h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edirdil\u0259r. bu s\u0259h\u0259rin a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 dan yerinin s\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259sini and\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sir\u0259yl\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n \u0259fs\u0259rl\u0259r, yorulduqlar\u0131ndan v\u0259 nigran\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qdan \u00f6z i\u00e7l\u0259rin\u0259 qapanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. xiyavan\u0131n ba\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fini iki sir\u0259 \u0259fs\u0259r quruyurdu. h\u0259r sir\u0259 d\u0259 iyrmi \u0259fs\u0259r vard\u0131. ilk sir\u0259yl\u0259 ikinci sir\u0259 k\u00fcrk-k\u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 dayanaraq yaraqlar\u0131n\u0131 haz\u0131r tutmu\u015fdular. iknci sir\u0259 ba\u011fa t\u0259r\u0259f haz\u0131r duraraq qabaqlar\u0131ndak\u0131 camaatdan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kmirdil\u0259r. ikinci sir\u0259d\u0259n be\u015f-alt\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259m aral\u0131 s\u0131x camaat namunt\u0259z\u0259m \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 intizar dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

X\u0131aban\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131nda ilk sir\u0259yn\u0259n \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 on metr aral\u0131da yerd\u0259n bir metr h\u00fcnd\u00fcrl\u00fckd\u0259 eni u\u00e7 v\u0259 uzunlu\u011fu be\u015f metr olan taxtadan bir s\u0259ki qurulub v\u0259 ayr\u0131 \u0259fs\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 s\u0259ki \u0259hat\u0259y\u0259 al\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. xiyavan\u0131n s\u0259thi be\u015f pill\u0259 il\u0259 s\u0259kinin s\u0259thin\u0259 birl\u0259\u015firdi. s\u0259kinin ortas\u0131nda bir dar a\u011fac\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7arp\u0131rd\u0131. dar a\u011fac\u0131ndan as\u0131lan edam ipi s\u0259h\u0259r yelind\u0259n saat pandolu kimi var-g\u0259l edirdi.<\/p>\n

\u018frkin uca duvar\u0131ndan boylanan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f, T\u0259brizin s\u0259h\u0259rin i\u015fqlandirib, xiyavan\u0131n Qonqa t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n ma\u015finin \u015fu\u015f\u0259sind\u0259 \u0259ks olunub, insanlar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qama\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. ma\u015fin s\u0259kinin yan\u0131nda dayand\u0131. s\u0259rh\u0259ng ma\u015f\u0131ndan en\u0259n kimi \u0259fs\u0259rl\u0259r nizami g\u00f6rk\u0259m alib, odun kimi qurudular. s\u0259rh\u0259ng azad deyib, pill\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n s\u0259kiy\u0259 qalxd\u0131. ma\u015finin dal qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. iki \u0259fs\u0259r c\u0259ld yer\u0259 at\u0131l\u0131b haz\u0131r dayand\u0131lar. Firidun \u0259llri ba\u011fl\u0131 ma\u015findan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. onun arxas\u0131nca iki \u0259fs\u0259rd\u0259 ma\u015findan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcb haz\u0131r v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 dayand\u0131lar. ma\u015fin yerind\u0259n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edib \u0259lli metr gedib, xiyavan\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131nda dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Firidun aram v\u0259 t\u0259mkinl\u0259 s\u0259kiy\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f y\u00f6n\u0259ldi. adi bax\u0131\u015flarla \u0259traf\u0131 n\u01ddz\u01ddrd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi. yaraql\u0131 \u0259fs\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259n savay\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 he\u00e7 kim d\u0259im\u0259di. pill\u0259l\u0259ri qalxd\u0131 el\u0259bil par\u0131s \u015f\u0259h\u0259rinin sulh konfrans\u0131 binas\u0131n\u0131n pill\u0259l\u0259rini adlay\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259tantl\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edib b\u00fct\u00fcn orada olanlar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 c\u0259l\u0259b etdi. s\u0259kiy\u0259 qalxandan sonra ba\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 olan insanlar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. dodaqlar\u0131nda t\u0259bs\u0259m yarand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Camaat\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 b\u00f6yuk h\u0259mh\u0259m\u0259 yarand\u0131. he\u0131ranl\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 gizl\u0259tm\u0259yib, \u00aburra\u00bb dedil\u0259r. b\u00fct\u00fcn camaat onun g\u00f6rk\u0259minin he\u0131ran\u0131 olmu\u015fdu. h\u0259r saniy\u0259 s\u0259rh\u0259ng\u0259 bir il ke\u00e7irdi. q\u0259z\u0259bind\u0259n dil-doda\u011f\u0131n g\u0259mirib, yerind\u0259 laxlay\u0131rd\u0131. i\u015far\u0259 il\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyn tez qurtarmas\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b etdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130ki \u0259fs\u0259r gedib Firidun\u00fcn \u0259llrinin qandal\u0131n\u0131 qabaq t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n a\u00e7\u0131b, arxada ba\u011flamaq ist\u0259dikd\u0259 , o mane oldu. dar a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda aslaq ip\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131ndan buynuna salaraq \u0259ll\u0259rini arxa t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 bir birin\u0259 ke\u00e7irdib haz\u0131r dayand\u0131. bayaqk\u0131 \u0259fs\u0259r qollar\u0131 bil\u0259kd\u0259n qandallay\u0131b yerin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kildi.<\/p>\n

Firidun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dik tutaraq, bu\u011faz\u0131nda q\u0259h\u0259ri bu\u011fdu. g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u0259rk qalas\u0131n\u0131n duvar\u0131ndan bir qar\u0131\u015f ucalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. uzaqlarda g\u00f6y\u00fcn s\u0259mas\u0131nda bir d\u0259st\u0259 g\u00f6yr\u00e7in g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. o g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131nda T\u0259brizi yadda\u015f\u0131na k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcr v\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015f g\u00f6nl\u0259rini xatrlay\u0131r. sanki par\u0131s\u0131n sulh konfrans tribununda dan\u0131\u015fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. s\u0259rh\u0259ngin q\u0259z\u0259bli v\u0259 y\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn s\u0259sini e\u015fitdi. s\u0259rh\u0259ng edam\u0131n \u0259cras\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b etdi. bu an Firidun\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259k dolu s\u0259si T\u0259brizin b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rini dola\u015f\u0131b v\u0259 onun \u00f6z qulaqlar\u0131nda \u00ab ya\u015fas\u0131n Az\u0259rbaycan…\u00bb\u0259ks-s\u0259da el\u0259yib, ayaqlar\u0131 s\u0259kid\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u2026.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0“Dar a\u011faci ona ba\u015f \u0259ydi” hekay\u0259si\u00a0Az\u0259rbaycan Demokrat Firq\u0259si M\u0259rk\u0259zi Komit\u0259si v\u0259 \u0130ranl\u0131 M\u00fchacirl\u0259r C\u0259miyy\u0259ti \u0130ctimai Birliyi g\u00f6rk\u0259mli d\u00f6vl\u0259t xadimi, h\u00fcquq\u015f\u00fcnas, publisist, \u015fair Milli H\u00f6kum\u0259tin Ba\u015f Prokuroru Firidun \u0130brahiminin 100 illik yubileyin\u0259 h\u0259sr olunan yaz\u0131 m\u00fcsabiq\u0259sind\u0259\u00a0f\u0259xri diploma layiq g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcb.\u00a0 Bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rli yazar\u0131m\u0131z Elyar Polad\u0131 t\u0259brik edir, hekay\u0259ni m\u00fc\u0259llifin \u00f6z yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi – C\u0259nubi Az\u0259rbaycan l\u0259hc\u0259sind\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11615"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11615"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11615\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11620,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11615\/revisions\/11620"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11615"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11615"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11615"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}