{"id":11683,"date":"2018-12-06T19:49:25","date_gmt":"2018-12-06T15:49:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11683"},"modified":"2018-12-07T14:09:25","modified_gmt":"2018-12-07T10:09:25","slug":"sabir-rust%c9%99mxanli-goyd%c9%99n-uc-alma-dus%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11683","title":{"rendered":"Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 – G\u00f6yd\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 alma d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 (\u015feirl\u0259r)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"sabir<\/a>\u00a0Xalq \u015eairi\u00a0 Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0bir d\u0259ft\u0259r\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 \u0259limiz\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n,\u00a0 kitablar\u0131nda rastla\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edirik. M\u00fc\u0259llifd\u0259n icaz\u0259siz yayd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00fczrxahl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 q\u0259bul ed\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 \u00fcmidvar\u0131q.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

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D\u00fcrr\u00fc, incisiyl\u0259 inc\u0259ni sevdim,<\/p>\n

\u015eehini \u0259mdiyim q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259ni sevdim,<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni yeti\u015fdir\u0259n G\u0259nc\u0259ni sevdim,<\/p>\n

Qay\u0131d\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m, g\u00f6zl\u0259, n\u0259 olar!…<\/p>\n

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Baxma d\u0259rd \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kd\u0259n sa\u00e7\u0131m b\u0259yazd\u0131,<\/p>\n

Sevgin \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di yazd\u0131,<\/p>\n

Bir \u00f6m\u00fcr g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n axan Arazd\u0131,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sil\u0259r\u0259m, g\u00f6zl\u0259, n\u0259 olar!…<\/p>\n

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\u0130st\u0259s\u0259n bu q\u0259ddar m\u00fcrg\u00fcd\u0259n oyat,<\/p>\n

Dediyim h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tini qat,<\/p>\n

Bir\u00a0q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259 \u00a0g\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00a0var, s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259man\u0259t,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n onsuz \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m, g\u00f6zl\u0259, n\u0259 olar!<\/p>\n

20.08.07<\/p>\n

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Da\u011flar \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259 dolu,<\/p>\n

T\u0259k s\u0259ni bulamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nl\u0259 ya\u015famaq yasaq,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz d\u0259 olamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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Q\u0259m saray\u0131 a\u015f\u0131nmaz,<\/p>\n

Hicran y\u00fck\u00fc da\u015f\u0131nmaz,<\/p>\n

Burda \u00f6m\u00fcr ya\u015fanmaz,<\/p>\n

Orda da qalamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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Bir perikmi\u015f qu\u015f idin,<\/p>\n

Yuvandan u\u00e7mu\u015f idin,<\/p>\n

Taleyim\u0259 tu\u015f idin,<\/p>\n

U\u00e7urdum, calamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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Allah ver\u0259n bir payd\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Yaram sa\u011faldas\u0131yd\u0131n,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 bir ba\u011f\u00e7a q\u0131yd\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Qoxlad\u0131m, talamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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Bel\u0259ymi\u015f g\u00f6yl\u0259r yazan,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsizlik sonsuz c\u0259za,<\/p>\n

Adamam, dilim q\u0131sa,<\/p>\n

Qurd olub ulamad\u0131m!<\/p>\n

23.09.2007<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

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Ba\u015f\u0131mdan ke\u00e7\u0259n r\u00fczgarlar,<\/p>\n

Sevincd\u0259n, ya ahdan g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

\u018fzab\u0131m\u0131z \u015feytan\u0131nsa<\/p>\n

Sevgimiz Allahdan g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

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Yediyimiz Onun mal\u0131,<\/p>\n

Getdiyimiz Onun yolu,<\/p>\n

Biz m\u0259zlumlar qanun qulu,<\/p>\n

Qanunsuzluq \u015fahdan g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

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Bir qism\u0259t var d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259yi,<\/p>\n

Bir qap\u0131 var gir\u0259c\u0259yi,<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan\u0131n h\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259yi<\/p>\n

Etdiyi g\u00fcnahdan g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

13.10.07<\/p>\n

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\u00d6m\u00fcr el\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kdir, neyl\u0259y\u0259k,<\/p>\n

\u018fsir torpaq \u00f6z elini g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

D\u0259li da\u011f\u0131 nec\u0259 \u00c7ermux \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rs\u0131n,<\/p>\n

O Murovun s\u0259rt yelini g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

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N\u0259 vecin\u0259 \u0259yri y\u00f6num, d\u00fcz y\u00f6num,<\/p>\n

Ocaq \u00e7atan \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r ki tez yan\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Qaba\u011f\u0131nda \u0259l a\u00e7sa da y\u00fcz xan\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131q Sabir\u00a0\u00f6z g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fc\u00a0 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

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Qar ya\u011f\u0131r…<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 yer\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259k,<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259 s\u0259ssizlikd\u0259 da\u015f olma\u011f\u0131m var.<\/p>\n

S\u0259madan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n qar i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131t\u0259k<\/p>\n

Bu sonsuz ax\u0131na qo\u015fulma\u011f\u0131m var.<\/p>\n

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Bir g\u00fcn yeti\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn q\u0131\u015f\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259nd\u0259 ill\u0259r qar\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259ni o q\u0131zdan soyut ki, Allah,<\/p>\n

Qoy \u015faxta vurmas\u0131n arzular\u0131n\u0131!<\/p>\n

08.11.07<\/p>\n

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Zaman yox,<\/p>\n

H\u0259sr\u0259tindi \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fc, ay\u0131,<\/p>\n

Qovu\u015fdum \u2013<\/p>\n

Qovu\u015fmad\u0131m<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 pay\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm kims\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259z daha s\u0259nd\u0259n savay\u0131,<\/p>\n

Cismim cismin\u0259 t\u0259\u015fn\u0259, ruhum ruhuna m\u00f6htac!<\/p>\n

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Biz bu yerin deyilik,<\/p>\n

Qopmu\u015fuq yerimizd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Evimiz, saray\u0131m\u0131z \u2013<\/p>\n

Oca\u011f\u0131 \u015feirimizd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 \u00f6l\u00fcm d\u0259 ay\u0131rmaz bizi bir-birimizd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

E\u015fqin sonsuz, \u0259b\u0259di,<\/p>\n

H\u0259m d\u0259rd verib, h\u0259m \u0259lac!<\/p>\n

20.10.07<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6yd\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 alma d\u00fc\u015f\u0259<\/p>\n

Yey\u0259n h\u00fcr ad\u0259m ola,<\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131b C\u0259nn\u0259t qap\u0131s\u0131n<\/p>\n

G\u0259l\u0259n bir Ad\u0259m ola,<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7\u0259r\u0259m \u015f\u0259rb\u0259t kimi<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya dolu q\u0259m ola,<\/p>\n

C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldir<\/p>\n

Orda<\/p>\n

yar Ad\u0259m\u00a0ola!<\/p>\n

14.10.07<\/p>\n

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G\u00fcn-g\u00fcn\u0259, ay-aya calan\u0131b gedir,<\/p>\n

F\u0259sill\u0259r boy at\u0131r ilim\u0259 do\u011fru.<\/p>\n

Zirv\u0259ni bir g\u00fcnd\u0259 f\u0259th el\u0259di qar,<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi h\u00fccum \u00e7\u0259kir telim\u0259 do\u011fru.<\/p>\n

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Nec\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259k, \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcz qard\u0131,<\/p>\n

Nec\u0259 qanad a\u00e7aq, bu q\u0259f\u0259s dard\u0131,<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikl\u0259r ya\u015fananlard\u0131,<\/p>\n

Qalanlar ham\u0131s\u0131 z\u00fcl\u00fcm\u0259 do\u011fru…<\/p>\n

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\u018fl a\u00e7\u0131b, yalvarsaq \u00f6t\u0259n \u00e7a\u011flara,<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz kar etm\u0259z, ayr\u0131l\u0131qlara.<\/p>\n

Pay\u0131z sar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f ba\u011flara,<\/p>\n

X\u0259zan\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr g\u00fcl\u00fcm\u0259 do\u011fru…<\/p>\n

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Soyuq yuvas\u0131nda \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Sevgilim, sevincim, oca\u011f\u0131m, birc\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 s\u0259nsiz ke\u00e7di bu uzun gec\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 d\u0259 bir add\u0131m \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 do\u011fru!<\/p>\n

07.10.07<\/p>\n

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T\u0259kc\u0259 bir otaqda, bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 yox,<\/p>\n

Bu boyda d\u00fcnyada o g\u00f6z\u0259l t\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

A\u011facda birinci a\u00e7\u0131lan yarpaq,<\/p>\n

Ya da ki, sonuncu solan \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kdir.<\/p>\n

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Yalq\u0131zd\u0131r da\u011flar\u0131n ucal\u0131q tac\u0131,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259llik sultan\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Yerd\u0259 quruyard\u0131 C\u0259nn\u0259t a\u011fac\u0131,<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 \u0259kil\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

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\u0130t\u0259n bir d\u00fcnyan\u0131n susmaz q\u0259midi,<\/p>\n

Sonsuz h\u0259sr\u0259timd\u0259 azan g\u0259midi,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n uzun sar\u0131 simidi,<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbind\u0259n q\u0259lbim\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259c\u0259kdir.<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn h\u0259sr\u0259ti d\u0259ryadan d\u0259rin,<\/p>\n

\u018flind\u0259 \u0259sirdi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rin,<\/p>\n

Orda g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 dolan k\u0259d\u0259ri,<\/p>\n

Burda g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259kdir.<\/p>\n

06.10.07<\/p>\n

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S\u0259n G\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q,<\/p>\n

Ay telis\u0259n, G\u00fcn telis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259yimin t\u0259k \u00fcnvan\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimin min telis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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\u015eair \u00f6mr\u00fc min x\u0259yall\u0131,<\/p>\n

Xan\u0131m \u00f6mr\u00fc qeyl\u00fc-qall\u0131,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259ri \u0259n a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131,<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259ri \u0259n d\u0259lis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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Do\u011fma olan qandan bel\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u015eirin olan candan bel\u0259,<\/p>\n

Qurumazsan bundan bel\u0259<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f m\u0259ndilis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n d\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fcm yana-yana,<\/p>\n

Bundan sonra \u00fcmid sana.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya evi z\u00fclm\u0259txana,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n onun t\u0259k q\u0259ndilis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

05.10.07<\/p>\n

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Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 634 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00a0Xalq \u015eairi\u00a0 Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0bir d\u0259ft\u0259r\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 \u0259limiz\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n,\u00a0 kitablar\u0131nda rastla\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edirik. M\u00fc\u0259llifd\u0259n icaz\u0259siz yayd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00fczrxahl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 q\u0259bul ed\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 \u00fcmidvar\u0131q.\u00a0   D\u00fcrr\u00fc, incisiyl\u0259 inc\u0259ni sevdim, \u015eehini \u0259mdiyim q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259ni sevdim, S\u0259ni yeti\u015fdir\u0259n G\u0259nc\u0259ni sevdim, Qay\u0131d\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m, g\u00f6zl\u0259, n\u0259 olar!…   Baxma d\u0259rd \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kd\u0259n sa\u00e7\u0131m b\u0259yazd\u0131, Sevgin \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di yazd\u0131, Bir \u00f6m\u00fcr g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n axan Arazd\u0131, G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sil\u0259r\u0259m, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11683"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11683"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11683\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11705,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11683\/revisions\/11705"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11683"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11683"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11683"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}