{"id":11745,"date":"2018-12-08T22:49:06","date_gmt":"2018-12-08T18:49:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11745"},"modified":"2018-12-08T22:49:06","modified_gmt":"2018-12-08T18:49:06","slug":"seyran-ismayil-yer-uzu-bayqus-yuvasi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11745","title":{"rendered":"Seyran \u0130smay\u0131l – Yer \u00fcz\u00fc bayqu\u015f yuvas\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"seyran<\/a>Daha aya\u011fa qalxmaq<\/span>
aya\u011f\u0131n i\u015fi deyil,<\/span>
T\u0259k adaml\u0131q u\u00e7urumdu<\/span>
\nd\u00fcnyan\u0131n h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fi…
\nBilir\u0259m…
\nel\u0259 bilirs\u0259n add\u0131m atmaq
\nyerim\u0259kdi, \u0259zizim.
\nAx\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 nec\u0259 deyim
\nAdd\u0131m atmaq
\naya\u011f\u0131n v\u0259rdi\u015fidi…
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259
\naln\u0131ndan \u00f6pm\u0259diyi
\nquzeyl\u0259r\u0259 and olsun,
\nQuzey t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131
\nt\u0259nha insan\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fc…
\n\u0130ndi s\u0259nd\u0259n s\u00f6z soru\u015fum,
\nS\u0259n cavabla, \u0259zizim.
\nDe g\u00f6r\u00fcm
\niki \u0259lin bir ovuc q\u0259d\u0259rdimi,
\n…Bir \u00f6m\u00fcr \u00f6l\u00fcrs\u0259 insan,
\nS\u0259nc\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259rdimi…<\/p>\n

Da\u011f\u0131td\u0131m\u0131 sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131
\nSa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 ox\u015famayan
\nO s\u0259rs\u0259ri k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r<\/p>\n

Onda \u0259ll\u0259rini unutma…
\nBir ovucluq \u0259lini
\n\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131x, \u0259zizim,
\nCahana bax…
\ncahana bax, \u0259zizim.<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fdi-q\u0259zad\u0131,
\n….\u00f6ls\u0259m,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayaram
\nulduzlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bar\u0131\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131
\nb\u00fct\u00fcn zaman k\u0259sikl\u0259rini…<\/p>\n

N\u0259f\u0259sl\u0259rin toxuna bil\u0259c\u0259yi
\nh\u0259r yer V\u0259t\u0259n say\u0131lar…<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi hardasa, \u00e7ox uzaqlarda
\nqara d\u0259rili nurani bir qoca
\np\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259
\n\u00f6z n\u0259f\u0259siyl\u0259 toxunaraq t\u0259rl\u0259diyi
\n\u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259y\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131r can\u0131n\u0131…<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131r can\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni inand\u0131rma\u011fa and i\u00e7ir\u0259m, \u0130lahi,<\/p>\n

And olsun, arzular\u0131n
\nf\u0259zada intihar etdiyi zaman k\u0259sikl\u0259rin\u0259,
\nBu k\u0259sikl\u0259r \u00f6z \u00e7oxlu\u011fu il\u0259 di\u015f a\u011fard\u0131r s\u0259n\u0259…<\/p>\n

…v\u0259 yen\u0259 \u00e7ox uzaqlarda bir k\u00f6rp\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr,
\n…v\u0259 yen\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki,
\nv\u0259 yen\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki:
\nv\u0259 yen\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259dikl\u0259rim
\nsin\u0259md\u0259 d\u00fcy\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr…
\n…v\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131ram
\nulduzlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bar\u0131\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131
\nb\u00fct\u00fcn zaman k\u0259sikl\u0259rini.<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 kimi axtarar
\no k\u00fcl\u0259k,
\no sazaq,
\no qar…
\nKiminin \u0259li titr\u0259y\u0259r,
\nkiminin q\u0259lbi \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259r,
\nkiminin g\u00f6z\u00fc dolar…<\/p>\n

Bir qu\u015fc\u0131\u011faz d\u0259n axtarar,
\nYuvada ac qoydu\u011fu
\no \u0259tc\u0259 balalara…<\/p>\n

O u\u015faq da hey boylanar s\u0131n\u0131q-s\u00f6k\u00fck daxmadan…
\n\u0130ndi ona yaln\u0131z y\u00fckd\u00fc
\nqoynunda d\u00fcy\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f o \u00e7\u0259limsiz qollar\u0131.
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ac\u0131y\u0131b b\u0259lk\u0259,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259pm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259r
\no uzanan yollar\u0131…<\/p>\n

Bir qoca da \u00f6z \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc
\ns\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b k\u00fcrk\u00fcn\u0259,
\n…y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc
\nota\u011f\u0131n bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259.
\nBir \u015fam\u0131n titr\u0259k \u015f\u00f6l\u0259sin
\no\u011furlay\u0131r g\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259…<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ac\u0131yarm\u0131\u015f,
\nala g\u00f6zl\u00fcm…
\nOysa s\u0259ni xat\u0131rladan
\nh\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik n\u0259s\u0259 var-
\nBir az k\u00fcl\u0259k,
\nbir az sazaq,
\nbir az qar…!<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131mda \u015feir havas\u0131,
\n\u015feird\u0259 havas\u0131zl\u0131qm\u0131\u015f…
\nD\u00fcnyada \u0259n isti yuva,
\ns\u0259n dem\u0259, yuvas\u0131zl\u0131qm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

…Bu ota\u011f\u0131n istisi yox,
\nbu evin dam\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr.
\n\u018fyni qal\u0131n bu d\u00fcnyada
\nb\u0259s niy\u0259 ham\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131m, bir azca \u00fct\u00fcl\u0259…
\nPal\u0131-paltar\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n…Bu d\u00fcnya bir az nahamar,
\nbu d\u00fcnya bir az yoxu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131n\u0131n \u0259li uzal\u0131
\nbir tik\u0259 \u00fcmid alma\u011fa…
\nTanr\u0131, m\u0259ni apar nolar
\nbir tik\u0259 \u00fcmid olma\u011fa.<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

…N\u0259 olsun g\u00f6z\u00fcn dolub,
\nn\u0259 olsun dar\u0131x\u0131rsan.
\n…v\u0259 n\u0259 olsun \u0259ll\u0259rin
\ndizini qucaqlay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

…N\u0259 olsun bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm
\nmin k\u0259d\u0259ri gizl\u0259dir.
\n…v\u0259 n\u0259 olsun g\u00fcl\u00fcr\u0259m
\nyoxlu\u011funa a\u011flay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

…N\u0259 olsun buralarda
\nya\u011f\u0131\u015flar da s\u0259ngimir.
\n…v\u0259 n\u0259 olsun bu sevgi
\nancaq pay\u0131z r\u0259ngidir.<\/p>\n

…N\u0259 olsun q\u0259fil d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n
\nqaranl\u0131\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck.
\n…v\u0259 n\u0259 olsun bu \u00f6mr\u00fc
\nqaranl\u0131qda \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fck.<\/p>\n

…N\u0259 olsun h\u0259r \u015fey bombo\u015f,
\nt\u0259kc\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yin dolu.
\n…V\u0259 n\u0259 olsun g\u00fcl\u00fcrs\u0259n,
\namma g\u00f6zl\u0259rin dolub.<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

Daha \u0259ll\u0259rim \u0259l izi,
\ng\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6z izi g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fcr.
\n\u00dcz\u00fc s\u0259maya durmu\u015fam…
\nAh\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

…Yer \u00fcz\u00fc bayqu\u015f yuvas\u0131,
\ng\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc gizlic\u0259 evdi.
\nQap\u0131n\u0131 tapa bilm\u0259dim…
\n\u0130lahi, bu nec\u0259 evdi?!.<\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

G\u0259nc yazarlar \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131<\/a><\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 566 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Daha aya\u011fa qalxmaqaya\u011f\u0131n i\u015fi deyil,T\u0259k adaml\u0131q u\u00e7urumdu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fi… Bilir\u0259m… el\u0259 bilirs\u0259n add\u0131m atmaq yerim\u0259kdi, \u0259zizim. Ax\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 nec\u0259 deyim Add\u0131m atmaq aya\u011f\u0131n v\u0259rdi\u015fidi… G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 aln\u0131ndan \u00f6pm\u0259diyi quzeyl\u0259r\u0259 and olsun, Quzey t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131 t\u0259nha insan\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fc… \u0130ndi s\u0259nd\u0259n s\u00f6z soru\u015fum, S\u0259n cavabla, \u0259zizim. De g\u00f6r\u00fcm iki \u0259lin bir ovuc q\u0259d\u0259rdimi, …Bir \u00f6m\u00fcr \u00f6l\u00fcrs\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1,15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11745"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11745"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11745\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11747,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11745\/revisions\/11747"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11745"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11745"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11745"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}