{"id":11764,"date":"2018-12-13T17:51:35","date_gmt":"2018-12-13T13:51:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11764"},"modified":"2018-12-13T17:52:55","modified_gmt":"2018-12-13T13:52:55","slug":"eyvaz-%c9%99yyub-bir-cut-%c9%99sg%c9%99r-c%c9%99km%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11764","title":{"rendered":"Eyvaz \u018fyyub – “Bir c\u00fct \u0259sg\u0259r \u00e7\u0259km\u0259si “"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"48247050_598730940559129_3991381316548427776_n\"<\/a>“Bir c\u00fct \u0259sg\u0259r \u00e7\u0259km\u0259si ”\u00a0 \u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0( Bu\u00a0 \u015feir 2010-cu ild\u0259 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259\u015fhur fotoqraf Charles O’Rearin \u00e7\u0259kdiyi bir c\u00fct \u0259sg\u0259r \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b.)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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D\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn d\u0259 bizd\u0259n \u00e7oxmu\u015f,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zd\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n bezm\u0259yirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

S\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131b dogma torpa\u011fa<\/p>\n

K\u00f6k atm\u0131san, g\u0259zm\u0259yirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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Sahibini soraqlay\u0131b,<\/p>\n

A\u011facdan, g\u00fcld\u0259n sorursan.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 bir g\u00fcn d\u00f6n\u0259r\u00a0 geri<\/p>\n

Deyib x\u0259yallar qurursan.<\/p>\n

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Yurd da\u015f\u0131nda silahs\u0131z da,<\/p>\n

Yaraqs\u0131z da ya\u015f\u0131y\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259n\u0259n d\u0259rdimizi<\/p>\n

Qaytan\u0131nda da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n

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Bir \u0259sirn d\u00f6rd\u0259n birin<\/p>\n

Yola sald\u0131n, h\u0259l\u0259 sa\u011fsan.<\/p>\n

Bir v\u0259t\u0259n da\u015f\u0131d\u0131r yerin,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259n qara torpaqsan.<\/p>\n

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N\u0259dir s\u0259ni isti tutan?<\/p>\n

Q\u0131\u015fda soyuqdan donmad\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Yay\u0131n q\u0131zmar g\u00fcn\u0259\u015find\u0259,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, s\u0259n yanmad\u0131n.<\/p>\n

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\u201cGedbdir bir ordu bada\u201d,<\/p>\n

Qo\u015fundan \u00fcst\u00fcn olmusan.<\/p>\n

Yan\u0131nda bir pal\u0131d\u00a0 s\u0131n\u0131b,<\/p>\n

pal\u0131ddan m\u0259tin olmusan.<\/p>\n

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Can\u0131nda var h\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259p\u0259r,<\/p>\n

Yolumuzu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Me\u015f\u0259nin lal s\u00fckutunda,<\/p>\n

Dil a\u00e7arsan, s\u00f6z dey\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rin torpa\u011f\u0131d\u0131,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 q\u00fcvv\u0259t, d\u00f6z\u00fcm ver\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Durdu\u011fun yer quca\u011f\u0131d\u0131,<\/p>\n

Xo\u015fb\u0259xts\u0259n, ay orda duran.<\/p>\n

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El yan\u0131nda \u00fcz\u00fcn a\u011fd\u0131,<\/p>\n

F\u0259l\u0259k b\u0259xtin qara yaz\u0131b.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 sahibin sa\u011fd\u0131,<\/p>\n

Haradasa yolun az\u0131b.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259n ayaqdan yetim qald\u0131n,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n is\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n yetim.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259sk\u0259n sald\u0131n,<\/p>\n

B\u0259s m\u0259n hans\u0131 s\u0259mt\u0259 yetim?!<\/p>\n

.<\/p>\n

“Saz\u0131m qald\u0131 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259”<\/strong><\/p>\n

(\u015eair El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim\u0259)<\/p>\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 ildi bahar g\u0259lmir,<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131m qald\u0131 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 naz satard\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Naz\u0131m qald\u0131 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259sr\u0259ti s\u00f6z\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcr\u0259m,<\/p>\n

\u018flimi yurdan \u00fcz\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Misralara s\u00f6z g\u0259zir\u0259m,<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcm qald\u0131 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259.<\/p>\n

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\u018fkdikl\u0259rim burda bitmir,<\/p>\n

\u018flim bara daha yetmir.<\/p>\n

\u018fzablara tab g\u0259tirmir,<\/p>\n

D\u00f6z\u00fcm qald\u0131 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259.<\/p>\n

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Qucaqlay\u0131b bir yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131m,<\/p>\n

T\u0259z\u0259n\u0259yl\u0259 oyatd\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Simin q\u0131r\u0131b, a\u011flatd\u0131\u011f\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Saz\u0131m qald\u0131 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259.<\/p>\n

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Bu n\u0259 nal\u0259, bu n\u0259 s\u0259sdi,<\/p>\n

Ay Eyvaz, d\u00f6zd\u00fcyen b\u0259sdi..<\/p>\n

Murov aram\u0131z\u0131 k\u0259sdi,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm qald\u0131 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259.<\/p>\n

.<\/p>\n

Kimi<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259rin n\u0259 yaman q\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131b s\u0259nin,<\/p>\n

Don vurub saralan yarpaqlar kimi.<\/p>\n

\u018flind\u0259n tutanda \u0259ll\u0259rim dondu,<\/p>\n

Q\u0131\u015fda buz baqlayan buzlaqlar kimi.<\/p>\n

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Ayr\u0131ld\u0131q o vaxtdan g\u00f6zl\u0259rin ya\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

B\u0259s bel\u0259 ya\u015famaq de, s\u0259n\u0259 xo\u015fdu?!<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi d\u0259 t\u0259nhasan, \u0259traf\u0131n bo\u015fdu,<\/p>\n

Sakini olmayan otaqlar kimi.<\/p>\n

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Yen\u0259 d\u0259 havadan hicran ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n

Kimi islan\u0131rd\u0131, kimi bax\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi r\u0259ngin a\u011fard\u0131,<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131 yaz\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f varaqlar kimi.<\/p>\n

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Etdiyin \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259r yolunu k\u0259sir,<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 eyl\u0259yir \u0259sir.<\/p>\n

\u00dcmid\u00fcn q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r, \u0259ll\u0259rin \u0259sir,<\/p>\n

Pilt\u0259si qurtaran \u00e7\u0131raqlar kimi.<\/p>\n

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Deyil ki<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ruhum ruhuna h\u0259md\u0259mdi,<\/p>\n

Cismim uzaq, q\u0259m deyil ki..<\/p>\n

A\u015fiq\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t yara\u015far,<\/p>\n

O da m\u0259nd\u0259 k\u0259m deyil ki..<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6z\u00fcm yox boyda, buxunda,<\/p>\n

H\u0259r yerd\u0259 s\u0259ns\u0259n baxanda.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 uzaqsan, n\u0259 yax\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz bu m\u0259n tam deyil ki!<\/p>\n

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Soyuq san\u0131r g\u00f6r\u0259n m\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259 taps\u0131n soran m\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

Sin\u0259nd\u0259ki vuran m\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

Dinl\u0259, m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m deyil ki?<\/p>\n

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Bu d\u0259li s\u00f6z\u00fcn a\u015fiqi,<\/p>\n

Ruhunda saz\u0131n a\u015fiqi,<\/p>\n

Olmu\u015f bu q\u0131z\u0131n a\u015fiqi,<\/p>\n

Bu \u00fcr\u0259k m\u0259nim deyil ki!<\/p>\n

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Yaz\u0131ya 848 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“Bir c\u00fct \u0259sg\u0259r \u00e7\u0259km\u0259si ”\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0( Bu\u00a0 \u015feir 2010-cu ild\u0259 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259\u015fhur fotoqraf Charles O’Rearin \u00e7\u0259kdiyi bir c\u00fct \u0259sg\u0259r \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b.)   D\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn d\u0259 bizd\u0259n \u00e7oxmu\u015f, G\u00f6zd\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n bezm\u0259yirs\u0259n. S\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131b dogma torpa\u011fa K\u00f6k atm\u0131san, g\u0259zm\u0259yirs\u0259n.   Sahibini soraqlay\u0131b, A\u011facdan, g\u00fcld\u0259n sorursan. B\u0259lk\u0259 bir g\u00fcn d\u00f6n\u0259r\u00a0 geri Deyib x\u0259yallar qurursan.   Yurd da\u015f\u0131nda silahs\u0131z […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11764"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11764"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11764\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11767,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11764\/revisions\/11767"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11764"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11764"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11764"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}