{"id":11772,"date":"2018-12-14T16:52:35","date_gmt":"2018-12-14T12:52:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11772"},"modified":"2018-12-14T16:53:12","modified_gmt":"2018-12-14T12:53:12","slug":"fazil-s%c9%99nan-qisqancliq","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11772","title":{"rendered":"Fazil S\u0259nan – QISQANCLIQ"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"15977301_1856966671238510_1121668767748174714_n\"<\/a>(M\u0259nsur \u015feir)<\/strong><\/p>\n

H\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdim. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 yaman t\u0259l\u0259sirdim.<\/strong>
\n Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nla h\u0259sr\u0259timi yumaq ist\u0259yirdim. Bu ist\u0259k, bu arzu m\u0259ni s\u0259nin g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sdirirdi.
\nS\u0259nin i\u015f yerin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131m. Binalar\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7irtdim. Otaqlarda s\u0259nin kiminl\u0259s\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 canland\u0131. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 i\u00e7imd\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. Geri qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259dim, amma \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 bacara bilm\u0259dim.
\n\u0130\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131ndan s\u0259ni soru\u015fdum. \u00abBurdayam\u00bb deyib t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm dolu sif\u0259tinl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259ldin.
\nH\u0259r \u015feyi unutdum. Art\u0131q d\u00fcnya m\u0259nim idi.
\n\u018fl verib g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. S\u0259ni qucaqlay\u0131b ba\u011fr\u0131ma basmaqdan \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fccl\u0259 saxlad\u0131m. S\u0259nin i\u015f ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7dik. Hal-\u0259hvaldan sonra, g\u0259li\u015fimin m\u0259qs\u0259dini soru\u015fdun. Dedim s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t n\u0259\u011fm\u0259si yazm\u0131\u015fam, onu s\u0259n\u0259 oxumaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.
\nG\u00fcld\u00fcn. \u201cOxu\u201d, dedin.
\nOxudum. Bir g\u00f6z\u00fcm v\u0259r\u0259qd\u0259, bir g\u00f6z\u00fcm is\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259 idi. Utanaraq ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131n. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n allanm\u0131\u015f sif\u0259tini m\u0259nd\u0259n gizl\u0259d\u0259r\u0259k, \u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6p\u00fcrd\u00fc. Q\u0131sqan\u0131rd\u0131m sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131. Arabir kirpikl\u0259rini qald\u0131raraq qara g\u00f6zl\u0259rinl\u0259 x\u0259lv\u0259ti s\u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fcn m\u0259ni. Hava isti oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni a\u00e7\u0131q qoymu\u015fdun.
\nP\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 q\u0131sqand\u0131m s\u0259ni. S\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn oxudu\u011fum n\u0259\u011fm\u0259ni e\u015fitm\u0259sinl\u0259r dey\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni \u00ab\u00f6rt\u00bb dedim.
\nAya\u011fa durdun, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lin il\u0259 geri darayaraq, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni \u00f6rtd\u00fcn, dodaqlar\u0131nda m\u0259nal\u0131 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm \u00abi\u00e7\u0259ri isti deyilmi?\u00bb dedin.
\nQ\u0131sqan\u0131ram, s\u0259n\u0259 oxudu\u011fum n\u0259\u011fm\u0259ni ba\u015fqas\u0131 e\u015fitm\u0259sin, n\u0259f\u0259sinin \u0259trini ba\u015fqas\u0131 udmas\u0131n.
\nQar\u015f\u0131mda dayand\u0131n. \u018fynind\u0259ki qara don sin\u0259ni nec\u0259 qucmu\u015fdu. Dondan yaxana el\u0259 bil quzey qar\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Qara r\u0259ngl\u0259 b\u0259yaz sin\u0259nin a\u011fla g\u0259lm\u0259z t\u0259zad\u0131nda ilahi bir g\u00f6z\u0259llik bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131sqancl\u0131q bir anl\u0131\u011fa i\u00e7imi do\u011frad\u0131, \u015f\u00fcurumu k\u00fctl\u0259\u015fdirdi. Donu c\u0131r\u0131b \u0259ynind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartmaq ist\u0259dim. El\u0259 bil bu qara don a\u011f sin\u0259ni, qo\u015fa nar\u0131 qucmaqla m\u0259n\u0259 meydan oxuyaraq deyirdi: \u00abH\u0259sr\u0259ti s\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n, l\u0259zz\u0259ti is\u0259 m\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m\u00bb.
\nOxudum n\u0259\u011fm\u0259mi s\u0259n\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n hissl\u0259rdi. Bilmir\u0259m tam ifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bilmi\u015f\u0259mmi? \u2013 dedim.
\n\u00ab\u00c7ox t\u0259rifl\u0259mis\u0259n m\u0259ni. Bel\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l oldu\u011fumu bilmirdim\u00bb – g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fcn.
\nM\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 baxanda d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259li s\u0259ns\u0259n, – dedim.
\nQap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. \u00ab\u0130clasa \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rlar s\u0259ni\u00bb – dedi kims\u0259. G\u00f6zl\u0259rim dodaqlar\u0131nda qald\u0131 \u00abS\u0259ni sevir\u0259m\u00bb s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.
\nYen\u0259 h\u0259min s\u00f6z\u00fcn h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259 qoydun m\u0259ni. Aya\u011fa durduq.
\n\u018fl verdin, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ayr\u0131lmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. \u00abTez-tez g\u0259lin\u00bb dedin.
\n– Sa\u011f olun, daha m\u0259nim bura g\u0259lm\u0259yim\u0259 ehtiyac yoxdu, – dedim v\u0259 i\u00e7imi do\u011frayan bir q\u0131sqancl\u0131qla s\u0259nin i\u015f ota\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. Yol boyu bir fikird\u0259n yaxa qurtara bilmirdim:
\n– M\u0259n s\u0259ni niy\u0259, n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0131sqan\u0131ram?<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 591 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(M\u0259nsur \u015feir) H\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdim. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 yaman t\u0259l\u0259sirdim. Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nla h\u0259sr\u0259timi yumaq ist\u0259yirdim. Bu ist\u0259k, bu arzu m\u0259ni s\u0259nin g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sdirirdi. S\u0259nin i\u015f yerin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131m. Binalar\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7irtdim. Otaqlarda s\u0259nin kiminl\u0259s\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 canland\u0131. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 i\u00e7imd\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. Geri qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259dim, amma \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 bacara bilm\u0259dim. \u0130\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131ndan s\u0259ni soru\u015fdum. \u00abBurdayam\u00bb deyib […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11772"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11772"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11772\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11774,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11772\/revisions\/11774"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11772"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11772"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11772"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}