{"id":11821,"date":"2018-12-18T20:16:07","date_gmt":"2018-12-18T16:16:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11821"},"modified":"2018-12-19T17:26:54","modified_gmt":"2018-12-19T13:26:54","slug":"cabir-umud-son-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11821","title":{"rendered":"Cabir Umud – K\u00d6NL\u00dcM\u00dcN SINA\u011eIYMI\u015eAM"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Cabir<\/a><\/p>\n

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\u00d6MR\u00dcM ANILDI\u011eIM Q\u018fD\u018fR<\/p>\n

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Be\u015fikd\u0259n m\u0259zara deyil,<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcm an\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131b boy ver\u0259 bildimmi?<\/p>\n

Zirv\u0259m san\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 yatd\u0131m, bilm\u0259dim<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 yan \u00f6td\u00fcm, bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yetdim bilm\u0259dim<\/p>\n

Haqq\u0131m \u2013 dan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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\u201cD\u00fcnya fani\u201d \u2013 el m\u0259s\u0259li,<\/p>\n

Bu m\u0259s\u0259l m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli?!<\/p>\n

T\u0259k birc\u0259 hikm\u0259t\u0259 b\u0259lli \u2013<\/p>\n

C\u0259zam \u2013 yan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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Cabir! \u00c7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n saz susar,<\/p>\n

Sazda ne\u00e7\u0259 avaz susar.<\/p>\n

Bundan o yana s\u00f6z susar \u2013<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm son oldu\u011fum q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

09.02.2013<\/em><\/p>\n

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M\u00dcBAR\u018fKM\u0130?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bilmir\u0259m bu d\u00fcnyaya<\/p>\n

G\u0259limim m\u00fcbar\u0259kmi?<\/p>\n

G\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m,<\/p>\n

B\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcm m\u00fcbar\u0259kmi?<\/p>\n

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Ac oldum tox i\u00e7ind\u0259,<\/p>\n

Az oldum \u00e7ox i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n yox i\u00e7ind\u0259<\/p>\n

Olumum m\u00fcbar\u0259kmi?<\/p>\n

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Bir d\u00fcnya ki, be\u015fg\u00fcnl\u00fck<\/p>\n

Be\u015fd\u0259n hans\u0131 se\u00e7kinlik?!<\/p>\n

Olum…, \u00f6l\u00fcm…, k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcnl\u00fck…<\/p>\n

Z\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00fcm m\u00fcbar\u0259kmi?!<\/p>\n

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T\u0259bib m\u0259caz, n\u0259 \u015f\u0259fa?!<\/p>\n

Bu is\u0259 z\u00f6vq\u00fc-s\u0259fa.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fam\u0131m c\u00f6vr\u00fc \u2013 c\u0259fa,<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcm m\u00fcbar\u0259kmi?<\/p>\n

15.01.2013<\/em><\/p>\n

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K\u00d6NL\u00dcM\u00dcN SINA\u011eIYMI\u015eAM<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Bir d\u0259 ay\u0131l\u0131b g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n qona\u011f\u0131ym\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

Qonaq bir g\u00fcn, qonaq be\u015f g\u00fcn…<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnl\u0259rin q\u0131na\u011f\u0131ym\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

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Yol\u00e7unun yolu d\u0259rkin\u0259,<\/p>\n

Bu yolda haqq\u0131 g\u00f6r ki n\u0259?!<\/p>\n

Sonun \u0259vv\u0259l\u0259 g\u00f6rk\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn s\u0131na\u011f\u0131ym\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

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Od m\u0259nim ad yalan\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n<\/p>\n

Q\u0259dri bilinm\u0259z yan\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Cabirt\u0259k d\u0259yirman\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n,<\/p>\n

\u015eahad\u0131, \u00e7ana\u011f\u0131ym\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

17.10.2014<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u018fL\u0130R<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Hicran olan yerd\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey yaland\u0131,<\/p>\n

Hicran yol\u00e7usuyam, q\u0259m ordan g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 var c\u00fctdu, bir v\u00fcsal\u0131m yal\u0131nd\u0131<\/p>\n

T\u0259ki ovudaram, c\u0259m ordan g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 l\u0259l\u0259k-l\u0259l\u0259k buludam,<\/p>\n

Haqq\u0131m varm\u0131 yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc unudam?!<\/p>\n

Ya\u011fmad\u0131m da s\u0259hralar\u0131 ovudam<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rim g\u00f6ll\u0259nib, n\u0259m ordan g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

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D\u0259rdimd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259, d\u0259rdim yad deyil<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdim can\u0131mda can, d\u0259rdim ad deyil,<\/p>\n

Kim deyir ki, m\u0259nim k\u00f6nl\u00fcm od deyil,<\/p>\n

Kim g\u00f6r\u00fcb oran\u0131, kim ordan g\u0259lir?<\/p>\n

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D\u00fcnyan\u0131 \u015f\u0259r evi bil\u0259si Cabir,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n c\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fcn l\u0259l\u0259si Cabir,<\/p>\n

K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rt\u0259k yurdda \u00f6l\u0259si Cabir,<\/p>\n

H\u0259m orda d\u0259fn olub, h\u0259m ordan g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

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09.07.2013<\/em><\/p>\n

D\u018fRD\u0130M\u0130N<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Bax sin\u0259m\u0259, ufuldama, ufff\u2026 dem\u0259!<\/p>\n

\u018flvan-\u0259lvan x\u0131nas\u0131 var d\u0259rdimin.<\/p>\n

Bu f\u0259l\u0259yin sit\u0259min\u0259 offf\u2026 dem\u0259!<\/p>\n

T\u0259rs qoyulmu\u015f binas\u0131 var d\u0259rdimin.<\/p>\n

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A\u00e7mam\u0131\u015f soluxan g\u00fcl\u00fcn axtaran,<\/p>\n

Diyar-diyar d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n elin axtaran,<\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u00fcn duman alm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6l\u00fcn axtaran,<\/p>\n

Bir ya\u015f\u0131lba\u015f sonas\u0131 var d\u0259rdimin.<\/p>\n

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Yan\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 yox, d\u0259rdi d\u0259rdd\u0259n ba\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,<\/p>\n

V\u0259d\u0259 pay\u0131zayd\u0131, indi q\u0131\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

Nax\u0131\u015flanm\u0131r, ilm\u0259l\u0259ri \u00e7a\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb<\/p>\n

Darda qalan hanas\u0131 var d\u0259rdimin.<\/p>\n

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Hal\u0131na bax! D\u0259rd i\u00e7ind\u0259 t\u0259kl\u0259nib,<\/p>\n

Cabir ona, o Cabir\u0259 y\u00fckl\u0259nib.<\/p>\n

\u0130ncitm\u0259yin bayat\u0131ya k\u00f6kl\u0259nib \u2013<\/p>\n

K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rt\u0259k anas\u0131 var d\u0259rdimin.<\/p>\n

22.08.2014.<\/em><\/p>\n

T\u0259cnisl\u0259r<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

YAY G\u00d6ZL\u018fR<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Od alm\u0131\u015fam, p\u0259rvan\u0259 m\u0259n, yaxan S\u0259n<\/p>\n

Bu yanma\u011f\u0131 diyar-diyar yay, g\u00f6zl\u0259r!<\/p>\n

M\u00fcrid m\u0259n\u0259m, m\u00fcr\u015f\u00fcdm\u00fcs\u0259n, ya xan s\u0259n?!<\/p>\n

Y\u0131\u011fna\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yaz qar\u015f\u0131lar, yay g\u00f6zl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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Al geyin\u0259r, ba\u015fa \u00f6rt\u0259r yar a\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n

Yar\u0131na da i\u00e7ir\u0259rmi yar, a\u011f\u0131?!<\/p>\n

Kaman qa\u015flar c\u0259llad yar\u0131n yara\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n

Ox kirpikl\u0259r g\u0259rilm\u0259y\u0259 yay g\u00f6zl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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Bu n\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t? Bu n\u0259 yan\u011f\u0131? N\u0259 oxxx…du?<\/p>\n

Bu n\u0259 ne\u015ft\u0259r, bu n\u0259 q\u0131y\u0131q, n\u0259 oxdu!<\/p>\n

Cabirini oxlam\u0131rsa, n\u0259 oxdu:<\/p>\n

G\u0259rilibdi, n\u0259 vaxtacan yay g\u00f6zl\u0259r?!<\/p>\n

26.05.2013<\/em><\/p>\n

YAS.., A\u011eI…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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V\u0259t\u0259n! Var olandan yar\u0131n yarand\u0131,<\/p>\n

Zaman \u2013 zaman q\u00f6vr el\u0259yir yas.., a\u011f\u0131…<\/p>\n

Qiyaf\u0259n \u0259l\u0259md\u0259n yasdan yarand\u0131,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y ba\u011flatd\u0131, qara d\u00fcyd\u00fc yas, a\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Bit\u0259r olsam, min d\u0259n olan bir d\u0259n\u0259n<\/p>\n

O sar\u0131dan \u00fcmidimdi bir d\u0259n\u0259m.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 hicran y\u00fck\u00fc, bir d\u0259 n\u0259m<\/p>\n

Doda\u011f\u0131mda g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcn yasa\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Cabir! Can\u0131 yurd ist\u0259yir q\u0131y, n\u0259di?<\/p>\n

T\u0259rlan bil\u0259r q\u0131yya n\u0259di, q\u0131y n\u0259di<\/p>\n

Qa\u015f \u00e7at\u0131lar, g\u00f6z s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259r, q\u0131y n\u0259di?<\/p>\n

Q\u0131ya baxan ya sol g\u00f6zl\u0259r, ya sa\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n

20.06.2013<\/p>\n

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BU LALA, LALA<\/strong><\/p>\n

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K\u00f6yn\u0259k ya\u015f\u0131l, qucaqlay\u0131b al al\u0131,<\/p>\n

Yaxa a\u00e7d\u0131, dill\u0259ndirdi a, lal\u0131<\/p>\n

Taxt \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yar d\u0259stin\u0259 alal\u0131,<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fda taca d\u00f6nd\u00fc bu lala, lala.<\/p>\n

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\u018fl\u0259m hans\u0131? Ba\u011fr\u0131ndak\u0131 qara?! Xal?!<\/p>\n

Ba\u011fr\u0131 kimi ba\u011fr\u0131mdad\u0131 qara xal.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259nmi nec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr qara xal:<\/p>\n

Sin\u0259md\u0259 d\u0259rdimt\u0259k bul, ala-ala.<\/p>\n

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Bu naz\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l hans\u0131 soyundu?<\/p>\n

L\u0259ng\u0259 qoyma, dur sin\u0259mi soy, indi<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259lliyin q\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n \u2013 q\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n soyundu,<\/p>\n

Dil verdi Cabirt\u0259k bu lala, lala.<\/p>\n

25.05.2013<\/p>\n

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Yaz\u0131ya 515 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

                \u00d6MR\u00dcM ANILDI\u011eIM Q\u018fD\u018fR   Be\u015fikd\u0259n m\u0259zara deyil, \u00d6mr\u00fcm an\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m q\u0259d\u0259r. Art\u0131b boy ver\u0259 bildimmi? Zirv\u0259m san\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m q\u0259d\u0259r.   B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 yatd\u0131m, bilm\u0259dim B\u0259lk\u0259 yan \u00f6td\u00fcm, bilm\u0259dim. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yetdim bilm\u0259dim Haqq\u0131m \u2013 dan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m q\u0259d\u0259r.   \u201cD\u00fcnya fani\u201d \u2013 el m\u0259s\u0259li, Bu m\u0259s\u0259l m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli?! T\u0259k birc\u0259 hikm\u0259t\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11821"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11821"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11821\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11856,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11821\/revisions\/11856"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11821"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11821"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11821"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}