{"id":11850,"date":"2018-12-19T13:43:32","date_gmt":"2018-12-19T09:43:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11850"},"modified":"2018-12-19T17:19:31","modified_gmt":"2018-12-19T13:19:31","slug":"vasif-suleyman-misraya-donurs%c9%99n-m%c9%99n%c9%99-catinca","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11850","title":{"rendered":"Vasif S\u00dcLEYMAN – “Misraya d\u00f6n\u00fcrs\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131nca”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u00c7ATINCA<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir \u00f6mr\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rdi t\u0259k s\u0259ni sevm\u0259k,<\/p>\n

Sev\u0259rdim imana, din\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131nca.<\/p>\n

Uzaqdan baxanda m\u0259l\u0259ks\u0259n-m\u0259l\u0259k,<\/p>\n

Misraya d\u00f6n\u00fcrs\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131nca.<\/p>\n

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O d\u00fcnya var\u0131md\u0131r, bu d\u00fcnya yoxum,<\/p>\n

Yan\u0131mda n\u0259 qarda\u015f, n\u0259 bac\u0131, qohum\u2026<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 haray\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259r ruhum,<\/p>\n

Hal\u0131m\u0131 sorarsan yen\u0259, \u00e7at\u0131nca.<\/p>\n

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Bird\u0259n s\u0259n g\u0259linc\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r solar,<\/p>\n

Bar\u0131, son an\u0131mda l\u0259ngim\u0259, nolar\u2026<\/p>\n

Onsuz da m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r aparm\u0131\u015f olar,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n g\u0259lib m\u0259n adda q\u0259m\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131nca.<\/p>\n

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YAZMI\u015eAM<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu m\u0259n\u0259m, bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, s\u0131nama y\u00fcz yol,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259ni g\u0259tirdin din\u0259, yazm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

Taled\u0259n yoluma \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n

Qism\u0259t\u0259 yaz\u0131lan g\u00fcn\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

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Bu e\u015fqin\u00a0 v\u00fcsal\u0131 olam\u0131, bilm\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Yolsuzmu \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f\u0131q yolam\u0131, bilm\u0259m.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259n, sevgimi, b\u0259lam\u0131, bilm\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n

Yazmaram demi\u015f\u0259m, yen\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

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S\u00f6zn\u0259n yaratm\u0131\u015fam d\u00f6vl\u0259t, var\u0131m\u0131,<\/p>\n

Sevdim s\u0259nd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n intizar\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu yazd\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131,<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, s\u0259n\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

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T\u018fR\u018fF\u0130MD\u018f<\/strong><\/p>\n

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G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fmi nur sal\u0131r d\u00f6rd bir yan\u0131ma,<\/p>\n

Yox… Yox\u2026 \u00dcz\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u00fcr h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fimd\u0259.<\/p>\n

Gend\u0259n boylan\u0131ram Tanr\u0131 pay\u0131na,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 olsun dayan\u0131b yer t\u0259r\u0259fimd\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

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Birimiz divan\u0259, birimiz d\u0259li,<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015fey\u00a0 t\u0259s\u0259lli.<\/p>\n

A\u015fikar olan\u0131m ell\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259lli,<\/p>\n

P\u00fcnhan na\u011f\u0131l\u0131msan sirr t\u0259r\u0259fimd\u0259.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259ssiz haray\u0131m\u0131 indi kim duya,<\/p>\n

Budurmu dediyin \u0259l\u00e7atmaz r\u00f6ya\u2026<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, bir yanda bu boyda d\u00fcnya,<\/p>\n

T\u0259kc\u0259 s\u0259n durubsan bir t\u0259r\u0259fimd\u0259.<\/p>\n

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OLURSAN<\/strong><\/p>\n

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El\u0259 s\u0259n boydad\u0131, d\u00fcnya dediyin,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259-k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 h\u0259r an olursan.<\/p>\n

Ad\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rg\u0259m d\u00f6n\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

Ad\u0131m \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259nd\u0259 viran olursan.<\/p>\n

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Tanr\u0131 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131na neyniy\u0259siy\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Bu boyda safl\u0131\u011f\u0131n divan\u0259siy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bu m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin azan s\u0259siy\u0259m,<\/p>\n

And i\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259m, Quran olursan.<\/p>\n

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Haqq\u0131n d\u0259rgah\u0131ndan ke\u00e7di, \u0259l\u0259ndi,<\/p>\n

Can\u0131m bu sevdaya \u00e7oxdan b\u0259l\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

V\u0259d\u0259siz bu sevgi haqdan g\u0259l\u0259ndi,<\/p>\n

B\u0259s niy\u0259, s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 haram olursan…<\/p>\n

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P\u00dcNHAN<\/strong><\/p>\n

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N\u0259 yazd\u0131n, \u0130lahi, \u0259l\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin,<\/p>\n

M\u0259l\u0259kdi, m\u0259l\u0259yin dil\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n

Saxla \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin,<\/p>\n

Apar\u0131m m\u0259zara ad\u0131n\u0131 p\u00fcnhan\u2026<\/p>\n

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Sevgind\u0259n yaran\u0131b b\u0259\u015f\u0259r dediyin,<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 halald\u0131 bu \u015f\u0259r dediyin.<\/p>\n

\u0130lahi, budurmu m\u0259h\u015f\u0259r dediyin,<\/p>\n

Sin\u0259m\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m odunu p\u00fcnhan.<\/p>\n

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Bir azca su \u00e7il\u0259, bir azca d\u0259n ver,<\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259s\u0259n sevinc ver, ist\u0259s\u0259n q\u0259m ver.<\/p>\n

\u0130ki divan\u0259y\u0259 iznini s\u0259n ver,<\/p>\n

Saxlar\u0131q bu e\u015fqin dad\u0131n\u0131 p\u00fcnhan.<\/p>\n

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\u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc solduran \u00e7\u0259kdiyi q\u0259mmi,<\/p>\n

T\u0259rsin\u0259 getdiyim yolu\u2026 D\u00f6n\u0259mmi\u2026<\/p>\n

A\u015fikar \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259 Yar\u0259b, m\u0259n\u0259mmi,<\/p>\n

Ya da g\u00f6nd\u0259rdiyin odumu p\u00fcnhan.<\/p>\n

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T\u018fK \u00d6Z\u00dcM OLSAYDIM, N\u018f VARIYDI K\u0130\u2026 <\/strong><\/p>\n

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Bu \u015firin b\u0259lan\u0131n iki can\u0131 var,<\/p>\n

T\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcm olsayd\u0131m, n\u0259 var\u0131yd\u0131 ki…<\/p>\n

\u00abO\u00bb adda, \u00abm\u0259n\u00bb adda bir h\u0259yan\u0131 var,<\/p>\n

T\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcm olsayd\u0131m, n\u0259 var\u0131yd\u0131 ki…<\/p>\n

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Bir yolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bu alov, o n\u0259m,<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 taleyin qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Yax\u015f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259yin m\u0259ni, c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m,<\/p>\n

T\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcm olsayd\u0131m, n\u0259 var\u0131yd\u0131 ki…<\/p>\n

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Ya\u015fanmaz sevgidir – uludan-ulu,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 olsun, h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fcr yolu.<\/p>\n

Bir k\u00f6rp\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259k var, \u00f6l\u00fcm arzulu,<\/p>\n

T\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcm olsayd\u0131m, n\u0259 var\u0131yd\u0131 ki…<\/p>\n

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\u00d6mr\u00fc hara \u00e7\u0259k\u0259, hara \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

Taleyin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n qara \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n

Haz\u0131rd\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dara \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259,<\/p>\n

T\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcm olsayd\u0131m, n\u0259 var\u0131yd\u0131 ki…<\/p>\n

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Birlikd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirik \u015firin b\u0259lan\u0131,<\/p>\n

Bizsiz yaz\u0131lan\u0131n yoxdur yalan\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kims\u0259 ovudammaz m\u0259nsiz qalan\u0131,<\/p>\n

T\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcm olsayd\u0131m, n\u0259 var\u0131yd\u0131 ki…<\/p>\n

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BOYUNCA<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00c7ox \u015fey ist\u0259m\u0259dim, Tanr\u0131 ad\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n

T\u0259k s\u0259ni ist\u0259dim q\u0259d\u0259r boyunca.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259nin z\u00fclm\u0259ti yax\u0131r adam\u0131,<\/p>\n

El\u0259 h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lan s\u0259h\u0259r boyunca.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259l\u0259ks\u0259n, imansan, pirs\u0259n, bilirs\u0259n,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259s\u0259n, sirs\u0259n, bilirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bir s\u0259n bilirs\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Sevinc axtar\u0131ram k\u0259d\u0259r boyunca.<\/p>\n

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Dondurub ruhumu, donu g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdin biri \u00fczd\u0259, onu g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

E\u015fq\u0259 a\u015finay\u0131q sonu g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

Sonsuzluq g\u0259zir\u0259m s\u0259f\u0259r boyunca.<\/p>\n

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Bu \u00f6mr\u00fc bu e\u015fqin yolunda s\u0259r\u0259m,<\/p>\n

A\u011fr\u0131dan usanmaz, d\u0259rdd\u0259n k\u00fcsm\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6yd\u0259 qu\u015flara da n\u0259m\u0259r ver\u0259r\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Ad\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tir\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r boyunca.<\/p>\n

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SEVG\u0130N\u0130N D\u0130L\u0130N\u0130 DUYANDAN B\u018fR\u0130<\/strong><\/p>\n

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El\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tin d\u0259 b\u0259s eyl\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 ki, e\u015fqinl\u0259 din\u0259 bilir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

O d\u00fcnya, bu d\u00fcnya, f\u0259rqi n\u0259dir ki,<\/p>\n

\u00d6ls\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7atmaram s\u0259n\u0259, bilir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

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N\u0259 v\u00fcsal g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck, n\u0259 kam alm\u0131\u015f\u0131q,<\/p>\n

Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir yarpaq \u015feirdi s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcb getm\u0259yimmi ovudar s\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

Qal\u0131b yanma\u011f\u0131mm\u0131 xeyirdi s\u0259n\u0259…<\/p>\n

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Bu z\u00fclm\u0259t \u00f6m\u00fcr\u0259 n\u0259 laz\u0131m ax\u015fam,<\/p>\n

Toran\u0131 qovu\u015fur hayandan b\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n dilini yad\u0131r\u011fam\u0131\u015fam,<\/p>\n

Sevginin dilini duyandan b\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

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N\u018f OLUR, OLSUN<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r, tale qism\u0259ti,<\/p>\n

Axar\u0131-baxar\u0131 n\u0259 olur, olsun.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcmn\u0259n olumun m\u0259nzilind\u0259yik,<\/p>\n

\u018fvv\u0259li, ax\u0131r\u0131 n\u0259 olur, olsun.<\/p>\n

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Eh, n\u0259yim gedibdi, eh, n\u0259yim qal\u0131b,<\/p>\n

Birc\u0259 yol Allah\u0131 grm\u0259yim qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Yar\u0131s\u0131 da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u00fcr\u0259yim qal\u0131b,<\/p>\n

Bu \u00f6mr\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131 n\u0259 olur, olsun.<\/p>\n

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\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259 z\u00fclm\u0259t var, \u0259lind\u0259 \u00e7\u0131raq,<\/p>\n

Bir \u00f6m\u00fcr verilib, qism\u0259tin\u0259 bax.<\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u00fc ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, aya\u011f\u0131 torpaq,<\/p>\n

Ta ondan yuxar\u0131 n\u0259 olur, olsun.<\/p>\n

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N\u018fY\u0130M\u018f LAZIMSAN \u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

O q\u0131z \u00f6zg\u0259sinin fikrini \u00e7\u0259kir,<\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u0259yim\u0259 laz\u0131msan, m\u0259nim ay \u015fer<\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259m\u0259d QARA\u00c7\u00d6P<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcrd\u0259 sonuncu ana b\u0259nz\u0259yir,<\/p>\n

Sada\u011fa verdiyim cana b\u0259nz\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

Nar\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131nnan s\u0131x\u0131ram onu,<\/p>\n

Di g\u0259l, a\u011f v\u0259r\u0259qd\u0259 qana b\u0259nz\u0259yir-<\/p>\n

\u00abN\u0259yim\u0259 laz\u0131msan, m\u0259nim ay \u015feir\u2026\u00bb<\/p>\n

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Da\u015f\u0131d\u0131n var\u0131m\u0131-yoxumu, neynim,<\/p>\n

Apard\u0131n ruhumun \u00e7oxunu, neynim.<\/p>\n

Bir q\u0131z\u0131n e\u015fqin\u0259 yaz\u0131rd\u0131m s\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

O da yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 oxumur, neynim-<\/p>\n

\u00abN\u0259yim\u0259 laz\u0131msan, m\u0259nim ay \u015feir\u2026\u00bb<\/p>\n

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D\u0259rdi g\u0259li\u015find\u0259n tan\u0131y\u0131ram m\u0259n,<\/p>\n

B\u0259xt\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n b\u0259xti q\u0131nay\u0131ram m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Son d\u0259f\u0259, son d\u0259f\u0259 \u015fairliyimi,<\/p>\n

Sonuncu \u015ferd\u0259 s\u0131nay\u0131ram m\u0259n –<\/p>\n

\u00abN\u0259yim\u0259 laz\u0131msan, m\u0259nim ay \u015feir\u2026\u00bb<\/p>\n

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B\u0130R AZCA<\/strong><\/p>\n

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G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k tell\u0259rini ox\u015famaq h\u0259d\u0259r,<\/p>\n

Yel olub \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n \u0259s\u0259m bir azca.<\/p>\n

Bir azca sevincs\u0259n, bir azca k\u0259d\u0259r,<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 Allah bilir n\u0259s\u0259n, bir azca.<\/p>\n

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Biz\u0259 qism\u0259t yazan haqdan k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131 sevdiyim vaxtdan k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u00f6z taleyimd\u0259n \u00e7oxdan k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Nec\u0259di, s\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 k\u00fcs\u0259m bir azca.<\/p>\n

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Y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcm dumana, sis\u0259 deyirs\u0259n,<\/p>\n

M\u0259tl\u0259bi n\u0259 yaman q\u0131sa deyirs\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n

Dem\u0259y\u0259-dem\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 deyirs\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Nolar, dey\u0259-dey\u0259 des\u0259n, bir azca.<\/p>\n

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SOLANDI YANA\u011eIN YA\u015e OLAN YER\u0130<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00d6mr\u00fcmd\u0259n ehtiyac ke\u00e7di, s\u0259ngidi,<\/p>\n

Qapand\u0131 d\u0259rdimin bo\u015falan yeri.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z da\u011f\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131n \u0259n n\u0259h\u0259ngidi,<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 talel\u0259rin q\u0131\u015f olan yeri.<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6rd\u00fcm a\u011flamam\u0131\u015f \u00fcr\u0259k kiridi,<\/p>\n

Onda yerin-g\u00f6y\u00fcn d\u0259rdi biriydi.<\/p>\n

\u0130lahi, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n xo\u015f b\u0259xt yeridi.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk e\u015fqin \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 tu\u015f olan yeri.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259sr\u0259ti \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k bilmi\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Onu duz bilmi\u015f\u0259m, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k bilmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Yanmaya-yanmaya \u00fcr\u0259k bilmi\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Sin\u0259nin alt\u0131nda da\u015f olan yeri.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Sevincd\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131m, q\u0259md\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131m,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z yumub-a\u00e7\u0131nca yand\u0131m, ya\u015fand\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Torpa\u011fa su d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259, ya\u015f\u0131lla\u015fand\u0131,<\/p>\n

Soland\u0131 yana\u011f\u0131n ya\u015f olan yeri.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

AXTARIRAM<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259n tutub \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc, ya da,<\/p>\n

Da\u011flar\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259n axtar\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00f6v tapamm\u0131ram s\u0259ni d\u00fcnyada,<\/p>\n

H\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 bir azca \u201cs\u0259n\u201c axtar\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

N\u0259 vard\u0131 can\u0131mda e\u015fqin ad\u0131na,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 var, halal\u0131nd\u0131r, s\u0259nindir, apar.<\/p>\n

B\u0259simdir, arada d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm yad\u0131na,<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131 kim deyibdir, – axtaran tapar.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259 d\u0259 yaratma\u011fa b\u0259han\u0259 ola.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcz yol s\u0259cd\u0259sin\u0259 dayanma\u011f\u0131m var,<\/p>\n

Kimd\u0259s\u0259 balaca ni\u015fan\u0259n ola.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

H\u0259r yan\u0131 z\u00fclm\u0259tdir, ir\u0259li, geri,<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131 n\u0259 g\u0259zir\u0259m, qaranl\u0131q boyu\u2026<\/p>\n

A\u011fr\u0131ma-ac\u0131ma ya\u015fanan \u00f6mr\u00fc,<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259kib apar\u0131ram viranl\u0131q boyu.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Onda n\u0259 g\u00f6yd\u0259ydim, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki yerd\u0259,<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni itir\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 yetirdim.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bilirdim ki, tapacam bir d\u0259,<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni axtar\u0131rd\u0131m, \u00f6mr\u00fc itirdim.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259n tutub \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc, ya da,<\/p>\n

Da\u011flar\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259n axtar\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00f6v tapamm\u0131ram s\u0259ni d\u00fcnyada,<\/p>\n

H\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 bir azca \u201cs\u0259n\u201c axtar\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

BU NEC\u018f H\u018fSR\u018fTD\u0130<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bu nec\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tdi, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri duyuq,<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rmi, q\u0259mmi, bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015f el\u0259 g\u0259tirib od qon\u015fusuyuq,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nmi k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259lis\u0259n, m\u0259nmi, bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim ovcumun i\u00e7ind\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn,<\/p>\n

X\u0259yal\u0131m g\u00f6yl\u0259rin qat\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ir.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015f\u0259 bax\u0131rsanm\u0131, s\u0259nin yollar\u0131n,<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259min alt\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ir.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bizi m\u0259nzil\u0259mi g\u0259tirdi yollar,<\/p>\n

Bura havas\u0131zd\u0131, yer n\u0259, g\u00f6y n\u0259dir\u2026<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni quca\u011f\u0131na a\u00e7\u0131lan qollar,<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni \u00fcz qoydu\u011fum bal\u0131nc g\u00f6yn\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

L\u0259ngiy\u0259n v\u00fcsala tu\u015fmu olmu\u015fuq,<\/p>\n

Yoxsa bu, taleyin \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yoldu.<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131l\u0131b t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n qon\u015fu olmu\u015fuq,<\/p>\n

Ta bunun haras\u0131 ayr\u0131l\u0131q oldu\u2026<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Sevgis\u0259n, h\u0259sr\u0259ts\u0259n, g\u0259lmirs\u0259n dil\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n y\u00fcz hissin t\u0259la\u015f\u0131 ke\u00e7ir.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r, h\u0259r ax\u015fam yan\u0131mdan bel\u0259,<\/p>\n

Sevgim h\u0259sr\u0259timn\u0259n yana\u015f\u0131 ke\u00e7ir.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bu nec\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tdi, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri duyuq,<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rmi, q\u0259mmi, bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015f el\u0259 g\u0259tirib od qon\u015fusuyuq,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nmi k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259lis\u0259n, m\u0259nmi, bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

DO\u011eMALARIMA<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ay anam, ay bac\u0131m, n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Bizi \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n ya\u015fadar \u00f6l\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Uza\u011f\u0131, bir s\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259r\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Uza\u011f\u0131, bir d\u0259f\u0259 da\u015f atar \u00f6l\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259n dey\u0259n olsayd\u0131, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zdi y\u00f6n\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

B\u0259nd\u0259 olammam\u0131\u015f pir olanlara.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni tay eyl\u0259m\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

Sevinci d\u00fcnyayla bir olanlara.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259nim a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131m-ac\u0131m bu g\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 yolmam\u0131\u015fam, sa\u00e7\u0131m bu g\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m bu g\u00fcn\u0259 kimi,<\/p>\n

Ay bac\u0131m, haraya qa\u00e7\u0131m bu g\u00fcnd\u0259…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259nim sevincl\u0259rim qa\u00e7\u0131r saza\u011fa,<\/p>\n

K\u0259d\u0259r isinm\u0259y\u0259 oda axtar\u0131r.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rd\u0259 yer vermi\u015fik aram\u0131zdaca,<\/p>\n

Boynuna minm\u0259y\u0259 adam axtar\u0131r.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yuxulu ba\u015flar\u0131n ay\u0131lma\u011f\u0131 var,<\/p>\n

G\u0259b\u0259ni yey\u0259c\u0259k g\u00fcv\u0259l\u0259r h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n dey\u0259n s\u0259madan axar buludlar,<\/p>\n

Bir ovuc suyuna g\u00fcv\u0259n\u0259r h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ay anam, ay bac\u0131m, n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Bizi \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n ya\u015fadar \u00f6l\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Uza\u011f\u0131, bir s\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259r\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Uza\u011f\u0131, bir d\u0259f\u0259 da\u015f atar \u00f6l\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

BU N\u018f B\u018fLA \u0130D\u0130<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bu n\u0259 b\u0259la idi ald\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n ax\u0131, bu q\u0259d\u0259r na\u015f\u0131 deyildim.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 yol g\u0259lirdim do\u011fulan g\u00fcnd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn\u00fcn, be\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u015fi deyildi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbim\u0259 xal sal\u0131b g\u00f6rd\u00fcn i\u015fini,<\/p>\n

Dem\u0259din \u00fcr\u0259k var o xal\u0131n altda.<\/p>\n

Arada bir d\u0259li sevgi \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

H\u0259r\u0259miz bir \u0259lin s\u0131\u011fal\u0131 altda.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Biz n\u0259yi say\u0131rd\u0131q, tale n\u0259 sayd\u0131,<\/p>\n

Q\u0259mimmi yoxuydu, d\u0259rdmi az\u0131yd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

V\u0259d\u0259siz sevgil\u0259r do\u011fulmasayd\u0131,<\/p>\n

H\u0259sr\u0259t \u015feirl\u0259ri yaz\u0131lmaz\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bu yerd\u0259 n\u0259 g\u00f6y var, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f,<\/p>\n

Gedir\u0259m, torpa\u011fa, da\u015fa gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 bir yer v\u0259d\u0259l\u0259\u015f,<\/p>\n

Bilim ki, s\u0259ninl\u0259 qo\u015fa gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnya yar olmaz biz\u0259, bilir\u0259m,<\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259rim uzanmaz telin\u0259 q\u0259n\u015f\u0259r.<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259 bilir\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Gedim haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131m \u00d6L\u00dcM\u018f Q\u018fN\u015e\u018fR.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

D\u018fRD\u0130 OLMAYANLAR <\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

D\u0259rdi olmayan\u0131 gedib taparsan,<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 n\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131nd\u0131, h\u0259l\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdi olmayan\u0131 gedib tap\u0131nca,<\/p>\n

Ay zal\u0131m, ham\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rd tapacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ba\u011fla, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni ke\u00e7im k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 n\u0259 s\u0259nin, n\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259nimdi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n d\u0259rdin d\u00fcnyas\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n d\u0259rd d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00e7\u0259si<\/p>\n

D\u0259rd edib ad\u0131na g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259nindi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259n ulduz olanda s\u0259n\u0259 can atd\u0131m,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n ulduz olanda qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131n niy\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259yin k\u0259d\u0259rli \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7\u0131bm\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim n\u0259z\u0259rimd\u0259 pu\u00e7urdun, niy\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

Arxamda da\u011f kimi dayanan da\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u018fridib qar\u015f\u0131ma u\u00e7urdun, niy\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

Ba\u011fla p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni ke\u00e7im k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Ba\u011fla, he\u00e7 olmasa birini ba\u011fla,<\/p>\n

Ba\u011fl\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011fla.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259s\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcn uzunu,<\/p>\n

Yoluna t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259rdli d\u0259liydi.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259-s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259ad\u0259t,<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcl\u0259-\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259 ke\u00e7inm\u0259liydi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

D\u0259rdi olmayanlar, harda var, zal\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n

Naz\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259s\u0259n h\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fcl\u0259nin.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259drini bilm\u0259din d\u0259rdi b\u0259llinin,<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdini bilm\u0259zs\u0259n q\u0259dirbil\u0259nin.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

D\u0259rdi olmayan\u0131 gedib taparsan,<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 q\u0259r\u0259nfils\u0259n, h\u0259l\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdi olmayan\u0131 gedib tap\u0131nca,<\/p>\n

Ay zal\u0131m, ham\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rd tapacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u018fR\u00c7\u018f<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 qo\u015fulub u\u00e7maq, n\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131r ya\u015f\u0131ma,<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259 qanad a\u00e7ma\u011fa hava n\u0259 g\u0259zir ax\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 g\u0259l, \u00e7\u00f6r-\u00e7\u00f6p\u00fc da\u015f\u0131ma,<\/p>\n

Yuvas\u0131z\u0131n q\u0259lbind\u0259 yuva n\u0259 g\u0259zir ax\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259mi yurd yeri g\u0259zirs\u0259n ax\u015fam-ax\u015fam,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259mi r\u0259hmin g\u0259lir, k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259nm\u0259 s\u0259n bax\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r da\u015flam\u0131\u015fam,<\/p>\n

Baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n indiy\u0259c\u0259n q\u0259m bax\u0131b.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, \u0259lind\u0259ki \u00e7\u00f6r-\u00e7\u00f6p\u00fcn\u0259 yiy\u0259s\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Qurban\u0131yam, verdiyim \u015firin and\u0131n qurban\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259n bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 qurban ged\u0259r n\u0259y\u0259s\u0259,<\/p>\n

Qurbanl\u0131q n\u0259yin qal\u0131b, ay sapand\u0131n qurban\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

D\u0259rdini n\u0259 bilirs\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn adamlar\u0131n,<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdsiz bildikl\u0259rinin sa\u011falmaz yaras\u0131 var.<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259 getdiyimiz yollar\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 \u00e7iynimizd\u0259 aparmaq b\u0259las\u0131 var.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259n Allah\u0131n b\u0259nd\u0259si, s\u0259n Allah\u0131n qu\u015fusan,<\/p>\n

Ya m\u0259n qanad a\u00e7mal\u0131, ya d\u0259 s\u0259n yeri, ged\u0259k.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u0259c\u0259l g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259yim, g\u0259l g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 da\u015f\u0131 s\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Torpa\u011f\u0131n o \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bu d\u0259f\u0259 diri ged\u0259k.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 qo\u015fulub u\u00e7maq, n\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131r ya\u015f\u0131ma,<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259 qanad a\u00e7ma\u011fa hava n\u0259 g\u0259zir ax\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 g\u0259l, \u00e7\u00f6r-\u00e7\u00f6p\u00fc da\u015f\u0131ma,<\/p>\n

Yuvas\u0131z\u0131n q\u0259lbind\u0259 yuva n\u0259 g\u0259zir ax\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

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Yaz\u0131ya 563 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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